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I was in a boat what seemed like a pond (not 100% sure) with a friend/coworker from school Jacquie.
I looked down at my leg and realized that there was a large gash about the length of a pencil in my left calf. In the gash I could see all the way to my bone with ligaments scattered around. My ligaments were kind of like the thin rectangle plastic twine that is used to bind boxes, only it was green. It was almost like my leg was hollow, and there was no blood.

I was like "ah....maybe I should call a doctor."
Jacquie looks down and is like "Yeah, you should."
I get on the phone which is attached to a large, square, metal machine sitting behind us in the boat. I keep getting transferred and by the time I get a doctor on the phone the gash has extended up to my knee and almost around my entire leg.

They ask me what the problem is and I explain what is happening with my leg and ask if an ambulance can be sent to my old high school (I guess that is where I was). As I do my (where my tibia and fibula would be was just one bone) calf bone snaps off my femur and ligaments snap and bounce around. I quickly grab it and hold it in place so that it doesn't get so mixed up that I don't know where things go anymore.

"My leg just fell off." I tell the doctor
She asks "Are you sure this is a serious issue?"

I honestly wonder if it is. Am I over reacting? I think. I begin to mumble and tell the doctor that I would like to come in anyway, just as a precaution.

She says "Well, call back when you are sure what you want to do." and then transfers me to a machine that gives me facts about the hospital. I hang up angry, and decide to go to the hospital by myself.

I go to stand up, having to use my broken off leg to hoist myself onto my good leg. As the bones scrape together I feel the first pain in the dream. I let out an exhale of pain as I wobble to my feet. I start walking, and Jaquie is suddenly someone else. We enter a courtyard area and I suddenly nabbed by a guy with a gun looking for an easy hostage. He at first grabs my friend, but quickly lets her go and grabs me after seeing my leg.

We are quickly surrounded by a SWAT team with all guns aimed in this direction. They had been chasing him for awhile and I was annoyed that I was about to be the reason he got away. I wasn't scared as much as I was annoyed that I could not get away on my leg.

The SWAT team goes to move in and he shows off my leg my forcing me to stand up. (I am somehow sitting again) I do, and writhe in pain as my bones scrape together again. I try to hold my leg straight up to keep myself stable. Everyone lets out a gasp full of pity and I am really annoyed. I think to myself, "I don't care if you feel bad for me, it would be great however if you guys would actually help me. I need a hospital more than a childish groan."

My condition was however enough to get the SWAT team to back off. One of them for whatever reason seemed injured I go up to him and ask him if he is ok. I am pretty sure he had a moment of "she is asking me if I am ok". He says yes and slips me a gun, I nod in recognition and take it. My captor came up and pushed me away from him, resulting in me stumbling awkwardly backwards.

As soon as I gain my balance, I take the gun, aim it at his head, and pull the trigger. Nothing happens. I realize I did not cock it and that I am an idiot. I reach to cock the gun with my thumb but it doesn't feel like it is there. He raises his gun and aims it at my head. I see that my gun does not have a cock but two buttons in its place. He fires, luckily it does not work, and his gun beings to smoke. I hit the button on the left. (I somehow realized duh! I didn't hit the button.) and proceed to shoot him in the head.

He falls down dead and I am on to the next step of getting to the hospital. Everyone begins to cheer, and I thought, crap...now they are distracted and I will never get there. It calms down quickly however and they get me there.

I am checking in to the hospital as I wake up.

4 dreams i remember from this night

1) This dream was about me and my 16 year old daughter but in this dream she was only 6 months old, she was in her pushchair, we were looking around a shopping complex which had about 5 floors to it. we were looking for the shop "BOOTS" we went into the lift 3 times to find it, we got to the top and it still wasn't there even though the sign said it was. I was pushing my daughter up a slope and another woman was in the way trying to block us, i said "excuse me" but she still didn't move so then i screamed at her "fuckin move"! lol. We got past and went into a room, there was a T.V. crew there, i saw a steep bank and tried to get down it with the pushchair, we fell down it and landed in the water below it was like a deep stream, the pushchair was slightly tipped on it's side my daughter was crying then she started going mad as she went under the water. I rushed to help her and quickly unclipped her from the pushchair, i held her tight to keep her safe. I scrambled back up the bank with my daughter in my arms, i sat on a chair and told someone that i needed help to get the pushchair back up. I cradled my daughter again in my arms she was all wet and cold so i tried to warm her up, the T.V. crew woman asked if she could film my daughter and i said it would be ok so she began to film her, i began to tickle my daughter and she laughed, i knew she was feeling better then.

