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Tenho a impressão que esse sonho começou após eu ter entrado na biblioteca, no sonho anterior. Estava em casa com mais alguém (talvez meu irmão) e lembro que havia três pessoas transformadas em zumbis (uma mulher, um cara e uma criança), e estávamos fugindo deles. Lembro que resolvemos dar um banho neles e tentamos exorcizá-los. Fiz algumas orações e truques, e consegui exorcizar a mulher. Ela tremia de frio, então a abracei e a coloquei deitada no chão. Em um momento, lembro que fui arranhado pela criança, então fiz um ritual para que eu não virasse zumbi. A pessoa que estava comigo também foi arranhada, então disse que ela precisava fazer com que o zumbi beijasse o local do ferimento e então passar sabão ali. Em certo momento, a criança voltara ao normal, e resolvi assustá-la e arranhei a mãe dela. Ela ficou desesperada, então eu disse que era brincadeira, que eu não era zumbi.

non-dream / dream / lucid

Sonhei estar jogando CAstlevania: Symphony Of The Night de novo, mas, obviamente, o jogo estava diferente do que é na realidade. Estava em uma parte do castelo como se fosse o Castle Keep, já no nível 91. Havia uma entrada no teto, e passei por ela; porém, passei muito rápido e, como era a sala de um boss, acabei passando direto por ele e parando na sala seguinte. Lá, haviam três tipos de inimigos: dois que pareciam o Shaft (porém, um roxo e outro azul) e um outro que parecia uma centopeia gigante. Fiquei matando eles e, inclusive, em uma tocha que havia no chão, peguei um item aparentemente novo: um tipo de cajado (wand) com uma bola branca em cima. Após algum tempo lutando com eles, resolvi voltar e enfrentar o boss. Percebi que eu estava já no nível 99, e a opção "skills" sumira do meu menu. Ao chegara na sala do boss, o chão e o teto se fecharam (haviam duas portas, uma de cada lado). Apareceu então um minotauro bastante grande, mas o matei com apenas um golpe (83). Achei estranho, meu irmão disse que isso também aconteceu com ele. Entrei pela porta da esquerda e cheguei à biblioteca. Havia uma música diferente lá, mas eu a conhecia. Nesse lugar, o fundo era 3D e inclusive havia uma estátua de um demônio que me chamou a atenção por ser bastante detalhada e se mover conforme o personagem. Comentei isso com meu irmão e ele falou que esse remake do jogo estava muito bom.

I was somewhere in Bacolod. I decided to ride a jeep. The public utility vehicles are using a different route, going through the "back" of the city. The place looks beautiful, with trees and green fields. I felt sad that I forgot to bring my camera. Then I remembered; I DO have my camera, but for some reason, I find it troublesome to get it out. So I didn't.

I arrived in a school.

Something about the road felt familiar; like I've been there in another dream.

This was most definitely a weird one, and oh the references I can make to Inception.

It started off with me and three other people, who looking at it now, might have been Ed, Edd, and Eddy, but we were in an eerie looking house on a beautiful day in a field, though night soon came and things get quite creepy. A group of girl scouts came in to tell use to go look for something, and so we did. Along the way, many ghosts and other scary stuff popped out at us, and yet it all sempt very real, yet I didn't wake up, but we found what we were looking for, and I simply stayed in the lower part of the house, which was more like a cave with a single light really, but my brother was there, oddly enough, and he was just sitting there. Here's where the weird part comes in.

I suddenly own this 4-piece device called a DreamNoav, don't ask, I'm not sure either, but what it did was allow you to completely edit your dreams with a click of a menu, in any case, it was just an easy lucid dream. I used it, and what do you know, I was suddenly in a luicd dream. I walked around a village for a bit, not sure what I would discover, but it was shaped in a bit of a circle, and I was alone in this place, unsure what to do really, and that's when, in my dream... dream, I woke up, though not in real life. Instead, I looked to my brother and began to tell him how useful this thing was, and he didn't care, a trait that passed on from real-life, it seems, though I tried to use it again, and I woke up in reality.

So, a lucid dream, inside a dream, which was inside another dream?

This was a nap I took from 1pm-5:30pm. I pulled another all-nighter this night. Gotta stop with that.

