non-lucid

2 Dreams from last night

Me and 3 other people were in water, it was like a very, very deep river but on each side there was a cliff. I had to go under the water to turn something, not sure why but i was really scared my other friends were waiting above the water. We had to be carefull because a giant octopus lived down below the water and if it caught us it would kill us. It was a dark gloomy place that i didn't much like. I got out of the water and saw the big octopus come towards me from my right side, i started to climb the cliff and the giant octopus was right beside me, i could see his big tentacles on the cliff so as i climbed i grabbed them and pushed them off then i thought i'll use them instead to help me get up to the top. I kept climbing then my vision went, i couldn't see anything but black and a slight glimps now and again but was very hazy, i kept feeling for the tentacles to help me get up. I scrambled to reach the carrot that was hanging at the top, i knew if i threw it for the octopus it would leave me alone to go and get it. I got to the top and quickly felt for the carrot i then grabbed it and threw it, the octopus quickly dived for it and went back into the ravine!

Dream 2

I was on a beach and i heard a man and lady singing, i turned round and saw them, i looked down and saw the golden sand beneath me and there were a few shalls scattered about too. As I walked over to the 2 people i noticed that it was Lionel Richie and some woman i dont know, they were standing by a big cliff, i walked round it to an enclosed area and they followed. There was a wooden chair on the sand so i walked over to it, it was a sturdy wooden chair which had a small hole in the middle of the seat area, i looked in the hole and inside it was an empty milk bottle, one of the small fat ones. I sat down and considered having a wee on the chair because i was desperate but they were watching me so i didn't LOL.

I was in Island Park (real place), a man promised a real trip. I know it meant acid. I felt anticipation and then rejection when it did not come through.

Then I'm traveling somewhere. My dream cars are almost always like clown cars. Like I'm oversized or the car is too little, and I feel like there is never a roof. Anyway.. I'm driving and going over hills and I notice I can see the outlines of the states and it's like I'm driving on a map. I was between Kansas and Missouri. I felt lost and I didn't know where I was supposed to be going, but I know I had a destination. I don't know if I was being followed the whole time or if anyone had been with me, but I remember shouting at someone in another car, telling them I was bound to get lost and I needed help. It was someone I knew, but that's all I know about them.

According to my memory, next I was in some sort of forest, but it was slightly cartoon-like. I might've been in the same dream, because I know more came before this, but all I can remember is thinking of Yogi Bear and then a bear-like creature appeared. At that moment, I felt I had just figured out something big. Something spiritual, something for myself. In fact, thinking the name Yogi, the appearence of the creature, and the epiphany-like feeling all hit me simultaneously. I wish I could remember more about this part, because it's making me think of my spirit guide.

>>> Later on, during a nap.

I'm dreaming of being at work (where I had just been.) I'm sitting on pot of chili along with a friend, and it actually felt quite awkward, but I was supposed to sit on it to keep it warm. Then once it was at the right temp, we were supposed to stick it on the stove-top. I also remember talking to a co-worker about one of the managers and something that was going on with him. I remember looking around and realized that the manager I was talking about had been staring at me the whole time. I pretended that I didn't say anything.

I was in a boat what seemed like a pond (not 100% sure) with a friend/coworker from school Jacquie.
I looked down at my leg and realized that there was a large gash about the length of a pencil in my left calf. In the gash I could see all the way to my bone with ligaments scattered around. My ligaments were kind of like the thin rectangle plastic twine that is used to bind boxes, only it was green. It was almost like my leg was hollow, and there was no blood.

I was like "ah....maybe I should call a doctor."
Jacquie looks down and is like "Yeah, you should."
I get on the phone which is attached to a large, square, metal machine sitting behind us in the boat. I keep getting transferred and by the time I get a doctor on the phone the gash has extended up to my knee and almost around my entire leg.

They ask me what the problem is and I explain what is happening with my leg and ask if an ambulance can be sent to my old high school (I guess that is where I was). As I do my (where my tibia and fibula would be was just one bone) calf bone snaps off my femur and ligaments snap and bounce around. I quickly grab it and hold it in place so that it doesn't get so mixed up that I don't know where things go anymore.

