Date: 13/07/2012 Place: I's bed Time of getting into bed: 3.59am Waking thoughts in black Non lucid dreams in blue Lucid dreams in red Dream 1 - 5.30am Before going to bed I was explaining to my friend I how to lucid dream. He was interested so I told him to keep a dream journal. I kept waking up, and asking / checking weather I had recorded any dreams. I didn't realise I wasn't really waking up until the morning. As I was falling back to sleep, I was trying to have a lucid dream Dream 2 - 7.12am [COLOR="#00bfff"]Same as above, but this time we are downstairs at I's house, listening to music. Dream 3 - 8.29am I lost all of the beginning of this dream because I was pretty tired and didn't write it down fast enough.I am washing up yellow, plastic knives and forks. Dream 4 I am making a sticker book, a little Indian boy comes up to me to see it, he asks me to read 'Aladdin' to him. I begin to but his mum comes and tells me not to, then takes her child away. I was watching an Indian film before bed. I write kid's books for a living. Dream 5 - 9.54am I am buying motorbike gear in a motorbike shop. A guy there invites me back to his house for his birthday party, I say no. However, even though I say no, I still go to the party? I buy me and my boyfriend a bike helmet, he wants a bright pink one but I won't let him so we both get black ones. I buy a secondhand bike that needs a bit of TLC, and drive it home. It has no brake lights, and at one point I have to get off and push it home, with people passing by in cars laughing at me. I drive / push it over a big wall, along a tall cliff edge and into a big crowd of people. I can't get by so I just push through, they start to argue and complain, but it soon ends up being chaos with people everywhere. I finally get home and get ready for the party. When I arrive some blonde smiling guy starts flirting with me, offering me some of his expensive champagne-mixed-with-something-else-drink. I think he's arrogant and showing off so I decline. Dream 6 - 11.10am Me and some other people are at some sort of event, which has celebrities attending. I am watching the crowd out of my hotel window, and can see the minor celebrities posing for photos and the paparazzi below. I soon go to join the crowd, and we are seperated into groups. The groups are determined by age, I am put in the 30 year old group, which only consists of one other guy. I am 26 in RL. The guy with me is pretty depressed, he complains that he will die young because his Grandma had cancer, and so will he. I try to make him feel better but he just get's worse. I return to my hotel room, which is now on the ground floor. As I get into bed, I hear a tapping on the window, so I go and see who it is. It's a cute, blonde guy who say's he's been watching me all day. I lean out the window to kiss him, and I nearly get pulled out because the kiss is so powerful and intense. I invite him inside, and we have sex. I'll spare the details, use your imagination After he leaves, I get a bath, I notice the bath has tiny fish swimming around in it. Someone keeps coming into the bathroom and disturbing me. Dream 6 - 11.10am Me and my boyfriend are walking down the street. I see my biological father enter a building.Haven't seen him in RL for about 11 years. He's not a nice person. My boyfriend doesn't believe me, but then we see some woman who we know is his wife follow him. I panic because I don't want to confront him, but his wife takes us to a shop away from him so he can't see me. The shop she takes us to is posh, and I feel out of place. I am already carrying a bag, and I'm worried they'll think I've stolen it from them when I haven't. I look around but I can't afford anything. I see some toothbrushes in the shape of parrots, and some in the shape of a walrus. I think these are funny. The dream then skips to me and my boyfriend, sat on a sofa with my dad and his wife watching movies. My dad is falling asleep and I am being pushed off the edge of the sofa. The sofa is dark blue. We are watching 'Supersize me.' Google it, it's a documentary about a man who just eats McDonalds as an experiment, good film.I keep telling them all what it is called, but when it starts it is called 'Super Squeeze Me.' I am very confused. This is not right? What's going on? I wake up, I was very close to getting lucid!
