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*I am riding a sledge on some really long track. It’s not really steep but really long. There is someone else on the sledge with me.
**I am in a fight for good. It looks like some computer environment. Like Unreal Tournament or so. I can’t really tell what is the fight about, but I think it’s with George. Then we eat pork and cabbage. George has chips and I feel like I want to have one. LOL. We eat with hands….

I guess being sober for 5 days has caused urges to return, Last night i had a dream that my friend sold me 200 dollars worth of weed in the agreement i would give him 200 brand new songs on his ipod, how strange....anyway the weed looked amazing and he also has hash he was gunna sprinkle on theirrrr...i had wondered hmm i need rolen papers then i looked at my desk and wat do u no was their? I need to stop this madness dreaming about weed makes my mouth water,... O also hahaha i drempt i was going to these 3 fine girls house nd we were all like animated sims characters and all the girls were licking eachothers pussies end sucking my hard long dick. I decide to take eat a codeine pill nd immediatley realized wat i had done nd then called damien to tel him im like fuck i must have fuked up my liver so then i left. HAhahaha alsoo i was driving a car with three friends nd i guess i had just smoked out of a pipe that i had stolen from a pipe warehousee nd then my friend wudnt drive to were we neeeded to go to so i told him let me drive i drove nd the wheel of the car was being really weird nd i kept crashing to shit and the car would spin out of controll on the freeway nd i finally pulled over and we switched drivers nd the front of the car was huge like a cadilac but realy big front rims anyway, weird fucking dreams obsesed with drugs.

I am riding in my friend, Sara’s (not her real name) car to a Full Moon Drum Circle on top of mountain.

[SPOILER="Graphic Erotica"]

She is laughing and overtly flirting with me, touching me and make obvious sexual innuendoes. Fuck, she looks almost exactly like Pixy! She’s making me so fucking horny. She sees my boner through my jeans and grabs my cock playfully. She unzips my jeans.

“Whoah, what the fuck? You’re driving.”

“Don’t worry,” she chuckles, as she strokes my cock. “Here, throw your leg over the shifter, and step on the gas.” She pulls down her little skirt and takes it off from around her ankles.

“Holy shit, that was slick.”

She just smiles at me knowingly, and places my left hand on the steering wheel simultaneously turning herself 180 degrees as she strips off her shirt and bra, scoots her panties over, and slides down on to my cock in one smooth movement. She feels amazing. She rides up and down rhythmically while smiling deviously. She grabs my face, and kisses me passionately. I open my eyes, and watch her kiss me. Her ponytail comes undone, and her thick hair falls about her shoulders like water.

She presses her tits against my chest, as I bite into her neck like a vampire, and grab her ass, guiding her into the movements I like. Circles. I am barely paying attention to the road, though I am aware I am the only one driving, and I am doing it from the passenger seat. This could be a dream. Then, again, it could not. I am absolutely lost in the moment. Her body feels so perfect, I don’t care. We begin to generate heat, and I feel her begin to sweat under my palms. Her face flushes.

“Shit we have to shift into L, the road is getting really steep.”

“Don’t worry, sexy, I got it.” She reaches the shifter with her right hand, and shifts the car.

I grab her ass and lift her small torso up so I can flick my tongue over her right nipple. A drop of sweat rolls down her neck, and I lick it off. I look into her eyes, deeply, then I smile and kiss her. I grab her hair, and pull her head back, lightly raking my teeth on her throat. She arches her back, then kisses me passionately as she increases the tempo of our dance. She looks into my eyes. I have known her for so many lifetimes... This lifetime, our meeting was fleeting and fun, as one lovely day in the sun. Next lifetime will be different as was the last... But, each time will be lovely.

I awake. [/SPOILER]

I was at a camp talking to people when I met this amazing girl. We only talked for a few minutes but she just seemed so perfect. She wasn't like super hot, but she was beautiful. There was just something about her...

I was in a giant room that kept creating robots. I knew the only way to kill them was to run really fast so they run fast and then make them run into a wall with a sharp piece of metal sticking out. I destroyed one with a nail, and I had to break the other one with a bent nail :S. It wasn't working properly. A fat man appeared. He was threatening me to destroy the robots. It felt like it was supposed to be a nightmare, but instead I went up to him and grabbed him by the collar and punched him a few times. He teleported to a scaffold higher up and spawned heaaaps of robots.

I don't remember what happens next.

On a side note, I think I remember doing a DEILD but without the lucid

[I]Okay... So vividity is not a "real" word. It's a dream word, so fuck you! :cheeky: This was the most vivid lucid dream of my entire life. It's because I removed my Blur Lens.[/I]
SUPERLUCID

I am practicing a parkour technique I just created in this dream called gliding. It’s running without bouncing up and down. I am at my house, which in my dreams, is always a different house. Somehow I know it’s mine. I am outside in the yard, gliding to the door, a few inches above the ground, taking impossibly long strides. Then, I realize it’s physically impossible, and I must be dreaming, even though it’s super vivid. It’s 100% clear, just like real life.

