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The dream started with me on a big field with a man facing me coming toward me. He grabbed my shoulder with his right hand, i then used some kind of arm lock to break his arm and shoved him to the ground.
I then turned to my left where another man had just grabbed my shoulder, i grabbed him with a different kind of arm lock and threw him down also.
Then in the distance i saw a big buy dressed in black and i though "he is too big, i cant ake him down" I then tuned around again and saw a big high wall. i ran toward it and scaled this high wall no problem (i'm a free runner in real life so this didnt seen unusual) We then started taunting eachother "Get down herer!" "If you want me come and get me" " i was raised on the fighting, bitch" (sounds silly i know)
Then the next part of the dream is missing for some reason.

Next thing i know i'm standing back on top of the wall looking down to the field to see more people fighting.
I jump down and run toward them but by the time i got there it was already finnished.
i saw a young asian woman on her hands and knees vomiting, not sure why, i think she was fighting. i went over and said "are you alright?" when i noticed her sick was silver and shiney (like the silver surfer from the fantastic 4 movie) I got no reply from the woman.
We all called a truce to the fighting and hugged the woman and shook the mans hand who was standing there. Then a small young boy apeared from a pyramid type structure no higher that a regular house. "Who is that?" I asked. The woman replied "He's my Son" Just as the woman started walking toward the boy the dream started to fade and i woke up

really annoyed i didnt do an RC during the fights because it is a dream sign for me. but i was too busy defending myself xD.

First

I'm at a house in a forest. There is some kind of a game going on, where people enter the house one by one to do a task. I don't remember much about the task itself. During it I think someone is implicated of a crime. After I come out I wander around the house on a path. There are some monsters that try to attack me. I think I'm with someone at this point. I have some first person shooter type weapons but they are not very effective. I'm able to keep them at bay, though, mostly kicking and throwing them. At some point the weapons turn into animals.

Second

I'm with a bunch of people at another house next to the woods. I think my family is there, but there are others as well. We're going to check out the other cabin. I'm walking faster that the others, singing. I ask someone for the lyrics when I forget.

When we get there, there is a lake. Apparently the water has come down a lot and people are worried for the ecological balance of the area. The trees around the lake are almost dead and break easily. We go somewhere to investigate this.

Third

A man, who has implicated of some crime in the first dream, is a reporter and he is ordered to go to some totalitarian country. He should be able to get in even though he now has a criminal record, but there is some doubt. A guard is fiddling with the system, trying to help him, but he doesn't get in. The guard calls for security and a large officer comes. The officer apparently knows the reporter and they were supposed to meet, so all is going according to plan.

Just outside the border control area there is a sport field. I'm in the audience looking at some people from the authoritarian country preparing for a running contest against a group of Tibetan buddhist monks.

2/28/2012

I had my second WILD this morning! I found myself in SP and remembered to slowly relax (because the more you relax, the more powerful the vibrational sensations become, so if I relax too quickly the sensations will wake me up). I could hear my mother turn the hairdryer on in the other room (in real life- confirmed) while in SP. Awesome. I sort of experimented with my facial muscles again (tried to close my jaw until my teeth touched which worked and tried to open my eyes wide which didn't) before deciding to close my eyes and slip into the "drawing board stage." I thought about which scene to create. Star Wars? Nah. Under the ocean? Another time. I had made my decision. Earlier in the night I had dreamt about wanting pancakes, so I tried to make an IHOP personal buffet scene. Weirdly enough, I found myself in a fancy restaurant with my parents. We were all seated at a table and had some sort of mini buffet set up for us. I first observed this bowl of what apparently was pancake-flavored gelatto. I looked around at the beautiful restaurant. I looked at the window at the other side of the room and there was a tropical blue-green ocean shore outside. After picking up a spoon and eating some of the tasty gelatto, I remembered something I've been wanting to try. I demanded out loud, "Clarity Now!" Suddenly, I felt an amazing wind-like sensation as the entire dreamscape around me turned sharp and vivid and colorful and life-like! Beforehand, everything was dull, unclear, fuzzy, and unstable. It worked. Unfortunately, these WILD's only last a few minute since they occur in the morning, and I woke up instantly as I heard my mother open the door. I suddenly opened my eyes and was laying in my bed, the absence of vibrations leaving me with a strange sensation. At first, I thought I might still be in SP, but quickly learned I was fully awake and could move. During the middle of SP I again had a hypnogogic hallucination that my father tried to wake me up and thought I was joking about being in SP.

