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I had my first semi-lucid dream last night, at least I think that is what I would call it.

I can't remember all the details, but I found myself doing stabilisation exercises, rubbing my hands together (although I didn't look at them), then looking at objects around me in detail and feeling them, and remembering to move quickly from one object to another. Then I remember showing someone that I could fly and trying to levitate myself off the ground. Then I became worried that I might wake up and started to become aware of my real body, and woke up.

It wasn't a real lucid dream because I wasn't really in control or fully conscious, more that I felt I was just going through the motions.

Is this a step in the right direction? I hope so.

I enter, as usual, via WILD-sink-through-the-bed

The Field

I hit the ground running with an enthusiastic gait. I have a plan today and want to get right to it. The Field looks a bit different today. The sun is already up. As I jog a few steps, the grass in front of me grows into taller hedges, cut into pathways like a hedge maze. Interesting, but I can't see over them. I wonder aloud: "I thought the grass was lower?" I make a squash-down gesture with my hands and the hedges lower to be about knee-high shrubs. "That's better." It looks nice, like a neatly maintained garden that you might see at a museum or university.

I zig and zag through the pathways and then slow my run as I approach what looks like a suitable clearing. "Where are The Players?" I shout. This is not a question; it is a command to summon The Players, a group of recurring DCs. Sure enough, the troupe of actors come running in from somewhere to the North and East. Today, they look like a diverse group of fresh-faced twentysomethings in contemporary attire. Like young thespians right out of college.

The Players are, in my imagination, the troupe of actors who play all the DC roles in all my dreams. But when I want, I interact with them as if they were actors rather than as the DCs they portray. It is sort of like a backstage pass to the theater of my dreams. Even as The Players, they still look different every time, but more consistently as actor stereotypes.

The troupe falls in line like a company of soldiers in front of me and stand at attention, but easy, smiling, eager. There are about 20 of them.

I address them: "We are going to do something different. We are going to stage a play."

This is received with a cheer and big smiles. One of them speaks up, a handsome young man with dark brown hair and oh-so-perfect stubble for a beard. He is Arlecchino. The anglophone audience would know him as Harlequin. I call him Arlo. He is more often than not in Harlequin costume and speaks with an Italian accent, but not today. Actually, when they aren't in costume I never really know which is which, but Arlo is the leader so he is always whoever speaks first.

He asks: "What play will we do?"

"Arlo, I leave that up to you. I might give you some more direction later." They all seem to understand. My hope is that we will continue in another dream. They break formation and huddle into small groups, I suppose to brainstorm ideas for the play, or maybe they are just chit chatting.

One young lady approaches me. She is no doubt the Player who I sometimes call The Goddess, but she is playing it rather cool today. She is dressed down in a t-shirt and jeans. She has long dark brown hair, simply styled. She has a youthful face with a beauty mark on her chin. She sidles up to me, casually but flirtatious enough that I know where this is going. She leans her weight into me, hip first, and I am struck with her pure feminine-ness. No doubt, The Goddess.

Today she speaks with a thick French accent with an affectation of imperfect English. « You know, I think, maybe, zees play does not need clothing. »

"Uh huh..." I play along, flirtatiously.

« You know, maybe, it could be just you and me, in zee nude, in a room. You, with a camera. You are good with zee camera, no? » She teases me, pretending to hold a camera and point it a me.

"Always a good idea. We will have to continue this later, my dear." I don't want to linger too long with The Players. I want them to do their own thing. She pouts adorably, but knowingly lets me go.

I leave them. I'm just going to explore now. I set off East and a bit South flying toward a building.

An office building

How to describe it. It is a modern, open building plan. There is a long narrow patio in the center, and on either side are open-air walkways that connect further into the building. I fly through the central patio, wondering what this building might be. There are no people to be found. The patio eventually dead-ends so I land on a walkway about 3 stories up. Going deeper into the building, it now seems high security. Every door has a complicated-looking electronic lock and entry system and all the lights are blinking red, which I guess means they are locked. I arrive at a stairway guarded by a laser field. Hmm. I turn to the nearest door. I've never seen these locks before but I just start pressing buttons. It always works if you hold one button until the light changes, and then you press another button. The light turns green and buzzes. Easy peasy.

I enter the room and, either to my disappointment or amusement, it is a bathroom. There are a few stalls, each with a heavy metal door that looks like it could resist a tank shell. Ha! I think. What a well secured toilet. Well, I'm not sure what to do next, but I do still have The Goddess on my mind. I suppose I'll take her up on her offer right here.

