06.09.2012Kaomea and then my Mother (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID It's very late at night, and I remember seeing a girl with a red shirt and blue pants, long chair, a little round on the sides for her face. It's Kaomea, didn't really do an ignore test to see if it's the real deal or not, but yeah, I follow her around a bit in his house that barely has any lights one. I think I'm asking her for a card, and she's being too playful with me right now but stalling for a little while. I keep up with the persistence, and she makes a slight pout face, which was cute to see, and she stretches her arm quickly to hand out what seems to be a white card. I think Kaomea turns into my mother from this point, but I didn't realize this until later on. The dream character was wearing a black dress, and I was extremely horny. Keep following me on this "I didn't know it was my mother" mentality, because I REALLY DID NOT KNOW it was her until later on. I raised up the black dress of the dream character, and noooo, I didn't think it was Kaomea, she was long gone lol....I think. Spoiler for 18+: Anyway, I asked whoever it was to let me finger them, and they were a little resistant and said no..... So I slowly rubbed my own dream penis against the top of their ass, and humped them gently to.....what.... Then I have a feeling it's my mother. EXTREME COCKBLOCK WTF IS THSI HAFSAGHDISFHSSSSSGKH BLOODY HELL LINK........ I back way of course. _________________________06.09.2012Would you Like some Fries with that? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Seems I'm at an area that resembled my apartment, though I didn't know this until I woke up. I go near a few doors to the apartments, and there's a covering over this area like my apartment. Like imagine having a few columns sticking out, like you're below a stair's surface, yeah something like that. There were these weird looking creatures that were hanging under those stairs. It reminded me of those creatures in Half-Life 2 that would pull you up if you came in contact of their really really really long tongue. Fortunately for me, all of them were dead, and their overall color matched with the dark blue of the apartment's exterior. Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm watching a video, but without seeing some kind of external video sources portraying it though. There was this girl, dark-skinned, had a nice glow to her, and she's with this squad force, at least they acted like they're in a squad. There were detonators on top of the roof and near the top of the doors of the apartment, and they were making beeping noises, so she and the other group of squad look-alike were feeling tense because these things could explode from touching them. The girl sees one detonator right on top of her, which she completely was oblivious to seeing while being distracted to the one on top of one of the apartment doors. She ducks for cover right under the one on top of her, not really a smart move. I even make a comment to myself that what she's doing right now is stupid, then the girl shoots the detonator on top of the door, then throws the other one inside of a hole somewhere, but it turns out this hole she threw it in led to a room where some of the squad members were in.... LOL....you just bloody killed probably a decent amount of useful people because you were too hesitant to find a decent place to throw it...don't blame her though, I probably would've kept the detonator in my hand and just stand in shock and not do anything. The girl realizes there were people inside the room where the hole was showing, and makes a mental face palm to herself with how her facial expressions were. I can't remember what happened next, but I do know the video or clip in my mind was coming to an end. I believe my mother is behind me now, and she's following me as I'm heading forward to leave the apartment. I'm still walking under the stairs instead of actually go out the other gaps. I'm walking slowly, something tells me that someone or a group of people might show up. I see a foot coming out, seems the whoever it was is walking slowly themselves. My heart literally is in shock as I see that the outfit of the person looks like some General or Commander's Outfit. It had a Khaki or Beige color all around, and the person was wearing the General or Commander's type of hat as well. He has another person following them, and both are dark-skinned too. He takes a smile at me, does the nod that signals, "How are you doing?" and he turns his focus back to what's in front of him. I feel less tense, and continue walking, then my mother stops, and the same guy and