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(DILD) I was in some weird mansion type place, half scary ride looking and half red-light district looking. Some woman with strawberry blonde hair and tattoos walks up to me singing and I think that my cousin might like her music (then i became lucid for some reason) I realize i am dreaming and when I turn a corner i decide to try to change the scene, I open a door and try to picture something but i couldn't think of a good scene, so i ended up at my grandmas house. it's dark out though. I don't go to see my grandparents or anything though, instead I decide to work on my flying, I'm not very good at it yet. I put my arms in the air like super man and take off fast, but then I start to fall backwards back to earth, the feeling is horrible like the tickle feeling on a roller-coaster. I try again and try to go up and straight instead of straight up then falling back down. As I'm practicing my flying I see things in the dark, such as shadow men and yellowish white rotted skinned men and they're running from behind tree to tree slowly getting closer to me, I think that they're just something i created out of nervousness so I decide to change scenes again, i take off into the air shitfully and the scene changes into some mall filled with a lot of people. I fly to the second story and go into and ice cream parlor (my lucidity fades back into non lucid dreaming) I notice big line at each ice cream flavor and I can't see what flavors there are so I get irritated and smack them all in the back of the head and then they chase me around the shop and each go around i try to get a look at the flavors, i really wanted pistachio ice cream. (i woke up)

I am Iron Man

The title says it all. I was dreaming that I was working with Tony Stark. (He looked like RDJ from the movie) The only strange thing was that we were in my house. He told me about how he was testing his new armors and he needed some help. He gave me a glove for the right hand of Iron Man armor and asked me to test it.
I was able to control the glove with my mind. The armor on the forearm lifted up and turned out to be a small missile silo. It fired a small missile into the wall of my house that detonated and blew a hole into the inside wall of my house. (I was not at all concerned about damaging my own house, strangely. Perhaps a low level of lucidity.)
Anyways, I told him that the design was pretty good, but that you might want to have more missiles because with just one, you couldn't defeat as many enemies. I told him that high capacity might be more important than maximum impact.
He worked for a minute, then he gave me another glove from the Iron Man suit, for the other arm. He told me that this one was much improved. I commanded it with my mind, and it had the same kind of missile silo in the forearm. But when I fired it, it shot smaller missiles very quickly. These were much less powerful.
"How many does this hold?"
"Over a hundred."

Skiing

For the longest time, I've wondered why dreams that are boring to me are so interesting to others. When dreams don't make much sense to me, they're boring. It's the dreams that make sense, but still have an element that is unrealistic that are the most interesting.

Of course any situation makes sense once your lucid.

Anyways, this dream was very long, but I found it to be boring, because of the off plot and characters that were never explained.

I was going skiing with some friends. I can't remember exactly who these people were. I think my parents were with us, as well as a boy. He was muscular with short blonde hair. I'll call him Jack for now. He looked like a Jack.
Anyways we were driving in a black SUV to a new ski resort. The resort was in this Halloween themed town. The town had haunted house themed attractions. The entire town was surrounded by huge snow-covered mountains.
We drove down the main street of the town, with a row of shops and small hotels. My parents got out of the car, and they were going to go into one of the haunted house attractions while we went skiing.
I can remember not being very enthusiastic about being in the situation. I didn't want to go skiing in this town because I did not like the chairlift for some reason.
Jack said that he needed to get his skis from his house. We drove down into a mountain valley, where there was no longer any snow. In this valley was a very upper-class looking neighborhood. We pulled into a driveway where supposedly Jack Lived.
Jack tried to put this black luggage rack type thing on top of the car. I can remember him struggling for some time before succeeding. There was a girl in the front passenger seat that I think he was trying to impress. When he got back into the car, his hands were bleeding because he had been cut by the luggage rack.

-WBTB WILD

woke up shortly and went back to bed with one of my dogs beside me on my bed. Didnt take too long to fall asleep and get vibrations. The vibrations kind of lasted longer than usual so once I could feel my dream body I just forced open my eyes and laid upright. I did a long nose plug RC to make sure I was dreaming and i crawled off my bed. I looked at my bed and it was my other dog now with me instead. I kept doing nose plug RC's and I opened my curtain to look out my bedroom window. There was dim sunlight above the trees but the forest in my backyard was all completely dark like night time. It looked really cool like half daytime half night. I also noticed my video camera was lying on the floor among the trees with the red recording light blinking. I told my dog to come and she followed me as I opened my door and walked down my hall. My front door was wide open, for a moment I was worried that my other dog might have ran out but I remembered it was just a dream. I saw a black limo parked in front of my house but didnt really pay any attention to it. I looked in my living room to see if anyone was around or anything. I couldnt really think of anything to do which always happens when I become lucid. I was just going to go fly around but the dream started fading and I woke up didnt have enough notice to deild.

Fragment 1: I think this dream was about time in dreams whether they are eternal or finite, and also whether time is improved or worse? but I don't remember any more what I mean by that.

Fragment 2: this dream was either about the meaning of dreams or the meaning of life. The dream was in visuals only, so no sounds and no emotions. I don't remember any more how visual could portray meaning of something as complex as dreams/life! I don't remember any of the visuals.