With the intent to summon, I start to open one of the stall doors and command: "Where's my pus--?" And in the stall, a cat appears. I laugh. I totally deserved that. Amused as always, I pick up the cat, but she kicks away and runs off out of the room. I follow into the hallway but this dream is coming to an end and starts to fade. Good times.

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In retrospect, while I only considered sex at the very end, I think a Freudian view would be that the office building was entirely sexual. Navigating the long patio between two buildings was like traveling the space between two legs. I arrive at where they meet and find the highest security and finally a forbidden place, but I am able to unlock it. Then a bathroom and more protection. And then the cat. It's almost cliché, now that I think of it.

My house have turned into a huge castle. I was inside it with my siblings. The living room has changed into throne room, and my brother was a king. He told me that I must leave, being banned by him from his kingdom. When going out of the house, the trapdoor to the attic opened, and someone jumped down, landing in front of me. It was a young female. She had red hair and she was wearing a blue dress. Looking at her face I saw that she is a vampire. I immediately ran back into throne room, and told everyone about the vampire. The king immediately ran after the vampire. I followed him outside. Everything got a film grain and browny shades. I saw my brother running after sister, and thought "Back in time?". I opened the doors to castle and went inside.

Suddenly I found myself in a city. It was a warm summer noon. I was in an alley surrounded by tall buildings. It was leading to train station. I recalled that I was in that city before. It was a city from dream "Siege", which I have visited at the date 2015-08-23. I have attained lucidity. I made a successful nose plug RC, and ran towards the train station. It was place near the sea. Having no idea what should I do, I decided to finally learn flying. As I started to fly, I had a weird feeling. It was like I felt gravity working upon my body. I thought about a good way to fly, and I've got an idea. Position of my legs was controlling the height of my fly. When I had the legs straight, I was flying forward, slowly loosing height. When I lowered my legs, I was flying up, and when I bended my knees I was flying down. I was also flopping my hands like a brid does with it's wings. I made a few barrel rolls, flips and other evolutions. The dream slowly started to fade away, and I have waked up.

2015-09-04 23:06 bedtime (yay on time!)

2015-09-05 07:00 final wake for the day

1. crazy baseball
I'm standing behind home plate and am watching a play in progress. The whole field is in chaos, the players are running around like mad to and a fro. This chaos leaves home plate undefended. My runner who was on 3rd is now way out past center field. I want to send him an SMS on my phone to tell him to run quickly home to score, but I don't have time. He eventually does run home and score?

2. fighting in trees, awesome maneuver; projector & hard drive
I'm climbing a tree with a partner/teammate in a combat situation. He/we make an awesome jump to a nearby tree where we simultaneously hammer in several very long nails, creating a crude ladder that we use to position ourselves perfectly. My teammate has a bow and shoots 4 shots at our opponent in another tree. One shot to the left, one to the right, and two in the middle that "chip away" some material. These are great shots. I'm hanging precariously from a branch by my arms and I ask if I can get down now.

In a small room, sort of cavelike, two guys are there. One guy is projecting a video on to a wall in the middle of the room. I try to find the projector, it is a small device attached to the wall (which is uneven and has a small cubby there), aimed at a small mirrors, which then projects on to the wall as I see.

I'm concerned about the hard drive containing the video footage of the awesome tree maneuver, the projector guy says something about it.

3. girl pictures
I'm in an indoor (office?) place, lying on the ground on my back with my head arched looking behind me and I have a camera. There are a series of (3?) hot girls who come into the room and I take a picture of each of them. I think I want upside down pictures so this is why I'm lying like this on the ground. I think for a moment that I could just hold my camera upside down. I see each girl through the viewfinder/screen and take a picture of them, with the camera making a shutter-sound each time. The girls look at me after I take each picture and indicate their disapproval.

4. window screen -- burglary?
I return to my room and see I left my sliding window open. I'm concerned if any burglars came in. I come up closely to the window and inspect the window screen. I see that it appears to have been pulled away from the window frame in the upper and lower right hand corners. I keep looking at it to try to see for sure if it was opened from outside. I get the idea to check my things. I turn into the room and see one laptop across the room partially hidden under a pile of clothes, and a second laptop on/near the bed, apparently undisturbed/not stolen. Again I turn to the screen. I'm trying to adjust it so that it fits snugly against the window frame. There are some strips of cloth on pulleys that you can pull to tighten the screen, and I pull these and the screen seems to even out again. My wife says "<something> the prayers of the <someone>".

5. movie filming, guy in suit; guy with white wafer cookies
A scene from a movie where a man was putting on his suit in front of a mirror. The camera man was standing directly behind him in a doorway, the scene was successfully filmed in a single take.

