non-lucid

17.07.2010

Crazy people (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Fifth of the night:

I was indoors. It was someone's birthday but no one knew because it has not been recorded.
We were preparing everything for the party and we heard someone swearing out loud. We though about what could have been going on for that guy to swear that much.
We got to the place were this guy was doing something with buckets of water.

While we were doing more stuff for the party, there was a small platform with crazy people. The guy that was swearing was among them. We had to talk with all of them and we complained. Someone told us that maybe that people had something interesting to share. When we got to this platform, one started to talk. I was shredding something and one crazy lady told me to stop. I placed it inside my pocket. I saw the guy with the bucket. He had like a big pool filled with water and a wooden submarine. He claimed that he has been building it.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Unknown people.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Find out why my mind created such nuts DCs.

17.07.2010

She is not the princess of Carajula (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Fourth of the night:

I went with an old friend from waking to something like a palace. We were looking for a princess, but we had to break some sort of coding to gain access.
My friend was not able to break the code, so he gave up and left. I went by myself and did something odd in another room to be able to talk with her. I succeed.

She told me, "I am not the princess of Carajula. I am princess of Souvir." I told the princess that I had this friend that was really obsessed with her. I told her my friend would not believe me. I told her if she could record a message. I pulled a small piece of Manchego cheese and she started to explain that she was not the princess of Carajula, etc...
When she was done, she chewed a piece of the cheese. I was worried if she broke it down and wasted the message. I placed the remaining cheese in my back pack. I pulled some earphones and I was able to heard the entire message. In the recording I heard myself asking her questions plus her answers. I was looking forward to share it with everyone.

Missed Dream Sings:
- Being with my old friend, he is several miles from me.
- Breaking the code in the palace.
- Both realms Carajula and Souvir. They are made up.
- Recording a message on a Manchego Cheese.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Ask important questions to the princess about myself if she knew.

17.07.2010

I bought a house (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Second of the night:

I was in a very Old Town and there was a house for sell from someone I knew well. I was in a car going to this house with some ladies, I think they were coworkers from the Olive Oil store. The house was like one of this old white houses. It had a small garden and four bedrooms.







I decided to buy the house.
The previous owner still had his stuff inside the house, so he told me I was not going to be able to get in there until the night.
I talked with a Financial Advisor about what I just did. The financial advisor made some numbers and I think my monthly payment was going to be around $10.000 so I was worried about bankruptcy.
The financial advisor left and I saw all the paperwork. I observed that my monthly payment was going to be $822. I was happy because it was not as much as my rent.
I was driving around the neighborhood. It was night and I wanted a second opinion about my house. I was not happy with the financial advisor responses.

I saw a blond lady and I asked her for a financial advisor. She told me that the one she knew just left. She was hot and I approached at her more. She would back up every time I approached at her until she was against the wall. Once I was to close to her, she sat down, I approached her again. She said, "Oh yeah?? Come here!" She started to kiss me with passion.
We were making out and I invited her to my new home. She replied, "If we go right now, it's fine! I do not want to be around here for too long though. I do not want someone to find out I am leaving my job position."
I grabbed a bag and she told me she had to get hers, so she did and we got to my new house. Once I entered in my home, there was like a store going on, full with customers. We were selling olive oil. My manager was there and nothing was under control. She said, "No more sales... It's pass 09:30. Close the doors." I felt happy because I could finally close the doors with customers inside.
I said, "This is my house and I have company, so leave!"

There was a small brown dog so I played with him while everybody else was leaving.
I woke up happy from this dream.

