Cheating on My Diet I try to eat really well. I cheated on my diet yesterday and had a can of coke. I think this made it's way into my dreams. I had one dream of me eating poorly that I can't remember, and this one. I was choosing from a bag of candies. They may have been my daughters. I chose a couple candies that I wanted. I was going to get a third, but there was only one of each of the good ones and I wanted to leave them for (my daughter?) I ended up choosing a soft granola type bar. It had raspberry in the middle and peanut butter on top. I bit into it and I remember tasting the peanut butter. I might have tasted a bit of the raspberry. I rarely taste things in my dreams, so this was interesting.
something is happening but I'm not sure what it is, there arent many people left around and i get the feeling i am in danger. Its evening, i come across a house and see shadows behind the curtains, this is the first sign of life i've seen so i walk up to the house, the door is open so i walk inside. Raspberry is there with her mum, i tell them we need to get out of here cause something bad is going to happen, Raspberry agrees but her mum doesn't trust me. Raspberry explains that she already knows me and its fine but her mum is still suspicious. I manage to get them out the house and we travel on foot for ages. I am talking to raspberry about building an air-ship, she thinks its a dumb idea. They go their way and i go mine. I am at my uncles house, with a few friends in the living room, the carpete is a cream colour with red walls and there are 3 sofas about but nothing else. my friend sam hands out these weird looking spliffs, a normal spliff but with a round bit at the end full of some substance he says is awesome. He tells us about a game we should play where we put this sheet down with random circles displaying different percentages on it. We have to stand on them with one foot and smoke the weird joint. We get all the furniture and move it together, put the sheet over them and all pick points. I stand on one leg, smoke the weird joint and feel myself struggling to balance, i say something like "ooo its kicking in now" sam leaves the room and i get off the furniture and follow him out the door. "you leaving, bro?" i ask and see he is heading upstairs with a girl. I smile and walk back into the living room, "hes gone off with claudia" i say, the sofas have gone and one is left so i sit down and finish the joint. Kate picks up my phone and tells me she is talking to Raspberry, i ask what she is saying? Kate gets annoyed and says "Not much, she only wants to speak to you" I get the phone and sit there, typing to raspberry, not sure what i typed but by the end of the conversation i was determined i was going to scotland to meet up for something.
Im in a guitar shop, there are thousands of guitars hung up on the walls and hanging in shelf like containers. I meet a woman there who sits me down and asks me to play her a certain rift (smoke on the water i think) and i have my guitar with me so i sit down and begin to play the rift. I'm playing the wrong notes but it sounds right, the woman shakes her head and tells me its wrong although i know it sounds perfect, she tells me to try again so i do. I end up playing it for her several times and each time she says its wrong. She talks to her manager and gives me one more chance, i play it again but i accidently hit the Pick up selector and it make a weird sound, i explain it does that sometimes but they are having none of it. For some reason the manager leaves and i say excitedly "can i try a different guitar?" The woman looks around for her manager and when she is satisfied that she is not around, she tells me i can. I start to run around around the shop searching for a guitar to play, I'm trying to find a Gibson Les Paul but there doesn't seem to be one here, i settle for a Flying V, reach up and take it off the wall, it feels really heavy, a lot more heavy than i would expect. I play the rift with this new guitar & she is still not happy with it, although i notice a definitive improvement. A old man walks into the shop, hes wearing a pink/red Hawaiian shirt on, with shorts and grey hair. He tells me not to worry about this thing, he said that he can tell i am good at guitar and that the woman doesn't really know what shes on about, i like him for that. He tells me he can also fix my guitar, i look down and a string is broken, "ok i say". Somehow he finds a £10 note on the floor, i tell him "I tell you what if you fix my guitar, I'll give you another tenner!" he laughs, "your on!" he says. The man asks me to follow him so i do, he walks through a door in the shop that leads to some stairs so i follow him up those, there are so many flights and its getting tedious but eventually leads on to a corridor with a load of grotty looking doors on either side. I remember telling the man "im not sure i could live here" and he just smiles and tells me to wait. He goes through one of the doors and its really dark, but i can see light at the end of the corridor, when we come out, we are in a beautiful courtyard, it has tone cobble floor and has a house on either side, both houses have steps leading up to the front doors. The old man walks in front and sits on a step in front of the house on the left, the sun is pouring down into the courtyard and its really warm. A bunch of kids run over right away shouting "grandpa" and the old man laughs and begins to play with them, i start joking around with the kids too and he smiles at me, i think he approves. The man seems to have a huge family, when comes in contact with the family he begins to start speaking Italian, so i switch too. He introduces me to his family and we both go through a side-gate and enter his garden. Whilst there he explains to me that he is the don of this mafia, says he likes me, my character and could use a guy like me. I don't even hesitate and tell him yes id join him straight away. The dream skips, I'm standing outside a house, its dark and im in the shadows, i have the side of my house to the left of me, and the wall of another house to the right. A guy in a hat, shirt, jacket and nice trousers and shoes is passing me a blue toy water gun, he is telling me we are going to play a joke on one of the senior mafia members. The man tells me to stay here, the Don's daughter is being moved from one location to this, he says we're pretty sure there isn't going to be a hit but just to guard anyway and get ready for the prank. I wait in the shadows so i am not seen , i see a car pull up and get ready. I recognise the guy im suppose to be scaring with the gun, so i back away a few steps until i am in total darkness, he