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Though this is actually my 4th time getting lucid it is my first post here. Before I went to bed that night I remembered something someone said on the forums. Try counting and repeating your dreaming while going to bed. So I did just that and around 60 I started thinking of random things and loosing count, thinking it was weird I started loosing track so easily I decided to open my eyes. When I opened them I was at my friend's house and automatically realized I was dreaming. I told him I had to go to the bathroom and started thinking what I should do while I was there. Since this thing was really interesting I decided I would go along with the dream. He had a ton of old news papers there and wanted to play a trick on someone with them. So I went looking through them and found one with a portrait of my whole family on there from when I was in 5th grade. And there was a home video in it of me at the fair. So I watched it and lost lucidity for a minute and I turned into the 5th grade version of myself and was at school with a friend, after that I was getting driven home at night and remembered I was dreaming. I wasn't too excited and I looked at the window and was amazed how clear and life like everything was. Then I tried to turn around in the seat to look out the window and everything got really really blurry. I tried to look back then the car disappeared form beneath me. Then for some reason I closed my eyes and when I opened them I was in my bed wide awake.

For some strange reason these parts of this dream stick out to me the most. And please note that I am jumping right into what I can remember, so please excuse if you don't know what is going on. I don't either.

I waved at my friend. "Hi, Kim, do you remember me?" She nodded and I looked over. She had another friend in the car with her. I recognized her too, but couldn't remember her name. She stepped out of the car, and was dressed in a pretty wedding dress. 'Why is she at Safeway then?' It didn't matter. Soon we were driving to a restaurant, her fiance was there, so we had to leave.

I apparently said that we should go see a movie and so we suddenly were in someones house watching a chick flick. I hate chick flicks so wanted to change it when everyone fell asleep. I laughed as the last person fell asleep. She was my girlfriend, (not the one I have now) and was very cute. I decided that I was going to put something else in, when it changed automatically. 'Cool!' My girlfriend woke up and was bitching. "Allison, I really wanted to see that!" So I changed it back! The powers you have could with your mind! She said thanks and kissed me. I got really excited. Raven would be so jealous when I showed her what I could do. 'Wait... could this be a dream?' I contemplated that for a second before... I woke up!

I was in a WAL-MART with a case of root beer in small bottles I was trying to sell them for 10 bucks each. Then 5, and then 1. I then went to the car and carefully put the root beer in the back. Next thing I know I am in the backseat of the car with a CD in my hands it says "Pray" on the top right side.. Mom then asks if I want to do a 4th of July youth thing that I didn't do last year..

Spoiler for bad dream:

I went to visit mom at the old house I used to live at. In this dream. I am an adult and mom looks like the mom from "Step Brothers" I look to my right and mom is in the hall, she says "Have you been masturbating much lately?" I didn't reply. I then walked into my room and I saw mom change the calendar page, I asked her what month it was and she replied "July" and just then I looked at the calendar and saw that it said July..

I then looked around my old room and asked her if anyone had gone through my old toys she replied no... She then left the room and I looked inside this collapsible cloth barrel, I dig to the bottom and find a pink dildo that I had stolen from the neighbors house in another dream. I then put it in my pocket and the dream ended..

Day 2: No LD's last night, and again, 7 dreams recalled.

The most unclear was something about looking in a freezer... I don't remember what was in it.

(I have 2 bearded dragons in my room, and I occasionally dream about them) The next one, one of my dragons was standing up on its hind legs (something they can't do IRL). It was my smaller one, but in my head I knew it was my bigger one(??). I tried to lay him down but he resisted. I was in my basement, then later another dream I was in my room with him. He tried eating a little piece of styrofoam but I opened his mouth and I think he dropped it.

Another dream I had an extra tank(reptile tank), as I often have the wrong number/size of tanks in my dreams. It was empty, except for a bunch of very large crickets(more things that aren't the right size). I then realized that I had this tank for keeping 3 or 4 baby bearded dragons(not IRL). And that the crickets must have gotten so big because they weren't eaten so they had lived for too long. I couldn't see the baby bearded dragons, and worried they had died or were starving because their food was too big. I put my bigger dragon in the tank and he began eating the crickets. Then my smaller one was out of hers and in this one too(??). The larger one chased her for some reason and I separated them.