3/27/2012

I just had my first successful WILD attempt!!! I discovered and learned so much. See, I woke up around 11:50 or 12 and I observed that I had the ability to slip into sleep paralysis (because of the vibrations). I gently slipped into the state and took myself out of it a few times to get ready I guess (kind of like dipping your toes into a pool before jumping in), and then bravely allowed myself to become paralyzed (after thinking I turned onto my back, when to my surprise I found myself in the same side position as when I originally woke up when I opened my eyes through the sleep paralysis). So, here I was, paralyzed. There was no turning back now. After a while, I was brave enough to be able to let go and relax myself deeper into the powerful vibrations of sleep paralysis. At one point, I began to panic, trying to move, but then I told myself in my mind, "Okay, you've read about this.. you need to relax, you're not in danger." Or something alike that. Luckily, I listened to my own advice and finally let myself slip all the way into complete relaxation. After a while, I began to visualize myself in a dreamscape room and before I knew it, the room and the objects I was visualizing became real. I could hear the sound of the doorhandle and felt it as I turned it (I could see it, but with a lack of vividness since I didn't get to submerge completely into the dream and make it stable). In the newfound lucid dream I spoke to myself, kind of narrating what I wanted to do and what I wanted to exist in the scene. I naturally slipped out of it and managed to re-create the scene again. See, what I learned, is that the SP state is actually like a drawing board for lucid dreams. Whatever you're thinking about or imagining, your brain begins to form into a dream. You go through this muscular atonia every night, except this time, YOU guide the creation of dreams instead of it happening by random. I discovered that once you fully relax past the powerful vibrational sensations of SP, those sensations become more gentle and relaxing, like a deep meditation. Thoughts drift, which is exactly what happened to me. I accidentally found myself thinking about Star Wars, and found myself in a brief non-lucid dreamscape about Second Life roleplay. I drifted out of it though. Overall, this experience has been mind-opening for me. It was INCREDIBLE. Time to make use of the SP I often get.

DJ Log: March 28 2012 – 8:00PM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am standing in the kitchen of an unfamiliar house, trying to remember why I am there. I remember laying down to take a nap, but cannot recall why I am standing in the kitchen. Suddenly, I realize that I must be dreaming and become lucid. I look at the window and my first thought is that I want to jump out of the window and fly around. I run toward the window, then stop and decide to do a quick RC before I make a complete ass out of myself by slamming face first into the glass. I pinch my nose and I can still breathe with my nose pinched and my mouth shut.

I reach out and tap on the glass with my finger. The glass is quite solid and rattles a bit in the frame. I press my fingertips against the glass and it starts to give. The glass becomes stretchy and my fingers partially press through the glass, much like pressing fingers into a stretchy plastic bag. I can feel that it is cold on the other side of the window. I slightly release pressure on the window and the glass pushes my fingers out and returns to its normal shape. I take a few steps back and jump into the window. When I hit the glass, I bounce off and nearly fall on the floor.

Being determined to escape through the window, I slide the window open and try to climb out. The cords are broken on the sash weights so the window closes itself before I can climb out. Once again, I push the window up and try to climb out. Once I am hanging halfway out the window, I see a guy standing on the sidewalk, staring at me intently. I sit on the window sill and look up at the window. The paint is peeling off of the wood frame. I reach up and peel off a large piece of paint, then look back to see if that guy is still staring at me. He looks at me for a moment, then walks off. I jump out of the window and land on the ground outside. Suddenly, I wake up.

I at my house and my mom has friends over who are going to do a hiking trail up a mountain called the bump and grind. She tells me she is going to do it naked though. She offered me to go with her, but I don't know if I reject or I get uninvited. Either way, I went out side for some reason and i looked to the trail and saw them running naked. I quickly look away because I dont want anyone to think I am gross and perverted. She was only with a couple friends. I felt really gross though.

I'm under house arrest in a dormitory room. The lights are all off and I'm just sitting there. There is some kindof courtyard outside and a very large pool where other students are hanging out and swimming. Aaron from school is sitting on a couch near the door and I ask him if he wants any bologna. I am holding like a pound of balogna. He insults me and I apoligize, and say he didn't have to bitch me out. He says I deserved to get bitched out for offering him balogna like that. The owner of the dorm/house comes by for a visit. He is texan and wears a cowboy hat, and built the place himself. He pulls a gun on us, and I think that we are going to die. We eventually got into an elevator together and fought for the gun. It turns out that it was just a big prank, and I say "fcuk you!" very loudly a lot to the camera that I am somehow holding. I am outside now on a street that is sloping downwards with a large store to my left. I am wearing a top hat and some victorian era clothing like an old english gentleman. I start to skip along, and somebody behind me starts swearing at me and calls me some names. I'm afraid they'll jump me but I wake up.
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I tried to MILD but only remember a fragment of a dream where I was watching a terrying movie in my room alone in the dark.

Lately, I've been having trouble with remembering my dreams. This one was strange, well, what I could remember of it anyways.

What I could remember was that in the first part, I was at my high school, talking to two kids that I could not quite identify, nor can I remember what we were talking about. Out of no where, in the hall of my History class, my homosexual friend came up to me. I knew this kid in high school and was really homosexual. Truth be told, he was a good friend, by he was quite annoying, and he actually was in this dream as well.

He has been in my dreams before, ever since I had to push him away for trying to come onto me, seeing as though I am not gay and all. In reality, he is far too feminine, though in my dreams, he has always been precived as a joker of sorts, hyper as well, which is very not like him.

