dream fragment

[Friday, October 26th, 2012]
(Later that day.)
(WBTB... I was trying a new technique where you are supposed to wake up after 6 hours of sleep, get up and get a
drink and go back to bed. Then you will wake up off and on- and you must tell yourself that you won't move upon
waking. If you wake up without moving, correctly, then you'll be free to try a series of techniques for spurring on
OBE's and lucid dreaming, directly from it.)

I got to a state on the edge of the twilight dream world... I could feel my body vibrating slightly... accompanied by

another familiar feeling that I recognized, but couldn't quite explain... like a strange numbness.

I tried rollling my body- didn't work... tried levitating my body and it worked. My legs began to float up into the
air.

I floated up above my body and saw a yellow clothes hamper in my room with a face on it.
I became excited and threw myself towards it.
Then I flashed forward to a door way, and some figure was folded into himself in a ball on the floor.
It made unintelligible sloppy growls- but I decided that it wasn't unfriendly.
I began to growl sloppily back, as if I were conversing with it.

<I woke up.>

[Friday, October 26th, 2012]
A storm was coming, one that could probably blow me and my family's house down. I thought about running to a
safer area...

<In a later dream...>
Me, Alex, Nathan, and some other unfamiliar people were doing drugs.
Then out of nowhere- the door busted down and they were there among us.
We were busted by the cops! Alex's Mom appeared and told me to run.
In the general confusion and chaos that ensued, I assumed it would be possible to get away.

I had multiple dreams again but I didnt sleep very comfortably meaning i kept waking up. So my dreams are hard to remember, on the other hand, i had something weird happen to me that i havent had since I was a kid.I highlighted it just in case you guys dont want to read the unimportant stuff.

First Dream I remember I found myself outside in a park or a neighborhood? All i can recall is seeing a sidewalk and some trees the rest seemed to be fogged out. This guy comes out of a Cabin looking house and tells me to follow inside. I find myself inside being scanned by a machine and when done he shows me my face and says "You have multiple tumors, one on the eye, the mouth, and the nose." The screen showed some built up 'junk' that i guess would resemble tumors but even my dream self knew this guy was full of shit. Soon after showing me, I began to sneeze some snot out of my nose in a sink and cough out some flem from my throat. I was thinking omg this guy was right, when all of a sudden a sexy blonde girl comes in with a pistol ready, sees me doing that and says "Eww thats disgusting!" She proceeds to come near me but her target is the guy. She bends him over the tub thats there and shoots him in the back like an execution. I didnt care. Woke up soon after.

Another dream was of me driving to mike and kristins house because they invited me over to try and win back my friendship (Were no longer friends due to them being bad friends in general) I remember having to go through some gates to find the place and once i parked. I didnt want to go inside because i knew it was a bad idea in the first place. The entire dream it was pouring down rain and it was a good excuse not to go inside. Some friends who were in there with them came running out and got in my car. It was ryan who i havent seen since highschool and Victor whos in P.R. right now. Ryan was saying something but i wasnt paying attention. I noticed him and said "Sorry man, how have you been its been too long" he replied with "Its been good man" I asked "Hows life?" and he stated "Its whatever, have some problems but who doesnt" I told him that "Yeah, I guess life is the same for everyone but just experiances in a different way". I decided to drive around in the rain to listen to my system but it wouldnt work sometimes. IRL Im having some technical problems. I woke up when we parked again.

This dream was the shortest but for a good reason. I found myself in a movie theater walking around to find a good seat. I sat down in a chair next to a girl who im pretty sure said something to me but i dont remember what. She was two seats next to me and on my right were no more chairs. Suddenly from behind me I feel a womans hand with semi long nails grab the back of my head and slowly move her nails through my hair. The dream was not very vivid nor clear but this hand felt so real I woke up in a jumpy way. As im typing this i can still feel what the hand felt like and i just know that it wasnt part of my dream rather either a spirit touching me while i sleep or a psychic trying to reach out to me. I also knew that whatever or whoever touched me was not malicious because i didnt feel scared nor any bad energy from it.