A bit of a strange dream really but here goes... I was in a big city, most of the buildings were quite high and had a silver colour to them, it was as if i was in the future. I had 2 or 3 other friends with me (not anyone i know in RL just DC's) we were dressed in silver all-in-one suits and had guns. There was a man that we had to destroy, he was very hard to catch, he was also dressed like us but had a gun and red stripes on his shoulders. Our guns shot like futuristic laser guns. This man was chasing us and we were all firing at him, then we began chasing him, trying to catch him instead. Others came, some were on our side and some were on his side. We saw a ship, like a big silver space ship and we went inside to look for him, i spoke to a woman on our side and said "us 3 are the good ones so stay with us" at that point she looked at me with a very odd look and headed towards a door, she gave me a filthy look then went through the open door, she then shut it quickly behind her, someone shouted "look" i turned round and saw the nasty man standing outside his space ship and he had his helpers beside him. I didn't know what to do but then saw my 2 friends run outside, i decided to run after them so not to be left alone. When we got outside they all began to shoot at us, i kept getting hit and was nearly dead but just in time one of my friends threw a marble sized ball to me, it had a bright green light in the middle of it, i crushed it open in my hand and it revitalised me back to perfect health. I swung round a pole and kept shooting at the evil man and his helpers, then i woke up!

I was at a school, i had to squeeze past loads of kids that filled the hallway, i was heading towards the hall. I got there and saw loads of blood on the floor and there was someone on a bloody bed, i thought they must have had an accident or something, there was blood everywhere.I didn't go in, instead i went into another room to my right. I looked and saw 2 hospital beds and remembered i had to have an operation and that one of the beds were mine. I stood next to my bed and looked over to the other one, it had a ladies nightie on it and it was folded really neatly and mine just looked a mess, the other lady also had a nice dressing gown hanging abover her bed, i was worried because my stuff looked scruffy compared to hers. I then found myself in the area i used to live in, i was standing by the pub on the corner, i remember some lads coming past me on bikes, i was waiting for the bus. The bus came and i got on, it kept taking me the wrong way so i decided i had had enough of it and got off.

i'm on my way to Cedar Falls a made up town and i was going there because of a book i had read. the book was actually The Catcher In The Rye but for some reason it was called Cedar Falls in the dream. i am almost there and it hasn't been a short trip, i've been driving for almost a week and sleeping in my car and i had been staying in one town just outside of Cedar Falls and i was eating in a diner and four other strangers were there but they were all on their way to Cedar Falls because that's a popular thing i guess. anyway then this person i know named Freddy came in to work and i was like, 'how are you working here, i just saw you before you left?' and he said, 'i'm just working here today.' then there was this house. i never had to get inside the house, but there were three times i had to get out of it. it was surrounded by water, like it was sitting in the middle of a pool and the front step was level with the water. the water never moved. there was algae everywhere and four awkwardly shaped floating ice chunks like in the antarctic and the only way to get out of the pool was to jump from chunk ti chunk. they were wobbly. so i was with these four people from the diner inside the house and they all want first and then i went, and this happened three times, and i went last and i always fell in. the water was warm. the people i was with acted like i should have been really upset for falling in the water but i really didn't mind. i did back flips and played around and i could breathe under water (which didn't strike me as odd) and when i got out i was dry (which again didn't strike me as odd) and then i woke up.

Was with allen. I was some type of sniper or something for a group of powerful villians. I has in some way upset them and was no longer going to work for them. I was in paris. Allen and I quickly packed some bags and ran out. The streets were covered in rain and it was dark. We had to flee by that night. A old man stopped me in the streets. He asked if my name was lana. Lana was my fake name for while I lived in paris. I answered by saying not anymore and I walked away. I felt sad by this because I loved my life in paris. Next thing I know, that old man was chasing allen and I. I jumped behind some bushes. I knew I was dreaming at this point. I willed the man to go away and he did. Then I forgot I was dreaming. (Dammmnnnnn itttt). Suddenly we realized we left an important document at the apartment. There was no way we could make it out of paris with the document. We carefully went back to the apartment. No one had been there yet. We grabbed the stuff. When I openned the door for us to leave, 4 or 5 man were waiting for us on the other side of the door. They rushed in. They pulled allen into the bathroom and tied me to a chair. I was filled with fear of what might happen next. It sounded like allen was having the shit beat out of him. I was realived when they said that they just needed me to kill just one last time for them. I agreed as long as they stop hurting allen. They did. They told me that they would keep him as hostage until it was done. I left in all black close with an envelope with the name and address of the man I was to kill. I read the name and knew that it would be a near impossible kill. I looked back at allen and became extremely anxious