rounds the corner and i put the gun to his face and say something about time to die, he looks shocked and really scared, i pull the trigger and squirt him in the face a couple of times. Everybody begins to crack up laughing, the Don slaps me on the back "welcome to the family, kid" The man i just scared starts laughing and then introduces himself "you nearly gave me a heart attack" he tells me. The dream skips, I'm standing in the Don's garden again, its day time and pretty sunny. The garden resembles my grandma's garden. The Don and some others are talking about tactics, i hear them say the japanese yakuza are causing trouble, im shocked. I dont wanna get involved with those guys. The dons wife trips and falls, i think shes broken her ankle, i rush over, pick her up and put her arm around my shoulder so i can support her, another guy does the same thing. We take her inside and she collapses on the sofa in pain. I look out the window at the car and say "ill take her".... The Don walks up to me with a very stern look "take this with you" he says and hands me a real gun. *dream 2* I am on a street, in broad daylight, it is a street that is near my house atm and has a large downward hill. I am with Arch & Raspberry and we are all in wheelchairs, none of us seem to be disabled though, it looks like we are just in them for fun. We are going on the pavement and on the road dodging cars and seeing how long we can pull wheelies for. We are all laughing and chatting away. Raspberry suddenly looks upset "i gotta go, my dad doesn't want me back too late..." She disappears and i tell arch "lets go for that joint man" he agrees and we head off. I get home and see joe. "hey man, this is Sean" joe says hello and we go to sit in the living room. I find my grinder and start to skin up, "where is josh?" i say to joe "hes in his room again" he tells me and gives me a look as if to say "yeah again..." I turn to Arch and say "have you met josh before?" "yeah i think so" he says and describes him. I spark up the spliff and we start passing it around, we're all high and watching tv but then i wake up.
I am on the DV forums, quite literally. I am at the forums. I am showing others "How to do things lucidly" by performing them myself, almost like a video. At one point in the dream I became lucid, and it seemed just so real to me as I was in Aeolar form, standing in the forum with weapons in hand. ------------------------------- I am with a girl who has brown hair who look a lot like Raspberry, and she had found/stolen a credit card. This was back when they were first getting popular, and there wasn't any security on them. Raspberry left for a while, and when she came back, she had all new clothes, and was wearing a white trucker cap to the side and was all like, "yo". I told her to gimme that card, and I went on a spending spree. I didn't really get to choose my clothes though, and I burst through the doors with all white clothes, a white hat, and purple John Lennon glasses on. Me and Raspberry left the changing room, and Rasp was spraying the hell out of herself with deodorant, but it sure did smell good :3 Now, a black man who we "knew" came up to us an said "What up?" All 3 of us then headed to the cash register, where there were 2 bald headed rich black men trying to return something. "Watch this," Rasp whispered in my ear, and within 2 seconds she had swiped the receipts of the men. We waited and began to listen in on their conversation. The first black man said he wanted to return something, but when he searched his pockets to find the receipt, he couldn't and then told the clerk that he would pay double. The second man did basically the same thing as the first, only, he said that "I'll pay with a lot of Zero's. You'll barely be able to see the money sign, because the zero's will block it out." After those men had left, we were checking out, when suddenly a black boss-like character came up to us. He and our black man know each other, and it seems as though there is a rivalry between the two. There is no trouble with the transaction, and we buy the clothes. The boss laughs, "Hah! You all are doing well for yourselves! I was actually about to go make some money myself." I walk up to the boss, "Yeah, but we're not dealing with hard cash. It's liquidated. It's made to flow so we can use it on the go." Heh, that should be a quote I think to myself. The boss cracks up when I say that. "Hey, so where is your next job?" Our black man quickly replies, "We're taking a quick drive to Vegas." "Drive??" I say questionably. "I didn't know we were driving there." "Yes, drive. Low profile." -------------------- Some person on the DV forum read my posts to Mayflow and says, "Aeolar, I think you are a very nice person and I'd like to hang out." xDD ------------------------ This is four months later from today. So it turns out that by this time, I still had not gotten a job, so I decided to go out and push drugs. At first, I was getting pretty damn good at it. I had paid my debts, and even bought myself a pistol. But one day, I was introduced to these high roller big shot guys. They wanted us to do some dirty work for them. I accepted, because each man was getting $5,000, and all I had to do was drive. Easy money, right? So, the next day, I got in a pickup truck, and picked up 2 men. I basically drove in reverse while someone manned an MG in the back. Well, long story short, we were ambushed and bound to die. Our contractors had set us up, and only a black man and myself were able to run away. We ran through bushes and out onto the highway. We were being chased by professionals with M16's. We managed to run across a bridge and find a car. We knew we were fucked. And I mean fuuuuuucked. I asked the man what he did for a living, and he said that he pushed guns. I had 2 pistols on me and a plastic revolver. I kept looking at the revolver, it was important in some way. I heard someone on the radio yell, "Jump! JUMP!!" So I did. I jumped out of the moving vehicle and started walking west down the highway. I walked for a while, dodging Lorries and other Semi-trucks. I had my phone on me, and someone had texted me that said "Are you dead, running, packing, or looking for UFO's while packing?" I came up with a plan to end this. I am now watching the gun pusher. He has picked up four friends. All of them have assault rifles. They meet the pursuers out on a hilly road that looks like it belongs in California. The gun pushers have no chance, and as the last one falls, a man appears behind the murderers. "It is I, bitches!!" I yell. Then with a silenced 9mm pistol, I drop all 7 of them, and the dream ends.
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