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Sunday 7/21/13

Last night bed 12:30 - 6:44am

DR - I got a job at Sea World type of an amuzement park. It's at the shore, which looks like northern California. My female boss is showing me around and what my responsibilities will be. I'm taking notes. I'm suppose to start at 7am next morning. There is also a school or day care. So it's good, that my last job was a teacher.

We are wearing matching uniforms, which is a polo shirt top, with a logo. I'm cleaning some area, then I hop on my laptop to research other employees, so when I see them, I know who they are. I realize I'm proly not suppose to be on the internet during work, so I ask about it.

EDIT:
I got only 4 hrs of sleep from Friday to Saturday, and 6hrs today. I really wanted to do WBTB this morning at 6:44 when i woke up, but I never went back to sleep to WILD. So at 10:30, I thught I do the Yoga Nidra, at least first 1 or 2 parts - the survey of the body and breathing. When I layed down for this, cat's were both fine and asleep. Of course, as soon as my head hits the pillow, one of them decides to settle an old score and goes after the other one. I put an end to that, go back to meditation, when I notice someone went potty and that's the end of my meditation.

But, I started to fall asleep again, very fast, and had some starting sensations of floating, just as twice before, only way to weaker. Will try again later.

Dream 1

I was playing with my brother and a friend on the ps3 and I lost and got kicked off. So my brother and friend were playing and I was very angry with my loss. They were sitting on like a bunk bed thing and the ps3 was on the floor. I went over to the ps3 and turned it off angrily. However, with the force I used to turn it off the button smashed into 4 pieces, my brother was angry with me for turning it off but I was more worried about smashing it. It still worked but I got some sellotape and taped it together with toilet roll.

The next thing I'm at a football stadium and I'm walking out of it but instead of the ps3 smashed into 4 pieces it was my tooth. One of my wisdom teeth. I could feel it, I was holding them together with my hand and someone had ran to the toilet to get some tape to tape it together. 4 girls were standing by me telling me to hold on, but it was too late, 3 pieces fell out and I swallowed the last one. They told me not to worry about the 4th piece because if I'm sick and it comes up and lands on Santiago Bay I will never lose it, luckily I was by this 'bay' and tried being sick onto it but woke up.

I saw a dream of exam days. I should study my neglected lesson but I have given my books to my close friend. I called her but she didn't answer. I decided to loan the notes of one of my friends. but my mobile didn't work It was terrible...
After that I saw me and one of my friends were going to take taxi.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was walking around my room and suddenly gravity ceased to exists.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was in bed and i was looking at jewel case of some CD or DVD, then i started watching some story involving some scientist having a possible choice of exchanging lives with some villain lady. Then there was some action on rooftops.
Then i wake up and see jewel box again i am sure that it already happened and i am dreaming, i stand on all four and start transformation but dream fades out, i keep feeling it for a few seconds but then i wake up.

Morning of July 31, 2013. Wednesday.



Another very recent (this morning) vivid dream which really should have been more lucid (although there is a solid clear awareness of something being “different”) was related to going into another dimension of a fairly small overall size. Even though this other “world” - about the size of a large business building or perhaps movie theater - has its own rulers, I seem to have ultimate power everywhere within it, at least eventually.

The main idea is that these other “people” are not quite people but some sort of powerful interdimensional being (carrying weapons as well as having some sort of mental power to control others) that are only taking human form for a time. Real human beings had found their way into this other dimension by accident or based on a deliberate portal set up somewhere in the real (or indigenous) world in a public location, mostly relating to halls or doors in halls. Oddly, a few of these people (interdimensionally kidnapped victims) seem to have been actors on old television shows such as “Daktari” and “Swiss Family Robinson”. This was likely vaguely related to an old “Swiss Family Robinson” episode we had just seen and my wife and I laughing ourselves nearly unconscious while watching it. The episode was “Curse of the Idol” - and the unintentional gag was that these people had been on the island for awhile and were working in their garden, when one of them then suddenly just noticed a rather large open cave they had somehow not noticed at any time prior to that point though it had been right next to them all that time. There is something about older television shows and movies and the completely different style of acting and writing that throws me into fits of laughter even with more serious shows.

Anyhow, in this other dimension in my dream, I notice that the portal into it is a short distance to the east within the hall I am in and is otherwise like an ordinary doorway in appearance. I am able to get some people out and back into the “real world” (although I always remain in this other dimension to continue to help all the others still “trapped” by the malevolent beings), sometimes after them having been gone for seemingly a very long time. The other beings do not notice right away and I sometimes “play dumb” when approached.

