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For the first night in a few days I didn't have more than one dream but it wasn't restful either...
I was visiting my grandmother and took a bath in the guest bathroom then once I was dry and ready we wehtn and visited our property on the lake a few miles from there. I went down the hill that lead to the water and saw a beached dolphin. It looked more cartoonish than the ones I had seen before. I helped it back into the water then said it was magic and grant me a wish for helping it. I wished to have confidence in myself, something that I had never had before... I never had any esteem towards myself and always put myself down so when I recived it I felt MUCH better, for once I could say "I'm beautiful" and not immediately take it back. But then it continued and my brothers, sister, and dad and I were going to go fishing. It took a few tries to get in the boat in the right order for a family photo but we eventually got it and set out. When I got back my grandma told me that she had dropped my phone in the bathtub and killed it. I went and got a new one from my dad. Soon we went home and there was going to be a party at my school (I never would go to a party for real, I always end up sitting alone in the corner..) So my friends Annie, Ila, and Audrey went with me. We hung out and played games like black jack and soon it was time for the live band to preform. All my firends went and took their seats and I wantered off to my 7th grade favorite teacher, Mr. Golden's, room. There were pinball games and boardgames and things like that but on top of one was a cell phone (I would NOT do this for real), curious, I picked it up and looked through it. It had all the same things that I had on my phones, down to the texts I was recieving at that moment. I scrolled through the contacts and found my best friends composing a text to warn them. But as I was typing the letters turned into simbols and pictures that I didn't understand but I felt someone was approaching so I quickly hit the send button and began to wake up as it was half way sent..

17-7-11. Non Lucid
Last Night, I had a dream that it was my birthday and I had like 100 birthday cards that I bought myself! I wanted every single person in my town to sign a card. (I know, in my town there is WAY more than 100 people.) What I did was I went to the train station and it took me to a place near my house which was kind of pointless as I could have walked but I thought that was the only way to get there. I just want to point out that the train had no tracks and it was night time so basically it was dark and I was alone near some bushes near my house lol. Ok, here comes the confusing bit: Because I wanted everyone to sign the cards, I HID them in the bushes!????! The REALLY confusing bit is that they were replicas of my black and white toy ducks: (Toys of the ducks in the picture.) Suddenly, I seemed to have unlimited toy ducks! I went home and skipped to morning without going to sleep so it just went from night to day in a second. I said to my dad if I could go to the other train station in town and he said ok so we went and my dad got a free bag of toys for me and my brother. I really wanted one of the toys but I didn't say because I didnt want to seem babyish! The toy was like a girl version of Sonic the hedgehog, it was purple and had bat wings and seemed really cool lol! The train took us to the same place so I stayed and saw my friend Annabelle. She asked me what I was doing so I explained about the cards and toys while she listened. I got to work with my toy hiding when suddenly my dad and brother vanished and some gangsters came along saying they would beat me up. Annabelle is not that strong but she managed to wrestle all of them! I saw the boy I have a crush on (lets just call him "T") and he said Hi to me. T said to the gangsters they shouldn't beat me up when I realized he was one of them! Annabelle got all the gangsters except T and tied them up into a knot. She threw them across the road while I walked home.

Fin

I was driving down 9th street and I could hardly see because I didn't have my glasses on. There were certain cars I couldn't see at all until I was really close to them. I was trying to be careful and I was going to turn right on college, until I ran my car right in between two parked police cars, lights were flashing already, and there were two cars to my right that had been in a little fender bender. I remember the cop standing next to my window and he told me I was still rolling forward, so I pulled my emergency brake and started apologizing. They didn't really care, I guess I was just annoying them so they helped me back my car out.

Then my uncle left his baby somewhere and I had to take care of her, realized it was a boy when changing it's diaper.

I'm trying to finish up an online class but don't know how to save my work so that it's "turned in on-time". I try to get my friend, T, that is also in this class to help me, but he doesn't know either. I ask M and she says that we're going over it with a teacher tomorrow, the teacher's name started with R.