At the start, I was in some kind of floating prison above the ocean. Not sure why. But I made some connections with the other inmates, and it was generally pleasant enough to be there. When I am let out, I find myself in a grassy terrain with coordinates shown in my peripheral vision, very minecraft influenced. I still feel imprisoned, so I run off as far as I can. I make it as far as till the coords say 4000, before I see a massive "wall" like a force field shielding me from getting further. The feeling of being imprisoned is much more intense now, and I want to get past that wall. I find a dark green pearl in my hand, like the ender pearl. I throw it at the wall, and it teleports me through. For every few meters, there's another wall, so I use the same trick for each. As I get further and further out, the landscape's diversity decreases and eventually it's nothing but ocean. Eventually I see land again, and I make the last effort to get through the last wall. I check my coordinates. I'm back at 4000. That surely made me feel hopeless, but I tried again in a different direction, this time around with some of the other inmates who were let out. We get through a few walls, and come to a castle of stone. The grass here is taller than usual, the hills are very complicated. We cross a half a bridge before the ground trembles and we run back to the start of it. Something comes running out of the castle at us. We flee and throw ourselves into a ditch where we lie as still as we can. The huge creature stomps around on the ground above us, and lowers its head to smell us. It looks like a velociraptor, but feathered. It licks my glove and then bites down to feel whether it has found something to chew on. I manage to slide my hand out of the glove before it does.
One of the others call me an idiot. The creature hears. Dream ends.

Huge Dump of some past dreams. Trying to get my new journal caught up with my old one. More to follow.

12-20-2012
Some action going on and a few friends and I had to jump on some motorcycles to get away. I got on the biggest one. Riding was amazing and realistic. Torque/two-finger clutching/trying to keep the wheels on the ground/etc. Ripping through an apartment complex, doing laps and trying to get the handling right as the bike kept trying to get away from me.



12-29-2012
1) Playing ping-pong with exploding ping-pong balls, against someone else. On each side of the table, we had make-shift forts and other obstacles that we would use for defense. The game ended up moving out into the back yard at some point. Eventually, the method of play became a close-quarters game, instead of launching the balls across the table. We were grappling and I pushed one of the exploding balls into my opponents mouth, and covered his face with a cardboard divider. The balls had tiny fuses on them, though, and before the his went off, I threw away the cardboard shield and let him go, because I really didn’t want to actually blow his head off.


2) All I remember is my neighbor’s house getting attacked by werewolves. I was moving the people in my own house out, while seeing someone in my neighbor’s house getting mauled up against a blinded bedroom window.



01-11-2013
I was being tortured, along with some woman, by a militant group of Carribbean or African ‘pirates’. They cut off my leg at about the shin for being non-compliant, and I just stared the leader down, the whole time he was doing it, to show that I would not break. This was a very painful dream, and the process was absolutely agonizing. I was screaming inside. It was unbearable. The bandit leader threatened to shove a long stick (which he had a specific name for, and I can’t think of it) down into the bloody stump – slowly, punishingly. I was going to tell him to do what he felt he must, but the girl pleaded that he stop and said that we would join his rebel group (which was the man’s goal all along). She didn’t want to see me tortured anymore. The leader made a threat that, if we ever double-crossed him after joining his gang – now that we were apparently a part of it – he would skin us alive with the spinning back wheel of his dirt-bike.



01-16-2013
I was in a snowy setting, playing around near a set of train tracks. Swinging an arm around, I smacked it into the base of a tree, surprisingly knocking it over onto a passing train and derailing it. It wasn’t long before the engineer and the rest of the crew came around, angrily, looking for the cause of the problem, but I don’t remember much after that.



01-17-2013
Sank two train cars in a harbor.



01-18-2013
With some shady character and Todd. Pulled some kind of caper (and I had a short spar with the character), then some old dude on a bike started following us, talking on his phone to the cops and telling them everything about what we looked like and where we were going (we were also on bikes). Once we got cornered, we confronted the guy. I suspected I was dreaming and tried to levitate a rock. It worked. I told everyone that I had this controlled, because it was my dream, and I made the snitch levitate, to prove it.



01-19-2013
I was in a bar and a bunch of armed robbers came in, causing chaos. Realized I was dreaming and jumped over a table to go confront them. Had some fun with them and Hadoukened one of the female thugs through a wall in a hallway.



01-25-2013
Was riding with some people and went to a shopping center that housed a police station. One of the guys in the back seat apologized pre-emptively and held up a pistol, jumping out of the car and running into the station. Not wanting to wait around to see what happened, the rest of us said “screw this”and took off, hearing a single shot from inside the police station as we passed by it. Turned out the boy had killed himself in front of the cops (or committed suicide by cop; I don’t know the details of which). MJ was in much of the dream (being a huge B, for the most part, but we ended up talking to each other).



01-29-2013
1)In a front yard and trying to fight off a guy who had run a friend of mine over in a large, menacing-looking tractor thing. I had become lucid for a moment, while kicking his ass, but don’t really remember much of it, at this point.


2) Trying to stop Zachary Quinto from becoming a werewolf, though he seemed really determined to. Also lucid. I remember grabbing him by the face, during the early stages of his transformation, and trying to 'will' him to stay human. Don't remember whether or not it worked, though.



02-02-2013
Another parking lot shooting – this time it was a shootout between some hothead in my group of friends, and who I believe to have been some random redneck. I almost caught a bullet in the neck, while running for cover inside the store. It broke through some glass and whizzed right by me. The police came, eventually. I had a pistol hidden in my car that I almost got in trouble for, but the cop was cool, and knew I wasn’t involved in the shootout.



02-05-2013
1) In some swampy area, I was using tree branches to cross gator-infested water, crawling and swinging from them as if they were trapeze. On the far end of the wetlands, and dropped down to the ground, which began to move, and wound up proving that I was standing on the scaly back of an impossibly-large, 100+ ft. long alligator, which began to wake up from its slumber.