I'm standing over a sitting man in some room, I see he has a large pocket filled with waffle/wafer cookies. I know these are bad for him. I pick up one and take a bite. I tell him not to eat these things with processed ingredients, & they're loaded with sugar. He's not interested in my advice.

6. (f) return to awesome tree maneuvers, climbing stick ladder
I'm back around the tree maneuver place, there are lots of kids trying to climb up a very rickety crude ladder made from thin sticks.

7. (f) girl hanging off of driver door while car moving
I'm in the passenger front seat of a moving car, I'm looking out the driver's window, there's a girl standing there, holding on the window. I think she may fall off or get hit by something outside and get knocked off.

8. (f) new (card game? comic?) character, very powerful: Malfoy's Dad
(My kids?) tell me that there's this new powerful character with lots of abilities. It's like I'm looking at a trading card or a card game card, there is a (rotating?) list of his abilities. I see the card and the character looks like the actor who plays Malfoy's dad in Harry Potter.

9. outdoor jazz piece, bass solo
Outdoors, busy urban location like a downtown store area with lots of people walking around. There is a band setting up to play a piece. I stop and stand nearby to watch. I know that the piece they're playing is a (electric) bass solo piece. The bass player is in front of me across a small space, and the keyboard player is to his left. I can see and read the bass player's sheet music. There is an intro line where he only has one note (quarter note on the first beat?) per measure. Then the solo begins on the second line, lots of triplets of fairly high notes. I see the clef marking is a bass clef symbol and I think this is appropriate because he's the base player.

The piece begins. I also see his first note is a middle "G" and I hear this note in my head clearly. The note he plays matches this tone. I'm nodding my head to the beat as the musicians play. The bass player glances my way and sees me reading along his music. The keyboard player also glances my way and sees me really into the piece. I think they acknowledge me as a musician, and they may even ask me to come play in their band.

The bass player is actually playing his notes on a keyboard and I think this is a bit odd.

So I had a few lucid dreams off WILDs early this morning. One of them I was not expecting at all.

I arrived into a gun battle with no clothes on. I think it was like Terminator style cause I was talking to Opheliablue about this the other day on chat. I got a fright because I was already in the middle of a gun fight and I was seriously vulnerable!

Gab was shooting with a serious looking photon pistol. She had jet black hair and was wearing black body armour. I got the feeling she actually likes these battles and is well use to them but that this one was no "walk in the park". She looked at me wondering what in the hell I was doing there with no clothes on and she took a moment as some bullets flew by and then decided to throw me a metal box. I felt confident she knew what she was doing. I opened the box and inside was full Robo Cop armour which just automatically fit to my size. This was going to be a serious shoot out and I knew there was going to be a lot of blood etc. Even though I could have caused some serious damage with this suit I decided better to wake up as I did not want to do or experience that. This women is serious!

Sleeping: August 29th 2015, 10 PM (UTC +7)
Awake: August 30th 2015, 7 AM (UTC +7)

Non-Dream, Non-Lucid, Lucid, False Awakening

What could be worst? Illogical dream that isn't last one before I wake up. (Thanks, Aqua's dreams are quite logical.) My recall is like... "lol, nope.", and I can be frustrated enough if I can't recall this great dream. I haven't had something random like this in a while. This one's completely made from imagination. I can't remember chronological sorting well.

After long hours of working with my friends in school in the evening, we left to our place. I didn't know where they were going, but I had to find a place to sit on. My closest friend decided to follow me. We went to a pavilion on the corner of road intersection, inside school, waiting for our parents. (We're supposed to wait outside, but oh well.) I picked up my phone, checked the time and it said 17:11. (5:11 PM) Soon, my friend left, walked out of school.

I continued sitting there, wondering why I was even doing this. An old car came in front. Someone went out, placed a bag nearby and told me to take care of it. I was confused, but nodded. He got in his car. Nothing happened afterwards, he disappeared completely. It was already night, felt like midnight to be exact. I didn't understand why my dad wasn't here yet, but I still did nothing. Soon, I walked off to a restroom. Things were dark and scary. Nevertheless, I felt brave enough for it.

After I came out, I walked out of the school through front doors. Time flew fast while I was walking, it turned into noon. Now, the whole city looked much better than before. Things looked lively. Crowded. I crossed the road to another side. Standing in front of a building having no idea what to do. I picked up my phone and checked the time. It showed somewhere around 10 PM (22:xx). I realized I was dreaming, so I'd rather explore the dream. I turned behind me, saw the building's door lifted up. There was a basement staircase inside, so I just walked in. I was then in the food court of a shopping mall. Wandering around as I noticed I dreamt about this place few months ago.