So I had this dream last night which lasted over about 8 hours... I was in some kind of research facility in an underground tunnel and all my classmates were with me. For some reason there was an alarm and we had to run through an emergency exit. It was pretty dark and we all tried to make light with our cellphones...but it didn't work well. Me and 2 friends climbed up a ladder and we were on some kind of watchtower. Suddenly we heard screams and weird noises. It sounded like zombies attacked my classmates.I could hear them approaching and my friends tried to create some light so we could see what's going on. Suddenly something grabbed my legs. I looked down and a zombie appeared. I punched it until it let go of me. All of the zombies surrounded our little watchtower and tried to climb up. They even helped each other to get up! I tried to see more and noticed that the sun was rising. At that point I noticed that we were in a huge futuristic city and most of the skyscrapers had a crome paint. So many zombies invaded the town and all my classmates disappeared. Me and my 2 friends were alone. I woke up at that point. The dream was so interesting that I decided to continue it so I fell asleep while thinking of the last thing I could remember. I was in the dream again. I knew I was dreaming but I just wanted to go with the dream. In the distant I could see a McDonalds restaurant. I told my friends to go there but the way was full of zombies. In front of us was a little building so I told them to do parkour with me. I jumped on the building and climbed up the fireladder. After some climbing I was on top of a small skyscraper (it was really small). The city reminded me of Mirrors Edge (parkour game) and below us was the restaurant. I slided down some poles and climbed into the building. In it there were some puppets sitting on the chairs and we went behind the counter to eat some stuff. I grabbed a burger and bit off a piece. It tasted so delicious! I've never eaten something that was this tasty in my whole life! Suddenly a zombie walked in the restaurant. We were scared at first but then suddenly it just collapsed. Another few zombies walked in but they all collapsed, too. We figured that this restaurant was some kind of 'safe house'. I woke up again but did the same thing as before. I was in the restaurant and this time I wanted to figure out what was going on in this crazy city. I could see some factories in the distant and decided to use my parkour skills to get there. After a while I arrived at the roof of the factory and noticed that smoke was coming out of the chimney. I climbed up a wall and was standing on a big window. I looked down and saw many many people that looked like scientists. I figured that they created some kind of chemical that turned the people into zombies. Suddenly one of them saw me. I ran across the roof and slided down a small pole. I was now on a big wall and could see some guards on the ground. They had big guns and I thought about how to make a run for it. I woke up again but this time I dreamed about playing guitar as I fell asleep. After a short while I woke again and continued my old dream. So I was standing on this wall and noticed that some kind of forest with a lake was in front of me. Everytime a guardsmen walked around it took about 1 minuted for another one to arrive. I waited for the next one to leave and then took my chance. I jumped down the wall and ran towards the lake as fast as I could. Too late...I heard the guardsmen shout behind my back and suddenly I heard gunfire. I could see them shooting at me but I kept on running. The moment I jumped into the wated I felt a bullet hitting my back. It hurt so much that I lost control over my body. Thankfully I was semi-lucid and decided to turn it into a game. I waited 10 seconds and respawned at the wall (lol). This time I ran even faster but I was carefully enough not to alarm the guards. I was swimming in the lake when a scientist from the factory told them that I was nearby. They began searching for me but I was hiding inside some bushes. I don't know much after that...the last thing I remember is arriving in a different city and rescuing my friends. What an epic dream I had!
