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1) I go in the bathroom to change (at grandma’s house?), but Rane is in there changing too. When I put on the clothes, something isn’t right. They’re choking me but I can’t get them off. Rane starts helping me but is taking too long and I’m starting to panic, I start getting lightheaded and reach back to pull some Velcro apart, and the clothes fall off.

We get in a bit of a fight, something about not trusting. I say something sarcastically to her. ‘So I should just…and trust…”

2) We’re preparing to move. There’s a truck outside. Dad is cooking something. I step down on a step where food is (spaghetti sauce?), but no one says anything about me getting the food dirty.

I ask mom if I can get my jacket, but she says I won’t need it?, but I want it.

Inside, the cats were put into rooms to keep them out of the way. Jazzy loves all over me when I go in. One cat gets out at one point and I put them back in a room. I feel sorry for them.

I remember one door was open a crack, I figure two cats must be sharing a room then if no one is using one - hopefully it’s Smoke and Jazzy since they might get along better than Spice and Jazzy.

I also remember trying to turn the lights on but they wouldn’t come on, the rooms were dark. I figured mom must have turned the breaker off. I wonder if the cats are scared of the darkness.

3) We’re heading somewhere in a vehicle but I’m not happy and want to go back. I say something about how I will, and mom makes fun of me. ‘Oh, you will?’. There’s a white screen projecting in the back, and symbols pop up telling where we need to go. One is a Y symbol.

4) Like 5 people getting into a pose for something.

Possible inspiration: A lot of these dreams had shades of dissatisfaction in them! Maybe that’s why I was in such a bad mood today. :/ And they were connected. I wonder if I've been falling back asleep and waking back up with this gathering of fragments. 2#: Had spaghetti the other day. Think one of the piece of clothes in #1 was a skirt I was thinking about wearing yesterday.

Rane was showing me how to change just the backgrounds of art from some manga. I found a pretty blue and white patterned background, but when she applied it to the picture it only filled it with white except for the chest down of one character and half the head down of another character beside them.

At grandma’s house, mom wants me to stay but I don’t want to. And she wants me to play an MMORPG where the character options are all weird monsters - the one I choose is a floating eyeball with long eyelashes. You choose different worlds. Melly tells me what ones she was told to stick to. I find the game boring and want to go with mom.

-Sneaking around our house because I’m not supposed to be there, I hurry and turn off the kitchen light when I hear dad coming and I go to my room (which is actually just the next room over in the dream). Maybe that’s when the computer part happens?

Note: It should have been me showing Rane how to use that program, since I’m the tech savvy one!

8.29.2013

3 ... political groups or beliefs. Town. heroes.

Really bloody battle in a school. There is a group of students making a difference. There was one guy whose eyes were gouged. I saw a building ruined. Dystopian mood. The students were looking at the aftermath of the bloody battle. A hero was hiding below the building. They heard him sing?

Hospital. Engineering building?

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some game, in some garden area, it was huge. I was giving commands to some creatures and had wings, we were searching for something. It was confusing since place had alot of small pits and corners to check and there was some area that was like forest of vertical tubes. Also there were some enemies that we had to deal with, including some red energy cloud things.

Dream 2(fragments):

There was some event where various celebrities were getting together, but secretly there was a factory hidden that was turning them into something after going through some brutal process.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was going through some set of corridors and rooms and then found some cooking 'side quest' and decided to do it.

I was really surprised by this dream so early in the night. I had only been a sleep 3 hours and had quite a bit to drink before.

#219 - DILD - 12:29AM

This is a little foggy in places but the first thing I remember is some image of a normal woman sort of melting into a pool on the floor and transforming into something hideous. My friend Jana shows up and I somehow understand that this is her nightmare. I tell her that the next time she sees this she just know that she is dreaming and take control of it. I say, "Look of this is just in your mind. It's probably stress or unresolved childhood issues." I look out side through a glass and there are larger than life bills stacked up. I point, "See?"


