non-lucid

18.07.2010

Looking for a job (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at a group of stores, they were next to each other, in a circle shaped building with the entrances on the outside. I was looking for a job, so i went into a restaurant and asked if I could work there. I could but I didn't really have interest so i went to a different store. while going to the next store I heard the people from the restaurant saying you could earn 14€ / hour there, so I became interested again. I was on my way back there, but instead of going in the restaurant I walked past it and went to the parking, which was all around the building. There I met some people and I walked away with them.

Please note this is a boring dream.

18.07.2010

Homeless (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with my mother and my father in my town. The whole town looked destroyed and grey. There was nobody there but us. My parents looked younger than they normally do. They were sad because we were homeless. My mother said we had to leave our house because some company went bankrupt. She also said that a long time ago, this had happened again. Now we had no idea where to go.

DC's: mother, father

Good Dream Numero Uno:

I am playing some sort of a game with some of my friends. This guy who I used to like comes up to me and he ends up holding me like you would hold an infant and giving me a massage. I really like it, and I'm half asleep (the irony) and leaning into his chest. My smaller brother comes by and asks me what the hell we're doing. I tell him that 'we never touch each other in real life, so we've got to do it now.' (not sure what THAT was about, lol)
Later the game changes, and I'm really excellent at the new game.

Good Dream Numero Dos:

I am in a parking lot and see an airplane doing a variety of incredible maneuvers through the air. I point it out to a friend. Somehow I end up ON said airplane, learning physics. But I can't keep up with the airplane. I am worried that this will kick me out of the physics class, but it doesn't and we proceed to a really awesome classroom with magical regenerating windows (?). We are using pi and computers to do something important. I am having an excellent time.

Well, I've been gone a while since I found I was unable to focus on dream recall which stopped me from having some lucid dreams. But it's the summer holidays now! So I'm feeling pretty confident I can focus on keeping a DJ now

So...

The first one is a nightmare. Joy.

I was in my grandparent's house the atmosphere was very gloomy, the world seemed colourless. My family (probably – I can't remember) and I had been having a conversation in the lounge. I needed to answer nature's call so I went upstairs I could see the bathroom, the bedroom and then the little room that has the toilet in it. This is all very normal.
The thing is, for some reason I think the toilet is in the bathroom, it is shut so I assume it is occupied. When I look back at the toilet room, the door has gone, there is just wallpaper and the toilet is placed on the landing. I start to feel uneasy but proceed to do my business. As I am sitting on the throne, I look to the bedroom the door has dissapeared. I suddenly feel terrified. I look down the stairs and there are strange people, who are looking at me, but can't see me or tell what I am. As if I'm in total darkness. They start to come up the stairs slowly, I panic and start pretending to be something dangerous. I try to yell but nothing comes out. Only little sounds, but that was enough to send the strangers away.
My fear dissapates slightly and I am puzzled at to why I didn't make much noise. I try to yell again, nothing, it just sounds like I've lost my voice. I finish my trip and go downstairs back into the lounge. My parents remain, my sister has dissapeared. I feel terrified again and rush out of the door and into the front garden and start running around. It was as if something dangerous was now in the house. I look into the lounge window (from a distance) I can't see my parents because of the glare, even though there was no sun. But you would think so if you saw it. I beckoned my parents to come out not knowing whether they could see me.
The dream ended, I woke up with my heart pumping like hell.

This is all I got last night, but it's a start

Finally! After a dry spell in which I couldn't seem to remember any of my dreams, I finally have had success!

regular dreams: 7-18-10


Driving Into Water

I think this dream might have been caused by the movie Inception where the van rolls off the bridge...

Me and my mom were planning a trip somewhere so we packed up two backpacks full of clothes and things. There was a really small boat that was split in half and we were arguing over who got which side.. I don't really remember anything that happened with the boat.. The next thing I know, we are in a car with my dad, driving around this town that was surrounded by a body of water. The roads were high up and went right by the edge of the water with only a small guard rail to keep cars in. My dad was driving crazy, like he was in a hurry or something. Then he started swerving and drove his car off the road and into the water. When we landed in the water, the car seemed to just float there, so everything got out all there stuff and went to shore. I remember spending a good 5 minutes or so looking for my cell phone and finally found it. Then I remember small house we went to.. or something like that.