I remember just a frag, an entity showing an image, saying the human race must become:

[IMG]http://ecolibrary.org/images/full_image/Tadpoles_developing_in_eggs_on_leaf_DP822.jpg[/IMG]

Upon waking, I realized the image is a mass of unborn tadpoles floating in outer space.

Jesus said, "You must become a child in order to enter the Kingdom of Heaven." Eggs are symbolic of rebirth. Tadpoles are symbolic of potential for change, or inevitable change. Umborn creatures are symbolic of pure innocence. Also all the eggs, all the bubbles are connected.

MONTULU, THE GREAT DESTROYER OF NOTHING!

I am Montulu, the Great Destroyer of Nothing. I am a giant monster inside my Temple of Nothing on the Green Moon. I grow a beacon out of my head, a beautiful green and gold light. “I AM THE GREAT MONTULU, DESTROYER OF NOTHING. I SUMMON THEE!”
I shoot a dark energy beam to earth to draw dreamers to me.
I see many. I morph into Juargawn, my cat beast self, and am a little angelic and demonic. Atras waves his arms and runs to me. “Hey man. I think I did it? Did I? Is this real? Is this a dream?”
“What do you think?”
“Well everything looks real,” he says doing a nose pinch RC.
“No... wait- I am dreaming. What are you doing in my dream? Is this a shared dream? Is this your dream? Are we in Mexico? Are you an alien? Why do all the people look like animals and aliens and superheroes? Why does that guy look like a talking plant? I am so confused! What is going on? This is amazing! Am a dreaming?” he says looking at his hands. He skin begins to change to a sky blue. “Oh my god!” he disappears.
Windhover appears standing next to me. We are leaning on staffs looking out at all the people. She is wearing a thick white robe with light green on the inside. She has a white wooden staff with leaves growing out of it. She seems tall and very ancient, like an elf queen that has lived for thousands of years, and has very slow emotional changes.
“How long do you think it will take, until we realize we are always dreaming, Nomad?”
“Lifetimes, probably, but at that point, we’ll finally have evolved into full awareness of the fourth and fifth dimensions, and we can exist in all five simultaneously in complete harmony.”
“Hm.. that makes sense.”
She suddenly morphs into a tall woman that looks half Asian and half white wearing a business suit. She sits down at a desk and starts drawing. I create some holograms which dance across the desk. “What is that?” I ask.
“Oh, it’s my visual DJ. I keep this in my dreams to help me remember things I want to draw.”
“What’s this?” she asks, referring to the holograms.
“That’s me, that’s MoSh, that’s Raven, that’s you, that’s Xaphor.... look...”
She looks at the holograms and claps her hands.
“How silly and amusing!”
“Oh, pardon me, I said that in Korean, and yet... I perceive you understood me?”
“Yes.”
“Really?”
“That is how things work in dreams. I am allied with an entity that translates all languages. I take the Babelfish from my ear, and it morphs into a fairy. She divides herself in two, one green, and one red. The red one flies to Windhover, and flies around her head.
“Hello, Fairy! I am waking up. Bye Nomad!”
I bow to her as she fades.
Raven flies down on a broom. “Hey Nomad? What are you doing? I was at Hogwarts. My students, some of them have greatly accelerated and are teaching me things. They have learned how to dimensional travel.”
“That is amazing.”
“Oh, I went to Denn, kicked some orc ass, then I told them, hey, be cool, why don’t we have some brownies and red wine with the humans and such. I infected them with a love virus. It was awesome.”
We high five and laugh.
“So is this shared dream project thing... oh, look at all the dreamers!”
There are many people below running around like ants. Some are building things, some are battling.
“Hey, you!” I shout. “All of you!” They look up at me. “You are all dreaming!”
Most of them do RC’s, and a lot of them wake up. A few of them run up the pyramid. I see Loaf standing in the corner looking up at the sky in silence.
Atras runs up the pyramid, and speaks to me out of breath.
“Oh my God, Nomad, I did the go back to bed thing. I re-entered. Did I remember the dream though?”
“I don’t know. Did you write it down?”
“No? I don’t know.” Atras smacks his head.
‘Why don’t you relax and enjoy the dream?”
Atras sits down and looks at the dreamscape. Flying cars and flying saucers flit about over the jungle canopy as the sun sets on the City of Nowhere.
“It is pretty amazing,” Atras says.
I smile and walk to Loaf. “I like this world. The other wold sucks. It’s a piece of shit.”
“I know how you feel,” I say.
Raven stands next to us, and we silently share healing energy as the sun goes down, and the earth rises.

