non-lucid

At the start of the dream I was entering a train, there was this old man saying something about my family name and a (not actually existent) precursor. Somewhere along these lines I got lucid but the man was tempting me to fall back into the story of the dream, but I kind of refused and started to think what I wanted to do now, due to me having a false awakening without success though.

I was in the back of a car, it was night and my mother was driving. She had some problems with the keys and we weren't exactly driving safe but otherwise nothing happened until I woke up.

Spoiler for Improvement Notes:

Resisted falling back into the dream - good
Tried to think of what to do but didn't manage to do it - somewhat bad
Suddenly having a false awakening due to not stabilizing (as well as the "to be removed" schema of having to stabilize) - bad
Didn't catch up to the false awakening - very bad

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This was part of the 4 dreams I had yesterday, but didn't type up, because I was on TinyChat for like 6 hours xD.

I started off in a dark castle with green flames around it. I was at a gate that had to be opened from the left and right side. There were a group of young kids and a couple of adults standing around with me. The adults told us to solve the puzzles to get through the gate, so I solved the right puzzle and the gate opened straight away. I can't remember what the puzzle was but this dream started to feel like the Zelda games where you find keys and stuff. I then ran through the gate as if I had a time limit then found myself in a puzzle room that looked like a casino. The puzzles were all in the shape of slot machines and there were about 12puzzles to be solved. I solved all of them in a few minutes and the group of children came up to me and acted surprised. In the middle was a machine of some sort that gives out prizes, but it didn't give me one. I went in to the next room and there was one more puzzle but with some around it, not working. The puzzle said "Move the square so the snake can get through." It was not very hard at all. The square in the middle spun around anti- clockwise and the snake just passed through to the other end. The snake was just a red and brown laser type thing. I then teleported back to the beginning and tried again, but the dream faded as I walked through the gate.

This is all for this dream as I didn't get much notes down in the morning because I had written down 3 other dreams.

I am walking through what is my dream's representation of my home town, Dublin, with my good friend Hayden. We are approaching one end of the football field. There is an abnormal amount of police officers walking up and down the street; I count around 20 in just a few seconds. I am aware that Hayden is carrying a joint in his pocket, so I whisper in his ear that he should eat it if we encounter trouble. I am now also aware of my newly purchased combat knife hanging from my belt, and for some reason I take it out of its sheath and walk down the street with it plainly visible in my hand. I think "I'd better put this away, one of these cops is going to stop and question us," but none of the cops even glance at me. Odd. At this point we have walked the distance of the football field and are about to leave it behind, when we come across a group of the thuggish looking type. I am instantly aware that these grungy looking men are the type that want to start trouble. They make a threatening remark at us, but instead of walking away in fear I strut up to them, pulling my shirt up slightly to reveal the large combat knife at my belt. The size of my knife doesn't seem to bother them. One of the thugs (I will call him Baldy) laughs and pulls out a small pocket knife while walking towards me. I realize I am about to have to make my move, but I freeze up and my hand never goes for the knife. Luckily, right before Baldy gets to me a very young girl cop appears (I estimate age 18-20) and points her gun at him. I am a little startled at seeing this too-young cop, but quickly warn her to "keep it pointed at him!" She looks a little shaky, but keeps the gun steadily aimed at Baldy, and he backs off.


Missed dream signs:
---The combat knife spoken of is owned by me in real life, I recently purchased it for self defense and it is military grade. However, in my dream I was wearing it on my left side when in real life I always wear it on my right.
---My hometown is fairly accurately portrayed, but the 20 or so cops in such a small area should have set off the alarms. The town in real life only has 2 or 3 cops on duty at a time.
---The girl cop was around my age (19) and obviously far too young to be a real cop. During the dream something in my mind flickered in recognition of this fact, but the thought was quickly swept away by the current of realistic feeling action.
---None of the cops even glanced at me when I was waving around my huge knife, something I recognized as very strange within the dream.

non-lucid novella of a dream. I'm walking along the edges of these randomly spaced pools of water. I have a memory of having been under water with Great White Sharks, all I saw red, so I kept my eyes close.