17.07.2010

The Nazi Resistance (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

In the dream I have invited a friend I will refer to as G to come with us to France or something on vacation. We arive at a fancy hotel and check in and everything and then eat lunch at Carl's Jr. We are waiting for our train through the snow and mountains to somewhere. It is realy snowy now and everything is white. Even our clothes. G and I are messing around with out noticing everyone board the train. The train leaves. we freak out and try and catch up with the train on foot. Through the snow. We slip down off the tracks and off the mountain and are on the ice of a pond. We get off it and climb up another large snow covered mountain. There we see in the distance buildings. We want to go to them because the might be able to help us. We and going to them when suddenly we see a sign that says there are Nazis around here and to watch out. A sniper bullet misses us and slams into the ground. We take cover. The building we were going to is similar to the snowy part in Inception because I watched that yestarday. Suddenly I we both have sniper rifles and ear pieces to talk. I take out as many gaurds as I can. and rool into cover right befor one sniper takes a shot. G and I get sepparated as I move right and he moves left both of us taking out gaurds and snipers and telling eachother where to shoot and when a gaurd is about to attack us. There is one right behind G and I say watch out and shoot it befor he got G. We basicly shoot all the gaurds and go on top of the roof. I pull out my phone and say we should call the police so they can know about these neo Nazis and so we can get back with the train. I ask him what was that French 911 again? oh ya 458(I don't know where that came from, a false memory). We get away from the base making sure to zig zag incase of enemy fire and find ourselvs at the hotel again. My family is there and we ride the escalator up with them. They ask us how we where not even looking worried. We tell them we defeated a Nazi millitary base and my dad says I hate the resistance and everyone laughs like we are on some cheasy tv show and I wake up

The resistance is an inside joke between me and my friend. It realy dosn't make much sense in this context but idk its a dream.

17.07.2010

Astral Group (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

First of the night (short but full dream):

I was with a group of people. I could not feel my body like I would do in a regular dream or lucid. We were discussing about Astral Projection success.
When I woke up, I felt very happy. I felt like if I succeed in something and I felt like very refreshed. When I woke up, I was very surprised of being in my room. I did not expect to wake up in my room but in other place.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

What i would have done if lucid:
- This dream was perfect as it was.

i dont remember much of this one, i need to start typing them earlier i keep losing parts of the dreams. in this one, i was at my ants house, but it wasnt her house in real life. there was me and maybe about twenty other guys playing football in the yard, including my uncle, which should've made me lucid there cuz he's in Iraq. everyone was trying to play foot ball, but all my uncle wanted to do was to try to tackle me lol. every time he dove after me, i would escape, he never hit me (thank god). all of the other guys left because he wouldnt play football, but my uncle still wanted to try and tackle me lol. he continued to try, and fail, which was surprising as he is very fit. then after a memory gap, im on my ants poarch, still not her real house. thats all i remember. i also remember another fragment where i was watching a friend of mine, but was treating him like a little kid, and he was acting like one lol. i said and did something really harsh, and the adult nearby commented on it i think.

In a half-arsed attempt to WILD, as I was falling asleep I caught myself in sleep paralysis. There was a scary man's voice behind me but just as I was starting to think "holy shit this is scary!" I calmed myself down and told myself that it was just part of my imagination. It was hard trying to control my mental state. I ALMOST went from the paralysis into lucid sleep, but as I felt myself transitioning it went back into sleep paralysis. And then I became aware of my breathing and lost the sleep paralysis. I just fell asleep after this.

I was giving a speech in front of a room. I went second when I really wanted to go third but the woman up the front kept insisting on me going second. Even though I kept telling her that I wasn't prepared to go second, I eventually gave in.
As expected, I was making the speech up on the spot and made many mistakes. I know that the speech went for too long and I'm pretty sure that everyone was bored by the end of it. Perhaps there were a couple that weren't.
I hadn't actually chosen the topic I was speaking about. So I thought that somewhere I might fit in the pictures of Bulbasaur before and after they'd been cacaview'd. I asked to connect my laptop to the projector, and asked my brother to stand up there at my laptop and I think he had to press H and K to change the pictures. I ended up not needing them anyway because I talked about a topic irrelevant to those pictures; I talked about people being nervous when they gave speeches, haha.

The people that I was giving the speech to...I am not sure who they were. I think the speech was in some classroom of about 30 people. Maybe I was staying in some accommodation with them all.

