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Bus on rotunda. Elephant. A dystopian cage. Yellow and black. Fighting. A huge enemy. Gap in the cage. A female enemy. Harder to defeat. Hero or me fell into lava. Turned himself myself into molecules. Flew. Ice. Freeze. House. Someone wants to take the object. Someone protecting it. Two objects.

Ministop. Buying barbecue. 18 of each different kind. A and M are married and have a daughter.

NOTE: Tibetan Meditation

An unknown place. Church nearby. Muddy. Path. Rained. The color of a rainy day. Travel. Quezon? QC? Left some stuff behind. Had to hurry and get them. CLothes, socks, bags. FOrest. Next stop. Too many. Chase. Shooting down. Plane helicopter.
Machine gun shooting. A huge tank-like thing. Arnold Schaawarngger. Banahaw path. Chase. Old woman. Corridor. Small town. Houses. Room. Small martial art master. Arnold surrendered.

Home. Cousins in Manila. Visited. A rich aunt and uncle. Incest. Polyamorous husband. Enter through the window. Pool. People swimming. Red shorts. I'm out on the living room. They're in my room, the guests. A key in the pool. A ? movie. Taft ave.

The dark forest. Transformation. Demon summoning. House. Gnome. Cloak of invisibility. Drunk with power. Dwarves. Fight. Rath's mom. Oil. Chicken oil. Exercise. Swords. Yellow shirt. Blue short. Red?

Went up to a mall with friends. Are we avoiding someone or something? Side of the mall. No escalator. Stairs. Almost off.

Boat. Seaside. Yellow orange sunset by the sea. Circling a mall.

NOTE: Audio 2

Outsmart. Terminal.

Clay. Magick. birds. escape. Stegosaurus. Bengal tiger. Escape to forest. Trees. Chased by an elephant/bear. He's coming. I became aware. I dropped my clay weapon and challenged. I said now what? This creature ran past me. He smiled. He looked like a native from some Caribbean/African island. Or Somalia. He started to walk back then he looked back at me and said, now I teach you how to dance Latin. I said it's so cool.

Office. Thumbtack. A text or other. Boss. Airplane. Miss. The next one to? CLosed. The airplane of individuals. Army.

I am on the Moon chatting with some people in the Biodome. Where's Raven? someone asks.

Hmm... I open a mirror portal. I see her sleeping in her bed, an astral demon sitting on her chest. I feel a dark rage overpower me from deep within my soul. I morph into my Demon Self, Deathgawn. I roar in anger, and rocket down the wormhole. I come flying out of the portal and slam into the astral demon full force as we crash into the dirt outside her house. He tries to strangle me by picking me up by the neck. I laugh as fiery spikes shoot out of my neck into his hand. The astral demon tries to speak, but is too busy getting sucked into the black hole in my chest.
A host of demons descends from the skies, and apparently are starting a ritual where Raven is the sacrifice. There is a green fog around Raven's face which I blow away by summoning a wind.
"Come to enjoy the sacrifice, brother?" One of the demons asks. I respond by leaping to Raven, and spinning my staff and creating an energy sphere around us. I summon my giant hellhound, Jo, with his eight legs and crocodile teeth to protect Raven while I go into her Inner World to wake her up.
I create a portal on Raven's third eye chakra, and hit the Micro button on my belt, then leap in.

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I am in a forest. I see Raven's childhood self, and my childhood self. My boy self is telling Raven he can't play with her in dreams anymore because she is an imaginary friend. Raven is very hurt and frustrated. No! I'm real! she is saying. A tear rolls down my demon cheek, and lands on the ground. A tree grows there, and two snakes wind up the tree. My kundalini rises, and I morph into my Archangel Self. I ask Michael to possess me.

"Raven, this is a dream. We need to wake up in the astral!" She looks at me, smiles, then morphs into her adult self. She hugs me, then hugs my boy self, and he fades away.