I suddenly notice fins in these pools of water. In each oddly shaped pool, there is a GW Shark. They have red mouths. One in particular, maintains eye contact as I walk along his pool. He swam to the edge and started to come out of the pool. As he was coming out he turned into a man and said 'Hi, what's your name?" I told him and somehow he led me away from the pools and we were suddenly in my neighborhood in Los Angeles. There was some back and forth banter about who we are and what we do. He was caught off the coast of Carolina for harassing surfers. He would snout their surf boards. I said I would find that terrorizing. He just thought it was a funny joke.

I asked him what he would like to do next. He said just enjoy your typical day. So we drove down Sunset, saw the sites, hung out and talked. We ended up at Mel's Diner for some burgers and shakes. By this point he was holding my hand - not really in a sexual way, but in an acceptance of a friendship kind of way. He told me that he appreciated me showing him my world and he has had one of his best days.

So now he wants to do something for me. "Well, what did you have in mind?" His reply . . ." Let's go swimming" My heart dropped to my stomach and I stopped in my tracks. I felt tricked. Truthfully, I regret not going.

I'm on a beach. I walk to a tree house and look inside. The dust is shining sunlight is poring in and it is filled with boxes. I feel as though somethings in there with me but i keep looking, i can see everything so closely. I Then close the hatch and step down. My dream ends and i wake up. Sorry how boring! i will have lucid entries soon.

Very short memory of this non-lucid dream. Riding in the passenger seat of a car with my mother driving. There is a man with a parachute that didn't open falling out of the sky and he slams face first into the rocky wall. I demanded my mother pull over to help. She didn't. Argument about stopping. I really wanted to help, but couldn't. Deep sadness.

I had two fragments this morning. I'm amazed I remember them.


Dream 1 - I'm sitting in a room with a box, similar to a Jack-In-The-Box but less interesting. It has some odd decorative shapes on the sides so I can only assume it's a toy. The box sits on a plain table.

The table sits in a plain room, perhaps 8 feet on a side, and one wall has a window set in it. The window is covered by a blind which blocks any view to the other side of the window.

Out of the box pops a purple monkey wearing a hat. It's not actually part of the toy but seemingly sitting on top of the box. It waves around like a toy but I know I would never buy it. The monkey talks to me and I talk back but I have no recall of what is said.

And I wake up.


Dream 2 - I'm walking along a hike-and-bike trail and the most fascinating thing for my attention is the asphalt. Usually the trails around here are crushed granite but this one is paved, and I'm lucid enough to not only know I'm dreaming but enthralled by the detail in the pavement.

A runner comes by, one of the many who runs this path, and as his foot passes in front of me a spray of dirt is lifted into the air. Time slows down and I can examine each particle of dirt as it floats in front of me, tumbling in slow-motion at a pace slow enough to reach out and touch it. I can't believe no one else but me notices this, but I really don't care. It's incredible, like having a nature show in my mind.

I think to myself, "I love slow-motion."

And I wake up.

So during the first part of my dream i was helping the FBI catch this drug dealers supplier. Who just happened to be a mobster who killed my father... no pun intended. Well I arranged a meeting with the drug dealer. I wanted to catch this man as much as the FBI. i told the dealer i could get him less time if he testified.. I remember entering this wooden photo booth inside this parking garage." I was like were is the man" and he kept saying that he went out of state and i was like that isn't good enough. so i started kicking his ass inside this photo booth. He some how was able to push me out of the photo booth, and we continued the fight out there. He yelled at me if you were to stop for just a second. so i did and looked at what he was pointing at.. it was a trap he was wired... and i ran. oh shit was the only thing going through my mind. Before i could get out of the parking garage the FBI had already surrounded me. the guy who was walking toward me said it was the last time i went behind there back... he raised his gun at me and i raised my hand wondering how i was going to stop a bullet with my hand.. But with surprise it was a knock out dart. I saw a couple men come to pick up my body, and before they reached me, i burst into flames there was 3 rings of fire circling me in each direction symbols were all over the ground... and i could feel the fire all over my body. I woke up convulsing from the fire.