2) I was in a school, watching some family movie. Someone asked if I liked it, and I could only remember that it was decent. Later, I was walking through the halls with my friend JCS, carrying sword replicas or some other mock-blades. While we were at the lockers, an old friend of my parents walked by, whom I haven’t seen since I was back in Houston. I become lucid and began using telekinesis to confirm it. Another older woman walked by (who kind of looked like L, from my present job). Waving my hand and focusing my mind, I pulled someone’s nearby wig off of their head and tied the strands of hair to [the woman who looked like L]’s real hair as she walked down the hall. She shared a laugh about and asked how I did it. I explained the whole lucidity thing, briefly. Some of the nearby people started talking about getting pizza, so I created some in an oven that happened to be nearby. A party eventually started and there was a really hot cosplay chick working a stand of something. I took her outside to hang out, and it was your typical BBQ atmosphere. I remember some intense, evil chick hanging out near the fence – standing next to a sinister weapon that radiated bad energy – and something about a tiger. The tiger was friendly to me, though. The last thing I remember was beginning to start something with the hot cosplay chick...

...but I was woken up by the sound of my daughter knocking on my bedroom door to ask me for a dollar. -_-



02-07-2013
Dream One
”Jedi Justice”

The first thing I remember is sex with an old g/f. In the middle of it, for some reason, I had left the room and gone into the kitchen. My mom was in the kitchen, and started telling me about what we had to eat, so I got hungry (and distracted) and made myself a plate, having to put both the food and the BBQ sauce in the microwave, because they were both apparently too cold to eat. I went back in the room, set the food down on my desk, and my ex and I went back at it for another round.

Later, after she had gone to sleep, I was BSing with some friends in a dorm-like room. Something happened where I had to put something away before too many people got a hold of it, but I don’t remember what it was. A few of the guys followed me into the room, but I quickly ushered them out because the girl was sleeping. The two friends I was with were in a huge rush to go ‘somewhere’, but didn’t seem to be able to settle on where it was they wanted to go. We all ended up arguing over what we were going to do with our time.

By this time, we were out on a highway at night. There was a motorcycle left alone in a median, and we all stepped over to get a good look at it, thinking about taking it for a joyride. Out of nowhere, this chick looking like Mi’chonne from The Walking Dead comes riding up on a bike of her own. Seeming to know that we were thinking about stealing the other bike, she kicks it over, off of an embankment, and it falls into a [quite random] ice-covered puddle on the highway, sinking beneath the street. Not wanting to be connected to this destruction of property, my group and I ran like Hell.

We got back to our (now futuristic-looking) school area, trying to keep a low profile so that we wouldn’t be tracked down over the fallen motorcycle. The downstairs lobby of this place was enormous, and it was there that I became lucid, trying to keep myself out of sight of the authorities that I know were going to be chasing us. I tried to fly up to the high second floor, where our dorms were, but couldn’t stay off the ground, so I ended up taking the stairs. Moving through the hallways, I passed a classroom with a gorgeous dirty-blonde co-ed and took her with me into a nearby bathroom stall.

I was pretty aggressive with her, at first, but it seemed she wasn’t into it at all. The more I pressed myself against her and rubbed her body, the more she froze up and shuddered, staring at me with wide-frightened eyes, as if she wanted me to stop, but was too afraid to say anything. After a moment of attempted foreplay, it seemed way to creepy, and almost like I was trying to rape her, so I decided to leave it alone and leave the bathroom stall. An enormous group of other DC’s had gathered outside the stall, obviously responding to the girl’s ‘distress’. So, I just willed myself to ‘dash’ right through them, coming out on the backside of the mob and continuing through the hallways, meeting up with my friends from earlier.

It wasn’t long before the ‘cops’ found us, and began trying to attack us…with lightsabers, of all things. And enormous lightsaber/force battle broke out, myself using telekinesis to strip men of their lightsabers and use them against themselves. At one point, one of the agents through his own lightsaber toward a disarmed partner, and I used my own lucid telekinesis to redirect the sheathed saber over toward myself, while it was in mid-air, then having two sabers to rip through the remaining police force with. Most of the fighting involved quick, evasive attacks while I was running through the lobby, away from the growing number of patrolmen.

I remember one instance of the dream beginning to fade, so I looked at my hands (which were, at first, all green and gooey, as if they were melting) and quickly began to bring things back into focus. After all of the opponents had been defeated, I took some time out to recall of the things that had happened in the lucid so far, knowing that I would have to try to wake myself up soon, so I could remember it all.


Dream Two
"Lil' Biker Chick"

I was a woman in this – somewhat scantily clad, and resembling my Thalia Darkthorne character. I’d stolen a rickety, black moped one night and stashed it in a random neighborhood. The next day, I went to retrieve it from this old guy’s house, where I’d stashed it among a bunch of old motorcycles. He saw me hovering around his bikes and came out to confront me, so I walked away nonchalantly, avoiding him. While I was gone, some little girls, who had seen me eyeing his bikes, came over and put chains all around them, effectively locking my own (stolen) bike in with them. This left me no choice but to actually talk to the man who lived there, and try to persuade him to hand over the bike, while trying not to tip him off that it was stolen. Of course, being the hot as chick that I was portraying in this dream, he was all smitten, and was buying into everything I said. I don’t believe I got the bike right then and there, though…

It wasn’t until later. I was outside of some bar, and a bunch of country boys pulled up in big trucks and motorcycles. They were selling the motorcycles, and one of them happened to be the piece of shit moped that I’d stolen. I remember talking to them about buying it, but nothing after that.



