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I was in my new apartment and my best friend (I'll refer to him as Steve) was there too. I don't know what we were doing there but I noticed that in the corner of the room there were multiple guitar amps. Since I play the electric guitar, I wasn't surprised at first, until I realised Steve's amp was there too. At first I was really happy because the amp I brought to my new apartment broke down and I could therefore borrow Steve's amp. However, I then realised another amp which I recognised as the large amp I own which should've been at my parents' place, not at my new apartment. I then realised instantly I was in a dream, but I then started explaining to Steve why this situation was bullshit. I explained that my amp isn't really here in waking life and that the dream messed up by placing it there and I showed Steve that I could confirm the dreamstate by counting my fingers. I counted five at first, but looking away and back to my hand I noticed that my middle-finger was now only half-sized, looking away and back I had four fingers and repeating this once more I had three fingers. I then exclaimed that I confirmed the dreamstate and I then went out to do stuff [CENSORED]. Don't judge me

Anyway the lucid part of the dream felt really long. I know the dream lasted about an hour and the majority was spent lucid (as far as I can tell). I seemed to kinda doubt my ability to control the dream however, as some things I also tried to do didn't really work and I felt like I wasn't powerful enough.

I dreamed that I was another person talking to myself who was sitting with my dad at a cafeteria. I talked about the end of the world and other things, which my dad scoffed at. I reminded him that our world was plunged into apocalypse and had only recovered, which made him go quiet.

1. I was inside of some sort of college building sitting at a table with A. I remember just thinking "I can't believe she's really here." Everything about her was just how she was in waking life. Her smile, her eyes, her soft voice, her personality; everything. We sat and talked for what felt like a really long time and I remember us just really connecting again like we used to a while back. At one point we both got up from the table and started walking around. Somehow we got on the topic of our ages. "You're only one year older than me Cory" she said playfully. "Not even that A, it's only a month remember?" I said as I teased her over her mistake. "Well I'm 18 and you're 19" she told me. I agreed even though her birthday is literally a month after mine and is coming up soon.
I remember that we continued to talk a while longer while walking out of the room that we were in, into the main area of the building. "You never told me what you were majoring in" I said. "I'm majoring in business and I'm going to transfer to U of H after Lonestar" she told me. "Holy shit, we're majoring in the same thing and transferring to the same college. I'm definitely going to make her mine" I thought to myself. As we approach the exit of the building I ask, "So do you want to go on a date?" I asked her. "You know how I feel about that Cory" she replied. Just then I remembered how she had just recently broken up with her boyfriend so I realized how she was feeling. "Don't worry there won't be any feelings. It'll be just us two getting food and nothing more" I told her. "Okay fine" she said with a bright smile. I always fell in love with her smiles; especially the way her eyes smiled with her. I just couldn't couldn't get my mind off of how beautiful she was.
As we continued on our way out of the building I remember making her laugh a lot. At this point I was just so happy to see her again and everything was perfect. As we walked out of the building we came to some sort of marketplace with tons of food places. The sky was overcast and it was a little cold, yet all around the marketplace there were torches lit. This just made everything more dreamy than it already was. For some reason I turn around and look back at the building. When I turn back around she's gone.

"she is like the wind."

20.11.2016

(DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I kept waking up during the night due to noises outside our room. I think this made me a bit more conscious during the following dream.

I was home, being taken hostage. There were several people taken hostage as well. We were lead upstairs and lined up in front of a wall. I knew two of the people in front of me; they made me realize they wouldn't shoot me but I had to pretend to be shot. They aimed at us, and shot. I dropped to the ground along with the people next to me. Some were bleeding, I wasn't hit. I stayed still and waited for them to leave.

I stood up and realized it was all a dream. I pulled out my double helix sword in case they were downstairs, but they were gone. I saw Fiona, and then turned around and got really happy when I saw Tonka. I ran up to him and hugged him. His texture and smell were exactly the same as when he was alive. He looked old, the way he did during his last couple of months of life. I decided to picture him younger. Now there were two Tonkas; one old, one adult. I once again tried to imagine him even younger, and then there were three. Old Tonka, Adult Tonka, and young Adult Tonka. I hugged them all and wished I could take them back with me to the waking world.