Eventually, though, I am found out, and it will probably be their intent to destroy me or at least put me in a cage or something. However, I am not powerless. I am easily able to destroy them simply by pointing my finger at their forehead - some sort of energy blast eliminates them completely. I am also not harmed at all by the firing from their weapons.

When there are still only a few of these threatening beings left, I continue to help as many people escape that I can, but it eventually seems to be not as feasible with all the different hallways and such, almost like a maze. These clever beings that have captured so many humans may still end up with several victims here and there in this other world.

I walk through the various maze-like hallways and manage to direct a few people here and there who had been standing in a longer line - usually to a small rectangular table near a wall to be “processed” or identified by the beings - instructing them on how to return to Earth. However, I am still annoyed and somewhat lost for a time - but finally, I get an unusual idea. As I am “all-powerful” in this other dimension of otherwise threatening beings, I eventually find myself with the potential to just lift up the entire maze-like dimensional construct itself somewhat like someone lifting up a camping tent over their head by the framework. After I do this, every other person in this dimension is now free of all the walls (that are now all up in the air above us all) and can just walk out through the portal to the east.

Later on, as in another (prior) recent dream, I am again transformed into mostly a very large sheet or cloth that moves about quickly in the sky above all the other people that had been freed (but not really as a “ghost” as the other people still seem to see me as a living, flying person). One person seems concerned about a potentially dangerous creature that is first thought to be a lion but turns out to be a koala in a smaller wooden cage that is joined to many other old wooden cages. This was part of an abandoned zoo on some sort of complex and narrow wooden walkway between dimensions (some sort of sub-portal just before we finally get to our real world - somewhat like the middle space within a doorway, I suppose). I also read several billboards, but can no longer remember all the phrases even though it was partially my intent to do so, mostly relating to tourist information regarding the abandoned zoo - and there is a picture of the koala (possibly the play on “Koalafornia”). I feel fantastic flying around for quite some time prior to finally waking.

#202 - 4:42AM - DEILD

Something about joking with a cop. I am wearing basketball shorts and dress shoes. My wife laughs at me.

I wake up realizing I missed my WILD and DEILD

I feel light and floaty with no vibrations. After a second of waiting I try to move and am a little surprised that I am actually dreaming already. Again I am blind but this time I focus on seeing my hands close to my face as I walk around. My hands appear as dark shadows at first then its like someone turned the light on and I can see. I wonder around my house looking for Obama. I call out for him noting how my voice sounds a little afraid that I will call out in waking life and wake my wife up. My voice is loud, clear and echoing. I go to the other bedroom and look in the closet. Its all the wrong color and there is a lot of space behind the clothes. I call out hoping hes just hiding. I notice how different my voice sounds in here just like it would in walking life — a closed-in amplified sound. I appreciate that little detail for a moment then move on. At some point I remember looking down at my feel and see that I am still wearing my black basketball shorts and dress shoes. Seeing that I also have dress socks up to my mid calf was too much; I have to laugh but I continue on, hoping that if I ignore what I am wearing it won't be there.

I wonder to the back rooms and start calling out for Bush instead. I say, "Well maybe George Bush is around here then.... Bush! Where you at?" I look in the back bathroom but its void-dark in there so I past it up. I begin to feel tired of looking for a president to punch so I say, "Fuck it. I 'll just go outside and play." I walk to the living room and see the front door is open and the glass storm door is closed. Smiling, I run and dive head first through the glass. The door knob catches me mid phase and I get hung up for a moment. I have to push the door way to finish flying through the glass.

When I reach the porch, I stand up. I can smell rain and the air feels chilly. It's midday but there is a thick fog hanging at the tree top level. I jump off the porch and hover for a moment then land hard. I am a little shocked how solid that felt. I jump a few more times hovering and noting the birds-eye perspective of the front yard. I decide to focus-fly to a tree branch but can't get it to work. I shrug it off and see something like a red Dodge Magnum parked on the street. I immediately start punching out the windows for fun. The impact of it hurts a little and I feel like I cut my right hand. I can feel the sting of the cut but I really don't feel like looking. I really don't want to deal with blood right now. After I punch out all the glass on one side I decide to change modes and push my hand through the glass on the other side of the vehicle rather than breaking it. I feel like showing off to myself my control of the environment. I suddenly, wake up at this point.

