dream fragment

Frags:

• Java coding
• chamber music

Frags:

• "Stonehenge giant"
• "high computing power"
• "abyss"
• "Rite of Spring"

[I haven't been updating on schedule because it's finals week. Predictably, after so much time, I have no recollection of any of these dreams.]

I was looking at a book. I was with friends, but I don't see them. They're just beside me, I think. They were sharing two or three other spells, and I am sharing my own. I think we were writing them on the book, which looks really old. Or maybe we were reading them from the book. Can't quite remember.

All I remember is some Moonrise Kingdom inspired imagery. I had just seen the film.

I was starring at this murky stinking tank about 5-ft in length and 3ft in high sitting on a table in a laundry room. Inside it was: long grass, bugs, a few desperate looking fish, and most upsetting --two or three long dark colored eels writhing around. I remember feeling overpowered by the thought: "I forgot to take care of my fish..."

It's been a long time since I owned an aquarium. I took good care of it, until I went to Clear Lake for a few days without a fish sitter... I was about 13-years old. When I returned... One aggressive fish had survived by eating all of the others. It must have really had an impact... I've had aquarium dreams over the years, but recently had a vivid dream about a huge fish tank that I've identified as an old recurring aquarium... I did not put the pieces together right away. The dream felt profound, sickening, and shameful.

--I do not recall any other exact dreams about this tank, only strong but old emotions.

Dream 1: Visualization
In my dream wake up, and then trying to achieve lucidity via visualization technique. But I still dont know that I am dream. I am thinking that its real.

Dream 2: Lie
A girl, I dont know who. She is repeatedly lying to me about something.

Dream 3: Worship
I am eating my meal with the aim of that it will give me energy to do Allah's Worship. And After meal I am doing pray.

Dream 4: Mysterious Murder
A Beggar who killed a lot Soldier on roof top. And now he is in jail. And he have done a painting on jail walls about his story to showing the people that he is not a murderer. He did a painting of Mario Game. And he is saying that I was just playing Mario Game physical. In which I am Mario. I didnt killed any human. Whole Media is there and taking this coverage.

Dream 5: London Buildings
Me and My mother is wondering around in any London colony with full of Big Government Building. I am searching my Client there. I found a building with green top and assuming that my client is here.

Dream 6: Board of Lahore
Me And my Uncle we are at Board of Lahore. I am on bike we have to go to the last floor of building. My uncle is coming with but without bike and I am climbing stairs while on bike. we reached to main office. There are 3 officers, one female and two males. They are busy with other students and I am waiting for my turn.

Dream 7: Pizza I am at pizza hut to buy some pizzas for my family. I ordered nearly 20 medium size pizzas. I cant find and shopkeeper. I am taking out pizzas from machine myself and putting it into packing myself. Then Some of my friend saw me and they started to eat my pizza.

Dream 8: Man Like Monkey
We are at the animal exhibition. My sister liked a man who like a monkey. she was doing pitty on him. My asked me that we will take him with us at home. and he will live with us. I was not so sure so i asked her is he animal's child or human? she said its animal's child. Then I denied to take him with us.

I was on a flight, which obviously was going down, so i tried to be a pilot... simultaneously i get someone how had some exirience with flighing an airplain. i was on the had, upside down, and then on the wrong side.

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I was part of an company, we tryed to make weed, or a sauna, some workers where there, they combined a sunlamp with an sauna, then there where some trobles, a worker bought machines, we dont really needet, the next they, other workers, they seemed better suited for the job, had build a good growing camber, the only thing, i didn't understand was the entrance...

then there was a fest, a lot of people came, including a friend of mine, selina, she was very nice, and tried to make a cosy atmosphere out of the place, which was not too easy.

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I went with my mother to in our house, than my brother came, and made some streß, i told him, that he should chill a bit, that everything is o.k, and there is no need for stress.

Dream 1: My Teacher
I am doing Abs exercises at 2nd floor of my Current house and suddenly I listen some voices of my teacher who came to my home as guest to meet us. She is kind of family member and come to us often. I dont like her much. And she talking to my mother and they are at ground floor. And she asked my mother about me that where is Jawad and my mother told her that he is at upstairs doing workout and she is coming to me and i am worried because i dont want to meet her.