I realize something at this point and feeling surprised and a little unsure by this I stop and stare at her. Her appearance comes into sharp view. I say something like, "This is a dream isn't it?" She nods then I for some reason feel like we are sharing a dream. I say, "Are you lucid?" Again she nods. I become extremely excited and jump up and down grinning. She looks at me like I am an idiot and tells me something like, "Calm down." I realize that I could wake myself up so I do just that.
She then, takes my hand and pulls me out of the area that we are in. I realize this is a mall and we must have been in some store.

There is a little gap in memory here but we basically wonder around as she leads me on. There was something about CanisLucidus. We make our way into a small hallway. The floor is tiled and there is a potted tree in the corner.

I see the creepy lady at the end of the hallway coming our way. She looks a bit like Martha Steward and I know that she will turn into the monster at any moment. I tell Jana to just run past while I take care of her. I know that I can control the situation and I run toward her. I jump and somehow land on her back. I press my hands on both sides of her head and concentrate. I tell her that she will not change. Jana runs past and I jump of the woman. I tell Jana that she has to believe that she will go away. I look and the woman continues walking on like nothing happened. I say, "See? It's no problem."

Almost forgot a lucid dream last night; I'm a lil' disappointed because I only thought about teleporting and it was kinda small, but I guess it's still pretty cool.

Lucidity: 7/10
Control: 7/10
Vivacity: 8/10

I'm in a sky scraper at night time, lucid. A bay windows let appear the roofs of the other buildings around me. I feel like teleporting. I don't want that one kind of teleporting that you use to get to a completely new place, I only want to do it some meters away (like in my last lucid before this one) because I want to be able to use it in a fight. I brusquely contract all my muscles at the same time and instantly teleport in front of the bay window. I observe the scenery for a little bit and decide to continue on with teleportation. I punch the window (which is kinda useless but whatever) and break it. The's a chimney sticking out of a roof, and I contract my muscles again. It doesn't work this time, so instead I just visualize myself on the chimney and that gets me there.
Yeah but that's kinda lame
I want to try it again and teleport back to the building, with a 360 spin (teleporting at 180). I wanna get to the chimney though. I jump, make a 180 turn and teleport where I wanted to be, with another 180 before I land.
That's cool, but the spin threw my balance off, and I fall off the roof. As I fall down (I'm at around 15 floors high) I notice a bald guy (The Youtuber "Edbassmaster") and he looks at me in a pretty creepy way. I concentrate on the ground and teleport safely on it, one hand on the ground. The weird guy comes at me and starts a conversation, making me loose my lucidity.
(...)

(This is from August 29.)

I hadn't graduated high school, so one day I decided to go back. I moved into a big building that had identical dorms for all the high school students; it was very industrial looking. On the first day of school, I was really hyped up. I knew I would do better this time around and not fail, because my social anxiety wasn't as bad as it was back then. My first class was history class, and everyone seemed nice. The teacher was, I think, the librarian from the elementary school I went to at Fort Monroe. She handed out our first assignments, which involved talking to ten people in the class and listing them on the page as having certain characteristics, like "What person seemed most like a leader?" or "Who would be the best with finances?" I was completely mortified. Even though my social anxiety was better, it wasn't good enough for me to go around talking to everyone in the class. I sat there at my desk looking at the paper, it was covered in drawings of Yinepu and I pondered on that and wondered what it meant. I looked around and saw that the other students had gotten into big groups, some were laying around on the floor talking about the assignment and some had their desks in circles. I didn't know what to do, but a few people came up to me, probably sensing my dilemma, and told me to put their names down under certain categories. After I realized no one else was going to come by, I pretended to sleep at my desk and just decided to accept my F. After a while I started eating some candy, and the teacher walked up to me and said no candy was allowed in the class, so I stuffed the whole thing in my mouth and pretended like I didn't have any. Unfortunately she already saw it so I knew I would be in trouble later. When I got back to my dorm, I fell down on the couch relieved it was over, but then the doorbell rang. It was a classmate, and he said he'd found my debit and my credit card on a bench at the mall. I thanked him, but I was suspicious because he looked guilty, so I checked and my accounts were missing some money. I knew he had bought stuff at Reebok with it but couldn't prove it right away, so I thought about how I could get the security footage from the mall and show it to the police. Later on, I got online and noticed on my dad's Facebook profile he said he was going back to high school, which was weird because he has a college degree already. Apparently he'd moved in below me, so I looked out the window and, sure enough, there was his white truck in the parking lot. I decided to avoid him so I wouldn't have to talk to him.

