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I am in a bus. There are also other people it, including my classmates. We leave the bus. In front of us is a building of which I've dreamt before. We enter the building. The next thing I remember is my friend chasing me with a pistol that has a RPG attached on it. He shoots at me four times with it until he runs out of ammo. I leave the building and become lucid. I had decided to do the wizard of Oz part of Task of the Year so I teleport to land of Oz.
There is a road in front of me so I stay where I arrive and wait for Dorothy. Soon she arrives, although from a direction I didn't expect. I spot the slippers. I follow her and soon she takes her slippers off. I sit on the ground and start stuffing my feet into them (for you trying to do the task, Dorothy has small feet ). Suddenly I am in my bedroom, stuffing my feet into my little sister's slippers. I fear that I woke up but soon the scene changes back to land of Oz. I manage to get the shoes on so I get up and go looking for Dorothy. When I find her, she has become a tree.

Of course I didn't remember to tap the slippers together, or if I did tap them I don't remember it.

I'm sick with a cold atm, so i've slept most of the days and i have had several dreams, but weren't really the mood to write all of them, but i got one of them written down:

I work at a office. My work is in a game of some sort and it's really really fun. I'm at the job with my friends and gets everything done very fast and i think i actually get addicted at some point.

I had several dreams about pretty much the same thing. I always have this sort of dream when i have a cold. I seem very restless and everything goes on very fast, i'm not sure what's happening and it's generally just very weird.

I also remember playing old N64 games and really want to get a Nintendo 64.

Thoughts: The same depressing thoughts that I usually see. This time, however, I switched my thoughts over to the forum (reading posts in my head, etc.), and my dreams seemed a little more vivid.

Feelings: I felt sick, first and foremost, this flu'll be the death of me. Again, I felt a little depressed thinking about things that are better left in the past, but when I started focusing on the forum, it seemed to improve a little.


First Dream: Third person view of a fictional episode of "My Name is Earl", wherein he tries to get a homeless orphan a job. The main hobby at the orphanage was salvaging old cars, for some reason.

The first dream bled into the second.

Second Dream: I was myself, not an orphan, but I recall that Earl had gotten me the job and not the orphan. I was at my home, and we were having a party, where I had a shot of Chianti for some reason. My parents were pissed, so they started listing off stuff that I had done wrong (a lot of stuff from real life that really hit home, but those are things I don't want to share.). Anyways, I went to work at a hospital/law firm (they somehow sorta fused together somewhere in the dream). Barnie from "How I Met Your Mother" was my supervisor, so he invited me into his office and we got wasted (on Grand Marnier, of course ). I broke his glasses, and promised to pay for them with my first paycheque. A little later, we were watching watching TV, and How I Met Your Mother came on... while Barney was right next to me. We changed it to Americas Funniest Home Videos, where a dog that was on the damn TV bit me. I woke up shortly after.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Recalled a few dreams this morning. Nothing special really.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm talking to an old friend on the phone. I'm once again in my friend G's mother's house.

05.10: Sauna
I'm in some random house. I decide to go into the sauna and walk into my bedroom with my friends sleeping on beds in it. I take off my pants and grab a towel. I walk into the sauna room and accidentaly step on a gamecube, resetting the game. "What the fuck dude?!" A young teenage boy asks me. "Oh shit, I'm sorry" I say and feel ashamed. "How long did you play without saving?". "Like 8 hours" the second boy tells me and brings up the screen. I can tell it has only been set back like an hour and I leave the place. "I thought that was the sauna" I think as I walk around the place, trying to find another one. I walk in a saunadoor and find my cousin's father doing something on a grill. There's ash in the air and we talk for a while.

05.10: Disappointed
I'm at school with my old class. I'm joking around with a few friends and I behave just the way I used to behave when I was a kid. The teacher tells us to be quiet. "I have your test results here, Matte, you disappoint me" she tells me and hands me a paper. "Wtf, 52 points out of 64?" I think as I check the test. Matilda apparently did much better and I'm mad with myself. I can see I've accidentaly skipped a few questions.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 200 ml applejuice

That's it! I'm ready for another lucid! Will try to stay in the dream this time and activate all my senses. Read WakingNomad's tutorial on it, sounds good.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

20th of january 2011

This night i had one long detailed dream and a dreamfragment in the morning.