I had a few dreams last night, i can't really recall alot of them, one was that i was being hunted and shot at, i was in some sort of cavern, i got outside where there were pools of water, dirty, sandy water. I ducked my head under it thinking i could get away but i couldn't and i thought " well if they kill me i wont really die" I should have got lucid at this point but didn't, it was just a bit of commom sence that came to me for a split second. I kept hiding and dodging. The things shooting at me weren't human looking in the face, not sure why they hunted me either. I think if i remember right it was something to do with trying to capture me for someone.

Ok so i woke up through the night, not for long though, as soon as i woke up i could see only black, thats when i knew it was happening again. I was concious and felt myself rushing through a tunnel at high speed, I could constantly hear people, so many of them, all talking, it was like being in a very busy crowded room, i started to slow down a little and my dream was beginning to take place infront of me, i could see a wardrobe appearing and a room emerging but then it started to dissapear i then thought "ohh no quick, think of something" so i thought of a big bed and the scene then came back appearing infront of me. I was then standing in this bedroom, there was a man in the bed, he had elf like features and a green face lol I had to giggle because i was wandering why he was there as i didn't think him up but then i realised the talking i heard before-hand sounded like elf voices and i realised that's why lol i was thinking "now what shall i do" I got on the bed and he looked at me, i still found him very funny. 2 children then appeared behind me, i do remember these 2 boys from a previous dream i sometimes have, they were only young, about 4 or 5 years old and they were nice lads. They told me something but i couln't understand them, things then started to dissolve before me, my whole dream was turning to black then i woke up.

I was in the house, there were fruit peelings everywhere, also the bin was overflowing with dirty rotten potato peelings. I was going round trying to clean it all up, well trying anyway. My hubby was being quite nasty to me saying things like "just get it done" & "stop fuckin moaning will ya, i aint helping" He walked outside and i got upset and started crying then i decided to follow him. I got outside and he was sitting in a red car, some lad was in the front with him and in the back was his sister and another woman who had brown curly hair, not really very attractive. I was very jealous, I asked why i couldn't go with him yet this other woman could he said "i don't want you to, you'r not coming, shut up" thats when i started to cry again and ran. I kept running and saw a path that lead to a field, i walked down the path and there was a house, like a cottage, from the grounds of the cottage 2 ponies appeared, i remembered these from a previous dream, i stroked them and they lead me into the cottage. I walked inside and a little boy and girl, about 4 years old ran up to me, i hugged them tight, also remembering them from a dream i have previously had, we all went upstairs and the 2 ponies followed us. We all lay on the bed and talked, we were all really happy to see each other again. I stroked the cream pony then the brown one, i joked to the brown one and said " I bet you don't remember me do you" he laughed and said "of course i do and always will" I cuddled the children and said i had to go. As i walked down the stairs i could see the childrens mom and dad in the room , they were talking, the mom was sitting on a brown wooden chair and the dad was standing. I quickly went down and said to the mom " i love your family, i will babysit for you anytime, you don't have to worry about me, i'm very trustworthy, please ask me anytime" she smiled and then i left the house. The ponies followed me and when we got outside i stroked and cuddled them and said "next time i'll have to remember i'm dreaming and that this is a dream, i'll come back and see you and i'll remember next time" ( again i didn't go lucid, damnn!!!)

1) I had a dream about dreaming, I kept remembering to do things & tell myself when dreaming, but unfortunatley I never for some reason became lucid in this dream!!!

2) I had an odd dream about my Husband hurting me. We were in a house with other people & he lunged for me & grabbed me really hard, it really hurt like a bitch! I looked in the mirror & my right shoulder was all red & marked from Him. Another man tried to get me away. I wanted my kids & wouldn't go without them.