First, I was on the internet with this chick. She seemed really interested in me, and we were going to go to Paris together. Tickets to Paris were only $1.04 per person, and I was going to go without even telling my parents. I forget why, but something happened and the girl from the internet suddenly thought I was a creep or something. There was more to this dream, but I only wrote down vague notes.

Then, it was the last day of school, and I was in a class taught by Madame Arcusi. The class was very large, and pretty much my whole graduating class was in there (DE). I was being very annoying the whole time, because I just wanted to get out of there and go to Paris. I knew everyone was getting annoyed, but I didn't care, and I said something like, "Everyone is listening to-" Then I corrected myself, "Everyone is hearing me complain and make annoying noises on purpose." Kate, who was sitting next to me kept asking me to stop. The teacher kept morphing into different people. It started with Madame Arcusi, then they might have been Mrs. Gunther-Brown, but I know at one point they were Mr. Yourison and I remember him coming over to my desk and I was worried he would find something (can't remember what) so I distracted him or something, and he talked to the kid next to me. Behind my desk was a large window, which sometimes led to another classroom, and sometimes showed a go-kart course, depending on when you looked at it. When it was another classroom, I remember seeing this girl who kind of looked like Nicole, but I don't think it was her. When we were finally leaving the school, I mentioned to Kate (but mostly offhandedly to the class) that I finally get to go to Paris now, and she said it was pretty cool.

In the last part of the dream, I was finally in Paris, but I found out that my $1.04 ticket only got me the most run-down room in this hotel. The hotel had nice rooms, but the quality of your room was determined by the amount of money you paid. Outside didn't even look like Paris, by the way. It looked more like a park in Philadelphia in the fall. But anyway, at this point in the dream, I was just watching, and my character had morphed into Carl from Aqua Teen Hunger Force. His room was just this one bed suspended on this platform on a really high ceiling. The bed had a lever that flipped him forward so he would be facing the other side of the bed. Since this was Carl, he was fine with having a crappy hotel room if it meant he was in Paris, and he was trying to justify it by saying that he'll get bed in breakfast, and that he could put a newspaper on the other side of the bed so that he could pull the lever and switch activities quickly. He kept pulling the lever and saying, "See? Breakfast, newspaper! Breakfast, newspaper!"

Sleep Time: 1:30 a.m - 10:15 a.m

"Solo"
Lisa and Eric have gone to a strange planet. We are all sitting out on the porch of an unfamiliar house while they are discussing this trip. Lisa is saying the planet was very eerie and half-covered in lava. She says the name of the planet is Solo.

"Backyard Party"
I am having a party in my backyard. My dad is there along with some other people I don't know. We are singing Stu's version of "Allentown" from Hangover 2.
After the party is over I start to go inside. As I open the door, a black dog appears behind me and tries to get in. I am pushing it away with my foot as I wake up.

"Disgusting Trip"
I am on a trip with Holly, Melissa, and Alana. We are shopping in a giant mall. We go outside and see a small swimming pool the size of a bathtub and a regular sized hot tub. Some random guy walks by and throws worms in my hair. I'm not sure what's happened but my friends are pointing at my hair and look really freaked out. I immediately jump in the tiny pool and then in the hot tub to try and get the worms out of my hair. I am completely horrified and disgusted. I find some shampoo somewhere and proceed to wash my hair in a sink with it.

This morning I had a lucid, after doing an attempt at FILD, which failed horribly.. It's been ages since I've really had one (or tried), so it was pleasant to finally have one, even if nothing too wild happened in it.

I'll start off with saying that I set 3 alarms, of which I only remember 1, for waking me up so I could do FILD. I believe FILD is a very good technique, however it takes a bit of practice. It's extremely similar to DEILD, and is basically just a slightly different version of it.

