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Night of June 9th, 2016: Terrifying Party / Mexican Vacation

Last night I was lucky enough to end up with two full dreams. One happened after I woke up around 9am and fell back asleep until around 11. Onto the dream experience...
a birthday party.
half of the house was for our party (AJ was there), and the other half was for a triplet’s birthday. The triplets looked around my age, and kept smiling at me.
southern guy who looked older than he was talked to me and winked at his parent off the deck
grave robbers apparently were prominent and some child died at age 8, stuff stolen
screams coming from the field, I rushed AJ back inside
a school bus charged through a field (a small one) followed by a police cart. An adult to my right mentioned he saw 2 people bleeding
I was in a swimming bikini top and underwear the whole time?

In the first dream, I was at a birthday party at an unknown house. Half of the house, which sported a patio/deck with a roof and a rail on the side, was designated for the party I was attending, and the other half for another party.
The other party was for three triplet boys who looked around my age. One of them kept looking at me and smiling, and I think I talked to one for a bit.
The people on my side of the house included: my little sister Emily, my sister's friend Jacob, my nephew AJ, a southern boy who looked a lot older than he was (he looked middle aged and quite large despite insisting he was younger), a strange boy who I can't quite describe, and a few others.
The southern boy approached me on the deck and flirted with me, then winked and said something to someone I assumed to be his parent off the deck.
//dreamcut// Everyone is now on the side of a backroad with a forest on one side and a bare farmer's field on the other. A schoolbus half the normal size came charging through and cut into the field. It was being chased by a police cart. I heard an adult off to the side make a comment about seeing 2 people who were bleeding, one man kept yawning/breathing onto his forearm to "show her what he really was". No idea what that means.
//dreamcut// Everyone has returned to the party, and I am now sitting on a bench/log/seat-thing outside in the back yard with AJ, who is 2 years old. The back yard is large and bare. Suddenly, a 'title' flashes across my vision. I don't remember exactly what it said, but it told me that AJ was going to die at age 8, and someone was going to rob his grave. I got really freaked out, and suddenly the sky went dark. Screams started coming from the yard. AJ didn't move, but he was clearly terrified. I yelled for him to get inside and he started running for the door. We made it inside. Dream ended here.

The second dream takes place on a Mexican beach area where, I assume, my family is staying on some sort of vacation. The house is very open and is surrounded by a jungle on both sides, and a beach to the front. On the beach there is some sort of white boardwalk/dock thing that was about 2-3 feet in width. Some parts were slightly submerged underwater, and others were above it. We all walked along it, Emily and I (my little sister) at the back. I was wearing my black Uggs (important soon.) A while down the dock, Emily jumps into the water and pulls me in with her. I somehow avoid going under and walk across the water with my Uggs, slipping a few times but never falling under. I step back onto the walk and we all continue.
Somehow I am alerted that my older sister Jenn and my mother have reached the end, and Emily and I must go. The boardwalk goes from a white wood to an older looking brown wood. We have to travel up a few steps, and through the cracks I see a crocodile in the now very clear water. Freaking out, I order my sister (who is in front of me) to speed up. We continue, me on high alert for crocodiles. I step in front of my sister. We turn left and are faced with a few more steps, where a smaller alligator sticks it's head through the side and latches onto my lower calf/upper ankle. I hear someone in the background say, "It's hopeless. If she moves at all, that crocodile is going to eat her alive. She's done for." I tell my sister to back up before she is attacked too.
In my racing mind, somehow my brain said, "turn off your computer." So, apparently, I did that and I ended up (with everyone else) back at the house with a large brown bruise where the crocodile had bit me which was perfectly shaped like a rectangle. As I walked in, I spotted a silverback gorilla standing next to the door. I point it out to everyone then move inside.
Two gorillas entered after me (these I think might represent my ex boyfriends who were (best friends) both 17-18 when I was 14. One of them was a bigger guy and seemed very in love with me despite me being uncomfortable around him. Yet I never was willing to break up with him.), following me in. They took something off the table (a cup filled with some sort of small snack) and chucked it toward the other wall. This is when the gorillas start to speak. I ask, "You speak... us?" Not the best choice of words, I know. The larger gorilla in my mind keeps switching from human to gorilla. I'm not sure my mind registered it as either. The other is smaller and seems to be more intelligent.
The larger gorilla is infatuated with me, apparently, and latches onto me in a hug. I move to my mother, repeating one word: help. She ignores me, and the gorilla continues the hug for a few more minutes. I go over to the couch, gorilla following me. I sit down, it sits down. It asks if I want it to leave, and I say no, so it smugly smiles and stays. The gorilla then states one cryptic phrase: "Man. I CANNOT wait until you're older."
I somehow already know the gorilla is (very specifically) 31 years old. It presents a list of stuff it likes about me. The other gorilla takes it.
My memory gets fuzzy around here, but they both end up leaving. Later, I look out the window and I see my laptop up in a tree, the little Apple on the front glowing. I go outside and scale the tree to find the two gorillas holding some of our devices. The intelligent one is closer to me and is holding my laptop and next to him is my older sister's laptop. The other one is holding a red and black phone which I don't recognize, and through a slight struggle I manage to retrieve all of the devices. When I got back home I tried to find a place to hide them as I knew the gorillas would try to take them again. Drawers wouldn't work... under my pillows the devices kept sliding out. I found a video recorder with two videos on it: a man and a little girl going down a zipline, and a man exploring an abandoned farm-like area.
Memory gets fuzzy again, but the gorillas yet again have my devices. This time, though, they are on the left side of the house in the jungle trees. I yet again go to retrieve them, when the gorillas say something along the lines of "but we want to remember you." (In the dream I was going home the next day.)
I appease the gorillas by offering to order them a laptop and have it sent to the house. They agreed, and I got my laptop and other devices back.
The dream ends there.
Bonus fragment from sometime that night: I was in a room with someone who had been apparently bullying AJ and I yelled at her, throwing rainbow-colored, small plastic balls at her. They kept turning flat (instantly floating down or missing her), but the girl started to cry.