3) I was in a house with some men, they got me & some other women & trapped us there. There was a table & chairs in the middle of the room. I needed the toilet badly & a man gave me a tiny little tub to wee into lol I sat on the chair & began to wee in the tub, it started to overflow & I thought "if I just keep on weeing & don't make a big deal of it they will just think it's part of the dream" (I missed that sign!!1 grrrrr) The floor started to flood & everyone was looking & didn't say anything, it worked, they did think it was a normal part of my dream. A man then said something to me, I was trying to get to a certain person & trying to escape from the men.

Mood: Frantic, Scared, Longing

Dreamt Tiera and I were in jail for something. I was in the Walmart Jail and I was freaking out because I wanted out really bad, and I was really hungry. Tiera and I each had a gameboy each which could be used as a texting device if we pressed the little numbered pads on the back. They were secret, and the authorities didn't know we had them. It came time for our break and I was on the verge of psychotic collapse because I needed out so bad. We somehow got separated outside the jail, in Walmart. It's gonna be a little bit till my dad gets there to visit, so I thought I'd take a look around. I find my old wrestling coach and my old wrestling buddies practicing the drills in the hallway. They had teamed up with a hockey team and a tae kwon do team, and they were all practicing. I had an intense feeling of longing because I wasn't able to practice anymore. I put on one of the skates from the hockey team, but I couldn't keep up, and took it off. I began looking for Tiera and her mom, Brenda, because her mom was visiting. I came upon a lady who looked like Brenda who wasn't. Behind her, I called her name, but she didn't turn around, so I left it at that: it wasn't her. I found Tiera laughing and having fun with Megan Pagel. They were rolling a roll of paper around the floor. As I came upon them, I couldn't really see Megan's face.
"Sorry," she said "At least give me a wink or something."
So I give her a wink to appease her. They continue rolling the paper, and the paper is rolling off the roll, but eventually stops coming off because there is a piece of tape keeping it in place.
"I hate shipping and handling" Tiera says.

BEFORE THAT

Before I was in jail, I was on the run, hiding from a Voldemort-like character and his minions. They were far off, but it was like being on the most-wanted list and being in the police station. Eventually, they caught me, apparently, because I remember being on a train in a tunnel. I was in the hands of the enemy. Ahead of me, one of my friends kicks over a yellow metal support structure, and it lands on the tracks, riding the tracks like a train. I run from the train, and jump on, and my friend and I escape into the town ahead. However, when we got into town (an old western city-like town [like on FFVII]) there were people everywhere, most of which were our allies. I could feel the hostility ccoming from them, and they turned against us. It was like they were hypnotized or somethin. I hear a swooshing sound from above, and look up, and there is the Voldemort-like character in the flesh now completely in this world, in a gargoyle form flying above us. He says, "I cannot be destroyed! I will always be here!!" His voice echoes so everyone hears. At this point the allies that had captured us started glowing red, a red aura around them. I realized then that they werent the actual people, but summoned clones that Voldemort had summoned up to destroy/capture us. From there, I believe that is what led to my imprisonment.

Last night's dream:
I dreamed I was In one of the local plazas near by. In the drug store. I bumped into some one who looked almost identical to me expect for the fact that she was very superficial. For one thing she wore make-up, and was wearing high heels (and I do neither). 2 other copies of me also appeared the only difference was one me had blond hair, and the other me had brown-ish hair. I had the gut feeling NOT to look into their eyes. I raced out of the drug store and next door there was a store that's not there any more in RLF and this store had clothing racks outside so I hid behind one of the clothing racks. And the 3 others me just went past yet I know they were looking for me.


Next thing I know. I AM my superficial self and I with my 2 other superficial selfs and we were in the mall getting smoothies. Next thing I know I'm in what looks like a University classroom (with white walls and the only colour being the professor's desk) still as my superficial self with the other 2 selfs and we still had our smoothies. We were talking too much with each other to pay attention to what the professor was saying (but I think cake was mentioned once)


The Night's before dream:
Sitting on the edge of the OUTSIDE pool, in winter time, fishing for seals. I got one seal but it looked more like a lion then a seal

So i tried hard for a day or two to have a LD but in vain so i just forget about that but suddenly one week after,
i find me conscious, i do a reality check(plugging nose) and i realize am in a dream however it breaks immediately.i wake up happy to have been able to experience a LD but then i didn't even stay long enough to have enjoyed it.I go back to sleep and bang(lol) LD again, short too as i try to fly by jumping from a building(LOL...) and i wake.

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Only fragment I remember was being in my friend Jacob's car with him going somewhere.

I didn't write this entry down after I first had it, so that might be why.