Date: 12/07/2012 Place: My bed Time of getting into bed: 11.18pm Waking thoughts in black Non lucid dreams in blue Lucid dreams in red Dream 1 - 1.32am I am rather drunk, I am sat on a chair, wobbling a bit and conversing with other people. I am wearing a white shirt and black suit jacketThis is my favourite outfit for events, parties etcI start to unbutton my shirt, fumbling as I do because I've drank way too much. I'm not even sure why I'm undoing my shirt. I leave it laying open. I start bragging to another guy sat opposite me, about something which I don't remember. He doesn't believe what I'm saying but I don't care. Someone calls me on my phone, asking if I can give them a lift home, I agree and arrange to meet them outside. I watch out the window and see them arrive, so I go to meet them. I would never drink and drive in RL! Dream 2 I am in a room with my bf and our nephew. They both want to watch an Anime series but I don't, however I give in and put it on. They both watch in silence. The TV is large and located in the doorway of the room, very inconvenient. However nobody passes. The boxes for the DVDs are yellow with black writing. The storyline of the Anime is a young Japanese boy fighting aliens trying to take over the world. I keep adjusting the angle of the TV so I can see, and then I settle into a green folding chair to watch. Dream 3 - 7.52 I go to my mum's house. There is a stranger staying with my mum, a young blonde American woman. She explains the stranger recently split up with her bf, and has nowhere to go, so my mum has let her stay for a while. I don't really like the stranger and think my mum shouldn't be taken advantage of, but I don't say anything. My bf keeps being nice to the stranger, and I get annoyed with him. She is selling a gold car to make back some of the money the bf stole when they split up, it seems like she has had a rough time and I ease up a bit on her. We sit inside her car, and load some of our belongings into it, and decide to go on a road-trip. I suggest we visit 'Felix the Cat tattoo Studio' in Birmingham, USA. I want us all to get tattooed. As we sit in the car, the girl's boyfriend comes and begins to wash the car, she tries to stop him but he insists. He thinks this will win her affection back but they just argue. I stay quiet, my hair begins to fall into my mouth, I try to remove it but it is stuck, and I am continually pulling it out of my mouth, it is also peroxide blonde. I recently bought a gold car, but it was from a man. I also got a tattoo recently, but I've no idea where Felix the Cat came into it! I have black hair, not blonde. I did wake up with a dry mouth though. Dream 3 We are on a large, old fashioned steam train. It is open air and slow, like you would get at the seaside to take visitors around the sights. It is red and black. We are trying to get off at our flat, which is number 19, but everytime we go by (we being me and my boyfriend) our flat door is not 'ready' to open, so we stay on the train. It appears we need to press the door button as we go by on the train (it's that close to the door that this is possible) and then get off the train when it passes the door again. (So the train is on a loop) we do this, but as we pass again, the door has been open for a while because we pressed the button too early. Eventually we do this but it takes some time to get it right. I don't live in a flat or at a number 19.[/COLOR] Dream 4 - 8.41am I am on DV chat, talking to someone about religion. I am then making my dad a picture for his birthday, along with my sister. I look at the time and it is 3.40am.. This is the first time I have ever checked the time in a dream. I've been practicing the clock RC during the day, so this is probably why - I didn't RC in the dream though![COLOR="#00bfff"]I am then planting a tiny plant, the room is a mess thanks to my little sister. Dream 5 I am playing on an arcade machine, like the type you get at seaside resorts and gambling places. It's one of the ones with a grabber claw hanging. I don't put any money in but it is releasing capsule type balls containing prizes ( mostly sweets) and I collect a handful of them. I decide to give them to my nephews but I don't tell them where I got them from, because then they will want them all and I don't think this is fair. Dream 6 I am dating some guy who is out in the wilderness / the jungle as some sort of animal investigator. I try to get in to talk to him but they won't let me in as I'll ruin the investigation, however I insist and they let me in. I find him and draw pictures of him to impress him, however he is not impressed and falls in love with a monkey in the wild, and leaves me. I am pretty sad. I walk back, taking note of how beautiful the grass and trees look, and there is what looks like a coastline too. Dream 7 - 10.16am I am watching a friend fall in love with someone they met on the internet. I think she is gullible and silly for trusting the words of a stranger on the internet, and so I pretend to be the person, mimicking them on the internet. It works, and my friend thinks I am the person they fell in love with. I tell her to do stuff and she does whatever I say. I tell her to tattoo a butterfly onto her chest, and she does. I then tell her to let off fireworks inside a public building and she does, no one is hurt but they are scared. Eventually I am found out, and they call the police. I try to explain it was a joke just to see how far she would go, but I am jailed for a year.