I was outside in a big yard. I think it was an old farm, because there was a big fence that stretched on for a few miles and an old three-story wooden building that looked like it was about to collapse. There was a cobra that was chasing me, and it really wanted to bite me even though I didn't do anything to it. I climbed up on the fence, which was tall enough to be out of reach of its strike, and ran along the top of the fence to get away, but it still followed me. Then I jumped off the fence and ran into the big wooden building to get away from it, but the building was creepy inside and full of grey aliens! I had a laser gun so I shot at them all video game-style as I ran through the building and up the levels. I think I was actually in a video game at this point because I could see my ammo and health bars. Each story had more aliens on it and was harder to get through, but I had to move fast to keep ahead of the cobra that was still chasing me.

There were a lot of people in a big crowd, on either a red team or a blue team. I was on the blue team but everyone insisted I was on the red team and wouldn't believe me, so they made me wear a red hat with demon horns on the top.

A woman who used to work with some kind of 'private security company' - which in this case appears to be a euphemism for something not entirely legal - who left that job a while ago and is now a manager at a hotel, currently talking with an old friend, a woman still working at that 'security company,' about how much faster emergency services respond when there's gunfire reported.

Vague fragments involving combat, next scene I remember clearly the combat's over and that hotel manager's picking up her dog, Max, from the dog daycare service - but both dog and daycare service had been involved in that combat scene and the woman running the daycare now refuses to allow Max to come back there again. The hotel manager protests, saying that "We're doing really well," and the daycare woman hesitates over that 'we', highlighting the parallel between dog and owner here, then stresses 'he' - he, Max (and by extension his owner), may seem like he's doing well on the surface, but he has these undercurrents, things that are always going to come back to the surface eventually, and because of that she can't have him around. The friend from the 'security company' is there throughout this scene, petting Max and not saying anything.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

Fragment: "Covered in ashes, the boy king Yuuma."

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

Fragment: A party at my IRL home, some people have passed out, someone suggests putting on a Terminator movie and asks whether I've seen them. I point out that the last thing I need is to see those movies again after dreaming about them for a month straight. (That's actually true, except IRL it was 2 months.)

A man, a professor, is having an affair. He'd planned to meet his mistress today and finally leave his wife - but at the last minute he's realized this was all a terrible mistake, and he's confessed everything to his wife, Julia, who already knew. (Despite the name, the wife here is not the same as my recurring DC Julia.) She insists on meeting the mistress, and he agrees, taking her to the place where he and the mistress had planned to meet for lunch.

As they park across the street, the mistress is just leaving the building, and he points her out to Julia. At first Julia doesn't believe him. She'd expected some silly college student, the midlife crisis cliche. The woman across the street is beautiful as a movie star, long blond hair and dressed smartly and conservatively in all black, poised and polished, everything about her indicates power. Julia suspects her husband just pointed out a pretty woman in the crowd to throw her off from meeting the real mistress, it's so unbelievable that her husband could be with this woman - but he's gotten out of the car and ducked into the woman's taxi, talking to her. He points back to his wife, and the mistress, confused, looks right through her, saying, "Where?" She saw Julia and immediately dismissed her as someone this man would be with. (Julia is thinking of herself as a plain middle-aged housewife in comparison to the mistress, but in actuality she's quite stunning herself. Short curly red hair, wrapped in a white fur coat and gold jewelry.)

The professor goes back to his car and the scene switches to follow the mistress as she arrives at her destination and gets out of the taxi. The professor stops her in the parking lot - he followed her taxi. He says to her, "Maybe I slept with the body of the garden, but the meat of it hardly tasted." He means by this that throughout their affair he never really got to know anything about her beyond the surface, and that he'd like to. Nonetheless, he's going back to his wife. He doesn't like the way he's dressed, in the nice suit and white scarf he'd put on to meet his mistress, as if to keep up with her pace; he feels quite ridiculous. Rain is beading on the top of their umbrellas, but it's red, and I, disembodied observer, wonder whether that's the rain itself or a trick of the light, a reflection of something I can't see.

