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Dream 1
I was doing something with a telescope in a group of people. The others succeeded in doing what the instructor told but I didn't. I saw a camera next to white stairs in a white room. A Chinese man took the camera and aimed it at me. He seemed to dislike me but I'm not sure why. I thought about being a model.
A woman who appeared to be an angel told me I had to fail because I was destined to do something different.

I waited in line at a grocery store. I noticed a guy with black hair and his red haired, Thai mother. He seemed a bit agitated and started to yell about things in life that weren't 'right' and how life could be better. Everything he said resonated with me. His mother got angry at him and also a little ashamed. Everyone else around him also didn't understand and thought he was crazy. This made him sad and he almost cried. I gave him a hug. I thought it was strange to hug a stranger but he didn't seem to care. He smiled a little and had some kind of sparkle in his eyes.

The scene changed and we stood next to a statue close to my house (in the dream but not in real). We walked towards my house. I had a really strong connection with the guy. I thought I was meant to be with him.
I also thought about D and said "I'm sorry" out loud. I cried a little because I could feel his pain.

Dream 2
I'm sitting at a white table at home. A mailman opened the door and delivered a bag of candy. I was confused because I didn't understand why he had a key of my front door.

Dream 3
I was walking in a city with Alex. Everything was white and there were no other people around. Alex told me "it's going to snow on friday and it will be very pretty". I said something about spirituality. He disagreed with what I was saying but I didn't really care.

It was sort of a movie, that I was watching, but I was also there. It took place at the arcade I work at. So that was incorporated to it slightly. It was a musical, and I believe it was the final song. I was expecting Julie Andrews to make a cameo (though I think she was the main actress as well.) So t kept zooming in on people as they sang, there were tons of singers. It was like The Muppets, and I remembered how much I like that movie. There was a little monkey that was really excited when some lady was singing by the front counter. This monkey was her (the main actress) brother or something. and it had a locker in one of the games with a picture in it. There was someone throwing tokens into a game and hitting them down the slot the gave them the most points. the kept doing that, once they got stuck so I drop-kicked the machine. and i went down. I figured out how it should end (suddenly I was directing this thing, or helping). I thought that Julie Andrews should walk towards these mirrors with a microphone, and she hasnt been singing the whole time. The camera zooms in on the mirror and she looks into it "Hello" she says, but no words come out (also aware to the audience is that this part is being filmed, as a movie within the movie). I was explaining this to my brother "So it'll end like The Artist. Well the fake ending... You know! (I guess this movie was The Artist, and the 'real ending' was actually a fake one earlier on, and the movie went on to be in color and sound)The part thats still in black and white, when they're dancing and theyre directing it. I guess its also like the dream sequence where he can't talk"
Then all of a sudden there was an episode of this show.. which was a movie, but now its a show. I realized a lot of the clips from this episode were used in the opening credits. People running around. an old lady shooting a gun into the air. There were people in a room all sleeping around in sleeping bags and talking. There was a lady with many sisters?? or brothers? or a guy with sisters or brothers.. something like that.

Had a really short lucid this morning. I woke up for about 20 minutes and decided to try another MILD as I was still pretty tired.

I was in a big house, looking at the view from the window it made me think I was on the third or fourth floor. The impression I had of the house, even without seeing it from the outside was that it looked like a traditional childs doll house, big pointed triangular roof, white picket fence etc. The room I was approaching was clearly a childs room, all soft colours, soft toys and a crib in the corner.

As I walked through the door, I suddenly became lucid. I have no idea what triggered it, leaning against the wall I randomly told myself 'I'm dreaming' and it worked. So I did an RC, pinching my nose again. I can never remember to do any others for some reason. So far I haven't needed it but I know I should try to use them.

Anyway, I tried shouting 'dream stabilize' and 'clarify' because it didn't feel stable, it felt like I was really dizzy or drunk. Things were blurry and I had trouble walking straight. I'm not sure if that's common. The dream did get more stable after a bit and I began to think about what I wanted to do with my time here. The first thing I saw while looking around the room was a high window showing a bright blue summer sky. The window was really thin but spanning the width of the room. I wanted to fly out of it, not thinking I'd be able to do it, I just lept up, arms in front of me and aimed for the window. Slowly, I glided to the window, almost like I was on a rope. Unfortunately when I got to the window I began to lose control of the flight and went off to the right, nearly crashing into the wall. I gave up on it when I got back to the ground and went to explore the house.

After that I don't remember what happened, I probably started to lose lucidity. As I said it wasn't very stable. But this is the motivation I needed, just experiencing the buzz you get from it has reinvigorated my focus. Hopefuly it'll lead to more success.