"My leg just fell off." I tell the doctor
She asks "Are you sure this is a serious issue?"

I honestly wonder if it is. Am I over reacting? I think. I begin to mumble and tell the doctor that I would like to come in anyway, just as a precaution.

She says "Well, call back when you are sure what you want to do." and then transfers me to a machine that gives me facts about the hospital. I hang up angry, and decide to go to the hospital by myself.

I go to stand up, having to use my broken off leg to hoist myself onto my good leg. As the bones scrape together I feel the first pain in the dream. I let out an exhale of pain as I wobble to my feet. I start walking, and Jaquie is suddenly someone else. We enter a courtyard area and I suddenly nabbed by a guy with a gun looking for an easy hostage. He at first grabs my friend, but quickly lets her go and grabs me after seeing my leg.

We are quickly surrounded by a SWAT team with all guns aimed in this direction. They had been chasing him for awhile and I was annoyed that I was about to be the reason he got away. I wasn't scared as much as I was annoyed that I could not get away on my leg.

The SWAT team goes to move in and he shows off my leg my forcing me to stand up. (I am somehow sitting again) I do, and writhe in pain as my bones scrape together again. I try to hold my leg straight up to keep myself stable. Everyone lets out a gasp full of pity and I am really annoyed. I think to myself, "I don't care if you feel bad for me, it would be great however if you guys would actually help me. I need a hospital more than a childish groan."

My condition was however enough to get the SWAT team to back off. One of them for whatever reason seemed injured I go up to him and ask him if he is ok. I am pretty sure he had a moment of "she is asking me if I am ok". He says yes and slips me a gun, I nod in recognition and take it. My captor came up and pushed me away from him, resulting in me stumbling awkwardly backwards.

As soon as I gain my balance, I take the gun, aim it at his head, and pull the trigger. Nothing happens. I realize I did not cock it and that I am an idiot. I reach to cock the gun with my thumb but it doesn't feel like it is there. He raises his gun and aims it at my head. I see that my gun does not have a cock but two buttons in its place. He fires, luckily it does not work, and his gun beings to smoke. I hit the button on the left. (I somehow realized duh! I didn't hit the button.) and proceed to shoot him in the head.

He falls down dead and I am on to the next step of getting to the hospital. Everyone begins to cheer, and I thought, crap...now they are distracted and I will never get there. It calms down quickly however and they get me there.

I am checking in to the hospital as I wake up.

4 dreams i remember from this night

1) This dream was about me and my 16 year old daughter but in this dream she was only 6 months old, she was in her pushchair, we were looking around a shopping complex which had about 5 floors to it. we were looking for the shop "BOOTS" we went into the lift 3 times to find it, we got to the top and it still wasn't there even though the sign said it was. I was pushing my daughter up a slope and another woman was in the way trying to block us, i said "excuse me" but she still didn't move so then i screamed at her "fuckin move"! lol. We got past and went into a room, there was a T.V. crew there, i saw a steep bank and tried to get down it with the pushchair, we fell down it and landed in the water below it was like a deep stream, the pushchair was slightly tipped on it's side my daughter was crying then she started going mad as she went under the water. I rushed to help her and quickly unclipped her from the pushchair, i held her tight to keep her safe. I scrambled back up the bank with my daughter in my arms, i sat on a chair and told someone that i needed help to get the pushchair back up. I cradled my daughter again in my arms she was all wet and cold so i tried to warm her up, the T.V. crew woman asked if she could film my daughter and i said it would be ok so she began to film her, i began to tickle my daughter and she laughed, i knew she was feeling better then.