The castle that kills
The dream begang with me being in some of classroom in the sourthrend part of Denmark new Germany (Dunno why?). I cant recall 100% what the teacher told us but i just remember she was very mad at us. Anywho. The dream skips and we are infront of this very big castle like house that we had to go into. It was me and two good friends i know IRL who had to go inside. The big main doors opens automatically with the usual squeaky noise and we entered the first big room. At the end of this hall there was two other big doors and we moved on. The next room was full of old war armour, weapons and that kind of stuff. There was a door on the right and we entered that. That room was empty / no recall what was in there but on another door on the left was leading to a very VERY strange room where the fucked part kicks in: This HUUUUGE room had a whole fuckin' river inside! The dream skips a little bit and one of my friends have to go down this big river for some strange river. i think he had to retrive something for our teacher. He got into the river and had to get over this big log of wood. After he went over to the other side a vortex kinda think sucked him down and he didnt come back. After that i told my second friend that when it was his turn we use the rope we got with us so that wont happen again. He refused of course.

After discussing for some time everything went silent. The doors slowly startet to close and we got this feeling we REALLY have to get out of here and we had this strange feeling that if we didnt get out in time we would not survive. We ran as fast as we could. First out of the river room, throug the empty room and into the armour room. The doors were about 50 cm open and i almost jumped all the way to get out in time. My second friend did not make it...

I stood.. Outside the castle.. Alone.. in the pouring rain.. Just starring at the two big doors..
I herd a terrifying scream...

19th birthday (A fragment of a dream ruined by my alarmclock)

The dream starts at a house in a forrest. I was my friends 19th birthday and the party was awesome! We stood outside in the good summer weather when a big black 4x4 drives up to the house. Out comes the italobrothers! Apperently my friend knew their lead singer very well..

Dream - Lucid

I can only remember a fragment...

A girl I know, Abby, was upset with me for something I did to Austin. I think she was texting me to let me know this.

Lame. I know that dream was a lot longer too. Stress does a number on my recall.

Presleep: I attended Percy's MILD-1 course. The class was an intro class. Since it was an intro, he talked about everything we would be learning in the coarse. This surged my mind with thoughts of Lucid Dreaming, i was very excited to sleep. I drank a glass of apple juice before i went to bed(I try to do this every night) while thinking about how i was going to fall asleep. Going over it in my head the step by step process. I got into bed and waited for my body to warm up; i sleep in my boxers and its cold now a days in the great white north. After i was comfortably warm, i went through my relaxation process. This only took me about 5 minutes; i was burning out from using Mary Jane . I concentrated on my breathing while repeating "My dream characters will tell me i'm dreaming and remind me to reality check. I will also find my dream guide". Initially I actively tried to visualize this happening, i got lost in this dream and woke up about 30 seconds later from me physically moving according to my dream. I tried to continue the chant while i fall asleep, I think my thoughts got lost before i fell asleep.

