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So I got home from school at like 2 and went straight upstairs to take a nap. It was off and on sleeping, I think I had one dream, but I woke up at like 4 and was reflecting on that dream when I realized I was slipping back to sleep except I couldn't move myself into not falling asleep. So I was wiggling my toes trying to wake up when my eyes finally closed and I was in this state of mind awake body asleep. I could see the outline of some girl's blue face as I could hear these ringing noises from probably one of The Weeknd's songs. Before I even realized it, my legs were moving and I was running down a hallway with a bunch of doors. Everything started to become very vivid as I kept thinking about this being a dream, but I couldn't stop thinking of how I couldn't move my arms and then my legs stopped as well, then I woke up.

The problem I have with WILDs is that I can't help but think that I'm really in my bed as the dream is forming at first, so I can't move at all.

Swimming with my family at the back of a house. The landlady and her friend came back and was going to swim too but saw us there. We told her we'll get out and let them use it but it seems like they hate us. --- I was in the living room and when I reached the kitchen, my previous landlady and her two sons were sitting there. I greeted the landlady and she stared at me but made a sound of acknowledgement. I was still walking but turned around sand said hi to the two sons and walked away awkwardly. I was then sitting upstairs and suddenly her whole family came up to get ready to go out.

I was in a hallway, in front of me was an arcade that appeared a few times in my dreams. I turned left instead of going in. I walked in to what was suppose to be a maze but I don't remember taking a turn or anything. I stopped next to some bathrooms cause a woman just came out of a female one in front of me. I went in to one next to me and used it, hoping that I could catch up with her. --- I was in a big, crowed, and filthy bathroom. There were signs over sections of stalls. I saw a sign that said employees with greens only. I almost went in to that one somehow. There were stalls for both green users and non green users. I don't know if they smoke in it or what. I had a small tube of green pasty liquid in my hand, I don't know what it is or what it's for. --- I was out the bathroom with a girl on my left and a guy on my right. --- I was in Macau, in a game where I have to find the hidden prize somewhere. There was someone with me. We walked and I said we should stick to the right side of the street since it's suppose to lead us to it. We stood there looking, in front of us was a chruch that was a part of my old school and next to it was my favorite place in Macau. My partner asked if we should start with the first place and I said no, cause I was sure it was in the church. We went in to it and it looked like a really grand palace, clean and bright unlike the exterior. I went toward a case and was surprised that I found the prize already... but itw as just a look alike with a different year. In the case were numbers of the same prizes but they all look a bit different along with the years. On the glass surface, there were stickers indicating the years. The "20" one were empty while the other 5 - 6 years have one or two prizes lining up. I kept on thinking that year "20" is 2012 but then I realized that it should be 2000.

In a house for a visit. I was sitting at a table. There was this one other girl visiting too. The owner of the house walked toward the stairs, and we followed. She said that a girl lives in a room on the second level. The ceiling is really low so you have to crouch to get in a room. I walked back to the table and I appear in my old caretaker's kitchen. I was at the counter making a cup of coffee. My caretaker asked me if I put sugar in yet, I told her there's one in. She asked me if that's enough, I took a sip, it tasted bitter but I told her it's enough. --- We stopped next to an island on the road, Dean and Castiel from Supernatural were standing there. My mom was talking to them. Dad started to drive us away and we were then passing stores. Mom yelled at him to drive back since she wasn't done talking, and he was being rude for driving away. He didn't agree and said something like "why bother talking to gay people". I yelled at him for being rude, boring, and useless, sitting around all day doing nothing. I yelled at him in English and called him an asshole, I even emphasized that word hoping that he'll know what I'm yelling about. We were then next to a restaurant and we ordered four of the same dish but with different toppings.

I was in a shoes store. I tried on this pair of black boot with a bit of a pointed toe. It was in my usual size but it was squeezing my toes. I went in to the storage room to look for a bigger size. The room was kinda messy, boxes scattered in places. I asked the lady that just walked in, if she know where the shoes are. She pointed to them sitting on a box in the center of an area. I went and got them, and stood in front of a mirror. I stretched my white socks over my jeans to see how the boots look. I lifted my black floral jeans a bit while trying in to see how it would look under the jeans. I looked in the mirror again and noticed the heels of the boots are really sharp but short. I was hesitating to get the boots but when I saw the lady getting annoyed at me, I told her I'll get them. I took the boots off and saw a glimpse of "10"s on the bottom of the boots. I was surprised since it didn't feel that much looser than size 8.