5-25-12 (non-lucid/lucid): I was in a huge building, with rows of benches and some tables and it was just crowded with people. I walked around, trying to recognize anyone. I couldn't. Then I soon heard a noise coming from the back of the building. I looked behind me and saw the back door jolt and dent and it soon fell off the hinges and a person walked through. It was a very pale woman with glowing white eyes, long black hair and wearing a long white dress. While everyone stared at the intruder she calmly walked around the building and her eyes started glowing red. The room grew darker and the lights flickered for a brief moment. I don’t remember much of the next part. Just running towards the entrance of the building; people chasing me (apparently they had been brainwashed.) I got to the entrance, but I didn’t get out. I remember getting caught and everything getting dark and someone grasping my hand in the darkness. A figure appeared from the void. That figure just happened to be my DG Rajin. I realized I was dreaming, and we ran through the darkness. The building appeared again, this time we were on the outside. I walked up to the front of it, nodded to Rajin and thanked him. I became Lilith again. My dark brown hair got longer and turned to white. A breeze picked up, and my hair blew around my face and I calmly walked inside the building. I said to myself as a bit of motivation: “I have infinite power here. I can do anything.” So I decided to act like a total badass. I yelled at the top of my lungs, power flowing through my words “Where is T.!” The whole room echoed with my voice and the people there turned around and looked at me and ran right at me. I gathered power as the people came at me and I thrust my arms out, fingers extended and red energy flowed out of my fingertips and they stopped. I walked towards the back door, my focus wavered and yet again, I was running. So I got through the door and shut it. I turned around and walked down a hallway. Going further and further I eventually lost lucidity and I walked into a town, which looked medieval. Dirt roads, the people walking around in the town were dressed according to that time period. I don’t remember much of what I did there. I do remember that I walked through the muddy roads through the town square, but that’s about it.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

... Having some boring dream which was someone else's romantic fantasy that I had to watch. I decided to end it but somehow, I stopped time, not the dream. Everybody and everything started to slow down until they were all frozen and things were floating in the air as if there was no gravity. I had never tried that effect and it was very cool. I can't explain very clearly what I felt, but it was like a small enlightnement.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.



Dream #1 The Golden Oracle.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im walking down a dirt rocky trail like the one in the picture. I see two huge statues, and begin walking closer towards them stopping right at the middle. The one on the left says to me...

"Is your heart as pure as gold?"

"Well i am certainly not perfect, but i would say so yes."

"You can pass on one condition."

"Yea what is it?"

"You must glow the colour gold before passing thru here."



"Uh...glow gold uh?"

I start trying to focus my mind on glowing the colour gold and end up just feeling my vibrational energy.

"I can't do it on command though!"

(One on the right talking)

"Then you cannot pass thru here. Only the one who's heart is pure and full of gold."

I start thinking hard about how i am able to pass thru the middle i try to walk closer, but they warn me that i will most certainly perish if i do so.
I try and focus my energy again on glowing gold, still nothing. I finally ask them where is this place located, and how can i return here?

(They both say)

"We are where you are. In the alternate world that you have created for us."

Wait a minute...it hits me, and i realize that this is a dream. I start glowing gold and tell them i am the master of this world!



I tell them..

"Whoever wishes to fight me, must be at the highest level of their being. And their aura must be full of gold. Let no man or woman pass thru here, unless those requirments are met."

(Both of them talking)




"As you wish Master."

I walk thru and feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.



4:30 - 4:45 am. Did plenty of subconscious training, and went back to sleep.



Dream #2 Me and Littlezoe arranging our next meeting.