So I found myself walking the stairs of my basement, I already knew I was lucid.

I kept walking down the stairs, but I had a great fear and it just felt scary and was extremely dark, but there was a spotlight in the middle of my basement by a wall, I feared what was behind that wall and I just kept walking to it, and suddenly an attractive women jumped out and I was so frightened that I fell down in slow motion and the dream ended right there.

(This is from August 28.)

I was walking through a big room that was full of Egyptian jars that held old scrolls. The jars were all shaped like scrolls and had heads of the gods as lids like the canopic jars. The room was semi-outdoors and had a roof open to the sky. Afiel and I walked through the room and marveled over the different scrolls. I remember the first thing I said when I saw the room was "Look at all these scrolls!" We walked through a door to another open-air room. This one had stone paths and lots of plants so it was more like a greenhouse. However, there were also scrolls all around the room here, but the scrolls were all unrolled so we could see what was on them, and there were also old books opened up and scattered among the greenery. As Afiel looked around, I stopped in front of an old biblical scroll, I think it was excerpts from the Book of Enoch. I remember seeing a verse on the scroll that mentioned angels somehow, and I felt really sad and ran my fingers over the verse. I can't remember what the verse said though.

I had an embarrassing tape of myself that was worth a lot of money, so I destroyed it because I didn't want it stolen. Later on, I found out that my grandma had made a copy of it and was going to sell it. She was staying in a big hotel in town, and found out that I knew about the tape, so I was racing against her to reach her hotel room, and the tape, before she did. I jumped into an elevator and went up. Her room was on the 35th floor so I had to get there. For some reason the elevator wouldn't go that high, so I had to get off on an earlier floor and onto a different elevator. The other one was a little weird, I walked onto it and the floor was covered in gym equipment. Mostly barbells that were taken apart so the weights were scattered on the floor and the bars themselves were rolling around everywhere. The floor was also ridged so the bars would fall into the ridges and get stuck there. The elevator stopped and a man with a big brown dog got on. The dog was super vicious and growled at me, so I grabbed a barbell bar and waved it at the dog all menacingly and he whimpered and avoided me. I finally reached the 35th floor and ran to grandma's room, only to find that she was already there when I opened the door. Then I blacked out for some reason, I think there was some kind of accident, but when I woke up I was sitting on the bed with a surgeon who was operating on my brain. My face was unhinged like a door or a robot face, and the surgeon was working on my brain from the big hole where my face usually goes. I was all annoyed and telling the surgeon what to do, but all he did was take my brain out and then reattach it inside my skull by tying a single felt thread to it and then tying the thread to the top inside of my scalp. I remember it stinging as he threaded the needle through my scalp. As I'm walking around after the "surgery", I can feel my brain swinging around in my skull, hitting the sides and such, and I get super annoyed by it. I went back to the surgeon and complained about it, hoping he'd reattach my brain to my spinal cord instead, but he just took another felt string and attached it to my scalp with two strings instead of one for "added stability". I was annoyed by that too, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to be rude.

(I haven't been online in a while so I'm going to write a few entries today summarizing the dreams from the past few days. I normally write them in fragments on my iPhone's notepad, and then use that note later to bring back details when I write here. Since it's been a few days I'm not sure how much detail I can remember! This one is from August 27.)

It was early morning and I was getting ready for school. Mom was going to take both me and my brother, but he wouldn't wake up and get ready, so I was afraid I was going to be late because we were waiting on him. I went into the bathroom and saw blood gushing out of my leg, but for some reason I wasn't worried about bleeding as much as I was worried about getting blood on my clothes, so I took some cotton and bandages and wrapped my leg up to stop the bleeding. Then I asked mom to force Jonathan to wake up so I could get to school, because I wanted to get there before my bandage soaked through so nobody could see I was bleeding, and also so I could get thicker ones at the nurse's office to completely stop the blood flow. Mom refused to leave until he was ready to go as well, so I begged dad to take me to school instead and he also refused.

