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I didn't imagine I'd have such good luck the first night trying to dream again, lol. The last dream is a lucid, the first one... is almost lucid?

Dream One: I'm walking through the hall, I think I'm looking for my older brother... except I don't have an older brother, lol. A Guy with long dark hair is behind me, he reaches out his hand to me and tells me he can help me find who I'm looking for, but because we're asleep I'll have to follow him into the land of nod to reach him. I take his hand, and he walks me through a wall. Once we make it through the wall, everything takes on a darker shadowier appearance. I get cold, really really cold and start shivering. The man leads me to a bed, and he tells me that I need to lay down b/c I'm sick and I have to be healed first. He pulls the bed covers down, and I crawl into the bed, then he pulls the covers over me. I instantly feel so much warmer. He walks around the foot of the bed, grabs something off a dresser at the lower right corner of the bed, then walks back up on the right side of the bed. I'm laying on the left side, so he sit son the right side and leans towards me. In his hand is what looks like one of those little tag readers that my kids have, but he's calling it a thermometer. He lifts my arm, and pokes my under arm with the little pen thing. It beeps and some lights go from red to yellow to green. Then he takes it back to the dresser and sets it down, and grabs my cell phone of from the dresser. He brings my cell phone to me, and lifts the covers of the bed. He then pulls up my nightgown so that everything below my belly button is exposed. He sets the phone between my belly button and pubic bone, and makes it start vibrating continuously. He then pulls my underwear down and starts gently blowing on me. It's really weird, but still exciting and I almost wake up fading to the black and then appearing right back in the dream scene. First I realize my stomach ache is actually gone now (I really had a stomach ache when I went to bed last night). Then I realize that I'm laying in that bed with my covers on, and there's no one there. I see a picture on the wall of the pokemon Dratini, and I kind of find it funny because I know this is a dream world and I'm dreaming of pokemon. I don't however realize I can control the dream at this point. I notice that I'm already dressed, and decide to walk around in this land of nod to find the older brother (that I don't have, lol) I walk through the door into the hallway, and I see my grandmother. Then I see a pudgy little child with a buzz cut, he was definitely younger than my son who is 5, but seemed older or maybe just smarter than my daughter at 3. Anyways, I start to walk towards the child, and then he/it turns dark green, and smiles with big creepy fangs and his eyes turn completely white and glow. It runs towards me super fast like it's about to attack me. I wake up freaked out.

Dream Two (Fragment): I'm walking through the woods with my mom. A Yellow and black snake slithers past us, then there are tons of them all over the path. Mom is freaking out because she's terrified of snakes, but I keep trying to tell her they are harmless garter snakes (I've only seen grey garter snakes, but I looked it up and sure enough there are garter snakes that look like they did in the dream )