I had a few more dreams but dont deem them too significant to type. Id like to make note that this has actually happened to my mom a lot but for her its more stronger. She would feel someone lay in bed next to her while she was dreaming and sometimes something would lay their hands on her. Its happened when i was a little kid as well but I guess now its because ive been meditating and increasing my vibrations.

Last night, I dreamt that I was going to play Board Game Online with my friend Geoff. I don't remember what his username was, but it was all in caps and had the word "REAL" in it. For some reason, each of us was represented on-screen by a Vocaloid shimeji; I had Rin, and he had Kaito.

I think I also had another dream about trying to read something in Korean.

Several dreams again, starting with me being in some sort of army regiment armed only with these pen like guns which took ages to load but were accurate & effective from long range. We were behind some kind of fence like the barb wire from the trenches in world war 1. The enemy was advancing on our position and we had to load, assemble and be ready to fire these strange pen guns before they got to the wire & over ran us. It was too late and they got to the wire & some got through so had to kill them by hand. Managed to finish loading the guns though and kill some with them. The dream then changed to me advancing on the enemy alone. I was crawling on my belly through what would have been no man's land and I hid under a chair on it's side where I could see an enemy in a building ahead so I prepared my pen gun and shot him dead like I was a sniper.
The dream then changed to a situation involving members of my family, I was furious at my Mother and eldest sister for getting drunk while my sister was in the process of trying to divorce her alcoholic husband & care for the children (a situation pretty close to the truth). Details were hazy about this part of the dream so I've just outlined the general theme. I remember my brother in law being in the dream also but not much else, he is currently well out side our families grace in reality.
The dream changed again to me being in some kind of orgy with some old university friends! I was making love to exotic Burkha wearing Muslim girls & remember saying to two of my old university friends about this. Coincidently one of the university friends is a Muslim. And we also did used to chase girls together in reality while we lived in the same student area. Again this part of the dream is hazy. I'm going to try and sleep some more and see if I dream again.

[Thursday, October 25th, 2012]
(I fell asleep tongith at my Aunt's on her couch. I went over to clean that night, but I felt insanely nausious so I lied
down for a while...)

I'm on the same street that me and Alex had a fight on the night before this dream...
Me and Alex are on a platform, it's midnight, and there's someone watching us from a bench...
We're fighting in slow motion- dodging punches and swinging kicks- with superhuman precision and grace.
The person on the bench doesn't say a word, but I have the idea that she's female.
Alex has a weapon now, and she swings it at me, but I have a strange, giant, metal pair of pliers,
and I dodge and rear back into a snake stance with the pliers ready to clamp.
We stop and put our weapons down and laugh.

--

Me and Alex are traveling through some strange mountain pathway up to a village...
The side of the cliff path is so steep, we have to stab our hands into the ground to pull ourselves up.
I feel almost robotic, but graceful in how I make my way up the mountain.
As we reach the village- I either lose recall or the dream ends...

--

I'm outside of my Aunt's/Grandpa's house in the yard.
No recall besides the location, so far.

My recall isn't as strong as previous days today, either my recall or my motivation to recall. Had another fragmented dream, quite vivid again. It's hard to remember what order things happened in but I'll try, there were lots of changes were the dream leaped from one setting to another with different events.
At one point I was in the old house I was brought up in (when my parents were still together many years ago), my Dad was there also. I was on the settee where I usually sat and for some reason I had two kinds of money on me and it had all become mixed up and had fallen down the side of the couch. I also had some medication I had to take in the dream.
I frequently dream about the old house I grew up in as a child, it's one of my 'dream signs' you could say. As for the two types of money, I've had an idea that it could be my brains way of saying I've got my benefits (or welfare for Americans) type of money I claim because I am signed off from work by my doctor at present & then money I earn through selling things occasionally. The medicine is easy as I have been on various antibiotics for months now.
The dreams changes to another setting now where I am with someone from my past, I think we were at some kind of outdoor party or festival but down at the B.M.X track, also somewhere I used to play as a child. We walked away together from the main site of the festival/party and were catching up but I was trying to get the truth out of him about why he'd broke up with his ex' as I'd heard some rumours. This is partially true to life as I knew the guys ex' and her sisters and they'd told me why they'd separated, also I nearly got with his ex' a couple of years back! This part of the dream concluded with us walking somewhere else where there was like an entrance to a tunnel through a hill with an Indian looking man guarding it and we were going to say something to him because he was being inappropriate towards a Dwarf girl who was going into the tunnel. I think this part is definitely connected to me having watched 'Game Of Thrones' before going to sleep!
After this the final part of the dream involved me being at a nightclub in some kind of dance off/emcee battle with a Northern crew. I remember there being people battling/freestyling around me, rhyming over dub-step and there were dance offs. I was taking part in both to some extent. Things got heated and I was discussing with the club owner and bouncers about my skinhead days and returning to them when I got into an altercation with one of the Northern crew. I did some kind of dance/martial art move on him where I got him to the ground and slid quite a few feet with him off the dance-floor to under a table and I wanted him to see that I could have broken his neck against the table leg if I'd not shown restraint & actually wanted to kill him.

