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All I remember from last night is a few weird dream fragments. I'll try to keep them in order, though I can't really remember what order they were in.

1. I tried to poop on my bed for some reason (wtf?), but I couldn't. Then, I found a bag of fruit in my closet.

2. I was at this weird water park place with a talking seal. Crossing the path was this "road", a channel of water that was a few inches deep. Going across THAT was a track that looked sort of like a part of a waterslide but flat. The water on this was less than an inch deep, so it was used for crossing the "road". The seal wanted to cross the "road" by going across this track-thing in his boat (which I thought was kind of silly, seeing as I could WALK across this "road" without even using the crossing-track-thing). He then expected me to pay for his boat, since he'd rented it. The rental cost was 25 cents. I reached into my pocket and found two pennies, but I was determined to get the other 23 cents he needed.

3. I was on some kind of field trip, I think. I was in the back of a group with a friend. She was texting someone, and the two of us were talking about the guy she was texting. The teacher guy (or whoever was in charge of the group) told us to stop talking about him (he said the guy's name, but I can't remember what it was). We continued to talk about the guy she was texting anyway, but we started whispering so the teacher wouldn't hear us. He told us off again, but, this time, he told us to stop talking about Clinton. We burst out laughing because we weren't.

Here I am, world. I hooe the pic of our sender (MindRaker) copies. It might helo me focus as I incubate a dream in which the password is revealed. Cross fingers.

Yay

I was runing in the park - just got fun of this splendid morning and weather. I didn't get tired. Then i suddenly remembered that (in real) i had promissed to spend this morning with my mum. It was auful ! I began to thought what the day of the week is today, count fingers as it could help me to remember the day of the week. I had 12 fingers several times)) So i understood that it's a dream, but in a second my aunt appeared and became to speak with me and i felt something in my mouth - and i tried to go to real and awoke.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

This night I went to bed 00:00 :roll:

[COLOR="royalblue"]I don't remember much dreams, I do remember that I kept waking up because I was very uncomfortable, it was very hot... The only dreams I remember are from the late morning.

I was inside my room and saw a huge white flare outside my window, I went down my kitchen and talked to my mom for a bit and then went to my room again. I got to the computer and I remember that I thought to myself even though I wasn't aware "Ok I am in a vivid daydream and I am going to imagine typing and see how it feels". I dreamed that I was DEILDING without being aware o. O I imagined that I typed something in google and my dreaming me was amazed of how real it felt. But the two girls appeared behind me, I turned around and the girls started to kiss each other!

Then I woke up... At least I thought I woke up. I noticed that my awareness was different and[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I realized that I was dreaming I gazed at my pillow, but then remembered that my plan was to look at my hands, they looked fairly normal, but it was a dark room so I could not see them completely.
Then I gazed at the hands and switched to the pillow, but then it was like everything faded dark and I then woke up for real. When I fell asleep I had some dream where I walked around with my friend in a mall, I have more details but it was such a boring dream that I don't feel that I want to write it down.[/COLOR]
[I]
1st Gate of Dreaming (stabilization of the dreaming body): Arrived at when one perceives one's hands in a dream. Solved when one is able to shift the focus from the hands to another dream object and return it to the hands, all repeated a few times.[/I]

So I have now successfully arrived at the first gate with the help of my intention. In my upcoming dreams I am going to find the hands again and then practice gazing on dream objects.

I am going to pretend that Don Juan is my mentor and use his comments from the book to help me progress.

I can almost look steadily at the items of my dreams but they dissipate too quickly...

[I]"This is precisely what I am trying to tell you. In order to offset the evanescent quality of dreams, sorcerers have devised the use of the starting point item. Every time you isolate it and look at it, you get a surge of energy, so at he beginning don't look at too many things in your dreams. Four items will suffice. Later on you may enlarge the scope until you can cover all you want, but as soon as the images begin to shit and you feel that you are losing control, go back to your starting point item and start all over again."[/I]

Do you believe that I really reached the first gate of dreaming, Don Juan?

