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I was in line, waiting on the dot to be escorted by the teacher so my class could walk back to the room. It seemed like it was elementary school but my class was full of people I know now, full grown and everything. The classroom desks were set up four students to a group it looked like. 2 people I've met and hung out with recently were in my group of 4. The other two I don't recall. I got up to do something and when I got back one of the people I knew switched desks with me and said something like "You sit over there now." So I sat and that was the end of my dream.

After WBTB and intention, I realized an awakening as soon as it happened. I imagined and immediately felt the rotation and I was in my dream body. Did a RC (+) and stood up but i had no sight. Tried to see a sunny grass filed with no success. Then, suddenly I saw that I was in a house. I decided to stay there and explore. Walked arround, teared a wall (with a bookshelf) in two and opened it like a door (taking care that it would not tear appart), lit the house (as it was dark) but had a hard time keeping the light on and trying to fly in the house. After some unsuccessful attempts I was in bed again...

Quick recaps...I will try not to be too wordy but keeping some notes I feel are important to know how I am getting lucid/tools I am using.

12/15/14 1115pm 1145 330

Office. Sign up for contribution. I gotta go...got a game. Flirt..woman: can you help me? Just call me..4 wrong business cards before dog eared correct one. Game tonight? Confusion...wasn't it Sunday night last I remember...oh but woke from that=FA: oh no, 2 nights in a row no LD(wrong due to FA). I am walking outside still thinking darn no LD...as I approach an unfamiliar(?) doorway...wait this could be...it is a dream. Awesome flying LD. Fly over guy on 2nd try. Meadow and large trees. I land and eat grass to stabilize. Fly. To a set of peaks...see what lies below. Jump off and fly. This LD is so silent...Sound added! (Wind blowing by, bird chirping) Meadow with woman laying in grass. start then stop sexual actions to keep going. Fly more. Beautiful green valleys flying low to ground to keep stable. This was a good length LD despite the short notes. FA phone record. 555 wake. #251


I stay sleepyish after my wife leaves and we interact a little bit and I try to stay with the dreaming mindset and not go off into waking life thoughts and focus on the LD I just had. I wake up from several short dreams thinking go back to sleep while repeating I'm dreaming I'm dreaming. Eventually I have one where I realize I'm dreaming again. I and being followed by a guy driving...we are both driving and I pull over to see if he will go around me and he does probably so he doesn't look too suspicious I think. As we continue again we are both walking now and I hear him say something on his radio that he hopes that the event will be over or something like that and I see that he goes up the stairs but doesn't go up the second flight of stairs and is lying in wait for me so instead of continuing I go back the other way and I'm heading towards exit quickly jumping through...flying through!..an opening that is like a bar between 2 rooms and I realize I'm dreaming again I don't need to run from this guy so I turn around and I start to go after him. I shoot up through the floors busting through the floors and it gets a bit blurry and I think this doesn't have to make it harder to find him...this is my dream after all! With that in mind I decided that the next ceiling or wall and bust through he will be there and he is but still nothing is very clear and I start wailing on him before I wake up smiling that I nabbed another LD before getting up...about 5 minutes before I normally get up which is unusual and the when my dreams are usually too short to realize I'm dreaming. This makes me wonder if the last REM periods are supposed to be longer, why do I have all these short dreams with little mini awakenings in the late morning. Perhaps something to do with getting close to the beginning of the day and my wife leaving earlier than me and everything. I don't know. 745am wake #252

12/13/14 #250 early dream: An Olafian error (an error befitting Olaf).

Waiting for an elevator in a busy courtyard. I see two versions of my #MotherInLaw and realize I am dreaming and I float up. One mother in law is with my wife across the courtyard and I tell the one closest to me that "there are two of you!" When I look over at the over at the other version across the courtyard she now looks noticeably older. I float over to a woman and (sex).

12/12/14 #249 early dream: Making a statement wrong by altering the way something is heading.