The final part of the dream was probably down to me being at the nightclub last weekend and nearly fighting someone I suspected of stealing my phone last year. The music would have hailed back to a time when I was involved in that culture (I still am in a limited capacity). And again I'm sure watching 'Game Of Thrones' before bed influenced this dream because of the whole Northern/southern thing going on.

#1. For some reason I was babysitting these random little kids i had never even met. Thier mom had given them gift cards to King Soopers, so we went to the grocery store. on the way though, I realized I had forgotten my shoes so we turned around and started heading back. Somehow we ended up in the middle of this muddy field though so I had to borrow thier mom's tennis shoes (thier mom had randomly appeared) to get back to my house and put my shoes on. We finally made it back to the store and bought a binch of junk food.

#2. Someone had invented a new way of sending mail to people... using small rockets! This technology evolved very rapidly and like a week later these rockets were able to land right in someone's hand.

#3. I was hangin' out in the basement and randomly went upstairs to play a game of chess.

#4. I was at a college lecture about sociology, or something that was very boring to me anyways.

#5. I was making plans to meet someone out in a forest.

#6. (video game dream) I was standing by this lake and saw Sonic run by (on the water of course). hehe. Anyways, he got a little sidetracked and ended up sinking (cuz he can't swim ya know). After giving myself a facepalm i jumped in to save the day.

#7. There was this resort place in Alaska or some other frozen place. I remember there were two hotels at the resort, each on the other side of this enormous frozen lake. The only way between them was to take a ferry. For some reason, I was staying at one hotel, and my family was at the other. Anyways, I can remember settling into my room, then getting on the ferry to the other hotel. Once there I went in the lobby and met up with my family. We went up to thier room and played some cards. Byt that time it was really late so I decided to take the ferry back to my room. I remember suddenly reaching in my pocket to make sure i had my room key (which I did). I got back on the ferry but then it got really wierd. There was this hot tub on the top deck (despite it being freezing cold). There weree a bunch of people in it, but to get below the deck, I first had to go through this hot tub. Anyways, I slid into a seat and instead of just going below deck, I sat down and started a conversationg with everyone. That's all I remember from that one.

#8. Possibly a combination of 6 and 7, I was playing Unleashed and was at Holoska. (snow level) I had to go around and collect 100 rings, then I would be able to go use this huge crystal ball thing to teleport or something.

Well, while I am listening to the recording I made this morning, I can not remember some of these dreams WHATSOEVER. But... might as well write them down. Anywho...

#1. Apparently there was some guy who had gone and murdered an entire family in ther own home. Then I was helping some random guy at this house where we were investigating the murder or whatever find a gas station. Then we went to lunch. Then we got a clue about some little kid and his big brother that was somehow related. Then the next day we went back to the house to get more clues and this random 'cattle' drive of hogs went by on its way to Wyoming or something.