02-08-2013
Dream Fragment One
At some outdoor school function. People were trying to make themselves famous by shooting up the function, so they kept showing up with guns and we kept having to take them out before someone innocent was killed. We took out at least a dozen people, before one of the people in my group accidentally discharged his weapon and shot my mom in the stomach (an earlier bullet grazed her side). It was horrible. I cried over her while she died in my arms.

Dream Fragment Two
I remember waking up to the sound of jets flying around outside. I watched them for a while, out my bedroom window, and they all seemed to be flying ridiculously low to the ground. Later, mom, her b/f and I were all smoking cigs outside. Neighbor was playing with a boomerang and it went over our fence and then costed back over into the yard between ours. I hopped the fence to go get it and mom's b/f was trying to beat me. I then won some kind of bet where I could get anything I want from a heavy Spanish chick. I chose to receive oral from her, but it was interrupted by a sudden, live FPS scenario that was a mix between really happening and being some new edition in a video game shooter franchise. I don’t remember much of it, though.

I was playing some video games and then i was in some place with light blue metallic walls, later i was discussing something recall related on dreamviews, which turned into discussion that recall literally affects waking life by materializing events from dreams in future.

Non-lucid
Lucid
False Awakening
I've fallen asleep on the couch in the middle of the day and this is what I got.

I'm in my house, laying on the couch. Everything is in its place and it all feels right. My boyfriend comes into the room and starts to pick a fight with me, it was over something really stupid but I can't remember what it was. He leaves the room, still fighting with me from another. I feel compelled to follow him but instead I roll over and go back to sleep.
I'm in my house, laying on the couch. everything is in its place and it all feels right. My boyfriend is in the kitchen, talking to me. I get up and the world shifts around me. It feels sluggish and my vision keeps warping the room. I walk into the kitchen,
"Hey! This is really weird. I think I'm still asleep."
"Let's watch Supernatural." He says, walking past me into the living room.
"Didn't you hear me? Something weird is happening."
"Are we going to watch this or not?" He asks.
I frown in response, bothered by how he's ignoring what's happening to me, but I follow him. He sits down on the couch with his coffee and waits for me to put in the dvd. I seize one of the cases and put it down with more force than is necessary, annoyed that for some reason I'm expected to do this. Why can't he put the damn dvd in the player? I put it in and turn on the tv. I look at the screen, the play menu keeps blending with an episode making it hard to watch. The then realize it isn't Supernatural but Beauty and the Beast.

"Sorry, this is season 5 of Beauty and the Beast."
"Let's watch it anyway."
"You want to start at the end?"
"Sure."

It bothers me because I realize he doesn't care at all about the story, I wonder if that extends to everything we watch together that I suggest to him. Everything goes blurry and I hold my head, waiting for it to stop.
When it does I'm laying on the couch. Everything is in its place and feels right. I experience a moment of vertigo but it passes. My boyfriend comes into the room and picks a fight with me, and then storms off outside to mow the yard. The front door is open. I move to follow him and run into a small desk pushed against the wall beside the door. I resist the urge to overturn it. It seems extremely stupid that we have a computer right here, and that it's not even centered on the desk. As I move it into the middle I realize why we had it offset, it's sort of...school desk shaped. It's got an uneven side that reminds me of a bottle neck.

"Now I'm questioning everything!" I hear him say. "If you've lied to me about this, what else have you lied about?"

It still seems like a really stupid thing to make him call our relationship into question. I roll my eyes. He starts working and I go into the garage to fix something. The garage door is open and right at the edge of it I can see he's talking to his dad who, per usual, has asked when we're getting married.

"I don't even know if I want to be married now!" He snaps. As he says it he lifts his head and shoots me a look. I'm deeply offended.
"REALLY? Right now? Right there on the yard?" I snap back. He ignores me. Fine. I leave the garage and as I step back into the main part of the house I have more vertigo. This time the unreality of the situation strikes me. Besides, wasn't it raining when I fell asleep?

I shake my head, annoyed, and go to my room to get my shoes. Everything looks as it should, except the colors are more vivid. Movement is easy, like I could jump or fly if I wished. Like I'm weightless. I put on my shoes and jog back out to the living room. I look out the open door and the tree on our patio has large white flowers, near the center it becomes dark pink. The shape suggests an orchid. I decide I'm wasting my time standing here arguing. I run out onto the patio. Why stay here when I can do whatever I want? I look up into the sky, an elegant branch full of flowers hangs down just out of arms reach. I can do anything. I crouch and then leap skyward. At first all I can do is grab the branch.

"Let's try that again." I say, then jump again.

I feel weightless and full of energy. I climb the branch hand-over-hand like it's a rope, I notice there is fruit mixed in with the flowers, they look almost like already cut quarters of a peach but they are dark brown. They smell wonderful. I release the branch and jump down to the roof of the house, fruit in hand. As I walk, I eat. I briefly see the house from overhead. When I see the layout it feels like I've come home, though I've never been to a place like it.
It's got a wide, flat, tan roof. There's a lower section of roof over part of the patio, hugging top right corner of the house in an L shape. I can see the dark vividly green grass, more like moss here. The trees lining the wire fence, hiding everything beyond it.
There are many animals on the roof. I startle several birds. A raccoon-like creature regards me warily. I drop a piece of fruit at its feet and will it to eat. It does so reluctantly.
Anything. Anything. What will I do? I do not want to fly. Besides, the dream has made the boundaries clear and if I have to focus on flying and creating something knew outside the fenced area I'll probably wake up.
I scout the edges of the roof and smile when I see the gate. Of course, my way out.
I drop lithely to the grass below and lope to the gate. I try to walk through when light pink bands of energy repulse me. I frown and look at the guard who just appeared.

