non-lucid

#1 - Dream Drug OBEs [Non-Lucid]

My dad and I each smoked some weed laced with synthetic cannabinoids, at least a good few and including JWH-420, and we ended up having heavy out-of-body experience trips for a while. I don't really remember what happened other than a few flashes of color. When I finally started calming down and come back to "reality", I noticed that my dad was still pretty out of it. I went to my bed to lie down and turned off the lights, and then I woke up in my real bed.

Dream Fragment - There was a family party going on but I can't remember where, some swimming occurred, our family friend DE and my cousin GA were there and GA had apparently just come out of the closet, or something... and finally there was talk about going off to college, but I can't even recall who it was about.

#2 - Lucid Fragment Again [DILD]

All I remember is that I became lucid and I told myself I had to keep focus. And that's it. :T *sigh*

#3 - Creepy Party [Non-Lucid]

There was some really bizarre party going on with a bunch of people there, and I don't really remember much about it other than being scared and deciding to leave with O. We walked out to a parking lot and decided to meet up at my house, and when I got in my car I noticed that I was really high, and I felt it was off of a synthetic cannabinoid. I felt cautious about driving, but noticed it barely took me a second to be at some highway intersection. Soon after that I woke up.

#4 - Changing Rooms [Non-Lucid]

I was in some kind of clothing store and lost in what I wrote in my notes as a "matrix of rooms and bathrooms." Basically I was looking for a changing room, and there were rows and columns of hallways with rooms in between each intersection, mostly consisting of bathrooms and changing rooms that were too revealing, and occasionally just an actual hallway. I was walking around in a pink one-piece bathing suit and carrying lots of different clothes, and at one point I walked past a group of women just standing around and changing out in the open. They chuckled at me as I walked by distressed, I guess because I wasn't as willing to change in the open as them lol.

#5 - Lucid Nonsense [DILD]

No memory of when I was non-lucid, but I do know a good amount of things happened. I became lucid at my house and flew to the laundry room where some random guy was standing. I tried to punch him and it went in a sort of slow motion and he dodged it. I turned around and saw another guy standing in the kitchen, so I flew up to him and this time he tried to punch me, again in slow motion, but as he did I grabbed his arm and directed it towards the other guy, hitting him this time and seeing my face in the microwave door as I passed by it. My memory gets a little hazy at this point, but I talked to my dad to make sure it was still a dream, and then I touched some stuff to stabilize. I randomly decided to grab a bottle of mustard that was sitting on the kitchen counter and pour it on to the floor, but nothing came out despite there being a squirting sound. I told myself that the mustard must have covered the whole outside world! And when I looked outside everything had some mustard on it. I didn't really get to explore it, though. My vision got weird and I started seeing my arms resting in front of me like in a bed, and I started thinking that I must've been waking up and my eyes were opening. I fought it but eventually I just gave in.

False Awakening - I started typing up my dream and got a little less than half way through, but then I fully woke up and luckily didn't lose too much.

Key:
{Curly brace & blue} .... Relevent waking life details before entry, if appropriate

Black .... Dream body/narative text

(Standard braces & dark green, bold) .... Dream notes, lucidity, time. method etc

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{This one is from last night.... 02 June 2012 ... Fragment of a dream earlier in night only}

(Non lucid)

Following fragments remembered...

• Being airbourne in a large Zeppelin airship
• On deck and seeing a brass oval nameplate screwed onto a bulkhead on the airship
• Brass name-plaque said "921-Lucidity"

Key:
{Curly brace & blue} .... Relevent waking life details before entry, if appropriate

Black .... Dream body/narative text

(Standard braces & dark green, bold) .... Dream notes, lucidity, time. method etc

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{This one is from last night.... (02 June 2012).. Recall of fragment only}

(Non-Lucid ... No induction technique tried..)