#2. I was on vacation or something and I ended up leaving my backpack downstairs in the lobby of the hotel. It had my phone and my wallet in it so I had to get that. Then I remember this train pulling up at the second story and we all got in and headed to some amusement park. It was wierd cause I could hear music perfectly clear just coming out of nowhere. I think I may of even started singing along. Then I remember getting back on the train sometime later to head back to the hotel. I also remember at this point suddenly realizing I had a huge mustache, similar to Dr. Eggman's. Idk what that was about.



My 'stache reminded me of good ol' Dr. Eggman.

(I had plenty of dreams. PLENTY of dreams. I only recall a few of them right now though.)

I'm by Screamer's, a bunch of people pass by in a ship made of logs that sails on land.
Me and Alex are in a blow-up-raft and are floating along the other way, going towards the road.

<skip to the next dream>

At Dunkin' Donuts with Nathan
(I don't work here now.)
I take a broken glazed donut
He gives me another butternut chocolate
Hope, my ex-boss for Dunkin Donuts, walks in the room and she's okay that I'm there.
I think about asking for a job there since DD is back in town somehow.
I wonder about how DD is back in business.
The whole building is now huge, there's tons of tables.
People are gradually coming in. By now there's only one person sitting at a table.
Karen, our old landlord, also is a boss here too.
We're built into the apartment complex.
Hope hands me some clothes, "Some of these are yours that you left!"
I'm walking around and see clothes scattered everywhere, as if it's a messy home.
I find a pair of glasses that resembles mine, sitting on a table.
I take off the ones I have on now and realize that they're not mine. I replace them.
I walk around more and explore this new building.
I find that pile of clothes from earlier that I had set down, and decide to look through it.
"Heeyyy, none of these are even my clothes!" I say in a humorous high-pitched voice.
I walk outside.
With Hope and Karen, we get in the car and leave to go somewhere.

We drive back up and we all part ways.
I come in to the Dunkin' Donuts/Apartment/Bar later with a suit and tie and I look badass and sexy.
People are everywhere, sitting at tables.
I see a girl I know, Sam ____, and I point at her, "Hey you!"
She gets up to hug me and attempts to kiss me in the process as well...
I avoid the kiss, even if she's cute, because I have someone who I love already.
After awhile of hanging out there, I go outside and notice the door doesn't shut all the way...
and if I get it to shut, it doesn't stay that way. Frustrated, I walk inside and say,
"Don't use this door, guys!" Someone replies, "Yeah, it doesn't shut."
I leave it half open and walk outside...
Then my old Golden Retriever runs outside!
I chase her around, trying to catch her, but she's too damn fast.
My Mom appears and tries to catch her too; she doesn't seem too worried.
Another dog appears, maybe my old Chihuahua Pinky.
Then Teddy appears, but he looks very odd and grey and old.
Sedona is still running around the apartment complex when the dream ends..

<I wake up.>

<I fall back asleep.>

Lying in bed, I notice that there's a flat-screen TV where it shouldn't be. A lady is delivering the news.
I'm not in my room... and if I am, it's different. The lights are darker and colder.
I realize I must be dreaming and decide to crawl towards the TV, to crawl inside.
It's extremely difficult to make myself crawl towards it.
I open my eyes and I'm in sleep paralysis.
A figure stands near my bed, just out of the corner of my eye.
I freak out and wake up again.

<I wake up, startled...>
<I fall back asleep.>

Alex, Nathan, and I are driving through where McDonald's usually is, but this time, it's Wendy's!
We pull up to the drivethru and I want two Jr. Bacon Cheeseburgers, but they order before I have a chance to say it and pull up.
Alex orders a Bacon Cheeseburger and a drink and Nathan orders something else.
I'm distraught! They pull up and park and we go inside to eat.
I'm complain, but they don't seem to have much sympathy.
I see the plastic utensils, and look around to see where Nathan and Alex went.
They're sitting down eating, while I wander around the restaurant aimlessly.