I then dreamed I was watching a weird show that my stepdad had put on. I didn't know what it was, but as I looked closer it was an old man on a rocky shoreline. He was trying to protect it or something, and was earth bending to push back the tide and make the land stick out further??

Another fuzzy one: I was in my basement with my pull up bar set up, and asked my friend if she had ever heard of a ______ (I don't remember what I said, just that it was something made up). She thought for a second and said something about a pull-up. I said yes and jumped up to the bar(its easily reachable IRL) and did a weird type of pull up(??)

Then I was in some sort of apartment complex and didn't know who lived there. I entered someone's apartment because I thought a friend had told me to but no one was with me(??) It was small and I didn't look around, but went outside on the walkway(it was the second story). I went up the stairs to the third floor and got on the roof, then down, then back on the roof again. I'm not sure why... I got down and went back into the apartment and the bed was in the main room for some reason, and I contemplated doing a backflip off of it. (I can do them IRL) But then I heard them coming home and I slipped out the back door. I went down and looped around another building, then back to the front of the building, although I should have just left. The door was open and it was my friend, in the same room I was just in except it had moved from the second floor to the ground floor(??). I suddenly had a balloon/stick thing in my hand. It was one of a pair that you bang together at sports games to make noise. I had some about 6 years ago, not sure if they make them anymore. This should have been a dream sign, because it just appeared in my hand. It was his, and I said something weird like, "did you lose this?" so they wouldn't think I had been in their apartment. But then I heard my phone get a text message, and my cell phone and car keys were in his apartment(??). He was laughing but knew I was in there and said, "what did you do?" and then there was a really weird lady there and she said it again, "yeah, what did you do?" and the dream ended.

My final dream was a false awakening, and I started writing down these dreams in my dream journal. I woke up later to see the page blank and started over.

This trip was a bit different and longer than my previous. I took three hits of a new 20X that I revived in the mail. I took them all 15 minutes apart from each other, but in the end they all blended together.

I took my first hit in my pitch black room. This stuff was really powerful because it knocked me onto my bed and I started seeing the orange energy like I normally do. He was talking to me. I wanted to ask him some questions, but they were forgotten by his presence. Everything was forgotten about my past life. All that mattered was who he was. I started coming back to the present and could still feel his presence in the room. I felt that there were others in the room, but not in my dimension. I later listened to my recording and found that was actually talking. I said that I knew who he was, but who was he? I told him it was just him and I in the room and he was telling me nothing new. Then I said his name. Ohm - Bosh - Lek. I suddenly remembered saying his name and the power I felt behind it. I remember that when I said his name, I felt a strong gust of wind behind me.

I then proceeded to take another hit while the room was still spinning.

I was instantly knocked onto my bed and fully paralyzed. At that point I had forgotten that I took salvia and was frightened. I tried to hard to move, but all I could was breath and watch the energy. I felt the feeling of being ripped into a thousand pieces and squashed into another reality. This was not as pleasant as the other experiences. I finally accepted what was happening and relaxed. I don't remember too much of what happened.

At some point I turned the tv on and put of meditation music. The music was the sound of water moving and really relaxing music. I took another hit and instantly became an energy and started flying through the universe. I wanted to try to elongate this effect and laid completely still. I was traveling to incredible places. Finally the feeling stopped, but I continued the meditation. I ended up at a stream. This stream was very real and I think this was a combination of HI and salvia because I was laying in this position for over 20 minutes without moving. I realized that I knew this stream from somewhere. There were brilliant spots of energy flowing through this river (its almost like a river in space. Its impossible to describe) The energy's would leave the stream of life to enter a new born body. When that body dies, the energy goes to the source. It made me think that we are this energy. We were never born and we never die. Our bodies are just hosts and that when we die, our consciousness separates and goes back to its original source. It was the most incredible feeling.

Some time later I was still meditating and was laying in a stream that was floating down a river. It was sunny and the grass was really long. I realized that I must be in a dream and extreme HI. This was interrupted by my ex barging into my house demanding to see my dog. I was completely sucked out of the meditation and back to reality

Slept between 12:00a-11:00a

Car thieves
This dream was part of a slightly longer dream, but I can't remember what came before this scene. I vaguely recall being with Dad and my brother, Mike. I had to go out to the car, to drive somewhere (I don't drive IRL - no license). As I was putting stuff into the car, two guys approached. They were trying to be all friendly, but I got some bad juju from them (DS = criminals).

