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I saw Atlas Shrugged yesterday and I am studying to drive an 18 wheeler. These truths combined in a dream.

There was a valley in Arizona that was supposed to be perfect for truck drivers. It was a paradise supposedly.
I trusted that, though it seemed like it would be hot as Hell. It looked like AZ. It was a desert valley surrounded by
somewhat baron, rocky mountains. I was happy there was a place that was supposed to be so great for truckers.

I started down a hill into a valley. This may have been the same dream, maybe not. The valley was different now.
Anyway, I was with a girl or I saw a girl and I wanted to be with her. We were friendly with each other, but I don't
remember much about that part of the dream.

This dream bled into a new scene where I was setting up a furniture display. I set up a chair cushion and a bunch of
covers. The assembly fell onto the floor and got the top cover dirty. I was going to throw the whole assembly away when
someone told me it wouldn't be necessary. I couldn't sell them though, so I went to store them where I could keep them.

I was putting them in a drawer or something when my boss from an old insurance job I used to have appeared. She didn't
say anything that I remember, but she was still a...well...that doesn't matter.

I saw a brown and green finch that was flying loose. It was a pet, I think mine, so I thought I should get it some water.
I got a tiny flower pot. I cleaned it out and started filling it up. There was a hole in the bottom, so I was going to have to
do something about that, but the dream ended there.

I started my dream in a hotel room. My family and I just dropped off our luggage and were now relaxing. I go to look out the window and realize that I'm at the highest room on a sky scraper. there is no city in view though, just a few houses with a beach in the distance. I tell my mom that I'm going to go look around for a while and left. My view changes and I'm suddenly at the beach. The sand is bright white with the beach having clear blue water. In the distance, there is this giant rock wall in the water, kind of like a steep cliff. I turn around and see stairs going from the beach to a small grass plain and with it a two story bar. The bar had a square like base with no windows or doors. I see my mom and all of my aunts laughing and talking happily . I decide to walk off not to disturb them. I go back to the beach and find these weird cards in the sand. I start to look through them. Each card had a different color of plastic on it and had a weird pictures on them. I hold one of them and put the rest of them on the ground. I grip the card in my hand, hold my hand in the air, and a red beam shoots out of my hand. Finally something awesome happens. A giant army of heavily suited warriors start running towards me in a distance . I pick up the rest of the cards, start to run into the bar, and then I woke up.

This is a dream I had about a month ago but i really enjoyed most of it, it's pretty interesting so I thought that I'd share it.

well it started out as me in my bed when I found out I had to go to school, I got up. My mom said she would drive me since I was too late to catch the bus but she forgot the way to the school and got us lost in the middle of nowhere, way out of town, where the car broke down.So I got out of the broken car and decided to look around the middle of nowhere. I found this weird place that had people locked in it, it looked like a space ship. I went in and saw people fighting off robots, I decide to help the fighting prisoners escape by getting through all the floors of the ship. I died during this task but somehow came back to life. we eventually all escaped. so thats when I went back to the broken down car that had gotten repaired while I was saving alien prisoners. We managed to get back to the city we live in but school was still about 30 minutes away, and was starting in 2 minutes. So I got out of the car again jumped up miles into the air and could see the entire city. I landed at the school door. I went in and saw some bullies, I got into a fight with them. Tommy and Dill from the Rugrats decided to help me fight but then the school got flooded and Dill died. which really upset Tommy so I left him alone. Then since school would be out for a while I decided to explore the city. Then I turned into hank hill from king of the hill. then for some reason I was able to freerun. I freeran to bobby and punched him in the stomach,in public, poor kid fell over in pain. Then I went to a dinner party where I saw a news article that had said I was a maniac for punching my son, none of my family knew about the article so I went to the party but then everyone found out about it so I ran off and that's it. Btw non-lucid entire time!