Dream Three (Lucid!): The dream starts out with me walking on a country road by a local country restaurant. I'm pushing a bike, apparently I can't ride it because I'm carrying something and I'm afraid I'll drop or spill it if I do. I'm staring at the ground, and I notice the shadow of a guy with long hair walking towards me, I don't look up or anything just keep walking. I notice the same shadow comes up from behind me, and I stop to look up at why I'm being followed. The guy is very thin, and has dark hair to his shoulders. I ask him why he's following me, and he asks if I don't remember him. I say no, an he starts saying we were good friends. I don't recognize him, so I ell him he must be mistaken. Then he starts telling me a bunch of embarrassing stuff that only my best friends would know, and I tell him to shut up I believe him and I do not want to be embarrassed anymore. He laughs, and somehow the bike is gone but I don't notice it. The guy takes my hand and leads me into a yard, and I know this is my yard somehow. He walks me over to the house, and we climb up a ladder onto the roof and sit on the roof for a bit. I know we talked, I just can't remember what about. Then he says we should get down, and we jump off the roof into the backyard, and he takes my hand and pulls me to face him, then grabs the other hand. He smiles like he's got nothing to say, maybe he just enjoys standing there looking at each other. Then I hear a noise from the right, and it's a couple of police officers. They're saying he needs to come with them for questioning. I ask why, and they say they need a dna sample and to ask him about some crime. I don't want them to take him though, so I reach into my pocket and pull out a knife. I grab the guys hand and cut the tip of his finger, then tell them there's their DNA sample, take it and get lost. They refuse however, saying that he has to come to the station in person so they can take a sterile sample. He ruffles my hair, and tells me to relax its ok. Then he tells the police that he needs to step inside for a moment and he'll be happy to come along. He walks inside the house, and I'm standing there not sure what to do for a moment, then I decide to follow. I took too long however, and he passes me inside the hall on my way inside. He says he'll see me later, and tells me he left something for me inside the bedroom. The police grab each of his arms, and lead him out. I walk back to the bedroom, that has a double bed against the right wall, and a computer desk against the back wall as well as another one against the left wall. On the desks and the bed and the monitors are big pieces of printer paper, all with the words, "I love you" written on them. My husband walks into the room, and so does my daughter. My husband comments on the notes, he says something like how they were over kill and there were so many of them making a mess. He doesn't seem angry though like he should be. I start flipping through the papers on the desk, and I find a paper with the name Kelly written on it, and I wonder if my name in this dream is supposed to be Kelly. That's when I realize I'm dreaming. I start looking around now, admiring the dream scape. I notice that the speakers on the desk have on of my friends names written on it, and I haven't talked to this friend in years so I wonder why his name is on it. Then my daughter starts saying, "Carry me, carry!" so I pick her up, and tell her Mommy is dreaming! I remind myself I need to do something that's on my goal list, but I can't remember what's on my goal list. I decide I'm going to try to grow wings and a tail and a scythe since I've done it in a previous dream, but the scythe wasn't right. I wanted to perfect it. I walk to a door, and realize I'm supposed to be on the second floor of this house. I tell myself when I open the door, it's going to lead to a balcony (even though I know I hadn't seen one earlier in the dream). It works, and I'm on a balcony with a swing when I walk out the door. I set my daughter down and tell her mommy had to go try to work on her dream goals, and she says, "Awwwwww, okay." all dejectedly, it was cute and sad, but I wasn't going to let a dc ruin my lucid, even if it was my daughter. First I try to imagine what having wings would feel like, but I just can't concentrate enough. I then think I'll stand on the swing and swing it so I can feel the wind passing over my body and pretend I'm already flying. That doesn't help me grow those wings. Then I'm like, Screw it, I'm just going to jump off this balcony and if I don't fly then I'll crash. I look off the edge of the Balcony though and realize it's concrete. I worry that if I hit concrete it'll make me wake up. I walk to the far right of the balcony, and see grass and bushes below there. I decide that a jump from this height into those bushes would result in broken bones at the worst, and I won't wake up from bones broken in a dream. I jump, and I do fly! But there's no wings, instead I'm flying like superman minus the cape, lol. I realize that my legs are dragging though, so I try to pick them up and balance myself like if I was trying to float on my belly in a pool. Then I decide I want wings still, but I can't get them to appear still. Annoyed, I see a orange cliff ahead and decide to fly as high up it as I can, and then try to imagine how my wings would feel if I was diving towards the ground from that height and flexed them to glide away from the ground at the last minute. This sort of works, only I can feel my wings, I just can't see them. They're invisible wings! I fly around in circles a bit, and a cat is below me and chases my shadow all cute like. Then I realize I've been wasting a lot of time, if I want to see the dream guy again before the dream is over, I have to go. I keep worrying that I'm going to wake up at any time, but push on anyways. I fly back towards the house, then past it towards the restaurant, then past that to another orange cliff, as if the entire dream scape is surrounded by these orange cliffs. I see a gap in the cliff about four feet wide, and fly towards it. Inside the gap is a set of stairs, but I fly up them rather than walking them. The cat is still chasing my shadow, so at the top of the stairs I pull a door out of the cliff to block the stairs so the cat can't follow me and distract me. To get any deeper into the cap though, I have to go through a door as well myself. I try to imagine my scythe, but can't see it. I decide that since I can feel my wings but not see them, the scythe too is invisible, and I can make the motions like I'm cutting the door and it'll work... and it does, I bust the door down with the invisible scythe, and step through. Inside I can see the guy from earlier signing some papers and the cops are just lounging on a couple of couches. The guy smiles at me and tells me he knew I'd come to find him, and that he's done giving his blood sample so he can leave now. I tell him that I'm worried that the dream is about to end, and that I was hoping for some sort of romantic action before it ends. He laughs at me, and tells me there's a bedroom in the back. I look back, and for some reason I'm sure if I go back there I'm going to see myself in sleeping in bed with my husband and I won't be dreaming anymore. I tell him I'm scared I'm going to wake up if I go back there, and then I do wake up.