The dream started in my room, from what I remember. I was sitting at my computer and speaking to my brother behind me. He told me to look out the window, and as I turned to look, I realised that it seemed like we were moving through a city, like my room was really a car or a plane. I was (surprisingly) immediately skeptical and had a closer look and crawled out the window. My brother told me to stop, and I did a very quick nose pinch reality check, telling me I was in a dream. I jumped down on the ground, which severely changed the environment. My room and brother seemingly immediately disappeared. I was standing in the middle of the road in a large city, it was dark, but with lots of lights. I walked to the pavement. I remember reflecting on the concept that dreams usually hang on in our memory differently from how awake experiences do. I made a note to myself to try to be as aware as possible. I went on and walked into a couple, one of them was naked. Knowing it was a dream, I reached for her breasts, but she very quickly walked away. I made it into some kind of shop eventually, where a lot of naked people were around. They had facepaint, and yellow hair, as if trying to look like tigers. I thought this was silly and walked away. Eventually I got to a bridge of sorts, which I tried to traverse in a car. At this point, my lucidity was nearly gone. I still had the clarity of mind to know that I could stop any car and steal it (GTA style), and I did get on a car. I probably drove a hundred meters in it, got out. I think the bridge was blocked. Some guy I don't know had a boat which he invited me into, to go across the water to other side of the city. I got on and we sailed across. It was like a little river we were in, extremely narrow, and the boat was really just a large rubber tire. I questioned at the time why I didn't just get up and walked on the ground. Once we reached the other side, I looked to my left. My lucidity came back, and angry at the fact that I've wasted so much time doing nothing, I figured I'd teleport somewhere by closing my eyes. When I opened them again, I was in my bed. I did not do a reality check, and eventually fell asleep again. I don't think it was an FA.
In the dream, I saw a very large building across the bridge. This building has also been in another dream of mine, which although non-lucid, I was also very lucid in. I never did write it down, but it invovled crawling around in tiny spaces under the city. Hard to describe.

I dreamed more, but most of are fragments by now. The majority of them all revolve around some kind of large mall. A friend of mine and I found the workers entrance, where personel actually slept. Some guy came up an assumed we were new, so he wanted to hook us up with some work. My friend told me to give a good impression, by talking in a clear and deep voice. This seemed silly, but I did it anyway, and it seemed to work. I don't really remember anything else, apart from the mall seeming extradimensional. On top of being non-euclidean (like most dreams), it also made visually no sense.

I was in the living room watching Azumanga Daioh on TV. My family was in the room with me as well. I laughed, then realized that it was weird that the anime was on TV, and did a reality check. didn't go lucid though, for some reason.

1. I am stealing things from my old High school, for some reason. I am pushing around a large garbage bin (empty of garbage) and shoving anything I can in; computers, books, etc. Several people look at me with suspicion, but I manage to disappear into the the crowd of students. I pass by the art room, and I see my old art teacher inside. She looks up at me, and we make eye contact. I almost keep walking, but then I have second thoughts and decide to go talk to her. It's a bit awkward because I said that I would go visit her, but in nearly 5 years, I never have.

2. I am at my boyfriend's house, scrambling to get ready for work. One of his friends is over, writing a dream journal entry on Dream Views. We talk a bit about dreams as I am trying to figure out how I will get to work on time. I can't believe that I didn't become lucid while discussing dreams and Dream Views. Wow.

Last night I had researched about lucid dreaming. I know what it is, but after gathering more information on it, I decided to try it. There were lots of people saying how easy it is to disrupt a lucid dream or turn it into a nightmare (pussies), but I did it anyway. I thought I'd make it a project, for...some time.

Before falling asleep I practiced a technique I'll call sensory awareness, where you have to make yourself aware of your surroundings so your dreams can become clearer (or something like it). I did this for ten minutes, before marking the letter A on my left hand and leaving an empty book open on the left side of my bed. It only took twenty something minutes before I wasn't awake.


Hot pursuit. Me and this other random cured this old couple of old age and were getting chased by the police. The now young African guy kissed me on the cheek before him and his girlfriend were in another car, which was now roadblocking our way (llol). We drove onto the foot path with three solie vans facing adjacent to it. They closed the path behind us helping us escape. I kept driving and took a corner where I was out of sight, and walked up a hill next to a staircase into Wellington. I met my friend Aiden who told me how his girlfriend was bitching about him moving house. Nothing apparently made sense, so it's obvious I was dreaming.

I was at my Mother's house for a short while. I held up a case of video games I found. I remember seeing Metal Gear Solid and some others, and this real violent game labeled 'VB' or something. Usually within my dreams I'll understand something without it being said. Perhaps I was in control. I was soon looking through a spirit guide while she was making dinner. I noticed the lights weren't on, despite seeing (It was meant to be dark but I suppose my mind was being generous). This was one of those dreams of mine that gives me this weird chill down my back, as if the house was haunted (which it was in this dream).