It’s a balmy night here in tropical dream land. I look up at the sky, and levitate about 40 feet off of the ground. I notice a tree I am looking at starts to fade. I often focus intently on things in dreams to make my dream more vivid. I look at the sky. The clouds passing in front of the moon look amazing. Stars are out, bigger and brighter than in waking life. A moth flutters across my field of vision. I am amazed by its perfect flight and detail.

The tree below is still fading into darkness and blurriness somehow. “Should I go to the Moon? No. I have to make this dream more vivid first. Just be patient, and enjoy the moment. It’s a beautiful dream.”

I float down about fifteen feet until I can see the Moon behind the tree. The brightness of the moon makes the edges of the leaves and shapes in the tree sharpen. A zephyr blows by and the leaves blow in the wind, so perfectly vivid, it’s like magic. Now there is nothing blurry in this dream. It looks exactly like waking life. EXACTLY.

A swarm of gnats suddenly is flying around my left forearm. I somehow associate this with discomfort from the physical plane bleeding over into this one. I suddenly feel an obnoxiously intense itch on my leg. I know it’s my physical body. I can’t help it. I wake up, and scratch.

[I]Lessons Learned and Commentary: I fell asleep in the living room at my sister's place. I woke up at 3 am, and went home. I then read one of my dreams from almost two years ago where I had an amazingly successful WILD. Uncannily, I perfectly described my last lover. (Not Angel, we broke up, but it's cool.)

I don't remember if I did WILD or not, but I did induce a lucid dream! I have released my fear of getting obsessed with my magnificent dreams, which has allowed perfect clarity in dreams, exactly like waking life. Most "regular" (not Deep Dream State) lucid dreams with me being outside at night. I usually try to fly to the moon, always unsuccessfully. This time, I just decided to be in the moment, and enjoy the beauty around me. You see, I have been working on making my regular LD's just like my Deep Dream State dreams. I am teaching my lucid mind all the things my Delta mind knows. So, it's like I am starting all over again, but I know everything I need to to get to the point where I want to go because I am already there!

I am excited about this type of lucidity. One mistake I made was I went to bed dirty. That's why I was itchy. I know it's gross, but I keeps it real. I usually shower before bed, but I crashed at my sister's place blah blah blah. Anyway, it makes me realize how important it is to dull any stimulus from your physical body. Be comfortable, clean, wear earplugs, and a blindfold or sleep mask. If your place is noisy play some music, or turn on a fan to mask the noise. These simple things are very important to extend LD time.

Another thing I learned is that not only do I have a certain sleep cycle where I have more LD's, it's always around a certain time! It's always around 7AM, even if I stay up late or whatever. I am on Spring Break. That means a lot of sleeping in, and a lot of LD's!

I have accomplished my goal of making my dreams as clear as waking life. My new goal is to stay in a lucid dream as long as I can. [/I]

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was watching a movie, or that's what it seemed like. I knew it was a sequel to another movie. It was very Phantom of the Opera/The Descent-esque. I remember there was a parking lot at a church. It was dusk. I remember seeing many parked cars. There was a young woman who was seduced and captured by this man who was clearly not in his right mind. I saw a scene of them bathing in a cave in what looked like tomato florentine soup. I somehow tasted what they were bathing in, even though it was a "movie", and it tasted like tomato soup with undercooked pasta.

I later found out that what they were bathing in was blood of people that the man had killed. The "pasta" in it, I couldn't figure out what it was. I thought maybe it was bits of bone. Anyway, it was disgusting, and the young woman was begging him to let her go, but he kept going on these crazy rants and stuff, like he wasn't even listening to her. I knew she had gotten away a few times, but was always recaptured. I remember seeing the cave/blood bath scene more than once.

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I was at some store, I remember my boss being there with her granddaughter (she only has a grandson in waking life). I remember talking to her granddaughter.

Then, I was at home, or what was my home in the dream. My mom offered me two chocolate muffins, a large one and a small one. I started eating the large one. It was moist and delicious. Then, Tabita, a girl I work with, tried to take the small one. She walked away with it, but I caught her in time and told her that was mine, and she gave it back. Then, someone asked my mom to bake brownies for some event that was happening that day. She said she would, but I thought that was weird, since all we had were muffins.

I then remember being in the car with my dad. He looked much younger, and was smoking a cigarette (he quit smoking in waking life).

Then, we were all about to go on vacation. We all started to get in the car, or, more specifically, my mom's old van, which was parked in the garage. My mom was going to drive. I don't remember who was in the seat next to her, but in the seat behind her was the young version of my dad. He was very animated and excited. He was laughing a joking with the people in the car. I don't remember who was next to him, it was either my uncle or my brother. I was about to get in the back with my aunt (she isn't my aunt anymore in waking life, her and my uncle got divorced; she was only my aunt by marriage), when my mom told me I had to scoot over and save room for Marco. Marco was an overweight Latin American-looking man. I said, enthusiastically,
"Marco!!"
I then remembered that we'd be gone a week, and went back inside to get some feminine products. I actually grabbed a bag of weed instead, and put it in my pocket, along with some Motrin, which was packaged in a small plastic package of 5 or 6, and looked like candy. I went back to the car and sat in between my aunt and Marco. My aunt said something about her having weed too.