Rioters and astray looks. I am driving with my wife and son during the day and up ahead we hear someone talking agitated over a loud speaker and assume protests are up ahead and turn around to go a different way. Next thing I remember I am walking out of a store and heading to vehicle where wife and son are waiting. As I exit 6-8 hoodlum looking people are nearby as I am trying to clean off my sunglasses. I think they may notice that they are nice Ray-Ban sunglasses and see me as one of the enemies that they think about when protesting and rioting. I keep walking and turn my head just enough to see if anyone is following me. I plan to pick up the pace when I hit that corner but they can still see me through a chain link fence so I try to make it look like I am walking normal but speed up markedly and eventually run in a walking pose. The walk run feels so odd that I realize that I'm dreaming. The scene goes dark and I seem to be in the void. I walk forward and imagine that my vehicle, wife and son are still ahead of me and eventually get to a point where it feels like I am opening the door to the vehicle and getting in but instead I get a night time scene in a city with a good size two story brick building in front of me. I decide to float up above it for a better view but maybe too soon as the dream starts to fade again but not completely...only more foggy-like. I decide to land and stabilize and the first thing that looks good is the brick wall of the building. As I get up close to the brick wall there is some "electro magnetic-like interference" in the image of the details of the brick which I thought was interesting. It went away as I got a good feel on the bricks and they felt very realistic to the touch. Behind me to my right is a short natural stone and mortar wall like a retaining wall and I feel on that and get excited...just kidding...but maybe that is why my sexual dreams with lots of contact are often stable. But again the stone wall feels very natural. I see plenty of loose dirt on the ground and scoop it up like a handful of sand and pop it into my mouth for further stabilization. It tastes like what I would expect it to taste like...bland earthy but not terrible. I decide to see if I can make it taste like skittles candy and grab another scoop and pop it in swirling it around in my mouth but it tastes the same as the first time. Dream starts fading and a do my squirming animal swim that got me through a void or NREM in a recent LD but this time I eventually found myself uncomfortable in bed. I remembered that I decided to not try to DEILD too long in an uncomfortable position lest it wakes me up too much making it harder to reenter dreamland this time of the morning. I opt to reposition after maybe 20 seconds.

12/11/14 1130 535am early dream: You might not want to confront them directly about it.


lucid in the dark...doors visible. After being in a #dangerous area at night and realizing no worries I'm dreaming. I go into a door that is supposed to be work related nothing much to see and back out of it all dark outside but stay patient. FA alarm 8am! Late for work not caught. #248

12/9/14 A young woman gets out of the car wearing only a men's cardigan exposing a lot as a treat for her boyfriend or is making something up to him but he is embarrassed.

Office meeting x2
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Coming "home" through a back door I find my front door ajar (it is daylight outside) and unlocked and become suspicious this is a dream and when heading down the hall to check for intruders I feel somewhat emboldened and I recognize the layout of the home as childhood home but with craftsman interior features instead and fully realize that I'm dreaming. I pause and consider hunting down bad guys and I enter my brother's old bedroom (per the layout) which is the first door you come to from the front door and it is completely empty with white walls, no furniture and no wallpaper and I decide to move on. I think the fastest way out to explore the dream is to phase up through the ceiling. It is kind of fun but I don't make it through in two different tries. While considering maybe going through front door or other options I eventually wake up. Need to make decisions quicker I think or just end of REM. I wasn't planning on trying wbtb and did no pre-bed intentions last night due to league game the next day. I did however become more awake than planning during nighttime bathroom visit. #247

12/8/14 ~1150 ~445 ...one of the $100 bills and I noticed it looked a little odd...ah just an older bill. (Near miss)


Wake from LD#1 ~615?
The showroom boldness DILD. I am in some kind of showroom near a beach and there is a sexy woman behind the counter and I think about what I would do in a dream...how bold I would be...ah yes I'm dreaming...I'm walking around this showroom only in underwear after all. I have a very exciting interaction with her starting by floating up to offer her a healthy appetizer. Some more craziness and eventually seemed to lose lucidity and was looking for someone who was..."oh he's sleeping in that car over there." I look in and see my #youngestBrotherInLaw in the front seat asleep awkwardly before waking up with my wife turning off her alarm clock. #245


Wake from LD#2 ~645?
The hotel meeting room. Didn't spend time trying to recall the NLD portion before seeing the following clue headline as I was focusing on reentering sleep for another LD. Large font title on paper read "Lucidity Chronicle Institute Daily" (my first thought: LCID almost an acronym...before looking it up IWL and being reminded that you can use the first few letters of each word to form a different word LUCID). Anyway, when I saw the headline I instantly realize I'm dreaming. I walk to my right and #GirlFriday is there with a small boy. I tell he to remove that sexy skin tight dress and she looks at me incredulously but I Jedi mind her saying "this is something you want to do." She removes her dress and is extremely sexy standing there in nice lace underwear. We start to go at it with me removing a bra revealing probably larger than normal breasts and I think some of the recent fantasizing about her got me a little more excited than normal and may have resulted in the subsequent wake up. I tried to immediately go back to sleep but struggled and when I woke up for the day it seemed like there was one additional faint memory of lucidity but I'm not able to recall. #246

Some of these were kind of short and not just shorter due to quick recaps. Finally catching up on my LD DJ entries since my basic TOTM entry.