Usually In my dreams I lean more towards wanting romantic interactions rather than lusty ones, but last night apparently was a different story, lol. Still, other than being slightly out of the norm for me, these were pretty fun dreams to have. It's been a while since I was lucid, and while I didn't do anything of any importance (finding Kurasawa, or trying to share a dream with my BFF, etc etc) I at least got a chance to get away and de-stress a bit rather than being at the whim of my dreams and nightmares.

I had a dream where im marrying this girl I used to go to school with and whom I've been thinking about lately so were having our wedding on TV and its like it was a gameshow and there were lights everywhere with a bunch of colors and I remember I threw a ball at leah remini from king of queens and hit her on the head that was pretty much the end the dream was awsome.

07.02.2012

Don't Give your Signature (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Remembered one dream.

I'm in a classroom, and we have to turn in some writing assignment. It seems I'm the first person to go up and put it on the desk. There isn't a teacher here at the moment.

I think I go ahead and sit back to my seat, and then there's a group of females that asked me how I made my introduction in the writing assignment. I didn't mind, and I grabbed my assignment from the desk and passed it around to those who wanted to see an example.

I didn't think it was really that amazing, but they all seemed to like it. One of them gave it back to me, thanked me, and then I put the assignment back.

Then one female came close to me, smiled and thanked me as well, and she also declared that I should be careful when giving out my signature out like that. She still has a positive attitude, it sort of was some kind of passive earnest expression she was giving me there.

I looked at my paper to see what she means, and I have my signature on the bottom of the assignment.

Hmmm....think I might go paranoid.

By far the most stable I've been inside of a dream. I'll dive right into it.

I experienced a light amount of imagery and a very small transition which fooled me. My transitions in the past had been very strong and lasted over 5 seconds every time. When I transitioned into this dream the falling sensation lasted for less then a second, it was fast and convinced me I had tried to stabilize my dream to quickly. I remained still in my bed and continued my WILD technique. Weird things started happening, I had a full field of vision with my eyes closed. At the time it seemed normal. As i realized i could see i thought some how I had opened my eyes, I closed them quickly and continued WILD. After thinking about what had happen I opened my eyes and got up in my bed. I looked around and everything seemed normal. I had the feeling that i had waken my self up. As my gaze lowered to the floor i realized there were things missing. Things that would be impossible to move as quickly as they had. I began becoming suspicious. I thought to myself, this seems real but there is no way those boxes could have been moved without me waking up. As i thought this i looked at my hand and began trying to push through it, at first nothing was happening. I tried to will my finger through my hand and i had a slight bulge in my left palm but nothing like i had experienced before when doing reality checks in dreams. At this point I abandoned the hand check and was convinced it was a dream. I covered my mouth and nose and found myself breathing naturally and I began walking into the next room. I walked in the hallway and found my girlfriend walking towards me, she had a very blank look on her face. I continued past her into the bathroom and was planning to teleport through the mirror.

