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was in bellevue walking around old neighborhood with izar, it was sunny. all of a sudden i decide to see if its a dream just for fun. i look at izar and ask him if hes dreaming right now. he looks at me and waits i realize im dreaming. the dream shatters im center stage in a stadium with an electric blue guitar. i look up and start playing "dammit" by blink 182 and singing along to it. i see leo izar allen in the crowd on white stuff dancing with staffs and face paint to the song. i realize im dreaming and continue creating music.

Dream - Lucid

I was in my room, but it looked much different than my waking life room. There was a small dresser, and the top of it was covered in shrunken head skulls. I had apparently gotten them from an old friend, Cameron.

For some reason, these skulls really started to freak me out. I wanted to get rid of them, or hide them or something.

There were also tons of kittens, and they all looked like my waking life cat, Belle, who is pure white and extremely fluffy. They ranged from being an older kitten, say maybe 6 months or so, to infants, being able to easily fit in the palm of my hand. I had put them all in this big closet to get them away from the skulls. I put some of the smaller ones in boxes with pillows and blankets in them.

After awhile, I started to worry about the kittens. I entered the big closet and opened a small box, revealing 3 newborn kittens laying on some pillows. Their eyes weren't opened yet. They moved around very slowly. I thought one of them was dead, so I picked it up. It moved a bit. Thank goodness. I put the lid back on the box.

My brother and I were then in my room. I asked for his help to get rid of these skulls. We got a huge cloth sack and started to frantically just dump the skulls in. I was explaining to my brother where I had gotten them and what they were.

All of them had these little stoppers on the bottom to stop stuff from falling out of them. One of the stoppers fell out, and more even smaller bones came out of it.

We kept on shoving the shrunken skulls into the sack. I just wanted them out of my room...there was something about them that really fucking scared me.

I am walking down the street near town square, I stop at the crossroads for a car. I get an urge to turn around. When I do, I see a man in a police uniform. my first thought is, "Dream Police" I find this odd, because I have never drempt of such a thing before. I turn back to the street, but I get the feeling even stronger now. I turn back and realize the man is running after me. this surprises me, so I start running too. I almost get hit by a car, and the dream shifts.

I am walking down the street again, but in the opposite direction than the previous dream. I see a large tunnel-like structure a bit of a walk in front of me. I feel like I want to get there faster. "If I'm dreaming, I should just be able to teleport to the entrance" I think. so I try to imagine myself in front of the entrance. Nothing. I try jumping and teleporting. Nothing again. I half wake up, In my semi awake state, I see two women sitting next to me, slightly above me. they seem suprised I am aware of them. I ask why wouldn't I be? but In my rapidly arriving consciousness, I realize this is something I have never experianced before, or perhaps I have, but not at this level. I remember their names, but that's impossible, I thought they were dead... or perhaps it is wishful thinking to know their names. I'm awake now, so I don't know if it's true or not.

11/2/11


NON-LUCID

I was outside with my parents. I was in the lead and they were just following me a few steps back. Then there’s this white truck and car driving through the walking area.

(That patch of green on the bottom of the picture is where the bicycle parking was made. I was headed to that direction and the white truck passes by the road below that same patch.




I just let them pass by, and then my father told me to come near him with his finger. I went to him, but I couldn’t remember what he wanted me to do.




The alarm woke me up.

Funny thing about this is that today, when I finished my CHEM 111 Lab experiment in Texas A&M University, I was headed to go to the bicycle parking to go back to my apartment. A White truck was passing by and I was in front of it, but I moved to the side to let it pass.

After several weeks of trying, my MILD finally took effect last night!

