dream fragment

03.08.2011

Failing Brakes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I hear this is a classic dream scenario.

I was driving a car with my dad. I tried to stop at a red light, and the brakes weren't working.

"STOP! STOP! STOP !STOP!!!"

I rolled right through the intersection. I decided to gas it once I was already halfway through.

"What the fuck were you thinking?"

"The brakes weren't working! Watch!" and I tapped the brakes and they did nothing.

Dreams have been so chaotic lately and very hard to keep up with.

I remember T and I were fighting, I don't remember feeling all that upset, but we exchanged our wedding rings. He took mine and I took his for some reason, as if to signify that it was over.

I was driving on a road that went over a highway and I was "supposed" to let my car go on it's own on the exit, so I got out. It took off down the exit but I decide to hover over traffic to make sure it made it to the highway safely. This is bizzare, but it's really not that rare in my dreams. I didn't become lucid, sadly.

I remember sitting at a computer somewhere, it was like I was in some kind of summer camp. I don't know what website I was on, but it very well could have been DV, because I remember hitting the friends tab and that layout. There were people on my friends list that were there in the dream with me. Mostly guys, I do remember thinking about one DV member, but just their name, because I found out he had changed it or whatever. This guy was really short but he had a kind of "class" clown attitude. I knew he was my friend. They were asking me to go get cigarettes from the mailbox. I was wearing swim suit bottoms and nothing else. I almost walked to the mailbox like that, then decided to look for a shirt. I woke up briefly. After falling back asleep I seemed to have realized that cigarettes weren't just going to appear in the mailbox.

I had a sexual experience, semi lucid, with my lover in a dream bathroom. I did type it up for a second and realized it's a little too much info. All I have to say about it now, is, it was huge.

So then, I'm hovering again. I'm over this bridge, but it's like a distant memory of me and T driving down it once. (I've never seen or driven down a bridge like this.) It looked like the common over-the-sea bridge, it was just different somehow. It was really foggy out and dark. There was one car holding up three other cars and the other cars were actually pushing it along.

I guess that's all for now. I can't for the life of me remember everyyything.

oh, I was lucid and flying for a brief instant but it quickly faded.

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
Another lucid recall fail.

All I remember about this dream is being in my bed, having 'woken up'. It was dark, and my surroundings were pretty unidentifiable, almost blurry. I can't even remember what bed I was in because my surroundings were so hard to decipher. Whatever bed I was in, to the left of it was a side table, and there was a digital alarm clock on it. I could barely see anything except for the bright red, normal-looking numbers of the clock. It read 9:47, but I figured I should probably do a reality check because I might have been dreaming.

I looked away and looked back, and the time had changed to 9:48, just one minute ahead. I looked at it intensely. A fluke, or was I really dreaming? I'd test it again, but before I had the chance to look away, the time then changed to 9:49, then 9:50, then 9:51, and so on, all within seconds. "Yeah, I knew it!" I said.

That's all I can remember.

So tonight i attempted the CANWILD, Custom Alarm Noise Wake Induced Lucid Dream, where i set my alarm on my ipod to make a noise, and eventually stop after 2 minutes... it didn't stop, so i slowly moved the earpiece from my head. I then tried to go to sleep, but the noise wouldn't stop...but i fell asleep again...and this is where this dream may have come from.

DRUG TRAFFICKING:
I remember laying in bed, because i was sick. My ex gf brought me a glass of warm milk and i guess a glass of warm cream in these two shot glasses with a gold trimming around the top, so it might not have been milk...but it looked creamy. I remember drinking it and all my senses tingling, because I knew that I should use ADA, but i didn't realize it was a dream. My ex told me she was sorry, because apparently when my friend (who is a girl, was sick, i tried making her cough or something)
Somewhere in the dream I remember me, my ex, some girl, and this guy, all cheering because we were about to take a bunch of drugs somewhere, and one of the people opened their mouth, and it look liked clear string in a wad.
Somewhere in the dream, i was maybe kissing the other girl, and my ex comes in and freaks out, and i felt really shitty.

DREAM SIGNS: I am not dating my ex anymore, I don't traffic drugs...

I remember looking at a video on my computer. I also remember needing to dial 911, but was glad that someone else called instead.

fragfreakingment.

FF 8bit graphics...Is all that I recall. I also discover putting "freaking" in the middle of the word "fragment" is a good way to explain those nights when you only get a fragment with no clue or false memories to go on.

Fragfuckingment on the other hand sound kinda sexual.

02.08.2011

Bundle of Fragments (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was engaged in an m3 shotgun fight with somebody. I killed them and another person came up. I jumped over them and shot them in the head.

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Jordan Mencel decided to take off from his regular music and was singing a concert. He sounded absolutely terrible. He was autotuned, but it was like... 15 cents flat every time. It sounded very raspy.

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Metro Police from HL2 came into my house to search for money printers.
"You can't prove that. You need a warrant. They looked pretty intimidating, but I wasn't giving in one bit.
"You need a warrant. You can't prove I have anything."







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cut mp3. Those two words say it all really. Nothing to explain here. Cutting mp3s in FL Studio 9 or 10.

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I was in my old theatre teacher's class. We were in the auditorium doing something for a play.