My dreams seem to be very strange, but luckily I remember them all very clearly. It is truly a wonderful gift to have to be able to experience a different world every night, and I can't wait until I go lucid during one.

Night of June 8th, 2016: Missing Shoes / Fishboy

So, in this dream I ended up on my school bus without any shoes on (I had black socks). As I arrived at school I decided I would go to the gym and take my tennis shoes out of my gym locker. On the way there, I ran into a police officer who offered to open the locker and retrieve my shoes for me.
Here, the dream cuts away from me and instead goes to a 3rd person view of the officer, with me nowhere to be seen. He is seen walking into some sort of mall/store/restaurant thing and getting sidetracked, but I heard him say something along the lines of "It's too much trouble to open the locker; it'll be more cost effective to just buy her new shoes."
Not sure what happened after this but I switched into a completely different dream. I was being chased (in my front yard near the tip of our pond) by 4-5 teenage guys with unknown/fuzzily remembered intentions. Possibly to hurt me? Either way, one was British and seemed to take a liking to me. He, jumping into the water, turned into a strange black fish resembling a catfish without the whiskers, but more blob-like, and started singing. I remember saying, "Don't you dare turn this into a musical," despite my fear of the whole turn of events. My whole yard flooded, and he was following me through the water. The water was murky and dark, and he went under. I, of course, was very freaked out and hopped onto the back of my friend Mallory (no idea where she came into the dream, but who cares) and tried to hold my feet out of the water.
I desperately pleaded her to help me take my feet out of the water so the fishboy couldn't get me, and she suggested I just take my feet out of the water. Oddly, my feet were stuck and my vision suddenly impaired.
I then woke up.

Here's a series of dreams and fragments I've had for the past few weeks.

I'm fighting some dinosaur-like creature and winning easily in the bout. Suddenly, the beast's spinal cord opens up to envelop(?) it's tail. I say to the creature, "I'm going to let you live so I can fight you when you're stronger", or something to that effect. As far as my attire is concerned, I'm wearing some sort of power armor. The last thing I remember from the dream is that the creature sprouted wings like a dragon.

