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    1. Nature rules

      by , 11-26-2016 at 11:34 PM (Journeys through Spacetime)
      I was on a train, and the train doors randomly opened and closed. I lost valuables. M is causing it.

      I am on a street. It is dark. There are only black crows. I realise the sun and planets had been banished. They discover I am on the planet's side and I am thrown into a dungeon with them. The sun tells me he was discovered as a 'planet' during a solar eclipse.

      Updated 12-05-2016 at 04:32 AM by 91855

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      non-lucid , memorable
    2. Holiday time w/ my husband

      by , 11-26-2016 at 09:49 PM
      Spending the holiday w/ my husband. Had non lucids but I just keep falling back asleep. Monday will be back to 6 days a week for my husband until Christmas break. Hence, I'm making time for family.
    3. dog gorn it

      by , 11-26-2016 at 05:51 PM
      At my parents house, it is evening time and all the lights are on. There is a giant ant or maybe a few roaming about. I find them terrifying, like dr who from when i was little.
      A dog appears from nowhere and snaps them up. Ir is a small daschund like dog, although it has fine shiny hair all over and is more light brown than dark. I don't usually like dog or am at least wary of them.
      When I was little our neighbour had an irish wolfhound and a scottish deer hound that were both as big as them, in the end they put them down as they got to feirce. Anyway they used to chase us and sometimes would jump over our fence into our garden Oo this was very scary for me as I was only little at the time and they were at least twice my height. We did have a black labrador when I was a toddler, this dog reminded me more of that.
      The dog went and laid on my clothes in a chair, I went over and felt compelled to hug my face into its fur. It did not move. I felt warm and protected.
      Next a girl appeared, again from nowhere and acted nonchalant, as she helped herself to food. We never used to lock the front door, so I assumed shed just walked in.
      She spilt a load of water when making coffee, but it was more like a flood (emotions?).
      We went for a ride in a car, the girl and I, it was now daylight.
      I can't recall what happened next but I was looking for where a lady lived, flying high up in the sky.
      I spyed her house on a small street that was a mews of converted properties.
      From above I could see steps cut from rough hewn stone, like they had been cut out of a mountainside. They're was an arch the length of the property with a metal grid underneath (castle style?).
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      memorable , non-lucid
    4. Nov/26/2016

      by , 11-26-2016 at 03:12 PM
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      Updated 10-17-2017 at 12:32 AM by 92153

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    5. 2016-11-26 Thieves!

      by , 11-26-2016 at 01:48 PM
      + car thief: I'm outside (in the snow? [DREAM SIGN]) and I'm warming up the Honda Odyssey. There's another truck trying to get by on the road and (he's honking, yelling?) should I get out of the car while it's running? Maybe not. I do get out and when I come back the van is gone. Someone's stolen it! I tell my wife about this. I'm really upset. What shall I do about this? It goes on for a while longer on this theme

      + instrument thief. I'm trying to wash my hands in the bathroom next to the room where my instrument case is. But there's a guy who I think may steal my instrument if I leave it unattended for too long. I go into the bathroom but leap back in to the room to check my case: it's still there. I go in to the bathroom again for just a second and then leap back to check and my instrument and the thief is gone. I leap after him outside down the stairs and I'm screaming that I"m going to catch him. I'm having trouble moving (my body is really heavy?). I catch up with him eventually and my sister's instrument case is there as well. I'm looking for mine but I don't see it. I do see a little case where it is written "Weber compact <my instrument>". That's curious. It has a mini-mouthpiece as well. I open the case and there's a plastic baggy inside with an odd folded thing. I take it out, now I'm really curious to see what this thing looks like and how it works. It seems to have a lot of thing fan-like material on it and I keep unfolding and unfolding it and it gets a bit longer sort of like a long pipe.
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    6. 26-Nov-2016 - 1ND + Long WILD Minecraft, Office, Gold pot, Tower + DILD Bike, Summon and repel Demon

      by , 11-26-2016 at 01:45 PM
      Since two weeks, I have been experiencing a severe dry spell - no recall, WILD fails.
      Nothing noteworthy to write here, although I've been filling my paper DJ with fragments.
      This morning I finally manage to break the dry spell with one ND and two LDs

      26-Nov-2016 - 1ND + Long WILD Minecraft, Office, Gold pot, Tower + DILD Bike, Summon and repel Demon

      ND - X-rated, not going to post anything

      WILD - Minecraft, Office, Gold pot, Ask help to take the tower
      5:30AM, ~1hr

      It takes me a long time (est. 15-20 mins) and a lot of visualization to finally manage entering a proper LD

      I wander in Minecraft-looking environments. I also ride a horse and touch its mane. I walk through offices, meet and talk with people, both known and unknown, experience many scenery changes.
      At one time, while outside, I decide flying upwards, and it works very well, I feel light, and shiver because of the pleasant flying sensation.

