non-lucid

Time fell asleep: 10:45 pm
Time awoke: 9:00 am
it started out me being in a line of girls who i supposedly "knew" though when i woke up i had no clue who they were. they were blond tan and gorgeous well most of them from what i remember. i also remember there being 3 including me. definitely a crowd i would hang out with even if i am brunette. but in the dream i fit in perfectly. I was second in a line. there was also a group of very handsome guys on the sides all being our boyfriends, i also had no reference in real life to who they are. there was also the ringmaster, who wasn't like the in cartoons (all chubby and cheery) instead he was skinny young and quite handsome. So anyways there was a wheel we were standing in front of that stood up straight it had handles going all around it. the ringmaster explained to us we had to get on it and spin around it while it was moving. we were suppose to be the "pretty girls" of the show. so we all practiced a little and seemed to all get the hang of it so we started the show. first went the blond in front of me as the ringmaster introduced her she got on the wheel smiled real big and spun around. then my turn came up i smiled and waved as the ringmaster introduced me to the crowd and hoped onto the wheel with ease. when i got off the girl b4 me was going to he next act when she supposedly "fake" flirted with the ringmaster. Now remember our Boyfriends have been watching the show so before u know it her boyfriend marches up, yells "get your hands off my girl!" and started a fight which soon many of the other guys got into. the show had to end and the mystery girl was mad at her boyfriend for stopping the show and broke up with him. we soon ended up ion a pool talking about it. thats about all i remember.

Edward elric was kneeling over his brother, Alphonse, who is a suit of armor. Ed is completely defeated. there is a river in front of him and a rock face behind him.

A portal opens behind him in the rocks, an older version of Ed walks through. My consciousness is split between them. The older version of Ed has some advice for the younger Ed, something about moving on, young Ed doesn't want to hear it.

scene change

They are eating in a dining room, younger Ed is still wary of older Ed, Alphonse is trying to convince younger Ed that there is nothing to worry about, he is sure that older Ed is trustworthy.

Date: 7/18/2010
Time (Of Wakeup): 8:44 AM

Description:
I had a lot of dreams and couldn't remember most of them after writing down one of them. This is the one I got down:

I think we came from some vacation house. I also think I remember being in it. I was in the car with my whole family. My brother and I spotted a restaurant that we got really excited about. I forgot the name of the restaurant.

I opened the car door and jumped out, I think to go to the restaurant. I entered the restaurant, and saw my other brother, who's the eldest. He bought a lot of food and offered to pay for me and drive me home, but I declined. I looked at the displays they had for a while (It was not formal, but they had some pretty fancy food), and I left without getting anything.

I started jogging home, and on my way home, I got hungry and so I jogged back to the restaurant. I entered the restaurant, and looked again at the menu but for a shorter time, but didn't buy anything and jogged back once again.

Along the way, I spotted a group of about 3 people jogging in the same direction as me. I caught up with them, and once I did I found it hard to keep up, as they were running very fast.. I talked a little, I forget about what, and then they left. I spotted a group of mostly bikers but some runners going in my direction, I passed them, and came upon another group, this time mostly runners but some bikers. Among the runners was a friend I recognized, and so I turned around to go talk to him.

He explained that they were racing 2 other groups from the restaurant I was at, to some other place, back and forth, and so on. He asked if I saw a bunch of people on bikes, and I said I did, and how I thought it was unfair that most of them had bikes, while this group was mostly runners. He said he was having trouble keeping up with his group, which I found hard to believe since he has a sub 5 minute mile in real life. I left and got outside my vacation house.

There I saw two friends, whom I can't for the life of me remember the names of. I started walking with them, and we didn't get far, but we saw an "Auntie Anne's"(For those of you who don't know, it's a pretzel shop.)

I wanted to go, and my friend offered to buy a pretzel for me, so we agreed and we crossed the street toward the pretzel place. The pretzel place was on a big slope, and I think something weird happened in the parking lot, before we went inside. I forgot what happened inside, but the next thing I remember was a false awakening.