No clue what she failed/should have passed.. All I know is what I was thinking.
A girl failed and was crying hysterically. She couldn't understand it either. (neither could I, she should have passed with flying colors). The teacher said "appreciate your the talents you have and quit crying over this."

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Another girl from this same class was playing a rock concert. She was playing guitar. She wore a short pink dress, it was mega hot. Haha.

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I was in a minecraft world (though it wasn't cubed or 16x16 texture. It was like real life.

"I need some dirt blocks to finish this." I said.
The skidder looked at me, made a few futuristic noises, and said "over there." He was holding a minecraft block (or rather, sphere) of the globe.







I went over and grabbed this ball of dirt and carried it and continued building my dirt wall.

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Most fragments I could remember upon waking I was too lazy to record

I'm sitting in the passenger seat of an old yellow car. My sister is driving in a large and mostly empty parking lot and she pulls up along a wall on the left side just close enough that I can not open my door. On the other side of this wall is a large freeway with overhead advertising signs.

i don't know but damn last night i had the most bizar dream

i was in a metropolis and it looked like a warzone...
all buildings where damaged and so where the roads bridges etc...
it looked like people where trying to survive... and so did i.

unfortunately i forgot the details but it seems im starting to recall naturally (atleast snippets)

Was up to no good with a DC, having a great time, things went swirly and I was standing in a church near the alter.
Suddenly a ball of energy burst out of the floor and went into my stomach through my naval. I felt very odd, like someone was trying to take control of my body. I hung on for a minute or two, the energy got weaker and tried to escape, I held onto it and absorbed it. Finders Keepers!

1) All I remember is warehouse. Everything else is just blurry or just out of reach of my thoughts. *Sigh* Same thing as the past weeks... I need to get to sleep sooner. And arm myself... I march to war!

I attempted to try the WBTB technique, but failed when someone decided to txt me at 3:30am...then not being able to fall asleep again for awhile...woke up to be extremely disappointed i was unable to recall a dream until just recently.

VIDEO GAMES:
I was in my apartment when I was residing in CT; rummaging through my attic crawl space. I find a plastic ziplock bag with gamecube controllers in it. Not long after I find all my old video game systems, controllers, and games. I recall my PS2 with the Jack and Daxter series, finding another zip lock with PS2 controllers, and the feeling of nostalgia.

DREAM SIGNS: I do not live in CT anymore, I do not own my PS2 or Gamecube anymore

8/1/11
Sprained ankle today. Ice pack and elevated tonight. Slept on back tonight.

1) LUCID. With guy friends. Apparently a race to see who is my best friend. Rob, people. Think to myself Tim wins. In a city block with some form of barrier or shield wall in front of me.

2) Sean. Guys. Time shifts to 1950s. I'm in a dorm room with all these people. Think I need to find a bowler hat to fit in.

3) At an orientation or a first day of college. I first see a play of some sort. After I leave, I sit at a study table. I remember I have a HUGE amount of homework due the first day of school. Poster. Kinda panic, but then realize it's not the first day. I still have a while. A guy walks past with a headset and comm system on. He's the stage manager of the play, I think. The guy sitting next to me yells, "Tech Theatre!" Talk. Other people know each other.

5) While awake in bed before leaving for work. Vision of a box of two chocolate muffins. Grabbed one for breakfast.

6) Playing on the computer with a 360 controller.

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
Folks, this is what happens if you have poor recall and end up becoming lucid. Practice your recall! I had a very frustrating time trying to remember this; I probably spent twenty minutes lying in bed just thinking about it, and even then, I couldn't remember much.

This was a longer semi-lucid that probably clocked in at around 8 minutes, although I can't remember next to anything about it. One thing I do remember is doing the nose-plug RC, but I don't know where I was at the time. A few minutes after this, I was now doing stabilization exercises. I was walking into an underground subway station; it was essentially a large room with a fairly low ceiling; the entire thing was made of darker grey concrete that was almost shiny. The lighting was dim, with a dark yellow hue to it. The concrete was stained and looked decrepit. On one side of the floor, going from one rectangular hole in the wall to the other, was a clean, normal-looking tunnel for a subway to pass through. I was walking through a tight hallway, made of the same concrete, to get to this room. The hallway was probably only 2 feet wide, and only twice my height. On the left, I was running my hand along the wall as I walked, because it was covered in transparent patches of ice, and white frost that looked very real. I remember marveling at how cold and realistic it felt.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Attempt at a shared dream with Mancon.
Click here for his entry.

There was much more to this dream, but I can't remember what. From the part I remember, it was nighttime, and I was at the bottom of a sheer cliff. This cliff was probably only 100 feet tall, and it was made of dark brown rock. In front of me stretched an ocean of very dark water; the sky was fairly dark, but not like it would be in the middle of the night. This darkness gradated to a lighter, almost green-blue at the horizon, where the water was. I was standing on a smooth, mint green piece of 'land' that had a wavy edge on one side. There were ripples of white in it, and the entire thing was shiny. I stepped on it and the land cracked into three pieces; two of them were large and the other piece was rather small. I don't remember what happened after that; I know that I didn't end up going in the water, though.