"Hey, you wanna let me out?" I ask.
"We're under orders to---"
"To let me out?"
He frowns at me, nonplussed that I'm being difficult.
"Listen..."
"Nooo. YOU listen. I live here, I can leave if I want. If anything happens to me I promise I won't throw you under the bus."

He very reluctantly unbands the energy and allows me to go through. As I'm stepping out to the clear faintly pink bridge beyond I think

"Well, this is new and interesting." Since it isn't remotely like anywhere I've been or imagined, and doesn't match a game I've played. I waggle my fingers at him to say goodbye and then I run across the bridge, then up a ramp. I'm almost out, thank god.

There's an arched doorway ahead. I duck inside and immediately see the rectangle of bright light on the other side of the room, the next and final doorway. A tall man in red robes blocks the light and glares at me.

"What do you think you're doing?"
"I'm leaving." I say, glaring at him.
"So you'll just throw it all away? You know what's expected."
"I don't CARE. I don't want any of it."

I notice a wall, it rises out of the floor at a slant, on the other side of it are lit candles and pictures. An alter for my sister's family, an alter for my brother's. I know this means that they have long since died, but they have done their duty to continue the line, by bearing children.

"They need your children. They will be the most adept."
"I. Don't. Care. I want to leave."
"You can't defy me this way! Do you know who I am?"
I glare at him over my shoulder, absently picking up one of the pictures. "Do you know who I am? After all I've been through, everything I've done for this miserable little world, all I have LOST. You can't make me stay."
"Oh? And who are you?"
I am speaking as Saja even though I have not become her like I usually do. "Are you saying you can't tell?"
"It doesn't matter, I still have to stop you."
"Go ahead and try."

He has strayed from the door. I drop the picture and dart past him. He grabs my shoulders and pushes me off to the side, as I'm rounding to face him.

"Prove it then." He says, drawing his hand back up over his head.

A pinkish-purple energy orb appears in his palm. He throws it at me. I hold out my hand to stop it and absorb it into my palm. It tingles. He looks surprised, especially when I throw it back, but now it's faintly disc shaped and white. He grabs it but instead of absorbing the energy it spreads all over his skin and flickers orange like fire. I charge toward him.
"Ah.Oomeht.Kaelish. Oruk-ti. Ah.vet.MAH." I say it with quiet conviction. I hold my hand out and try to snap to ignite the stuff on his skin (a la Colonel Mustang). But the priest grabs my hand in his fist, making it impossible to move my fingers. We grapple for a tense moment.
He looks disconcerted.
"Didn't you hear me?" I ask.
We end up saying the words together, and I'm amazed that I remember them perfectly.
"So you're an angel, makes no difference to me. You cannot leave."

Spoiler for Random racy scene between myself and another woman. I'm amused to realize she's about Liam's height. My subconscious has a SERIOUS problem.:

Aaaaand then it gets weird. I have no idea what happens here. The camera pulls out and I no longer look like myself but Brienne of Tarth and the man is now a woman with long honey blond hair pulled back into a ponytail. We stand there, holding onto each other. It's kind of an embrace.
"My place isn't here." I say. She agrees with me and we study each others faces. I know she will allow me to go. First though...
I separate from the scene again and Bree leans forward and kisses the girl squarely on the mouth. Watching, I'm really confused why that's happening. WTF?
Then they start to make out. Suddenly I'm the girl with the ponytail and she is bearing me to the ground, settling between my legs and grinding against me. It feels amazing, and real and sharp.

The world wavers and I wonder why the pleasure should feel so real. I tilt my head back and I come to the conclusion that it's something that's happening in the waking world. Even though Bree is sitting back on her heels, I can feel a head on my chest. I run my fingers through their hair, it's long and smooth. My boyfriend, obviously. I allow myself to wake up.

Except that I don't. He sits up and smiles at me. I'm disappointed that he woke me before I could finish the dream and I don't really feel like having sex. He gets up and I follow him into the kitchen. The front door is open. Suddenly a girl I used to work with, Brittany, who has chin length red hair, comes through the door. I'm confused, because if I'm awake the gate should be locked.
I experience another moment of vertigo and I go to greet her like she's supposed to be here.
She smiles, looking radiant. "Hi! Sorry to drop in on you like this, I just wanted to see if you were going to come to the gathering tonight?"

"Of course we are."
"We can just all head over there together then! Here, let me introduce my husband to you."

Her husband comes in through the door. He is at least 6'5", which is gigantic next to my meager 4'11". I stare up at him. He has blue eyes like Liam and his hair is even a little red, though red-blonde. I'm am suddenly intensely jealous of Brittany. Then I'm distracted because another giant comes through the door. This one is an older man, all around big, a little overweight. He's at least 7 feet tall. I wonder how he came through the door without ducking. I shake her husband's hand, ignoring the familiar flush of tension as I regard his height and how similar his build is to Liam's.

For some reason the party is on our lawn. There are a lot of people milling around. I walk outside and I start to feel sick. I stagger back inside and lean over the trash can at the end of the counter. It's tall, about chest high. At some point it turns into a garbage disposal. I feel like there's something in my throat.
I reach into my mouth and start to pull out long ropes of...something. It looks a little like hair with strings of meat and some white stuff. A couple of women come inside and stare at me. I'm embarrassed that they're seeing this. Obviously there's something wrong with me. I grab another handful and pull it out, dropping it into the sink. I cough.
One of them says something I can't remember. Then she asks me if I'm okay.

"Oh yes. I'm fine." I say sarcastically. "Sure. Just stand there and watch, that's fine."
They keep staring at me. I cough and grab another handful from the back of my throat.
"This is what happens when eat meat and you haven't had it in a long time." She says.
"But I haven't."