I woke up in my room but I don't think the house was actually mine, because for some reason I went to the basement to go to the bathroom, even though in my real house, there is a bathroom right next to my room. While I was in the bathroom, my dad told me about something. I couldn't really make out anything.

I noticed on the toilet rim, below the cover there was something(I think a calendar), inscribed around the toilet rim. I tried to scrub it out with a piece of toilet paper, and at first it was easy, but then it got really hard and so I gave up. I flushed the toilet and went out.

I had about 6 or more dreams, but this was the longest. I can't remember much about the other dreams after writing all of this down, but one of the dreams had Leonardo DiCaprio, and it was some scene from Inception(The movie).

Also, whenever I started to realize that I was dreaming, even though I didn't get very excited, my dream would fade sort of to black, and it would seem more as if I was trying to imagine it, instead of dreaming it. And then I would wake up, and then fall asleep again, and this time to a completely different dream. This happened like 7 times last night.

this one starts out in my ants house, or at least its similar. im on a couch, playing the new Super Mario Bros for the wii with my two cousins that i watched a couple weeks ago. the game looked weird though, the characters were all messed up. then my ant walks in, and starts talking to me, i talk back i think, thats all i remember sadly, i had to wake up w/ an alarm.

17.07.2010

Crazy people (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Fifth of the night:

I was indoors. It was someone's birthday but no one knew because it has not been recorded.
We were preparing everything for the party and we heard someone swearing out loud. We though about what could have been going on for that guy to swear that much.
We got to the place were this guy was doing something with buckets of water.

While we were doing more stuff for the party, there was a small platform with crazy people. The guy that was swearing was among them. We had to talk with all of them and we complained. Someone told us that maybe that people had something interesting to share. When we got to this platform, one started to talk. I was shredding something and one crazy lady told me to stop. I placed it inside my pocket. I saw the guy with the bucket. He had like a big pool filled with water and a wooden submarine. He claimed that he has been building it.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Unknown people.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Find out why my mind created such nuts DCs.

17.07.2010

She is not the princess of Carajula (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Fourth of the night:

I went with an old friend from waking to something like a palace. We were looking for a princess, but we had to break some sort of coding to gain access.
My friend was not able to break the code, so he gave up and left. I went by myself and did something odd in another room to be able to talk with her. I succeed.

She told me, "I am not the princess of Carajula. I am princess of Souvir." I told the princess that I had this friend that was really obsessed with her. I told her my friend would not believe me. I told her if she could record a message. I pulled a small piece of Manchego cheese and she started to explain that she was not the princess of Carajula, etc...
When she was done, she chewed a piece of the cheese. I was worried if she broke it down and wasted the message. I placed the remaining cheese in my back pack. I pulled some earphones and I was able to heard the entire message. In the recording I heard myself asking her questions plus her answers. I was looking forward to share it with everyone.

Missed Dream Sings:
- Being with my old friend, he is several miles from me.
- Breaking the code in the palace.
- Both realms Carajula and Souvir. They are made up.
- Recording a message on a Manchego Cheese.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Ask important questions to the princess about myself if she knew.

17.07.2010

I bought a house (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Second of the night:

I was in a very Old Town and there was a house for sell from someone I knew well. I was in a car going to this house with some ladies, I think they were coworkers from the Olive Oil store. The house was like one of this old white houses. It had a small garden and four bedrooms.







I decided to buy the house.
The previous owner still had his stuff inside the house, so he told me I was not going to be able to get in there until the night.
I talked with a Financial Advisor about what I just did. The financial advisor made some numbers and I think my monthly payment was going to be around $10.000 so I was worried about bankruptcy.
The financial advisor left and I saw all the paperwork. I observed that my monthly payment was going to be $822. I was happy because it was not as much as my rent.
I was driving around the neighborhood. It was night and I wanted a second opinion about my house. I was not happy with the financial advisor responses.