his companion stop too....um..... The guy turns around, and I think he was going to talk to me and my mother, though I didn't feel like listening to the conversation because I wanted to go somewhere, but I didn't know where exactly. The conversation ends pretty quickly, I'd say 10 seconds or so, and then the dream shifts to where it's night. I think my mother wants something to drink....forgot what it was though. But I tell her I can buy something from the fast food area right behind us, and I think I tell her I can't just buy only a drink, or something along those lines. She tells me I can buy some fries with the drink or whatever. I go to the entrance of the store to see if it's closed, and I see some sign saying "Closed," but it's actually inside of the store somewhere else other than the front. For some reason, I still thought it was closed, but I saw people in it, so I double checked again and realized it's still open. There was a brunette to the left of me that looked like she was the person to ask if whoever came in wanted "For Here or To-Go," something like that. But it was a fast food area, so I don't think it would fit her role to be there. Anyway, I go up to the cash register, and it's this fairly decent looking blonde...........okay she's kind of cute too, and she's wearing a black hat while her hair is in a ponytail I believe. She smiles at me, like anyone else who would be paid to do a forced smile at customers, and before I could take my order, she asks me for my name. Don't know why she would ask me for my name, the store wasn't busy, so they didn't need to go that route to ensure that orders were given to the right people, it's pretty much close to empty here. I play along with her and tell her my name.....I even spell it out for her, first and last. Um. Okay. Lol. I'll just remain oblivious to the possibility that she could've been that dream girlfriend Kaomea was talking about. Okay, she continues smiling at me, which forces me to smile at her because by this point, I could tell it wasn't a forced portrayal of enthusiasm. She starts asking some more personal questions, though I can't remember what exactly, but some made me stand still and even blush too because I felt myself having to smile to hide those feelings away. I think she asked something related to how much I was paying attention to her, it was something that made me feel embarrassed for some reason, but I'm sure she was just playing around with me. She was really nice to me. So much for the fries for my mother though, lol. _________________________06.09.2012Where Are the Stairs? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm walking near an area of the Clock Tower at College Station Texas. (I'm going to have to add that as a dream element because I've been at this area at least 5 times from previous dreams I can sort of remember from the top of my head). Seems that I'm trying to quickly get somewhere, and I have to wait for a little while in traffic for the walk sign to turn on. It finally turns on, but I barely have enough time to even walk, I have to dash before the counter says "0," and by the time I made it past the other side, the vehicles to the right of me were already moving. Wow, seems everyone is in a rush lately. I continue running until I get to the area with the intersection and stop sign....Socially Awkward Penguin moment... But I didn't have a cellphone to pretend that I was busy texting with someone, so it was felt really awkward for a while. Then I see some guy flash by, completely destroying the logic with the Socially Awkward Penguin moment when you're stuck at an intersection, not know when to go because you don't want people in vehicles to wait for your decision for too long. =P Anyway, I eventually make it to the other side, and the dream environment changes. It seems to be a mix of a school area, and incomplete houses. I go towards the one on the right side, and see there were incomplete stairs. Like, I only saw the little hooks that would support a step of a stair, but no steps at all. And there were people inside the house too on the top floor inside....lol, how did they even get there if there weren't stairs, or a door that should've been apparent by now. I think I even see the Pre-Calculus teacher I had in the last High School I was in, and she was blonde just like the one in waking life. But I only see her for 1-2 seconds probably, and I think I'm asking someone a few questions. Then there's a slight shift to where I'm in class, and I'm staring at a girl and wonder how her ass is so big (it wasn't that big). I think I even blurted out how that girl's ass can be big...looooool.