They started coming into the car (from the backseat, I was in the front seat, but turned towards the back). I remember stabbing one of the guys in the arm with a fork. Repeatedly. It sank deep into his skin and he just laughed at me. I remember screaming, "What kind of freak are you?! How is this not hurting?!!"

House patrol
I was at a house with some guards, including Cliff and Rachel. Cliff and some other guard went into the house to patrol it (I vaguely remember hearing it was haunted). I was chatting outside with Rachel while we waited for them.

Rescue dog adoption
I had planned to adopt a rescue dog from the shelter. I saw the dog out the window, coming up to the house. He was a gorgeous gold retriever. I went outside to greet my new friend. We sat on the porch and I was petting him and fussing. He got a little riled up and wanted to play fight. I was a bit afraid he might get bitey, so I commanded him to sit and stay, by touching his nose. He did so, quite obediently. I said, "Calm down."

"I'll behave!" the dog said. For some reason, I was not surprised he was communicating with me ??? "Thank you for not hitting me," he said, somewhat sadly. "My previous owners would just hit me if I started misbehaving, but I'm really a good dog!"

This made me cry and I gave my poor dog a big hug.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Teleporting is hard.

I'm standing by a river. The sky is bright blue, and the dry grass is long and yellow. I'm looking up at the sky, staring at an illusion that's some kind of sculpture, a clue into my quest during this dream. (This was a long and meandering dream, but I don't remember most of it.

I'm the producer for a play. It's going well, but during the middle of it, Harley Quinn and the Joker show up and start dancing. The crowd cheers, and I'm not sure if this is part of the play or if the characters actually showed up.

"Write as if it was my plan all along." - written in journal

There's a parkour club in Quickton. I tag along.

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I'm Harry Potter, fighting Voldemort. He sends me into an alternate dimension, and I have to get back to my friends. There are death eaters in the buildings around us, raining down stunning spells as if they're snipers. "If you get hit seven times, you're dead," says my companion. I deliberately get hit by stunning spells, counting, and they send me back to the previous dream.

The windows are leaking. We have to stop it because the magic could get in. We're holding the building against Voldemort, but it's going to be destroyed soon anyway, so we do a quick job. Hermione staples stucco wire under the windows, and I use an air nailer to keep the frame in place. The way that I'm holding it in the dream would probably break my hand IWL.

I'm either Harry or Voldemort, fighting the other one. "Expelliarmus! Expelliarmus! Expelliarmus!" I shout, matching the other character spell for spell, effectively blocking them. I realize I'm probably Voldemort. "Avada Kedavra!" Seriously, these spells are kind of hard to remember.

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One of Ben's friends, a guy my age, is pissed because I just told him off for something. He throws a few punches my way, but always misses. He attacks me in earnest, throwing punches hard and fast. I block them easily, redirecting them in circles. One punch hits me, but I barely feel it. The guy is getting more and more frustrated.

Finally, my brother pulls him off me, and we go rob a grocery store.

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FA. I wake up in a house that resembles my rental in Squamish. Ben and my cousin Reg are in the basement. I look at my right hand and count my fingers. They're blurry, and my fourth and fifth fingers keep fading into one another. Weird. This doesn't feel like a dream. I try to remember a more dependable RC, and pinch my nose. I can still breathe, but shouldn't I be able to anyway? No, wait. I have my mouth closed. I really am dreaming. I wonder if the boys are gonna go all nightmarish on me.

I think back to my lucid goals. 1) Talk to a DC on a phone. 2) Find Hazel. 3) Teleport. I go to pick up the landline, but change my mind and grab my cell phone beside my bed. I call someone; I don't remember who. I talk to them and hang up. I type into my contacts for Hazel, but the number isn't there. I phone information, ask for Hazel. The woman on the other end tells me crabbily that there are a lot of Hazels in the world, which one do I want?

"The one from DreamViews, obviously."

"This number is not in service."

It's night outside. My mom is sitting in the car, apparently waiting for Ben. She has some weird emo-style haircut, and I'd be more weirded out if I didn't know this was a dream. I use telekinesis to lift up the fringe over her eye, checking for zombieness. Obviously, I'm not completely lucid. Ben leaves the house, catches a ride with my mom.