I was walking down a forest nature path. The forest was rather dense, and it looked as though it would be difficult to walk if you were not on the path.
I became lucid out of nowhere. I walked for a short while, and summoned my dream guide, Manei. She was walking in front of me, and slowly started to get ahead. I awoke after awhile.

I later had a much longer (or not really longer, just better recall) dream. I was in like a grasslands, or African looking area, like the Serengeti. I walked over to a large tree isolated in the middle of a grassland.
I heard the voice of a young girl. She told me a story about how she was a spirit, and that her body had been blinded to the tree by an evil witch. As she told me this, I began to make out the vague outline of a child's body in the tree.
She then asked me if I would be willing to set her free. I began to claw and kick at the portion of the tree. Eventually I managed to bust apart the wooden tomb, but when I opened it, a skeleton fell out. Her bones were brown and covered in pieces of rotten flesh. It was a rather frightening sight, really. A child's bones scattered across the ground.
I slowly walked away from the scene. As I did, I began to toy with the idea that I might be dreaming. Rather quickly, I came into a group of lions. I can remember there being a male (identifiable by his maine) and two female lions.
I became fully lucid around now, and began to take command of the dream. The male lion began advancing toward me, growling. I yelled at him that I was dreaming. I told him not to roar. He stopped and looked at me.
Around this time, a group of people started to gather around me. They were some kind of tribal group because they were all wearing animal pelts, and one of them had some kind of spear or scepter. I should also note that they were all adult men.
The Lion began undergoing a transformation. His head got longer and his mouth opened, his head looked more like a crocodile now. His fur began to shed revealing a spiked black form, and the eyes began to glow red.
I was not sure whether the tribe men were friendly or not. They were just approaching me. I felt overwhelmed by the threats, so I decided to try dream spinning.
I started to spin, and I could see the environment changing from the hot dry African plain to the outside of a small white house built on the side of the hill. I didn't get a very good look at the environment I was entering, but the whole place felt enclosed and sheltered by tress. I think that my dream guide, Lia was there agian.
Afterwords, I was getting told a story by my younger cousin. He was telling me about how he built a house out of 3,180 bricks, but it all came down because he didn't use any cement. I lost lucidity and woke up.

I am intrigued by one thing: The lion's transformation into a black monster. This has happened before, in fact it happened in my last lucid. And I've seen the same variety of monster several other times, even in other dream journals.

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I was in a neighborhood watching two small dogs run around. They approached a fenced off front yard towards a small sign on the iron fence that says "Tiny Animals Only". In this yard there are lots of tiny animals running around. They were so small I couldn't identify what they were but I know some were snakes. Most of them looked like some sort of large insects. I think to myself that these dogs can't enter this yard as they are too big to fit through the fence. The two dogs then squeezed through the fence entering the yard. The two dogs ran around the yard and were quickly attacked by the tiny critters. They ran back out of the yard, through the fence and onto the yard I was standing on, where they shaked the critters off on the grass. It occured to me at this point that I must be dreaming. I carefully told myself "I'm Lucid", trying not to wake up. After I sucessfully stabilized, I noticed a middle aged, balding DC in a blue polo shirt staring at me angrily. I assume he was the owner of the house and the dogs and was angry at me for letting the dogs in the neighbors yard and spreading tiny critters all over his lawn. I tried to use telekenisis to get rid of this man but it didn't work. A panic broke out among the other neighbors standing around at this point. "Get a golf club!" one of them yelled. I tried desperatly again to use telekenisis to get rid of the DCs now surronding me but it was no use as I'm not yet skilled enough. I heard a thump and woke up.