A bit of a strange dream really but here goes... I was in a big city, most of the buildings were quite high and had a silver colour to them, it was as if i was in the future. I had 2 or 3 other friends with me (not anyone i know in RL just DC's) we were dressed in silver all-in-one suits and had guns. There was a man that we had to destroy, he was very hard to catch, he was also dressed like us but had a gun and red stripes on his shoulders. Our guns shot like futuristic laser guns. This man was chasing us and we were all firing at him, then we began chasing him, trying to catch him instead. Others came, some were on our side and some were on his side. We saw a ship, like a big silver space ship and we went inside to look for him, i spoke to a woman on our side and said "us 3 are the good ones so stay with us" at that point she looked at me with a very odd look and headed towards a door, she gave me a filthy look then went through the open door, she then shut it quickly behind her, someone shouted "look" i turned round and saw the nasty man standing outside his space ship and he had his helpers beside him. I didn't know what to do but then saw my 2 friends run outside, i decided to run after them so not to be left alone. When we got outside they all began to shoot at us, i kept getting hit and was nearly dead but just in time one of my friends threw a marble sized ball to me, it had a bright green light in the middle of it, i crushed it open in my hand and it revitalised me back to perfect health. I swung round a pole and kept shooting at the evil man and his helpers, then i woke up!

I was at a school, i had to squeeze past loads of kids that filled the hallway, i was heading towards the hall. I got there and saw loads of blood on the floor and there was someone on a bloody bed, i thought they must have had an accident or something, there was blood everywhere.I didn't go in, instead i went into another room to my right. I looked and saw 2 hospital beds and remembered i had to have an operation and that one of the beds were mine. I stood next to my bed and looked over to the other one, it had a ladies nightie on it and it was folded really neatly and mine just looked a mess, the other lady also had a nice dressing gown hanging abover her bed, i was worried because my stuff looked scruffy compared to hers. I then found myself in the area i used to live in, i was standing by the pub on the corner, i remember some lads coming past me on bikes, i was waiting for the bus. The bus came and i got on, it kept taking me the wrong way so i decided i had had enough of it and got off.

i'm on my way to Cedar Falls a made up town and i was going there because of a book i had read. the book was actually The Catcher In The Rye but for some reason it was called Cedar Falls in the dream. i am almost there and it hasn't been a short trip, i've been driving for almost a week and sleeping in my car and i had been staying in one town just outside of Cedar Falls and i was eating in a diner and four other strangers were there but they were all on their way to Cedar Falls because that's a popular thing i guess. anyway then this person i know named Freddy came in to work and i was like, 'how are you working here, i just saw you before you left?' and he said, 'i'm just working here today.' then there was this house. i never had to get inside the house, but there were three times i had to get out of it. it was surrounded by water, like it was sitting in the middle of a pool and the front step was level with the water. the water never moved. there was algae everywhere and four awkwardly shaped floating ice chunks like in the antarctic and the only way to get out of the pool was to jump from chunk ti chunk. they were wobbly. so i was with these four people from the diner inside the house and they all want first and then i went, and this happened three times, and i went last and i always fell in. the water was warm. the people i was with acted like i should have been really upset for falling in the water but i really didn't mind. i did back flips and played around and i could breathe under water (which didn't strike me as odd) and when i got out i was dry (which again didn't strike me as odd) and then i woke up.

Was with allen. I was some type of sniper or something for a group of powerful villians. I has in some way upset them and was no longer going to work for them. I was in paris. Allen and I quickly packed some bags and ran out. The streets were covered in rain and it was dark. We had to flee by that night. A old man stopped me in the streets. He asked if my name was lana. Lana was my fake name for while I lived in paris. I answered by saying not anymore and I walked away. I felt sad by this because I loved my life in paris. Next thing I know, that old man was chasing allen and I. I jumped behind some bushes. I knew I was dreaming at this point. I willed the man to go away and he did. Then I forgot I was dreaming. (Dammmnnnnn itttt). Suddenly we realized we left an important document at the apartment. There was no way we could make it out of paris with the document. We carefully went back to the apartment. No one had been there yet. We grabbed the stuff. When I openned the door for us to leave, 4 or 5 man were waiting for us on the other side of the door. They rushed in. They pulled allen into the bathroom and tied me to a chair. I was filled with fear of what might happen next. It sounded like allen was having the shit beat out of him. I was realived when they said that they just needed me to kill just one last time for them. I agreed as long as they stop hurting allen. They did. They told me that they would keep him as hostage until it was done. I left in all black close with an envelope with the name and address of the man I was to kill. I read the name and knew that it would be a near impossible kill. I looked back at allen and became extremely anxious

I had a few dreams last night, i can't really recall alot of them, one was that i was being hunted and shot at, i was in some sort of cavern, i got outside where there were pools of water, dirty, sandy water. I ducked my head under it thinking i could get away but i couldn't and i thought " well if they kill me i wont really die" I should have got lucid at this point but didn't, it was just a bit of commom sence that came to me for a split second. I kept hiding and dodging. The things shooting at me weren't human looking in the face, not sure why they hunted me either. I think if i remember right it was something to do with trying to capture me for someone.