After few minutes, I ended up sitting down. Things went as usual. A waiter came, I ordered some. There were a group of people running down the stairs to my place. I ignored them and just played a game on my phone. As soon as I picked my phone up, I remembered what I was doing. It was just a few seconds for myself to lose lucidity. Situation went bad. Those people started messing with this dining area. They punched/shot several people. I was still calm. Let out a sigh and walked away.

I woke up as soon as I stood up in my dream. Recalled this dream. Also, I was able to recall some more fragments stuck in my mind. One being myself playing an old game I used to play when I was 8-9. However, I had to use username "AquaBlitz12" as my "AquaBlitz11" was used. This was a real life case though. Someone, assumably from Terraria server I was moderating on, took my name. My real life decision was never to get back on this game again. (I'm serious about my name though. ) Another one being some bomb incidents. No more than these for recalls.

Related dreams

• Pre-Journal Entry - Unknown Date - Death Game

Black: non-dream
Blue: non-lucid
Red: lucid

Dream 1 - Skating on water
I recall skateboarding around (I don't skate at all IRL) a platform of concrete stairs by the coast with a couple of people. The sky's filled with dark rain clouds and I see some viking-like boats by the nearby shore. I forgot most of what happened until eventually me and a friend come back to this area. We're in a hurry to stop one of the viking boats floating away. The sky is pouring down as I bolt down the stairs towards the shore, I spot a skateboard left by one of the people I had been skating with earlier (I believe his name is TK or TJ). I spot TK still skating around, he sees me snatch up one of his boards and follows to see what we're up to. I jump onto the board and bolt towards the shore. I'm still going forward even as I reach the water, which my board just absolutely glides across from the momentum of the speed I had build up reaching there. I see another board in the water and do a trick onto it.. But it failed and I kind of just slip and continue on with the whole waterboarding thing. In my head I think to myself that it's okay because my friend behind me will need a board to keep up with me on. We reach the ship and just start like.. Doing something? I don't know... We did something and everything was okay. I remember saying something like "oh no, I can see the gorilla, he's nearby so we have to hurry". Behind the boat maybe 50m away was a silverback gorilla just casually walking around. But now I noticed the sea level was rising so we head off. I should probably describe the shore a bit better, there are lots of rocky outcrops in the area which poke out of the water, it's a smooth red-brown hard rock too. We head over to some of these rocks following someone who seemed to know the way. What we end up doing is akin to some serious rock-climbing on slippery surfaces. We climb around the rocky area, I distinctly remember how detailed and vivid the place was. It was pretty incredible. I remember the pools of water rippling as the rain hit the surface. But at some point I saw that the gorilla was climbing with us at the back of the group (the guy in the front was some buff dude who reminded me of a martial arts master, then it was me, and behind me was my friend who was a bit slower. At the very back was the gorilla). I felt and saw the hand of the gorilla as I realized it was getting closer, but I ended up waking.

Dream 2 - Lucid in Waiwera
I remember just walking down a wooden walkway, my feeling was that I was in Waiwera. The walkway wasn't long (about 15m in front of me it ended), to the right of which there was a white beach house with a blue roof. To the left were a couple palm trees, beyond which was a mudflat during low tide. Ahead of me I saw my old friend Aaron, I don't know what was going on but in my head I keep thinking that he was on a tricycle but I just can't seem to remember it. Anyways...
As I was walking I just knew that it was a dream. I had the option to continue in the dream state or become aware and take control. I decided to take control and pushed my mind into an aware state, it felt like a struggle but the transition was interesting. I then proceeded to walk around, looked at my hands, clapped to solidify the lucidity and then walked again. I then tripped up and ended up in a crab like stance, trying to hold onto the dream... I then woke up pretty amazed I got lucid (since I haven't been able to recall any dreams over the past few days).

I was a boy and I had a brother. His name was Wes. Somehow we had joined a cult like group. It was evil. The pentagram was everywhere, being carved into people’s skin. It was dark and there were evil ogres everywhere. There were some male humans, they looked depressed and malnourished. There were rows of human heads, there was a hand with the fingers cut off nailed to the wall. Wes and I sat down trying to go unnoticed. We wanted out. I knew our father wouldn’t want us there. All this was Wes’s idea and he was realizing just how bad it was. I somehow got us out. Our father was an ogre, but of a nicer kind. At this point I was just an observer. The father was driving a van and Wes was sitting in the back. The other brother was out chopping weeds. He called for Wes but Wes didn’t want to go. The father said, “Maybe you’re more like me than you realize.” The father realized that he did belong in the cult, just not with his other brother. The father is a diplomat for the cult. He goes there and talks in front of the others on a podium in the day time. He’s trying to advocate for the women’s rights. They have an equal right to kill and torture. Some of them start complaining that his sons haven’t been contributing.