2:00AM

There was a huge snake on my house and hanging off the tree. It had to be at least 20 foot long and 2 feet thick. I stuck the sharp end off my pickax in it's face. It falls to the ground. I don't want to touch it so I stick the pickax in its head again to drag it around to show my wife but the head pops off. As I examine the head it turns brown and dries up then becomes some kind of blue cloth. It's a ski mask.

The dream changes and we are at the creek. A couple sneaks there camping gear in from the other side. Some dude gets mad they didn't pay and confronts them. I just watch realizing I didn't pay either but we're not camping.

I try to sleep for another 30min until my 2:30 WBTB but I feel too awake. The alarm goes off and when I get up I feel really tired. I lay back down until 2:51AM and the have a mini WBTB take G and think about goals. I forget any induction and just fall back to sleep really fast.

#201 - 3:33AM - DILD

Obama is preaching at some familiar church. He says something about "You can't have a double seater." I say, "Yes you can." He's sitting in a chair behind the pulpit. Someone in the audience complains. He tries to clarify but it's all obvious lies. We all argue with him.

I have a FA and record the dream in my DJ. Then I hear a bunch of noise in the living room. My daughter is still up. I look and see my mom with my son. My dad is watching TV. I lay back down and hear the loud TV. I yell, "Some JACKASS has the TV up too loud. It would be nice is people could sleep!" My wife shushes me but I don't care. I'm too pissed off. The box fan is barely working and I try turning it up for sound. The TV is pissing me off and I storm into the living room and say something rude to my dad. He says, "I know I'm dumb." He had the old cabinet TV real close to the couch and I turn it to a barely audible level. I lay back down feeling so pissed off. I can't believe they are ruining my G night like this. Then I realize this is a common dream sign. (Disturbances when trying to get lucid) I do a nose plug and blow through.

I get out of bed but I am blind. I feel my way out. I bump into the table really hard. I get to the front door and have to unlock it. I step out but I am still blind. I pause, then find myself back in bed with no vibe I try spinning and rolling but it feels real. I am move my arms and I grab the wire frame headboard. A piece of it turns into a cold metal rope and I start pulling myself up. I feel like I am floating and I smile real big. Then I feel gravity shift and I am back in bed. I wait and clear my mind with mantra. I try looking into the void to form a dream but there is nothing. Then I visualize walking and the dream blinks on.

I start pacing around the house rubbing my hands. The dream feels real unsteady but it's brightly lit and full of DC activity. I think to go out the back but the dream starts to blur out. I wonder if my brain just needs time to finish rendering the scene. I try to stay in the living room since this area is the more clear. My mom is doing something in the other room. I try to think of goals but its hard. China comes to mind first but I realize now is not the time to travel. Then I remember fireworks. I see something just out the window. I reach through and blindly grab a bottle rocket. I quickly eat it feeling the wooden stick poke the inside of my cheeks and tongue. The bottle rocket crunches like dry leaves and then quickly dissolves. I turn and see my younger sister coming at me with a match but it blows out. She quickly turns around disappointed and walks away. I say, "Well commeer." I realize I will have no idea how to spell that later. (I still don't) She says, "The match went out." I decide I don't need a match and just blow out of my mouth. The bottle rocket shoots out with a fizzling sound a little smoke trail but sticks into the wall like a dart and does not explode. I feel disappointed with that and follow my sister into the kitchen. I see another bottle rocket on the stove and eat that one too. As I chew this one down I decide to ask my sister for another match thinking that would help but I quickly wake up smacking my mouth.

[COLOR="#008080"] I was somewhere in my school when I suddenly tell myself: Wow,What am

I doing in school? It's summer! Then I proceed to do the nose RC but It doesn't work,I'm like: Come on,Work already! I'm

sure this is a dream! Then I leaped in a guy's hands (A guy from my school apparently) and he just smiled(He is VERY

tall).Then I do the hands RC and my hands just couldn't stay still but they my right hand wanted to go to the left and my

left hand wanted to go to the right(That was totally a sign I was dreaming) . I don't know how I find myself in my house

and I am on the computer,I'm like: Why am I wasting my time on the computer?It's a LD I have here! But I couldn't stop

using it,Then after some minutes I guess , I stand up from the chair and look at the carpet from the ground,Nothing

different except that it was more colorful(With colors like violet,pink,red) then I see my mom staying in the bed.I was going

to the balcony and I tried to push my head through the window's glass but fail miserably,I even got a headache from

that.Then I suddenly notice a mirror on that balcony(A little mirror that looks like a brush) and I look in it,Nothing different

except that my hair was medium and I had some short straight bangs :| . Well then I tried to push my head again but

realize I can't control the dream enough for that so I opened the window and I started to do some parkour things(Jumping and running

around) till I got outside.My dream memory was pretty cool so I made a self-awareness potion appear it was in a red

glass bottle and the cap was in a heart shape,After that I tried another one that was

supposed to make me remember that LD,It was an orange glass bottle with an oval cap. I then drank the self awareness

potion,it had a medication taste,When I drank the dream-recall potion,It had a orange juice taste and It was amazing *.*