Bus

Me and my dad were on a bus, I don't know where it was taking us. The bus driver was going through neighborhoods were there was a lot of construction. He started to go straight through this 3 way intersection but backed up and turned around because he thought there was construction.. then he realized that we were supposed to go that way so he turned around again.

Mall Concert

There was so much more to this dream but I can only remember bits and pieces.

Me and my friends were at a concert in the mall to see Paramore. There were some other bands playing before them and some people crowded around the stage. For some reason I was wearing my friend's shoe. We decided to get a good spot to see Paramore. We found some close up seats even though we soon realized our view was blocked by a wall. An old friend of mine showed up and wanted to join us so I was just like "Sure.. Okay.." not really caring. I decided to get up and go wonder around the mall a little on my own before the concert. One of my friends saw me and tried to stop me saying "Where are you going??" and I said "To explore the mall." or something like that and I just walked off. I went into this bookstore and tried to look for the young adult section but couldn't find it for some reason. Then some girl made an announcement that there was a missing child in the mall. I looked up and saw the child's mom standing right by me. She asked if I knew where her child was and I said I didn't and quickly left and returned to the stage. Then the dream ended.. I think.


Crazy Sex Party

There was this party.. it might have been at the same place as the concert but I don't remember. It got out of control and everyone started getting horny and.. yea. I didn't participate because I was grossed out because I saw some people I knew..

17.07.2010

A weird game and someone drowning me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with 5 to 10 people that I don't know in real life, somewhere close to a beach. I forgot what happened here but a while later, I was with them on a raft on the sea. Suddenly, one of them grabbed me and pulled me into the sea. we were sinking while she was still holding me tight. Before we fell into the water, I just exhaled, so I had few breath left. After a little while under water, I managed to get me free from her and swim up. When I was back on the raft, everyone was there, including the girl who pulled me into the water. Someone explained to me that it just was a game. They all just suddenly pulled someone into the water, and the purpose of the game was to stay alive. I said that I was angry because I could have been killed. I said that I exhaled right before entering the water. I said I was glad to be alive. The person I was talking to replied "yeah you did, but these 2 didn't" I looked at the people. I saw the 2 people standing there, they looked dead, but they were still "alive". One of them was the girl who pulled me into the water. Then I "recognized" her, I knew she was someone I know in real life, but she looked completely different. I kept looking at her, thinking she would change her appearance, but nothing happened. I thought it was probably because she was dead. I was still angry, so i grabbed her and started punching in her face. I quickly felt bad about it, because she is someone I know IRL. I stopped punching and looked at her. She looked like someone else, I was confused. I gave her a couple more punches and stopped.

I was drunk this night, and I am absolutely not an agressive person IRL.

July 17, 2010 - part two
Slept between 11pm-6am

Didn't focus a lot on recall, last night.

Baby Elephant
I was watching my friend (a DC) creep along a wall. Around the corner from her was a baby elephant. I tried to tell her not to scare the elephant, but she shushes me. She and the elephant peer around their edges of the corner at the same time.

The baby elephant is slightly startled, but my friend offers her hand, slowly. She then starts petting the baby elephant's forehead and neck. The elephant closes its eyes and relaxes into this look of supreme contentedness/happiness at getting petted. It was really cute!

16.07.2010

The Book (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a house that was not mine, but i concidered it mine. I was reading a japanese book. (I don't know japanese) I was sitting on a desk. I felt that the book I was reading, was important. Then my mother came and she said I had to do my homework. I left the book on the page and laid it on the side of the desk. I explained to my mother that the book I was reading, was some kind of studying too, so she shouldn't make me stop. she understood.