[I]"You did and that's a lot. You'll find out as you go along, how easy it'll be to do dreaming now."[/I]

28 July 2012
Dream 1: I was in my family friends shop with several dogs and my friend kept on giving me these meaningless jobs which made me walk up and down. Eventually she told me to help the boy write his essay. Writing the essay took me like 3 hours and it was only 3 pages. After giving the document to the guys mom, I told her that i thought the document might seem a bit too old for his age. She didn't mind much and then I was in the front of the shop. A lady came to collect her dog and she also had the head of a bunny lying on the counter. I picked up the bunny and it started to bite me and then it fell off the desk. The dream shortly faded after the woman left with the dog and the bunny.

Dream 2:
I was walking around a shopping center waiting for my mom to finish her shopping when we heard that te whole building would break. We ran around a bit and knew that we wouldn't make it to the car. My mom took a chance and hid us in a little cave type thing which seemed to save us.

Dream 3:
I was on a massive camp thing for school with loads of other schools. We went on one part of the camp to play soccer with all the schools. The soccer game seemed to be shooting ping pong balls into soccer goals. I decided to be goaly but it was a bad mistake. The other team hit the ball out yet it was always a corner rather than a goal kick. It seemed that whenever they missed the goal I had to fetch the ball before it reached the dam. The one striker on the other team kept on tuning me about something. Eventually he hit the ball and just before it landed in the dam I jumped in and caught it. The guy was quite impressed and he lifted me out the water and bought me food. He got me a vetkoek, a glass of water which later turned orange and a chocolate. Te game continues as we were getting owned without 1 goal. Later the ball landed in the dam again so I jumped in and found like another 40. After throwing handfuls back on land, I seemed to get lost in the current and I went right around the dam. There were Portuguese, French and Italian voices speaking to me as I floated around. Eventually after getting back to where I had started I found a rope which pulled me back onto these rocks the only problem was that I still couldn't get back to where I had wanted. Each time I lifted one rope the others would slide so I had to control them simultaneously and eventually I got myself back to te game. When I returned there were only like 4 people playing and I raged at my team for being so useless.

I was playing a game with my friends when I suddendly woke up. I didn't realize this being a false awakening. My friends were still in my room. After talking to them a while I wanted to post into my dream journal.

I don't exactly know if I woke up then, but I don't remember more than this.

Last night I had a dream, and I remember the ending of it somewhat well. I was in a very foggy place. The air was white and I don't think I could see the sun because of the thick fog. I could see things close to myself, which was mostly the ground, which was rough natural stone. I think I had somebody with me but I don't remember who. There was a small incline to another area, and I got the feeling that I wasn't supposed to be there, or that people don't usually go there, but I climbed the small craggy slope up like 1.5 meters and went anyway. I had been standing next to a small stream with an intricate worn path in the rock ground. After climbing up, I noticed an arch, sort of like a doorway. I don't remember too much about it, but it was made of several stones and there may have been some foliage as well, and somewhere I saw letters or symbols(I don't recall if they were on the arch or inside or what). I walked around it and looked through from the other direction, and saw a small dark room(I don't remember seeing anything in front of it from the other direction, the arch stood alone I think), with some hanging moss(Spanish moss?) partially obstructing my view. I remember seeing a little bit of the color dark purple, I know that the moss was a dull grey green. Either I or somebody with me said, or I thought to myself, there is a bear inside. It wasn't scary but it was sort of discomforting. I or we kept moving, but I don't remember what else I did or saw in that rocky misty land.

The landscape was kind of like this, but with more fog everywhere. After a google image search, I know that the landscape was much like the highlands of Scotland, with more exposed rock-- but not particularly jagged rock, it was craggy but worn smooth enough to climb and walk on.

I know I don't remember much, but I can't stop thinking about that place. It was really nice.

EDIT: My not-quite-accurate-but-close illustration

This happened over a week ago, but I'm recording it here now.