I went outside and Fiona followed me, while Tonka(s) stayed behind. I took off, it was night time with the sky displaying a beautiful tone of purple. Fiona looked at me from the ground. I made her levitate but she didn't know how to control her flight. I grabbed her and started flying around holding her, she was extremely light compared to her 100lbs in waking life. We circled the neighborhood a few times and then came back home. I saw my mom and my brother seated in the backyard. They told me to be careful.

I lost lucidity and can't remember how the dream continued.

19.11.2016

(DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was staying in the MR Hotel with my gf. I woke up several times during my sleep and was able to fall back asleep right away. At some point I woke up into SP/HIs. I waited a bit and tried to get out of bed.

I stood up and plugged my nose to confirm I was dreaming. I walked towards the window. Carolina was asleep behind me. I opened up the curtains, it was daytime. I got close to the window and felt the cold air outside. I phased through it and landed outside. I tried to remember what the ToM was but had no clue. I remembered the October one, and put my hand in my pocket as I walked across the street. I pulled out a pink dildo and laughed. I shoved it into some random DC's mouth and found it hilarious. There were dozens of DCs walking around. I walked towards a tent and had a FA.

It was evening, I went to my car that was parked in my backyard and turned the engine on. The car started driving backwards on it's own, and I stopped it just before hitting my house. Mother went out of house and started shouting at me. I drove froward, barely passing backyard gate, then I reversed, crashing with something and breaking front window. I finally parked the car and left it, mother said that she wanted to place something on wheels.

Yesterday I had a power issue in my house so I just was able to say only that but here my dream from yesterday where I needed to pee before I fell asleep but I was so tired I fell asleep anyway.

Non-lucid: People are in the beginning stages of turning into zombies I think. That is the close I can figure out but they didn't look like they were injured in anyway but they had become very violent & distant & just plain were acting weird. I was in a nice bar that served food too. Also there is a big park outside. We are stealing food by slipping in through a second entrance through the huge bathroom in the back. This repeats a whole lot. I continuously feel like I need to pee but I just keep going on these trips even though a bathroom is right there over & over. This was a long dream w/ us going through the park & back to the bar like place. (Meesha Cat woke me up so, that was that.)

Today my dreams were just to hard to hold on to. I'm just becoming so busy that I'm exhausted but only get small amounts of sleep. Friday we wrapped up helping our son by a car & took it too him at school then we all drove back to our house where we had went to buy a new tv & stand which is our gift to ourselves & for the grand kids so they can now watch Netflix & DVD's w/ it. Most of today will not be much rest either. More preparing for family for Thanksgiving & my poor husband went to work for his second 6 day week w/ crazy overtime.

I dreamed that I was a mattress that became sentient after a mad scientist infused his evilness in me. I move around by having my soul pick up my body and carry me around. I walked towards some scientists and they found me funny. They discussed about the circumstances of my creation and wondered how a mattress can be evil.

Must log tomorrow. Power issue.

I chant a mantra as I go to sleep saying "I will complete the TOTM tonight."
However, I did not know I was going to do it non-lucidly!


Fragment:
I ask a DC a new way to fly. He tells me to run quickly, then thrust my legs upwards behind me, and I would be thrusted forward.

I am so excited! Had a lucid dream last night for the first time in months and it was awesome!!!
It was quite long and I managed to do quite much... I flew for a bit but need to improve my skills, felt very clumsy . I tried to do a bit of yoga and that was fantastic! My body got superlong and limber like a snake!
I also tried to drink a magic potion wich turned me into a dog for a minute. Then I entered a private room and decorated it with pink pillows everywher. Then I conjured 2 flying carpets for me and my friend and also conjured a delicious vegatarian buffet that I didn't have time to eat before I woke up.
Oh and I conjured golden solar light and filled up my body and aura that felt fantastic!

Morning of November 19, 2016. Saturday.



The roads are lightly flooded, though not to an extent that makes Toby’s driving problematic. Toby cheerfully talks of continuing to drive straight on the present road to where we may be arriving at a shopping mall, though he turns left instead after giving information to a traffic cam that he will not be turning. This puzzles me and I am not sure of his motive. I consider that he may not like the idea of being tracked by GPS and may believe that what he said will somehow fool the cam despite the GPS.