Call me crazy, whatever cause i know this happened.
Regardless of what anyone tells me, i know it's weird and might sound fake but believe me, it scared me.
This was exactly 1 week before the tsunami.
That whole week i kept having dreams i would drown and i'd always be with my dad or near him, and no one would notice i was drowing but at the end of every dream i would always make it alive.
This is one i can remember, so i was basically laying down on the sand and as the waves came over me i get scared thinking that i was going to drown, i was terrified. Then this peaceful feeling came over me.
And the waves turned into a blanket, and it was kinda hard to breathe cause they were barely touching my face, you know how you get under the covers and it gets hard to breathe? well, that's how it felt. I was with my dog and we were just sleeping, it was weird. I watched the waves go over me but they didn't hurt me.
Then the other dream i remember having was that i was in this huge house that felt like my dad's house, and we were having a party and me and my cousin decided to go swimming. The house was a gorgeous orange with lights around it, very fancy looking. So we're going down the stairs into the pool and we get in. We start playing that came were you pretend you're drowning and you have to save the other person. Well, at one point i actually started drowining but my cousin just tought i was playing so he didn't do anything about it. I literally felt my lungs filling with water, it burned and i coulnd't breathe. I tried fighting back and swimming back up, but i felt tired and started giving up. As i slowly drowned i finally decided to fight back and swim up, and i did. i got out of the pool so weak,and my dad ran towards me helping me breathe.

I know some people may say that ''oh maybe you had soo much going on, or you're just stressed''. I wasn't, i don't get stressed easily. It was one of those dreams that made you think why the fuck did i just dream this, this doens't make sense. I think it was like a connection, because my dreams ended the night before the tsunami hit. I woke up to the radio talking about it as i got ready.

I had quite a variety of dreams last night, I will go in order from time.

I fell asleep around 8, (I'm sick so I needed to go to sleep early) and the only thing I can remember from this dream was that I was on this bus, on the side of the street, in a neighborhood and these people were sightseeing the house that was behind the bus I was in. The bus was empty while I was looking at them and then I noticed they saw me (I guess I was trying to hide from them so I was very frightened) and I woke up at around 10pm. I fell back asleep and have multiple scary dreams.

I was with my dad (and for some reason in the whole dream he was wearing a funny chicken hat), step mom, and younger half sister (I don't live with them anymore) and they lived in this really cool house and we heard loud cars outside so we walk outside and there's these cool cars that are flying, and doing tricks in the air, and all the neighbors came out to watch, but then I turned around and saw this huge scary big brown bear walking towards the house (and I hate scary bears :[) and I walked aver to move him but he attacked me so I slowly walked in the house and locked the front door, and the side door right while he was fighting to get in and I forgot I had to lock the back door too, so he(the bear) ran towards the back and I ran and he was almost at the door and I locked it just on time. I was so scared.

Then it fast forwarded to where I was pushing the bear off a big cliff, but I knew he was still alive, so I knew it wasn't over :[

Then another short dream I was in a video game that's not even a real game, just one my mind came up with and I found this really cool glitch or something and I yelled at my older sister to come in and see how cool it was, and all I remember her saying was "Oh, I already knew about that"

I know those don't sound like nightmares, but I was scared all night again. I will keep working on it though.

After that nightmare, the weeks after that my nightmares have been of him trying to convince me to go with him along with other dreams that were good.
Here's a little piece i remember of one of those nightmares.
So i was sleeping in my room and i was watching my self sleep.
Everything is calm until my door opens and this skinless tall man walks in and stands at the end of my bed just watching me sleep. He didn't notice i was watching him. His eyes were full of desire. Then he just dissapeared, and then i was back in my body asleep but i could see everything around me. And my room is full with shadows around me and skinless people, watching me sleep. I remember i couldn't move at all. And i get random nightmares of them watching me sleep, and i can feel them sometimes.

Entry 10-11/04/2011
Okay, this one was a bit disjointed, I am typing it as best as I can put it together. Actually, I do that with all dreams really, I don't quite think normally, so my dreams are constructed a bit differently. Sorry for any confusion this causes.
Onto the dream.

I was running, running, running... It felt like an eternity I ran for, with faces running through my mind, motivating me to continue sprinting for my goal. Or more away from my threat. I knew not what the threat was, only that it was threatening. After what felt like a lifetime, the threat vanished.

