Wow, the penny dropped just now as I was chanting: (Dear future me Please give me a dream tonight Thats happy uplifting and wow. Make it bout somthing wonderful happening one year from now.) At the pdc where SHAZAM died the target turned out to be a fountain and a star-gate in a park. I entered my competition-entry dream of ***Edk driving me and three others past a posh race track. He told me and the others in the car that I could look after his horse as if it were my own. His horse was housed in a swanky stable at a posh race track.*** The target at the NEXT pdc was that race horse with the number 8 saddle cloth. Oh My God. Now Im asking future me to do that MAGIC over and over most every night. Seriously, I just woke up to what happened. I never put 2+2 together before till just now. Its like future me played that joke on me back then and now is asking me to unite with future me. Merge with future me. Become One with future me. As if it might be possible for past present and future me to become one being. Didn't remember any dream from last night but I will go again tonight with: Future Me Please give me a dream Make it happy, uplifting and wow Make it about Something Wonderfull Happening Three-sixty-five days from now, (a year from now).
Hi everyone.. has been a really long time - over a year actually since I made any new posts, I would guess most the people here now are new users who wouldnt remember me, but to those that do.. Hi!! Some dreams just cannot go unrecorded.. It should be noted that i am currently using nicotine patches, because I am trying to kick my filthy habit! (BOOOOO!!!) and that they have dramatically changed my dreams, made them more vivid, more memorable and more realistic- However.. I wouldnt advocate using them for this purpose as all you will end up with longterm is a nasty nicotine addiction and an empty wallet. And so to the dream! I was in a bar, propped at one of those really high tables, distracting myself from looking like id been stoodup by digging through my bag as if i was looking for something, every item in my bag was purple( its my dream colour- always has been) I do that for a while and finally cease, reaching instead for a pack of playing cards from the other end of the table, i open the pack, fan them out and all of them are purple too, standard cards in purple tones. I unfan them as if to put them away and they set alight, I dropped them, stamped on them, when i look back up my friend has arrived. We sit and I tell her about my day- that I knew of a warehouse full of designer goods that some local mob has been whispering about doing over. I suggest to her that if we followed behind them we could maybe grab anything they dropped without them seeing us,and just skim a little cream off the top of their hard work,she is hesitant but agrees and we set a time and place. The dream skips to the warehouse and i am sat outside on a parking barrier swinging my legs. It is pitch black yet I can see very clearly.Im getting annoyed- she is clearly late. I sigh and am about to give up when I hear footsteps, I cup my hand around my eyes as if there is sun and there appeared two men- they were actually the gay couple off that show "modern family"- kind of irrelevent but made me go "huh?" They dont see me sat there and walk straight into the warehouse via a side door with no caution or hesitation. I wait a few more minutes mostly in hope that they might be the ones doing the place over and that surely they would grab more than they could carry and drop something on their way past. She arrives, making no excuses and just waves at me to follow her through the same door, i try and dissuade her and she grabs me and says " no the police are here this is the only way we can go" I follow her in and we are suddenly in a dark, festering maze, a heavy smell of flesh making us each gag as we slowly walked, clung to each other, trying to breathe through our mouths, trying to breathe at all at one point. Suddenly we stop and freeze, she screams i just kind of stare and feel nothing much. in a puddle of blood and guts, were the two men, their bodys mangled and kind of wrapped around each other, one head severed and propped on the others chest, the other head had been seemingly flung to the other side of the tunnel. Momentarily one of their mothers appeared and did that painful scream you often hear on movies when a mother looses their kid. But quickly she vanished again and so did we. random dream kicked in: I was jumping on a bed with my neice, the dog jumped on the bed too, we were laughing, the room was purple the bed was purple , everything else was black. we jumped and then everything vanished but me. I cooked mac and cheese and then i was in jail. I was walking through town and had stopped to look in a travel agents window. I turned around there was my sister in law, who happened to be in the police and in full uniform,i greeted her warmly she looked at me cold, said she was arresting me for the murder and dismembering of two police officers, I tried to explain to her that I had nothing to do with it, We were just there and saw the bodys but was nothing to do with us, she didnt believe me, and led me to the police car. I got in and my friend was already in the back. She couldnt get her seatbelt done up. the police officer helped her. My friend and i smirked at each other,we were scared but kind of excited, new experiance? We stopped at a cafe, the officer got out,her hair was purple. she went inside and we could see her on the payphone through the window. she was smiling and chatting calmly. my friend and i got our storys straight..for some reason the story we agreed to was chalk and cheese to what id dreamed about in first half but it seemed to be what we both believed had happened- that we had been in the warehouse trying on costumes for a