I was driving around in Manhattan, and I was just trying to get out of the city so I can hit the interstate and head to my main destination. There were lots of turns on the interstate, and I lost control of my car. I entered a building...and I was trying to cook something in the oven, but the racks were messed up and I was trying to fix them. Next thing I remember was fighting a strong DC. I was mopping the floor with him. I ended up throwing him out of window and he landed in the pond near by. Search and Rescue was already out there, and i knew they were going to come in and try to arrest me.

They tried putting cuffs on my wrists but one wouldn't even fit. I broke the other one, and then I broke the chains and showed it to them. Inside the chains were dead/ almost dead ants. Really weird. Anyway, I told them the next time we meet up that I'd hope we would be on the same team. I headed out of the building, jumped in the air, and rolled across the ground while closing my eyes. When I opened them I was in an entirely different scene. That was pretty cool. It looked like some abandoned amusement park. There were several dogs there, and I think they needed my help

While falling asleep I remember having tiny dream fragments of having really good food in front of me which, every time I tried to eat, tasted like nothing. This was very disappointing. It seems my sense of taste hadn't transcended into the dream world with the rest of my senses.
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9/2/12
I'm playing a game of rugby with my friend Ben, my mum, Slash and Axl Rose (among others). However, the game is played not with a ball, but by playing music [don't ask how!]. As a drummer, I am getting quite a workout (as I usually do) and begin sweating a fair bit, so I turn on a fan I happened to have with me, to which Ben approves.

I was watching some horror movie for some reason. A train was going off track so it wasn't that scary. I was watching it down in my basement, and I went upstairs to get popcorn or something. A few minutes later I came back downstairs, I was very focused on the movie. These two guys were in a forest, hiding from the evil train. As I watched the movie very carefully I kind of melted into the movie. The guys looked terrified. I heard a train come and it splattered one of them. The other guy started crying, with blood from his friend all over him. A few minutes later the train came back the other way. He was almost hit when he fell into a hole very small then popped back out as the train passed over him. Since I realized the train would be coming back I started running. The last thing I remember was looking down at some roots from a tree.

Simple, the answer is. To enter a dream aware, to stay aware while falling asleep, you have. But to find something to be aware of, in order to do so you have.
Easy for, yoda it is, to be aware of the force, yoda just have.
For human, harder he have to be aware of the emptiness, is it.

Of your senses choose one.

Sight, hearing, touch, smell and taste.

Imaginary senses that is.
Build of, each of these is just one small part of what a thought is and built of, therefore what a dream is.

With the hearing most people think, which to do is the easiest, but to stay aware of the hardest.

Easy to stay aware of, sight is something that people normally think is.
But never tried it while falling asleep, they have, and it becomes hard instead therefore. Yes, hmmm.

Humans are used to be very aware of the smell and taste not, and why they cannot think with these senses properly, that is. Yeesssssss. However yoda is used to that either not, so teach you that with a clear conscience I can not. Yes, hmmm.

No longer different that the reality, touch is used in the last step of dream awareness to verify that the thought is.

Only learn by doing, you can, but to focus on the sight for most people it works. Yes, hmmm.

Imagine that when you close your eyes you can see the space and all the stars. Look around you and maintain you awareness on what you see, if you start to think, you are not aware of what you see.

Keep focusing on what you can see, and soon start to be aware of your other senses, you will, and you can start to be aware of those instead. Soon, aware of all your senses, you are, and aware of a dream, when that happens you are. Hmmmmmm.

Tell you about one of my adventure tomorrow, will I. Yes, hmmm.

I don't know if anyone reads these, but I've decided to keep a daily journal of my dreams here because, why not?

This morning I had a dream about a movie called Gaia and it was about these people who drilled to the center of the earth and found this huge fractal entity at the center that was pretty much mother nature I guess, it glowed with a bright green. I was watching all this on a television screen in the dream. Some people almost fell into it but the were hanging on to something. That's all I can remember of that one.

Had a dream were I was running from something familiarly frightening and as I walked out of a house I realized I was dreaming. I started flying but the dream instantly faded.

Had sleep paralysis 2 times but my logic wasn't completely there.

1. Last night I had a dream about arriving in USA, me and a friend.
We were in a mall. I activated my roaming and it said Thailand? So, we were walking , and we noticed that in the middle of the mall was a huge mountain with lifts and lot's of people skying on it. If this is not strange enough to become lucid.... and I didn't.
Suddenly, my mom appeared. SHe acted like she was with us from the beginning. I didn't noticed her sudden appearance, so I went with the dream... At our left was a little shop with candies and teas. I wanted to buy my mother a tea, a lemon tea(she said it's fiber tea). I tasted it because it smelled strange. But when to buy it, my mom and my friend were walking away. I wanted to buy myself a peach tea, but my morals told me I tasted the "fiber" tea, so I'll have to buy it, even if nobody was watching me...me and my morals....