Like 5-7 months ago I had two dreams of the same content but in a different day. (Non-Lucid) The first one will sound hell of funny but I have to keep a note of it since I wanna start Lucid Dreaming. So all that I remember of that dream was me having an erection, I've found a poster with a hot woman, a hole magically opened (or did I do open it?) inside it and started f*cking it. After 5 mins or so the scenery changed, I don't know how but it changed just like that. I found another poster and I f*cked that too. This dream I think it was partly lucid. Me and my friend were in a car riding (I don't know where, but we were riding). He suddenly introduces me with a hot chick that he found at the road (she just appeared). Then we had a threesome, I'm not sure but for a few seconds I could partly feel controlling myself and noticing that I am in a dream some how lucid dream. The morning I woke up with some sperm spilled around.
Updated 07-17-2012 at 01:22 PM by 56571
I once remember when I was a child, I had a dream of me having a remote control and I was able to move the ghosts around. I don't remember any feelings. Although today I find it hilarious.
Monday 16th of July 2012 The first dream was kinda weird, I have seen two decapitated in the head, minecraft like people. Before going to sleep I was playing minecraft. It wasn't scary at all, besides I think that I was the one murdering them. The place was a little bit weird, I think I saw something like a volcano crater where those two persons were siting even with their heads chopped off. The second one is about music, I remember listening to the song Disturbed - A Welcome Burden. Nothing else.
This dream has been occurred like 1-2 years ago, it was strange but awesome. I dreamed myself waking up in the morning from the bed. I was in my house. I don't remember how, but I could move objects around with my mind (not sure but I knew I could move them). I felt really powerful, but sometimes I felt really weak trying to lift stones and huge rocks. It was like a challenge to me. This one is of my favorite dreams, I wish I could relive it again but in a lucid state. ^_^
Updated 07-17-2012 at 01:23 PM by 56571
Monday 16 July 2012 8:13 Very blurry, i remember only bits and pieces. It took place in my old classroom, and my previous schoolmates were there. I remember playing something on some sort of a game console, telling really really unfunny jokes and feeling bad about it, schoolmate 1 having really huge tits and pressing them from outside on the glass and schoolmate 2 not wanting to talk to me and being unfriendly for some reason.
Wednesday 11. July 2012 05:02 I was military and my mission was to infiltrate an enemy base and rescue my fellow soldiers. The first thing i recall is falling on the island - i think it was with a parachute, but i dont have any actual memories of it - and killing several enemies with a sniper rifle. Then i proceeded deeper into the base, killing every solider i ran into. I found the two prisoners in a wooden cage, freed them, hijacked an airplane - it was an old army plane, looked like RAF from WWII - and flew away. I remember that as i flew away from the island, i saw weird buildings towering over it. Weird as in all twisted and impossible. I also remember that there was some guy called The Admiral who commanded the enemies and that he looked like the bad guy from Sucker Punch. Also his wife and kids were assholes. -- After this one i had two more dreams, i dont recall in which order, so i will write it as i remember it.-- Catacomb dream The same dream as i had 10. of May I was hiding in catacombs with tiny rooms under some sort of church or monastery from soldiers and i have a feeling i got caught. Chess dream I think i played chess with The Admiral from the previous dream. For some reason i had to be very polite, i think it was airing on TV. I also remember talking about humanity and such with him.
07.16.2012Almost Lucid (Note) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was drifting into sleep from waking up from the alarm. I remained still, and then I start seeing some illogical patterns show up, my eyes almost opened from this, but I kept them shut. I don't know what happens next. False awakening most likely, but I can't remember._________________________ 07.16.2012Alyzarin has a Facebook (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Alyzarin links me to a random facebook account she made. She used some random photo of some cartoon, it looked like a chibi version of some random anime character. I added her, and then I saw part of what she looked like. She was wearing big black sunglasses, and the photo itself was cut off to where I only saw her right side, like just the top right side of her visage._________________________ 07.16.2012Playing Runescape and Mario (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm playing Runescape on a PC rather than a laptop. I even see myself playing it as well. But then it started to turn into a different game, or a mix of a different game. It has some Runescape Elements, then felt like playing a 3D Nintendo Mario game. I remember having to click on a dark spot at a desert area. A large Desert Strykewyrm (http://runescape.wikia.com/wiki/Desert_strykewyrm) ) pops open, and I forget how I killed it. After a while the environment changes to an icy region. I didn't see any Ice Strykewyrms though, I only remember random players and magers coming in to get ready to mage them though. A lot of people were wearing Dark Mystic Robe tops along with other mage gear, and I didn't realize until later when I woke up that the small V like structure on the Dark Mystic Robe top (before it was updates) was green rather than red. Then I think the environment changes one more time, and there's just wood flooring. I think I'm controlling Dr. Mario with a keyboard again.