We go up a gradient after turning left and of which is somehow more flooded than the main road and turn off, which of course is not possible as the water would flow downward. The sense of motion in going through the shallow water is very relaxing and peaceful.

Soon, Toby is suddenly near a building in the distance, as if he had teleported from his car. There are a few times after this scene when the car seems to be driving itself. It is my task each time to bring the car to Toby. The very lightly flooded streets bring a sense of calmness to the location, though there is a slight annoyance at times over Toby teleporting from the car while driving and then us having to find him to take his car to him. At one point, he even seems slightly annoyed when he teleports to the end of a street and has to wait for us to bring his car to him.

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Understanding the real reasons for dream features and events:

My dream state initiation autosymbolism for this dream is water induction, my most common form, at least one dream per sleep cycle for over fifty years, as water is autosymbolism (as well as an auto-scripting factor from an understanding of the dream state) for the essence of sleep, muscular release, and the absence of emotion in unconsciousness.

Toby is the driver and in this case is my personified unconscious (which is not as common as the personified preconscious for biological reasons, as most people naturally fall asleep but in contrast require RAS mediation or RAS modulation to wake), and as we are moving through water, it is autosymbolism for my physical body requiring more sleep, as it is not fully a boat. Toby being the driver has no waking life significance in this case and is rendered as a deeper induction thread, as I have not seen him in real life since we were teenagers. (In fact, Toby is rendered as such because he does not represent a factor of waking life, to prevent flawed neural gating and false memory association.)

Is turning left and going up a gradient significant? Yes, as typically autosymbolism being oriented to the left is reinduction (when I sleep on my left side). However, going up implies an emergent consciousness factor. As a result, the traffic cam can only represent RAS mediation itself, and the water being illogically deeper higher up is based on a subliminal attempt to suppress the emergent consciousness factor. My dream plays out a skewed reinduction loop, somewhat like the opposite of a false awakening. My body wants to sleep more deeply, but there are subliminal environmental or biological distractions. That is basically all this dream signifies. Thank you for reading. Anything that you feel needs additional explaining, feel free to ask.

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I start off in an early dream about my Grandma. I am aware that she is dead and is wondering how she is here. She is in a bathroom and I see her face. It looks like her and then she comes out of the bathroom from what looks to be a shower and enters my room. She lays down on my bed and I have no problem allowing her to do so. After sometime my Grandma turns into Mr.B, an elderly man we took care of IRL who has now passed. He was a completely different story. He was arguing with me about something and I took my notepads, drawings that I was working on and got out of the bed that I was now back in. For some reason I was thinking about the time where we, me and my mom, had to change him and he would fight with us and try to grab his nasty diaper. Glad that didn't happen. But I did end up seeing him with an open, one in his hand.

After that part of the dream I find myself in a new dream that had chained off of the one I just had. I'm still laying in bed and it is a whole new ball game. Instead of the lit room I was in with my Grandma, I'm now in a very dark room, laying on my back. There is a voice narrating something scary but have no clue what it is yet the place began to feel cryptic. I am like 1% lucid and think about one of my toys, Omega Supreme being on my back to activate an arousal dream. I felt something appear on my back but I knew that it was not him, it just felt way too light. I seen a scary dead tree branch appear above me and it rested on my shoulder.

Now my lucidity has increased much more and for some reason I was thinking about Ironman and was in some kind of place with white lights and a school feel. I,m with a person and she is very strange acting. It seems like she is out of it a lot and I had seen her before. She can get very confused and get lost. So with my lucidity slowly increasing I needed to do something bad in order to get Ironman to come after me.

I take her to a gym full or people and allowed her to walk around, away from me and get caught up in the crowd.

It works.

Ironman appears and I can see that he is child sized and I run from him. I go through some double doors, down a hallway, looked back and can see him standing there looking at me with his fists balled.

After that the dream shifted and I find myself back in my bed and was now fully lucid.
This is where things get real. I get the impression of Ironman and thought that I had a big costume of him in my closet that was also child sized.

I got up and I'm at my recent place near work drive and it was in the middle of the night. Everyone was still asleep, good. I' ll go through the side door, which is on a landing, going into the basement. This was also shared by my neighbors and so I had to watch that they were not coming down here. I heard some foot steps still up, but no one came down. I went outside and there, from in a brick ally way seen Ironman. He was waiting on me and came after me as soon as he saw me. I seen his detail, he was in his red and yellow variant and had the round circle on his chest.