1. Once again I find myself in a mall arcade with my parents. I find a DDR machine where someone has left credits, and happily I jump on and select double mode. I have a lot of trouble selecting my first song, though (and with text menu, another failed RC), ending up on a Paul McCartney solo work. The stepchart is silly, and I barely manage to pass, feeling acute embarrassment. For my next song, however, I go to my old fallback "Heaven is a '57 Metallic Gray" and rock the house. Arrows seem smaller than in real life, but otherwise the interface is fine.

2. I play the main role in a music video for one of my favorite bands, The Dear Hunter. I don't remember details, but I do remember that it ends in a passionate and particularly real-feeling kiss.

it all started with me and my friend melanie, i snuck out of my house to go chill with her and we ended up smoking,, this is another non lucid dream. we got the munchies baddddd thoe lmao. we ddnt have n e food, so wen we were walking in an alley someone left there garage opend about 2 feet(perfect size for us 2 fit lol) we saw a fridge in the garage and decided to be realy quiet and go in and see if they had munchie food, we snuck in the garage and opend the fridge to find SO much munchie food haha,, we started chowing down and started throwing food outside bc we were about to leave,, me and her were jus sitting there in the garage when this creeeeeeepy lookin guy opens the door from his house 2 the garage,, me and melanie(our mouths full of food lmao) looked at eachother and SPRINTED outta that garage and down their street to the main street. but before we left the garage he was yelling at us askin what in the hell we were doing eating his food. me and mel went seperat ways when we ran to the main street,, but we met up there. rite when we met up, i looked behind us and there he was, that same creeper was chasing us down the main street:/ we ran lyk hell(i was actually running fast in this dream) i was running so fast that i started flying, at this point i kind of figured out it was a dream but didnt act on anything i was jus enjoyin flying for a while befor i woke upp. it was a kind of scary exciting fun dream lol, one of my favorites it happend a while ago i jus thought id share it so i dnt end up forgetting it, and bc im new on here

July 17, 2010
Slept sometime between 1am and 11am

Muppet show drama
There was a Miss Piggy like character named Holly, who the other muppets were trying to get rid of. I'm not sure how they reckoned this, but if they could get Holly to jump on the trampolene 10 times, it would mean she had to leave. I watched them set up the act, and she stopped on a couple of occasions. Some other muppets were jumping with her, encouraging her to keep going. She completed her 10, but I woke up during the point they told her it meant she had to leave the show.

At a gym
Working out. Or so my notes tell me

Money stress
I remember us vaguely being at a house, first. Dad is stressing over our money situation. We all go out to a Donair place and each contribute to the bill.

Boyfriend troubles
I find my boyfriend is still sleeping, but he's set up his bed in the closet.
"Wake up, you need to get your day started," I tell him.
"I can't," he says.
"Well, then I can't pretend like things are okay between us," I said. He positions his head in a way that I can kiss him, but I ignore it and walk out.

I talk with his mum and my mum about something, but I can't recall what.