In my dream I was lying in bed. I actually thought I was really awake. ((bloody FA lol)) I have my eyes closed and can feel my whole body spinning, I can see the blackness going round and round and I think "this is like being on a round about" I can hear my hubby, I open my eyes and sit up. I am in bed and I can see blankets around me instead of my duvet. I look up and I can see lots of pictures hanging on the walls around the bed. I see my hubbys sister to my left and she looks very scared. My hubby says "it's in the pictures" his sister says "Just shout Dad and he will be able to get past it and get out" ((my hubbys Dad died about 4 years ago)) My hubby says "no we can't or the thing will get out", they are both worrying about their Dad being stuck there with it. I am thinking "ohh shit it's the bad spirit and it's followed me again" I have a bad feeling like I sometimes do when I feel that presence in my dreams. I pull a blanket towards me and wrap it around myself, I am scared incase it gets out through the pictures. I decide to lie down, I close my eyes and I think "I'll try and enter sleep paralysis again and then i'll enter a nice dream" i then wake up in RL.

In this dream there are some unrelated parts. I'm not sure if they were different dreams or I just remember parts of one dream. I am going to write it as if it is one dream anyway.


I walk into work at Bluestem and I find that Kevin H. is a supervisor(I used to work with him at a different account).The next thing I remember I am in a room with my family and we are discussing plans. I think we are on some sort of vacation, but everyone seems really hesitant to do anything for some reason.

The next thing I remember I am driving in a city towards a hotel. When I reach the hotel I have to follow someone along a two lane road.

Me and my daughter ((i'll name her S)) are together outside our house (( a different house to our real life one)) We are looking across the road and I can see a small dog, we decide to go over. We are stroking him and kneel down beside him, he is a grey/blackish poodle puppy. I'ts raining and his owners are inside their house, I think "how cruel leaving him all alone outside in the rain" I look into the window of their house, I can see the lady sitting in her chair, she is eating and watching T.V. The dog is clipped to a bush, so I lean over and sneakily unclip his leash from it. The dog gets very excited, I look over to S and give her the nod as to say were going to pinch him lol. We move a little and I take the puppy into my arms we now begin to move away very slowly. I hear a womans voice, I look up and it's the woman in the window, she is speaking to a man and she says " Dad whats them strange people doing walking away with our Max" I quickly clip Max back onto the bush before they notice. The woman and her dad are walking outside onto their garden, it has stopped raining now and the sun has come out. The man was about 57 or so and was in a wheelchair. The woman is quite chubby and about 36 and has long brown hair. 3 kids, 2 boys and a girl have also come out of the house onto the garden, they are talking to the man, I think he is their Grandad, he is swearing alot as he speaks to them, I am disgusted at this and decide I don't like him ((dream skip)) We are back at our house and we are on the front garden, Max was there with us, I looked at S and she said it was ok for him to be here with us. We were about to go inside but then another dog came, his name was Aurevoir ((lol)) He is a white puppy, I take a second look and notice that he is walking on his 2 back legs and he is pulling a cart, he is holding the string in his front paws. His cart had toys in it, he had brought them with him for him and max to play with lol....Max is sitting in the doorway I tell him "Max it's ok for you to go inside" and I gently edge him in. Me and S are stroking both dogs alot and we end up keeping them both.

Dream 2 Fragment:
My daughter J has a bad ear, I take a look and see a nasty cyst on the back of her ear.