More vertigo as dream memory replaces actual memory, and I remember a steak I ate earlier. Maybe she's right. I think I'm done for now. As I leave the kitchen I realize one of my back teeth is loose. I'm horrified when I spit several molars into my palm. No no...no. Well, I'll have to go to the dentist...at least I make enough money now that it won't be a problem. I lay down on the couch, feeling dizzy.
I wake up for real this time and am vastly relieved to have all my teeth.

Date: May 15, 2013
Method: (MILD before bed) then WBTB & WILD
Total Sleep Time: 8-9 broken hours (bedtime 12:00ish am-4:00am) WBTB (4:00am-4:10am), then slept from about 4:15am-5:00am (husband woke me up ) then 6:00am-10:00am
Category: Dream, Dream Fragment, & Non Lucid

Dream #1
Dreamed I was in the store with some students I haven't seen in a very long time. I was introducing them to my family and I was calling their names out one by one. They had grown up and they wanted me to come into a store with them so they could by some sweets to eat. This is was the biggest candy store I have ever seen. The students bought so much candy that the store immediately sold out. There were these old ladies baking some weird kind of pastries that I had never seen before. The old ladies said that the store was out of candy, but the students would like to eat these pastries because they were sweet like candy...and then I woke up.

Dream #2
Dreamed I was helping someone clean a huge bathroom with a lot of bleach. The bathroom was gleaming white and the person was telling me the importance of using as much bleach as possible to keep it clean. We had the longest conversation about bleach, but I can only remember a little of it. I do remember having the feeling that who ever I was talking to kept the conversation going regarding the importance of bleach. There is more to this dream, I just can't remember the fine details

Dream fragment
I remember seeing the face of one of my husband's old childhood buddies and he wanted to have sex with me. He kept asking me and I kept saying no and then he said he will just do the other thing that women like for men to do (you know what I'm saying here don't you?!) and I still said no (Note to self: This should have really been a dream sign to me because I would have never refused something like that !!!).

I slowly gain consciousness. I notice bright lights and a faint constant repetitive beep. As I stir from sleeping the noise gets louder. My eyes adjust and theres a floating orb hanging above my bed. It's glowing intensely and has the oily look to it, the colours shifting as I begin to stir...

I try to sit up but I'm strapped down, I look and my arms are filled with surgical needles pumping in different liquids into my body. I start to panick and the orb starts to vibrate and make a low "buzz" noise.

It calms me.

I look around the room trying to figure out what's going on. There’s a figure in the corner of the room. My eyes are clear but for some reason this person is just a black shadow. He starts to talk, soothing voice...

I recognize the voice but have no idea who this person is, My heart starts to flutter and the beeping mechanism catches up with my heart. I recognize the voice as someone I'm in love with, yet I'm in pain.

I wake up and instantly have the feeling I have dreamed about this man before. Yet I don't know him in real life...

Where, oh where are you dream man?

Took shrooms and smoked weed. My plan was to wbtb the whole time. The dream lasted a while and I waited for the shrooms to begin. After a while they did and I snuck upstairs to begin my attempt at lucids.*
Went upstairs to my mothers room and began a astral. I succeeded really fast and was in my room in my astral body. I went downstairs and whispered in Leo's ear to remember that I was whispering to him and did the same to g. I continued just to stabilize and explore. I woke up and went back to them to ask if they remembered me talking to me but they didn't. I went back and astraled again. This time I walked outside and explored. It took me a long while here and I took my time and laid and rolled on the grass to stabilize further. When I was fully in I ran around the neighborhood and started running super speed. It was really hard to do but eventually I got the hang of it and ran across to the other side of the neighborhood. I kept trying to fly with no success. I eventually woke in a fa at some college party dorm. Kara was talking to people and I walked out. There was a gay guy who saw ,e and said I was gorgeous. I could tell Kara liked that. I woke.*

Was at some giant college with dorms inside of it. It was Halloween and everyone was celebrating. We had one class and nobody would listen to the teacher. She asked who wanted to leave class and everyone raised their hands. I felt bad and told her I would stay. Leo and I both stayed while she gave a mini class. Leo left to do homework. Later I went with some people in a giant endless haunted hall in the school. They decorated it really well and it was super scary. I thought there was something off about the dungeon and how it was a little too real and scary. We went down several halls of fright. Eventually all the students were scared and we ran out. I talked to Leo and we agreed to have an adventure in there to the death.*

Was back at school on a beautiful sunny day. I remember walking around the school a lot doing various things. Eventually I went to mothers and was outside on her balcony. I thought it could possibly be a dream but decided that it wasn't because I would just know and it felt too real to be a dream. I decided to nose rc Anyway and couldn't breath. I think back now and I actually could breath I just didn't acknowledge it. Suddenly my balcony door opened and two maslys come out of the balcony. They were from the school and I knew they wanted to play. One of them showed me a scorpion stance and talk about how most people went into their poses really shaky. I did a few poses and struggled a little to do it. At that point they seemed to lose interest and we just had some boring conversations with each other.*


Was at target trying to find a weird gadget someone in Hawaii wanted to me to get with Kara. I realized it was a dream and got super excited. I decided it would be fun to fly trough the store but I kept falling to my face. While on the floor I tried to just glide and it kinda worked but not really. I heard my alarm going off in the background and somehow ignored it. I teleported myself to my neighborhood and tried to fly there. I was a little more successful there but still not really. I woke up to my alarm going off and turned it off. That was a false awakening and had another where mystery was hitting on Kara really hard. Before that when we were in Hawaii there was a guy there who let us stay with him. Someone was looking for us and they called him to capture us but he saw great potential in us and didn't turn us in.*