She opens a portal, and I tell her what is going on telepathically as we fly through the wormhole. We leap out of her third eye chakra. Raven's dream body merges with her astral body, and she flips off the bed, transforming into Queen of Night, but she looks more like Catwoman. haha.
We fly into the sky, and the demons rush me, thinking Raven an ally, and me the enemy. I allow them very close before I go supernova and blast them into thousands of portals Raven has opened for them to fall into.
The battle is quickly over. Raven and I nod at each other, then she suddenly collapses. I catch her and open a portal to The Healing Glen in The North. I lay her down on the grass, and parasites run off her as MoSh, Tigress, Pablo, and Basara play healing music. The Frost Giant comes and blows healing herbs on Raven. He picks he up and takes her to his cave.
As she sleeps, he talks to me by the fire.
"You, all of you. All the lucid dreamers in your Urth are under attack on all Planes. You are being poisoned, subjugated, busied, distracted, confused, and assassinated. See with Nine Eyes, brother. The Time is nigh."

somebody very old and somebody very young had sex in our bed and my husbent and i tried not to see it. I count fingers - one was too small. I stood up, made an apple on the palm. The apple was like in real. I ate it, but it was absolutely tastless. My kid tried to disturb me, i made a door in the wall and found myself on the roof of 10-story building. Jump, but the land was like a trampoline and i jumped and fall in several meters.I stood up and try to do the magic of the earth like in avatar cartoon - nothing. I went to the big pool - tried to do the magic of the water - very weak - small waves not higher then half a finger. DC was around me, so i consentrated on the toe and went from this place. Decided to make TOTM.

TOTM. I made a pumpking on my palm. at first it was like tomato, then like big orange, then pumpking, but not big - not bigger then my head. I imagin that on the other side it would be with eyes and mouse, turned it and it really was! I looked at DC's shadows and went to the wall, but my shadow was like reflection in a mirrow. I put pumpking near my right foot and tried to take off my head looking on the reflection, even felt a little pain, but couldn't. Then i desided, that i had a button on my neck, push it and easy took off my head and put it near my right foot. Inside my neck i was like from the rose waxwork. I picked up pumpking and put it instead my head. The pumpking became to turn into the big orrange again and wasn't so nice and big like a moment ago. I put it off and wear my head again, thinking what to do with my pumpking - and awoke.

I was annoyed because there was a train track in a location that I had to cross to get to school every day, running at high speeds with no barrier or warning. The location doesn't exist in real life, that's dream geography, and dream geometry as well I reckon. I wondered if the train actually ran during the time I cross it in the morning, and, examining the track, take out an electrical plug thing, before hurriedly putting it back, as not to break anything.

Railways as barriers, or hazards, in places they really should not be, recurs in dreams for me, quite often.

I had a dream that I was on the main screen of the "GunZ" game and someone was giving me food. o.o There's a little dream fragment for you!

NOTE: I have just noticed I never moved my WBTB time from 4am back to 3am. I already set my alarm, so now I'll be on the right schedule. Hopefully this gives me some better recall. Also, I'm not really going to post any "dream fragments" on here unless they're interesting.. It'll save some space for reading-worthy dreams. I'll keep fragments in a personal journal.

Finally remembered something! Just a fragment, but it's a start.

Fragment: Military Pursuit
I'm being chased by a group of soldiers. The only reason I manage to stay ahead of them is because I'm in my hometown and am familiar with the territory and am able to use that knowledge to my advantage. I run onto the train tracks and look back to see the soldiers wearing pink uniforms. I run, but the tracks are messing up my stride. Setting my feet on ever second wood beam is too short, but trying for every third is too long.

The soldiers come from watching Franklin and Bash before bed, they were in military court. The pink uniforms were from watching a football highlight where all the teams were wearing pink in support of boobs or something.

I was in front of a mirror, as soon as I saw it I thought I don't want to look in that. Why am I afraid of looking in mirrors? This is a dream! I picked it up and saw myself with a full beard, which I thought was the funniest thing ever. I dropped the mirror and turned around, then I was standing in a backyard! I don't even think about doing a reality check, I know that it is a dream (I forgot that there are points for it ). I have run through my head what to do over and over, but it is very hazy. Stabilize! I barely remember. It doesn't seem like a dream at all, it seems like I am just being an idiot in real life and looking at my hands, listening, and trying to feel the breeze around me (I always forget to look around more to get that stabilized). I didn't look around to see my surroundings much, but there is nice grass under my feet, and I am in the back yard of a four story mansion. I can feel it now though, I am in the dream, I almost take off running, but what I wanted to do rushed into my mind. I have to summon something! I reach in my pocket, and nothing is in there, I knew that would happen, so I went on to plan B for summoning, I closed my eyes and thought Of course it is not in there, you left the Red Bull in your back pocket. I reach back there, and pull out a small Red Bull can, it is about three inches high. I pop the top and start drinking. It tastes a lot sweeter than Red Bull, I don't really like Red Bull anyways, but Red Bull gives you wings, and I want to fly.