play and a woman with a knife had welded it at us and then killed the men. The police woman came back out, calmly got in the car and drove each of us home, my friend first and then me. My brother knew all about it when i got in and i assumed thats who she had called. he laughed and joked about it as if it was no big deal. he was unphased completely and made me beans on toast in seconds and placed it infront of me. I confided in him that i was starting to think maybe it was a dream and we hadnt really seen anything,he informed me it was not and reccomended i sleep as tomorrow i would likely be arrested again. i obliged and instantly appeared in my bed i closed my eyes. I woke up then.. and had to pinch myself that it was all just a dream, I was so glad it was, i did my usual (actual) routine, brushed teeth, put kettle on, oh my brothers here " morning" he said " you look happy" i said "sure why not" he then mentioned prison and i cried. i honestly believed i was awake and in reality, i was horrified that i had " really experianced it all" I paced all day waiting for the police to come get me, I kept repeating over and over " it feels like it was all a dream, i dont think it even happened? am i going mad?" various sentances along those lines. the waiting period.. actually felt in my dream like hours and hours of pacing. It was awful. Then suddenly ( thanks to my very bouncy puppy and very noisy alarm clock) I actually did wake up, and for many minutes laid and stared and tried to rationalise it and fathomed that now i really was awake and yes it was all a dream, It did take quite some time to be certain of it though. I wouldnt say my dream was particuarly fascinating in content but it is the first time that within a dream i have "woke up and said oh it was a dream" and this was definitly one of my best flowing and memorable dreams, and filled with details and consistency. Also please excuse any bad spelling or grammar.. my objective was to get it down as fast as possible so i didnt forget any parts. Im sure i probably did forget some though.
Black means non lucid Green means notes Notes: Possibly saw sinoblak, but not sure if it was her. Dream #1 Subconscious training Im in my room wearing my white dress shirt with dark black pants, and my black loafers. Im doing some subconscious training looking in the mirror rubbing my multiplying hawk coin totem. Dream #2 Hallway full of mirrors. Im walking down some hallway looking for someone. (possibly sinoblak) there are mirrors all on the walls, i hear my name being called in the distance. I look back to see a slim girl, very lean and a has a very excited look on her face. She looks just like sinoblak, Unfortunetely i don't recall much from here, and I wake up. Final dream Reading sinoblaks dream entry. Im in the den in my home, online on dreamviews reading a dream entry by sinoblak. Notes: I remember seeing someone in the hallway who looks just like sinoblak, but im not sure if it was her. Well im defintely gonna be sleeping alot earlier now, because i been up late the past few nights and that is really messing up my sleep cycle and recall. Hopefully i will get better results tonight.
So I woke up yesterday at about nine in the morning and I have been awake since. Despite my lack of sleep I'll be doing something and still have flashes of my nightmares. Earlier today I was typing away, working on a writing commission and I kept hearing the dry rustling, flesh on stone noise that I always hear when running down the halls in my nightmares. Thing is I was also home alone the whole day when this happened. Not just audio hallucinations, but visual ones too. Shadows out of the corners of my eyes and catching a glimpse of a my face in a mirror. That catch about that is it looks like No Eyes' face instead of my for that split second. This is probably due to my lack of sleep and the high amount of stress right now in my life. Between my freelance writing and my portrait commissions I've been working my ass off looking for that fabled "real job" all my friends keep talking about. Hopefully I will have more positive results to post when I am finally able to get to sleep. Getting to sleep though is the problem and once I am asleep I really don't get any rest. My buddy Todd told me to try sleeping pills again, but you can't even pay me to do that one. Last time I did that I still had the nightmares but couldn't wake myself up even once I had gained lucidity. At this rate I am hoping I just pass out and not dream of anything.
Normal Dream Night 39 I have not been keeping up with my DJ the past couple days, been busy, I will try to keep posting every now and then. I only had 2 LD's a couple nights ago that both ended moments after becoming lucid. I. I was in my friends neighborhood, there was like a parade or some event taking place because there was a lot of people walking around the streets. It was dusk out and I was walking down the street when I came up to a lady that was also walking, she said something to me and I replied, I can not remember what about though. I walk past her and up to my friends house where he is playing basketball in his driveway, I remember the ball bouncing to me after I said high and I tried to shoot it, but I missed. I continued on up the street to a large hill, there were classmates from school there also, I remember walking with some of them up the hill, the dream ended here. II. I remember trying to chain from the last dream, it worked but it was not a LD but just another ND . I was back in the neighborhood, but it was night time, I was at my friends house again with a couple other friends. I can not remember what we were doing, but we were trying to fix or clean something before his mom got home. I also remember the sky very clear, it was full of stars and galaxies, I should of picked up on that DS .