I was in the house, there were fruit peelings everywhere, also the bin was overflowing with dirty rotten potato peelings. I was going round trying to clean it all up, well trying anyway. My hubby was being quite nasty to me saying things like "just get it done" & "stop fuckin moaning will ya, i aint helping" He walked outside and i got upset and started crying then i decided to follow him. I got outside and he was sitting in a red car, some lad was in the front with him and in the back was his sister and another woman who had brown curly hair, not really very attractive. I was very jealous, I asked why i couldn't go with him yet this other woman could he said "i don't want you to, you'r not coming, shut up" thats when i started to cry again and ran. I kept running and saw a path that lead to a field, i walked down the path and there was a house, like a cottage, from the grounds of the cottage 2 ponies appeared, i remembered these from a previous dream, i stroked them and they lead me into the cottage. I walked inside and a little boy and girl, about 4 years old ran up to me, i hugged them tight, also remembering them from a dream i have previously had, we all went upstairs and the 2 ponies followed us. We all lay on the bed and talked, we were all really happy to see each other again. I stroked the cream pony then the brown one, i joked to the brown one and said " I bet you don't remember me do you" he laughed and said "of course i do and always will" I cuddled the children and said i had to go. As i walked down the stairs i could see the childrens mom and dad in the room , they were talking, the mom was sitting on a brown wooden chair and the dad was standing. I quickly went down and said to the mom " i love your family, i will babysit for you anytime, you don't have to worry about me, i'm very trustworthy, please ask me anytime" she smiled and then i left the house. The ponies followed me and when we got outside i stroked and cuddled them and said "next time i'll have to remember i'm dreaming and that this is a dream, i'll come back and see you and i'll remember next time" ( again i didn't go lucid, damnn!!!)

1) I had a dream about dreaming, I kept remembering to do things & tell myself when dreaming, but unfortunatley I never for some reason became lucid in this dream!!!

2) I had an odd dream about my Husband hurting me. We were in a house with other people & he lunged for me & grabbed me really hard, it really hurt like a bitch! I looked in the mirror & my right shoulder was all red & marked from Him. Another man tried to get me away. I wanted my kids & wouldn't go without them.

3) I was in a house with some men, they got me & some other women & trapped us there. There was a table & chairs in the middle of the room. I needed the toilet badly & a man gave me a tiny little tub to wee into lol I sat on the chair & began to wee in the tub, it started to overflow & I thought "if I just keep on weeing & don't make a big deal of it they will just think it's part of the dream" (I missed that sign!!1 grrrrr) The floor started to flood & everyone was looking & didn't say anything, it worked, they did think it was a normal part of my dream. A man then said something to me, I was trying to get to a certain person & trying to escape from the men.

Only fragment I remember was being in my friend Jacob's car with him going somewhere.

I didn't write this entry down after I first had it, so that might be why.

June 7 Non Lucid

Was in a soccer game more like club than school but a little of both. It started with the coach telling us to circle up and one of the players began saying the line up. He said my name which was surprising in the dream, we all line up and i start tying my shoes. I rem seeing that guy juan and it looked like he was pissed for not starting the game. It feels like i really spent a good portion of the dream tying my shoes and i started to feel pretty anxious as everyone began lining up on the field and im still on the sideline tying. I finally finish rushing the second shoe and i start walking towards the center of the field hoping to be able to play center mid.

I ask if anyone wants to play it and two of my teammates turn to me and say they want to, one of them is already standing in the middle and has his foot on the ball. I keep walking to the otherside and ask da, if he is playing wing despite him standing in the center towards the front. He starts to say something when i correct myself and say striker. I move to the outside of the field and say ill play wing. Da looks at me and says your gonna have to run up and down the line. I looked down the field and noticed the shadows on my side and the open sun on the other side. I figured on defense ill be fine itll just be tough sprinting down into the sun for offense. I tell him that i should be good for a while.