I was inside my house and my brother's friends were driving me nuts. One of them took my bird's cage and tried throwing it down the stairs. I also got into a argument with my cousin and ended up punching her. She looked distorted as she lay on the ground. But the craziness was sort of over once i realized i was dreaming.After that i recall meeting a little girl who was accusing me of selling her art for money in a huge building.

I told her i didn't sell her art so i could get her away from me. But than the building started to shake as if there was a earthquake. A short boy told me to follow him out of the building. I ran with him and high jumped to the first floor. Just as we were about to run out a piece of the roof above the door collapsed. I felt as if there was a invisible force field apparent. But i just decided to run back than up with full force.

I managed to get outside. It looked like i was in a country mixed with a city type of place. It was raining a lot and it looked like a thunder storm was coming.I looked at the short boy who now had a small yellow bike with him.He was telling me how we were lucky we got out of there alive. I said yeah but now that were outside the storm might kill us. I stared at his bike thinking about stealing it from him so i could escape the storm but didn't.

I let him ride away and as i was walking i stumbled upon a woman. She invited me to her house for dinner so i could have shelter from the storm. I didn't want to at first but than said okay and went with her. I was now sitting at a table watching her daughters and her devour turkey like crazy cannibalistic tribal people.

As the woman was eating she pet my arm but i pushed it back. I said i was going to go out for a walk. But it was just an excuse to escape. My whole being felt like it was now merging into a tribal man who was trying to escape his cannibalistic family. As I was running i appeared inside a library. The woman and her small daughters were chasing me. But suddenly I saw another tribal man and a blonde hunter.

The other tribal man threw a spear at me. I begged him not to kill me because I had a daughter. He didn't care though and threw another spear at me.The blonde hunter jumped in front of me to protect me and a spear hit him in the right side of his chest. I was grateful but than a piercing wooden and metal spear went right through my back in a slanted upward angle. In my mind i was like "Ahhh! Stupid dream pain." The daughters screamed and another spear pierced behind me in my left stomach area. More dream pain...It really felt like a spear went through me but the pain wasn't full blown. It was dull pain.Than the tribal guy stuck one more spear in me and i woke up.

Not dreaming dreaming (non-lucid) Lucid

Okay so before I start telling you about my dream, here's some information that you might want to know to understand the dream. In real life I have three horses, two small ones and one big, fat one (sorry, but she's quite fat). Normally they're all in the same meadow and that goes great.
I was standing in front of the fence which keeps the horses from leaving the meadow. The weird thing was, the horses weren't in the meadow but they were standing right beside me. Apparently they couldn't enter the meadow because of that fence and they couldn't jump over it. I started looking for a place where they might be able to enter the meadow because I was afraid they'd run away or something.
I found a small spot where there was a small gap in the fence. The two little horses got through it but my bigger one couldn't. She tried anyway and I said: "You can't get in there, you're too fat you idiot." She turned and looked me in the eye, as if she was trying to read my mind. "I know," she said. I was like woah, horses can't talk, right? So I immediately started thinking this was a dream. But then thought: nahh, maybe she can talk. It does make sense. .
I told her I would jump over the fence to show her that she could to. I ran and when I approached the fence, I fell.
Then I woke up

I incubated this unintentionally, while playing Dwarf Fortress yesterday.

In my dream, I was playing Dwarf Fortress in the fortress mode. I was an overseer in gigantic settlement. It was built deep underground in the granite layer. Each wall and floor tile was smoothed out. For a while I observed dwarves, ignorant of perilous danger. And then I saw gigantic beast tearing apart any dwarf who would cross its path. Dwarves were trying to fight it off, but to no avail. Suddenly it died of old age, leaving only two of them alive. They were rebuilding their fortress, unaware of the horrors that would bring them next overseer, a creature of the night.

I thing I want to adjust my new avatar picture. I want to get the animation working. Will do later today.

Many a celebrity from Dreamviews in this one.

I received a rather sketchy email that somebody was in the early stages of creating an animated series based off of dreamviews. They said that they used animation from other animes to fill in the blanks, so I shouldn't worry about that, because in time they will edit that out and replace it with original animation. It didn't say much else, but sent me a link to follow at Dreamviews.Anime. Supposedly that was the title of it.