I’m on a boat in the day time. I’m going out with a group and several other boats for commercial fishing. The water is clear and a captain is explaining stuff to us. He explains that when the rudders break he has to call an expert who knows what he’s talking about. The boats start going and one almost collides with a couple of people on a raft, which the captain is annoyed about. On our boat the captain sees a note from one of the crew members that they had an appointment and won’t be on the boat until later in the day. That simply means they got left behind for good. We go to clean out their room and there are a lot of protein shakes of a specific brand. It’s chocolate milk flavored. It’s supposed to last for 15 years and we all discuss how gross that is. There’s a room filled with animals. There’s a little poodle and several cats and kittens. We have fun playing with the animals and petting them. We set up a little area for the cats to keep them from escaping and give them access to food and water. At some point I jump off the boat and I keep going down, down, down. I never stop going down until I start forcing myself up. I’m worried about my ears. My ear drum is perforated in real life and I’m not supposed to get water in my ears. I realize I can breathe, albeit I still feel oxygen depleted and I realize that I’m sleeping so it doesn’t matter. But I start to worry that I can still get water in them while I sleep.

D driving me somewhere and my mom posting Instagram pictures of her 3 yorkies lined up.

Sarah’s son plays games like chitty chitty bang bang and has a british accent. Hailey occupies my old room at my mom’s house and I tell her to get dressed by throwing two shirts at her. “Oops, that one was supposed to be underwear.” She’s laying in the bed and I need her for something. I’m shopping for astrological books online and they’re all hundreds of dollars. I decide to go with the cheapest version, which is paperback. The amazon fire version was cheapest at $70 but I don’t have a fire. Then I realize the “cheap” paperback is way overpriced anyways so I don’t buy any at all. I want to see a show about a certain historical site turned into a museum but that’s also expensive. I go for the cheapest show which is in a small, curtained dressing room. The guy is doing some illusory tricks but he’s not very good at them. I steal his wallet, tip him $5 from it, and leave. I start feeling bad and turn around to return it. I feel like Nicki Minaj or something. I realize that D and I have more money than him anyway so there’s no point in stealing. I’m very resistant to returning it, though.

Continuing catching up using pictures, primarily for my own enjoyment/recall/reliving my adventures. I will come back to edit and add text descriptions next, since the pictures convey the jest of the dream only to me and won't tell anyone else reading enough about the dreams.


9/3/15 I see two co-workers (J and K) in the office wearing bikinis

I realize that this makes no sense, that I am dreaming and have a little sexual fun with J. She was not sitting like this and she had a floral print bikini on instead, but it was hard to find a picture so this will have to do. #373

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9/1/15 - non-lucid but vivid, up in a beautiful mountain pass



Another beautifully vivid non-lucid riding an ATV down a long stretch of beach with little streams rolling in from the land to my right. I am fording the streams as I ride down the beach. Awesome!



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8/31/15 semi-lucid sex with younger female politician in her chauffeured car.

8/30/15 -

Spoiler for sexual content:

G+C night. Lucid sex with wife and later with C from around the corner who wanted to have a threesome or foursome, bringing in J - the nurse and wife of N - she had a very firm butt. Later sex with Girl Friday who had her legs spread and her "ahem" looked odd but with some mental will I got it to look more realistic.

Counting 2 LD's in this series of lucidity. The only pictures I would use here would be disallowed. #371&372

8/22/15 - I am looking at a model of an old mining area

somewhere like Colorado and I think it must be beautiful view from up there at the top where the old silver mine was and especially from this tower like hill at the top of the mountains

when I get the inspiration to fly up there and when I start floating I fully realize that I am dreaming! I have such a joyful flight! I fly slower, then medium speed, then fast and faster using arm pointing much like Superman. I see forest areas below

then as I approach the top of the mountain a cool fog is rolling in over parts of the mountains.