At this point I paused and remembered to take time to make a point to my mind how dreams felt. I took in my surroundings and noted the feelings i had while i was non lucid and noted how real things can seem. I thought to myself it is in the details. I continued going through what i experienced and re stated to my mind how real a dream can feel. After feeling like i covered everything i I walked back to my girlfriend and told her my name very loudly. She just gave me a blank stare. I began to notice that even though i thought it was my girlfriend the details in her face did not match my recollection perfectly. The shape of her face was slightly different and many other minor details. I said this is my dream it is monday morning. She continued to stare at me. I bellowed very loudly and clearly and said repeat after me, then I stated my name, the day and said this is a dream. She repeated everything i said and I turned away. I said very loudly as I was walking I summon my dream guide. Nothing happened. I then thought I would teleport to him through the bathroom mirror. As I thought of this I wanted to show my GF how I was able to teleport through the mirror. I walked back to her and there was a figure behind her that I quickly noted and told her to follow me. I think this figure was a result of me thinking about the mirror and not walking directly to it. She followed me to the mirror and I said watch this.

As i looked at the mirror i felt slightly sidetracked, i began looking at the details of my face, while aquick glance looked very accurate the detail in my face was very wrong my jaw was much squarer, my brow was less defined, my eyes were shaped differently and i recall thinking that i did not look like myself at all. Then i regained my thought process, i decided I would teleport to my dream guide.

I dove through the mirror. I fell into darkness and shortly after i found myself clunking in a cabinet. I opened the cabinet and found my self in a very tall room. I looked over my shoulder and there was a huge throne about 5-6 stories in the air. The throne was empty and there was no one in the room. I began walking away from the throne and to my left was a chinese style hallway there were huge banners and other designs that reminded me of chinese decor. I remembered thinking that looks like a very secure location. I walked past the hall and there was an old man sitting down cross legged. I walked up to him and asked him if he was my dream guide. At first he seemed like he would say yes but in my mind I decided I would ask him multiple times and put the truth to the test. After thinking this he gave me an awkward hand shake and would not answer me. I asked him again if he was my dream guide and he said why of course. I did not believe him and thought he was some kind of guard. He was lacking conversation and became very un-animated. It seemed i could influence his speech and gestures which made me begin to lose interest in speaking to him. I walked around a little bit and soon after my dream faded quickly in the same manner it did on saturday morning. I believe my REM cycle ended.

This dream was the longest lucid dream I've ever had, I know, based of times that i fell asleep and woke upthat it was over 30 minutes. The detail was very strong in this dream and the only thing I found odd was the lack of emotion and speech in all of my dream characters. I found I could control them which is somewhat disappointing because I wanted to find/create a dream guide before I began controlling dream characters.

Notes: no nap, Used WBTB naturally at 4:11 AM, stayed up until 4:40, tried to fall back asleep, GF moved 9 times between 4:40-6:00 fell asleep at approx 6:10 and woke up at 6:54.

1. Wal-Mart

I am working at Wal-Mart overnights. There is little for us to do overnight so I spend a lot of time just wondering around trying to look busy. There are many Halloween displays. It seems that employees on days got together in teams to make the best Halloween display. They are all turned off. I plug stuff in and black lights come on and there are various fantastic lights and colors. I am impressed. I quickly unplug everything and walk off.

I see Ernest and Christine from my real job building a grill. Then something strange happens and its like I am watching Monty Python and a bucket of water hits Christine and a large fish hits her. She goes flying out of the scene and the fish is flopping in her place. I laugh my ass off.

2. Hurt Wife - fragment

My wife broke both arms while pregnant.

3. I Just Want A Shower

I am at my sister Naomi's house. I wonder around from room to room. Looking to find a working shower. Her house is a maze and nothing makes sense. When I think I finally find a shower it is connected to a larger bed room with only a partition and no walls or doors. I strip down naked. Then I hear mumblings. I look and see my niece lying on a bed. She is clearly unhappy. I thought maybe I interrupted something. Shes old enough now. I don't say anything because I don't want to be seen naked. I pull back the shower curtain.

Holy shit! There's no tub its a sofa! WTF? I am so pissed now. I put my close back on and storm out into the living room. I say to myself I will just go to work without taking a shower. I look at the time and I am dressed an hour early. I get even more pissed. I lost sleep.

