I was at my house waiting for some other friends to arrive to play some monopoly I was with Chris, Will and I believe Frank and Mirsa were still on their way. We were setting up the game and I regain a bit of vividness when Eli was making a deal with someone which was totally ridiculous which he was actually considering like trading broadwalk with a water utility and $100 which everyone was cracking up since he was considering it. After that I remember I loged on to a computer and checked on my fantasy team and saw that all my players blew up like crazy and I beat Chris who I am playing this week which was awesome hopefully Sunday does not let me down.
Third-person P.O.V shows a kid about 8 or 9 who is in some ghetto place of Africa. There are several floors laid with loose old bricks. The kid does crazy and dangerous life-threatening stunts. He says he does these stunts because he pretty much has nothing to live for. After he says that, the view ascends up the brick landscape slowly. As it gets onto the higher levels, a series of miniature skeletons appear on the rugged and dirty brick floor. As we ascend, the skeletons get much smaller. These are the skeletons of impoverished human beings. I now understood why the kid never cared if he lost his life doing those crazy stunts. I felt an overwhelming sense of sympathy and felt sorry for the kid.
I am chillin with some friends in a parking lot. Out of the crowd, i remember Sean, Tim, and possibly Billy being there. Sean spots a car and wants to jack it, but Tim insists that we jack the Honda. We get inside and drive who knows where. Transition to being outside in the third person point of view. Some girl with a bun in her hair is spying but running from a couple of girls (One of them is Brittini) at the same time because they were cannibal traffickers. She keeps almost getting caught, hiding behind brick walls and bushes and barely avoiding their gaze. Some other innocent girl (Emily) runs into the screen and is in their plain sight but is cutting corners and running. Cut scene. Transition to me in a room alone with my "friends". I now realized that they try to get rapport with you and gain your trust, convince you they are their friends and make you feel comfortable, only to make you vulnerable and turn around to sell your body to cannibals. I don't let them know that I know this. They leave the house and leave me alone there. I try to devise a plan to fuck them all up (don't know why i didn't just run away). As someone enters the door, i line up a haymaker to his jaw as he cuts the corner. It is my roommate who i am very close with so i end up not doing it. Later on, i end up awakening to my roommate actually going to use the bathroom in waking life and i act like i'm sleeping but keep a close eye on him because i think that he wants my body for protein. Transition to me running outside planning my escape now. Some guy in a truck seems suspicious as if he was paid to keep an eye on me. He turns his head, sees me, and starts trying to follow me, but his clumsy ass crashes.
i am in bed with a very heavyset woman. She is on top of me and is kissing me with slightly stinky breath. Her much slimmer but thick sister is in the kitchen behind the counter watching us. My attempt to make her jealous works and she comes to the edge of the bed. i take her hand and gently pull her towards the bed to invite her. She stands on the bed and tells her sister to, "get her fat ass away" or something of that nature. I take her body in my arms and feel her silk robe. I put her on her back while some creepy music plays on the radio which makes me kind of uneasy, but it eventually gets a little less creepy and more sensual. i moan and give a "mmmmmm" sound and i pick her up and feel the lightness of her body ripe for domination. She rides me for a second only, and literally twists my dick. As she exited, i see my penis is unshapely. I try to crack it back in place.....and it cracks but never goes back in place. I say whatever and try to continue. Something happens and she leaves the room in a rage and locks me in it. I turn around and look on the wall to see the nutritional facts of myself on a poster. I realize i am in a holding cell and I am not the only person they have done this to....I am probably being sold to cannibals. This leads me to my next dream.
I had 2 pets, a cat and a dog, and was at a ranch house. I was out in the yard with the 2 pets and T was there. He was upset about us messing around in his garden area. The garden itself was quite odd in the fact that it was modular. T and another were moving large square sections of sod and soil to expand the garden. Later i was in the house and instead of pets I had two children. A boy and a girl. I was there reading a Dr.Seuss book to them before they went to bed. After leaving my dream changed to veiw to myself simply being a spectator. The two kids were still in the room, but they had a handheld radio that another kid was saying rude things over directed at the girl. Then there was another girl there telling them that she was sorry for the way Ghost was acting. That Ghost was just a jerk and to ignore him.
I am alone in a giant movie theatre with seats that are facing different directions. For some reason, i sat at a seat facing away from the screen and turned my neck to watch whatever it was....it felt comfortable at the time. I go below to the "help yourself refreshments" and spill water all over the place.