I look for clearings and go to the highest clear sections and turn around for the view back down I was imagining earlier when looking at the model. Instead of a city down below I see long stretches of glowing mountains

and old lava flows...but there is warmth rising from them

as if there was a recent lava flow and also the glowing! What the mind comes up with is so beautiful!!! I am immensely enjoying this experienceand at some point get lost in it, turning toward the left and seeing some old town and becoming semi-lucid and eventually non-lucid as I make my way to a city and cars driving and a car having trouble with a parking garage gate hitting it...a taxi and then a convertible and then guys head. I make my way into a huge movie theater megaplex. One movie "4L" I had been wanting to see but was it any good? They had names for each theater and some were "Nationwide" as in the same theater was named the same name and had the same movie nationwide. Wake thinking about the theater and then feeling the elation still in my heart, I quickly recall my lucid adventure just before it!

*I am in a busy restaurant setting and I'm surprised to see L from Texas - E's sister and suspicious I'm dreaming. I look at my hand unclear...want to make sure in front of family before doing anything crazy. At some point I convince myself sufficiently and let her

Spoiler for sexual content:

give me a blow job but it is almost out of view under table so later I decide to lay on the table and continue getting the blow job in full view as a challenge/proof to self. At some point becomes a different person giving a decent blow job.

Spoiler for sexual content:

*BTS w/same intention but toyed with "As soon as I start dreaming"
I got lucid in a restaurant again and I see a young female sitting by herself and I float up to her and I offer

Spoiler for sexual content:

up my "ahem" and she gives me a nice blow job

and when she looks up I notice how gorgeous she is and very innocent looking

and I just want to kiss her. I give her a nice big kiss open mouth kiss and then move towards

Spoiler for sexual content:

intercourse taking off her clothes. we have intercourse for a while and I am making noises while I enjoy it

and she giggles a little bit so I give her a little playful slap on the cheek and she bites my hand. Not wanting it to turn bad I ignore the bite and tell myself that she's biting very softly , just a little nibble. I then work my hand out of her mouth and move on and either wake up or move into another lucid dream.
*Later we are at some house needing to take off before these bad guys come and me and my son get out of the truck and get it started but my wife is taking her time but the bad guy hasn't noticed her yet. She's taking her time jumping in the truck and the guy catches up my first thought was to back up over him but then I might hit my wife so I stay patient and eventually she hops in and we peel out and get away just in time. As I'm going up this one street it looks like it's dead ending but I figure I'll just bust through the gate and keep going in case they're following us in a car. but as I head up toward that dead in the car jumps a small hill we go unrealistically airborne and I realize I'm dreaming again! I take the truck and fly through the air for a little while before waking up. #367-370
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8/21/15 - Strange image flashes on computer screen and think this must be a dream and look at my hand - 6 fingers. Float around throughout house then outside and get frisky with a cute female. Later get lucid again and thinking wow, this is my 3rd LD but I can only remember 2 so just counting 2. #365&366

8/20/15 - Became lucid twice from unrealistic sensations of being out of control. One was out of control on a bike and the other a backwards free fall. Also semi-lucid racing down three huge ramps at mall. #363&364

8/15/15 - Mantra "As soon as I enter a dream, I realize I am dreaming" + visualization of realizing using previous non-lucid dreams front the night. I find a gorgeous brunette

in this big indoor oblong arena.

Spoiler for sexual content:

We have intercourse

and after a while I see a pretty, unassuming blonde

and motion to her.

Spoiler for sexual content:

I put my "ahem" in her mouth. It feels good but she doesn't seem very experienced.

Later LD, the shorts I still can't forget

The shorts were slightly looser than this but just as short AND she pulled them up to highlight her gorgeous shape as we

Spoiler for sexual content:

have foreplay on the bed. Then oral.

It may be hard to convey, but this dream was super-hot and is sticking with me weeks later as of the time of creating this online entry. #361&362
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8/9/15 - Become lucid exploring an abandoned house looking for a cute female to fool around with. None found. #360

Using the "If I were dreaming (I would)" mantra or mindset a lot during this period IWL.

Spoiler for tags:

Satellite, jumping on it, disable

OK I forgot to tag the other dreams I had, but here we go.

I'm the Satellite, and You're the Sky.
I am part of a group invading a mountain in order to knock down a satellite. I don't remember much until I jumped off of the mountain and onto the satellite. I held onto it and climbed around it while disabling it in a way that it won't fall out of the sky. It seemed like it was going around the mountain rather than the earth. I remember a kinda rude guy and a kinda rude girl being in the group with me.