I remember very little, but I remember several fragments of different dreams. The first dream repeated twice, and I know because after the second time, I knew what somebody was going to say before they said it-- I'd heard it before. I realized that I'd seen all of this happen before. I was sitting in a hotel room, I stood up and shouted, "I'm lucid dreaming!", and the the dream faded to black. I "woke up" in a similar hotel room with my brother sitting across the room. I told him, "I just lucid dreamed!!", then that faded to another dream. It was strange, because I remember thinking back to and recalling my few seconds of lucidity, while I was in the next dream. I don't remember the dream, but that while it happened, I kept thinking back, like, "wow, I finally LD'd!". That is all.

had a nightmare about a spider living in my room above my clothes closet first i saw some white "bug" but in the end of the dream it was a black spider

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a dream about homless people - i myself was homelesss

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i see bar refaeli in an event where she meets this rocker guy and he has long blond he like her so they talk about it at the sam e event i get a big bag of chips not opened but i dont want to eat them so i try to find someone to give it to

Non-dream Dream

I took a short nap and recalled a dream fragment.

A cute girl at work agreed to go out with me but then embarrassed the sh*t out of me when she said yes by announcing it to the entire department. JC was there and he made it really bad.

Non-dream Dream

A couple of vivid dreams today:

Dream 1:

I am on some sort of mission with JW and JF. I am driving, I take a short cut through an alley and almost hit a woman. I am holding something out in front of me to get it past her.

Dream 2:

There is a huge party at my house. The yard is really big and we have a huge side yard with veggies and nectarine trees. WW and some other girl and the party say they like my wife (want to have sex with her). There are tons of Asian people and I am playing football with them. I throw the football over the roof by mistake. My wife is putting together some massive cabinet outside against the wall where the oak tree should be. There are 8 cats (all variations of my cat, S) sleeping next to each other in order of size.

I woke up and thought about the party dream for a while, then went back into it.

Mike Trout shows up to the party with his girlfriend, a tiny, cute Asian girl. I tell him that I HAVE to pitch to him so I go looking for a baseball. I find a bunch of baseballs but they are all nasty except for all of my autographed ones. The autographed baseballs are all signed by family, friends and myself. Next I am at Guadalupe Elementary School on the field pitching to Mike Trout. There is a catcher there too in full gear.

The first pitch I throw is a fastball on the outside corner for a called strike one. Next I throw a slider which I aimed (I was hesitant to throw it). It's not a very good pitch. He swings at it and barely gets a piece. After the pitch I realize that I am standing way too far away so I scoot up. Next I throw a beautiful slider and he fouls it straight back but he pulls something in his leg. I think this happened because I was thinking how much it would suck if I injured Mike Trout.

There is a doctor at the party with an x-ray machine. He examines Mike's leg and informs us that he has cancer. I'm not sure if it is real or a joke. Mike Trout and his girlfriend start to leave and I beg his girlfriend to send me the video of me pitching to him (she filmed it on her I-phone). I think she did. I hugged her and shook Mike's hand. He has pretty bad acne and was really nice - he reminds me of my younger self.

Note - I think my wife was pregnant at the party.

Dream 3:

I am at a huge mall that looks like an airport. I am full of confidence. I stand in line for the directory but forget what I am looking for. When it is my time to look at the directory I just walk away.

I was in the main part of my house with my laptop. Suddenly a lizard pee and shit on my laptop. Uh oh...

I took a tissue to wipe it off from my keyboard laptop but suddenly the keyboard melt like being pour with acid. I just watch as my beloved laptop slowly destroy and I saw fire under it.

I felt despair and remorse. Then for the first time in my life I allow escape from reality in my dream. I said,

"how about if this is a dream? This is a dream, right? I confident that this is a dream. My laptop isn't destroy. It exist and well in my real life. I will wake up and saw that my laptop is still in good conditions."

As I said that, I was between confident and doubt.

I guess everything fade after that and I almost lost this dream.

I'm just gonna put my lucids on here in case they help someone else out or anyone cares to read.