      After that, I decide to try some dv tasks. First one that comes to my mind is the Leprechaun / gold pot TotY.
      I had already attempted it yesterday on a short WILD - saw a rainbow jumping from cloud to cloud. Work alarm broke the LD.

      I see the rainbow ending behind a small grassy hill, walk upwards, and see its end on the ground, in a plain before some trees (again, kinda Minecraft-looking)

      I reach it, no-one is around. I summon a shovel and start digging. After I remove some grass, I see parts of a black metal pot with gold coins inside. I remove some more dirt and the Leprechaun appears from the trees. It's very small, perhaps <50cms, dressed in green, with a green pointy hat, and a white pointy beard.

      When he sees what I'm doing, he jumps, bites my arm, and stays there, hanging by its jaw. Oh well...
      I punch it hard with the other hand, making it fly few meters away.
      Then, to avoid its next attack, I turn around with my hand open, and summong a fire ring around me and the pot.
      I keep spinning slowly, rising the flames around me higher and higher, until they are as high as me. The flames are wonderfully convincing.

      I finish the digging, and reach for the pot's handle.
      When I try to pick it up, it's very heavy and I do not manage to raise it. I try again, pulling it with more strength and I manage to pick it up.

      Then, holding the pot full of gold with both hands, I fly up from the ring of fire. I glimpse down to see the Leprechaun looking angry at me, but impotent.

      I reach the top floor of my tower, climb down the ladder and reach the main floor. I drop the pot on the floor. Mission accomplished !

      <JUMP>

      At the office once again, but now I am more in control, in a stable dreamworld.
      I am talking with M, a colleague. My awareness sharply rises, and I ask her to accompany me in some dream adventures, she accepts.
      I use my favorite method for exiting the office, phasing through the glass and then walking on air.

      Mindful about tasks again, I ask M if she wants to help with some J1kM missions, she's ok with that.
      I tell her I heard there is a dangerous tower nearby: a madman is shooting arrows at anyone daring to get close, let's go and take a look from a safe viewpoint.

      From behind some trees, we see the tower: it's made out of grey stone bricks, a bearded man at its top. Somehow he sees us, and shoots some arrows in our direction. A couple of them pass really close to me, I can hear the zip of air !

      I am wondering how to solve the situation, but unfortunately my recall fades at this point.

      <JUMP>

      After a bit, I wake up, it's 6:30AM

      ND -> DILD - Bike, Summon and repel Demon
      ~7:00AM, ~20min

      ND: I am riding a bike, my shoelace is getting tangled in the pedal. I recognize I am dreaming without the need for a RC
      DILD: I keep slowly riding the bike, it's a narrow road, with hedges and low houses on both sides.
      I look at the handle, my feet, knees, everything it's very vivid.
      Both my children appear to my left side, walking and running alongside my bike.
      I turn right, then right again.

      Riding is nice, but I think about some tasks - the dv Demon Lord fight
      I reach a small alcove surrounded by high hedges / bushes.
      I open a small iron gate to one side, and ask my kids to stay there, since I am going to do something dangerous.
      They want to see what happens, I ask them to look from behind the fenced part on top of the gate, but they are too eager to stay with me, so I send them home.

      I stand in the middle of the square, because of the high vegetation, it's kinda dark here.
      Using a long wooden stick, I trace a circle on the ground. Then I start drawing an inscribed star, to build a pentacle.
      I genuinely feel I am doing something dangerous here.
      While drawing the star's lines, I look up and see an orange demon face above me, I am scared, but a closer look reveals it's a metal water pipe joint.

      I finish drawing the line, the pentacle is not visible on the ground, but I know something is going to happen.
      I unsheathe my sword, sheathe again, take the bow and drop it again, realizing it's too cramped for those weapons.
      I start summoning fire in both my hands, see hands' tips become orange, and feel the heat and pressure build up.
      Smooke and orange light appear inside the pentacle. I feel very willing and eager to fight.
      I fold my arms backward, with my hands still fiery.

      The demon appears inside the pentacle. It's taller than me, dark brown, with curved horns.
      It has fire in its hands as well, suggesting it's using an attack similar to mine. We clash our fire hands together. It's a violent strike for both of us. I smash my open hand in the middle of its chest, it staggers back. It hits me back, I fall to the ground.
      Then it grabs me by my shoulder, and I say "Hey it's hot !". I hit it again with fire.

      Soon after, it becomes a normal man, a woman joins in. I look at his face, he's a middle-aged, grey hair man wearing a light gray suit. He starts discussing about women / seduction. Dream fades quickly after that.

      I wake up at 7:45 AM
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    7. Muramasa

      by , 11-26-2016 at 01:30 PM (Cinder's Dreams Gallery)
      I did a morning nap today, but I wasn't really used to it and I was a bit sleepy, so I didn't recall much. I had a series of dream fragments which were pleasant, though.