I totally had a second dream right here. :/

Sitting Here Waiting on Two Pink Lines
I found out that I was having a third child. I remember finding the "stick" in a trash can before my wife told me. She was afraid I would be mad for some reason since we weren't trying to have a kid like we have in the past. I don't remember a lot of the dream, but I remember a lot of the things I thought about, like "what is it going to be like with 3 kids?", "I wonder what it is going to be", and "How is this gonna effect Japan? Will we put it on hold for a year or two for the kid's birth and shots?" lol. There were even a couple wakings this morning that I remember trying to figure out if it was true or not. I was pretty sad when I finally woke up and found out that I didn't have a third kid coming.

I'm looking for a place to stay for the next few weeks while I take a course in a new city. I know that a certain motel/hostel/dorm has spots available for students, but they also fill up fast. So I head over there as soon as I'm in town.

Luckily, there is a place available. Unluckily, it's haunted by the victim of a mean-spirited (and presumably lethal) prank by members of a fraternity or something. We don't actually have those here, but it was a group of guys and they were terrible people.

So now the ghost violently murders people who stay in the dorms.

There's a woman screaming.

I'm running towards her as she's being dragged into a fluffy duvet or pile of pillows. I really should emphasize that they were unabashedly evil pillows, with the electrifying reek of corrupted darkness emanating from them. I grab the woman by the elbows, and she tells me No, it will get you, too!

I can't hold her, and my arm ends up dragged into the rift. Excruciating, electric pain arcs up my right arm (the kind of pain that you only feel in dreaming, where it overwhelms everything and it hurts but doesn't feel like pain in waking life). I try to pull my arm away, but there's resistance, sucking me into the rift.

I rip my arm away—

But the bleeding, rotten darkness is still everywhere and there's nowhere to go—

I wake up. I reality check, tapping my fingers against the sheets. One-two-three-four-five. Genuinely awake. Damn ghost thinks it's gonna get the better of me, huh?

I slip back into dreaming. I'm back in the dorm room, and it's quiet. Shadows whisper along the ceiling and in the dark corners of the room. I hold out a hand, and the shadows still.

The ripping, tearing thing leaps into me, but I'm ready this time. I channel the pain, force the thing out of my body until it faces me, forced to its knees on the floor.

Let's solve your problem. My terms.

FUCKKK. JUST HAD 4 INTENSE ASS TERRIBLE FUCKING NIGHTMARES... LITERALLY GOT BRUTALLY TORTURED, AND THEN MURDERED WTF DOES THIS MEAN... I JUST WOKE UP SHAKING WITH SO MUCH ANXIETY...
2 OF THEM WERE CONNECTED TOO.
1 OF THE WORST WAS IN THE MALL, AND IT WAS TOTALLY FINE AT FIRST BUT THE LIGHTS ALL SHUT OFF 1 BY 1, AND IT GOT PITCH BLACK AND THERE WERE MULTIPLE SERIAL KILLERS JOINING TOGETHER KILLING PEOPLE BRUTALLY IN THE DARK BY LIKE THROWING GIANT NINJA STAR LIKE KNIVES AT PEOPLES HEADS, AND TORTURING THEM. THEN I WOKE UP FREAKING OUT, AND CRYING, AND SHAKING, AND THEN 20 MIN LATER I FELL BACK ASLEEP, THINKING IT WOULD BE OK. THEN I WENT BACK TO THE SAME MALL. THIS TIME, I WAS GETTING BRUTALLY TORTURED. AS SOON AS THE LIGHTS TURNED OFF, I LAID ON THE FLOOR BY A COUCH TRYING TO HIDE, BUT THIS SLIM GUY WITH LONG HAIR IN A BLACK TACTICAL OUTFIT GRABBED ME BY MY HAIR, PULLED ME INTO A STORE, TIED ME AGAINST A POLE AND STARTED THROWING NINJA STARS AT ME TO SCARE ME, PURPOSELY MISSING EACH TIME, AND HE KNEW MY NAME, AND I SCREAMED AT HIM ASKING HOW HE KNEW MY NAME. HE TOLD ME HE KNEW ALOT ABOUT ME, AND MY FRIENDS, AND WHAT WE DO ON OUR FREE TIME. AND THEN HE TOOK A BLOW TORCH OUT HEATED UP METAL CLAMPS GRABBED PARTS OF ME AND STARTED CUTTING THEM OFF, WHILE I SCREAMED. I WOKE UP SWEATING AND FREAKING OUT CRYING AND SHAKING LIKE CRAZY.
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY THE FUCK I'M GETTING THESE TERRIBLE DREAMS. I'M TERRIFIED OF FALLING BACK ASLEEP NOW.