I was in a circular room, think of the Jedi Council's chamber from the Star Wars films, but less of the plastic look, more brickwork, like a roundhouse, but in modernist style I guess. I sank to my knees between two protrusions in the wall, and that is when I saw her. She was in a body hugging leather outfit ala Trinity in The Matrix films, but she had the body and face of Georgia.. This pulled me into the dream, I was beginning to lose the dream before she appeared, but then she did, and it was... Angelic. She offered me her hand, pulled me up, and we kept running. The threat was back, but I hardly noticed it, we ran for eternity but it felt like a second, it was a joy, what was a minute became an hour before I was running with her and became a second once I was with her. We ran and ran, until we settled on a place to stay. It was an outpost, think of it as being similar to a cave with basic ammenites (these are a recurring set of locations in my dream history, regardless of which canonical story arc I am in).
We stayed there, and I held her, and time stood still as she held me. The scene changed, and we were in the living room where we spent the best part of two days hodling each other before she split with me... Flash back to the cave and she whispered to me "Its time for us to go now". We got up, trekked out, and through dream physics, left the cave and entered straight back into the circular room. Only this time I was mortally wounded. I was bleeding from my gut, think of the scene in Reservoir Dogs where Mr Orange has been gutshot and is bleeding out on the warehouse floor. I am dying and she is gone. She is gone like she will always go when it comes her time to help me with my problems. I am bleeding out, the dream is fading, fading, fading...
It comes back in a city. My clothes are bloodsoaked, my breathing is ragged, but the people pay no notice. As I walk my clothes are cleansed, my world brightens, and there she is again. As she was in the happy days. She takes my hand, I am an infant in this world, despite being older than her, she is ageless and timeless. Cut back to the room and there is a meeting of families, although no one in either group is a member of either of our actual families. This is a family of revolutionaries, and I am to marry her. I know this because I know I asked her a minute ago, it didn't happen in the dream, but it happened in my mind in the dream. She and I take to a corner, and hold each other. There is laughter. A drink is poured. More laughter. Her perfume gets in my nostrils, its scent reminds me of the smell of her hair as I held her just before we split. The texture of her clothing, though it is leather to the eye, is that of her skin, of her shorts when we slept in each others arms, of her bra as she moved my hands to her heart while watching a movie. And she turns and looks in my eyes and she loves me.
Split and she vanishes, I am alone, it is unbearably hot and bright outside, I can't hold the dream, so much grief, so alone in the world, I am nothing, I am no one, I destroyed the one good thing I ever had, so much grief, so much self pity, such self hate... Such love. Such love for her, so unconditional, and it kills me. That is the last thought as the dream fades, I love her, and my love for her is destroying me, it eats away at my mind and my heart as I know that she will never even look upon me that way again. And she never gave a reason...


That is the best translation into language I can give of the dream, sorry if it does not make sense. Pax vobiscum.

This one i can't remember when it happened.
I was in my room and i was thinking of all the things i wanted, where i wanted to be later on in life. Then all of a sudden my room gets really cold and dark, and this black figure with horns and horse legs pops up on my couch. I knew it was the devil, i mean it might not have looked like it, but for some reason i knew it. And it was talking to me trough my head, saying, '' i could give you that and more, with me you can have all the happiness you deserve you can have anything you wish, just come with me''. Surprisingly i was starting to get convinced, but then i remembered what about god? And it laughed and said,'' haha, what has he done for you he's nothing, i can give you more than he ever will.'' Then i started praying but he kept laughing harder and harder, untill i woke up.

Day 7. A week from when i started trying and i had two LD's last night! First one was i was in Army boot camp going through training. This was very realistic, i could feel the sweat dripping down my face as I jumped over barrels and climbed the rope wall. I knew i was dreaming but i loved the dream so why change it? The next one (im a halo nerd) I was going through a covenant ship with elites jumping out of cryo chambers at me with energy swords. I kicked some ass! I loved the dream again so why change it? My WBTB worked 2 DILD accomplished in one night.

So this was a few weeks after my first one.
So, i remember running trough this byou that's near my house, and i kept hearing screaming. There were red brick around me, and a fence.
I ran towards the fence and looked over it and saw my friend getting raped by this dark figure. All i remember about this man or thing is the bright green eyes it had. After that happened i just watched. Then i hear footsteps behind me and i turn around to see this black thing, it had like horse legs i dont know how to explain but it was hairy and it's face looked like part dragon. Big black eyes and sharp teeth along with a huge smirk on it's face. Well, it smiled at me and said, ''this is all for you daughter''. Then it just laughed, and i woke up.