Time fell asleep: 10:45 pm
Time awoke: 9:00 am
it started out me being in a line of girls who i supposedly "knew" though when i woke up i had no clue who they were. they were blond tan and gorgeous well most of them from what i remember. i also remember there being 3 including me. definitely a crowd i would hang out with even if i am brunette. but in the dream i fit in perfectly. I was second in a line. there was also a group of very handsome guys on the sides all being our boyfriends, i also had no reference in real life to who they are. there was also the ringmaster, who wasn't like the in cartoons (all chubby and cheery) instead he was skinny young and quite handsome. So anyways there was a wheel we were standing in front of that stood up straight it had handles going all around it. the ringmaster explained to us we had to get on it and spin around it while it was moving. we were suppose to be the "pretty girls" of the show. so we all practiced a little and seemed to all get the hang of it so we started the show. first went the blond in front of me as the ringmaster introduced her she got on the wheel smiled real big and spun around. then my turn came up i smiled and waved as the ringmaster introduced me to the crowd and hoped onto the wheel with ease. when i got off the girl b4 me was going to he next act when she supposedly "fake" flirted with the ringmaster. Now remember our Boyfriends have been watching the show so before u know it her boyfriend marches up, yells "get your hands off my girl!" and started a fight which soon many of the other guys got into. the show had to end and the mystery girl was mad at her boyfriend for stopping the show and broke up with him. we soon ended up ion a pool talking about it. thats about all i remember.

Edward elric was kneeling over his brother, Alphonse, who is a suit of armor. Ed is completely defeated. there is a river in front of him and a rock face behind him.

A portal opens behind him in the rocks, an older version of Ed walks through. My consciousness is split between them. The older version of Ed has some advice for the younger Ed, something about moving on, young Ed doesn't want to hear it.

scene change

They are eating in a dining room, younger Ed is still wary of older Ed, Alphonse is trying to convince younger Ed that there is nothing to worry about, he is sure that older Ed is trustworthy.

Date: 7/18/2010
Time (Of Wakeup): 8:44 AM

Description:
I had a lot of dreams and couldn't remember most of them after writing down one of them. This is the one I got down:

I think we came from some vacation house. I also think I remember being in it. I was in the car with my whole family. My brother and I spotted a restaurant that we got really excited about. I forgot the name of the restaurant.

I opened the car door and jumped out, I think to go to the restaurant. I entered the restaurant, and saw my other brother, who's the eldest. He bought a lot of food and offered to pay for me and drive me home, but I declined. I looked at the displays they had for a while (It was not formal, but they had some pretty fancy food), and I left without getting anything.

I started jogging home, and on my way home, I got hungry and so I jogged back to the restaurant. I entered the restaurant, and looked again at the menu but for a shorter time, but didn't buy anything and jogged back once again.

Along the way, I spotted a group of about 3 people jogging in the same direction as me. I caught up with them, and once I did I found it hard to keep up, as they were running very fast.. I talked a little, I forget about what, and then they left. I spotted a group of mostly bikers but some runners going in my direction, I passed them, and came upon another group, this time mostly runners but some bikers. Among the runners was a friend I recognized, and so I turned around to go talk to him.

He explained that they were racing 2 other groups from the restaurant I was at, to some other place, back and forth, and so on. He asked if I saw a bunch of people on bikes, and I said I did, and how I thought it was unfair that most of them had bikes, while this group was mostly runners. He said he was having trouble keeping up with his group, which I found hard to believe since he has a sub 5 minute mile in real life. I left and got outside my vacation house.

There I saw two friends, whom I can't for the life of me remember the names of. I started walking with them, and we didn't get far, but we saw an "Auntie Anne's"(For those of you who don't know, it's a pretzel shop.)

I wanted to go, and my friend offered to buy a pretzel for me, so we agreed and we crossed the street toward the pretzel place. The pretzel place was on a big slope, and I think something weird happened in the parking lot, before we went inside. I forgot what happened inside, but the next thing I remember was a false awakening.

I woke up in my room but I don't think the house was actually mine, because for some reason I went to the basement to go to the bathroom, even though in my real house, there is a bathroom right next to my room. While I was in the bathroom, my dad told me about something. I couldn't really make out anything.

I noticed on the toilet rim, below the cover there was something(I think a calendar), inscribed around the toilet rim. I tried to scrub it out with a piece of toilet paper, and at first it was easy, but then it got really hard and so I gave up. I flushed the toilet and went out.

I had about 6 or more dreams, but this was the longest. I can't remember much about the other dreams after writing all of this down, but one of the dreams had Leonardo DiCaprio, and it was some scene from Inception(The movie).