Naturally curious, I walked into a bathroom not belonging to this house. I walked in and the mood changed. The bathroom was quite airy and everything had this weird blue tinge. I tried 'flicking' a light switch, to see if I was awake. There were about five of these in the same bathroom, to which none of them worked. I then peered into the bathroom mirror to see myself. My face was quite weird looking...I don't know the right words to explain it. My face was disproportionate and pale. Indeed a grotesque contortion. I quickly left as the bathroom was all kinds of fucked up and scary.

After leaving, I went to the backdoor to feed an animal something (at this point my dream was slowly fading). I was then at my Dad's house. He had his feet spread out, moving side to side like a goalie. I think he was trying to test me or something but soon gave up and told me to take my laptop out the bedroom.

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Then it had ended.

I shortly woke up, not remembering anything that had happened, but I kept my eyes closed and waited to see if I could remember everything (a technique). A surge of images shortly rushed in and I remember having the dreams. I don't know if I was fully aware of my dreaming state, but I knew it didn't take place till around morning, knowing REM sleep kicks in then. My dreams seemed to be heavily influenced by an artist called Steinvord (search him) I was listening to before sleep, talking to my parents about driving and watching ghost footage and stuff. Dunno aobut the other stuff.


I had some? control and relatively good recall over my dreams, so I guess it went okay. I give it a rating of maybe four or five out of ten, as it wasn't entirely clear that I was in control. Neither was it clear it was clear. I'll have to try it again another night.

With added calcium.

Reoccurring theme of being back in school and in danger of not graduating due to failing a class.

This time I was back in Tustin High and was in an english class with a female teacher. As usual, I am in danger of not passing the class because I had not been showing up. I fear that I have missed assignments and quizzes. I see myself at home in my bedroom, waking up not in time to attend class, and trying to figure out if I can attend a different session as if it was a college course.

I attend class on the final day, and the teacher was giving her final speech to the class. In the middle of the speech, sudents begin to leave the classroom as if the class had already finished. I stayed until the very end, then leave the classroom. The location of this classroom was across from Mrs. Doyle's classroom.

I exit the classroom and the school appeared to be empty, like one of those days where I stayed late after school for 7th period. I run into Oleg, my friend who I have not seen since 5th grade. We talk and I tell him about my concerns with not passing the class.

We walk across the campus to another class, this time a wood shop class. Again I have the feeling that I may not pass this class either.

11/25/11

I was in the grassy area outside of my neighbor's house at the end of my lane. A man, a little boy and I were talking. The man was trying to teach us to fly. I'm not sure if I was lucid at all, but I guess I was aware enough to realize that I could fly. At first, I jumped into the air and imagined myself being a bird that was lifting and falling with the wind currents, and it felt pretty cool. Then I thought, "Hmm, what if the wind stops?" Then I found out- the wind died down and I fell back to the grass. Next I tried to pull my arms in like a chicken and I imagined that when I stretched them out, they would be big white wings I could fly with. Sadly, it did not work. Finally I ran very fast down the lane and jumped, but my body felt heavy the whole time and I think the dream faded.

Within my dream, I had a dream that I died. I woke up from that dream in my dream, and told my friends that I had a dream that I died. We got in my friend's car and started driving - and got in a car accident. I was really dead this time, and I asked my friend if there was money in the ghost world or not. They said no, and I replied asking if we could go to the mall to all get new outfits.

I flew back home to say goodbye to my family. I kept trying to find ways to communicate with them, but it was harder than I thought. I went on my laptop and turned the webcam on and took pictures of myself as a ghost. I looked slightly distorted but still recognizable. After that, I flew to the back porch and saw my cat. I tried petting him on the head, but he looked slightly confused and sad and walked away.

My mom was talking to my sister about a yard sale they went to, and they got a shirt with a bunch of random designs on it, one being a gravestone. They were talking about how ironic that was.

Back in the ghost world, I was trying to always have the ability to watch over my family. I tried to find some 'dream guides' to assist me, and couldn't find one easily. I started reading words that were floating around, and it kept saying stuff about black magic.