Dream Type: Non-Lucid, Fragment. Dream Mood: Confused, Saddened. Dream Setting: My Dad's Apartment. Dream Characters: My Dad, The Police. I have no clue how this dream protruded into what it did, but my dad was talking and rambling about something to me, and for some reason, the police came to the door and began questioning my father about something, though he pushed them off and went back to lecturing me. Soon enough, they were outside with sirens blowing, shouting with the megaphone things like "Come out, now!" and he ignored it, still. Soon enough though, they yelled out "We have social services here! Come out and stand in the orange circle!" and as soon as they said that, his face turned into something that could worry a man almost instantly. He nodded and looked at me and said "Alright, I should be back by the time you get home from school tomorrow... you can walk to school, right?" I nodded "Good... I'll see ya around, alright?" And so he walked out the door and I said "Thank you, dad." before heading out. This is where the dream ended, strangely.
Black means non lucid Orange means semi lucid Blue means lucid Red means dream character talking Purple means possible shared dream person Green means notes Got it? Great! Now enjoy the dreams. Dream #1 Feeding the birds. Im sitting down on a park bench, with a brown paper bag in my hand full of breadcrumbs.. there is this little girl sitting next to me, dangling her little legs with a brown paper bag full of bread. She has milky white skin, chestnut brown hair, big brown eyes, and looked to be about 5 or 6. I forgot what she was wearing, but there are people jogging, and a woman walking a dog that looked a bit similar to sinoblak's dog. Hmm i glance at the dog but did'nt think much of it. (What a missed dream cue) I ask her if she wants to feed the pigeons "Yes i would like that"! I give her the bag, she starts tossing out the breadcrumbs to the pigeons laughing. Hahahaha, Wow they must be really hungry! Hehehe, Yea. after we finish feeding the birds, she asks me "Is it ok if i go play on the swingset for a while"? Sure, i don't see why not. "Yay"! I grab her hand, and we walk to the swingset. I push her as she yells.. "Higher higher"! Ok ok i will push a little higher. Sun is shining, and the air feels good. After about 5 minutes, i say...Ok i have to go little girl, did you want me to walk you home? "Yes". Where do you live? She points to a nearby home. We walk thru the grassy area, im holding her hand as she is skipping. We stop near a house. Is this where you live? "Mmhm". She nods and then gives me a hug. What was that for? "Thank you for showing up". Hmm..im puzzled. Oh no problem. You take care of yourself ok? "Mmhm i will". Wait, your shoelace is untied. Come here, let me teach you how to tie your shoes. Im explaining to her and showing her how to tie her shoes. There you go, now you try. She starts with one shoe, you did it! High 5 she slaps my palm and i pretend it hurted. Ow..why you do it so hard hm? she laughs. "Hahaha" your funny dreamprofessor. Huh? How did she know my nickname? She starts walking up to her home. I wait in the entrance way as she waves. "Bye". I wave bye to her, and feel the dream closing in on me..then i wake up. Notes: sinoblak had a similar experience IRL. She mentioned to me that she had this happened to her the day i had this dream. Hmm interesting. What is this connection between my dreams and her waking life? Is there perhaps, some sort of strong vibrational energy, or spiritual connection i have with sinoblak? Guess there is only one way to find out. I shall keep dreaming and see what happens!