1) I was among a large crowd of people in some building with rather unusual architecture; very complicated pathways and such. Suddenly, a huge creature somewhat like a dragon swooped down from the sky and began attacking. And this thing was huge--it dwarfed the building which held around 300 people. At first I was just plain running away from it, but suddenly something clicked in my brain. "You know this is a dream." I thought, as if my waking self was speaking to my dream self. "This is a dream?" I looked around me at all the chaos. "Ohhhh, right! This is a dream! This. Is. A. Dream. THIS IS A DREAM!" I repeated that phrase until it sank in fully and I was happily able to say "I am lucid!" Then, rather than run away, I marched around a corner and up a few steps so I was standing on the roof of the building, practically staring the behemoth in the face. It roared like thunder at me and looked like it was going to charge or something, but I flew up into the air, used telekinesis to grab hold of the creature before it could do any damage, then I crumpled it up, breaking every bone I could in the process, before completely obliterating it into nothingness. Unfortunately though, with the really strange part of the dream gone, as soon as I landed I lost lucidity due to my surroundings being pretty normal again.

Dream Signs: being somewhere without remembering getting there, dream-like environments, highly unusual events

Glad to see I still have a grip on dream control...to be honest I was somewhat afraid I would have lost that after so long with not lucid dreaming, but it's still there!

Got to bed and took my 10 mg melatonin around 11:00 pm this time. It turned out to be a big bunch of nothing until my final dream of the night where I was actually able to remember something.

7:21 am - Non-lucid

I'm waiting for O to come over and watch some American Dad! with me. At some point I think he's at the door but it turns out to be some random shady person walking across my yard. But then O comes up to the door and everything's fine! He comes in and sits down while I start the episode but then go back to my room to grab my new black sweatpants that I'm really excited about having, and for some reason waited until I had company over to change into. I put on a matching black sweater too for some reason, just to complete the outfit I guess, and then go back out to the living room. The American Dad! episode seems to have changed into a Futurama episode, but of course I don't notice that until after waking up. It took place in Antarctica or I guess some ice planet or something, and there was a military group there (that really looked like a bunch of anime characters) that was supposed to be fighting some rebellion. It started out showing a defeated soldier being told to call a mysterious person named N that only the most wealthy and influential people in the world know on a special cell phone, being given to him by this strange person who then walks off. He starts to dial the phone but then some other people pick him up and he drops it and yells "NOOO!" The people who picked him up turned out to be his military buddies wondering how he got away before the commander did or something, and he said it involved unexpected time travel. Suddenly, flaming penguins with spears (blue fire that is) start charging down over a nearby glacier with the intent to swarm the characters. The scene switches again to be the interior from the Planet Express building in Futurama and the penguins swarm over the side of a wall to get to the main characters. At that point an unseen TV character DC yells "They look like the marijuana mattimoag!" ... Meanwhile, I'm only half paying attention to the episode and half enjoying my new sweatpants and sweater which are apparently insanely soft to the point that I can effortlessly slide all around the hard floor. And that was the end of that lol.

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That was an odd one.... I considered going back to bed so I could at least log two dreams but figured it was too late in the morning anyway. Oh well, next time!

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was sketching out notes on a piece of notebook paper for some blog entry I was getting ready to write. I had a few odd lines scribbled out, and some scratched out lines. I either wrote down or had already written down the letter "W," and put a circle around it.

Dream #2

I was out on some concrete walkway in front of a building like a college dorm. It was daytime. A girl who I probably looked up to and had a crush on was in front of me, doing some stretching exercises.

The girl had dyed-auburn hair and slightly tan, really smooth skin. She was fit, but not skinny, with full, smooth arms. She wore a pink and blue exercise shirt and grey, tight exercise pants.

The girl went into a low lunge, with her left leg stretched way back behind her and her right knee tucked under her chest. But then she did some weird kind of twisting motion with her torso so that her left (?) arm was stretched out forward and flat on the ground, and her head was twisted so that the right side of her face rested on her left arm.

As the girl was doing this, she was telling me how she was thinking of quitting the pilates lessons she was either giving or taking. She was giving me some reasons for this. It may have had to do with money. She was telling me all this as if I were kind of a little kid.

Dream #3

I was in an apartment. All the lights were off, except in the bathroom. The bathroom light shone into the otherwise dark living room, where I was sitting.

I must have walked into the bathroom. There was a woman in there who was somebody like a fast food worker. I was going to ask her for some kind of help. But an Asian guy butted in front of me and started asking for stuff.