Also, whenever I started to realize that I was dreaming, even though I didn't get very excited, my dream would fade sort of to black, and it would seem more as if I was trying to imagine it, instead of dreaming it. And then I would wake up, and then fall asleep again, and this time to a completely different dream. This happened like 7 times last night.

this one starts out in my ants house, or at least its similar. im on a couch, playing the new Super Mario Bros for the wii with my two cousins that i watched a couple weeks ago. the game looked weird though, the characters were all messed up. then my ant walks in, and starts talking to me, i talk back i think, thats all i remember sadly, i had to wake up w/ an alarm.

17.07.2010

Crazy people (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Fifth of the night:

I was indoors. It was someone's birthday but no one knew because it has not been recorded.
We were preparing everything for the party and we heard someone swearing out loud. We though about what could have been going on for that guy to swear that much.
We got to the place were this guy was doing something with buckets of water.

While we were doing more stuff for the party, there was a small platform with crazy people. The guy that was swearing was among them. We had to talk with all of them and we complained. Someone told us that maybe that people had something interesting to share. When we got to this platform, one started to talk. I was shredding something and one crazy lady told me to stop. I placed it inside my pocket. I saw the guy with the bucket. He had like a big pool filled with water and a wooden submarine. He claimed that he has been building it.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Unknown people.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Find out why my mind created such nuts DCs.

17.07.2010

She is not the princess of Carajula (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Fourth of the night:

I went with an old friend from waking to something like a palace. We were looking for a princess, but we had to break some sort of coding to gain access.
My friend was not able to break the code, so he gave up and left. I went by myself and did something odd in another room to be able to talk with her. I succeed.

She told me, "I am not the princess of Carajula. I am princess of Souvir." I told the princess that I had this friend that was really obsessed with her. I told her my friend would not believe me. I told her if she could record a message. I pulled a small piece of Manchego cheese and she started to explain that she was not the princess of Carajula, etc...
When she was done, she chewed a piece of the cheese. I was worried if she broke it down and wasted the message. I placed the remaining cheese in my back pack. I pulled some earphones and I was able to heard the entire message. In the recording I heard myself asking her questions plus her answers. I was looking forward to share it with everyone.

Missed Dream Sings:
- Being with my old friend, he is several miles from me.
- Breaking the code in the palace.
- Both realms Carajula and Souvir. They are made up.
- Recording a message on a Manchego Cheese.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Ask important questions to the princess about myself if she knew.

17.07.2010

I bought a house (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Second of the night:

I was in a very Old Town and there was a house for sell from someone I knew well. I was in a car going to this house with some ladies, I think they were coworkers from the Olive Oil store. The house was like one of this old white houses. It had a small garden and four bedrooms.







I decided to buy the house.
The previous owner still had his stuff inside the house, so he told me I was not going to be able to get in there until the night.
I talked with a Financial Advisor about what I just did. The financial advisor made some numbers and I think my monthly payment was going to be around $10.000 so I was worried about bankruptcy.
The financial advisor left and I saw all the paperwork. I observed that my monthly payment was going to be $822. I was happy because it was not as much as my rent.
I was driving around the neighborhood. It was night and I wanted a second opinion about my house. I was not happy with the financial advisor responses.

I saw a blond lady and I asked her for a financial advisor. She told me that the one she knew just left. She was hot and I approached at her more. She would back up every time I approached at her until she was against the wall. Once I was to close to her, she sat down, I approached her again. She said, "Oh yeah?? Come here!" She started to kiss me with passion.
We were making out and I invited her to my new home. She replied, "If we go right now, it's fine! I do not want to be around here for too long though. I do not want someone to find out I am leaving my job position."
I grabbed a bag and she told me she had to get hers, so she did and we got to my new house. Once I entered in my home, there was like a store going on, full with customers. We were selling olive oil. My manager was there and nothing was under control. She said, "No more sales... It's pass 09:30. Close the doors." I felt happy because I could finally close the doors with customers inside.
I said, "This is my house and I have company, so leave!"

There was a small brown dog so I played with him while everybody else was leaving.
I woke up happy from this dream.