One interesting dream had me staring at the sky as I saw two large moons. The sky itself was blue and one of the moons, which I deem "the first one", seemed to have a massive crater possibly in the shape of a fist? The "second moon" seemed to orbiting "the first one". I remember either myself or a dream character saying, "perhaps the other celestial object is Venus, since that planet is quite close to earth". In my dream mind I knew that couldn't be possible since Venus wouldn't be THAT CLOSE to the earth. What happened next was breathtaking. The moon (first one) started to get closer and closer to earth and began to take my entire field of vision. I began seeing individual canyons and mountains on it's landscape. Other dream characters just stood there either in awe or apparent apathy. Like an asteroid, the enormous moon flew over the sky and a trail of smoke followed it by closely. I immediately wanted to get to some fallout shelter. The funniest aspect of this dream was that I wasn't afraid at the sight of such an event. Also, in my dream mind I felt that the moon was moving too slowly to be considered realistic. If an asteroid ever fell to earth in the immediate vicinity it would be instant, not slow and cumbersome as disaster movies portray it.

Another similar fragment had me staring at two moons again. The setting to my mind reminded me of earth in One Punch Man. In that story, earth has more than one satellite--up to possibly four orbiting earth. The dream itself took place at night and I saw a vast city, some parts in ruins and others intact. As with the previous dream, one of the moons began creeping closer but this time I wasn't so apt to stare at it's magnificence. I began to enclose myself in what appeared to be a blanket. My best guess is that dream logic dictated that if I can't see it or sense it, it can't hurt me. Naturally, no ill effects came from the event. So the obvious difference in this dream is the lack of curiosity and an emotion approaching fear.

In the beginning I am in front of my apartment complex courtyard walking the street with Bernie Sanders. There are wear marks on the concrete ledges where people would sit, seeing one of the largest seats(a wide assprint) I assume this is Trumps seat. Bernie has a large american flag with him and begrudgingly sticks it into the ground behind Drumpfs assprint.

All is very informal as of now, George W is mowing the grass with a push mower and it only seems to be me Bernie and George. Drumpf wanders onto the scene. Bern and Drumpf have a nice civil exchange and I am impressed they are so calmly conversating. I try to talk to W but more question why he's doing the gruntwork, he's unphased and seems more annoyed that I am assuming he doesn't like work.

As I turn back to the courtyard people are starting to arrive and I figure there is some rally or gathering about to take place. Drumpf seems to have retreated into the hotel which is actually half of my apartment building. The yard is now littered with secret service type body guards and they are setting up a perimeter around the yard so no bystanders wander in. They have grey suits black sunglasses and fully harnessed with unopened parachute rigs, also carrying guns.

I happen to be inside the perimeter and begin to walk back towards my apartment which is on the ground level. An agent stops me and begins to yell at me to get back to the line, I yell back that THIS IS MY APARTMENT, I LIVE HERE, pointing to my open windows ahead. He reluctantly lets me past and as I enter my hallway it is suddenly a large conference room.

There are tons of people packed in like a press conference of sorts, Bernie is on the mic going on about some rigmarole and I take my seat to the left of the podium with a friend I was with earlier. There are agents all around listening into their white squiggly wired earpieces. Another man takes the podium whom I do not recognize. He begins in about peace, cooperation, and exhausting all means of diplomacy. Then he drops the bomb, we are now allies with a foreign peoples, and not to be alarmed.
He motions to the door behind him and a large(the size of 8 people standing side by side) greenish blue bulbous blob schlirps into the room with an ominous face on it pretty much identical to this guy-


As it slowly slides into the room, people gasp and the man on the mic informs us they are a people from Neptune, we have been in contact with them for a time, and it is only now they are allowing the public to know due to a change of intersolar policy.
A little girl was now speaking on their behalf. It was made known we gave them her years ago so she would learn of their ways and act as a bridge between our two peoples. It was the daughter of John Connor (who was an agent standing behind me to the right) as I turned to look at him he had tears in his eyes and I understood this was the first time he had seen her since he agreed to let them take her years ago.

I was outside the conference hall, everyone was still inside, I could still hear the ramblings of concerned citizens. The perimeter was still set up but I was now inside it, I looked up towards Drumpfs hotel and decided to go check it out. Up on the top floor I found him, standing in the upper corner of his room I could see propeller blades of a helicopter coming through the ceiling at an angle as if they were glitching in the video game. I asked him if his chopper was on the roof, he looked at the blades and pushed his arms into them. His arms did a rubbery bend downward as if sticking a piece of leather into a spinning fan, he was unharmed. I nodded and told him that I suspected he knew the one responsible for all of this(now assuming I was in a virtual simulation of some kind a la the matrix). He took a step away and leaned back towards me twisting with his hand outreached and said;

"People are lint, and dunes are dust, come take a walk on my side stargazer.."