The footage started. It established that there was a 'Dreamviews Academy' where lucid dreamers were trained. I never saw the design of the school from the outside, but from what I could gather, it was castle-like. Everyone was gathered in this large hall with stone columns, kind of like the big dining hall from Harry Potter. It had that sort of feel.

OneUpBoy. He had the deception tee-shirt from his profile picture on under a formal jacket. Backwards baseball cap and spiky brown anime hair. Now, whenever I read his DJ, it seems he’s always after the ladies, and this was no different. He had four or five really attractive girls huddled around him and this huge smile, like he was really enjoying himself.

Kristanicole07. She left the site a little while ago for an extended hiatus, but we used to shoot each other comments on DJ entries all the time. She was dressed in this long black dress and had long black gloves and purple eye-liner and lipstick.

Dawneye11 was there, and so was Dawn. She looked like the girl from K-On like she does in her picture, though she was wearing this blue sparkly dress, and had a drink. She sort of looked drunk. Dawn was there, his long white hair was tied back and he was wearing a tuxedo and a red bow tie. Dawn had his arms folded and was pouting in an almost humorous way.

Dreamer was there, she was wearing this elegant long purple dress and had this odd exotic hairdo with this big purple jewel crowning her head. She seemed to be blundering around and having constant problems with her outfit.

There was this absolutely hilarious character that I guess was supposed to be CanisLucidis. It was a wolf's head on the body of a very well-endowed woman wearing a nun dress.

Then there was a bipedal cat who looked like a business cat meme. I guess this was supposed to be either Gab or Threecat.

Sageous was the leader of the dream-school. He looked like gandalf, staff and all.

Anyways, the dance was getting underway, being social, etc. I was reading through the description under the video and it said that this was the episode where my character was introduced. It also talked about the main character, who wasn't based off of any real lucid dreamers.

Then the door burst down. A middle aged man with a fu-manchu mustache walked in. He had a third eye tattoo and wore a black robe. There were a pair of sentinels who looked like people wearing daedric armor for lack of a better description. He began a monolouge about his evil plan or whatever and Sageous was glaring at him. The bad guy said something about the school's security sucking, and that Sageous should do a better job of protecting his school.

Then it showed my character for the first time. He was standing on an interior balcony in the hall, though it looked like a fusion of my dream-self and Dr. Stein from Soul Eater. His hair was dark (like mine) but he had the glasses (like stein). He didn't have the screw but he had a cigarette, and also the stitches going up his face. He was wearing a white robe and black undercoat. Manei was there too, wearing a short red dress and having a big orange flower in her hair.

The two of us jumped down from the balcony. In mid-air, Manei soul eater transformed into a black scythe with a silver blade. The bad guy ordered his two guardians to transform and they turned into giant swords. The two rushed one another and locked blades. They fought briefly until my character managed to knock the bad guy back. He skidded backwards across the floor and slammed into the door that was now closed.

"Give up! You're no match for our school's guardian." Sageous yelled.

"But this is!" The bad guy smiled and generated an energy ball in his hand, blasting my character back into a wall. Instant KO. (Hopefully that wasn't the last of me, though.)

Sageous started fighting the bad guy with his staff. The two seemed pretty evenly matched and there was some obvious yin-yang symbolism in the way that they fought. But the bad guy managed to pull a dagger at an opportune time during the fight and kill Sageous. The scene cut out there.

The anime then went to the main character. I can't remember if this was before or after the scene I had just watched. The main character was a boy with spiky brown hair and wearing a red shirt and brown leather jacket. Supposedly this boy was the 'chosen one' who was the only one who could save the dreamosphere from the evil guy. (Though it sounds to me like he was just the most cliche protagonist ever.)

He was at the part where he first met his dream guide, this husky blonde girl with a pink streak in her hair. She fought with a bow and arrow. She started talking to him about how she was tasked with guiding and protecting him, as the chosen one, but he just swooned, blushed, and looked at her boobs.

For some reason, even though the 'dreamosphere' or whatever was threatened all this boy seemed to care about was getting the girl. It started to become more of a romantic anime as he kept trying all these things like giving her flowers and taking her on dates and whatever, and it really didn't seem to win her over all that well. Eventually they had this emotional scene where the dream guide girl told him some tragic story (I can't recall it) that was the reason she wasn't romantic.

I think this anime that I dreamed of went through every romantic cliche in the book. Er... scratch that really. The whole story was somebody's top 100 list of cliches. The whole thing was just so unoriginal and bland, probably why I didn't remember it. Can we go back to the school with everybody from Dreamviews, please?