Was at Bobby's house grabbing some of my pez when he walked into the room and asked for some. I gave him a few and Milan came into the room and saw. She looked confused and he looked pissed. He started blaming me and getting angry. I tried to make the excuse that it was just stamps but he would listen. She seemed not to care or know what it was. I got my mom to tell her it was stamps and she believed it and was satisfied. I later sat down and talked with them. Mila was telling me about some family death and seemed sad about it.*

Kara and I were walking around my moms neighborhood. When we got to mothers I climbed the tree that was close to her roof and jumped on the roof. I was a little scared and reminded myself to be brave. I was no longer scared and was running up the roof the check the view. Kara joined me and we watched the beautiful view. There was an ocean near my moms and we wanted to go explore and see it further. We climbed down the roof and started walking.*

I was with Leo and for some reason kalee was there. She was being nice to me as if she wanted something from me. I was ignoring her slightly because leo was changing. For so,e reason he was taller than me and looked really odd. I followed him around as we tried to figure out why he looked so crazy. After a while she got pissed and demanded I was nicer. She left for a while while my cousins and I watched her baby. If I would hold the baby's legs it would half laugh and half cry. It eventually threw up this gross stuff and I left the baby. I made sure he wouldn't fall off the table. Later he was seated in a chair and I was talking to him. Surprisingly the baby said a few words. I was amazed that it could at such an age. Kalee was back and we talked a while. There's was a new guy she liked and we said our hellos. I actually really liked the guy and we hung out for a while. It was my moms birthday party later that night and there were tons of people there. Random things happened until it was dark and I wished I had my staff and fire so I could put on a show for my mom. Instead I was doing yoga and a mix of breakdancing for a while. Kalee was mad at me again and said she wanted to choose a boyfriend. I chose the guy I liked for her and she was fine.*
There was a star machine. After the party everyone was sleeping and I turned it on and watched. It was as real as could be. The aurora was bursting outside as the machine was out as if there was really an aurora. Also certain scenes were playing out in the backyard like deer running by. Three wolves ate a cow while an elevator from the sky came down and people were coming down. This was mostly silent. It started snowing and there was a girl there. I stood half outside half inside with my hand ready to close the door scared that an animal would come. I called to the girl and she looked at me. This must have been real then. They sky was so brilliant. It barley looked like my backyard. I ran and got izra from the living room and showed him. His reaction was not the same. This time the scene played out differently and there were almost monster like animals. I tried to adjust the star machine for him and it started to almost get dimmer for me. He said with amazement that is was becoming more real. He said it was wasn't close to what I was seeing. He left and I grabbed kalees new boyfriend. The same thing happened to him. He left and I just watched it for a while. After in the morning I was telling Kara about the machine and her boyfriend said hello. We exchanged hellos and Kara told him kalee was on birth control and he could have had sex with her. He walking away saying he didn't want to talk about it.*

In this Harry Potterlike dream, my two friends and I are wizards. We are in this large campus that is integrated right into the town, probably makes up half the town. What would be the town center is like the official field for the school to use for its magical practice, training, and competitions. This field leads up to the main school building that seems to sit near the base of a mountain that overshadows the town. My friends are here in this field and we are testing our magic here. They are both guys. We were mainly using directed energy spells, shock blasts, energy beams, like that. My one friend was so much better that I was at it. The other one was pretty much my equal or maybe just a tad less. I was doing some damage at the targets, but my one friend was leveling them and scorching the earth to boot. He even used a spell that I couldn't to cause a mass of dirt to form into a large golem like creature that was under his control until he ended the spell. It could only be kept up by concentration. This earth golem was about 8 foot tall and probably weighed a ton or two.

I remember asking him how come he was so good at it. Especially since it seemed so easy for him, even though I put in more study time than he. He was telling me that it just came naturally to him. Being daring I wanted to test both our powers against each other. We cast a few spells at each other, but his overcame my spells by a factor of ten. Even though his shock blast blew up like a grenade at my feet, I got up off the ground just a bit dazed but otherwise fine. After the contest was finished, we parted ways to seek adventure. I chose to go through the mountain tunnel. It gets a bit hazy here, and the dream kinda fades to coming back to the field area.

Now that we have gathered again, I see my one powerful friend has changed outfits. He has some snazzy wizard threads on. I'm chatting with him about it, he says he had them tailor made then endued them with magic before going on his adventure. Seems he had a good adventure off fighting and using magic, and getting the bounty. He was relating to me a tale like you would have playing Dungeons & Dragons. Well thats what I got from it. He went on to explain he now got these magic rings from his adventure, giving him more magical ability. I'm noticing them on his hands, they do look really cool. I'm getting this really weird feeling though looking at someone else's hands in a dream. His main power ring seems to be made of platinum. I'm looking at his right hand kinda close up, it is kinda like looking at your own hands in a dream feeling, but this is a DC's hand. I think I faded into another short dream scene, nothing that I remember, but it was really short anyway. Then I woke up.

Just to note, my adventure was boring compared to his. I didn't find anything, it was like a dream cut scene but I know this was the outcome.

I keep forgetting the beginnings of my dreams, it's really annoying.