A warm, dark evening. I was at a wedding, sitting near a table. A sister of one of girls from my class appeared and took me to dance. We both had great time, somehow dancing exceptionally good. Suddenly I found myself outside my house. It was raining heavily, something wrong was going on around as people gathered in a strange platform in the middle of my backyard, that appeared from nowhere. I saw my father's tractor standing in front of my house and felt that I should park it inside a garage. I got inside it and drove back to my frontyard, then driving around the platform in backyard I parked it.

I'm not adding these to my LD count because my recall is just terrible right now. It seems like I have to trouble getting lucid, but trying to remember is a giant challenge. I've got to even out my sleep habits and drink less and meditate more.

1. I was playing a piano and realize I was making it all up. I realized I have no idea how to play a piano and used dream control to make a unique melody.

2. I was in some hovercraft and became lucid when I realize I was making it fly over traffic with my mind power. I enjoyed this for quite a while until I lost concentration and was fooled by a FA.

Last night I was perusing the fringe lands situated between the Astral Realm and the reality that we all know. I am a simple being, with arms and legs, but in this moment I was nothing but a thought, floating around in this strange alien world. Then, I hear it emanating from the darkness, permeating through the fabric of reality itself.

"He will score goals, he will just score more and more.
He will score goals, that’s what we signed him for."

The chant is quiet at first, but then it begins to grow in volume, until the whole world seems to shake at the song.

"Will Grigg’s on fire, your defence is terrified
Will Grigg’s on fire, your defence is terrified"

Alarmed, I reach out for reality, as if in an attempt to escape the song that has plagued me for several waking hours.

"Will Grigg’s on fire, your defence is terrifed
Will Grigg’s on fire, na na na na na na na na na na na"

But then I realised, if I cannot escape the song in the dream realm, where can I earn a reprieve from it? Is the chant destined to play in my head for all of eternity? But then, I see a knew light in the darkness. It is my spirit guide, eager to help in my time of need. "Fear not the Will Grigg song, for all things must pass in time." I am soothed by the words, but then, I am shocked. My very being is indeed on fire. I am burning in front of my spirit guardian, who also seems terrified. "This can only mean one thing," it whispers.

"Will Grigg is on fire, and will win the Euros and finish as top scorer..."

OK, so I had this dream today, about a cat, similar to Burger from the ''Angry Cat Video'', Orange Tabby.


Basically, I went to this house, and this is the second time this house has appeared in my dreams. And my sister, who is a lesbian, and her fiancee were there, so were my cousins, the cat was clinging to me, and it actually felt like a centipede, rather than the normal claws in. It was quite an angry cat, that I was scared of the other ones, but apparently they were friendly cats.

Yesterday, because of my Tourettes, I was actually meowing like an angry cat, possible realization of my Animal Nature? As a furry, I always thought I had Wolf in me. Now I feel like I have cat like qualities.

The route to the house was scary as well, I have Lepidopterophobia, or Mottephobia, a fear of Moths and Butterflies, so I had to take a safe way to the route to the house as there were some Moths and Butterflies on the route to the house.

Anyways, does this reveal my spirit animal as a cat, or half cat half wolf?

this happens to me very often. as son as i open my eyes you can hear the bed touch the floor and also feel it. its very scary. i know im awake when it happens though. ive Heard a few people also that have the similar stories as mine. send me a message if u want to know more about what happen. just letting you know that my house is hunted.