i was in a town where everything was a pale shade of yellow and blues. the cars, the bikes, the houses. everything was neatly manicured and 'where it should be'. the cars were all rounded and the bikes as well, everything looked cartoonish and bubbly, the colors 2d. the hills were very steep and we were on bikes, i was following a young boy and girl. they would ride down the hills on their bikes with no care in the world, where as i applied the brakes and had some fear, though on the last hill i rode it to the bottom. gravity and other laws of the world did not seem to apply, as i slowed down gently and quickly when i applied my brakes instead of slamming into the house at the end of the road. i separated from them and was riding around in backyards. many of them had pools. at one yard they had what looked like a small bridge going over their pool, i tried to bunny hop onto the bridge as it wasn't connected on the sides and fell into the pool. the water was forcing me to the other side of the pool into what felt like a suction, at that end. i felt that if i didnt get out i would be sucked down into it. i managed to climb out and was dripping wet. i left the bike in the pool and went wandering. in-between two houses i came to a very small area which had broken bricks on the ground and green moss and grass, i remember thinking this is the first time i saw vivid colors. it felt as if the entire town was a set-up, a fake place, and that i found an area that they hand't gotten to yet. [in a dream the previous night i was in a town that felt the same way, although dark, and came to an area that felt more 'real' than the one i was in].hopping around in the water were little fish and i wanted to grab one to show to the kids, for some reason this was important [like i had to show them that vivid life existed]. i continued wandering and eventually found the kids. we went into a building which is where their father worked and on the table in the building was a small birthday cake, i ate some with my hands, thinking it didn't really matter if i followed rules of etiquette. i went wandering room to room. in the first room was a young girl of 15 who was laying on the bed touching herself, fully dressed. she had just gotten off the phone with who i thought was her bf. i remember lifting up her shirt as she looked at me charmingly. i left that room and looked into the next room and saw a man holding a baby lying on the bed next to who i assumed was his wife and behind them, an older woman, who was staring at me vacantly, but not positively, as if i had invaded their space or that she knew i didn't belong in this reality. i shut the door and went to the next one which had a man and woman, about 19, spooning each other. out of the last room walked a young naked black girl, who i directed to the room with the other young girl, who by now was openly masturbating. i started to feel like this was a dream while thinking that if i stayed, and came, that i couldn't remember where i was sleeping and did not want to make noises or night-emissions in my clothing in my sleep if i was somewhere that wasn't 'appropriate'[a friends house or the like]. i left them and walked outside. i asked the father how i wake up from the dream and he told me to say Letter, 'like the kind you mail bombs in', though he pronounced it 'letteh'. i gave it a try though i did not wake up. i went outside and met with a young blond girl with straight bangs. i started to fly by the same motions of swimming and we floated into the air. we were flying around and i felt very free, knowing i could do anything. i told her as much and as we were flying i told her "look around, it is the sea". i closed my eyes and when i opened them again we were above the sea with sailboats beneath us. i imagined boston and then we started to approach it, though a boston that was more dark and dirty feeling. as we started to come down, on a highway, i told her we could do anything and jump as high as we wanted. we jumped onto a building which was moving up and down and started to run through them. i eventually lost the girl and came to an area where Mallory was working. she was setting up shelves in what looked like a fine foods warehouse. her boss told me that i could not interact with her, as she was working. i walked over to her to tell her i was dreaming and when i went to kiss her, i woke up.

before that dream i remember sitting in a place that resembled coolidge st [previous apartment], there was a cute blond girl there that i was interested in. she had spent the night, as we had a big sleepover, and left her bag. i was waiting beside it for her to return and we started talking. i remember watching her from afar the night before, preoccupied with something that i can not now remember.

next thing i know i am at a baseball field with my brother and his father. they are pitching mounds of grass to me which i am hitting with a baseball bat. further away is a group of younger teen boys and girl all flirting with each other. i tried to hit them with the balls but continued to miss and could see one of the girls sliding her shorts to the side and touching herself. my brother and i laughed about this.

earlier than that i was at a family party, though not my own family, the gaucher family[my step-brothers side], watching old home videos that eddie[step-dads brother] had made. we were sitting around a tv eating food, my sandwhich kept coming undone, someone handed it to me and it was a mess.

DREAMNONDREAMSCENEDESCRIPTIONLUCID

I am in a house, in what looks to be my grandparent's house... Well, I am with this girl in there, and aparently, for some reason, we have to stay in the house forever . Well, she started making this really gross but pretty food. It looked kind of like that painty thing with the paint on it, but it was metal, and there were circles that went down in it. She started making this really gross concoction in it. It was all rainbow, different colors in each spot, and it was over heat, boiling. Some of them had 2 colors mingled together. Well, I tried some, and it tasted like disgusting BREAD! Then, I went to the front porch, and I saw my grandparents and parents. I then became lucid, probably because of them.