<dream skips>

I'm back at the apartment complex... or at least a different version of it.
Each outside door leads to another SUB-apartment complex, with it's own 4 or 6 doors to actual apartments.
The apartments are distorted, and extremely large and long, like warehouses.
I'm inside of one apartment with lots of people I knew from school.
We're all playing with these devices that you attach to either your clothing or your head-
When you think a phrase clearly enough, it will play the voice off a speaker.
We all take turns playing with it:
"There's a snake in my boot!"
"There's a rake in my poot!"
"Pooh! Poot! Poop!"
"Rickets... what? Whoa I can hear myself think!"

We all goof around until, eventually, most people leave.
<dream fades>

(I don't remember the rest, just imprints of memories that have to do with the sky and mountains and sunsets. It looks like the sun is setting in the
wrong direction.)

I'm pretty out of practice after my long lucid break, so I decided to post this one anyways even though I didn't even tried to recall it.

I was on a plane, I think. But now that I think of it it would be more of an interceptor like in Saints Row the Third. It was on autopilot, and while the windshield is open I don't feel the wind nor freeze, dream logic I guess? I commented that it's fun to be on an aeroplane.

Later I somehow talked to my dad in telepathy, I spoke aloud until someone asked me what I am doing, so I started trying to talk to my dad in my mind. My dad wasn't in sight, by the way. I told my dad about my fascination about skydiving, but he said that I can't drive them because I'd need a piloting permit, which I remembered just now, and went OK.

I think directly after this I segued into some MS Paint adventure thing.

then it skipped to my talking to my friend about how to defend yourself if you're lucid in the middle of a dream siege in a restaurant (FACEPALM) and another of my friend went kinda "I'm sorry, but your conversation is a bit... umm..."
And I finished for him, "Retarded"

Dream - Lucid

I was at home, and started to think about a guinea pig my brother apparently had. It looked like it had tortiseshell fur, which is black with yellow-orange flecks. I hadn't heard about it in awhile. I then "remembered" what happened. He had moved the guinea pig's container, which was a HUGE glass aquarium-type thing, like you'd see the rodents in in Petsmart, into the garage, because he had rearranged his room. I then had this realization that Blake hadn't paid ANY attention to this guinea pig in a couple of months. The guinea pig was probably dead.

This made me pretty mad, because he has a fish too (IWL he actually does have the fish), and he was bad about cleaning out its tank (IWL this really is an issue...at least for me). I couldn't fathom how someone could take in a living animal, and then just forget about it and let it die. I approached Blake about it, and he didn't seem too concerned, though he did acknowledge that he had forgotten about him. He went into the garage to check up on it. I didn't want to look, because I figured the poor little guy was definitely dead by now. However, when Blake came back, he said the guinea pig was fine and just sleeping. I pictured it asleep in its food dish. I wondered how it stayed alive for that long with no food, water, or having its cage cleaned out. I told Blake it had probably been eating its own feces to stay alive.

This next stuff gets a little confusing in my mind. I'll try to put it into some sort of order that makes sense.

I realized I was dreaming, so, to not lose the dream, I kept repeating in my head "Stay in the dream, stay in the dream..." which at least helped keep the dream colorful and vivid. I also did some hand examinations, not to RC, but so I wouldn't lose focus on the dream world.

I saw that I was in my room. I walked up to the mirror, and saw myself. I looked the same aside from my hair, which was short, straight, and dark red. I also had short bangs. Looking back, the hairstyle reminds me of flappers from the 20s. I smiled, cause it looked good. I was then topless and my boobs were way huge. I thought it was kinda hot really, and started to think about sexy time things, but it wasn't really working too well. I looked at myself in the mirror again, and I still had the different hair.

I then woke up, but DEILDed into another dream. I was then staring at some picture on the wall of my room. I repeated the "Stay in the dream..." stuff, but I don't think it lasted very long.

I DEILDed again, but this time, I went into a non-lucid. The guinea pig situation was still an issue. But this time, when I confronted Blake about it and he checked on the little guy, it was dead. Big surprise. That's what happens when you neglect an animal for 2 months. I just didn't understand why it wasn't a huge deal for Blake. I don't know if I confronted him or not about the issue, but I know I was angry, and thought to myself how mind-boggling it was that someone could take responsibility for an animal's life, and just forget about it. I pictured the guinea pig in its cage in the garage, dead in its food dish. I thought back to the previous part of the dream where the guinea pig was alive, and figured that I had just dreamed that up.