I saw a blond lady and I asked her for a financial advisor. She told me that the one she knew just left. She was hot and I approached at her more. She would back up every time I approached at her until she was against the wall. Once I was to close to her, she sat down, I approached her again. She said, "Oh yeah?? Come here!" She started to kiss me with passion.
We were making out and I invited her to my new home. She replied, "If we go right now, it's fine! I do not want to be around here for too long though. I do not want someone to find out I am leaving my job position."
I grabbed a bag and she told me she had to get hers, so she did and we got to my new house. Once I entered in my home, there was like a store going on, full with customers. We were selling olive oil. My manager was there and nothing was under control. She said, "No more sales... It's pass 09:30. Close the doors." I felt happy because I could finally close the doors with customers inside.
I said, "This is my house and I have company, so leave!"

There was a small brown dog so I played with him while everybody else was leaving.
I woke up happy from this dream.

17.07.2010

The Nazi Resistance (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

In the dream I have invited a friend I will refer to as G to come with us to France or something on vacation. We arive at a fancy hotel and check in and everything and then eat lunch at Carl's Jr. We are waiting for our train through the snow and mountains to somewhere. It is realy snowy now and everything is white. Even our clothes. G and I are messing around with out noticing everyone board the train. The train leaves. we freak out and try and catch up with the train on foot. Through the snow. We slip down off the tracks and off the mountain and are on the ice of a pond. We get off it and climb up another large snow covered mountain. There we see in the distance buildings. We want to go to them because the might be able to help us. We and going to them when suddenly we see a sign that says there are Nazis around here and to watch out. A sniper bullet misses us and slams into the ground. We take cover. The building we were going to is similar to the snowy part in Inception because I watched that yestarday. Suddenly I we both have sniper rifles and ear pieces to talk. I take out as many gaurds as I can. and rool into cover right befor one sniper takes a shot. G and I get sepparated as I move right and he moves left both of us taking out gaurds and snipers and telling eachother where to shoot and when a gaurd is about to attack us. There is one right behind G and I say watch out and shoot it befor he got G. We basicly shoot all the gaurds and go on top of the roof. I pull out my phone and say we should call the police so they can know about these neo Nazis and so we can get back with the train. I ask him what was that French 911 again? oh ya 458(I don't know where that came from, a false memory). We get away from the base making sure to zig zag incase of enemy fire and find ourselvs at the hotel again. My family is there and we ride the escalator up with them. They ask us how we where not even looking worried. We tell them we defeated a Nazi millitary base and my dad says I hate the resistance and everyone laughs like we are on some cheasy tv show and I wake up

The resistance is an inside joke between me and my friend. It realy dosn't make much sense in this context but idk its a dream.

17.07.2010

Astral Group (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

First of the night (short but full dream):

I was with a group of people. I could not feel my body like I would do in a regular dream or lucid. We were discussing about Astral Projection success.
When I woke up, I felt very happy. I felt like if I succeed in something and I felt like very refreshed. When I woke up, I was very surprised of being in my room. I did not expect to wake up in my room but in other place.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

What i would have done if lucid:
- This dream was perfect as it was.

i dont remember much of this one, i need to start typing them earlier i keep losing parts of the dreams. in this one, i was at my ants house, but it wasnt her house in real life. there was me and maybe about twenty other guys playing football in the yard, including my uncle, which should've made me lucid there cuz he's in Iraq. everyone was trying to play foot ball, but all my uncle wanted to do was to try to tackle me lol. every time he dove after me, i would escape, he never hit me (thank god). all of the other guys left because he wouldnt play football, but my uncle still wanted to try and tackle me lol. he continued to try, and fail, which was surprising as he is very fit. then after a memory gap, im on my ants poarch, still not her real house. thats all i remember. i also remember another fragment where i was watching a friend of mine, but was treating him like a little kid, and he was acting like one lol. i said and did something really harsh, and the adult nearby commented on it i think.

In a half-arsed attempt to WILD, as I was falling asleep I caught myself in sleep paralysis. There was a scary man's voice behind me but just as I was starting to think "holy shit this is scary!" I calmed myself down and told myself that it was just part of my imagination. It was hard trying to control my mental state. I ALMOST went from the paralysis into lucid sleep, but as I felt myself transitioning it went back into sleep paralysis. And then I became aware of my breathing and lost the sleep paralysis. I just fell asleep after this.