I had a strange dream where I was with 2 girls from my last class, and some other guy I don´t remember who it was. We were in a park in vässarö, and we had a conversation and something like a poop competition. After a while in the dream some people from scrubs came into it. It was Bob Kelso who accidentally went in the poop (I did so also before him). After that Bob came the girls went to there cottage. JD from scrubs was also there, and bob and JD where starting up a little conflict. I came in the middle of it :s. There was also another guy there. After a while we all went out from a cottage except JD. He saw our poop spots on our butts, and he checked if he also had it. Then the dream became black and everything started to disappear.

I was in a classroom like room; except there weren't any desks or chairs. My sister was there with me, I don't really know why we were there.. She was just sitting there in a daze or something; not really sure what was going on.

There were some pets in the room next to us. I would occasionally walk in there and check on them. At one point, there was one little kitten in there about 3 inches tall and 4 inches long. At times, I would carry it into the room and play with it. I would always put it back though.

Later on, I opened the door again. The kitten had now grown to the size of a full grown sheepdog! It now had very thick black hair and a white mane (awwh, how cute). I was so terrified..I shut the door quickly so that it wouldn't come in. My sister didn't seem all that surprised.

A few minutes later, I opened the door to find that the cat was not there. I looked down on the floor for it. I then spotted a tiny black thing. I looked closer and realized..this was the cat! It was the size of a cricket. I can't recall what we did after this. I woke up.

I'm in an unfamiliar kitchen. Around me are several friends. I willingly ate something that made me see colors. My mental process was really intense, as I was opposed to the idea, but really optimistic at the same time. We got in the car, I was in the passengers seat looking out across the vast dreamscape. The hills kept changing from hues of blue and purple back to green, back to blue.

There was somebody important I had to meet. People kept telling me that he was famous and really wanted to meet me. I was rather indifferent to the whole ordeal, but went along with it anyway.

We passed farm lands, dirt roads and ended up at an... aquarium - a very large one. The walls and ceilings were made up of giant fish tanks. The ceiling was very close to my head, I could reach out and touch it without very much effort at all. It was actually right above where my head should be, but somehow all the people who should have been much taller than me had no problem with this. There were very large sea horses, so large that I feel if they hadn't been so fragile and I had been in the tank with them, I would have been able to ride it around.

Some announcer was pointing everyones direction to a tank where a sea lion and a seal were about to mate.

The "famous" person who wanted to meet me showed up around this time. It was Anashnu, my dream guide. However, this didn't even jog my memory to become lucid. I simply greeted him like an old friend, hugging him. He said that it was important that he show me something. We would have to make several stops first, but it was important to restore my faith in the world.

First, we came to a long winding road that hugged the beach and the ocean tightly. There were lots of rocks along this road, beyond them the beach and beyond that a calm ocean with very small waves. There were several people gathered on some cliffs. I'm not precisely sure what it was that they were doing, but one of them was a middle aged woman who was spouting about things she wanted. She somehow managed to summon a flying machine contraption. It kind of looked like the robots I draw often, it was very colorful with long spindly legs and the body of the thing was an oval.

Next, Anashnu said that we were about to reach our final destination. We went further and further down the windy road that bordered the cliffs edges. It began to rain and the fog came out in a very thin layer. We stepped outside and in the distance I could see thousands upon thousands of people gathered on a huge platform cliff over the ocean. They were all facing the sea, somber expressions on their faces.

We drew closer and closer, and I suddenly knew why they were all there without anyone having to say anything. They were all the people in the world who were going to change it. They all wanted nearly the same things that I did. They were all trying to change the corruptness of the world by gathering in one place, sending their wishes to the sea to be reached from every corner of the globe. I edged nearer to the cliff edge, despite how many people were there I didn't feel like it was crowded. I looked and saw that the mass of people stretched for miles, more were coming in single file lines from paths, out of cars, flying in from airplanes, etc. There was a girl with glasses near me and I remember looking down at the water and nearly falling in. She pulled me near to her and smiled broadly. She said that we were stronger than the people who call themselves powerful, and that we are going to make a huge impact on the world, all of us, together.