I remember picking strawberries and peppers with my brother at some scetchy place. It could have been a junkyard. And something about catching crabs. Oddly enough they were red, but still alive.
First REM Terror [I went to bed at 11:30PM yesterday and had this dream at 1:15AM, which makes me believe that it was in my first REM cycle ] [Sometimes i wonder why i use this AM/PM stuff in my own DJ... but i guess i'll be nice, after all, it's hard to count to 24 ] I was sitting in my room on the ground and watching some kind of musical show, where they've played "Songs of the Years" or something... 2009 and 2010 were listed on the side of the screen. As i was watching this, i heard the noise of keys and heard that someone has opened the door and walked into the house. I turned off the TV fast, to make it seem like i'm sleeping already. Soon after this i heard that the other TV in the living room was turned on and the same show continued. I was wondering who this might this late at night, so i walked out to the living room, carefully. I noticed that it was my old love and she also carried a bag with herself. She smiled at me and called me to watcht the show with her, so i stood next to her and we both started watching it. It took some time until i suddenly thought "What..? What is she doing here?!" I turned back to look at her and she was still staring at the TV. I became lucid here. I backed away from her and suddenly i felt an unimaginable fear. I turned away from her and wanted to jump out of the window, but at that moment i knew that something was watching me and it wanted to attack me. I couldn't think too much, so i started flying around the room, while everything got darker and darker... it was like dark flames were trying to consume me. I kept flying in a circle and shouting in my mind "NO! I CAN FIGHT IT!" and similar things, but i couldn't really believe it at that time. [I was so scared and confused that i didn't really know what to do at that time]. The walls soon turned into wood with missing planks, like it was an old wooden building about to collapse. I flew out of the wall and continued the "escape" along the street. I constantly felt that terror as something was chasing me and like the whole world was against me. Everything got blurrier and i could barely see anymore as it was nighttime and my eyes were teary for some reason. I rubbed my right eye with one hand, then the left one too the same way, which then made me able to see clearly, but it was still dark outside. I flew as fast as i could and i got to some kind of mountain and decided to fly upwards. I still didn't feel safe, i could feel that something was really close to me and that i could hardly escape it. When i almost got up to the top of the mountain, suddenly a ceiling appeared above me. That surprised me a bit and i fell back down. The ground was only some meters away now and as soon as my back hit it, i woke up. [Ah well... i can't really put that terror into words, i was just overwhelmed by it. It felt like i wasn't allowed to be lucid at that time ] [It really rare when i get lucid this early during the night... when i woke up i first imagined the time to be 5AM at least... but it was just 1:15AM] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- They Can't Kiss Right [Had this dream at 9:15AM, a bit later than usually, because i woke up for WBTB later than i should've done so] [Lol, it took me a while to find a somewhat good title for this dream, but it seemed impossible, so here you go...] [Oh and i took 3 Negro candies yet again, for the menthol] I was just trying to hide from an insane teacher, who i insulted earlier in the dream and she knocked me unconscious with a Tesla-Coil. I ran through the city and then found myself in another town soon. The teacher was really close, so i decided to fly up into the air... Since i was able to do so, i became lucid. The dream felt rather unstable and it was kinda blurry... i remembered that i told Dreamprofessor that i'll try to find him on this Monday, but i can't do it in a dream like this. I decided to fly high in the sky and think out something else to do. Soon i reached a huge bubble near the clouds... it looked rather strong, not like a normal bubble. As soon as i noticed it, for some reason i had a thought that there's a candyland like place in the bubble. [I have no idea where i got that...]