I think about where I live and how to get there. I get confused and something almost feels wrong (Almost Lucid) Then my ex-wife calls me and tells me she is out and wont be home for a long time. I wonder to myself why she thinks I give a crap what she does. Does she think we are still married? Wait are we? No I don't have feelings like that? Confused. (Almost lucid)

I go into another room to get my things. I see my dad. I am still pissed and tell him I just wanted to take a god damned shower. He gets mad at me for cussing. I get in his face and I tell him a lot more nasty curse words that don't need repeating. He threatens to hit me. I tell him that you always threaten why don't you just do it?

I don't know if this is a separate dream of if the dream just changed but I find myself on a rooftop. There is dry cement powder everywhere and there is the machine thing that is hitting the cement with a piston and making strange looking cement medallions with a "G" in the center. I keep getting in the way and almost get smashed. It seems to be following me but I dodge it and I grab on part of it and swing to the side. I see a trench of water and some pipes and then the ledge.

I jump into the water. I notice that I don't feel wet or cold and I am just numb. I begin to question things (Almost lucid) but I get distracted by whats over the ledge. I jump down. I see some old guys trying to decide what their super powers are. They go through a list trying each one but none work. I then feel that I should have a power and I think Ill go for invisibility. I close my eyes to concentrate and I wake up.

4. Your Intercom Is On!

Plant manager gripping about some contractors to another guy on the phone but somehow it is going through the intercom and everyone is hearing it. We all laugh.

Absolute failure. I don't remember a single thing about my dreams last night. I think one of the things I did wrong was going to bed earlier than usual and sleeping longer than normal. I'm definitely a creature of habit, sleeping too long throws me off.

Interesting night, I got up pretty quickly so recall wasn't great but had a lucid.
I was in a forest and there was a house, two stories, looked like any small cottage.
I was with a couple other people, all figments of my imagination, we were walking through the forest when we were attacked by a random group of people. They had swords but as they came at us i used TK to fight them.Throughout the dream as i continued to use TK i realised i Must be dreaming, no RC or stabilization.
Though i was lucid i again forgot to do any objectives I spent the whole dream in the forest flying and using TK to fight. I remember towards the end i was fighting four really good fighters. I flew upwards and lifted them one by one. And i couldn't kill them. I then remembered the subtle knife, I managed to summon it out of the air into my hand and then used it and TK to finish off the other guys i was fighting.
I have decided to keep a constant list of my top five LD objectives and i have to run through it every time I RC.
The idea being that when i RC in a dream i then go over the list.
Will let you guys know if it works

[Dream happened at 7:50AM or so... considering that a month ago i was complaining that all my LDs are after 8AM, this changed a lot these days ]
[I was falling back and forth between fully lucid and semi-lucid states in this dream, not exactly sure why... but sadly i forgot my goals that i planned]

As i was just escaping some kind of factory and while flying above our garden i got lucid. The dream was really blurry, so i kept flying in a circle and thinking about how the dream will be clear. It worked fast. Once it was clear i decided to move on from the garden. [These days most of my lucids start out in our garden for some reason... probably because i pass most of my time at home during these hot days].

I decided to go to the backside of the garden and find my way through the neighbouring gardens to somewhere new. As i was flying there, i kept shifting my thoughts about my real body and my dream body and it caused the dream to start falling apart, then stabilize multiple times. I did this just for fun, but then i even rubbed my hands together to stabilize in the end, just in case, but i still woke up once.
[I went back with DEILD].

As i was flying in that direction, i noticed a blonde, short haired old nun. I thought that she said something to me, but i didn't care much.
Instead of listening to her, i descended a little and landed on her head with one of my feet, then propelled myself forward with a jump from her head... she must've been angry after that...

As i got to the end of the garden i realized that there is a huge wall of hedge blocking off everything else from the garden. I wanted to get through it, but my control wasn't on the top here... i just got stuck between the branches and leaves. I gave up on it and flew back the other way towards the street.
I got out on the street and everything looked differently here. The road was much more wider and there was heavy traffic. Even my house disappeared as i looked back.
[At this moment i became semi-lucid].