,and then I wanted to go in the back of my apartment block when a random DC appears and tell me: Haha! You drank it! It

has a heart medication taste right? I stared at her a bit then I gone in the back of my apartment block.I started to actually

skip to the back of my apartment block and then I closed my eyes for a bit too long and I lose my dream,Somehow I got

back in it exactly where I was. Well,I do the hands RC again and I find my little finger from my right hand chopped(No

blood or shiz around it) I was like: Yeah,Yey! Then I gone in the back of my apartment block and suddenly remember to

stabilize,I stabilize then somehow the dream becomes more clear. It suddenly got rainy and I was walking alone seeing a

lot of people I don't know.While I was walking I kept trying to spawn HimChan from B.A.P but it didn't work.Then I hear a child screaming: OMG! THIS SHOP IS FULL OF CHOCOLATE AND THEY LET US EAT

IT FREE! Then I was like: What? And then I ran super fast to that shop(almost instantly) and before I could get in I feel

like I lose the dream but I did the spin technique and the fall on the back and I recover my dream. I then find myself in the

house again and this time I wanted to go outside when I suddenly see my old friend and I scream at him: Wait! then I ran

very fast at I glomped him and He was like: Woo! then I put my legs around his waist and then He's like: Wanna go

somewhere else? And I told him: Mhm,alright. Then he tried to walk out of the hall when suddenly his mom appears and

she says:Oh my god,What are you doing with that girl? Put her down! then they start to argue and then he throws me on

the ground and I'm like: Alright,I'll just go now. Then I walk out and I gone back to the back of the apartment block and

there's a weird weather (Some pinky-purplish sky) and I suddenly find myself at my happy place(A cool place in my

dreams) Then there were some stairs and I tear up-stairs and say: Oh god,This is so awesome..It's more awesome than

the last time I saw it.Then I sat on a bench up-stairs when my mom was down-stairs with 2 guys and then I don't

remember what we talked about and I asked her why she keeps following me then she disappeared. Then I gone back to

my apartment block and I wanted to play with wind a bit I tried to control but failed.Then I tried again on a bush and

the leafs were wiggling.Then I gone back in the front of my apartment block and I see a car and I tell myself:

Hey,Why not do a TOTM? The hug one seems interesting,I should also go on a beach and

write my name.Then I remember I should also open random doors and see where they are going.Then I just see a car

parking (It was a black car) and in that car there were 4 persons,a family I guess.The wife had short hair and an orange

blouse and a black medium skirt and she had some high-heels and the husband had a midnight blue shirt,and the

teenagers in the back had a black hair,pale skin and a red lipstick(And I guess some white eyes) they were twins.

.I open the car's door and hug the female and she has no reaction.I was like: Uh-oh ,I thought she would have at least a

Dafuq reaction. [COLOR="#FF0000"][/COLOR] Then she gets out of the car with her husband and they go away leaving me

alone with the two twins.I get in the car and then one of the twin comes in the front chair and sits with me (Somehow I

lost the 2nd twin,Oops) and then I ask the twin if she wants to go to McDonald's,Then she says: Yes! . Ok,So i started to

drive on the left when I suddenly see a china town with a lot of lighting and games.I ask the twin: Is McDonald's in this

way? She laughs a bit then she says: No,It's on the right. Then I drove on the right when suddenly someone washes the

car and then I don't know what we are talking about and I play a game and then I lose it and a chinese guy gives me

10000 points and 2 movie tickets.Then I tell that girl: Now that we have movie tickets,Let's go to a movie,They have

McDonald's there. So I drove to the cinema and there is a tiny shop with McDonald's and then I keep imagining my dead

classmate there (I had a dream about the same cinema and there was my dead classmate) We still couldn't buy a decent

Happy Meal so I ran away angry. Then I don't know how we appeared in a room and it was a tiny room and that twin was

like: Kiss me. I said: What?! then she wanted to kiss me so I pushed her away then mom came in and she was like: What

the fuck are you doing?