For the sake of time and reader interest, I'm only going to record lucid dreams or dreams that are near to that. All other dreams would take too much time to to have to write up, and I cannot see myself being able to consistently log them. So only the good stuff.

So my first lucid dream:

I was in a big room, more like a hall. There was a big fire in the middle, and everything was wooden, like in medieval times. There were stalls along the walls, selling weapons and armour. (RPG players will know how this would look generally). I was watching the character from a top down perspective, at an angle.
He didn't buy anything, as none of the stuff on offer was as good as what he had. Then I was back in my bed. Not a false awakening, it didn't get that far.

A little blue bird landed on my bedside lamp, and I instantly knew he wanted me to turn it on. I hesitated, not wanted to scare him off. When I did, he flew over and landed on my pillow. I leaned in close to hear what he had to say.
"We don't need those merchants, none of them had good stuff anyway"

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He then flew over to my desk, and my room changed. It turned yellow and a waist high ledge cut into the room opposite my bed. Clocks and posters and things appeared on the far wall. I checked my hands and my left had an extra finger. I did a few other R.C.s and concluded rather melodramatically that I must be in a dream. I felt a slight buzzing and jumped up onto the ledge. I considered doing a backflip, but didn't as an extra window had appeared behind me, and I just jumped out of that. I plummeted to the ground, over a desert landscape with a few random buildings, like L.A. or Abu Dhabi, but a little more futuristic. I tried to make it "1916 themed" but that didn't work. I fell and fell until it faded to black, and woke up.

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Cool, calm and collected is how I would describe that dream, I didn't lose it because of over excitement, I think I lost it due to lack of stabilization and a general lack of ideas.

I had a few dreams last night but I don't remember all of them, but one dream which was quite awfull does stand out to me.
I was with other people, we were just hanging out, my hubby was about in my dream but not directly with me. There was a girl, a horrible scary girl, this girl had a grey complection, black messy hair and wide brown eyes, she was attacking people, I knew this because I had been told. We are trying to avoid her but we come across her so I run and hide. ((dream skip)) I am now back with my friends, I go off on my own and I am walking through a hallway, next thing I know she is here, right infront of me then BAMMMM!!! She has hit me in the head with an axe, my god the pain is horrific. She is hitting me again and again, I am thinking to myself "I won't die because it's only a dream so it doesn't matter what she does" She has again hit me one last time and I fall to the floor. I can see blood everywhere, I put my hand to my head and feel a gaping wound I'm thinking "Ohh shit I'm dying, I need help" I can see a group of people that notice me and they come over, I feel dizzy and sick and i'm asking them to help, a woman is picking me up ((dream skip)) I am at the hospital and someone is looking at my head, my head is feeling very, very swollen and fat and also very heavy. I am holding a mirror and trying to take a look at myself, I can see the bottom of my face and it looks HUGE It is also very swollen. It is only a small circular mirror so i can't actually see all my face and head but, what I can see is scaring me. I'm feeling very faint again, I'm gripping onto something trying to hold myself up but i collapse onto the floor. I'm now unconcious but in my head i'm thinking "Just pretend to be unconcious because i'm meant to be" lol ((it's as if i was going along with the dream plot because i knew that was the plan for my dream)) People come and get me and put me on a bed. I'm now awake and my hubby is sitting beside me, I can hear him say "will she live" . I get scared again and i'm trying to speak but i'm feeling very groggy and just end up mumbling to him. A doctor comes and I hear him tell my hubby that he needs to put a drain on my brain to relieve the pressure, at that poing I really do shit myself but think "well if they have to, then they have to" ((dream skip)) I am now up and I am walking around. I have a large white bandage wrapped around my head and I have a tube coming from it, this tube has blood in it so I know that it's draining the excess blood and fluid from my brain. I can also see air bubbles in the tube. ((I see myself in 3rd person thats how I know what I look like))

This is just a fragment of a dream that I remember: I was on a cruise ship. I also had another dream which had something to do with my hubby.