Dream 1: Parkour (Semi Lucid) I was in a large room(large for a house). The room had a jungle gym(it much resembled the one i used through grades 1-3) in the middle, then chairs and beds around the perimeter. There were many Dream Characters in the room, i guess around 15. I felt as if it was a gym class and we were doing Parkour (or Free Running). Most of the class was doing basic things, essentially they were just climbing the jungle gym with technique. There was a teacher instructing individuals how to do certain things, though no one really moved much. I exploded in excitement. Immediately i started running around doing some warm ups. I was very impressed at myself for being to do very difficult things easily (this made me aware i was dreaming, but not completely clue in). I continued to "play" around in my dream until i spotted a very pretty girl on the jungle gym structure. She was doing a cat on the outside of the bridge section. This was a very tough place to get and i could tell she spent the entire time getting there. I scoped out the area and found a path to get me there. I ran up a pole using my hands to pull me up at the same time and preformed a 360 vertical cat (This is more or less physically impossible). I was now beside her, shot her a smile and continued on free running. I could now hear her talk to the teacher and ask how i did that. The teacher explained that i was a bit more advanced but if i did another example, the teacher could explain it to her. Sure enough i did; a basic wall run to cat this time, one that i can actually do. I explained in detail the simplicity of the move and did it one last time. That was the last time i saw her. I started to get tired at this point and decided to walk around and help my fellow classmates. Everyone seemed to have quit and was in a very depressing mood. I very clearly remember seeing a female friend (cannot remember who) look like she was about to cry while her head was down and body leaning against a pole. A very sad image. Seeing all of this made me start to become sad, so sure enough i continue to free run. I do a series of continuous moves and land in a spinning computer chair beside a bed. As i catch my breath, a person in the bed turns over. Its my friend T.V. (not the television) and she looks at me and smiles, we stare into each others eyes for a few moments and i wonder what she is thinking. It feels like time is up and she rolls over, back to me. I jump off the chair to continue free running and i wake up. Upon waking up, my feelings towards the dream were: Fun, Extreme, and a little confused to why everyone seemed so depressed. Not to mention i cussed at myself for not becoming lucid. I wrote down key aspects to the dream then tried to fall back asleep

Dream 2: Unknown Conversation (Frag) I don't have anything written in my DJ about this, i believe it was a false awakening. I just remember having some conversation with my mother during my dreams, since it doesn't make sense in my other dreams and i remember the first and last dream i had, this fits here.

Dream 3:Paintball Wars(Semi Lucid) Another dream about one of my favourite hobbies. Paintball this time. I like to start by saying this was an extremely well detailed and realistic dream, standing out compared to most of my other dreams, i believe this is because i was unintentionally doing WBTB. I'm with my team, i feel like our team is around 10 people total, but i only ever see and talk to 2 others. The game starts, i sprint towards the enemy base. The map we are playing on is huge; consisting of a field probably about 3 acres and a huge forest. Our base started at the end of the forest. Theirs was on the other side of the forest and a bit out. I finally get to the end of the forest, about to break out into the plain. I double check all my gear, this is the first time i actually notice my paintball gun and equipment. Sadly, guns are one of my dreamsigns and i didn't clue in. Somehow my 2 team mates are beside me getting their gear ready. How did they keep up? Didn't matter, time to advance. Its pitch black outside now. I stealth to my tactical point, behind a tank. Im about 80 feet away from my targets. It seems the enemy is just wandering around their base, there is cover, but not enough for what they are doing. I peek out and fire rounds, nothing. They notice me now. Uh oh. Hundreds of paintballs fire at me, i keep cover. The pelting stops, they must be reloading. I jump out Rambo style and spray my paintballs everywhere. A couple connect, but they are about to fire. I turn around and run as fast as i can. I realize im running away in a straight line, i start zig zagging. Nothing hits me. Im back to the forest now, my 2 teammates are still there. Its time to reload. I notice my team mates have pod packs. I reach for mine; its not there. Shit. I ask my teammates if i can "borrow some paints". I get mean looks from both of them. I continue to explain that i forgot my pod pack outside and i would reimburse them with money or more paints. Finally one of them hands me a pod of paints. It seems oddly small, but it held the right amount of paintballs. I pour the paintballs into my hopper, the balls are half orange and half brown; a terrible paintball colour. Along with the ugly colour, some of the paintballs were broken, but instead of paint dripping from them, they spilled a dark orange powder. As odd as this was, i was only upset that i had to shake powder out of my hopper. Time to shoot some people! All 3 of us advance this time, each taking cover in different places, but close enough we can talk. The enemy is more aware this time and are also in battle positions. A long epic paintball battle happened for the next 10 minutes. I shot about half of them and my teammates eliminated the other half; though they never actually shot a paintball. One of my teammates got eliminated; he donated the rest of his paintballs to me . Victory was ours; or so it seemed. At this point im not sure if it is a continuation of the dream, a new dream, or maybe i went through a worm hole. The environment seemed to completely change. From a war torn field at midnight, to a completely bare land during midday. All i know is that my teammate was still with me, we had paintball guns, and the next enemy was the boss of the paintball war. A knight in full iron armour, riding a white horse and carrying a lance emerged. We pelted him with paintballs, he didn't budge. Fear struck us now. Realizing we were in an completely open field, we ran to the nearest structure. We found a fence. The fence was a perfect square with each side around 20 yards long and a height taller than me. We ran around the edge, buying time, but the knight slowly caught up. I waited until we rounded the next corner and stopped. I grabbed my teammate and told him to follow my lead. My plan was to run the other direction as the knight rounded the corner, as he would assumed i was still running. The only problem was timing; how did i know when he was coming? My perspective changed to third person, so i could see above the fence and see the knight, but he could not see me. 3..2..1.. GOOO! My perspective went back to first person as the knight rounded the corner and we slipped passed him and continued to run. It took the knight a while to turn around. We continued this tactic 2 or 3 more times until the knight stopped. He just stood there. My teammate and i ran up to attack him, this time our weapons were extremely long, indestructible toothpicks; around 4 feet long. My teammate stood too close and couldn't understand how to use it. I stood back and thrusted the toothpick at the horses neck, it deflected, but i felt like it worked. I continue'd this 3 or 4 more times, the last time the toothpick pierced the horse. As soon as this happened the knight throw the towel. We had defeated him. He approached my teammate and handed him a pod with paintballs, we knew it contained 1500 paintballs (thats about 40$ worth). The dream ended with me telling my teammate that he can keep them all as long as i didn't owe him paint, he agreed.