Its time for the game to start and my team has the ball first. For some reason it starts with one of the fullbacks and he tries to pass it out to me but a player from the other team easily intercepts it as it was a pretty slow pass. I start running back on defense anticipating any passes to the wing but he plays it through the middle to another player on their team who easily puts a wormburner into the back of the net. He aimed for the bottom corner of the goal on my side and in the dream i couldnt help but feel i should have run and tried to block it but i was just a bit too far away. Da looked at me as if he thought i was actually responsible for giving up the goal.

As we walk back to starting positions i blame the goalie in my mind, and in the dream i knew our goalie was new. I dont rem how the next kick off started but i rem da kind of taking over my position and leaving me nothing to do. At one point he had the ball down the line and there were two guys on him, i ask for a drop and it looks like he tries to but the ball goes out of bounds, it looks like it goes off his foot. He quickly runs to throw it in and it looks like hes going to throw it straight to my chest but instead throws it over my head to someone behind me who in the dream reminded me of adrian. He took the ball up to the center and here the dream starts to shift.

I cant rem exactly how it happens but im no longer on a soccer field with a team but am instead playing in the house with my sister. She takes the role of da in the dream and i can sense some tension. MY mem is starting to get bad but somehow i get the ball and it is like a volleyball with a hole in it and it is going flat. I get ready to try and score a goal, the goal now being inbetween chair legs but notice that my cats food bowl is under the chair and my cat is eating. I tell my brother who i guess is my opponent at this point, how are we supposed to score like that? I walk away looking closely at the ball in my hands. I see the holes in it, very small but just big enough for a bit of air flow, and try to flatten it all of the way but for some reason it wont work and the ball manages to keep some air in it somehow. Dont rem past this so i must have woken up

I am pleasantly surprised with the amount of lucid dreams I've been having these past couple weeks. I am not sure if it's the binaural beats I listened to a couples times before sleeping or the "mantra" I recited to myself nearly every night before I hit the sack.


I did not become lucid due to a false awakening for once! I was in the bathroom just sitting on the toilet doing nothing when I suddenly said to myself "I am dreaming!" I sat for a moment and just told myself that it was a dream and then I looked at my hands; they looked fine though my vision was a bit blurry. I then got up and looked in the mirror remembering that we don't look the same or at least "messed up" in lucid dreams. My my nose and mouth were to the side in a weird position so I knew then I was really dreaming. I did one last check by poking my finger through my palm which actually kind of hurt, but it slowly sank through. I told myself to stay calm and took a few deep breaths so I didn't get over excited and lose lucidity.

Next, I did what I always seem to do after becoming lucid. I tried summoning Howie D. from the Backstreet Boys LOL. I thought I had better chances since I just saw NKOTBSB in concert saturday. Sadly, i did not get Howie but a random guy dressed as a police officer appeared behind me. I tried to touch him but my hand went through him. My eyes were starting to close and I knew I was preparing to wake up so I took some more deep breaths and spun in a circle slowly. I tried touching the guy again and I could feel him and that's when I remember yelling out in my dream "OH MY GOD I CAN FEEL YOU! I CAN FEEL YOUUUUU!" The guy laughed and had this look of "what the hell is wrong with this chick..." on his face. Not much happened after that and I eventually slipped into a regular dream.

on a side-note: at the hotel, I did have a lucid dream like that but it was triggered by a false awakening. I am slowly making progress and I think not obsessing over it in waking life has helped. I haven't made it far "control" wise but I really want to work on summoning people before I try to fly around and wreak havoc by doing crazy things.

A very long dream, although for the most part I would prefer not to post what happened. So I will post the one part.

I was sitting in class and I turned around to see what my friends were doing. The one guy was playing with his Ipod. Another guy shouted across the room "hey can I please play the ruffies game" - lolwut, the ruffies game? ALl I could see was a red thing that looked like a brain. Wtf? Sounds like fun let me try . . .