The end.[/COLOR]

1. [non-lucid]
We (a group of police) were in a small parking area when a guy parks his black chopper behind a wooden pole, he appeard to be in a biker gang from what he was wearing, he also had a thick black helmet. We walked over to him as he got off the bike to talk to him or something.
A female officer was talking to me about the harness I was wearing (I'm sat in my wheelchair) I think she asked if it was comfy in which I said yes (I said no in my mind) as to make it seem I'm ok.

fragments:
A police truck pulled up to the parking area, not sure.

Notable Items & People:
Chopper, wooden pole, female officer, black helmet

07/19/13

A New Fusion
I wake up in bed. I roll over and open my eyes to see I am not in my normal bedroom. I find I am in the bedroom of my dreamscape. I get out of bed and I almost trip over a Buddha statue on the floor. I see it at the last minute and I avoid stepping on it. There is a black cat sitting on a chair in the room. I go over to the cat and start petting it. The kitty begins to purr. While I'm petting the cat I look around the room and I see I'm not alone there. There are two men there with me. I recognize Q and Alex Mercer in the room watching me. Q takes out a pair of pendants and holds them up. He says they are the fusion amulets. He says those strange people who seem to want to take Alex with them are being very insistent, and their stories are looking very suspicious. He says the simple solution is for them to take the fusion of Alex and me so we can find out what they're up to. Q hands Alex and me a fusion amulet. Q says to put the amulets on, so I put mine on. Alex looks at his and then puts it on. The amulets activate and trigger a fusion as was done between Vegeta and Goku when they used the magic earrings to become Vegeto.

Since the result has to look like Alex, I find myself looking out of Alex's eyes. Q takes out an electronic collar of some kind. He says it creates a stasis field, but he is sure my power level can toast it at any time I choose. He puts it on Alex/me, though I can tell Alex doesn't like it one bit. Q snaps his fingers and the next instant Alex/I are in a room I don't recognize. There are a couple people waiting there, one man and one woman. Alex tries to transform in some manner but the stasis field blocks it, so instead he just glares at the two of them. The woman looks at Alex/me for a bit. She pushes a button on a device and an invisible barrier closes between Alex/me and the two people. The woman asks what we are trying to pull. They're taking Alex only, not this fusion. What? How could they know about the fusion? I pull off the amulet in frustration, causing the fusion to break apart. I am now standing next to Alex, the stasis collar falls to the ground. Alex forms both arms into blades and attacks the barrier between us and the people. The barrier displays some scratches on it but the damage isn't nearly enough to break through it. He finally stops that and goes to the back of the room. I go over to the barrier and ask who the fuck they are that could see through the fusion. The woman laughs but neither of them answers. So use some other form of fusion? The man says it's not that easy to fool them. Some other form of fusion... well when Alex consumes someone they become one... but that seems like a bad idea... but why? This is a dream, this isn't my real body. It has been blown apart, burned, cut apart, near ground zero of a nuclear detonation, and fucked up any number of ways, worst case scenario is I just wake up. No risk in a dream except for energy contamination. So I telepathically tell Alex to try to consume me. He responds aloud, says no, and asks if I'm crazy. I respond telepathically, telling him to just think his responses, and no, I'm serious. Go ahead and do it, I won't prevent it. This is just a dream for me. Just my dream body, my real body is safe in bed sleeping. He telepathically responds this time, asking if I'm sure doing that even to a dream body won't hurt me. I tell him my dream body has been stabbed, crushed, blown up, cut, at near ground zero of a nuclear blast… Nomad got turned inside out with no negative effects… so yeah, I'm sure. So just come up behind me and do it. I ask the people on the other side of the barrier what they want with Alex anyway. The man says they already told us he has to pay for his crimes. I say I want the truth this time. He says he told the truth. The woman says I shouldn't turn my back on Alex. I ignore her and tell the man I have a sensitive bullshit detector and it is going off full blast. The woman says that thing is right behind me. I ask her what thing. She says Mercer is right behind me; don't let it get a hold on me. I dismiss her concern and turn to the man. I tell him to stop feeding me bullshit and telling me it's chocolate. The woman says look out right as Alex puts his arms around me. The woman tells me to get away before it's too late; I just look at her like she's nuts. I can tell Alex is still hesitating. I telepathically tell him to get on with it already. The woman is pounding on the barrier, yelling at Alex to leave me alone. Something is surrounding me from behind; it's like being pulled into a cocoon of some kind. I don't find that alarming at all, it's actually rather warm and comfortable, until it closes over my face. Then I get a sense of claustrophobia and I have to resist an urge to power up and blast my way out. I feel weird. I wonder if getting consumed would normally hurt; I don't usually feel much pain in dreams, though the Templars have made me feel pain before. I can distantly hear the woman yelling at Alex to let me go, and then everything fades to black…
 