Post Sleep: After waking from the previous dream, i noticed it was just under 2 hours before i had to wake up. I figured i should try a WBTB WILD. I got on my computer and read Lucid Dreaming Tutorials for around 20 minutes then headed back to bed. I couldn't fall back asleep . Too many distractions. Overall i feel awesome about my recall and my dreams were amazingly fun. Im just a little sad that i didn't become lucid. Maybe tonight

I'm trying to get caught up with life this week. I had a really good night w/ two reall good dreams, not Lucid, & I only had time to record them in microsoft word. I'm going to print it out so I can enter here, but printer is down. The last two mornings I had no recall what so ever. I know I did dream but can not remember. Entry later today.

Good morning, everybody. Both of these dreams are kind of perverted. Sorry.

Dream #1

I was in "my bedroom." The bedroom was big and comfortably dim. I stood on my knees on a big bed with brown blankets on it. I was wearing either only a diaper or a diaper and a white tank-top with thin straps. I peed and peed in the diaper. At one point I felt like the diaper was really full of pee.

(The feeling of this dream was so real that I had to make sure when I woke that I hadn't actually wet the bed. Pretty weird.)

Dream #2

I typed in some key words on Google Images that I thought would pull up lots of images of girls kissing. Instead, I got lots of images of girls lying on their backs with their legs wide open. The girls wore no pants or underwear, but they all had shirts. One girl in particular wore a business-type top involving a white button-up shirt, a grey sweater, and a black vest.

1/20/11 - When in Rome

Dream Non-dream Lucid

I was in a really big room with everyone from my MILD class. I was talking to a couple of the guys, and one of them said, "When in Rome, do as the Romans do." I think he was on rollerblades.

13.10.2010

Fly on Entropia Universe... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am lied on a bed. The scenery looks like Entropia Universe (online game). I ask my dad to kill a fly that's annoying me, while i sleep. After a while i wake up and ineed there is a fly flying over my head...

I remember walking through a door into a well lit classroom.I looked to my right towards the front and the slender teacher is looking at me. She recognizes me just as I remember her. I get a flashback of the last time I was in her class. I was sitting all the way in the front of the room.. I was so cheerful and quite proud to have known all the answers. Things are different now, I was different now. I looked away from her and choose the furthest empty table. I wanted to be alone. I remember writing.. no carving a date onto a paper... "1/25" or maybe it was "11/2"... I can't remember that too well. It wasn't too long afterwards that I heard her saying me seat choice was going to be a problem. I immediately thought I had taken someone else's seat and was thus more willing to move. I got up and was walking towards the middle of the room... I saw Ernest to my right, but he was far too close to her... I spotted Alex to my left. I said "what's up" as I sat next to him. Both Alex and Ernest went to elementary with me.. they changed so much by the time I saw them in high school.. they'd become thugs.. products of the hood I was raised in. They seemed different now.. they looked the same but didn't seem as angry as I did. Alex was talking to me about a way to make money... he knew someone apparently.. I didn't like the sound of it... I was so suspicious, so paranoid.