He flew down towards me and I ran down a street. It is night time and there are headlight illuminating the place. Othe DCs appear around me and somehow I got far away from Ironman. It was no big deal, he called on his dream vehicle which was yellow and looked like it was the vehicle that the bountyhunter was in, in Star Wars Episode 2. as he came after me with it, it changed shapes and the front part of it was now shapeless and flat and by the time I looked at it again, it had turned into an icecream stall that had a light on in it and people in it. I asked did they want ice cream and they went in and got some and gave me some. It was good. Ironman busted through the stall with his new car, which was dark in color and sleek looking. He got out, pointed at me and motioned me to come here. I shook my head no and he charged. It is getting daytime and barriers were appearing and blocking paths to try and make me get trapped. They were dark colored walls and there was two people with me who always follow me. I told them to stay close to me if you don't want to get hurt and they nodded and agreed to do so. I leap out of the way just as he flew pass me and hid in the barricades. He then flew up on top of a building and for some reason thought about him being robocop and said that Cain is better then him and will always win. Ironman looked down at us and he jumped down to us I thought about the time when he shot the lasers from his hands and was nervous about him using them on us. I ran diagonally across the street and over to an opening in the walls and called the other two to come. They tried to follow me but they were cut off by blue fire and realized that he had a flame thrower and someone had gotten caught up in it and fire went onto the walls and spilled out into the road. I realized that where I was he can easily trap me here and quickly got out just as he tried to block me in. He swung around and some more DCs came and distracted him.

I then seen some kind of a white box up against the wall in front of me that looked like a small washer. People was doing something to it and I made him mess up, hitting the dial thing out top and saying, yes to myself. I began to hear a beeping sound that got higher in pitch and got quicker and realized that it was a bomb and I dun fucked up. I ran as the people tried to disable it. Failure to do so resulted in a very bright flash and loud but fake sounding explosion and saw some kind of thing on the wall right behind it, representing the explosion. It looked like it was foil moving to make a very 2d and fake explosion and heard who ever got caught up in it yell out. I stood rather close to it, unharmed.

I was a girl, I got sleepdarted by Ana from Overwatch. I woke up to a lesbian on me wanting to get it on, but I was not in the mood.

My dream transitioned to my highschool going to BlizzCon. I didn't remember the details of the con but it was apparently in New Zealand and we had minor earthquakes before we left.

The bus stopped at a mall. We looked around, I separated from the others and looked around by myself. When I walked out my dad was there and he complained that I took so long looking around that it was midnight. I was about to come up with an excuse when I realized he's my dreamsign, and I became lucid.

I had a false awakening and my laptop was on my bed. It was on Facebook with a video of an African American girl with a white family, who claimed that they are her true family and she ran away from her dark-skinned family, and e comments were people talking about how racist she was, and also some people talking about her name was "Gental" which sounded funny because it sounded like "Genital"

I woke up. I did reality checks. I fell back to sleep and had another false awakening, and I accidentally astrally projected.

My dream transitioned to me as Dr McNinja from the webcomic Dr. McNinja, with an older ninja who was dressed more like Rambo than a ninja. We were fighting against all of the enemeis of McNinja, under the leadership of an alien luchador a la Darkseid, with Frans Rayner as his right hand man. He sent an entire city's worth of soldiers and police at us. I didn't recall all the battle's detail but it was awesome, with us skirmishing throughout the city by jumping on cars to make our getaway and ambushing checkpoints.

We took out the police and was about to make our getaway, when Frans Rayner called us and told that McRambo got a nuke in his shoe and we won't be able to get it far away from us in time. We panicked a bit but then I took him up a tall building and we dropped his shoe, then we run like hell.

We survived, and celebrated about how we will escape now, but our noises drew the attention of Space Luchador and Frans Rayner, who were right above us all along in a helicopter, and we were just mutually unaware of each other earlier.

My dream transitioned to me talking to someone about the setting of Dr. McNinja. I claimed that in the Dr. McNinja world, nearly all popular fictional characters coexist. I saw from a third person view a bunch of characters on a ferris wheel, but the only two I remember were Stitch and Reuben from Lilo and Stitch, except Reuben was a shapeshifter in the shape of Stitch but with his yellow eyes.