Dream 2: Construction of my current House
Me and my mother is coming back from market on Auto. We are at our current home now and I can see water with white powder related to construction coming out from my house from under main gate. When we enter into home our driver is coming out and my father is here and was waiting for us. Because he doesnt live with us. My uncle is also here who is doing some electrical work. some people are doing marble work.

Dream 3: Alien Excavation
This Dream is Like a virtual reality Movie. I think I was not in the dream like a character, its like I was watching this dream like a movie. A family very poor family live in a village and a boy who's age is near 25 wanted to get study but his family was not agree with him they wanted him to do fields work with his father. They had a Big Fight within each other and their son left his house and went away. Then His family tried to find him a lot but couldnt find him now they are very sad. The Boy found some mysterious things in the fields far away from village and he announced that here should be aliens under this ground. A lot of scientist and Engineers and excavators reached here And start excavation. They found a dead alien buried in ground who's color is Green. The Boy is struggling with engineers and working with them. And his family dont know where their son is. His family is on a horse cart and going to city from village passages. While going to city boy's father saw a crowd in fields he asked to cart driver to turn cart toward crowd because he was feeling that his son is there. cart is going toward crowd but before the crowd there are security guards who are not allowing them to move further they asked to turn and go from other path. his father became more sad and changed his path and as they were very near to their son but again they lost their son.

Dream 4: Get Together of Muslims
I am in International get together of Muslims. I am walking with one islamic brother he is doing a lot care about me. Then I am going toward bath room And before going in he kissed me in my forehead and while kissing my other Islamic brother saw me who was in Washroom and he in some kind of negative doubt about me. Washroom was very older and dirty, I am washing my mouth and near the water tap their is spider's web and I am little bit worried about this web.

Dream 5: DCO (District Coordination Officer)
I couldnt remember the story of dream but I can remember some fragment of dream. It is about DCO, Some picture and Motor cycles.

Dream 6: Girl Seducing me
I dont know where I am. But In dream I dont care about it. It is Big Hall, a lot of unknown families are there. I am with one family but this is not my family and in this family there is a very beautiful girl who's age is near 15 to 16 year. She is trying to seduce me for the sex front of her family but But I am ignoring her because her family trust me that I will not get seduced.

im still new to writing down dreams so i only have a few written down.. not the best at remembering and not sure about techniques or what could help me have lucid dreams.

November ?, 2012
• I don’t remember what day I had this dream but I was in some apartment terrorizing some lady in there. I found the money I wanted by the tv and walked out. The police had already showed up and was going up the stairs I was going down. There was a kid in front of me so I slowed down n let him go down and the police arrested him. I got out the door and got in my car and drove off. I turned right and went down this hill that looked like china town. Then I parked at the bottom of that hill. I then somehow was in the apartment again like I was someone else trying to comfort her. A police car drove by in the next room (shoulda noticed that) and when it turned around it looked like a police bike. Apartment had a similar look to the place that momos was. This is all I can remember.

December 3, 2012
• When I was dreaming I remembered being on a dirt road that had a few S turns to it. I would constantly be going this way to someones, possibly brendans house but never left that way, only entered. He had told me these guys on bikes were dangerous and if you try to pass them they will kill you. They would come out of this ally as I was entering and stopped to wait for them to go ahead. This happened every time. This time was some party and cayden had some weed along with a bunch of others passing it around, they gave it to me and I did to throwing it in the distance ahead of me when it was done. It burned me a little but It was just warm in my mouth. Nothing happened from it… After that I was walking with dad and uncle rod as he was telling some story about kids always smoking weed and dad was arguing “but not at 10”. On my bed there was a thing of crap which made no since at the upper side of my bed. Grabbed paper and took it off, not sure what I did with it after(I think I threw it on the ground). I would lay down and flick smaller bits off and tried to smell it but there was no smell. It looked like it had corn bits in it at first but picking it up there was nothing. Had that tender meat stringy look to it. I think I was sleeping when I woke up.

December 5, 2012
• In my dream I think this was a hospital. One part I was begging someone to go into this portal with me. Looked like a minecraft portal thing but she wouldn’t. the floor was missing in some spots in block pattern (like what I do to spawners). it was because some kid had stolen stuff from this place which I think was a hospital. The kid was the same as the one from the book I was reading I believe(Quinn kahill). Then last I remember I was helping caleb (fat asshole) with some homework but I didn’t want to at first. I don’t know why I did. Last thing was I was looking out the window at some people golfing. The slope was downhill to the hole not sure which one and they were just walking up to it about to swing. This is when I woke up.