Diner 05/12/2013
I see a diner from the air, the layout for the parking lot looks familiar but I can't figure out why. I'm inside the diner and I've been (unwillingly) following high school basketball team. I'm not myself but I no longer remember the character I'm playing. I'm running from someone and a boy has coerced me into staying with the group to hide. Since I've now been counted in their number I can't just leave without drawing undue attention.
He's about average height, skinny, with wavy light brown hair. He's wearing his basketball uniform, it's all black with white or silver around the neck. Something about him pisses me the hell off. I glare at him when he isn't looking at me, silently seething contempt for being trapped. He catches me giving him the doom eye and smiles a little, offering a menu to me.
"Sorry I got you into this...the least we can do is feed you for your trouble." He says. I stare at it. "Oh come on, don't be such a baby. Take the damn menu."
I swipe it from his hand.
"Order anything you want, they have a deal with the school to feed us."
"Isn't that just for the 18 of you? Won't they notice the extra meal?"
"Not until we're gone."
He turns away and I examine the menu. It's a black laminated sheet with white bullet points and text.

Office 05/13/2013 (nap)
((this is actually the second time I've dream about the Chiropractic office since I started going, which is unusual for me. I rarely stray outside certain sets. The dream layout for this place looks NOTHING like the actual office, it's even more strange that the it has people I know in it. I don't really dream about people I know, hell, it's only after 8 years of being together that my boyfriend started popping up in my dreams.
Also, I figured out why the boy looked familiar. There's a customer I helped once a couple of months ago. The boy had his face and hair. I helped him again the same day I had this dream, but he hadn't appeared before these two. *shrugs* I didn't even remember the guy until I saw him at the desk...even then, he had to tell me that his project turned out great before I really knew who he was.))

I pull into the parking lot. I drag a lawn mower up to the door and push it through. The front door puts me in the middle of the office. If I look over my shoulder I'll find the adjustment room at my back. That really confuses me but I remember having this problem before. I stare down at the lawn mower wondering why the hell I brought it with me. I look around, worried that someone will notice my stupidity. I start to wrestle it toward the door that will lead outside, but the handle on it won't stay rigid. I fight it for a solid minute, trying to get it to fold if it isn't going to stay upright. It won't. I push it toward the door. I look over my shoulder and find my chiropractor looking at me from the end of the hall, all puzzled. There are two wide sets of pale, featureless wooden doors.
Along the wall is the waiting room, in the very last chair is a young man. He catches me looking at him and smiles a little. He looks like the boy from the diner dream except he has carrot-red hair hidden under his hat. I'm trying to figure out why he looks familiar as I wrestle the lawn mower outside and tell the receptionist lady that I'll be back in a minute.

Plane 05/14/2013
I've boarded a plane. It has pale blue walls, dark blue carpet, and black seats. The cast of light even appears blue, like it's very early or very late in the day. I'm not myself, though I began the dream that way. I sit down across from a couple. The woman has my eyes which is fitting because she is my mother.
I was abandoned as a child, and I never even knew them until now. I start to suspect who they are as they talk about their life and what they had to sacrifice for the company. They feel frivolous, detached, decadent. It makes me angry.
"So you've been up here the whole time? Flying around, drinking, going to parties? How terrible for you." I say, seeing my own face as I say it. I'm close to tears. I have a narrow face, almond shaped black-brown eyes and short brown hair. They don't understand who I am, and I don't tell them.
"Yes...but there's so much more than that. All the deaths, the plane crashes."
The company they work for belongs to her father. At first he was approving of the match, but I was conceived before they married. They were forced to abandon me, and when they strayed at all from the company plan people died to get them back in line. It wasn't all the machinations of her father's company, these corporations are vicious and often murder the opposing company's agents to prove a point.
I realize there were other events surrounding my abandonment. If they hadn't left me, her father would have had me killed. Even talking to them is a risk, for all of us. So I depart without telling them who I am.

I'm standing outside, unsure what to do with myself. There's a mound dirt made damp by melting snow. I walk around it several times, each time I see more bugs. I hope they're dead.
It seems I'm not that lucky though. A dream character appears and tells me that they found 30 of these wasp/spider things in someone's truck, then they disappeared before they could be properly disposed of. As he's saying this one shakes itself free of the dirt and promptly buzzes down my back, freaking me out.

I was out with some friends in the wilderness with some forested areas spaced out between clearings. It is also hilly and kind of rugged terrain. All of a sudden, a UFO appears rising up from behind a hill that has a cliff on it's far side. It goes straight up into my view, stops for half a second, then darts to the right. It is not going straight, but circling our position above the hills going around and around us several times. It only takes 3 seconds for it to make a circuit around us. After spiraling around us for 5 times or so, I'm tired of it doing so. So I reach down, somehow knowing I'm packing, and pull out a laser gun. This was part of me visualizing a real laser gun into my dream, knowing it is there whether I knew it or not before. It is a kind that resembles a blaster from Star Wars. Anyway I aim at the UFO and fire several shots. One of my blasts lands a glancing blow on the UFO, sending its propulsion systems a little out of control. The UFO slows down now and is an easier target but still wizzing around overhead. I watch its movements a few more seconds, compensate, then I take my shot. My blaster shot lands square on the UFO this time sending it straight down into the drink. It happens to be over the ocean at this time. It gets a little hazy after this, but my friends and I were in the ocean doing a scuba dive to look at the UFO. Then the dream transitioned into another one.

i am in my appartment, standing in dinning room. i am having all the false memory flash backs that i am a fashion model and i just came back from the mosque where the fashion show was being held. i had a fight with one of the collegues. my mother said to me you can go there again because the designer was not there when you faught, nothing will happen, I agreed and i am putting on my sandles but can not wear them properly. I opened the gate and dream ends.


DREAM SIGNS:
EGO ROLE : i am a female fashion model.
CONTEXT : fashion shows cannot be held in mosque.
EGO ACTION : i am not be able to wear sandles properly.