I also remember this one scene where the two were being chased by these thugs through an apartment complex. The boy was riding a little girl bike to get away fast enough, and he somehow got onto the roof of the apartment, and then by accident rode off into a pool. The dream guide girl thought it was funny. After that scene she slowly started opening up to him.

In a sort of twist ending the boy actually ended up failing in his quest. What followed was a very eerie scene where, get this: The entire galaxy dies. That's right. It showed how as the evil began to take over the galaxy all of the stars save for the dim red ones died, the galaxy became dark and cloudy, and red colored. There was some line of narration about the galaxy losing its original splendor.

As I started waking up and becoming somewhat lucid, it broke down into one of those space dreams. It talked about how at the center of the galaxy there were two stars that fused together to become one medium sized star, the last beacon of light and hope in the galaxy. I saw the Sageous character flying through space towards the star.

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I dreamt I was walking down the road with my dad and sister to go to this pool party, but for some reason we stopped at my neighbor's house and they wanted to grab a bite at mcdonalds. They talked to us through this camera on their garage door and put us to sleep with this gas but then we woke up in their car and it was third person view for a second. Suddenly it was first person and there was another tiny camera on the rear view mirror and it was my brother's step-mother (we dont have the same dad) talking to us through it. she could drive the car remotely and took us to mcdonalds. It didn't take long for us to get back, and it was just me in the car and for some reason I was trying to gather all of my french fries that spilled all over the car, and she started driving down the street. The car door is wide open on my side and I'm just hanging out, eating my french fries. Suddenly a car behind us comes speeding down, goes off the road and runs this lady over, 3 other people freak out and I'm like "Get out of here" and we start to drive away but I decide to turn around because since I was a witness I didn't want to flee the scene and have the cops arrest me for running. We went back, but then we passed it again.
Later I was at my house and all of my papers were sorted out on the floor, and people were in my room and I told them what happened.

Then I had another world of warcraft dream where I was flying on a wyvern as a blood elf paladin, and talking in chat. Then I remember jumping up and down in orgrimmar for some reason, then flying away to go to the portal to take me to draenor.

Then I dreamt I was in school, my math class and we sit in vertical rows, I was in the back and had an assigned seat. I sat there and beside me was my friend, and then this other dude who is kind of shady and doesnt often shower. A little while in to class, my friend scoots over and she says "this dude is really creepy and won't stop rambling..." and she goes on about that. Then we have to do this assignment were we have to make a rhyme for all these different problems, and the problem I'm on is about this king, I look over at my friend's paper and just copied what she had. Then the bell rang as I was thinking of another and as I was walking down the hallway I started talking to another friend of mine.

After that I had a lucid dream. I was "watching" this dude do a "lucid dream let's play". (although I felt as if I wasn't actually manifested in the dream, it was just the guy playing). he says "okay, I'm going to do a reality check... everything seems fine" (then I do one myself... I feel it but ignore it but I know something's off) and then he's on this cliff thats green and looks fake like a video game, he gets in a fake looking black jet and he says "we're going to follow the story of the dream, but I want you guys in the comments to tell me whether or not you want that, for now we will follow the story." I do another reality check and I notice it that time, and I manifest myself in the dream, take control of the jet and I fly to my house. Suddenly I'm in my room. I hop up and rub my hands together, nothing happens so I shout DREAM CLARITY! and WHOOSH a sensation through my body and I see as the whole room goes crazy. I walk around my house and I decide to try out the spinning thing, so I rub my hands together and spin around and the dream goes nuts again, but I'm still in my room. I make it daytime and try to fly out my kitchen window, but when I get outside it's night again. I think it's fine. I decide to fly off, and as I'm going I crash land. Then I try to make a helicopter thinking that'd be cool, and I start hovering through the air and I make helicopter sounds, but then I go through a bunch of oak tree branches and I fall down. I try a jet, doesn't work. I try the helicopter again and I fly over this huge chainlink fence in my backyard and I land in this other yard, it has one street light lighting it up and it has two, longish buildings, but theyre still kinda small, and different buildings in the background. I jump up on one and I think "oh, crap, my dream goals thats right! I should practice that" so I'm on the roof, and I think to myself "When I turn around, (girl from my school's name) will be there!" I turn around and nothing. I look away and think "When I turn around, Sonata Dusk will be there!" I turn around and WHOA there she is! I was so proud that I did it in one lucid dream. I hop down and my alarm goes off and everything fades to black and suddenly I'm in the material world......