I was giving a speech in front of a room. I went second when I really wanted to go third but the woman up the front kept insisting on me going second. Even though I kept telling her that I wasn't prepared to go second, I eventually gave in.
As expected, I was making the speech up on the spot and made many mistakes. I know that the speech went for too long and I'm pretty sure that everyone was bored by the end of it. Perhaps there were a couple that weren't.
I hadn't actually chosen the topic I was speaking about. So I thought that somewhere I might fit in the pictures of Bulbasaur before and after they'd been cacaview'd. I asked to connect my laptop to the projector, and asked my brother to stand up there at my laptop and I think he had to press H and K to change the pictures. I ended up not needing them anyway because I talked about a topic irrelevant to those pictures; I talked about people being nervous when they gave speeches, haha.

The people that I was giving the speech to...I am not sure who they were. I think the speech was in some classroom of about 30 people. Maybe I was staying in some accommodation with them all.

1. Once again I find myself in a mall arcade with my parents. I find a DDR machine where someone has left credits, and happily I jump on and select double mode. I have a lot of trouble selecting my first song, though (and with text menu, another failed RC), ending up on a Paul McCartney solo work. The stepchart is silly, and I barely manage to pass, feeling acute embarrassment. For my next song, however, I go to my old fallback "Heaven is a '57 Metallic Gray" and rock the house. Arrows seem smaller than in real life, but otherwise the interface is fine.

2. I play the main role in a music video for one of my favorite bands, The Dear Hunter. I don't remember details, but I do remember that it ends in a passionate and particularly real-feeling kiss.

it all started with me and my friend melanie, i snuck out of my house to go chill with her and we ended up smoking,, this is another non lucid dream. we got the munchies baddddd thoe lmao. we ddnt have n e food, so wen we were walking in an alley someone left there garage opend about 2 feet(perfect size for us 2 fit lol) we saw a fridge in the garage and decided to be realy quiet and go in and see if they had munchie food, we snuck in the garage and opend the fridge to find SO much munchie food haha,, we started chowing down and started throwing food outside bc we were about to leave,, me and her were jus sitting there in the garage when this creeeeeeepy lookin guy opens the door from his house 2 the garage,, me and melanie(our mouths full of food lmao) looked at eachother and SPRINTED outta that garage and down their street to the main street. but before we left the garage he was yelling at us askin what in the hell we were doing eating his food. me and mel went seperat ways when we ran to the main street,, but we met up there. rite when we met up, i looked behind us and there he was, that same creeper was chasing us down the main street:/ we ran lyk hell(i was actually running fast in this dream) i was running so fast that i started flying, at this point i kind of figured out it was a dream but didnt act on anything i was jus enjoyin flying for a while befor i woke upp. it was a kind of scary exciting fun dream lol, one of my favorites it happend a while ago i jus thought id share it so i dnt end up forgetting it, and bc im new on here

July 17, 2010
Slept sometime between 1am and 11am

Muppet show drama
There was a Miss Piggy like character named Holly, who the other muppets were trying to get rid of. I'm not sure how they reckoned this, but if they could get Holly to jump on the trampolene 10 times, it would mean she had to leave. I watched them set up the act, and she stopped on a couple of occasions. Some other muppets were jumping with her, encouraging her to keep going. She completed her 10, but I woke up during the point they told her it meant she had to leave the show.

At a gym
Working out. Or so my notes tell me

Money stress
I remember us vaguely being at a house, first. Dad is stressing over our money situation. We all go out to a Donair place and each contribute to the bill.

Boyfriend troubles
I find my boyfriend is still sleeping, but he's set up his bed in the closet.
"Wake up, you need to get your day started," I tell him.
"I can't," he says.
"Well, then I can't pretend like things are okay between us," I said. He positions his head in a way that I can kiss him, but I ignore it and walk out.