Realms of Darkness
I'm not sure if I woke up here or not, but I find myself floating in darkness. I go to open my eyes but I have no eyes to open. It seems I am a consciousness floating with no body, or a non-corporeal entity maybe. But I can hear. I can hear someone yelling a lot, someone is yelling that some bastard piece of shit consumed Raven and if someone else had cooperated from the start this wouldn't have happened! I am feeling somewhat pissed off, too. I finally manage to open my eyes; or rather I just start seeing. I am looking at an invisible barrier beyond which are two people whom I hate. I am pissed off at them. I want to cut them in two and consume them. What? That's not normal… I look around the side of the room I'm on. Q appears near me and looks at me strangely. He is speaking to me as if he can't see me. He asks if I am in there. My first reaction is to make some sarcastic remark. Nope. Raven has stepped out of her mind for a few moments. If she should return before her mind comes back, please tell her to wait here. I go to say that but I don't have a mouth to speak with. So I send it to Q telepathically. Q replies telepathically that a simple 'yes' would have sufficed. Q then speaks to me aloud. He says I have made a big mistake, and then adds that Raven was really the only one who wanted to protect me. He puts the stasis collar back on me. I want to ask Q what he is talking about, I am Raven, you idiota. No mouth to speak with… but then I find I do have a mouth I'm not controlling. It speaks in a man's voice and says he didn't want to do it at all, it was Raven's idea. Q says that sounds like bullshit, Raven would never have allowed that. I sense that I am not alone. There is another mind here with me, and I reach out to see who it is. Images flash through my head, memories that aren't my own. The other mind present here with me is Alex Mercer off of Prototype.

I try to communicate with him telepathically. He responds, seeming surprised to hear from me. The invisible barrier disappears. My first thought is to transform and cut both of them in half. But I counter that thought, remembering that the goal was to find out what these people are up to since it was clear they are not telling the entire truth. The man says he hadn't realized how stupid I (Alex) was to consume the one person who was trying to help me (him). I am thinking the sucker is really him and the bitch with him. She uses a device she has to open a portal and the man pushes me through it. I resist an urge to turn around and kick him in the balls so hard they get lodged in his fucking nostrils. The portal closes behind us and now we are on an open field. A man is waiting there. He says he had almost given up waiting. He looks like Leland Gaunt as seen on the Needful Things movie by Stephen King.

Somehow both harmless and malevolent at the same time. I can tell Alex doesn't recognize him which leaves me wondering why he wanted these people to bring Alex to him. He tosses a bag to the two people who brought Alex (me) here. They both look intently in the bag. Leland tells Alex (me) that he (I) fucked with the wrong people this time. He laughs in a rather friendly manner, but there is no laughter in his eyes… they look like bottomless abysses. I look into the abyss and it seems the abyss is staring back. He looks briefly puzzled so I stop looking and he finally looks away. I wonder if he could possibly see me inside of Alex. No… surely not this way… not when I was really just a part of Alex… He opens a portal and pulls Alex (me) through it… into a nightmare. Both Alex and I recognize the place instantly even though I am sure he has never seen it, it is the Dark Realm. Alex lets out a, "What the fuck?!" Leland seems pleased with Alex's surprised response. A demon appears, big and ugly. It glares down at Alex (me). It laughs and says that since Alex (I) interfered with his zombie hoards opening the portal now he (I) would pay the price by… what the fuck? The demon looks over at Leland and asks what the fuck this is? The demon says there are two consciousnesses in there, not just one! I telepathically ask Alex how he managed to piss someone off in the Dark fucking Realm. But I already know the answer. In the infected New York there were some infected that were being controlled by an external force and they had been trying to open some kind of gateway. Only certain infected enemies had that power, and Alex had consumed or killed all of them thus preventing the gateway. This must be the demon who had been planning on using the gateway. Ok… that's enough of the Dark Realm… time to go. I tell Alex he'll have to work with me on song spells, but it seems he already knows that… as well as what song spell I'm about to use… Megadeth's Crush 'Em. As the song starts, the energy from it not only breaks the stasis collar, but makes it explode and fall to the ground in pieces. The song creates gravity bombs that come down hard on the demon, pounding him into the ground in a large crater. By the time the song is over the demon has been knocked down, but he is pissed. The demon's minions start coming and attacking Alex (me). He starts dealing with them in a way he is a bit more used to by forming blades and cutting through a lot of them, I focus on the song spell Battery by Metallica and hit more of them with bolts of lightning. We get a ways away from the main demon before finding we are completely surrounded by demon minions.