December 6, 2012
•Don’t remember what was going on at the time if it was for my gecko or austins but something was wrong with the heat pad so we were trying to make a new one. Don’t know what I was eating looked like a tortilla or some kind of brownie but I ripped or ate the bottom off and it looked close to a heat pad. Then I looked at the wires how it had 2 silver prongs half connected to the rest of the wire by the cage. Last thing I said was just gota figure out the wiring for it now. Then the next part of my dream was in some place that I cant remember but some girl was chained up, I think it was a tour of the house. Not sure if cursed or what was going on but after she was tortured they hit her in the crotch and blood went down everywhere(kicked her in the crotch, tarzan always checks for squirrels first is where that may have come from). Then whoever was in charge (a girl) asked if I wanted to be part of this or end like her(the girl). Of course I said part of this and I think she wanted me to fuck her as proof that I will stay. This is all I remember of that then I woke up.

December 8, 2012
• So this dream was weird a bit. I cant remember where it started I think it was grandma. The house was a bit different. But anyway it was winter but was never cold. We were playing outside and jasmine went in. after a bit jade called me over and told me to look through the window. There was jasmine playing the piano without a shirt. So I ran in to find my ipod it was in the living room and by the time I got it she was gone. So after that these 3 kids were here no idea who they were but they somehow got to see by asking her if she needed something when she was in the shower. After that I left and went to some other house with a similar layout as grandmas and tried to sleep in the corner. These black guys dressed in black got mad at me saying I made a lot of noise and wouldn’t let me stay so I had to leave. After walking in snow I was dressed all in white and a white mask with some crazy design on the eyes. Somehow I was able to adjust it to see and walked around the house and looked through the window. There was some guy in I think a cowboy outfit and some girl with him. Tall. He came out telling me to get the hell out and went back in. I hid down in the snow when he looked out the window. I somehow went in and stole his boots at some point they were really long and pointed and said something runner on them and was able to run easy with them. Looking through their window I cant remember what they were doing but someone else was there with me outside not sure who or why and at some point the guy came out and said thought I told u to get out. So we faught and I completely beat the shit out of him. I was stabbing at his eyes and nose with a straw and around the end of that I threw him over me and out through the snow. Then I went inside to this girl with darker skin, I don’t know what she said but i started to kiss her and grabbed her ass pulling it toward me and then she started to and I lifted the left half of her shirt and kissed her boob. It was like a u but sticking out and hard? But then I kissed and sucked the other one and got something in my mouth that didn’t taste good. She wasn’t looking I spit and then pushed her to the bed. Then that.. and the view zoomed out to a video and I woke up

December 9, 2012
• this dream has happened more than once but i cant remember much of it. i remember its some kind of giant arena with others around it. id somehow build a giant tree house type thing and metal doors instead of wood. Another part was in class caleb would try to sit behind me because alaina hugged me right in front of him but i stretched so he went back to where he was. Another i was a prisoner and was following this girl. not sure how it happened but she had this business suit on. Then when i looked she was on her hands and knees skirt off with white underwear on and said just make it quick. i cant remember what happened after if i did or woke up


Sorry that its long but anyway any comments, advice, etc. welcome if thats possible here haha ill try to post these alot and hopefully good advice will get me to lucid dreams

More Copping

There was more to this dream, but I don't remember it. The salient point was that I was in a pool. A girl was in front of me and she started tickling my balls. I pulled her in close so her back was up against my chest.

I slowly started feeling the bottom of her breasts until I cupped them both. All of a sudden I was sucking on one of them.

Soon I was out of the pool and trying to catch up to someone who was going to drive somewhere. I think it was my cousin J. As I tried to catch up to him, my headphone wires got caught in part of a door panel. I tried to undo it but it was caught.

I kept getting it almost undone, but then it was caught too well to free. Eventually by trying to unwrap the wires, I opened the door. As I entered, I realized I was in a vet.

The veterinarian didn't want me there and she asked me to take all the animals and go wherever I was going. I wondered how she expected to do her job if I had all the animals...which weren't mine!...so I kind of discounted what she said.