I dream of the old village that I used to live when I'm still a child..The is a hill behind and we have to go through the path way up to the hill if we want to go to school..Don't know how I end up at the middle of the path way..In front of me there is this big snake and I can tell that this snake is the grandfather of all the snakes because its twice bigger than the anaconda..Its a black and white in colour with a black polka dot? The snake have a moustache like eel
(don't know if I pronounce it right) with a steady face..There is a stranger on top of the hill..Calling and asking me to catch the snake..Hell I'm scared of snakes as small as a worm and for as big as this? Its a no definitely..So I decided to just standing there without doing anything..But I keep on wondering what will I do if the snake come to me..The snake (still with it steady face) seems not to be interested in me and slowly crawl down to the foot of the hill..So I decide to go on to the top of the hill and meet up with the stranger..This stranger is more like a shadow its hard to recognize except that I know that he is a man..He ask me to hold something as a bait for the snake and stand on top of the root of a dead tree..But as I step on top of the root its kinda wobbly and its hard for me to balance my self..In the end we failed to catch the snake

The dream starts as I'm in an alley way... I guess I can describe it as being wet with buildings surrounding every position except for the front which is looking out on some sort of lake or ocean. Like most dreams, I can't connect what was happening before, but I know that I had a small pistol in my hand and I was shooting at two classmates, Allison and Kassidy. In real life, I used to talk to Kassidy before I found out she was still sleeping with her ex while talking to me, so I ignore her now. They ran behind a building to the left of my sight on what I presume to be a path that is in between the building and ocean/lake. I shot a few times in their direction and then gave up for a few seconds. Then I realized that I could cut them off, so I turn around and start running in the opposite direction of where I was looking, and this happened to take me into the front hallway of my house. I ran in that direction out of the front door and turned right to cut them off. It was night by now.

I saw the outline of two people sitting up against a tree and I knew which one Allison was, so I started to shoot the other one. This person that I shot happened to be one of my best friends named Kolby, and this upset me greatly. I turned around and ran into my cul-de-sac where there was a trampoline. I jumped up onto the side railing of it and sat there with my legs hanging over the side. A few of my friends named Ryne and Sam were also there on the trampoline jumping. I started crying harder than I have ever cried in my life at the fact that I killed Kolby and he was gone forever. While crying, my voice started making a weird high pitched noise which Ryne started laughing at, which wasn't helping at all.

After that, I hopped off of the trampoline when my friend Moo came up to me. I somehow was now upstairs in my room in my closet as I hid the gun in some box with another gun and a lot of bullets that looked like airsoft pellots. I ran downstairs to see my mom was saying that Moo had killed Kolby, so I screamed at Moo to follow me to my room. For some reason, I knew someone was out there with a gun coming for us next, and Moo knew that as well. We ran into my room and I opened up the closet to get the gun. Moo watched as I picked up the clip that was missing some bullets, and that showed that I was the one who had shot Kolby. In that moment, my friend from school named Franco kicked the door open and started shooting a pistol at us. Kolby was laying on my bed dead with Ryne also dead. I took the loaded gun and shot at Franco who disappeared behind the closed door for a second. Then he ran in for a final moment and I shot him right in the neck, killing him. Moo and I looked at each other for a couple of seconds before I woke up breathing really heavily.

Not sure what all happened. I was at work. I told a guest that it was like the Apocalypse had hit, no one was in the arcade, and we werent even open or something. A friend thought it was funny and laughed. I was by the theatre and I had a pixy stick, I was there with about 3 other workers. we all got candy.

I was on a transit line at one point I think.

I had some long dreams. cant remember

Ok so this is my first dream journal entry, I was not lucid during this dream.
I Dreamed I was lying in a hospital bed next to my cousin Kimberly. She was sick and for some unknown reason her family hated her. I looked around the room and I saw a little girl crounched down in the corner of the room crying. I immediately walked to her and asked her why she was crying, but she didn't answer. Suddenly I was outside of the building I was previously in. The house looked like a log cabin and it looked like I was in a village when I looked around. Suddenly the house was set afire and I ran inside to help my cousin and the little girl. But when I got inside she wasn't there and neither was the little girl, but in her place on the bed was a very petite looking woman. Very sickly looking. I grabbed a peice of bed cloth from the floor and wrapped it around my arm so I could break a window. I ran over to the woman and picked her up (She was really tiny). I never had to break a window so I ran out the door I came in. When we were outside I carried her to a safe area. Then I started to search for I'm guessing my love and I called his name "Damon". He didn't answer so I ran over to a house I think was his but It too was burning down. So I cryed out to him once more and then I wake up.