I realize I am dreaming in a classroom at my old middleschool. I start rubbing my hands together to stabilize the dream and then drop down on all fours and crawl to gain more access of my dream body. It works, but things are still a little blurry so I close my eyes and focus. I realize that I am scared to open my eyes, because I don't want to open my real eyes and wake up so I just sit and wait. After a few seconds my vision of the dream comes back and I remember thinking it was like the loading screen on a video game. A few old friends from school and my old english teacher are present and as I listened to my teacher's voice I was amazed at how real it sounded. I started talking to my DCs and decided to try to make balls of chi. We put our hands up like we were holding something in between them and I imagined energy in between them. Blue fiery energy accumulated between our hands and my DCs got really excited. I ended up getting selfish and making chi balls on my own and trying to through them. Once I was done with that I ventured out in the halls. Everything in the school was exactly how it is in real life so I decided to go see if my mom's classroom was there. I walked to her room, getting stared at by tons of DCs and sure enough I saw my mom sitting at her desk. I went over and talked to her and had a short happy moment. Then I realized that my dream could end any moment and I really hadn't accomplished much. I headed outside and made my way to a patch of grass. I stood on my tiptoes and just imagined my feet leaving the ground. I was shocked when I started to feel weightless and began floating into the air. I ended up closing my eyes and being stuck on the black loading screen for a few seconds, but when my vision came back I had much more control and soared up higher. I tried to take all of the incredible feelings in. The weightlessness, the wind, that feeling in your stomach you get on roller coasters... It was all there and felt so real. I was surprised that my dream had gone on this long and so I began looking for something else to do. I saw a park that is normally by my friends house in the distance from up in the air and decided I would give him a visit. I concentrated on the playground equipment and expected to fly there, however when I would start to move forward I would lose altitude very quickly. I ended up spinning out of control, closing my eyes and ending up in a strange house. I remembered it not from real life, but from an old dream I had years ago. I got out of there and looked around for my friends house. It turns out I wasn't in his neighborhood at all, but a very rundown place. To my right was a frightening looking old black woman, watering her lawn. I flew up, trying to get out of that place, when all of a sudden from my left two kids started fighting with each other. I kept trying to concentrate on flying but with the kids fighting I was stuck in midair over the street. I turned around and I saw the black woman angry and walking towards me saying "You think you can just come flying around this neighborhood like that?" I got excited at the chance to ask a dream character of their meaning and trying to shout "What do you represent?" Which sent me right out of that dream and into a false awakening in my old house. As soon as I "woke up" I was flooded with false memories, but I knew something wasn't right. I have a habit of reality checking very thoroughly every time I was up and as I was doing this I could tell I wasn't in my real body, which made me wake up. Once I realized I was in the real world I was very pleased about my experience.
Thanks for reading! I am totally down to compare notes with anyone who is into gaining high levels of awareness and discovering the mysteries behind the subconscious mind so PM me if you want!

I was walking with my sister. We wanted to take the road that directed to our old grandparents house. Suddenly we past a house and my sister said it's her friends house and she enter the yard to see if her friend was there. She was indeed there and they talk happily.

Then I also inside the house. There were a lot of people and I assume them as the whole families. I greet them all by shaking their hands including the males. Something I usually didn't do in real life. Then they want me to eat with them. Although, the dinning table was full I just accept their offer.

Next I was in my current home. I was sorting my clothes and separate them from my sis clothes. We in real life sharing our working clothes. So, I separate them to put them inside a bag. As I did that I feel a huge remorse like we would be separate forever. It just a change in life: marriage. Then I saw someone came to pick the bag.

Next I saw one of my friend was marrying someone. In fact she still in marriage lock with her husband. I said to my sister

"What the hell? She wants to marry a second husband? She and her husband were still in marriage, right?"

"Yes." My sister said.

"So, why? We didn't allow to marry two male, why this happened?"

My sister didn't said anything as she look at the couple. I saw her husband was there and the husband brought a girl beside him.

"Who's that?" I ask.

"His girlfriend." Answer my sister.

Then I assume the husband also want to marry a second wife and he was about to tell that to his wife. I saw they argue then she walk to the closet and pull out all her clothes. She want divorce and get out from the house.





My Comment:

The couple that I dream about was the husband and wife Zuli and Sali. I feel sorry that I dream about them all in such manner. They are such a happy family and what the hell I'm dreaming like that?

When I ask something was wrong to any dream character, they always keep quiet then look at the questions source. If you all just want me to realise that I was dreaming, how about just smack me in the head and say "Because you are dreaming. When will you realise that?"

Ahh~ such a stupid sadist dream. I didn't like it!

7/31 I am riding a school bus in my neighborhood and it lets me off at one of my neighbors house(Morgan) somewhat far away. So I start walking to my house. Some one else is next to me now. For some unknown reason we start running because we have to beat the bus to my house while running I stub my toe and it starts hurting really bad so I fall down. Then I woke up