      There was something about me and some people playing some kind of Gmod map, it was dark and we were roaming around a city at night. Presumably, it was a death match but we were all pretty chill about it until I climed up a wall and challenged everyone to mob me. I don't remember killing anyone but I don't remember anyone killing me either.

      The other fragment I remembered was that I was a... ninja? samurai? With a blade made by Muramasa, and of course it's evil etc. etc. My dream was set in the future, perhaps in Overwatch's setting. I have a romantic subplot with a girl, and I have several run-ins with the law.
    8. Paradise Falls.

      by , 11-26-2016 at 11:11 AM
      I'm sitting on a bus driving through some mountainous areas, behind me there is seated a couple. The girl is telling the boy how she didn't always look this "attractive", before she wore thick glasses and had braces. Telling him about a place called Paradise Falls. About how she never understood the name before she got her glasses, and could finally see how beautiful everything was. That she actually miss that time, and those glasses. She currently got some glasses that looked similar, but they're not quite the same. Not the same soul to them.

      I drift off, visualizing this place of mystic beauty, and begin thinking about some of my female friends that i had a better connection with before. Then i realize i have experienced this place before, in some way. I feel a wave of energy rush through me. Suddenly I'm no longer in a bus, but walking on a path in the forest of Paradise Falls. I feel the pulse rising, what the hell is happening. I continue walking, but the path disappears. I feel lost.

      The trees are starting to look blurry and loosing their shape. I think to myself "No, now I'm doing this." Things are still fading away, it feels like I'm awakening. I sharpen my intention, and yell of all my strength "I WANT CLARITY!" It worked, I did it. I'm back in. Now another challenge appears, the scare of knowing that the dream "reads" my every though. Small gnomish trolls starts popping up everywhere, but i focus on truly believing that I'm the one in control here and the trolls dissipates.

      I'm not sure i have "achieved" full lucidity, so i decide that now i need to really break some barriers. The forrest is dimming away and the color is graying, I'm fading and know that i have to be more confident for this to work. I again demand clarity, then i need to figure how to reinforce my lucidity. "I decide what's possible here and not". So i walk down to the shore, I begin to take a step onto the surface of the water. Jesus style. A split second before my foot hits it, i have a moment of doubt. This was enough to instead of making me walk the water like some demi-god, plunge headfirst into the lake. "Are you kidding me??" I'm thinking, as (and this was far from intentional) I start to rise up from the water and realize I'm actually flying. I laugh to myself a moment at how my mind have a weird way of working, then i take conscious control of the flying and soar to the skies.

      Everything is so clear and vivid, and i really feel Paradise Falls to be a fitting name for this place. It feels like it's actually my backpack doing the levitating, as i feel the straps tighten around my shoulders. Then trying to visualize some wings, unsuccessfully.

      Now i'm almost just flying on autopilot, like a bird i glide through the valley. Then i remember "I can't get too entrance by the beauty of it all, that's how i usually loose my lucidity." I fly down to a little white cabin, the door is locked so i think to myself that this memory must be a bit corrupt since i can't get inside (still believing i have been here before, but never in my waking life as i can remember). I see a crow up on the roof and head up to greet it. I decide that i want to try something with this black bird, and suddenly it's size changes to that of a butterfly (same with the lift-off, not an conscious decision and i realize this is my subconscious filling in where i lack the intention).

      Every spot the crow touches on the cabin starts turning black as a wet paper would with the touch of an paintbrush with some black watercolor. I start to feel entranced again and decide i need to try something new, I make a leap to fly down to the ground. Like a cartoon character hanging in the air for a moment, suddenly I can't fly anymore and fall to the ground. Luckily i maintain the dream although i got a little stomach tingle from the jump.

      I walk into the cabin, it's unlocked now. Trying to figure out what to try, and ended on elemental magic. More specifically flame-conjuring, something I'm somewhat successful in doing but can't seem to get 100% control of the looks and behavior of the flame.

      Suddenly I'm pulled out of the dream, and kinda puzzled i feel that i have to go to the bathroom so bad that i can barely get down keywords of the dream (before i start getting out of bed and forgetting).
      This dream felt like the real breakthrough i have been wanting for some while now, having the possibility to test out some ideas I've had for a while, and realizing that it's a lack of confidence limiting my lucid dreaming. Ironically all my reading about beginners-limits, is the real limit. Free your mind.