Dream 1. I was in school waiting to go to class. Then I went to talk to a kid and he said I was kind for talking to him.

Dream 2. For some reason a reaper was chasing after me in mynhouse. I hid under the blankets on my bed. Then it came over and took the blankets off. I noticed how cartoony it looked. That's when I became lucid. I got up and did my 3 RCs, but when I got to the push my finger through my hand one i stopper half way through because it starter to hurt alittle. Also I didn't want to risk waking up. Then I went around and touched a lot of things to stabilized. Once I did that I didn't know what to do so I tried to teleport to a new place by spinning around. It didn't work and I found my self just in a black box with nothing to do. Then I woke up,to my alarm clock,

Not much to tell here. I was meditating on the floor lying down. (Back issues) when I guess I drifted off to sleep. I dreamed I had an OBE I guess, but I didn't OBE out of myself that was lying on the floor. I came out of another "me" that was sitting in a like a fold out chair in a room of an old apartment I used to live in. The weird part was when I got out of the body and looked down, the "me" that I came out of looked.... Brain dead, like mouth open, drooling, straight vegetable looking. I saw it and it kinda put me off a little bit and I ended up being forced back into that body. Everything went black and when I opened my eyes I was back in my actual room, on the floor lying down.

I'm still working with dream recall so these might be kind of short.


Ok so first dream I'm with a friend of mind driving to some random spot to meet some people. These weren't good people, there was a thick sense of anxiety in the air the realm itself was fairly dingy. We met up with these people in an open garage type set up. I handed them a briefcase and got the hell out of there (I dunno what was in the briefcase, but in the dream I was positive they were going to be pissed about it.)

I was leaving with my friend I showed up with originally when she exclaims to me "We have to go back and get *Blank*" (Don't remember the name she used.) I contested with her a bit about it, saying that it wasn't a good idea. (I was pretty much saying let's leave that mofo) But she insisted so I went back.

I get back to the area that I had left the garage kind of had the same open build to it but now it looked more like a slaughter house with meat hooks and everything. There was a body wrapped up in this dingy, bloody, white cloth hanging on one of the meat hooks. There was a thing there, I call it a thing, don't know what it was exactly. Like a humanoid pig person, but hulking in stature wearing a butchers apron.

The pig dude was tending to his business when the corpse hanging on a meat hook conveyor thing made it's way and bumped the pig guy. Piggy lost and grabbed the corpse, tore it off of the meat hook, and began slamming the body face first onto the floor. The body began to scream, whoever it was wasn't "dead" I guess. He slammed the body about 3 to 5 times and violently racked the body back on another meat hook.

If I was fully lucid this probably would of scared the hell out of me. But I wasn't, I looked to my left and I saw what could only be described as a basin that was in the shape of a giant head, sitting on the floor. The head had 2 faces, one where a face should be, and one on the top of it's skull. the face on the top of it's skull had it's mouth open, while the other face had a toothy, bloody, dead look to it.

That's about it for that one. I've got a couple more, they're not all like that lol.

I kept on going on this elevator even though it's dangerous every time. I know before going in that whoever that's inside will try to kill me. I know but I still go in for some reason. I went in the elevator at least 4 times. I've never been killed but I did murder the others. The most memorable one is where this guy stabbed me twice in the stomach. I was bleeding but felt no pain. I then stabbed him in the throat with the blade going in horizontally. I was really satisfied with the rush.

AT's boyfriend became my boyfriend. She no longer talks to me. It was really awkward and I kept wondering how that even happen.

My boss handed me my paycheck even though it's only the 13th of the month. It made sense to me at the moment because I thought no one was working on the 14th and 15th so the paycheck came early.

I was at a Walmart working as a cart pusher. It was night time outside and it was also raining, which made me worry about getting sick. The manager came up to me and said that he wanted me to go somewhere else but I didn't know where that was so I was confused. I went to a room to change and followed some girls outside.

I was at work and went to service an ATM in some sort of church school. The women there were pretty but all had ugly lips and mouths. Eventually, Jim got fired and he gave info about someone else who was stealing money so we had to find the 'Dream Van' We couldn't, so someone went to get it while me and another person went to an old abandoned building. We ran up the stairs and we were ready for the Operation until I saw a black Fox. I shot it a few times with my .22 pistol and eventually killed it. I felt bad and waited for Derrick so he could skin it but Darlene already did. I took a bite out of a piece of salmon on the table. Derrick did also, saying it was disgusting.