1. I had just pulled into my driveway and was about to park; the sky was really dark and it was raining heavily. For some reason I was driving my friend Patrick's truck. I pressed a button on my key chain that opened up the garage door and slowly pulled up to it. As I pulled into it I realized that I was too far to the right and if I continued into the garage any further from my current point I would hit the side of the garage with Patrick's right driver mirror. I stopped the truck and put it in reverse to back up and go for it again. As I put it back in drive I pulled up once more and gave my parking another shot. The same thing happened. I reversed and tried again.
This time when I pulled up I tried going slow and turning the truck to the left a little, however, I ended up hitting the side of my garage with pat's right mirror and it scratched his mirror pretty bad. I then backed up and asked my dad to help me. As I stopped the truck to get out I noticed a possum climbing up trying to get inside. For some reason I had all of the windows down, keep in mind it's raining extremely hard, so I quickly rolled all 4 windows up just as the possum was about to climb inside. Oddly enough the inside of the truck never got wet even though it was pouring outside. I got out of the truck and my dad got in and parked it in the garage in seconds with ease.
As he did so, I found a pack of cookies on the ground that were brand new. I looked at the label and these cookies were called "chocolate hushpuppies", but they didn't look anything at all like hushpuppies. They looked like vanilla cookies with a chocolate creamy filing in the middle of them. I opened up the pack and at one. "Wow these taste really good and have an amazing texture to them. I'm gonna bring these over to pats more for something to snack on" I said. Suddenly I hear a weird noise from behind me. I turn around to see a medium sized brown possum approaching me. I'm not sure if I should just let it be or attack it. It seems as though it is coming towards me to bite me.
"Punch it son!" my dad yells from the back door of my house. I then hold the pack of cookies in my left hands and curl my right hand into a fist. I wait for it to get closer and then I swing. I don't know if it was just me or what, but every time I would hit the possum, my fist would go into slow motion and end up hitting the possum with the force of a soft pillow, so I didn't even hurt it at all. Suddenly the possum dashed behind me. When I turned to face it, it was gone.

2. I was sitting in class. My friend Luis was sitting to the left of me. I didn't really know what we were doing in class, so I was just sitting in my desk chilling. I looked around. The classroom was rather large and looked to have around maybe 60 desks in total. As I looked directly behind me, I noticed a decent amount of light coming through the window blinds. It seemed as though there was a thin layer of overcast covering the sky, but it was so thin that the sun was just lighting the entire layer up causing the entire sky to glow a bright yellowish-white color.
"Cory you're going to need to come to school this saturday to get 5 stars to pass your senior year and graduate" the teacher said. She looked to be in her early or mid 30's and had blonde hair and had glasses. She had a great fashion sense as well. "What? I don't want to do more work" I told her. "I know. All you have to do is come to school saturday and give me the work you already have finished and I'll give you the 5 stars for free" she said. "Oh okay, that's a bet" I told her. I then remember talking to Luis about something.
The bell rang and everyone left class. As I walked out into the hallway, Dylan came up to me and we started talking. "Dude do you have to come to school saturday?" I asked him. "No, fuck that lol" he replied. Suddenly he walked off without saying anything. I knew where he was going; he was going to talk to Alexus. His rudeness didn't phase me as I knew that he has liked Alexus since sophomore year, and senior year was about to end and he just started having a thing with her. I felt sorry for him as we both knew that Alexus would be moving to Arkansas this summer and he might not ever see her again. I remember the bell ringing. Now the halls were completely empty and everyone was in class.
I stayed in the halls, just walking around. I came to the cafeteria. In the cafeteria there were tons of rows of bright pastel yellow chairs lined up in front of the stage(the stage is in the middle of the cafeteria). At the top of the stage was a hanging red banner that read "Bong Musical Ceremony". An icon of a bong was directly above those words. I think there were tables lined on each side of the cafeteria with a wide arrangement of food.

No lucids & I did dream but I totally forgot cuz I had to jump out of bed & leave pretty abruptly. I was running late & both my daughters needed me to do shit for them while I did my weekly shopping. SO frustrating. But on a positive note. I went to the library & checked out 3 Fiction Lucid books. I'm really hoping it will spark something good in my dreams! I had never thought to get one that was fiction. I mean you'd think by now that'd crossed my mind, lol. Tonight will be my first night of reading but then I can't read again until Sunday night cuz I will have 2 of my grand-kids over the weekend. We sleep on this double decker futon on the floor in their room when they are here & I read to them from their books... It's something I have done since my first granddaughter was born.... Due to the range of the kids I don't have a frame for the futon so when they are babies they won't roll off. Basically I put 2 futon mattresses on top of each other & it's really comfy. I also use the ends of the crib for a headboard. I always joke that I have a hidden crib in their room, which I do. I've broken it down & used it in various ways verses storage for when any new baby should pop up in the future, lol. I also have 2 other beds for the older kids when they are all here.