. I got through the side of the bubble, but it turned out to be much smaller than i expected, also it was EMPTY... ah what a disappointment I decided to leave this place if i can't even find a single gummycandy or something... I flew back down to that town where i came from. I started floating nearby a long street. I just realized at this time, that the town was supposed to be near a lake, but the water was missing from it. This made me remember that i still wanted to explore underwater, as my last attempt turned out differently than i wanted it to. [I imagined the exploration to be fully underwater and not just a small part that leads to ground again]. Soon i noticed a pool further down the street. I turned around and imagined it to be bigger, then turned back to check it out. It definitely got bigger, but not big enough... I turned around to check for other possible underwater sources. The other side of this street ended in a long street that was close to our house. I looked back and forth... it looked weird how the world merged two different towns together I started slowly flying above this street towards the part that lead to my town. I was constantly checking around for some water when suddenly i found a nice looking pool. There were some kids playing in this pool and it wasn't even too big, but i decided to try my luck at it... I jumped into the water and woke up immediately. [Back with DEILD]. Ok... that was a bad idea... it seemed like this blurry dream didn't really want me to do anything good. I moved on from this place, towards the closest market... i thought that maybe i could find something there... I almost passed by the market while i was distracted by how the dream was trying to collapse constantly, i had to focus on stuff around me to stop it from doing so. [It tried to collapse multiple times earlier as well]. I stopped in the air and thought of going in the market building, but then i noticed two rocker girls standing on the grassy part near the market. Ah well... i thought that if this dream is so pathetic, then at least i'll end it in a fun way I descended to the ground near them and to my surprise the dream finally got clear. But since i was already committed... I checked them out for a while. One of them had black hair and fully black clothes and had a somewhat mean look on her face. She was standing near the wall. The other girl had blonde hair and looked a little more friendlier, with black and white clothes. They both had heavy eyeliner around their eyes. [Well, i like that style, so i didn't want to just leave them there ] I walked up to the black haired one and kissed her. I focused on keeping my eyes open to not make the dream collapse on me. She just kissed horribly, she didn't even move her mouth or tongue at all, she was like a plastic doll or something. I backed away from her shortly after and was thinking of an insult of how badly she kissed, but then decided against saying it out loud... after all she is a DC, she knew what i thought. Instead, i walked up to the blonde now and kissed her too. It was somewhat better and her lips felt somewhat more life-like, but still not quite right. She didn't do anything either just like her friend, she just let me play around in her mouth without any interaction from her part. I still got excited while kissing her and felt that tingling in real life again, but i could withstand it for a while... but not for long enough, it distracted me too much and caused me to wake up. [Oh well... those girls kissed like dead weasels, not like i know what's that like, lolol... i'm going crazy here... ] [Anyway, i'm really disappointed of this lucid. I wanted to meet Dreamprofessor or at least do something interesting, but when the dream is so blurry and unstable, it's not much fun and takes away from the experience.. ]
Aids:1/8 tea peppermint oil before bed Methods:DEILD/WILD - FA Morning Suppliments:500mg L-Lysine, 500mg C, 595mg Potassium Gluconcate, 1 Super B-Complex Sleep Quality: Light, wakefulness, RLS Huge Storm 1:12 AM Huge storm coming. Riding with dad. I see storm shelter. I hear some song that reminds me of someone. And then another song. I remember an ex-girlfriend. "I say I hate all songs." I see Jeremy and Jess in the car with us. "What song? I say do tunes to what you want." Dude, Where's My Car? 3:15 AM ish I am at my parents sleeping in a recliner. It is dark and I can't sleep. I went to my parents with the kids. I am leaving. But I can't find my car. I see a white car that is stripped down. The kids think it's mine but I know better. We run down the street looking for it. I feel tired and weak and can't run well. I see white cars everywhere but none are mine. I