I don't know who the little girl was in the dream but I do know who the Damon guy is. He is a character in a show I love to watch.

with some guy who was sposed to be sober and then he started using again. iasked him if he had drugs and he said he had tranquilizers that would make me hallucinate. we went back to his lair with some other sketchey dude and i had to pee so i got up and walked outside. there was like a huge lake or waterhole. then i saw there was a bathroom so i walke over to it but the entire raft that it was floating on kept sinking so i got the hell outa there.

Before any of this happned i was at some family day at a basebal field with my mom. they were listening to some coach. i waas kind spacing. cept there was one kid there who had like a skate board and i ended up riding that up and down ramps

There was this pokemon collection that I had...like toys but they actually did things some kind of way. We we combined all of our stuff together, and had them displayed all around. They were telling me some that I had were super rare because of their sizes. I told them I must have gotten lucky because most of the one's I got were that size. We also had dragon ball z toys. I had several different forms of Boo

I was a house of a murder scene. A young boy, and a girl told me that their father was murdered. We searched all over their houses for clues, and eventually came across a spec of blood. Before the results came back, I figured out that it was his own son. He was fighting with him, and eventually threw him down the stairs.


I was a party...I think Lil Wayne was there. He was telling me about his tattoo's.

Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids

WBTB full 30 min. 1/2 cup cold coffee. + 2MG melatonin and 200MG B6

I laid for about 15 mind doing SSILD. I felt too awake so I took 2MG melatonin and 200MG B6 for the hell of it. Went back to SSILD.

Lucid #99 December TOTM fail 5AM
I found myself in vibrations. For some reason I just waited instead of transitioning out. I think it was because the vibrations were so weak that I was unsure. This part is just fragments and vauge so I am not sure I did the TOTM or not. I end up outside. I remember snow. I get lost in each flake and feel like I am a snow flake myself. I float and lose vision. I open my eyes but I have double vision of my room and the dream. I run a dream hand over my face to rub my eyes. It feels real but I know it is non-physical.

*Memory gap*

I am dreaming still but non-lucid. I am in the living room cleaning absentmindedly. I am thinking about how I had a lucid dream and this was the 3rd night in a row. I feel positive that I can do it a fourth night and break my record. Then I think, "Hey! I still have time to sleep. Maybe I can have another lucid before I have to go to work." I see the couch and lay down to WILD.

I feel SP/vibrations almost instantly. I think to wait then realize that I don't know why I did that before. Effortlessly imagined my feet meeting the floor. This time I was on the wrong side of the bed and not even on the couch.

I was afraid of vision problems so I kept my eyes closed and felt my way out of the bedroom. I kept thinking "there will be light there will be light" over and over. I open the door and see the rest of the house is dimly lit by the scentsy pot. (Yes! That was the waking life plan!) I was pleased that it carried over into my OBE. I walk to the front door singing, "Theeeeeee sun will come out tomorrow bet your bottom dollar tomorrow..." I was still hoping for some light out side. I have dealt with vision and darkness to many times in OBEs.

The front door opened easy. I half expected issues here. Out of habit I remembered to unlock the deadbolt and I was out. At this point I remember that my real body is just in underwear and I start to feel naked. I realize that it won't matter in a dream and I continue on.

I step onto the front porch. I see the yard and it is dimly lit like pre-dawn. I vividly feel my feet on the cool concrete and my toes curl over the edge of the front step as I push off to fly.

For some reason I don't get very high and I just hover a foot or so. But I am able to do so and a high speed. My sidewalk leading from the porch to the street becomes impossibly long. I feel the wind swirl around me and blow throw my hair. I hear a rushing sound like wind as I dart forward. I see beautiful pink cherry blossomed trees lining each side of the sidewalk. They are incredibly beautiful and I gasp a "wow". After a moment I stop flying.



I want to do the TOTM. I look up and see a full moon above me. I look to the east and see that the sky is getting brighter. The sun is coming up. I can't see any northern lights, so I clap my hand and put them up in a grand gesture. I say to the dream, "Northern lights!"

Nothing happens. I look all around in the sky. I see the moon still and some stars in the darker part of the sky to the west. All this looking around makes me dizzy and the dream fades to fast to do anything about it. I wake up.

~ 2 pm - 3:27 pm

I was given a golden staff.