Reg is still here. I have my hand outstretched, focusing on wherever Hazel might be. I'm trying to draw myself there so I can teleport. I turn around briefly.

"How do I teleport?" I ask the DC.

"How the hell should I know?" asks Reg. He pauses and sighs, "Just... stay like that for a while. Until you wake up."

"Or it works?"

"Like hell."

The dream starts fading into different solid colours, and I wake up back in the Squamish-room.

I hand check again. Most of my fingers are missing. I pinch my nose. Still dreaming.

I go outside and there are a bunch of dogs on the porch. There are also a bunch of people talking about their pets.

Telephone, Take 2. Scare Factor: 2.

Dreams Recalled: 7

4 or 5 were in the same place, but the people, situation, feeling, lighting, time of day, etc. kept changing. Not sure what counts as a separate dream but I recalled 7 distinct events.

I was in a house, one I had never been to. There was a guy my age that I had met 3 or 4 months ago when I stayed in a frat house for a few days at a college I might transfer to. He was talking to a woman about not wanting to give up/share his room. They didn't talk to or look at me, but I assumed me and family were staying there and he had to sleep on the couch or something.

Then I was outside for some reason. I think I was at the same house but I'm not sure... I was pulling weeds and 3 of my friends drove up. I talked to one for a couple seconds and the dream ended.

I was then in a different house I think... I was training for some kind of fighting in the living room. I had strange, large pads on my forearms and was blocking strikes from someone. There were girls my age on the couch watching tv but I didn't recognize any of them. I picked up some things off the floor in front of them, but I don't know why. Then I was watching a commercial on the tv, but the screen filled my vision and I couldn't see anything else. I don't remember what the commercial was about.

Another dream I was still inside, but unsure if it was one of the previous houses, or a different one. I was in the kitchen and it was now night and dark outside and inside as well. I felt the presence of a threat outside, and somehow knew that a villain from Batman, Poison Ivy, was outside and trying to get us (WEIRD!). There were no lights on in the house, and a small girl was near me. She was only 4 or 5 years old. She went into a dark room and I tried to tell her not to, but out of my fear I left her and went back into the kitchen.

Another dream I was texting a female friend of mine, who seemed very interested in me, which made me happy but the dream ended quickly.

And lastly, although I think this was my first dream of the night... I had fallen to sleep wanting to have a lucid dream, but didn't know what I wanted to do. I went with the first thing that came to mind: earth bending from avatar: the last airbender. I was a big fan of the show when I was younger. Not only was my dream NOT lucid, and I couldn't earth bend, but I ended up being attacked by 3 earth benders. >.<


My first night of trying for a lucid dream, no luck. Happy with 7 recalled dreams on my first dream journal entry however.
I'm copying this over from a written one I keep next to my bed.

My new house was supposly under construction, so we move in with the p0sadas for a little while, i remember when we are in the parking lot i see gaby l0retdemola there playing lacrosse, then i ask him if theres a gym here , hes like yea there is. Then i start to walk up the stairs to go into their apartment and then there were these two stairs one going up and going down, so then i go up when i went up i saw this wierd lacrosse stick with this green stiching on the side of the stairs and there were some stuff on the stairs also. Then i go inside and i put the laptop on this desk to play wow, and iam scared that my cousin is gonna come in with one of his friends and think iam a loser idkk why. Then iam playing and we are raiding, and then i die and japr says that iam an idiot, then i said that it was the lag that my computer screen froze.

Auditorium

We were all in the auditorium in my school, and someone started to call some people up to say jokes, first they called fr9aank 0liva, when they called him everyone was like thats soo gay because hes not funny, then d&anny @lvarez went up and he started to say stupid jokes. Then i sat more in the front, and i was starting to think if anyone came to like massacre us and kill us i was close to an exit.Then i started to talk to my mom and c@li was on the row in front of her, he thought i was talkign to him and then he was like what? then i was like no iam talking to my mom. Then i got the idea that he thought that i was talking shit about his mom, then i was obssesed to see if there was a gym anywhere to work out!

Let it be known that I once again did not miss my dream signs! I think they've really settled in now!