don't want to call the police yet because I keep thinking that I remember that I parked in a strange place and I knew I would not remember. I tell the kids this. Now we are in some nursing home and wondering around. Not sure what happens here. Something about me not being a good enough Christian. How I let bad things into my life. Thats why bad things happen. Some old woman? I feel guilty for lucid dreaming like it is a sin. We leave. I tell my kids we got to look some more before we call the cops. Deanna says that Dalynn already did. I asked her about that. It was when I was holding her and she blew into a strange balloon. She says, "Well that lady scared me. So I called the cops." We run outside but I feel overwhelmed and too tired to walk. I lay down in the grass and dirt. I curl up on a mound of dirt. I tell the kids I just want to close my eyes. My body relaxes and I wake up. WILD 3:30AM ish When I wake up I am in the recliner that I moved to because of my RLS. I don't move a muscle. I relax myself and I roll my eyes into the back of my head and focus on my skull. Sleep Paralysis almost immediately kicks in. I hear the familiar strong wind sound laced with rinings of the ears. I feel the familiar vibrations and windy sensations. I noticed this time that the sound and vibrations increased and decreased in intensity like waves on a beach. I make a quick note of this. I can feel my legs moving up. It feels like something has me by the ankles. I become afraid and I have to remind myself it is not real. I try to enter the dream but I get stuck in SP for longer than I wanted and because of the last dream I thought I was doing something evil. I keet telling myself that it was ok. And it wasn't real. You do this all the time and its always been fine. No good, the feeling was persistent. I try to ignore the thoughts and visualise anything to move on. I my mind wonder and my dream eyes see. I see a road. I am flying low and fast down a vivid and brightly lit road road hugged tightly by evergreen trees. I enjoy this but my eyes begin to opened and I see the dark living room with one eye and the road with the other. I go back into full SP. Still the same feeling of guilt. I think that this is getting no where and I want to go back to my bed. So I suddenly and forcibly make myself get up. I stumble back to my bedroom. I heard and felt my loud footsteps. I think how odd this is. I was feeling the vibrations like wind on my body. The loud sound of wind and ringing. Typical SP. Was it possible to not be truly paralyzed in sp? I now find myself tangled in my blanket. I am standing by my bed and I can't find my way out. I am unsure of what happened. I feel so confused and my mind feels numb. I say, "I'm dreaming. I'm dreaming." But my voice sounds odd. It is weak and unsure. Almost like I am asking a question. I am not convinced. Then I throw myself in the bed. Now I can find my way out. I feel half asleep and strange. All my actions have woke my wife up. My wife mocks me. And complains how this is not good what I'm doing. She is pissed I woke her. I feel embarrassed and say nothing. She gets up to go the bathroom. I close my eyes and relax. But instead of going to sleep I wake up still in the recliner. God dammed FA! I was so sure I was awake.
Updated 07-22-2012 at 08:20 PM by 5967
[I][B]In this time nothing has substance and there is no life or death. We exist there without fear, without pain, without purpose. We travel there in our sleep for the dreamtme is always with us, waiting in the darkness. The spirits who watch over us rose from deep within the void and darkness and created the sky and the sea and the land and everything that isn't. The immortals, the resurrected, their spirits remain on this plane. They live in both worlds the dreamtime and our time. That's That's why they are sacred. They consume us to become one with us. For they are the bridge between the two worlds...[/B][/I]
Updated 07-21-2012 at 04:11 AM by 55868
This dream started when I went into this big room and there was a table in the middle, I tried to make the sides of the room into a brick wall but it didn't work, I think I was semi-lucid. I can then remember being on top of a hill and a man coming up to me and saying stuff, he went to hit me and I blocked it and slapped him, he chased me. I then remember walking somewhere and seeing some naked girls, I then woke up masturbating (FA) I stopped because I didn't realise I was dreaming, can't remember any more.
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