This was like 2 months ago, but i've been having what i guess you could call ''demonic dreams''.
So as i fell asleep i appeared in my dream in what seemed like an apartment zone. It was very dak outside and I remember having that feeling that i knew this place, though i really didn't. Well, i remember seeing shadows fly across the buildings and trees. Then there were other people with me but i couldn't see who they were i just felt like i knew who they were. Then there's street lights and they slowly start going off. The next thing i see is gates, this is when i got the feeling of fear, i felt like i had to look for someone. At that time i couldn't tell who i was trying to find but then all of a sudden i remembered i had to get my friend justin from hell. That didn't make sense, but as i walked into several gates there were what looked like dragons/demons, dark shadows, people that didn't have faces it was just skin. And i finally found him, but i never got out. That's the first ''demonic dream'' i can remember.

I was able to remember a dream where I was on a field trip to a school to take a tour of it, but then while we were there we made alot of the students and teachers angry by pulling pranks it was fun but we then had to get in the school bus and drive through the school to get away, because one teacher had a laser gun and was so mad she was ready to use it. We barely escaped.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I just remember a lot of fragments of this dream, and mostly the house.

I’m standing outside of a stone house, it’s raining, and the dream looks so detailed. There is a large, picture window in the middle of the house, with one normal sized window on each side. The stone house is on a little road with lots of green over hanging trees on a cobblestone road that is about 50 feet off of the main road- that is also cobblestone.

I’m in England on vacation. I walk in side of the house an greet the person I’m going to be staying with. I guess I rented a apartment instead of a hotel. The person inside is nice, and shows me around the house. He tells me how everything works, and I remember him showing me how the TV worked.

I wanted to try boating in England, so the next thing I knew I was on a lake (it looked a lot like a lake in New Hampshire that I have been to a few times). The lake is extremely crowded with boats, and there are a lot of islands on the lake, too. I remember that my boat is low lying to the water and it could easily sink. I’m going around pretty fast on the lake and then someone yells at me “Watch out!” then they tell me via telepathy that there are some sharp rocks up ahead that are right on the surface of the water. I slow down my boat because now I’m pretty scared of sinking or flipping it.

The funny thing is, right before I went to bed, I was talking to a friend about swimming in lakes and how I would hate swimming in the middle of the lake and looking down. Its just darkness and I would hate to get pulled down or something.

I can see the rocks on the surface. They just look like they are floating right there. I hit a few of them, but manage to keep the boat going and get back to land.


I think about going back to the house, then the next thing I see is that I'm standing outside again. I go inside and I just handout with the person and talk. He mentions something about how "You never should have moved to America". So I spit back "I wasnt the one who moved". I remember that the conversation started over American and its separation from England.

The dream suddenly ends and I go on to another dream (that I cant remember).

Real life Dream Lucid Nightmare Dream sign Thoughts

This was an amazing dream. Outstanding recall, vividness, and lucidity. I could fly well and I did a lot more than flying too! I lost lucidity later in the dream, but oh well. I'm still happy!

Winter dream
It was night. Me and my family were driving through a strange city. Maybe it was raining? The buildings were arranged in blocks like Minecraft and they looked cool. We commented on the buildings and joked around. There was a sense of coziness in the car.

Morning came and we finally got to my house. Work was being done on the house. I asked what was going on, and they said they were converting our house into a store that we could still live in as a house. The people working on the house were my extended family. I could see each room in our house sold different things. Our kitchen sold different kinds of foods, and our unfinished room sold furniture. (I remember my grandparents working on that room; they have lots of antique furniture at their house.) There were a few other rooms with other stuff but I don't remember what they were. I went up onto the nonexistent roof deck of our house. (I imagined coming up to the real roof-deck of my grandparents' house.) It was going to sell plants. To my strong surprise, the roof was several times larger than the house we live in below it. What? This is impossible! Wait, we don't even have a roof deck... I'm dreaming!

Using the roof as a lift-off area I flew, flapping my wings. Our house was surrounded by wintery forest. It actually is, but only on one side, and it is Spring right now, plus it isn't as tall. The leaves on trees were long gone, replaced by snow. It was totally beautiful. I kept flying. I can't waste my entire dream flying! I decided to try making a portal in mid-air by drawing a circle with my finger. It failed, probably because I've never even done it on the ground and I had no intention of where to go. I started to get a little too far away from home for comfort, so I headed back to what I thought was my house.