It takes about thirty seconds to down the tiny can. I look around at the back yard and I am floating, I do not have wings though, but I am floating! I am above the four story house almost at the tops of the trees that I will be trying to go over in a second. One eye messes up and everything looks less clear from that eye. I completely forget how to stabilize and wake into a false awakening into the same back yard that I was just in, but I am completely absorbed in the next dream.

When I was younger I had some dream experiences that went with the laws of physics being thrown out the window. Very cool times and both of them I even questioned reality. Here are two old dreams:

Age: 5

It was night in the city. There was a huge building that I wanted to climb and on the outside I could see these floating red things. I went into the building and it looked a lot like a Zelda dungeon, but I had never played Zelda before, it took me a long time to get to the floor with the red things floating outside, and when I got there I realized that it was red couches. 3 of them, with people filling all the seats but one. I float over to the couch and began talking to the people there. I don't remember the conversation, but it seemed amazing. Very good time, but then I flew down to the ground and attempted to get back up to the couches from inside the building again. I make it back up after a long amount of time, but it seems like the distance from the building is farther and the ground farther, and like such a long time since I first flew. I started thinking that this might be a dream, but they told me to fly to them and I took a leap of faith (like a little Boss) (I was very much in control at this time, before it seemed like I was just doing the first thing that popped into my head, now I was thinking). I woke up when I hit the couch.

age: 14

I was standing on a building next to my friend (he is my brother in law now) and my sister was telling me how awesome he was because he could do this. She pointed to him and he jumped in the air and floated away. "I can do that!" I said, and jumped and floated away. I started flying everywhere, but the more I landed, the harder it was to get in the sky, at first I had to jump, then double jump, and then I had to jump off of high heights. I flew into my window and walked to the stairs, 19 stairs. I knew that if I jumped I would be able to fly, but my rational side of my brain started working. That was a dream that you were flying, you woke up now and you can't fly. you'll kill yourself. then the other side of my brain I have been flying all day, I haven't woken up yet. I stared at the stairs, not knowing if it was a dream or not until I woke up.

notes:
I was very much into dreams at this point, telling a lot of people about my dreams, but I had never heard of them before, so I didn't know about them at this time. The stairs that I was staring at I can imagine and looked exactly like my parents actual stairs that they still have, so there was nothing there to give me the idea I was in a dream. I did not know what a reality check was. Had I realized I was in a dream, I might have been an oneironaut sooner in life.

age: 16

I was going to my friend's house for a party (the same one from the story above), which was really weird since he hated large groups at the time. It was an entire block party and I was going around socializing when all of the sudden it clicks that "I can fly!" I flew around for a while really high, then went back to the party hoping to talk to some gals. (this was right before I started liking my wife). As I landed I did a bunch of flips accidentally before I hit the ground. These flips alerted me to the fact that I was only wearing boxers and I was in the middle of a party. I didn't really care about the embarrassment, but I spent the remainder of the dream looking for clothes.

This is a nightmare I had a few nights ago.

I was holding a young girl, an infant, in my arms. I was inside a building when a man pushed me into a room, slammed the door, and locked it. Inside, I saw a woman cowering in a corner, sobbing so violently she was shaking. I heard something being released through small rifts in the floor, and I felt suffocated. I was in a gas chamber. (Just to let you know, I was 20 ish in the dream. Six years older than I am now) I held the baby against my chest and fell to my knees, not wanting this baby to die. She cried and cried until I shushed her, calming her. They opened the door and took her from me, and I heard her screaming. The other woman lay dead before me. I stared in horror at the corpse before screaming for them to give her back to me. The baby, that is. The man from before laughed and kicked me hard in the abdomen, causing me to fall backwards.

From this point on, it was like I was outside my body, watching the proceedings from afar. I saw him laugh as a woman ran up, a large wooden beam in her hands. She drove it through my stomach, and I heard a myself cry out, blood trickling from my mouth. She pulled it out of me, making blood spill EVERYWHERE. She drove it in again...and again....and again. I was begging for death. She laughed, torturing me until there was so much blood around me I thought I had to be completely drained. I saw her drive the stake into my heart, and, hearing myself softly grunt, I watched my body slump forward.... dead. In the background, I heard a child crying until silence came and I woke up.


Note: This is the first time I've ever seen myself die in a dream.

I am in a lunch room and my mom is in the seat to my right. We are around a circle table with my other friends. My frien Cheyenne comes over and puts a seat in the middle I ask what she's doing ans she says that she's eating with us and the people at the table behind us.