+ semi-lucid or low-level lucid: on deck of CH with (younger) kids: I'm doing nose pinch after nose pinch and don't understand why I can breathe. I want to fly [DREAM SIGN]. I'm trying to line up enough "runway" on the deck to do a running superman flying take-off. I get arranged but my kids keep getting in my way. I run and take off flying and turn around behind me to look back and see what they think of this, don't remember the rest.

+ Young love: she's lying on top of me with her back to me, our heads are nuzzling, my arms are around her, I remember and say "Oh! I forgot to invite you to Thanksgiving! I don't want to go without you!" She agrees. I'm looking into a closet at an oddly-shaped (pretzel?) hanger.

+ [super vivid] in CH living doom with GF I see through the blinds a rare and beautiful view of Mt. T. covered in snow. I go outside to the deck for a better view but it's blocked by trees, so I put my arms around my GF and prepare to take off flying to get us a better view, but she stops me because she doesn't want me to reveal my ability to fly [DREAM SIGN]. We're saying goodbye inside, and there's a guy friend there too who likes her, and he moves to hug & kiss her, this is not appropriate. I then hug and kiss her for real, it's a very tender moment.

+ I'm naked superman showering (dry with soap) in neighbor's house (garage area of CH) trying to avoid detection, put the soap up on the wooden frame up high and find other bars there, I've apparently done this before. Looking for garden hose to rinse off, I see hoses and faucets but can't find the way to get the water going, see neighbor's hoses go there, up to the street beautiful bright sunny view through the trees, I want to see it better so I take off flying, clear view, (wolf?) shaped green hills/flying mass/cloud(?) in the distance, a bit of air swimming, then willing to fly fast, then try vision-zoom-teleport, doesn't work, but fast flying starts working. Rolling green hills, beautiful views. Land and there are people nearby talking. There are little strange objects like living origami metal Christmas ornaments on the ground, they sort of hop around when I get near them and flip over. I'm concerned my feet in the sand are kicking things?

+ on street outside CH the GF and the male friend are there, there seems to be a beautiful view and I want to take off flying to see it and I take both of them by the hand one in each hand and take off flying into the air. There is a stunning view soon: a church in the distance across some water with golden domes glistening in the sunlight, I practically gasp and say "look at that!". Right below us there is a building: also a church but the domes seem to all be sideways. I land and look down and see a sort of porthole/sunroof circular port that leads into the building and we slide down inside and I know inside is a sort of chamber of horrors with things like freaky skeletons in glass cases and I point these out to the friends. I am holding a "Reepicheep" gauge that measures something (life?). The little Reepicheep on the dial sometimes comes to life and tries to bite the hands of people nearby, it's very vicious. Two guys arrive from the security team of this building, shooting something like but nerf rifles but they recognize me. My friends are running all around the place and the GF comes to me and lies down and asks me something and I give a kind of sexy-nuanced answer while touching her tenderly and she smiles at this.

+ fencing: I'm keeping my sword outstretched with a staight arm and am practicing parrying and riposting but I feel like my ripostes don't have enough reach.

+ meet wife's father as a young man, he's an Imam with an odd mohawk-like hairstyle. He's a very important person here and is directing parking. He grills me: "who gave you the intvitation? Have you finished university? Do you have work?" I answer acceptably and he approves of me. I shake his hand vigorously and say "very nice to meet you!" [in FL]. Lying with people near some stairs I'm in a mummy-bag and stretch my feet and am concerned I knocked something over.

+ on the bus, then flying fast into home I can see from a distance to bed with GF sleeping. I arrive on to bed which is neatly made (with mom?) and wonder if my GF is still here. She wakes up and has bleary slightly bloodshot eyes but is smiling at me. We're in love. I'm so happy to see her, I apologize for being away for so long, she's lying slightly on her side still face down, stretching, I put my arms around her and notice also her well-shaped butt and feel turned on. I ask her "did you have a chance to finish your homework?" She says yes, I'm happy. I ask her "are you going to stay here tonight?" she smiles and says yes and I answer "yay!". My mom has given us some touring materials, and I think about people who like to read these materials, and those who just like to go out and see the places.