Im with my friends, Andrew and Landis, in my mom's bedroom and i have all my homework spread out on the bed, Landis is sitting on the ground reading, and Andrew is just talking to us. Andrew randomally brings out handrolled joint-looking cigerettes and says lets smoke them. i tell him no because my mom will be coming soon, but i guess that didnt help. We started smoking these cigerettes in my mom's room. i take a couple puffs and then i realize that im smoking a cigerette! and i HATE smoking, espically cigerettes. My mom came home about 10-30 mins later. I was soo paranoid thinking the whole room smelled like cigerette smoke i took all my homework and left the room. My mom was angry because i didnt hear that someone was at the door. It was was another friend, Brandon, it was early in the morning, abbout 5 AM. Around that same moment my cousin Robert calls me, and we talk. Im soo happy because i havent heard his voice in years. Robert plays my favorite arabic song through the phone, by the artist he showed me years back, and i put it on speaker and i start to dance. (:
Later that same day, my whole family that lives in Arizona were at my Aunt Hilda's house, and i see everyone enjoying themselves. Brandon and his family were there too. Brandon then brings up how me and my friends didnt let him in the house in the morning, and everyone started laughing. Brandon's mom became angry, and with an agressive tone asks me, "why didn't you let my son in your house earlier? Look how tired and exausted he looks!" Brandon was sitting, spacing out, but looking directly at me. Brandon then went inside because his mom recomended he get some rest. While still sitting there i see Jenny, a girl ive had feelings for i dont even know how long. I had this feeling ive never had just looking at her. I felt like the happiest guy in the world just seeing her. Jenny looked Completely Different, but in my dream she was just herself. She looked alot older than how she looks now, around her 20s. I started to realize now, gazing at her, what was making me feel this great happiness and love that ive never felt about anyone before. Jenny was Pregnant, about 7 months. I couldnt wipe the smile off my face once i saw her. While sitting here spending time with my family, i said to myself, "look how great life is." i then look down at my hand and see im wearing a ring! (but in the dream its all normal) MyMy happiness just cant stop knowing how lucky i am becuase my beautiful wife is pregnant. I see Jenny walking around serving my family and being great with everyone and everyone loving her. She is wearing a blue and white trimmed shirt that are specially made for pregnant women and blue shorts still showing off her great legs. She was just walking back and forth and i just couldnt take my eyes off her. I then tell her to come to me and then i give her a hug while still sitting, and at that same moment i look at Sandra, Jenny's sister, and shes telling me to kiss the baby.(Jennys Tummy). i laugh with her even though shes across the room and kiss Our Baby. <3 Then i wake up.
The End

11/26/11

NON-LUCID---Explaining

I’m sitting in my English class I had as a Sophomore in Cypress Lakes High School. There were random people, but the two that were noticeable was my English teacher and a girl who was really beautiful.

She had an Auburn dye to her hair in waking life, and she had the same in the dream. She was also wearing a apricot-yellowish shirt with blue jeans, which I believe was the same when I met her in my class.




The teacher was talking to us about something, but I couldn’t remember what. The teacher then decided to give us cookies, but she only gave to her favorites first. A guy next to me on the left had a cookie in his mouth before she gave them out, but she still gave him one.

She gave me one as well, and the girl with Auburn dyed hair as well, and everyone else had to get up to get something else.

I think that was a memory from real life when I was a junior at Cypress Lakes High School when the same teacher offered me some dessert (like some type of fudge) afterschool when she was talking to my AP English Language and Composition teacher.

I was going to move to another school, so I decided to meet some of the teachers since my father had to work before he picked me up.

Then I had another dream where Mark Zuckerberg, co-creator of Facebook, was apparently showing Jim Halpert from the show “The Office” what project Facebook was going to be like. It seemed Mark was a bit younger at this time.




Jim was a bit skeptical about Mark, and when he was looking at the Facebook demo, he was shocked to see a logout button. He literally asked Mark “There’s a logout button?!?!”




Mark smiled more and more as the guy finds out more on what he could do.

That’s all I remember for that one.

I had another dream where I was in a video game or playing it. I think I was trying to kill some type of machine again since it killed me before. I remember the environment being bright as day, with yellowish tiles as the surface.

The vividness was probably equal to PS3 graphics. That’s all I remember.