~

I was sitting at a kitchen table in someone's house, and I took a little white pill called "Molly" and washed it down with some water that was in a glass to my right on the table (something I've never done or seen IWL and never EVER want to do...I've seen stuff like this mess up too many lives). It was nighttime outside. I don't remember who I was with, but I started to freak out before it kicked in, saying to myself in my head stuff like well you can forget going to sleep tonight and stuff like that. I immediately regretted taking the damn thing. I contemplated texting Aaron, who had done it before, and telling him, but I didn't.

I then remember being in a room with some other people. We were apparently waiting on Austin to come over. I knew he just wanted to smoke. I was starting to feel the pill now, and I felt hyper and twitchy. Ugh. It was stressing me out pretty badly. Austin was then there. I don't remember much else about that part, other than there was a small point where I became lucid while I was sitting next to someone and talking, but I just let things go on as they were instead of taking advantage of the moment.

I was then running around outside at what I think was dusk with this little boy of about 10 years old. He was chasing me and laughing. I felt weird about it, like the little boy was somehow inappropriately attracted to me. He then grabbed my waist as we ran, and then, he moved his hands under my shirt and on my waist. Definitely inappropriate behavior. I kept running for a second or two before I woke up.

Last night I experienced several dreams. As I went to sleep I let my imagination take hold and it began with myself and one of my nieces boarding a magic carpet which flew around wherever I willed it. So it took us through the town, then through some woods and suddenly whizzed up into space and rushed around the sun!

The dream seemed to transpire out of my control more then & we were on a water slide at a swimming pool & my Father, sister & other niece were there also. There was another inactive slide next to the one we were on but because there were so many people on this slide we were on, it was starting to get jammed & my sister decided to go onto the inactive slide with one of my nieces. We soon realised this slide was inactive as the water in there was cold and still so I quickly tried to pull them both out of the cold water & back onto our functioning slide! Other details were that my Dad was contributing to blocking the slide because of his weight (he is quite fat in the gut area! And also I recently helped him sign up for swimming classes which he starts soon so am sure this dream's related to this).

Another dream I had last night involved old friends again this time they were people I used to buy marijuana from before I stopped smoking. I was debating with them and I think they were trying to get me to keep smoking & buying it but I was refusing so it was getting more & more heated until I went to attack the one who is the major dealer and the other who I am closer to as a friend (we played music together in bands etc) had to restrain me & hold my arms back to stop me from attacking him!
The dream seemed to change then to include my sister, the same one from the previous dream. She actually still smokes marijuana so I can also understand where this dream came from. We were pursuing the guy who'd restrained me from hitting the dealer to get my sister some weed. For some reason he lived atop a hill with a driveway leading up it that was covered in a massive sheet with weed sprinkled all over it!
We waited at the foot of the hill for him to get some from his house because we weren't allowed to touch the stash sprinkled over the giant sheet on the driveway leading up the hill. Despite this my sister started digging into it and when she'd got enough I said we should leave & I woke up!

I then fell back asleep again only to think I was still awake on my computer on the Dailybooth social networking site where I saw an old house mate of mine in lots of photos. Shortly after this I woke for real and immediately signed onto my laptop & came here to fill out my DJ because I was amazed at having this many dreams in one night that all began with a semi lucid exercise in my imagination

Had some minor recall, but not much from last night.

Although I woke a lot and remember thinking I should write this down, so I must have dreamed a fair bit.

Fragments from last night:

- My dad showing me a clip on youtube of a friends not so successful MMA career, he couldn't stay up in the ring, kept sliding about and eventually slid out of the ring, tried to run away and slid, crashing into a wall.

- At some point I met my dad and his wife at ASDA car park, for a lift home, they told me of some bad news for my sister and her husband.

- Outside in some 'dump' like area at night, behind a big metal industrial like bin.

Will add more if I remember it.

Frags:

• taking bites out of a head of lettuce, but it tastes so gross that I wonder if it's not actually brussel sprouts