So now Alex holds them back while I prepare a kick-ass Immortal Fire spell. "And suddenly, the unreal silence is broken by a lament. A lament coming up from the deepest, darkest abyss. And from the seven gates of the dark fortress the dead come back to life to face them. This is hell. Immortal fire, now rise, light my heart, light my way through the darkness, the guardian of space and time!" A massive blast of white flames extends outwards from Alex (me) and incinerates all demons in its path, rising up into the air to catch the flying ones, as well. Now to get out of there. The spell song Through the Never opens a portal out of the Dark Realm. Alex (I) jump through it and it closes behind him (me) before any demons can follow. On the other side Alex (I) is in the same field he (I) was in before our little trip to the Dark Realm. In fact, the man and the woman who had wanted Alex are still there looking at some glowing round gems that they apparently took out of the bag Leland had given them. They are so absorbed in what they are doing that they don't even notice when Alex (I) appear from the portal in the field. I am immediately pissed off at them, though I think it is really more Alex who is pissed off at them than me. He (I) goes right over and picks the man up by the back of his shirt. The woman is just staring with huge eyes, looks like she might shit her pants. The man, on the other hand, drops a stream of expletives and insults that would make a drunken sailor blush. The woman indicates for him to shut up and says he didn't really mean any of that, to which he responds that he sure as fuck did mean every word of it. Not that Alex needed him to get any more pissed off… The man doesn't even realize what is happening when Alex (I) consumes him. I now know what those orbs are… they're real materia, the magic gems from Final Fantasy 7.

And some particularly powerful ones, too. These ones use dark magic. The man at least knew exactly who he had made a deal with, a demon in the Dark Realm. He also knew exactly what he was doing when they handed Alex over to an agent of the Dark Realm. The woman pushes the bag towards Alex (me) and says to take them all as she gets up and runs away. Alex isn't at all interested in the materia, however. He (I) teleports to a point directly in front of the fleeing woman, who skids to a stop and falls on her ass. She scrambles away a few feet but doesn't make much effort to escape, perhaps deciding any attempt is futile. Instead she just holds her hands up in a fending off gesture and says she will do whatever Alex (I) wants if he (I) will just let her go. When Alex (I) grabs her she tries to say the man forced her into helping him, which Alex (I) already knows is a lie. Apparently Alex is in no mood to listen to any more of her bullshit as he (I) consumes her right there. More memories. Apparently the two people wanted to make a deal with the demon to gain more power, to use that power to invade a neighboring country (kingdom?) and obliterate all who got in their way. Not friendly people at all. And neither of them knew of or cared about any crimes Alex may have committed. I feel like I should be waking up. But not here. Alex knows what I am thinking and cooperates with opening a portal back to my inner world. On the other side there are people waiting that don't look too friendly. I telepathically tell them I am here, don't go nuts now. Q asks if I know how to separate. I tell him it should happen automatically when I wake up. If not, I'll figure it out later. And it is here that I wake up.

Alright, so it seems like ADA and meditation is starting to become a 'habit', even in my dreams.

I've been doing this for about 20 days now and lately my dreams are getting more vivid and also I'm starting to think logically in them.

1st: I was with my girlfriend. I explained lucid dreaming to her. We were about to go to bed and told each other that we should dream about each other. Then I fell asleep in the dream. I woke up again and told her about my dreams. She then said that she dreamed about the exact same thing and I was really excited. A shared dream with my girlfriend?!
Nope, I woke up for real and was a little bit disappointed that this was just a dream.

Interpretation: I actually told my girlfriend to dream about each other right before I went to bed (phone call). Also, I learned that I should always do a RC whenever I wake up from anything.

2nd: Another dream about my girlfriend. This time we were part of a group and we were visiting a museum. The other members of the group were pretty mean. They tried to harass my girl and cursed at her and stuff. At one point they even took a picture that was hanging on a wall and threw it on the ground next to her so everybody would think it was her fault. I was pissed so I walked over to them and told them that if they would try anything else, I would kill them. Suddenly they focused on me instead of my girl.
They even went as far as to make plans how to kill me...I was prepared.
Now those guys summoned an illusion of our guide and I followed him because I thought it was the real guide. At some point the illusion disappeared and I was lost in the museum. Then I walked back and the exact same situation happened again.
The dream was pretty weird and I even thought to myself "Something is not right..." but I didn't get lucid. A couple of minutes later I woke up.