I check the USB/charge skinny connector is plugged into the bottom of my iPod, wondering why it wont charge.
I notice that a couple of inches further down the cable, the outer sleeve is damaged & that there is bare copper showing..
.. I think "Ah, thats why. Its going to be REALLY expensive day, I'll have to buy a new one (cable) today"
Dont get the logic... In waking life, ipod cables are not expensive

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I was going to type this up last night, but instead I went out >.>

I was at school, on the courtyard, with JoeyBelgier (again) and a girl. I didn't quite see who she was, or maybe I just didn't pay attention. So Joey was running around the courtyard...being himself. he was jumping on the tables and singing while running around. He seemed either excited or he had a lot of sugar that day . He then ran around towards the school building and we followed him. Me and the girl stopped and watched as he tried to climb up the wall. He jumped on the small wooden railing ad then leaped towards a clock placed outside on the wall. It was only about 2-3 meters high but it looked like a struggle. He grabbed the clocked but fell back down and smashed his back on the wooden railings. He was dead. A guy came over and asked what was going on, I said to him "He's...dead..." then a whole group of 15-20 people came rushing over. It was like a small stampede. I then walked off around the courtyard by myself. I was very shocked, upset and surprised by what I just witnessed. The way he fell was almost like the ragdoll physics on Skyrim. While I was walking around the courtyard, just round the corner from where Joey fell, I noticed that the whole place was empty and the building where Joey died was clear of people. Even Joey's body was gone. In the window next to the clock, there was a dog. My dog it seemed. I then had a sudden urge to feel that Joey was alive somehow. I went around the building and entered the hallway. When I got inside, I was naked. I then went into the room next to where Joey died and there were about 6 girls looking at me. I then sat on the floor but this time I was in just a pair of jeans. I soon told them what happened and they just laughed at me . I got up from the floor and walked back into the hallway. I headed nextdoor. This was the room with the dog in it, only it was no longer my dog, but a large black dog. It did not look very happy and then jumped up at me as I tried to stroke it. It bit me on the arm and I felt it cramp my wrist. It was not sharp but it was pretty tight. I then jumped away from it and ran out the room as fats as I could. By this point, I had forgotten about Joey's death and decided to go through the hallway and to the back exit of the school. Again, I was in my friends back garden. (for the third time this week) It was me, 3 old ladies and a couple of DC's who I did not recognise. In the center of the garden was 3 VERY odd cars, they all looked like stickmen and had stretched out wheels and about 3 or 4 wheels. They were like stickman tricycles. We all then got in these weird car bycycles and started driving them around. I could not control the one I was on and instead just circled on my left wheel. Soon I got up form the seat and walked away from the old ladies. They seemed angry when I walked off, so I ran and the dream faded away.

Wow what a weird dream haha. I only just managed to recall all of this. The bit where Joey fell from the clock was VERY vivid, a fairly decent start to June I would say .

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

Me,my brother and my mother are in a small hotel room, we wanted to get some food so I told them "There's a good restaurant in XXX street".
Me and my brother are going out from the hotel and we get on our bicycles,we're heading towards the restaurant that I recommended.
We reach the place that I said the restaurant will be, there's a blue house over there:

I said the restaurant should be there, we went in and got into the second floor.
There was a door, we opend it and we saw a girl, about our age, that we both know in real life, the whole room was blue, the ceiling, the floor,the walls, everything was blue.
Lets call this girl "Girl".
So as we opend the door we saw the whole place, and Girl played with her little sibling, a brother perhaps? the little kid had brown mushroom-like hair and brown eyes, hes skin was extraordinarily smooth, hes a kid after all.
My brother went and talked to her, I reminded him we were going to get food so we need to hurry, he understood me and we went out of the building.
The moment we got out we saw one of these things in the street:

Girl and another (girl) Lady, we'll call the other girl Lady, were sitting at one of these things, my brother once again went and talked to Girl.
I told him we should rush already, our mother is waiting, he left them and we went into a restaurant that was less than 4 meters away

Me,Girl,My brother,Lady and Dumbledore (from Harry Potter) went into the house, the house started flying to an unknown destination,the house had 3 floors.
We're flying above earth as I go to the third floor, I saw some kid that keeps annoying me in school, he held in hes hands alot of pages, looked like a contract or so:

I knew these pages were related to me, I told him "Dude, can I have these papers?" he waved the papers at me , like a fan, he laughed and said "Hahaha!, Never!" and I saw the Diablo 3 (the game) symbol at one of the pages as he was waving it, I understood he took my Diablo 3 account.
He gets closer to me,face to face,
hes nose was a little bigger then in real life and he was a little pale.
He kept teasing, he said "The fact that you're stronger than me doesn't mean you can beat me up easily! Hah!" then I lost it, I was furious, I felt the hatred and rage filling me up and I tried to punch him in the head.
He grabbed my hand easily with his hand, like he was super strong, then I rememberd a sentence I heard in one of the animes "If you lose your temper in a fight, you lost from the beggining, before you even hit him, if you stay calm, don't get angry, you won" I calmed myself and I gave him a punch to the stomach, he slowly disintegrated from my fist.
One of the guards came to me and said "What have you done?! You've wrecked our defences!",
the guard looked like this guy just without the shield:

I went to the window from the third floor and I looked at earth from above and I saw a invisible wall that surrounded earth breaking down, it was because I killed that annoying kid.
The enemy's army starts getting to our building from earth, I went to the first floor and I saw enemy guardians getting in the house.
I went in the second floor and there was a purple rings on the floor, not the kind of rings you put on your finger, a flying invisible rings that looked like this:


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I stood in the middle of them and I switched class, like an MMORPG.
I switched to the new class that I haven't played yet, I didn't know its skills or how to use it wisely.


I then suddenly held a gun in my hand, the gun was a sniper gun, was a bit more classic with silver on it but it looked a little like this gun:

The gun also had a scope.
I stood at the porch that looked down at the first floor and I thought about the number '6' and the gun aimed at one of the enemies and shot him.
I realized it auto aims, like an aimbot, I thought about the number '6' again and the gun auto aimed at the huge lamp

and shot, the lamp fell and killed alot of enemies.
I understood that the gun auto aim has no limits when it comes to range so I wanted to go to the window and shoot the incoming enemies.
As I slowly walked to the room with the window an enemy suprised me when he came out of one of the rooms, I quickly thought about the number '7' and it auto aimed, then shot him in the stomach and made him disintegrate.
I went to the window and started shooting them.
One of my friends came and told me, who did all of this? who killed all the enemies?
I said I did, and she was proud of me.

Non-Dream Dream

I was able to recall fragments from 3 dreams today:

Dream 1:

My old baseball coach, TK, is my current bowling coach and is being very mean. I quit on him.

Note - he is very nice in real life

Dream 2:

The devil is chasing me into a large bathroom (or locker room) at UCLA. He is flushing all of the toilets and flooding the rooms. I am able to escape the scene by flying. It becomes apparent later that the devil and I are friends. He got a girlfriend and got her pregnant.

Dream 3:

This dream is very relevant to real life as I am getting married in 3 months.

It is the day of my wedding and we are all on mars. My fiance's entire family shows up late (we are actually expecting her family to be late) and one of our good friends (El) shows up in shorts and a t-shirt. Luckily we have a spare suit for him to wear. Right before heading out to do the ceremony I get a bloody nose. Whenever I blow my nose chunks of food come out with the blood, specifically green bell peppers. The gardeners who recently planted our front lawn were there too along with my boss's wife, who is disgusted by what we are saying/doing (apparently we were acting rather childish).