      Updated 11-26-2016 at 11:15 AM by 64667

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      lucid , memorable
    9. Vague Dream Fragment about Cutting Pumpkins

      by , 11-26-2016 at 05:18 AM (Cinder's Dreams Gallery)
      I woke myself up in the middle of the night to do WBTB, but I have trouble recalling my previous dream. It had something to do with slicing a pumpkin, I think?
      Tags: halloween
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      non-lucid , dream fragment
    10. Forgotten Great LD- Bar of White Power

      by , 11-26-2016 at 03:09 AM (Cities in the Astral)
      I was having a very happy time in a deep LD, but it was early in the night and I can not recall much of it. So, if anyone says you can remember lucids as if you were awake, must not experience the same things I do. It had a very artistic feel and I was traing with transforming objects by putting my hands on them and then watching as my will morphs the item. The only part truly worth reporting is a part where the object I was morphing became white power in the shape of a large log. I did not make that happen. The energy that is glowing has an amazing feel. I could put my hands out like you would warming your hands and I could feel something coming off of it.
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    11. #217: Vacation / Visa / fragments

      by , 11-26-2016 at 01:16 AM
      Vacation
      I'm in a vacation house / bungalow kinda thing. There's a toilet a few metres away from the front door. The toilet is out in the open and I'm using it. People keep walking by. To poop like this is one thing, but it's gonna be really weird to clean my butt with other people around. The water level is high, causing the area to be flooded. I'm still sitting on the toilet, but I'll have a floating turd issue later. Eventually I have a conversation while still on the toilet. Someone tells me about a job that he has found for a friend of mine. The job comes with housing and variable pay, depending on performance. The guy asks me if I know what that means and I say I do. He hands me a sheet of paper, maybe 2, with info on it. I take it, trying to keep it dry. I finish up on the toilet and don't even wash my butt. I'm in the water anyways. Floating turd. I try to push the water in a direction away from everyone. There's a little girl with her mom present.

      I enter the house and smell sausage. I walk into the kitchen and look around. For some reason I'm checking to see if all the stoves are off. Two of them are not. I turn them both off. More people enter the kitchen and I casually mention it to one guy, who becomes pissed off at 2 guys. He gives them a warning card. One more and they're out. Didn't I get one of those earlier on? I kinda dismissed it. Who is this guy to think that he can kick people out?

      There's a brown paper bag with bread in it and a mouse/rat. I take the bag, wanting to put it somewhere far away so that the mouse/rat won't bother us. I start walking away from the house. I'm careful of how I hold the bag, grabbing it lightly with my left hand. I don't want to get bitten, cause I might contract diseases. Eventually the mouse/rat almost escapes, so I just chuck the bag away.


      Visa
      I have left Indonesia and went back home to the Netherlands, together with my mom. Now I'm lying/sitting on an L shaped couch, when suddenly I realise I have a major issue. I didn't get stamped out of the country. That means I'll be slapped with an enormous overstay if I ever enter the country again. What are my options? Perhaps I can arrange it here? No, I think I need to go back to Indonesia and do so before my visa expires. I need to do it before the 18th of December. Daaamn this is going to be expensive. Right before Christmas too. Somewhere during all this, my friend San walks in and sits down on the couch. He asks me what's up and I tell him I'm kinda busy with figuring out this stamp thing. He asks me questions, but this is really not the moment for it. I'm flipping through my passport to find my latest visa and stamp. Some pages are semi see through, which they are not supposed to be. They have a blue colour. Their appearance is slightly similar to a MYR 1 bill, though darker blue.

      Fragment
      » I walk by a cupboard or something alike and see some pills for my friend Fer. It's her medication.

      » I'm outside in the evening. I'm in a well known party street, I think on Bali. The place is deserted though. What the.. is it because it is a weekday? Nahh that shouldn't matter. Further down the road I do see something.

      » My friend Fi asks me how I'm doing with the girls. I tell her nothing is going on.
    12. After affects of doing too much. Total pain & emotional breakdown.

      by , 11-26-2016 at 12:15 AM
      Still no sleep for over 2 weeks now. I'm going non stop w/ cleaning & duties of all kinds that it is surreal. I had to wreck the grand kids room in my house cuz the Dish Network guy needed to go through that room & I had to move heavy shit for him cuz he was too fat to fit under my house. After which I could've saved time by not dealing w/ that aftermath of cleaning if only my daughters had told me the kids weren't even going to be here this year. I'm sorry but those installation guys need to fit in a fucking crawl space. Then yesterday I had some sort of emotional breakdown in the middle of making Thanksgiving dinner yesterday. I'm in so much pain, utterly exhausted, I'm sad my uncle just died, one of daughters didn't come & none of my grand kids came. I'm just fucking glad it's over. All of those who were there did understand though in the end & were grateful for all I did. Of course I get to do all of this again for Christmas, how exciting~ (eye roll) I'm still in so much pain I just can't explain it. I know I need another surgery but my last surgery from last December still isn't paid off. I'm not doing jack shit today. Okay, I'm done w/ my banter. Going back to watching tv & doing a whole lot of nothing.
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