I was driving down the road to a grocery store. The road went through a big city so I passed by lots of skyscrapers and under bridges and such, and then wound up driving next to a railroad track. As I continued I drove close to a big building that looked like a courthouse or something, and up above it I saw a flying saucer hovering! I stopped in a panic and watched it, and it would just hover up and down. Every so often it would turn sideways and that's when a beam came out and pulled up a random person, so whenever I saw the UFO turn sideways I would duck in my car so it wouldn't see me. I eventually continued on and came to the grocery, which looked a bit like a Whole Foods. I went in, and found myself wandering into the back stockroom because I noticed lots of people going into there who weren't employees. In the stockroom, the huge floor had been completely cleared, and everyone was standing in a big circle around a mat with a boombox and some dancers. It was some kind of dancing competition, and the people in the middle were really good. I stood in the circle and felt really shy, because everyone else was dancing along but I was afraid to. Then I saw Jenny and Nifty, and they came over to stay next to me and I felt less shy and began to dance along too. Nifty saw me dancing and was all "Daaaang, you're not that bad!" and wound up pushing me into the center of the competition, but I didn't freak out and instead felt really happy and had lots of fun. After a while, Jenny and I ducked out and went back into the front store area and bought some drinks and groceries for ourselves. When we got to the cashier, she started bagging our stuff in a weird way like putting heavy things on top of eggs and bread and crushing them. So I asked her not to do that and she glared at me, called me a bitch, and threatened to hit me! I would've had some choice words for her, but Jenny was right there and I didn't want to cuss in front of a little kid, so instead I said that I was going to inform the manager and then the cashier suddenly became nice and sweet. After that, we left and I drove Jenny home. On the way I drove by the flying saucer on the courthouse and told Jenny about it. We were both scared and kept ducking whenever it turned on its side. We watched as it kept abducting people and then we eventually drove off terrified.

There was a big open grassy field with lots of animals hanging out. I was walking around the field, looking at all the animals. I saw lots of wild dogs, and a bobcat sleeping on a big piece of cotton. All of the animals, even though they were wild, did not object to having me pet them, so I hung out there and just pet animals. It was very calming. As I stood there, this non-wild dog came walking up to me. It had on a weird pink and blue pastel outfit made of silk, and it walked away so I followed it. It led me into a cave where lots of people were standing around watching a competition. In the cave, there was a big stone bridge covered in green slippery stuff going across a pool of murky water. People would take turns trying to cross the bridge without falling in, and the winner would get money. I thought about trying it, but then I saw another guy try it, and halfway through they opened a big circular cage that was filled with huge yellow moths, and the moths flew at the guy and threw him off balance. I decided against it since I'm scared of moths. Then they released a wolf at the guy, but the wolf was actually friendly and was just there to freak the guy out.

Two lucid dreams!

First, I was at this weird house. Zombies were following me and I kept running, but they kept showing up everywhere. It was a huge house with underground tunnels. I finally found a group, they were hiding inside a room. They let me in, so I stayed there.

There was this really cute girl and I ended up going to bed with her. We started having sex, but she kept changing. I mean, changing the colour, the weight, the height. I was like "well, okay, this must be a dream", since, you know, I was a guy and had guy parts so I figured I could change her. I spent the rest of this lucid dream enjoying the sex and changing her appearance. To be honest, it was very low lucidity and I didn't even remember I had goals, I just... wanted to keep having sex with her...

Second dream, I was inside a room. It was dark and I was supposed to be asleep. Then, a voice, a man's voice, it was deep, started telling me that I had to go to FB and look for a girl. He told me her name and her last name. I can only remember her first name now, though, so I guess I'll never find her. Sorry, deep, unknown voice. Maybe next time.

It was very unsettling, though. I thought I was going crazy, then I thought it was God. The voice did make me believe it was God, but it was like... trying to find me a girlfriend. I have no idea what this was about, but it lasted such a long time, he REALLY wanted me to find this person on FB.

I tried (in my dream and in real life), but in my dream, I just couldn't find her. The names kept changing and I couldn't read properly. In real life, as I said, I can't remember the last name...