I had a couple of fragments over the last 3 days

1: I was at my Aunts house with my class from school. I didn't notice till later it was her house though. I then had to go take a shower. An interesting that happened while showering was I noticed that instead of a screen stopping water from coming out, it was a little bar. I said to myself "whats that going to do?". Then the walls dissipeared and everyone was showering in the same room.
2: This one was really short but I remember seeing something very small on someones necklace and then two huge faces started arguing and they exploded and I woke up XD.
3: I was defending a city from a huge attack from something. I remember the defenses were big machines with JJ the jet planes faces (very stupid). I then remember going to kill someone with these black claws.

i was being led by a person through underground tunnels and caves, my leader in the dark caverns was a very neanderthal looking person that seemed to speak no language. in most parts of the journey i could barley see because of the darkness. however, when we did exit into daylight through a cavern entrance i was surrounded by vibrant green Meadows and Grassland. at this time i can see my leaders features, brown hair, pale skin, large teeth. despite my beautiful surroundings i am for some reason they are unpleasing. (at this point my dream fades into my memory.)

6/2/12

LUCID
As stated in the title, Im already lucid. But Im asking my dream guide how to lucid dream It's like I'm in my bedroom. My dream guide there was my mother. I'm asking her but she's like lazy. So I waited there. I also rubbed my hands many times! To make sure that my lucid dream will not fade. I almost rubbed my hands every 1 minute. Im very conscious about the time.
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NONLUCID
My family and I were running in the aguinaldo highway located in our country. We had a tour guide, my friend jerry. His sister were there too but I don't know what she is doing that time. Jerry guides us in our walk/run. He explains every water, river and so on. Then I run in to different way. I walked in the grassy pathway. Someone come over me and said "hey, is your hand moist?" I said no. But jerry, excitedly come in my way and said. Hey! Look at the grass, If your hands are moist, the grass will move. So i tried it and it work. But im not lucid though.

The dream started with me being in my room, and apparently we were moving out. My mother kept bugging me and constantly invaded my room searching for stuff and I got really pissed. The scene changes and we are in our new home (which actually is my old secondary home). I do an random RC and notice I'm dreaming, my mother isn't surprised at all. I look at my hands and rub them together to stabilize as I walk outside to try and stabilize further with a WSS, but as I used it the dream faded. Probably because it was at the end of the REM-phase.

Spoiler for Improvement Notes:

Didn't get lucid even after being annoyed in such an unusual way - bad
At least got lucid through a random reality check later - good
Immediately tried to stabilize, with some success - good
The dream stopped not a minute later - very very bad

Im with Frank behind T3, the clouds are very different and amazing, they are red and plotchy like a pool of magma, i dont look at them for long as i have to go do something, when i get back the clouds had moved.
sorta 3rd person dreamlike, Instructor Mark: Theres a man with a shotgun, mark fires a few shots from his side arm and gaps it, runs out the flash building and through the courtyard, he runs for ages, going past many dream scenes, i think he gets into a car, was like james bond or something spy stuff. at a party, im with some chicks, bri's friends i think, one holds onto me as i navigate though the party, ben says i got wet so he takes me to the bathroom, someone poured beer or something on me.. im in the bathroom, at this point i think i wake up, but im still visualizing the bathroom, either that or im doing lucid dream tactics in my non lucid.. fighting torrance in a car, i whip out some jiu jitsu and use my legs.

I don't really remember a lot of this dream. I'm at my house and the phone rings. I think that it was someone that wanted to mess with my mom because she handed me the phone and didn't want to answer it. When I get on I say hello in this high pitched voice. The person responds and it sounds like a little boy. But it sounded fake, like how I was trying to disguise my voice. I think that it is just some weird person playing a prank. So I start trying to flirt with this person while trying to sound like a girl. We keep talking like this and then out of no where the persons voice gets really deep and they say "time to die, bitch!" It sounds almost exactly like the guy who played Freddy in Nightmare on Elm Street (the old one's) I hang up the phone. The dream continues but I can't remember it. Now I'm at this woman's house. I can see my mom in her car through the screen door. The womans husband is trying to tell my mom something but she can't here. He runs out side to tell her and I tell him to stop because if someone leaves he will die. He shakes my hand and leaves anyway. I turn around and the woman has her throat sliced. She is bleeding a lot and then slumps over.