2. After this dream I had another one about my mom telling me we will not be able to go to USA until next year. I was mad, but she tried to comfort me by telling me to thing about my dreams so I'll be able to achieve them next year. I already knew I wanted to be an actor.

First time having caffeine in a long time, and I had a lot
went to sleep at about 3am

All I could remember was being at a table with my family and an uncle of mine talking about shouting me drinks tonight..

not able to get to the pyramids with dream team, I'll try again tomorrow night

Big Brother

The only thing I can describe about this dream, is that it included my big brother. What happened or any details other than that, I do not remember. Tried very hard to find any other information, but it is hopeless. I find it necessary to write down even the smallest bits of information of my dreams, so that I have on record that I at least tried my best.

I am in a house with my Hubby, it's our house but it's a bit different only the dining room is the same. I go into the dining room and push all the chairs back under the table and tidy up. I walk into the kitchen to get a cloth to wipe the table, I walk back to the dining room and when I reach the doorway I nearly have a heart attack because the table has been pushed up against the unit and the chairs from that side have been placed into the Center of the room. I can now feel the bad ghost that always haunts my dreams and I scream "ohhh my god, it's here again!!!!!" I think to myself "this is like the film poltergeist" I shout my hubby to come and have a look and he does. I now run upstairs and feel the ghost thing next to me...it's the most god-awfull feeling in the world!!! It now suddenly goes all dark. I look about the dark room and see candles placed about in there, I pick one up to help me see but now it's changed into a crappy little torch, the light from it is very dull. I make my way back to the dining room...I'm scared because I can feel the really nasty presence so I quickly walk past the dining room so it can't get me. My eldest daughter L comes over and says "weird" I say "why" she says "it went dark as soon as you felt the ghost again". I am now standing at the bottom of the stairs, I'm talking to J, my husbands sister, she has short hair and looks very different, we are waiting for someone to come and get rid of the ghost. There is a glass door to my left and someone suddenly bangs on it. I can see a mans figure through the glass, J shouts "hang on" then he bangs the glass harder but this time he's banging on it with his hammer, I now think "SHIT!!" then J shouts to him "fuckin hang on I said!!!" then he comes in and it's Russell Howard, I then wake up.

Last Nights Dream

There is a big sea and I go into it. There are fish and horrible jellyfish things in there. I don't want to touch them because I think they are dangerous.

I am in a house, it's a tatty old house, it's quite big but it's old and not decorated inside, it's also quite dull and dingy. I am with a bloke, it might be my hubby but I'm not 100 percent sure but I do know he's my partner in my dream....Yes it's my hubby, I just remembered anyway....we have to sell our house and me and my hubby are getting everything we can to take with us, well we're looking anyway but we haven't really got anything lol. I suddenly remember about the blood on the carpets upstairs, I'm not sure what the blood is from but I think it may be from us murdering someone! We are both rushing and I say to my hubby "hurry up, they will be here soon!" I run upstairs and look at the manky brown carpet on the landing and I can't see the blood. I kneel down and pull the carpet up to see if the blood has soaked through to the floor boards but it hasn't. I go downstairs and see blood dripping from the ceiling, I now panick because I know if the people moving in see it we will get caught, I'm petrified! My hubby shouts "quick..there coming" he comes to get me and I'm crying, he says "what's up?" I say "I'm really emotional..I love this house so much and I don't want to leave it" then I wake up.

Dream Non-lucid

There I was, inside of this purple room. It was a game room where you could ride roller coasters, play videogames, play pinball, and everything else that you can dream of. My friend, Lindsey, has always wanted to listen to dubstep, so I tell her to go to the roller coaster and I will chose the song. She went on, and I went up to the person that was controlling all of the lights, music, etc. When I was next to him, I saw that he was on a ledge. On my left was purple stairs, and right in front of me was a purple rail. The man, which was supper old, was controlling a computer that was white on top of a purple stand. "Can you please change the song to umm... Neopolitan Dreams," I asked the old man that was on the computer. He opened up a software that he was using to open the songs. I started to head away, and was about to get onto the roller coaster when I heard that it was the original. I was all confused, and I guess that Lindsey could tell because she said, "Is it the wrong song?". "Yeah," I replied as I stepped out of the cart I was in. I headed back up to the old man and said, "I mean the dubstep remix." He opened up Firefox, and sighed. I guess he didn't have the song on the software. I headed back to my friend, and hopped into the roller coaster. I then woke up.

Dream Fragment Non-lucid

My details are very hazy, but I am trying to remember it the best as I can. I was on a map, I can't remember the name, on Call of Duty. My friends and I were talking about submarines. We would also drive the submarines, even though we were not underwater.