I talk with his mum and my mum about something, but I can't recall what.

i was in a town where everything was a pale shade of yellow and blues. the cars, the bikes, the houses. everything was neatly manicured and 'where it should be'. the cars were all rounded and the bikes as well, everything looked cartoonish and bubbly, the colors 2d. the hills were very steep and we were on bikes, i was following a young boy and girl. they would ride down the hills on their bikes with no care in the world, where as i applied the brakes and had some fear, though on the last hill i rode it to the bottom. gravity and other laws of the world did not seem to apply, as i slowed down gently and quickly when i applied my brakes instead of slamming into the house at the end of the road. i separated from them and was riding around in backyards. many of them had pools. at one yard they had what looked like a small bridge going over their pool, i tried to bunny hop onto the bridge as it wasn't connected on the sides and fell into the pool. the water was forcing me to the other side of the pool into what felt like a suction, at that end. i felt that if i didnt get out i would be sucked down into it. i managed to climb out and was dripping wet. i left the bike in the pool and went wandering. in-between two houses i came to a very small area which had broken bricks on the ground and green moss and grass, i remember thinking this is the first time i saw vivid colors. it felt as if the entire town was a set-up, a fake place, and that i found an area that they hand't gotten to yet. [in a dream the previous night i was in a town that felt the same way, although dark, and came to an area that felt more 'real' than the one i was in].hopping around in the water were little fish and i wanted to grab one to show to the kids, for some reason this was important [like i had to show them that vivid life existed]. i continued wandering and eventually found the kids. we went into a building which is where their father worked and on the table in the building was a small birthday cake, i ate some with my hands, thinking it didn't really matter if i followed rules of etiquette. i went wandering room to room. in the first room was a young girl of 15 who was laying on the bed touching herself, fully dressed. she had just gotten off the phone with who i thought was her bf. i remember lifting up her shirt as she looked at me charmingly. i left that room and looked into the next room and saw a man holding a baby lying on the bed next to who i assumed was his wife and behind them, an older woman, who was staring at me vacantly, but not positively, as if i had invaded their space or that she knew i didn't belong in this reality. i shut the door and went to the next one which had a man and woman, about 19, spooning each other. out of the last room walked a young naked black girl, who i directed to the room with the other young girl, who by now was openly masturbating. i started to feel like this was a dream while thinking that if i stayed, and came, that i couldn't remember where i was sleeping and did not want to make noises or night-emissions in my clothing in my sleep if i was somewhere that wasn't 'appropriate'[a friends house or the like]. i left them and walked outside. i asked the father how i wake up from the dream and he told me to say Letter, 'like the kind you mail bombs in', though he pronounced it 'letteh'. i gave it a try though i did not wake up. i went outside and met with a young blond girl with straight bangs. i started to fly by the same motions of swimming and we floated into the air. we were flying around and i felt very free, knowing i could do anything. i told her as much and as we were flying i told her "look around, it is the sea". i closed my eyes and when i opened them again we were above the sea with sailboats beneath us. i imagined boston and then we started to approach it, though a boston that was more dark and dirty feeling. as we started to come down, on a highway, i told her we could do anything and jump as high as we wanted. we jumped onto a building which was moving up and down and started to run through them. i eventually lost the girl and came to an area where Mallory was working. she was setting up shelves in what looked like a fine foods warehouse. her boss told me that i could not interact with her, as she was working. i walked over to her to tell her i was dreaming and when i went to kiss her, i woke up.

before that dream i remember sitting in a place that resembled coolidge st [previous apartment], there was a cute blond girl there that i was interested in. she had spent the night, as we had a big sleepover, and left her bag. i was waiting beside it for her to return and we started talking. i remember watching her from afar the night before, preoccupied with something that i can not now remember.

next thing i know i am at a baseball field with my brother and his father. they are pitching mounds of grass to me which i am hitting with a baseball bat. further away is a group of younger teen boys and girl all flirting with each other. i tried to hit them with the balls but continued to miss and could see one of the girls sliding her shorts to the side and touching herself. my brother and i laughed about this.

earlier than that i was at a family party, though not my own family, the gaucher family[my step-brothers side], watching old home videos that eddie[step-dads brother] had made. we were sitting around a tv eating food, my sandwhich kept coming undone, someone handed it to me and it was a mess.