He approached me and the other kids, and I felt embarrassed to be with him. He had a brown head of hair that was braided much like a girl's. Come to think of it, he was actually cross-dressing as well. He was pushing around, saying jokes and whatnot. Not much more I remember other than that.

The next part was simply just me walking in a mystical forest, well, more just a forest with bluer colors. I was walking through it, though that's all I remember.

Lastly, I was in a Minecraft world, where these strange spider things seemed to roam. They looked friendly at first, though somehow, they proved to be quite dangerous.

In which chewing gum gets stuck in my mouth...

I'm trying to spit out a piece of gum. I can't spit it out, so I reach into my mouth and pull it out with one hand. More and more gum appears, and I start to take a rope of it out of my mouth by pulling at it, hand over hand. I find more gum stuck behind my teeth and more at the back of my mouth.

My coworker is with me, and I tell her that I always dream that this happens. Then I think to myself, I must be dreaming now. But I look around the room and realize that I'm not dreaming. This is real. This time, I really do have gum stuck in my mouth.

Of course, this is exactly what I think every single time I have this annoying recurrent dream. Every single time, I remember that I usually dream it but think that this time it is real. So frustrating.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 20

Kind of a rough night, woke up a lot, so the dreams are not that long.

I. I was in my parents room again, just like in my previous LD, I did an RC and became lucid. I was looking at my hands again at how clear everything looks. I walk out into the hall where noticed the vividness was going away and I tried to make my dream more vivid, but then I woke up. I was disappointed, I thought I was going to have another good LD .

II. I had a dream about school where I was in gym class, but it was the gym from my elementary school. We were all doing laps when the bell rang and class was out, I remember I was with my friend J and we were walking down the hall talking. He ran into the restroom while I proceeded on. I went around the corner and looked down a long hall, I did not recognize this hall and I almost became lucid because of it, but I walked down it and it was a shortcut to the cafeteria. I walk in the cafeteria and I remember there were so many tables that it felt like a maze. That's all I remember.

III. I had another short dream where I was with my mom and we went over to J's house, his mom answered the door and we asked to speak with J and she said he was in his room. Dream fades.

Love Celebrity Phone Call

Going through some shopping center, and the images keep shifting to different settings. My smart phone goes off, and I answers it.
Mya’s on the other end!!!!! She asked me, “Cliff, why don’t we hang in the grass meadow yard behind the bushes!!! I am so delighted!!! So, we meet, and Mya wears a white rib tank top, and denim jeans!!!!

Love Celebrity Phone Call

Going through some shopping center, and the images keep shifting to different settings. My smart phone goes off, and I answers it.
Mya’s on the other end!!!!! She asked me, “Cliff, why don’t we hang in the grass meadow yard behind the bushes!!! I am so delighted!!! So, we meet, and Mya wears a white rib tank top, and denim jeans!!!!

What I lacked last night in lucids, I made up for in real life with some home-made soft goat cheese (I'll post pics in the food thread).


Anyhow, some fragments:

1. I heard a kitten cry and it was raining outside. It was a roughly 4 month old black kitten, with a collar and a tag, but the tag said "UPC" or "CBS" or some nonsense. I decided to keep him until I could find the owners. He was really sweet and cuddly to me, but an ornery little shit to everyone else.

2. Some folks went on a trek in the jungle to study bears. Everyone got to leave with their own baby black bear. I told the jungle trek leader that I felt this was a really bad idea. He said don't worry, about the time folks couldn't handle their bear, a helicopter would be sent for each one. I didn't think that was very funny at all.

3. A girl was being held captive by the French woman from LOST near that same jungle. Oh yeah, there was the same river in both dreams. Anyway, the girl had a key to her handcuffs hidden inside a half an avocado she was eating. She made it to the river and saw the french woman. It seems like the dream looped back to the one with the bears, but I'm not sure.


GREEN is supposed to be a new reality check for me, hence all the green bold words. Just FYI.

The bell went we had science first, I told poppy we had to go to miss hunters for science i told her this as we were going down the stairs even though she isnt even in my set. Then i teleported myself to miss hunters class-room and nobody was there so then i teleported to my real class-room and nobody was there either and then i teleported to my mate liam who was in the same set as me and he was in miss hunters and everybody was there then i asked him what he was doing there and he said he got moved up.

My mom has packed up her bags and she's putting them into an old, sleek pewter station wagon. I watch her back out of the driveway and I wave awkwardly, a signal she might have took to mean hold on, but she didn't stop. Then she is back in the house with me and I'm ask her where and why she's going. She said she won a trip to Cancun from Kal on the radio. I quickly look up Kal and the Cancun prize on the web and couldn't find anything.

Then the whole house turns into a large electronic palace with giant domed screens for walls. My computer becomes my control pad and I pick the scene for the house to bring alive. There's a scene with people breaking a bunch of ceramic dishes, there's a whirlpool scene. My mom has to run through all these tests which try to capture her but she always breaks free.

She tries explaining that she just needs to escape and she holds up a small, useless objects. She says I need to get away from shit like this - I think it's a plastic crawfish in her hand. I don't believe her excuse and say that's it's the responsibility she's running away from.