I am sitting in a college class on the first day..seems like an art history class. There's two girls sitting behind me I start talking to a little bit, and one girl asks who I came with. I said no one, and they kind of looked at each other and asked why. I don't know what I said back.

...

At a school I think, I am walking outside with a girl who is wearing a peach colored shirt, and we match. I see my girl for morning care at work, KD, and she is having a problem and the people with her need help. I walk over to help and KD starts jumping and smiling.

I had two very mysterious dreams last night, it seemed dj worthy. Here's the first:

I wake up laying on my back. I rub my eyes and open them. My mouth is really dry and the sun is beating on my face. I get up and look around. I'm in the middle of the desert?! Its no ordinary desert though. I was completely surrounded by miles and miles of red sand. Completely confused but non-lucid I start walking. I walk for about 15 minutes feeling hopeless, but then I spot something buried in a sand dune. I run up to it and dig it out. It's a metal box with a handle on the top of it and something like a latch on the side. I try as hard as I can to open it but it doesn't budge. I enter a new dream.

In this dream I'm staring at a mirror, my reflection is warped. I look all around me and the ceiling, floor, and walls are all mirrors. All of them have a warped reflection of me, but not as if the mirror is warped but as if that body is deformed in some way. I become lucid but it fades.

20 Jan 2011

I find myself water-skiing in the bay [I've never actually been water-skiing before or even considered it]. Then, in the distance, a strange wave appears. It's not very large, but kind of frothy and sinister looking. In any case, the boat heads back to shore as a precaution and I join my friends and relatives on the beach. The wave itself arrives shortly thereafter and dissolves harmlessly on the sand.

Someone then points to the horizon, where a truly massive wave appears to be forming. Panic ensues (among those who I'm with), triggering me to recognize it as a 'fear-based scenario'. I do not become fully lucid, however, and remain within the narrative of the dream. Still, a part of me knows that I have 'other options' and I eventually choose to cross my legs and levitate (realising that I can simply float above any incoming water). The people look at me with scorn, however, as if to say, "Well, we can't do that!"

As everyone scatters below me, I continue to float upwards and 'bounce' from rooftop to rooftop, looking for a good vantage point. A short while later, I notice my [deceased] mother, who has taken shelter in someone's garage. "That's not a good place to be," I tell her. I then briefly continue on my way, before realising that my mother may be afraid and want someone to comfort her. So I descend back down and join her in the garage. Another person also joins us, whose identity I forget.

The Tsunami hits soon after with ferocious force and water begins to fill the garage. "Hold your breath," I say, inhaling deeply. And then I awaken.

Interpretation: I am possibly being limited or 'dragged down' in life by unresolved issues and conditioning connected to my mother.

Observations: Whilst it may seem like an obvious point, a nightmare is not a nightmare because of the specific scenario. It is, rather, the level of fear/discomfort that a dream generates within the dreamer which determines its subjective definition. It occurs to me, for example, that I may once have experienced this dream as a nightmare. However, by the practise of questioning my conditioned (mechanical) reactions, I was able to break-free of this programming.

Also, I've noticed an interesting trend in my dreams recently, in that I've started to use my 'abilities' (normally associated with lucid dreaming) within the context of a regular dream. For example, in a dream fragment, from later in the night, I am attempting to cycle home when I take a wrong turn and find myself in some sort of school yard, inhabited by a gang of yobs. The lead 'bully' attempts to block my retreat. And so, recognizing this as a fear-based scenario, I simply "manifest" a gun and shoot him dead (I even shoot his corpse several times, just to make sure). On some level, therefore, I must be aware that I'm dreaming... Yet not sufficiently aware to become fully lucid.

Notes: In another dream fragment I win £10,000 - and then £1,000,000 - on a fruit machine. What might this represent?

OILD - Because there's ALWAYS another option!