I am apart of some group dance going on on stage. I am reluctant and shy because it is improvised, but the other dancers cheer me on. As the split dancers emerge together coming from both sides, i start to get my groove on and come out of my shell. I end up really getting in the mood and doing flips and handstand push-ups. The group dancers were trying to hold me back and tell me that I am doing too much and that it is a GROUP dance, not an individual show off type of routine. Whatever. I keep doing my thing and disregard these fools.
11/01/13 Bed 12am - 8am Mentally exhausted, but I couldn't sleep, so I meditated for a while sitting on a bed. I was asking for help figuring things out. DR I'm staying in a hotel. It's huge. Indoor is bright, multi-story, marble and glass everywhere. I walk around and come to a retirement home. I'm thinking how nice for the residents, to live right inside of a mall, so near to entertainment and shops. I'm in my hotel room. Suddenly I feel a tooth in my mouth. I spit it out and wrap in a cloth. I go downstairs to the dentist to have it reattached. He says sure, but I'm gonna need 12 shots. I'm asking "why would I need shots"? And he says "Shots are great at taking away the pain". So I make an appointment to get there at 6:30. On my way there I stop to pick up bread I had apparently pre-ordered. They hand me a large bag of flat sheet of rolls. As I'm walking away, they are suddenly in a huge burlap shopping bag. And I don't just have one, but 4 of them. I look inside and in one of them are 2 lizards. I walk to the outside of the hotel. A georgeous park starts right there. It reminds me of the forest where Snake finds Tsushinoko, with all the little colorfull frogs, squirells, fireflies... It looks like there is black moss on the ground and on the rocks. I stop and look at the animals. There is this tangeine sized ball, that looks like it's made ouf of suede. It has huge, very cute eyes. There is at least 2-3 different species of them. Up on a rock I see a small, 1inch long, black centipede. He is so cute. There are firns, and some lizards. I think this is the attraction of the hotel. I keep walking on the path through this park, looking for a safe place to release the lizards. Away from streets and people. There is some landscaped area with bushes, but they have no leaves, and there is noo grass. I'm looking for a place where they could hide right away. Just accross is an area with foot tall clover. I shake first lizard out of the bag. He is about foot long, bright green with yellow tummy. The other one is very similar. They are a couple. They are fat, and they move slowly. I'm waking back to the dentist office and I see a nurse leaving. She tells me I'm late (I know i'm 30 min late and it's 7pm now), but to go and check to be sure. I come to the office and doctor is just locking up. We talk for a bit and I'm not sure if he still takes me in. So I guess my pain is all mine. Noon nap frags: I'm in a store, looking at displayed binoculars. I want to look through a rifle scope, but someone just pickes it up. He says that it's all not focused, because there is not enough distance to look at. I pick up a 7x50 small binocular. I aim it at the window and at the hills behind it. I amazed to find some hikers going up the hill on a slanted path. They start changing and now they look more like chimps and gorillas. I think they are a new species or human-apes.
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I probably have trouble picking out what I am going to wear for church. I end up going shirtless. It's been a while since i've been there and i notice that I am different from the people there. Since I am shirtless, i start to get cold. I am slightly embarrassed and try to save face by walking out and going downstairs. I see some kids in the basement of the church and i either give them gifts or play with them. My mom ends up cooking there and plenty of less fortunate kids keep asking if they can have some of her food. She tells them that they are more than welcome to take whatever they want. From soda to turkey.
Was at my G.ma House again. My sister was there as well. It was dark outside... maybe raining... There was a sense of forbodding within the house and I knew something was wrong. I go up and into my old room, but hear my sister yelling to get out. Suddenly there's a dragon im my room thrashing around, and i quickly fall back out of the room and slam the door closed. My sister has this annoyed tone, dripping with sarcasm, that i "didn't know" about the dragon. I'm starting to try to cover the widows on the house and remain quiet becuse we don't want to attract others to the hosue. There's a crash and my sister is there... apparently the dragon has smashed through the upper level and was now in the bathroom on the lower floor. It was stuck there for now.
10/31/13 1. I'm in NY. We have an RV, but i don't know where are we going. For some reason I'm waiting for a cab. I see 3 of them down the road, but they all turn away before coming to me. Then I see the RV and I wanna get picked up, but I already called a cab and don't wanna screw the cabbie over. 2. I'm in an ethnic restaurant in NY. It's a longish room, with a waiter. When we are done, we all sit down in an ante-room on a long bench. There is about 10 of us, all girls. The waiter feel sorry for us so she brings out a huge metal container full of toasted bread and something similar and she offers each of us a piece. As we sit there, we discuss what we gonna do in the evening. Some are going clubbing. I want to go to just look around the town and maybe get a hot dog. Gandolfiny walks in with his wife, arm in arm. She has a white long coat. He is smiling.