Im walking thru a huge forest just like the one in the picture. You can hear birds chirping and singing, and even certain animals in the forest too. I hear someone whistling in the distance, i look around but see no one. All of a sudden i spot a girl who looked to be in her late teens or early twenties. She was sitting atop a tall tree, on a branch. She seem familiar, but i still can't quite make her out. Her eyes were colourful and brown from the sun, She had long jet black hair, and fair complexioned. She wore a Blue short sleeve t shirt, and some black pants with some white sneakers.

I begin asking her why she is whistling, she says to me..

"Im trying to call the hawk to me."

"Hmm, the hawk uh? Certainly the hawk must be your guide if you are seeking for him or her."

We begin talking more about animals, and spiritual stuff. We start jumping around thru the trees, leaping higher and higher in the air. I become lucid, and notice that...its Littlezoe!

I tell her does she know how to shapeshift yet, and we both jump down from the trees, and start running. I feel myself shapeshifting into a wolf, i noticed that Zoe shapeshifted into a wolf too. We start running thru the huge forest leaping thru bushes and just chasing eachother thru the huge forest. We end up back at this house, and are seated in a room.

We start talking about our next meeting and how we plan on finding Lucy together.
The dream fades and i wake up.

Wednesday 5/24/12 Bed 11:35 Tons of dreams
Last Dream:
I'm in a huge house visiting friends. I stand by a window and see two humongous UFOs, like in the movie independence day, flying over very slowly. I rush downstairs to get the camera out of my bag. It's not there. Back upstairs I find it next to another window. Run from one window to another to find one without the screen so I can take pictures. I find one, but by now the UFOs moved to the other side of the house.
I walk into neighbors apartment. Her door is opened because she just called cops. We are watching the UFOs through her glass ceiling. By now it turned into a radar monitor. We see a bunch of human aircrafts, like fighter jets and also space ships from movies Stargate. Pretty cool.

Monday 5/22/12 Bed 12:30am
DR: We are going to visit Vilcabamba. I stand in front of the small shack with lots of other tourists. I get two packages of folded raincoats in see-through bags. I'm picking one that fits. I put it on over my backpack and then take it off, because I realize I didn't take my camera out of the backpack.
I walk back to some kind of a tunnel/cave, that's full of people milling around. Plants all over the place, even hanging from walls. It's not dark, colors are bright. Has a feel of a restaurant. As I brush by some plants, I feel a sting on left forearm and right upper arm. I tell someone "you know what to do" and we walk to a rock where I sit down. Another girls puts her hand under mine to comfort me while the other person is cutting the poison out with a knife from my right upper arm.

This was a very interesting dream. I was suddenly convinced during the dream that my whole life was a reincarnation of a previous self. I suddenly became aware of what felt like whole years of childhood memory's that were altered from my own, then years of teenaged memory's, I was fascinated by these memory's. Then I saw a death, I had died. I then started seeing my own childhood memory's into adulthood. It was as tho I lived twice during the dream it's self, the dream felt quite too long for a dream, sense of time during dreams can be quite altered in the right mind state. It was absolutely mind blowing and beyond deep. Wish I was better at going into details this paragraph does not do this dream justice.

Had the nuttiest dreams last night. 2 Fragments and 2 full dreams:

Fragments:
1. Gypsies (I watched an American Gypsy marathon so that explains why my first dream was about them).
2. A girl in a car (think this has to do with helping my mom purchase a new car).

Full Dream:
1. I was some kind of assistant to a woman of wealth in Paris. There were lots of shops and ornate buildings around. I had to take my bosses dog to the vet but it (the dog) was cold and wanted its mommy.

Another assistant convinced me to tell everyone our bosses were in meetings so we could enjoy an extended lunch break.

2. Some guy was really sick...possibly dying. He wanted to smell the clean shaven wrist of Whitney Houston before he died or passed out. I didn't see WH but there was a detached silky smooth scented wrist for him to inhale at the end of the dream.