For some reason i thought of angels and seen a glory floating above the clouds... I wanted to get up there, so i started flying upwards, but i just fell back to the ground soon after. I tried multiple times, but it always happened the same way. At the same time, i heard an old man's voice, who kept saying things like "You can do it!" "Don't give up!"
I didn't see him, but since i was semi-lucid, for some reason i knew that it must be my uncle (who i don't even know in real).

After a while i got fully lucid again and i gained back the control. I jumped high above and started flying really fast towards the sky, where i noticed a huge hole. I kept flying towards it, but it didn't took long until that hole sucked myself into it... Turns out this was actually a wormhole leading somewhere into space.

It was an interesting experience floating in the wormhole as it was constantly moving me to an unknown place.
Once the wormhole ended, i got thrown out of it onto a huge floating rock. My angle of view changed here and it slowly moved away from me. There were lots of floating rocks in all directions and there was only space around them, nothing else.
As the view slowly moved through all the rocks, i noticed some amazon looking girls on the rocks and they were about to attack me for infiltrating their homeworld.
[I became semi-lucid yet again].

After this moment i didn't regain my lucidity fully... the whole floating rocks place turned into a videogame environment and i was controlling a character who had two green lightsabers... I fully lost lucidity soon after.

[Well, the dream wasn't that interesting in my opinion and because of me not being fully lucid all the time, it took away somewhat from the experience...]
[Oh well... a lucid is a lucid, even if i don't complete my goals... ]

I am with three people. Two guys and a girl. We are climbing up and along a steep but not vertical cliff or mountain. It is cold and everywhere is snow and ice. We are running from a group of people. We sort of make it up this snowy mountain when I spot the people we were running from. I cant remember what happens at this point exactly but I am captured. ☹ frowny face. Gap in dream….. Cant remember what happens. But I do remember that I am being held somewhere but I manage to get help. Some sort of plan has been created to get me out or something. I remember climbing through air ducts in the building to escape. I meet an Asian lady in there who helps direct me to where I was supposed to go. For some reason there was an area in the ducts where the cameras of hostages, such as me, were kept. In the dream it was very important that I get my camera. I couldn’t just leave. I had to get it. I guess someone was behind me because once I reached that area I was in a great hurry to find my camera among the many that were there. I desperately had to get out with my camera. I just in time found mine and jumped down though a hole in the duct. At that point I was outside and I ran to the van the was supposed to pick me up. Then this guy who was apparently called “The Butler” found us. He ran whatever place I was being held in. I figured were we’d all be shot dead any moment now. He walked up to me and said my name as if he pitied me. I started looking through a bunch of camera bags that were next to me hoping to find a gun in one of them. On the third case I did. I found three bullets in the same bag and quickly loaded them in to the pistol I found. I couldn’t understand how I was still alive but without wasting another second I shot the dude in the face.

There was so much more to this dream. A lot happened while i was held prisoner. I couldn't record this dream right when I woke up though. This is all I remember now

I was carrying around a big heavy door and we where sticking it in random places to open it (walls and such)
woke up very fast
I took this as a very funny yet symbolic dream to the point where when I woke up I told my hubby about it. We decided it was time for us to build our website for our small craft biz .I just know in my heart thats what this dream was telling me it was time to do very excited havent had a dream in a while that was guiding me to my next phase in life.

What a night. First time I've had a lucid experience two nights in a row AND the first time I've had a false awakening.

Non-Lucid

I'm pretty sure camping was involved in the beginning of my dream. I know it was dark and there was a fire pit. There was also wooden cabins. Sounds like a camp to me. Maybe even a giant movie screen too. I think there was a specific task I was doing to.

After that nonsense, I entered a gymnasium-type building with a medium sized hallway on the left side of the building. No doors. There were a bunch of movie(?) posters in the hallway. They didn't pertain to any real world franchises though. Anyways, there was a giant evil Kamina floating in the middle of the gymnasium. Yeah. This guy:

But evil. Me and a bunch of other people were huddled in the hallway. We were trying to hide from Kamina. Sooner or later, I gather courage and ran out into the gymnasium. I shouted something like we've had enough of your evil and jumped into the air. As I was in the air, Gurren Lagann formed around me like I was a magical girl or something. Here's what GL looks like:

Giant Evil Kamina began to get scared. I started to do a drill attack. As I was attacking, I shouted, "From now on you are banished to being known as . . . KAMINA!" (Wow. Really creative and sense making) My attack landed and he began to shrink, quickly growing so small you couldn't see him.