I was walking in a forest which was apparently somewhere in Texas following a guy who always carries a bass with him. It started out being a bass guitar but somehow morphed into a bass drum. He used this to sneak into a marching band drumline behind all the bass drums. People started getting suspicious, and the drumline split off of the band to go deep into the woods. The bass drum guy turned into my brother, Zach, with no more bass drum. He tried following the drumline, but got yelled at by some 40 year old guy. So we both walked away towards the side of the forest where we found a big slide. It was made out of colorful guitar pickguards, Xbox 360s, and those little foam plates in daycares. Zach and I wanted to take this slide to get us to the drumline in the forest.

We took bed mattress' and hopped on the slide with Zach in front of me. We picked up speed pretty fast and I heard the drumline practicing off to my left with us flying by. At that point I didn't care about them and just wanted to see where the slide took us. I eventually started seeing freeway signs above the slide showing towns it led to. The slide went on for a few minutes before it split in two and made us go faster. I told Zach to hold on to the sides of the slide so we won't fall off. I felt like a genius when I said that. We started going at least 40 mph when I saw a ramp in front of us. We picked up speed, but didn't quite make it to the other side. We started falling down forever when Zach yelled, "It's broken!" I woke up instantly with Zach in real life grabbing a plastic bag in my room which i heard in my dream right before I woke up.

This was my first dream where I actually had an urge to write down. I have super vivid dreams every night and I hope I remember to write them down more often.

Where to start...
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HH

I had just finished forming my reploid form around myself and felt a surge of power and pride. I was about to enter the forest and wait at our campsite by the fire so we could fight some orcs together, but it didn't work.
Instead, I was pulled into some sort of room, It would have been cozy had the place felt so uneasy, it was lit by a fireplace, there was a skeleton man sitting in a chair turned away from me, I knew he was a skeleton man because I caught glimpses of him from behind the chair. He was saying something incomprehensible, (although I have trouble understanding speech in HH) He started laughing like an evil villan and the room fell apart. I began falling. I tried jetting out of the place, but the gravity was no use, I tried using the teleportation unit, but it didn't work either.
Out of nowhere, the skeleton man, or a skeleton warrior of some kind, planted daggers into my shoulder blades, dislodging my arms, and struck me somewhere else that I don't remember, rendering my legs usless, and me unable to move.
Another entity, A large, warrior type creature walked up to me and took my energy sword, I could do nothing. This angered me, I may have shouted something, but if I did, he didn't react. I tried to move, to attack him, but I was broken, and he was getting further away. I looked at my body and realized how extensive the damage was. I summoned all the strength I could and pulled myself together (literally) and charged the energy sword on his back. I leaped, grabbed the energy sword, and drove it into his spine. he tried to take a swipe at me, but I was gone. I attacked again, we had a brief teleport exchange. I won by the skin of my teeth, but I won, and sheathed my energy sword.
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Dream

I am fighting something in a forest, I don't remember seeing the face of the enemy I am fighting, but I am fairly sure they are orcs. I come across S, I loan her a spare energy sword so she may fight with more efficiency. I have vague memories of receiving it again after the battle.

-Later on?-

I am walking around up behind my house on my brother's paper route, I notice there is something on my back, I reach for it and pull it out, It's a well made boffing sword (foam sword made for practicing combat without as much pain as wooden swords, or something like that) It's almost too long to wield in one hand, but not quite. It has a skull for a hilt, but otherwise looks like a prop version of my energy sword with a gray and white Halloween color scheme. I draw the other blade, It has the same theme, but much less ornate. I notice how akward it would be for me to fight with two swords, but I don't do anything about it for now. I sheathe my swords, noticing it to be a bit difficult to sheathe the first sword I drew, due to its length, and continue on my way.