I started off in my school(DS). It was the last day(my actual last day was about a month ago). I was in the auditorium and I was sitting next to my friend Victor(DS). I randomly found a hover board. I got on it and flew around. I got in a lot of trouble. So, I finally realized I was in a school and became lucid. I completely forgot to do the task of the month. So, I rubbed my hands to get more clarity, but then I had a false awakening! Luckily, I DEILDed, even though I wasn't actually awake. I ended up in the same dream. This time I didn't rub my hands.

"Screw clarity."I said. Then, I tried the door method, and it worked! This was the first time I tried it in over four months. Ha! Soon, I had another false awakening! This time, the false awakening woke me up for real. Oh well, now the task of the month will have to wait.

Well, finally had a brief bit of lucidity.

~NonLucid~ ~Lucid~ ~Scene~

(fragments) I was in a house, like a naboo one, in a circular garden. The floor is covered in soft grass, and the walls are brilliantly white. I then appeared to be low level lucid riding on the back of something. Lucidity then ended...

...I was in a large shower, naked, and a group of people were at the entrance, but they were looking away...

...something about an evil construction company...

...woke up.

Note, in this dream my senses where fairly scrambled, I'm still not sure If I got the order of events correct.

I was at my grandmothers house. I was talking to a being that I could tell was much stronger than me. I think it either told me about, or showed me a gargantuan demon that feeds on dreams, the reason that most people forget their dreams when they awaken.

I am back at my grandmothers house, a portal appears and someone I know walks through, although I have no idea who it was, I could tell they where friendly. they say something about going fishing, I agree to go.

we walk through the portal and the next thing I know, I am sitting down with a fishing rod. there is one person to the left of me, and several people to the right, one of them is playing the guitar.

I can't tell if the next part actually happened or if I just imagined it.
someone to the right of me caught a whale, then I either got pulled in, or caught a killer whale.

I sense a giant black creature, it has several eyes and mouths. I can tell that it is in the water, so I take my feet out.

I start to get engrossed in the guitar music, I can feel strings wrapping around my mind. I ask them to stop playing for a minute, they oblige. I feel the dream slipping, so I attempt time dilation. I visualize a clock, 12 hours to 24 hours to 48 hours. at 24 hours, I feel my body getting tight, at 48 hours, I'm completely paralyzed.

False awakening.

I am in sleep paralysis at my grandmothers house in the guest bed. I broke out of it with pure strength, I felt good about myself. I got out of bed and woke up for real.

Hey Dreamers.

Last night I dreamed as was going to a performance Of Phantom of the opera. I could see everything clearly. Props on the stage, the audience. Even cracks in the walls. It was a small room, and I was at the very back. The first act past without incident. At intermission, my friend who I've known a long time races up to me and says we have just enough time for a bath.

She brings into the next room, which looks just like my own bathroom and we begin to wash up. Barely 30 seconds later, the lights in the room dim. I know this means act 2 is starting. Act 2 starts, and a minute in two guys in white bring in this kid. He sits next to me. He starts really acting up.....yelling, pulling my hair, tipping over chairs. I grab him and put him in like a sleeper hold After he's out like a light, the two men in come back in and carry him off. One says thank you.

The dream changes now. I'm looking through a peephole in a door. I see an old woman. I'm an assassin and my job is to kill this woman. I don't know why. I walk in the room and pull out some wire. I notice she's humming Leonard Cohen's Hallelujah. I wrap the wire around her neck and say great song......no hard feelings. Just then a younger woman enters and says leave my mom alone. It's to late though the old woman is dead.

I turn to the younger woman kick her in the gut and spin her around. I take out a syringe. I say sorry love, and inject her. She falls to the ground convulsing and vomiting, her skin melting off.

I wake up.

I must say the first part was amusing. The second part creeped out

Mick

I was by 2 people, one guy i normally see in my work we suspected of stealing in real life. he was with a woman, and they both had a cart full of groceries walking outside. i was right behind them and grabbed both of them by the shirt. i picked up the woman and flung her over m y shoulder and had the guy by the jacket so he couldn't run and i brought them both in, i was afraidmy knees would give out from the weight. i brought them to the bakery dept but the guy ended up disapearing when is et the girl down soemhow. the guy turned into the cake decorator at my work.

In another part of the dream me and my girlfriend were at my sisters house. and for some reason i was at a table. I just remember her asking me if i was moving stuff in her house. in some attic type looking thing.

I'm hoping i ahve another lucid soon