Updated 06-09-2012 at 08:28 AM by 47756
(DILD Low level Lucid, little control)(From last night, tried WILD earlier) I'm with my sister, and were on a train to Auckland New Zealand, we've still got a while to go . The journey passes (story jumps) We arrive at 'central station' and get off the train. The station has a glass canopy roof, like they do.. I recognise the "GLASS" (dreamsign), I start to question my reality & perform an RC using the text on the train info boards (They're the old fashioned 'split flap' mechanical displays)Low level Lucid!! We walk into the city and explore it on foot for quite a while & see famous sights like 'the skytower', the harbour with all of the yachts with there sails up, and in one of the side streets we get burgers from the 'white lady' burger bus. <<Never been to NZ in waking life, flight too far & expensive, but would like to go & have read stuff about Auckland>> We meet an old woman beggar, who waves a wet-wipe/baby wipe at us, and mumbles something about it. .. I reach into my day napsack and give her a large paper cup, and then she wanders off <How random's that?!?> Lost Lucidity during this encounter After a short while, we've decided we want to do something else.. ... So we find some transport to go elsewhere.. Soon we find a small terminus halt, which has tram track, and a very low platform (about 3-4 inches).. At this platform, there is a queue of two seater'bubble cars' on the track, we get into the front one, close the doors and get transported away... ...We end up in the countryside, with rolling hills and grass meadows. We get out and walk for a while, and find people riding quad bikes over a rough terrain course A guy comes up to us and tells us we will have to wait 3/4Hr for the bikes, and we can wait over there, pointing to the edge of a desert (we didn't notice before) I walk over to the desert edge, and walk on the sand for a while. (Don't think my sister joined me here) I can feel the sun on my back & can see shimmering heat haze on the sand. <Recall and/or dream itself faded here>
Updated 06-09-2012 at 07:39 AM by 55107 (Checked global category tick boxes "Lucid" & "Non-Lucid")
(From last night, tried a WILD ~4.30AM) During WILD attempt I hear someone ring the doorbell a couple of times, and 'think' that someones trying to deliver a parcel It sounded so realistic, that I jolted up in bed, then got up to check (looked through window next to front door)!! When I went back up to bed I tried a couple of RC's in case, but they both passed.. (text reading bedside clock, looked at hands) I know the time because of my bedside clock in the RC
Bedtime: 2am First wakeup: 7am Final wakeup: 11am Supplements: nothing Had a false awaking, also 2 dreams, but kind of forgot 1 of the dream, so it more like fragment now maybe. The dream: My girlfriends orange cat (named Skorpan) was attacking me, he held his teeth in my hand and didn't let me go. It was on the bed, and I went up but he kept holding in and I shouted to him to get off. The false awaking: I woke up from bed and saw my girlfriend near the computer (as she had gone up to while I kept sleeping earlier). The bed was a meter away from the wall (as we not have it now). I told my girlfriend about the dream with her grandpa (the fragment I'd), but then I thought her grandpa is dead or something and was stunned with the words and changed my mind I wouldn't mention him. And well, then I woke up for real and at first I layed in bed for a few seconds before I told my girlfriend I had another dream now about Skorpan. She was asking me what other? So then I noticed that it been a false awaking.
ok tried cheddar that lead to a thrift store dream very vivid but not lucid b vit not much sleep and I kept waking up will try again a friend was in the hospital so it might have been due to stress not sure oranges first time was great very lucid faded in the end though tried oranges again and nothing Trying oranges again tonight hoping for good results
Being in a mansion and some guy was trying to do card tricks to impress a lady. He magically shuffleded them out where they were all red cards but I think he messed up half way through. Then a panther walked on the table all the way to me and laid down right in front of me. I petted its paw and then it's head. I think it was grinning at me after it realized that I wasn't intimidated. I also remember sniping the shit out of stuff in outer space. More highway dreams. I think I got lucid between this post and the last one but nothing significant. And I guess that's about it.
I got 4 dream fragments, some larger then others because 2 were very short. 1: I remember Will Farrell with a electric gutar yelling "ROCK ON!!!" I don't know why or how i was involved XD 2: I was with random people from my school at some place I believe was a stage, maybe for a play? Anyway, I just remember leaving and having to run after the bus to get on it because it was leaving =/ 3: I remember being attached to some guy as a microphone that electrified his shirt. He was first walking on the streets and then he was in a court room I believe putting on a show. 4: Just a fragment of my sister. I had dreams with performances/stages so that could be something to look for as a dream sign! I'v done 2 plays and I'v done 50+ concerts with 2 choruses so that maybe a dream sign.
Sexy Time I was licking a girl. It was pink and nice. Another Pen Dream I had a different pen dream last night. In this dream, I had a twist pen that I have IWL. It was evidence that I was involved in a crime. Journaling so late, I can't remember more of the dream, but it was disturbing.
July 8 dream. I was walking alone the street. Somewhere in Manila. I arrived in a police station. Rested there. A black kid arrived. Threatening? I jumped behind the desk and hid. He took something and ignored everyone, then started to leave. The woman police officer started shooting at him. It's like he didn't feel it. Then he turned around and looked at the shooter. He said something. Not sure if he killed her. A lot of people walking. I was meeting people. Some young and some old. I slept in a garage of a friend. The mom appeared, and I said good morning.