Over spring break I had a lot of short dream fragments, some really interesting, but I don't have my dream journal from home so I'll have to put em up later.

Yesterday I was taking a nap in my dorm and I experienced something like the beginning of a WILD. I've been reading a lot about them lately and really want to try it but my fucked up sleep schedule hasn't really allowed it.

I remembering half waking up but unlike usual, I didn't open my eyes or move. I had full consciousness but I was still in a dreamlike state. I remember focusing on not moving and not getting excited. With my eyes closed, I began to see what looked like static from a TV channel not coming in. It slowly began to turn into pages of a book, one by one flipping in front of me. I tried to relax and watch it as if it were a movie, taking me into my lucid dream, as I remember reading in a WILD guide.

Then I heard my roommates playing video games and talking. I tried to tune them out as best I could, and for a few minutes I could maintain the state I was in, but it began to fade. My mouth was drying out as well so I decided to open my eyes and wake up. Very interesting experience. Wonder where it could've went if my roommates hadn't been making noise.

I can't quite recall the first dream, all I know is that it had something to do with water, boats and an island right next to a wooden wall. I can faintly remember moving around in the water and eventually arriving at the gates of the wooden wall.

In the next dream, I had a concert for my orchestra class to perform at. When I arrived, I had just remembered that I needed to play a violin part even though I was a bass player. This threw me into a panic as I tried to remember the fingering positions in order to properly play the song. Eventually I gave up and said I would only do the bass part considering that it was the only thing I could remember. That's when the dream just kinda faded.

I remember that in the third dream I was at home on my computer writing the first and second dream down. However, I did not finish writing all of it and accidentally posted. I didn't realize until someone had posted a comment about it and tried to fix it.

After that, I found myself at an old medieval town perched on the side of a hill. It had a fascinating clock tower with gears coming out of it rotating rhythmically. The town crier had said there was a meeting at the town hall and that everyone was welcome to attend. There were two people either debating or talking about an issue. One of them was a man, and the other was a women. When they concluded their speeches, the man pulled out a small vile and popped the cork releasing some vapor that surrounded him. When it cleared, he had disappeared leaving everyone baffled. People started forming search parties to find him. It got to the point where a person got onto a ship and sailed to different islands to find him. They found him on an island that was turned into a potato farm which struck me as odd. The ship they sailed on was wreaked so they had to use nearby wood from trees to make it. However it couldn't hold all of us on it so three people had to hold a rope that was tied to one of the logs that would drag them along with us.

The last dream was probably the most action packed. I remember being at the entrance to a cathedral. It was me and three other people. From what I recall, it was one guy and two girls. It turned into a RPG/Left4Dead kind of game when a bunch of demons and people on elephants attacked us. We then had to fight our way out of the cathedral yet all stay alive using special powers. I used magic, another person used strength, someone was an archer, and I forgot what the last person was. We eventually got to these doors that required a certain pairing of people to open. I remember each door was huge and slowly opened as demons came from behind us. We eventually got all the doors open leading to the outside. Strangely, it showed area where my first dream was at with the wooden wall and water everywhere.

Wow, my recall is certainly getting better! Still no lucid dreams yet, but at least I am making progress!

3 nights ago:
I appear to be in some sort of disaster-struck city. buildings are blown over and there is water everywhere. (I think i'm in Japan, hence the water) I hear a noise and look to the sky. There is a plane flying by, but it is dropping little green pellets. These pellets harm people somehow.

2 nights ago:
I'm in a large elevator. In one of the corners is a cute anime helmet type deal. (it's padded and has goggles... I think it had a design as well) I picked up the helmet thinking "dude this is so cool!" Woke up after that :/

No dream last night...

got lucid but couldn't make it to the moon

tried taking an elevator, flying, and creating a portal

I was dreaming I was playing Minecraft, but this was different, for the first time in a dream of mine, I wasn`t staring at myself in third person veiw. Anyway Though, I just kept destroying brick after brick until I woke up. Not very exciting, and the whole time I wasn`t lucid.

DJ Log: March 22, 2011 – 7:45AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I'm not certain why, but my recall is horrible this morning.

I am at a large warehouse, helping a few others carry boxes from the back of a truck into a loading dock. A friend of mine is arguing with me about which box is the heaviest. Every box I lift is heavier, and I say, “This box is the heaviest.” each time I lift a box. Eventually, the boxes get so heavy that I can't lift them at all, so I slide them out of the truck and tumble them across the dock leveling plate.

I slept like a rock last night, though I did wake a couple times (once to turn off my AC 'cause it was too cold).

I only recall two fragments: Walking through a store and seeing my old JW best friend. She was with a lot of kids (babysitting) and I smiled at her.

The other dream was about driving and I kept losing control of the vehicle.

Make it 3 fragments: in another... crap, I just lost it again lol
It's back- something about a beach...

That's it.

I went to bed at around midnight and woke at 7:30
My pdoc doesn't want me completely off the Seroquel, but I told him that stuff scares me now, so we agreed on just 1/4 of a pill before bed. It does help me sleep, but I'll be watching myself

got real close to SP last night, heard voices for the first time.

had a bunch of short dreams nothing memorable