I remember the setting of my dream being almost post apocalyptic, or at least the city I was in wasn't doing so well. It was more at night. I was in Florida. I remember hanging out with some of my friends and my brother. We were in some sort of house that I did not recognize. We were in one of the bed rooms. My friend and I were sitting on the bed discussing classes for the upcoming semester, and my brother was sleeping on the other side of the bed. There is a window above the bed that looks out onto a chemical waste river. I noticed some people standing on the other side of the river. They were 2 men and 1 woman. The woman was shorter, kind of puggier, with WAY too much make-up. The man, a more tall, stocky fellow, with sandy brown hair. I glanced at them out the window and returned to my friend. Suddenly I see these knives and throwing stars come at the window. The throwing stars are the size of CDs. The window has 2 planes of glass but the knives break through the first layer easily. I hear an older gentleman behind me say something like "that window has 2 layers, they can't break both." I replied "they've already broken one and the second one is cracked." After I had said that the knives had broken through the second layer of glass. The knives and throwing stars start flying into the room. I began to fend them off and catch them so they would not land and hit my sleeping brother (who for some reason doesn't wake up from any of this.) I start to get real angry because they are trying to hurt us and are putting my brother in danger. They charge the house. Next to the room where we were in is a hall way leading to a door. They come in through that door. My friend begins to fight with them and I know I can take them with no problem (I start to kind of become lucid here) I grab the taller man by the throat and kind of choke him out and toss him aside. I had thought I had killed him. I focused on the girl then, blocking her attacks and fighting her with martial arts moves that I suddenly know. The man I had choked came up behind me and began fighting me too. I was shocked he didn't die. I began to throw their own knives back at them, cutting them yet they still kept coming. I didn't know why they were attacking us. I got the feeling that they were attacking us because of either a complete misunderstanding or for no particular reason at all. I was getting really frustrated, not only because they wouldn't die, but also that they wouldn't leave us alone. I continued fighting the two throughout the house (I didn't know where the other guy went). The fight goes on for what seems like hours. Eventually the fight was taken outside and I was fighting them while gliding above them trying to find a weakness. This is when I became lucid. I knew I was flying and I was like "wait a minute, I am dreaming." I flew to the top of a house. "ok, what was I supposed to do.....oh right, mexico." I stabilized a bit and tried to visualize the pyramid. I manifested a compass so I could point myself in the right direction. I pushed off the roof of the house and shot myself high in the air. I looked down at the still continuing battle. I saw a friend fighting the strangers among a couple of trees (like spruce trees, which is odd for florida). I turned my attention to my destination. I gathered some energy and pushed off making myself fly at super speed. I knew at this speed I would get there in just a few seconds. The scene is a blur as I shoot through the sky....

My alarm goes off and I wake up. >.<

I'm longboarding around a neighborhood with my friend max's pet night hawk on my left hand. He is so chill! I am thoroughly enjoying his company as we pass by a couple blocks. We just came from someones house up the street which by the way is very suburban, much like my hometown in new york.

Around then I realize I am going much too fast!!!

I'm becoming worried that i might fall but it is OK because a hill is coming up where I will slow down. As I'm attempting to keep my balance i swerve slightly into the road (Because I'm trying to stay on the right hand shoulder) and a passing white van hits my night hawk on my arm and I'm like NNOOOOOO, and I crash and my board goes flying off somewhere.

I run to go collect my board and come running back over to little night hawky who is laying in the middle of the road squirming. I am so sad for the bird and I scoop him onto my board and start to jog back to the house where everyone is along with my car.

lucky, the bird is still alive right now just very badly hurt so i break out my iphone and attempt to use my Yelp! app to find a vet, after misspelling vet once or twice (I was simultaneously jogging) I finally find a place nearby to take him.

I arrive back at the house where everyone is and i search frantically for my car because I decided not to get max before leaving, I needed to get this bird attention IMMEDIATELY! The only problem is I cannot find my car, it isnt amongst the other vehicles in the driveway. When I walk up into the garage to ask somewhere about where it is for some reason I have a conversation with Officer Dangle and the big boobed cop lady from Reno 911 about where mine is. Officer Dangle tells me I can borrow his since we can't find mine, but as he tells me I look down and realize that the birdy has died.

That's all I can remember.