I was in a waterpark with some kids my age. I wanted to impress them on the lake and get into a certain girl's pants so I bought an inner-tube with a floor to it. It was expensive. I got the second smallest size and one of the adults was incredulous. He didn't believe I had dropped that much money on one. Then I was in a bookstore with a girl who was older than me. We were walking until we found a chair by what looked to be a bathroom. I wanted her, still horny from my last fantasies. She said something so I jokingly sat on her lap. She shoved me off and Said something that offended me a first but I then realized was not so bad. I went to the Manga section. A taller boy was there. It was dark so I couldn't recognize him. "Hey there!," he said. "Could you help me find some Berserk?" I beamed at someone requesting I find them one lf my favorite mangas. I saw a couple of books together that looked like Berserk and said something to the effect of, "Ah, here it is!" to which be said something to the effect of "yes, that's it!" Upon closer inspection it wasn't it so I let him search some more while I turned to look at him. It was Brian from my old school. "Oh hey Brian." I was happy to meet someone I used to know. He seemed a lot friendlier than I remembered him and he even rubbed my back in a friendly manner at one point. He introduced me to some people from my old school near the front of the store. They were black and I dodn't recognize them. They must have moved after I had left. One about my age I talked to and had a nice conversation with. Then we talked to his little brother? by the window. The kid was young. I teased him and asked him, "So do you like A-----?" He smiled and giggled. The older brother? said something to the effect of "Yes, he does. He's having such a great time he landed in the emergency room again recently." Everyone seemed so friendly and interesting to talk to. I looked forward to seeing them again next year.
Been taking a break from trying -.- I dreamt about skateboarding in Little Big Planet It was pretty awesome. That's all. And night before was a sex dream. I think... yes!
In this dream, I was walking out of my old trailer, the dream was vivid and pretty intense, it felt pretty real. I was out side and I was walking aronud. I stood around for a moment and it was really nice out side. It was night time out and I looked up in the sky and I saw the stars out. I slowly looked around at the night sky and I saw a perfect shaped arrow pointing east. The stars were lined up in the shape of an arrow pointing east. They were gold and bright. It was a really great experience that I have ever seen. I am making this dream as a short dream because I could barely remember the rest of the dream, But it was a really wonderful experience to see.
These past few days have not been nice to me... Some guy trying to blow everyone up Pokemon singing Grandma's old house I'm protecting people We buried someone Festival I get engaged to someone (don't know who she was. It was really fun, tho~) Old pond Puppy feels...left out? Some sort of party - old chorus teacher invites me Gives me some sort of special cake
I remember ordering a burger from McDonalds from a lady who seemed strangely happy. While walking home I saw a big blue tent and rides on the other side of the road. I thought I'd make it in there eventually but just stayed home. When I went home there was a lot about feminist riots on T.V.. The lady from McDonalds was in my house making me burgers while babysitting my sister.
Last nights dreams Dream 1 I am lying in bed and don't realise this is a false awakening ((doh!!)) I am holding a baby frog in my left hand....I think "I'd better put this in its cage or I'll squash it when I drop off to sleep" I'm now confused and think "why am I holding a baby frog, it should be a baby pigeon ((I'm hand rearing a baby pigeon at the minute)). I now hear someone shout "mom" but it doesn't sound right so I think "ahhh...it's just hypnogognia" I now hear a young boy say "mom" I open my eyes again and see a young boy on the bed beside me, I say "what?" he says "can you top my phone up for me?" I say "you haven't got a phone" and wonder what he's on about. ((shame I didn't realise I haven't got a son lmao)) Dream 2 I am in bed in my room again ((another false awakening)) and a friend of mine is in my room with me, she says "it's good that you gave P £2 for chips" (( lol I gave my daughter P two pound for chips yesterday)) Dream 3 I'm in an arcade place ((like the ones on holiday or at a fairground)) there are lads of machines, some you win money and others you win knickers I wasn't winning on the money machines so I go and have a look at the machines where you win knickers. There are some knickers loose in the bottom of the machine so I take out a pretty Lacey pair and my daughter L who is with me says "ohhh there nice, win them for me" so what I had to do was swipe the barcode of the knickers across the thing on the machine and it would tell me if I had won or not, but again I never won. I am now getting angry with these machines and I'm trying to figure out why everyone else could win on the machines but I couldn't
Alright, so It started at my friend's treehouse, and we were playing a game. Shortly after we started, I got this weird feeling, then randomly got teleported to a stateline, but it was surrounded by dark, cold, raging water. I got dragged in, and was holding my breath when I could hold it no longer and breathed through my nose and got air... Then it hit me- People can't breath water without drowning! The first though that popped to my mind was to RC; I stuck my finger through my hand. After that, I became more aware, and did some things to make me even more aware, like rubbing my hands together, ect, and swam up to the surface. I remembered to stay mostly calm during this as to not wake me up; sure, I got a little but excited though. Anyways, once realizing I was lucid, I tried some things like shapeshifting and teleporting. I managed to morph into a wolf for a couple of seconds, and after failing teleporting, just found a mirror. XD So yeah, this is my first real lucid dream of my own will. :3
All of my teeth fell out except one leaving me feeling extremely concerned as to how I was going to chew food with only one tooth.
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