I'm staying in a hotel. I head back to my room to change my clothes, but getting in seems confusing because I have to go through an extra door to get to the door of my room. Then I see that the connecting door to the next room is open. I don't know the people in the next room, so I go to shut that door. But that doesn't help, because now the wall between the two rooms has disappeared. It's getting confusing to figure out just how big this room is because the walls are lined ceiling-to-floor with mirrors like some kind of funhouse.
In the dream, I remember being at school, and a bunch of people, including myself, were about to watch a film, but we apparently had to buy some things from a shop. So we all did, and when I was heading back, I came across one of my English teachers, she said something which I can't remember. So I continued back to the room where I was going to be watching the film, but it wasn't on, and people were just talking. This was because of the Olympics apparently. There were visitors from around the world, and the most memorable was a blonde, french female. All of a sudden, my perspective changed, I wasn't me anymore, I was some guy who was taller, looked like he had more weight on him, and was wearing a blue coat. He spent all his time with the french person, but they didn't really do much.
I was at the rec center, waiting for Danny and the kids to join up later. It looked bigger and fancier. Anyway, I hadn't even made it to the treadmill when a really handsome, muscular, full-of-himself guy had his eyes on me. He was flirting with me, and had that look on his face like "Yeah baby, I know you're loving the attention." I wasn't lucid, so I just kept resisting him because I didn't' want to cheat on Danny. Epic Fail. So the Dude asked me to spot him, something like 240 pounds worth of barbell. I said "I can't do that, it's too heavy." He said "Suuuure you can, come on." I felt helpless, like, truly. I didn't want to do anything that would get me into trouble, but I couldn't resist helping this guy. I managed to actually do it right, and he did some reps. Jesus help me. Then he suddenly grabbed these medieval looking wrought-iron lances with 4 prongs at the end from the back of the workout bench, and began chucking them at people walking by, nicking the top of one girl's fishing rod that she was carrying. I guess they were supposed to be for barbarian style target practice. I screamed "What the fuck man!?" He said "What, did I hit that girl?" I said "Very nearly! You hit her fishing pole!" He said "Oh well." and laughed a little. When he was done with his reps, he took my arm and took me into a conference room. He wasn't rough or forceful, but he was being kinda pushy, and grabbed me around my waist, asking for a kiss. I said I can't, I'm taken. He said "Why, what's he gonna do about it?" I said "He'll beat your ass!!" Though deep down, I was a bit scared, because Dude was waaaay bigger than Danny. I suddenly turned my head and looked out the window, where I saw Danny and the kids pull up in the car. I said "Oh shit." So this time I grabbed Dude's hand, and ran toward the dining area, pulling him behind me. I left Dude there while I went to meet Danny and the kids. As I tried to walk away from him, he was still holding my hand and wouldn't let go, and I think I was doing the same. Bad Ophelia. I finally let go, or he did, and I went out the front door and saw my family. Chris ran up to me, then did a fake out as I tried to hug him, then he came back and I gave him a hug and swung him around. Then I went to jump up into Danny's arms like I do sometimes, but he pointed to his leg and said, "I can't, it's injured." I went up and kissed him, then said "Of ALL the times you should have told me not to jump into your arms, this was NOT the time." Because I knew Dude was watching all of this. I was hoping that him seeing me with my family would deescalate things. When we went inside, Dude was standing there, with his arms crossed, looking at Danny as if it was some kind of showdown!! I got scared, I've never seen Danny fight before, but he did win Tae Kwon Do tournaments, and has some MMA training. Still... this Dude was BUILT. I explained to Danny that Dude had been hitting on me, and Danny just looked pissed. They talked a bit, but I guess worked it out, I dunno. I was just ready to leave because the situation was uncomfortable, and I was having trouble resisting this Dude. He was so sexy and fearless! I have a memory gap, but later I remember being in the dining area, sitting next to Dude. And before I was ready to get up and leave, I stuck my hand down the back of his pants and grabbed his bare butt cheek. Then I looked around real quick to make sure Danny didn't see. What the fuck I would never do that in real life. Of course, Kraid ruthlessly manipulated me into sending a racy PM to a guy but that's a completely different thing.