I went back into the hallway. People were pointing out the posters and talking about what series they featured. I briefly looked at all of them. I went to go back into the gymnasium but it had turned into a video game shop. There were shelves all along the walls. There was a single gap between the shelves for a window. Most of the games looked to be in green boxes. Two girls were excited looking at boxes on shelves near me. They were both easily around 15 years old. One had straight raven hair. The other had curly blonde hair. The blonde seemed to find one that they were specifically looking for and they both got excited. They ran over to an older lady, showing her the game. I was walking by during this and my vision seemed fixed towards the blonde.There was no real clear exit for the game shop, just a big arch that led into a mall.

The mall curved for a bit but then was completely straight. I remember passing perfume stores and cell phone kiosks. There were a surprisingly small amount of people for a while. I soon found myself in a rather complex outside area. It mostly resembled a pergola, except, it had a walkway above me and many cases of stairs. I believe there were store fronts on one side of me. The amount of people grew as I continued along. A girl caught my attention by waving at me. Apparently she knew me. I can't remember any of her features and I don't believe we talked much. I followed her for a bit, passing what looked like a hobby shop. There where kites and mini-helicopters. We found an entrance to the mall and went in. We were in a small, round vestibule with a bunch of stores. We went one and went out the back. We found ourselves in front of a mini-golf course.

An older lady escorted us to the first hole. It was curvy and sloped. She grabbed a ball and club and lightly tapped the ball, getting a hole-in-one. The girl who was accompanying me did the same. Shortly afterwords, she disappeared. I tried to do the same thing the ladies had done but I hit the ball way too hard. I guess I managed to break some glass and someone mumbled, "Of course HE'D do that."

After that, an older man escorted me and a group of some strangers around the mini-golf course. We went up some stairs and through a large walkway. We were inside the mall again but the two stores on both sides of us were being renovated or something. There were paint rollers and white paint everywhere. We walked through and found ourselves in a classroom. We had started to do something. The guy next to me started to being a jerk for no reason. He said something weird to me. Something felt wrong. I sat there for a moment, then looked over at him and said, "Oh. We must be in a dream."

Lucid

I immediately stood up. I walked over to a desk. I decided to throw it at the class to see if I was right. They screamed and were generally spooked but didn't do a single thing about it.

Counting that as my reality check, I moved over to the front row of desk and began a little quiz show assessing how my classmates felt about my previous action. The first girl simply did the same thing I did. The second girl just started crying. The third person was a African American boy with short curly hair. He stood up. Started crying. Walked over to me and engaged me in fisticuffs. We fought for a little but he ran away. What a shame. Afterwords, I noticed a brown girl with dark raven hair at the back of the class. She was laying on a long table seductively. I figured she was presenting herself to me so I began walked over. (I'm sorry I dream of sexual situations so much. Probably because I myself never get any)

I slid off her jeans to reveal white panties. I began unbuckling my belt but it felt like I was walking. I decided to wave this away and tried to focus on the dream more. I ended up in front of a huge window overlooking the mini-golf course. Shortly afterwords, I woke up.

Not the most interesting dream I've had but oh well. I was able to remember it all day so that's good.