A fragment. I'm going to Argentina on Sunday and my mum keeps telling me everyday that I need to think about the clothes I'll take. In this fragment, my mum had taken the clothes that SHE likes (we don't really agree when it comes to clothes) and was packing for me. I got mad and started taking the clothes I wanted to take.

Another fragment, I was playing a game where I was Stitch (from Lilo & Stitch). It was a very poor game, you could only go forward or jump. I couldn't fall in the water and I had to jump on the little rocks. I failed to jump on one, then little birds showed up and saved me.

Third dream, I was walking around when I found this place... it was like a huge farm, it was very well protected. They were accepting people to live there. Considering the zombies (yes, they were a problem in this dream too), I thought that living there would be good.

I got there and this cute girl told me that you could only get in if you were carrying fruits or vegetables. Well, guess who was suddenly carrying a HUGE bag full of nothing but fruits AND vegetables for no reason at all!? That's right, this guy here! So I gave them my bag and while I was waiting, the girl who had warned me about the fruits and vegetables thing got told that her bag wasn't good enough, it was infected by something, so they told her to leave. She looked really sad, like that was her last chance, so I quickly pushed her inside the place the people with good bags were supposed to go. She was surprised, but there was no time for that. She was wearing a headband, I took it off and told her to stay quiet and next to me.

We sat down on a really comfy couch and waited. While we were waiting, we started talking and then flirting. I got hard (had guy parts in this dream too, thanks, brain!) and I had to cover myself. She started laughing and two old ladies also waiting wanted to know what was so funny. I turned to them and showed them that my glasses were foggy. They thought that was indeed very hilarious and they laughed too.

A woman finally called us both, she had two papers. One was for me, the other was for the girl. The girl found out that women there had to wash clothes and cook food, and she wasn't happy about it. We got sent to our rooms. She went before me, and then a guy stopped me and asked me what her book was about. I suddenly knew that she was writing a book about this place and that it was a dangerous thing to do. I finally looked at him and went out "dude, she told me, but honestly, I didn't pay much attention, her boobs were totally distracting me... she was talking about girly stuff, like makeup and lipstick and that shit" and the guy laughed and said "yeah, that sounds like something a girl would write about, thanks, bro".

I ran to her room and told her "your book is about makeup and lipsticks and whatever else you can think of that goes with that, okay?" and she nodded. There was a little girl there. She had been in this place for some time now and she told us to be careful, they had cameras in all the rooms and she showed us the camera in the girl's room. We thanked her. The girl then asked about the classes. This place apparently had a good education system, and that's why she was there. The little girl said there were no classes at all, we were all slaves there. The girl freaked out.

I went to my room. The girl's room was just like mine, but she had made it homey already. Mine was cold and I didn't know how to organise my clothes. I got sad and left.

When I left, it was already morning. People were going on a tour or something of this huge farm. I got there late (even though I was there at first?) and the guy was all "you think you're better than the others?", so he turned around, shut this fence-like door and left me on the other side. I jumped over it (it was three times my size) and caught up with him. He was surprised and asked me HOW I had gotten there. I told him I jumped. He just shrugged and said "I'll have to make it higher, then" and that's when it hit me. He didn't know I could fly!

I laughed at him and said "make it as high as you want, it won't matter!" and I jumped and went super high. Then, I realised it wouldn't be good for him to know my secret. I rewinded the last part and instead of saying anything and flying, I just laughed a lot at him. He thought I was crazy. I ran and found the girl and the little girl. I kissed the girl and the little girl left cause ew kissing. The girl pushed me away and was all "wtf?" and I apologised, but I was super happy cause I had found a way of us leaving that place for good.

She asked me how and I told her we could fly away. She thought I was crazy, so I told her we should go now. I climbed up some stuff. I made her climb up some stuff too, but I was higher than her. I thought about the little girl, but then I got this warning that I had chosen to save the girl, and that I couldn't take two people with me (in real life, I've been playing a video game where sometimes you end up having to choose to save one person out of two, so I just accepted this). I looked below and thought "okay, what if it doesn't work?"