In my nightmare episode last night I was supposedly a dead person in the dream world. It first started out where I had a aquarium tank that filled up the size of half a family living room in my house. I felt kind of odd looking at the fish in the tank, something felt 'fishy' almost like the whole reason I was ever looking at the tank was for that reason, So I could suspect my surrounding and really notice what was happening. Something big happened to where the fish tank exploded and reality within the dream started to intertwine with other realities. I knew this was happening because everything seemed to be normal but then items in the room started to float/change/explode I was then sitting in a backyard that I did not recognize as my own and it did not seem familiar either. The grass in the back yard was thick, dark and green, tangled, and tall. I was sitting in the back yard with other people. Then I really started to realize my surroundings. The weather was dark and gloomy, like during the day when it is going to rain. I then started to ask myself "where am I?" The people with me where ghosts/spirit and told me I was on the otherside "What is this place, who are you" I also asked but they didn't really answer. That is when I decided to jump this old brown picket fence that way taller than out into the front yard. When I did this something that looked like the gravelings from the tv series Dead like me jumped onto me and started to suck life out of me, even tough it seemed like I was dead already.
My dream early this morning started out where I was at an elementary school. Serah Farron was the teacher there and she was supposed to be my mom in the dream. I know that in the game she is a school teacher sooo... The one thing that frustrated me the most in the dream was that I kept trying to walk into the classroom where she was teaching. The classroom had students who I really couldn't tell the age off but they were in grade school. When I tried to walk into the classroom to see my mom, Serah, another lady who I did not recognize walked up to me from the front of the classroom and told me to leave. I did see Serah once in the dream, but she had seemed to disappear into a classroom. She seemed very real to me. The dream changed to where there was some sort of situation with a family. The family was being bothered by some outside source and they knew it. This outside source was connected to someone who lived in this small family. This person had a ring that was flaming which was supposed to resemble something really important in the dream because that was what I was told in the dream. The dream was connected to something very powerful, and it was only ever in flames when something was at desire. But, this was also supposed to be this person's wedding ring, or gift from someone that was important to them.
I just Remembered this dream I had a while back while reading another person's forum post about how there dreams always suck really bad. So, basically in my dream I was trying to located someone's house. This person was very important to me but I had no idea where I was in the dream world because everything looked so unfamiliar. I really didn't even know this person IRL. This person's family was asian and they had a really nice house with a backyard pool. I was hovering/floating over this person's house like I was a ghost or disembodied viewer when my mom drives her car into this person's backyard pool somehow causing it being an accident but to me it looked like she did it on purpose. END First of all I was thinking "WTF is my mom doing here." I don't know how she discovered where I was but she did. I've had a LOT of neighborhood dreams recently, reoccurring ones that I have had for years. one of them is where I am at my old junior high, but it doesn't exactly resemble the one I actually went to, and with most of my recurring dreams its a location from real life but somehow its better looking and I get away with a lot more. So anyways, I'm at my old junior high school and I don't want to be there. There is a passing time between classes and that is usually when I decide to run away from school, literally, because every time I run away the school authorities want to run after me. I'm running down this really long side-walk that is still in school property it takes forever to get past school property so I'm no longer in school. Once I'm off school property this lady in a golf cart, who I seem to recognize, and is also the security officer at the school decides to chase after me in her golf cart. But, I out run her. Sometimes she has another guy who kind of looks like the school aid teacher I had In real life (IRL) in elementary school who is actually a women with a mustache. I get to this crosswalk. For some odd reason once I get to this crosswalk even though it is barely past school property I stop running. There are cars waiting for me to cross, and i wait until the crosswalk says to walk. But then I start running again all the way to a safe-zone in my old neighborhood. The thing I hate about this dream Is that I'm never who I want to be in the dream therefore I'm always doing the wrong thing or something that I would never do even in a dream because its too boring. It has gotten to the point now where I tell the lady and the whole school or the so called authorities that "i'm not worth their time, so why do the keep chasing me?" But I also tell myself within the dream that that "I will keep trying until I have a great defeat, or until I die trying."
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