A bedroom

It's, I don't know, 5am? I've got that wild feeling, so I assume the usual posture in bed. I wait. It's sort of like the feeling when you pick up a phone, but for whatever reason, it takes a moment for the dial tone to start. And then you dial and again, randomly, there's an unusual pause before you start to hear the ringback. Like you're waiting to connect, and you're confident it will happen, but there's just an extra beat that makes me think, Hmm, did I make a mistake? But then it starts and all is well. My body buzzes and The Dreaming picks up the other line.

Gingerly at first, I peel my dream body away from the sleeper. I take a deep breath to stabilize. The window is to my left but the window behind me is missing. So it's no longer my bedroom. Let's get outta here. I phase through the window and hover out in the night sky. It is either a blank canvas or a bleak landscape, depending on my mood. An all black sky with just the faintest hint of light. The ground below, a featureless expanse of dirt or maybe concrete. I look back at the house I exited. It is an uninspired starter home, dotted by a few trees, but that's it. Unimpressed, I contemplate my options. Now what? I double check the sky. Nope, not even the moon is out. I scan the horizon. Maybe in the distance there is a low range of mountains. Yawn.

Another deep breath. Maybe this one is more of a heavy sigh. Bored, I become aware of my hovering. Do I bob slightly as I hover or do I remain still? It's entirely a matter of affectation. I try holding still. That's fine. I try a gentle bob. That's kinda cool. I try a different affect, as if I am stabilized by jet thrusters. Eh, kinda cool but too much work. One of the jets slips and I lose my balance. I feel The Dreaming shudder as it starts to destabilize.

I'm back in bed. Serves me right for vain tinkering, I scold myself. Let's go back. This time, I mean to sink through the bed but instead I slurp off the bed like a puddle of water. I think of the "genie" transition effect in Mac OSX. I rematerialize off the floor. If you're going to be difficult -- ! I chide to no one in particular.

I see the same window but stop to contemplate the room. It's rather plain. The layout bares some resemblance to my room, but the bed is different and there's no furniture besides the bed. Who's room is this? I amuse myself with the thought that this is some kind of walk of shame. I've found myself in someone else's bed and now I must discretely slip out and return home. Again bored, I wait a beat. Let's do this properly. I command The Dreaming to restart.

I'm back in bed yet again. This time I sink smoothly through the bed and into a familiar place I call The Field.

The Field

It's an open field of long but evenly manicured damp grass. Above is a slightly starry night sky with the moon looming prominently, large and full. So, the sky is mostly dark but the grass and atmosphere near the ground is rather brightly lit, like the field of a sports stadium for an evening game. But there are no light stands, buildings, or human development at all, at least not for miles around. The quality of the light is interesting. While it is like that stadium analogy, it's not that washed out white light, nor is it moonlight. It's a warm reddish orange like an early dawn. The light contrasts so perfectly with the greenness of the grass as it sparkles off the damp dew.

When I have nothing else planned, I come here to The Field. Sometimes it's a jumping off point to elsewhere, but most often, and for this night, I just linger here and wait for the sun to rise. As it rises, light starts to fill the sky while the lighting of the grass remains unchanged. Gradually, the ambient light of dawn matches the lighting of the grass and it no longer seems surreal. And then I wake with the real sun filtering through the blinds of my window. Ahh.

The apocalypse has come. I was one of survivors, armed with AK47 I was tracking after a survivor group that could help me. I entered a police station. It was dark, with only a few red spotlights. The building was in fatal state, and there was huge mess inside of it. I readied my weapon and went inside. Suddenly I heard a high pitched shriek. Furniture was thrown by unknown forces, and then I was surrounded by demons. I shot at one taking cover behind a desk in front of me, while a group of demons were flanking on me from the left, and another demon was just behind me. I shot them all and escaped to some village. I used radio to contact with survivor group, and they told me that they were inside a shack in a bog. I ran there, reaching underpass and then mines that ked to another side of mountain. The only way to reach them was through those mines, but they were swarming with zombies. I entered the mines, but I had to run away as soon as I did it. Escaping I killed huge swarm of zombies, only to get a "Sucker!" message on my radio. I received it from the survivors.

Not too much detail for this, but this one involved being in either a dark room or an alleyway, and I remember it could be an alley because there was a police car circling the area. Maybe police being in my dreams is a representation of guilt? But I don't feel guilty about anything super important, so that's strange.

Another fragment of a dream from last night is where I seemed to be in a dark building's entrance, passing by my parents, and going out into a big bright room with other people I know. ...This one ended up getting a little sexual, but that's not the point. It appears that the sexual portion was a result of mild lucidity, so that's a good sign I suppose.

Both dreams from last night weren't very memorable and were small, but I need to write them down here regardless.~