I have been put into a new private school by my mom. I think that it is a good way to find new friends. I feel like the place is beautiful but now that I look back on the place I don't remember anything particularly aesthetically pleasing. A lot of people from my old school are there too but I dont seem to really notice. I see the people as friends, but not as people from my old school. Also I have about the same classes. * I only remember that first hour was mr. Morgan. When I walk into the class there are tons of people, probably 100 in just one classroom. I don't remember finishing the hour. I guess the next thing I remember is lunch. On this lunch day I don't really remember what I get. I can't quite remember what comes next but I'll put this in. I was looking at a full sized car, it was some sport car from Audi. Then I put my foot in the car and it was about the size of a shoe. The illusion was kind of amazing now that I look back on it but at the time I didn't notice. So now I was just trying to skate on the car, the car was really wobbly and almost made me fall down a few times. I guess the more I skated on it the less it would do that. I don't know how I got there but I'm now at makenna's house. This part of the dream is cloudy but I think she was talking about how much she hated her dad. Well the next day I couldn't remember my first hour so I ask a friend and she says that it is my fourth hour from my old school, I couldn't even remember what that was so she told me it was mr. Morgan. I commented on how I liked having his class in the morning instead of afternoon. Next thing I remember is there was a small group, maybe five boys, that was gathered around our head chef. We forced him to try the Chinese food and he spit it out in disgust. Then he defenders his cooking by saying "this isn't fast food, so you can't blame us for not being perfect. Then I commented on how I liked everything except the chinese food. I went up to order and there were about 20 compartments of food in just this small part of the cafeteria. 3 compartments held fruit and I had the lunch lady fill a bowl with all three, i know there was pineapple. In another day my mom was at the school because she was mad. She was at the cafeteria but it was as if they used it as the main office also. We argued about what was in this certain fried food that we found and someone beside us proved me right. The rest is cloudy but I remember saying that if I couldnt go to the private school next year that I would freak out. My mom told me that I probably couldn't because of the cost and I told her how many friends I made and I hated my old school.*

Bits of information that I couldn't put in the dream*

I remember seeing my real life grandpa in the school cafeteria but in the dream he was makenna grandpa. He was sitting alone waiting on her but she didn't show. I felt bad for him, she finally arrived with her dad and about 200 people got out of his car. Her grandpa was happy but the bell almost rang immediately. I was mad because she took advantage of him and because she already talked bad about her dad.*

Key:
{Curly brace & blue} .... Relevent waking life details before entry, if appropriate

Black .... Dream body/narative text

(Standard braces & dark green, bold) .... Dream notes, lucidity, time. method etc

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{This one is from last night.... (31 may 2012)
Waking life I've had some worries over a close friend for quite a while...
We normally share quite a lot, but I can tell there is something going on, that he's not sharing at the moment
I'd like him to open up on what ever is going on, because I'm worried about him}

(Non-Lucid)

I’m walking around a large glass topped 'observation deck' on top of a tall tower.
It has a glass floor as well, so I can see the city down below.
There are tables and chairs in the observation deck,

Theres a set of ornate (presumably lift) doors in a solid bit in the middle of the observation deck.. (the tower)
... My mate walks through the doors, and comes towards me purposefully..
... We give each other a big embracing hug
(I woudn't do that in waking life, even for a close friend...)
... He tells me "everything's going to be alright, and he needs to sort a few things out by himself"
... We go and take a seat at one of the tables, which I didn't notice before had a felt lined backgammon board in the table top
... We start playing backgammon (Don't know how to play waking life.. so must have made up the rules in my dream)
... While playing, we talk for a while about random/meaningless and irelevent/mundane stuff
..... Part way through the 'random' conversation he tells me how spending time together with a mate is what he needs right now
... We carry on chatting any playing

Haluan, my Hip Hop Team that I've abandoned due to exhaustion and working too much, had a competition, and I went to it instead of sitting it out--weird, as I don't know any of the dances. Classic on-stage-in-front-of-everyone-but-don't-know-the-dance, but I faked it.

The weird part is, we won.

Instead of me fearing that I'd mess up and lose, I feared that I'd get away with the fact that I put no effort into it. I feared people would respect me when they shouldn't.