I pushed past the Asian guy, trying to knock him over to let him know I was mad at him just butting in front of me. In the living room there was now a counter, like for a coffee shop. I knew the woman would eventually come back to the counter. So I just sat on the counter, waiting to be helped.

I was then sitting in something like an elementary school desk. There may have been a book and backpack on the desk. I appeared to be studying.

The Asian guy walked up to the desk. He took a look at the book I had on the desk. It was some kind of paperback of an Arthur C. Clarke novel. The cover art was of a dragon, with a red and a blue wizard on either side of the dragon, probably in a forest.

I told the Asian guy that the book was by Arthur C. Clarke, and that the guy could read the book if he wanted. The guy looked a little shocked at my kindness. I told him that he could read any of the books I had. My bookshelf was right in the living room.

But as I said this, the guy just grunted at me like I was an idiot and walked back into the bathroom.

I really had no problems getting this WILD going. I entered the dream with no SP what so ever. I spent time messing around while the dream was forming, but I made sure not to do too much so it would fall apart.

I'm in a classroom, and I start looking for her. I headed straight out the door, and made a right. I quickly stopped, and thought about "searching for energy". The left side of my face was really warm, so instead of taking that right....I decided to go left. I make a right down another hall. This school is huge, and it seems like it's all indoors. Hallways lead directly into classes, and continue on into hallways. All the doors were blue, and I think the walls were white.

I just have this feeling I'm close, I enter a biology class room. There are about three small box turtles floating in the aquarium, and I call out "Kaomea". No one answers, and I keep moving. I enter another classroom, and I see N is there, and I ask him, and the rest of the DC's have you seen Kaomea? At first they repeated the name like they didn't even know what I was saying, so I said it again. N was like "oh, yeah she's in this class". I said "where is she". Then the teacher (don't know his nationality, but he wasn't white or black) said that she stepped out for a few minutes. "When is coming back"?, "She'll back in about thirty minutes" were the words exchanged. I told him to tell her that I stopped by, and started leaving. He stopped me, and told me that I probably can find her on youtube....WTF? Anyways, I was so close to finding her, and so close to waking up.

DJ Log: November 2, 2011 – 7:45AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

(Fragment 1.) I am sitting in my old bedroom at my parent's house, hanging out with my brother. We're talking about switching bedrooms because he needs the bigger room, and I can take the smaller room because I also have an office downstairs.

(Fragment 2.) I am at my parent's old house, hanging out in front of the garage with a couple of friends and a bunch of relatives. We're sitting at a table, talking and looking at a some kind of electronic equipment. One of my friends gets up and gives me a hug, then starts humping my leg.

(Fragment 3.) I am inside the garage, messing around with a small lawn mower. The mower deck has been removed and the front has been heavily modified. After a bit of struggle with the controls, I start the engine and try to ride it around, but the machine is way too small to ride. I go back in the garage and pick up a bigger seat, but can't figure out how to attach it to the mower.

Notes: The common ground in these is the parent's old house. These may be fragments of a larger dream, but it's all I could recall upon waking.

Planned on seeing Kaomea, but it didn't happen. I want say I was getting a lot of HH and I think I ended up in SP last night at some point in time.

I was at a bar, with a really big group of people. They were passing out a round of shots of Tequila. I was at a table with two girls, and both of them seemed pretty hammered. One was saying she couldn't wait to get me out on the dance floor.

I think I remember being at the parking lot of Wall-mart with J


And....I want to say I was having a conversation with a bunch of DVers....but I'm not sure what it was about, and who was there.

Well....it's WBTB time.

Spectrum office/At home in the living room, watching the computer/TV. The "show" on the computer/TV seems to be a boy who is chatting on a computer, and seems to be showing him from a computer camera on top of the computer screen.

Then I was in a mall. Or a shoe store, with a weird exit/entrance. I was with mom/sis. Someone's about to buy a veeery weird shoe, which is very high, and has red, strawberry-like design.