Momentum rising as I found myself amidst a city with tall sky scrapers all around.
It was then known that the city was going to be attacked/partially destroyed possibly my terrorists or aliens. the culprit was never known. Standing with a group of people we noticed in the distance one of the outlying buildings had demolition type explosions jetting from its sides. In seconds it was falling at free fall speed towards the ground.
Everyone in the street was stopped in their tracks watching the devastation unfold within eyes view. Noticing that though the collapsing building was about a mile away, myself and the people I was with were on a street with many high rise buildings. After the sudden realization that this could perhaps be a multi-building attack I shouted to everyone to run as fast as they can.
Just as we started running down the sound of shattered glass and percussion explosions rang closer than before, another building was falling. I was right and no one on this street was safe. We ran faster there was chaos, people caught in their tracks trying to witness this disaster were all around. Trying to grab some and tell them we need to get out of the city and away from these buildings before we'd be safe.
Some were saved, Most were swallowed by the debris. The collapsing building drew closer when I was suddenly on a train of some sort speeding away from the chaise wreckage. The sounds of twisted steel, glass hitting the street, and peoples screams were the only things I could hear in our narrow getaway. Suddenly the train we were on started to ramp upward, the track we were on was leading us into the second largest building in the city. Moments after we entered the building the base and foundation began to crumble.
Circling upward in a roller coaster type-esk loop through the center of the building we were showered with pieces of the walls, windows, doors, and everything else that was being blown away by explosions from unknown origins. The foundation began to shake, I knew if the building came down with us inside it that it would be over.
Just as we reached the top and the structure began to fold under its immense weight, I could feel it falling all around us as we barely managed to make it out of the door to the roof.

Which actually wasn't the roof, but was a meadow with flowers, animals, odd shaped stones and warm smells. Looking back I saw the city in my distance, crumbled and all buildings over 10 stories were now rubble.
It was in the distance?
Or was I?
...I don't know how I made it out of that building.

1. Dream about a Renaissance-era castle of sexual perversions. Each day was a new kind, or we found something new, and we as prefects went to tell the program director that something wasn't right. It was supposed to be a school or program or something, where normal, non-perverted behaviors were modeled, and we felt we ought to tell her. We never got a chance, because the dream ended as we were waiting. I was horrified, surprised, intrigued and enthralled all at once, and I am not sure I wanted it to end.

2. Dream about various male friends/past lovers. I kept moving from one bed to another, or I would stay in the same bed but my bed-mate would switch. I was confused, and I wanted my friends to be more than friends, but something was always not quite right, or someone was unsure, or confused, or embarrassed. I wanted them to stay, or I wanted to stay, but they or I always left.

I haven't been taking my vitamin and my recall is terrible, but it's on purpose. I was having pretty emotionally distressing dreams for a while, even to the point I was dreaming of my kids being stabbed and fighting with my husband and such. Not stuff I wanted to remember or share, lol. Last night I had some fairly decent dreams though, so in order to regain my recall, I might as well type what little bit I can remember.

Dream One (Fragment): I'm in a round ballroom. There are no walls, just stained glass all around. I walk up a curves stairway by one stained glass window. The stairs seem to float, I reach out my hand, and Kurasawa appears in the glass, then takes my hand and I lead him out of the glass, and we walk down the stairs. At the bottom of the stairs I start to twirl, and we dance to the center of the floor. I wake up.

Dream Two (Fragment): All I remember is walking up a path going around a mountain, and hearing a hawk to my left. I look up, and see an island floating in a cloud a few hundred feet away. I'm dressed in leather armor with a sword and a bow. I realize that I am going home, to a house in a land in the sky.

(in waking life I spend the night at my grand parents and so I am there in my dream as well) *I am just outside the house and it begins to rain, my grandpa and I walk to the wooden fence where I have a small tank of water, he picks it up and try's to catch rain in it. After a moment he hands it to me and makes a comment about seeing red worms in it. I look into the tank and see a snail that I remember putting in there (through false memories) I then look up and and walk over to a spot with an unusually concentrated stream of rain fall and try to catch some of it (as the dream fades into my memory then comes back into focus I now find myself standing in front of another house, I walk around the side of it and see at least 10 identical tanks sitting in a square plot, it is no longer raining and I think to myself "triops?" then my friend Eric walks out of the back door of the house and up to me (the dream fades agin, this time permanently) * In another dream I am in a completely white room with sum sort of spongy structure at the center of it, the it is yellow and block shaped, at least as tall as 8ft. I watch it shrink down and then a person walk onto it, *it rapidly re expands launching the person into the air.