I'm staninding in front of a group of people, outside of a large building we just exited. The group appears to be dressed lightly for some kind of battle, ready to encounter a group of some sort. My awareness quickly raises as I turn to face the group. I begin levitating as I become aware that I'm dreaming, and take in the sight of the group prepared for a battle. I tell them not to worry and that we're in a dream. I explain that I'm a dreamwalker with a smirk, and explain that I can control everything. They don't seem to comprehend how one could control it; they seem a bit reluctant to hear my explanation.I'm amused by the situation, and decide to turn to head down the black pavement. I turn and make my way between a set of one-story buildings, The group continues follow me. I don't feel the need to stabilize as everything remains clear, and I'm happy with the length of the dream as I continue walking. I don't think back to dream goals at this point, but simply explore the environment. I make my way around the corner of a building, look left, and see a large group with white jackets and robes in front of a building off in the distance. It is apparent this is the group they're about to have a skirmish with. I approach quickly and decide to try to telekenesis the entire group. I move my hand up to send out the ability, and have the thought that maybe I should stabilize. I stick out my right hand to begin the telekenesis, but but don't get to see to see the effects as the dream rapidly goes to void. I lose awareness and end up in a FA.

Dream One- I dream that I am at the movie theater with my boyfriend. the lights have dimmed, but not gone down enough to start the movie yet. For some reason I take my pants off, but am still wearing a very long white night gown. Its the kind of long white cotton nightgown you'd expect your grandma to wear, nothing really cute or anything. I feel a bit awkward at first sitting in the movie seat with just the really thin night gown over my butt. I wonder for a moment if it's sanitary lol. A group of people come in and try to sit beside me. Being the antisocial person I am, I move back one seat because I don't want to actually have to interact with strangers. My boyfriend complains that he can't see, so we move across the aisle to a seat closer to the middle but still away from people. I wake up.

Dream Two- My kids have forgotten a bag of stuff at my house so I am taking it to them while they stay at their dad's house. I knock. No one comes to the door, but it swings open and I can hear the kids playing down a hall. I call out, "Hello? I'm here to bring the kids their stuff they forgot." but no one responds. I realize that I hear the kids going WILD, but no adults telling them to stop running and jumping and screaming so I walk down the hall to investigate. There's a huge mess in the hall, lots of toys and clothes and even a charging cable for something that I nearly step on. At the end of the hall the kids are having a pillow fight in a living room (I have never actually seen the inside of my exhusband's house to know what the set up really is) I say very loudly to the kids, "Don't you guys think you're being a bit too wild and crazy?" and they stop and just stare at me in shock. My exhusbands wife and two other females come walking down another hall to see what's going on. His wife starts raising hell that I am in her house fussing at her kids as well as my own. I try to stay calm and tell her about the door opening it's self and hearing the kids, but she just fusses more, so I get aggravated (I really can't stand her in real life because she was my best friend for years) and start yelling back at her that she's a shitty parent not watching the kids and someone had to come in and stop them before their hurt themselves or broke something or both. Her daughter, the oldest of all the kids, steps in and interrupts us mid argument because she can't find the charge cable for her DS. The wife yells at her for interrupting, but I calm my voice and act as if there was no fight going on at all, and even find the ability to talk to her happily and excitedly like the kid she is despite my anger towards her mom. "Is it a black cable? I saw a black cable in the hall when I walked in, do you think that might be it?" The girl asks me where in the hall, and I lead her to the pile of stuff I nearly stepped on earlier. She gets really excited and jumps up and down holding it above her head like a trophy to show her mom. The wife gets a super pissed look on her face and hisses at the kids to go to their rooms so she can deal with them when she finishes with me. Then I wake up.

In my dream last night I entered a videogame as grand and wonderful as earthbound. I was a small boy living in a world full of beautiful rolling green hills like those in the kingdom of Ooo, and I encountered much. Armies of small chrome men, dragons and T-rexes fighting eat other for the right to eat my sweet supple body. I met no defeat, and fell to no temptation, and in the end I slayed the mother in law of the land, and all was at peace. Moments from waking up, George from Seinfeld went on a good long rant.

Dream Signs:
Beautiful Views
Videogames

Have slight recall problems and a dryspell due to sleeping schedule changes, still can't get used to it.