10.30.13 Bed 9:47pm - 9:50am Emotional rollercoaster last few weeks and exhausted, hence the early bed. 1. I'm standing on the outside of a 1-2 story, european style, family house. Terracotta color, red roof. A friend of mine just turned into a grasshopper with human face. He hopped on my shoulder and asked me to show him the chimny. So I started climbing to the roof on the outside of the house, while he was hopping all over me. 2. I'm really tired. Mentally drained. I'm on hospital bed at a doctor's private house. I don't think I'm sick, just tired. At some point I can see with my eyes closed. Doctor is leaving in the evening someplace, his replacement came to watch over me while he is gone. 3. I'm cutting vegetables in the kitchen, that doesn't have side walls. I feel Ophelia nearby. I'm telling someone with laughter, that if my fingers were messed up, I would be dreaming. I lift my left hand up and my ring finger is shorter. I tell this persone "see, just like this" and I start laughing hysterically at my mind, how is it trying to trick me again.
My dream last night involved TONS of my friends in the tulpa community (though I only know what a few of them look like, so I guess my mind filled in the gaps). We all lived in a large house, probably about 3 or 4 floors high. Each floor had several areas with lots of bedding that people shared. I can't remember anything that was done or said in particular, but I do remember racing up and down the stairs a lot. This dream also had the usually 3rd person perspective that most of my dreams have.
(Part 2/2) 0833 - I find myself in my bedroom and I might be lucid from the start, but I do the nose plug RC anyway and it works. I go try to stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands and looking around and saying "Stability now." After it seems like it's more stable, I say something related to glasses, "Clarity now" or "Clear vision" and the dream becomes less blurry. I head toward the glass doors of the balcony and think "step through glass" but I can't, so I back up and try again. The balcony vanishes at some point, and I eventually get through the glass. The outside of the house, which either is one of those white and gold stone mansions or a brick red one (or just a very big house) is clear, but the surroundings are very weird looking. Some part of the house or the surroundings look like they're wobbly sketches and/or drawings, and the sky is gray/blue and featureless. I fly around and try to change the surroundings. As I swoop down towards some structures on the ground, I think of trying the November TOTM but I end up circling back to the room where I started. Then the dream yanks me in another direction, and I can't control it. Eventually it turns into a dream where I was (or was watching) a guy in an RPG like game. There was a minimap on the screen (wherever that screen was; it popped up randomly as I wandered around) depicting where I was. The guy did something in the room, and then went to this graveyard place where he stood in front of a grave and talked. The screen was narrating his actions at the point, like "A went to the graveyard. He was blah blah blah..." (That wasn't what it said, but I don't remember what it did say) On the arch over the entrance to the graveyard, there were emails and links, etc that I briefly wondered about and thought about googling (though I can't because I don't remember them). I also copied the words in the narration, thinking that I could put them in my dream journal, but then I realized that the laptop wouldn't have the data when I woke up. The guy left the graveyard after a while, and the scene changed. (I think I lost lucidity here, but it was hard to tell since all I was doing was observing) The guy woke up surrounded by people who knew that he was having a dream. I got the sense that they were from a forum. He talked about it and answered questions from the people, one of whom had a recorder with them. When the guy found out that, he was thankful and replied that he never remembered what he said on the spur of the moment. The dream he had was apparently about his pony/dog and how it was hurt. He remembered someone doing horrible things to ponies or dogs (e.g. beating them up) a long time ago. One of the people asked him if his grandma was the culprit in the dream, and the guy said that she couldn't be, because there were two old cars in the driveway (he mentioned their brand names), one of which was his/his grandma's while the other must have been the culprit's. Sometime after all of this I woke up. Dream fragment: Earlier, I had a dream involving a forum with a colorful website. The forum may or may not have had anything to do with lucid dreaming.
Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps. Dream 1(fragment): Some kind of discussion in chat. Dream 2(fragments): I am at home and i am watching some video from the couch. It is about some kind of danmakufu montage with player dodging some ridiculous patterns, for music it used some russian song. As i look away for a second, table with a monitor teleports closer, i do again and it does teleports again, so i am dreaming for sure, i get up and bed changes position as well then dream suddenly fades. Dream 3(fragments): There was some mage that could control people's memories, he meets a giant and they talk, then mage focuses his power and smacks giant on the head with his staff, making him remember something.
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