I was walking in the city. Late afternoon. I met a person who I haven't seen before. He's an old man who's also a Wiccan, and we talked. He walked to his store, and he commented how I look a lot better (healthier). I told him I have minimized my smoking, since I only smoke if I'm in the company of smokers, which isn't very often. I remember animals pass by as we talked about this, from our right to our left, mostly ducks and some dogs.

Upon arriving, we continued talking, and then he set up a food mix. With two live fish, and I think two live shrimp (all are bigger than normal ones) inside a plastic. They're all still moving slightly. The fishes are catfish, I think. The shrimps are brownish. Then there are also a mix of fruits and other stuff. The rest are mixes of fruits. I can recall the colors red (reminded me of strawberry) and orange/yellow (reminded me of pineapple), inside transparent plastic bags filled with white stuff. The whole thing reminded me of a salad.

And cheese. Me mentioned cheese several times, adding it here and there. There's a "glass" where he "insert" inside the plastic and squeeze, "mixing" the whole thing, and then "putting" them back in their particular container.

Seeing that the fishes and shrimps are still moving, and partially tearing the plastic, I asked for a bigger bag to put everything in.

I think all of them are for a recipe, and also has magickal significance. Not sure what. I just accepted it.

When I was about to leave, I asked for his number, and I wanted to make sure that I got it correctly, since it is very difficult to catch him. I recall it started with 0906, and then had 34 and 0, but I couldn't remember it all.

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NOTES:
- Afternoon dream
- Raining, cold
- Listening to Brian Mercer & Robert Bruce MAP week 2 morning affirmation
- Woke up aware of what I'm doing and successfully returned to dream several times

Fragment
I was on a highway with other guys loading cars into trucks and racing them.

Dream
Something didn't feel right so I did a nose plug and I could breathe I looked around and noticed the hilly surroundings. I was with 2 of my friends and I fought some other people. It wasn't clear what they looked like but one was a girl. I turned the sky to night and made it rain and pulled out a gun and made the dream go "bullet-time". The dream started to fade so I rubbed my hands together. The dream started to fade 3 times and each time I rubbed my hands.Now I'm in my kitchen with the mate from the LD and he has put a bag of dump in my fridge.

Side Notes
I don't know why my recall was so bad.

I haven't really been writing my journal much, but I've decided to start up again.

This dream has officially stated my dream sign, video games. It seems that most if not all of my dreams have something to do with them, so whenever I play a game, I'll just do a reality check.

Anyways, it is kinda blurry, but it began with me, though it didn't even look like me, in fact, I looked much scruffier and pale, though quite cool. I was at a misty and foggy bay, where they shipped and delivered boxes and such, but then it would suddenly turn to a Grand Theft Auto or Saints Row style scene, in which I had an HP bar and such, but I could fly, leap from buildings, and for some reason, I couldn't stop worrying about what my parents would think. I don't remember much more than that, but hopefully after making this more of a habit, I'll be able to increase my dream recall.

just a DJ entry for my own use
2.11.2011
I went to sleep at cca 1:30am local time, or 0:30am GMT.
I am a male, 30y old, and can usually (in those rare occasions that I recall a dream) recognize myself or link some aspects of the real world in the dream. This one was different.
I felt that it was a woman's dream, and she was more likely a teen than an adult.
What I remember was:
The 1st half - It took place on a small grey stone paved court with the same grey stone layed slabs, some of the slabs were filled with fruit / veggie waste. My job (and of another 5 characters) was to scrape out the waste with a big "ladle". there were some lemon slices / plates on the ground - used as a air refresher(?)
The 2nd half - different place, same dreaming character (?). List of names on an old paper, written with a pencil. it was a list of people to be promoted or rewarded. Me/dreamer cut the bottom-most name off the list with the scissors and edited one other name.

I was in an Asian-style restaurant. There are a lot of people, but I don't know any single one of them. I was trying to figure out something. Then while I was under a table, some people surprised me with a birthday greeting. I forgot my own birthday. I told them I thought I was still asleep.

I looked for the comfort room. Seems there are two kinds of comfort rooms: the more secure one and the free one. The latter has too many people. I recall nude people, but unclear.

I was in a bookstore, searching for books.