I saw the back of someone's head. She had blonde hair and she was sitting in the vet's office. I wanted to continue my sexy-time dream with her, so I realized I was dreaming. I said, "Please be pretty!" in my mind. As I turned her around I woke up.

FUCK!

The End

I'm going to add a lucid to my count under my Worthless Lucid's heading just to keep count and monitor my lucid's.

I went to a house, where ruth and her family lived. There is garden, the sunn is shining, i meet her mother, i try to apologise to her, they seem as if they themselves dont no what to say or to do, my mother is also there, she wants a nice table in the garden, so we all can eat together.

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I know, that there will be a port cast, it is a small house, and the gay looks like an oxford profesor, he is wearing an apron, and as the girl comes, he is quite nice to her....

Dec 8, 2012

I recall walking through a house with 9 to 10 large rooms arranged either like a 3 by 3 or 3 by 4. I wasn't lucid but I was felt the eeriness of the dream. The large house is a reoccurring figure in my dreams. The house becomes more familiar with each successive dream in it. I vaguely remember upon entering the house that a voice directed me towards the kitchen, where I believed people to have been in.

This is during the end of the dream. My name in there was "GG". They were my initial for my dream name. Anyways, I'm in this room with christina i think. We're worrying about this girl (who's about my age btw). Theres this other girl who is after us because we wont her have the girl my age. So christina and i are talking about her ability. It's the piwer to fit inside any form of space. It can be a box, a drawer, any form of space. This was a really serious matter because the evil girl was really out to get me. She has this grudge against me for taking the girl my age away from her. While me and christina are talking, my phone rings. It's the girl around my age. The 1st thing she says is "when you get home, we're gonna have mad sex...." (she said alot more specifying that one topic) i started to chuckle a little and told christina to listen to what she's saying. Christina actually says something to her. I take my phone from christina and then i try to make an excuse. No need though, she made one for me. She gigles a littlesaid "that must be your mom, right?" I just went along with it even though i know it was christina. The dream ends from fades away.

Something freaky happened though. I woke up (in real life) to my phone ringing. I wasnt going to answer it but decided last second to answer it. It stopped ringing the moment i got my hands on it. I checked and saw who called me. It was my mom. O_O. I didnt realize the connection until i started writing this dream.

Dream 1: "BIG MAN"
Me and my family is not here at our current residence. We are at our older house in other city. My younger brother is taking us to a restaurant named "Big Man" to give us a party. Restaurant walls were embedded with glass peaces.

Dream 2: "Sleep Paralysis"
I am dreaming that I am trapped in a very dirty and dark room. And I am very worries and scared. I can listen voice of a female in darkness. and she is saying me that dont go into sleep paralysis while smiling because it will kill you.

Dream 3: "Peaces of sleep"
I am sleeping and waking up constantly.

Dream 4: "Hated Person"
I hate my cousin a lot and i dont want my family to contact them. But My mother is gone to their family's house. I waiting a lot for mother to come back but she is not coming. Now I am going to the house of my cousin to take my mother. When I am there I dont remember the details but the situation is very tight.

Went to sleep about 1:45am after watching some videos on DILD techniques and reading some wikis.

Dreamt I got stabbed in the throat by this like female assassin/ninja with a really thin slightly curved blade. For some reason I wasn't scared or in pain I must have known it was just a dream.

Dreamt I was in this band a mix of guys & girls. Wasn't clear who played what though. We had a gig somewhere & we were hanging out under this canal bridge & had left some shoes & stuff there. Drove to the gig but I'd left something important under the bridge & had to go back alone to get it as they wouldn't let me in even though I said I was with the band.
I was worried about going under this bridge in view of some chavs hanging out near by as they looked like trouble so I sort of snook down there & got what I needed & went back. Unfortunately it was too late & the gig must have been cancelled & the band descended into chaos with some of the girls smoking crack! Can't remember much else.

Woke about 6:30am to turn heating off then fell back asleep

After all this unpleasantness the dreams ended on a positive with me being with this girl getting Ice-cream from somewhere. She was getting strawberry & I decided on apple even though I'm sure they don't do apple ice cream, but they should! The lady serving us poured some apple sauce over my ice cream so goes to show ice cream makes everything better even in dreams!

Woke up normally about 10:30am