Then... of course it'll work, it's a dream! I said "here goes nothing" and jumped. I started falling and was falling pretty fast. I doubted for a second that I could fly, but then I was already floating. I remembered my last lucid dream, where I had learnt that pretending that I was swimming made me fly faster, so I did that and my flying got stable. I got to the girl, she climbed on my back and we flew away.

I woke up.

I was with some friends at Blu Martini and my best friend Frank is there with me like he usually is and I told him "do what you do best" which is pick up chicks so at that point were sitting at a small round table with 3 hot chicks and were having some drinks when I sort of become lucid so I thought I hope this girl gives me a sign. So which at that point to my surprise she starts rubbing her hand against my inner thigh so I started likely it of course and I told her hey theres a second floor to this place want to come and I scouted the place upstairs and it seem legit. So then I went back downstairs and my best friend is like "dont do it" and then I smiled and grabbed the girl and went upstairs. At this point I remember the girl turned into Lorena Sanchez and we went to a type of lounge chairs that you can lay completing back on them and then when she laid down I freaking heard my mom downstairs making a racket and asking all my friends where I was and like always she was mad pissed so I had to leave this beautiful women laying down to go calm her down so I ran downstairs I told her "Im ok just relax I am with some friends in the back" so then after that I walked over to my friends it was kinda dark outside they were sitting like on the side of the complex and I could identify one of them as one my friends Will. After that I noticed on some steps my car keys which was extremely random first time that happens in one of my dreams, then I picked them up and ran upstairs knowingly what was waiting up there for me. Then after walking upstairs the scenario not changing at all except the lounge chairs turned into a bed with white sheets which then I saw Lorena Sanchez just her face above the blankets and then I went under the blankets and saw her feet and started kissing my way up, if you know what I mean...

Friday, 8/30/13

Last night bed 9:15pm - 8:45am

DR
I'm visiting New York with a group of people. We are walking the streets and we sti on the steps to the park, under some trees. I'm asking them what they want to see. I have been to NY before, so I can take them to see the sites. I suggest we go and walk through Manhattan. I ask them if they wanna see the Statue of Liberty.

DR
I come to the large, indoor sports facility. There are some kids playing volleyball. I'm thinking of playing something too. They are not professionals, just kids from neighborhood playing. I'm thinking of signing up and joining bedminton club.

As I keep walking to find adult players, I walk through something like a fair. There are clothes hanging and people milling around, buying and looking.

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Me, my dad, mom and brother going to visit my brother in jail. I'm very mad about it. Not sure about what I'm so angry about. We are taking him some food. Officer escorts us to his cell through long, winding corridors. We come to his cell, where he is together with others. I stand at the door, but then realize I'm not suppose to go inside. He will come out and we will all sit at the benches for visits.

After we leave, me and my brother have to go back for something. I take my shoes off and then I have to walk without them. I shouldn't have taken them off.

We were suppose to wait for the officer to escort us, but I think we can find his cell ourselves. We hop on a train, that goes around the facility (like trains at airports). We see from the train where to go and we hope train will go there. We get off and wanna take a different train. I fail to get on and a girlfriend I'm with I yeling at me through the glass where she will wait for me.

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Between my last DJ entry and now, I have had dreams every night. Didn't wanna write them down, coz they were not good.

Something about my mom, then some huge worms in the yard...

Last night i was with this girl that i have never seen before and we went on a watercraft of some sort that doesnt exist but as i rode on the back and she drove she said are you ready to go down and i said yes not knowin what she was talking about. Not even a second later she drove us underwater and i saw a glimpse of this magestic city so clearly then suddenly she went back up to the pale skies that lie above the water.She then dove down again and the city was full of color but at we passed through more water we fell through air on to land and i found out that the city had some kind of force field that held the water back past a certain point, this was the reason my mind made up to convince me that it was possible and that i wasnt breathing underwater. At another point i was back in highschool and the ultimate frisbee team was having tryouts and i decided to see if i still had what it took to become a member on the team and when it came time for me to throw my coach said do you still have a good arm and i said you tell me and i completely messed up a long distance backhand throw.