Interpretation: I don't really know. The museum and the whole city was something I've never seen before in my life. Those guys however, reminded me of some evil guys from Fairy Tail anime. I'm kinda happy though that my logical center is activating more and more in my dreams.


3rd: I was chatting on facebook when suddenly my cousin wrote something on my wall. I read it and tried to reply but my comment would change everytime I would look at it (Obvious Reality Check...). I even noticed that those are 'dream glitches' but again, I didn't get lucid.

Interpretation: Usual facebook stuff. Also, dream manipulation works. My dreams are now trying to make me lucid, which is awesome

My awareness wasn't really high last night :/

This is non lucid btw-



So I was in first-person and immediately I knew it was GTA because I had a wanted level, I don't know what I was doing to get it but I had a gun and the gun looked like a COD gun but I think it was made up, I decided to raid Burger Shot (a fictional restaurant from GTA) I remember killing a couple of guys, it was just like call of duty, it didn't look like I killed him normally it was all in a game. I don't understand what happened after so there's no bother explaining it but it was a weird dream because I haven't played gta/cod for about a week.

I was a bit disappointed because i know I had about 2 other dreams last night I just can't remember them.

It looks like I've solved that problem.I used to strongly will myself to wake up...now I'm more softly-softly. I visualise the end of a dream and the SP switching-off, just leaving the slight muscle tremors and what I call “twitchy” eyeballs

“Then I will wake, not move, not turn over, keep my eyes shut and remember the dream” …and it seems to work well. But for a couple of glitches I might have hit the end of every dream period last night (one thing I've learnt is the dream-business is full of glitches)

01.15 am (surprisingly early for the first period) I probably went off at aprox 12.10 am so the dream must have been in the NREM period (my earliest logged time before this was 01.40 am) It was definitely a very clear dream because I remember the full details.

04.15 am woke, remembered the dream and sat up to write it down…and found an entry marked “2.05 am Dream sign???”. I think I sat up to record the dream and somehow lost it and lay down again to remember…and fell asleep. I won’t do that again.

Then I hit a wall…I couldn't get back to sleep properly. I lay there till nearly 6.00am then got up for an hour to WBTB and also had a small coffee. I went off again fairly easily.

I woke up and remembered a dream and tried using TAGS again and it worked…except I've forgotten the time (I'm not good with remembering figures) I need to perhaps visualize a clock face Then I hit my main “wall” leg-pains, after a few hours in bed. I think I need to WBTB again…just to get the circulation going again

So...4 good wake-ups…and close to the dreams themselves, because I felt the after-effects in each case. But the usual problem with missed dream signs…particularly the 01.15 dream. Now I seemed to have mastered the “wake-up” instruction I can now see that dreams can be in NREM periods…and I think I'll try and “visualise” myself into recognizing dream signs.

I think the dream took place in a hotel or something similar.
I was there with two friends. For some reason both of them had dental problems. They asked me for help with their problem and although I didn't know anything about being an dentist I agreed to help.
I went to a nearby fridge and took out two bottles of booze that I handed to them. "Here's some anaesthetic" I told them with a smile. They began drinking it, but one of them hadn't realised it was booze and became really angry with me. He said he was going to work tomorrow and if he couldn't drive then he couldn't work. I told him not to worry, I was going to call his boss and take all the responsibility for getting his employee drunk.

Today i dreamt i was walking along the street at night with my brother and his friend.
I was coming behind them and telling them to stop and wait for me, but they didn't listen to me
and just kept going. Suddenly i stop for a moment and start seeing cyclists passing near me.
I found it weird but i decided to go to the place where they were comming in. it was a room for events.
it only had 2 events. motorsport and soccer. Some girl was calling me and tell me to give an interview what
i thought about soccer, she was doing this to everyone. I never get to talk with the reporter and she keeps calling me.
I just try to ignore her. suddenly some guy starts to look to the roof and tries to climb it, i look to the roof too and there was
a strange form on it, it looked like a dragon, so i tried to climb it too, i had a urge feeling that it was very important to kill that dragon
and had to kill it before that man would do, but i couldn't climb it, it was a tough way to get on top of it. Now it was raining and everybody
worried about, but i looked once again to the roof and was the dragon drool (kinda silly i now) i said everyone to continue what they were doing.
Decided to give it a last try, started to climb again and while i was climb the girl was calling me to have an interview with a reporter
i was annoyed by that already but i stop climbing that, and let the other guy kill the dragon.

Technique used for this dream: MILD
sleep time: 6 hours