It wasn't my house but it was a place of interest. It was some camp-out. There was one big tent where most of the event happened. I landed. I remember practicing a few skills successfully like flying without flapping arms. I realized it was almost evening, and people were getting in their tents. The tents were these wide diamond-shaped pods that you slept in, only needing stakes at the two farthest tips of the diamonds. I looked for an open spot, and then I stuck my finger into the ground. I pulled it out with a tent stuck to it, and then pushed my finger into the ground 6 feet away. I had one of the diamond tents, and it was successfully staked in, without having to go ask Administration for a tent. I went to sleep.

I woke up. Not as a false awakening in my real bed, I just got out of my tent and stretched my arms. It was the morning. Frost covered the grass. People were already setting stuff up. Someone got me to do work. He wouldn't let me leave. Work, work, work.

I woke up after a good night's sleep.

Very vivid, very lucid, and I actually did stuff other than flying! I think I forgot a few things in the camp-out part of the story, but oh well. I still love this dream.

I finally had some good dreams.
I went to sleep a little after midnight and I woke, permanently, at 8AM. I'm still taking allergy meds which have been knocking me out.

One dream was based off a 2009 movie, Antichrist, which I watched before falling asleep. Only my hubby was acting as my therapist and he was evil. I don't recall much about that dream because it was the first one that I had and I woke several times through the night.

Another dream was inspired, in small part, by Fantasy Kingdoms. I had a pet griffon that I was riding around my grandmothers property. Below us were several other animals- horses and foals. One foal took off, got into another pen (animals I don't recall) and then into the woods. I was annoyed and told it to have a nice life or come back when it was through because I wasn't going to chase it down.
From my birds eye view, I then started counting the foals. There were 7 at first then I saw others which brought the number to 12.
Then my daughters were on the griffons back with me. My boys were (?) also in the air and I asked one of them to take a picture of us but the camera wouldn't work and I became annoyed again (inspired by my 16 yo wanting to use my broken camera yesterday).

There was something strange about the horse pen and the one joining it... ??? I recall a revolving door. It was in my hubby's house lol. I was putting stuff away but the door was stuck. He was annoyed at me because it sounded like he wanted me to put stuff away on the forth floor (which he doesn't have). When I finally understood him, I said "Oh, you mean the Entertainment Room" but he was annoyed by that notion because it was now just used for storage.
I got down on my hands and knees to work out whatever was jamming the door. In each section of the revolving door was an animal. The one that caught my attention most was a red fox (from Antichrist).
I'm starting to think these are details from dream one lol

Because the next thing I recall about the animal pen was my cat Jasper eating something on the wall that divided the pens. I thought it was a critter and I became sad. Then I realized it was just some sort of jellified goo.
Then I was on my grams back porch. I found some chains- one of which had a stirrup at the bottom. The other stirrup had broken off and the two sections joined then branched off to two other chains which made up the reins. I wondered how I could use them on my griffon.
There were a bunch of emotions and thoughts in this dream. My grams and uncles were all still alive, but grams was annoyed with me (though I don't recall actually interacting with her OR my uncles). I thought about my uncles horses and how they were put to sleep because my uncle couldn't care for them anymore (one uncle and the horses still live IRL).

I recall a bunch of dream snippets. I don't know how they fit into the whole or if they were dreams of their own.
In one, I was going to school. I missed a lucid opportunity because I thought "I'm actually going to pass because I know where my classes are this time". In other dreams about school, I always fail because I become hopelessly lost. There were scenes from the actual classroom setting, but it's all become a blurr.

In another dream, I was thin but pregnant. I thought I would kill myself if it turned out I wasn't pregnant or if I lost the baby. I could feel it moving inside me, which has always been a feeling I cherish.
My hubby needed a kidney and I was going to give him one, but it had to be done by a certain date and I realized I could do nothing until after I had the baby. Then I found out hubby was divorcing me. He and I talked for awhile and he was distant and cool.

In another dream, I was at a car garage (?). Hubby wanted me to get his vehicle- or something out of it- and he told me where a hide-a-key was. The car was unlocked though.

Another snippet was of me putting a cigarette down in his garage. When I returned, I was looking for the griffon lol then realized I was confusing life and dreams

It's storming here. We may lose power, which is why I've saved and added to this post so many times.
Going to get off of here for now...