dream fragment

REMINDER: This is just a personal DJ that helps me with remembering my dreams. So it's just a normal, non interesting, boring dream meant just for documentation.

So I can't remember the start, but I remember going with my friend Me. from our hanging place Met. to the main railway station. He is telling me about a video project he's doing with some other band (it has something to do with a place where you pay people to drug you and then you have this wicked place you can hang). When we get to our destination, it's not a station but just a rail track with some modern train wagons on it (the first part train wagons, the one where the trainmaster is usually), but they are not normally on the rail but sideways ===/ /=== like this, but theyre wheels are normally attached to the railway. Theres grass all around. I go to one of them, the one far on my left (it looked like it was out of the railway the others were on), it looked kind of like there was a suite inside or something. So I go and say to my friend, wouldn't it be awesome if this one was open (I really didn't expect it to be), so I try to open it and I fail. So after that disappointment, we go back (don't know why) and my friend Do. appears out of nowhere. They say they must catch the bus nr. 5. I ask Do. about the project the were doing with Me. but he corrects Me. with some details about how the floor is and that theres light (coming out of the floor or something like that). Although we are suddenly in Ši. by the railtracks, they find a bus station where the 5 stops and I tell them they can wait there. I go on alone and think if someone is still waiting for me at the rehearsal place, because I remember not locking it and having the keys. I am still in šiška walking towards where I train karate, thinking it's the rehearsal place, but my mom comes in the room and wakes me on my way. I just grabbed my bag under my shoulder.

College Roommate Dentist
I'm in college. It seems I'm living with a roommate. He reminds me of my lab partner from a EE class that I barely knew. In the dream, he is a dentist and he takes patients in our apartment. It's like we have a garage and he has an office set up in there.

Dream - Lucid

I was at work, serving some special coffee drink to a table.

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I was telling someone about the above dream, I think it was my mom, and she thought it was “wild”.

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I was working with my friend/coworker Tori. The lights weren’t on in the coffee shop. A couple that frequents the shop came in, and the woman asked me if we still had the special that was on the board. I turned around to see what the special even was, and it said “piggys in a blanket”. I told her to hold on, and I’d go check. I went and asked Tori, and she said yes, we still had it, and showed me where the “piggys in a blanket” were. I told the lady we had them, so that’s what she ordered. I got the little link sausages wrapped in crescent rolls out of this small box, and put 6 of them on a plate. I couldn’t decide whether to give her 5 or 6 though. I finally decided on 5, and put one of them back.

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I was in a building at my college, the old gym, with my brother. A girl I’ve known since middle school, Amanda, was there. Apparently, she had never really liked me. I wanted to know why, so before we left the building, I demanded that she tell me why she had never liked me. She told me to hold on, she was going to use the bathroom, but she’d tell me when she got out.

As soon as she went into the bathroom, a big, light blue neon sign appeared on the wall close to the ceiling that said “Emotions” in cursive. It lit up the room. Apparently, this was normal for her, and I told my brother that. I “remembered” that, usually, it would immediately go away and be replaced by another neon sign, this time red, that said “try harder” in cursive.

Amanda finally came out of the bathroom, and the sign did something new. It turned white and said “please wait”, again in cursive. Then, it changed again, and said something along the lines of “congratulations”. Amanda was overjoyed, because she had always gotten the “try harder” sign, no matter what. I cried tears of joy for her, I was so happy. She hugged me and thanked me for being such a good friend. I was overcome with emotion. I told her how happy I was for her. I looked at her face, and it was covered in scratches and bruises, but she still looked so happy. I left with my brother, still crying tears of joy. I then explained to my brother that, usually, when the “try harder” sign appeared, enemies popped out and she had to fight them off. I “remembered” when this had happened in high school.

When I woke up, I still felt like crying, it was intense.

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I was in a giant warehouse. A customer from the coffee shop, a man who constantly cheats on his wife with pretty young female students (he’s an anatomy teacher at my college) in waking life, was there. He had a huge tattoo-type thing on his leg that said “FAMILY” in black lettering, though I hesitate to call it a tattoo, because it was like it was a part of him internally. It’s weird, it was like engraved into him.

I was supposed to kill him. I had been spying on him for a lot of the dream, and I somehow injected a slow-acting acid into him. I tracked the progress of the acid by watching his “tattoo”. I noticed the acid filling up the letters, and eating away at the “Y” of “FAMILY”. He didn’t notice it at first.

At some point, I talked to his wife, and discussed all of this stuff with her. She was kind of in on it, but reluctantly, because she loved him.

I finally saw the acid take full effect. I saw him bleeding profusely on the floor, in agony and pain. I felt horrible. I cried. Then, I knew I had to shoot him. But then, he had a gun. He was suddenly up off the floor, and was pointing the gun at me. He looked crazy, like he had gone completely mad. I was terrified, and tried to wish a force field around me, to protect me from the bullets, because I was dreaming.

Wait, I’m dreaming! The bullet came out of the gun, but when it hit me, it felt like a pebble bouncing off of my body. I examined my hands to steady to dream and induce clarity. I told the guy it was a dream, and he looked pretty happy about it. He smiled, and his outfit changed to this white and red suit. I turned around and saw a bunch of computers. Most of the screens were black, and had random letters and numbers on them. I tried typing in “Access Krista’s memories”, but nothing happened.

I was so excited to be in an LD, I couldn’t remember any of the goals I had set. I decided to, of course, fly. I blasted through the ceiling, and flew into the night. I felt a little unsteady, but I overcame it quickly. I flew over The Avenue, an outdoor shopping complex in my town. I decided to check out The Icing, a Claire’s-type jewelry store. There were a few people in there, but not many. I saw a pair of pretty, dark blue dangly earrings, and took them (stealing isn’t something I’d ever do in waking life, no idea why I decided to do it in the dream). I put them on, and flew out of the store. Then, I remember being on the ground again, and trying to will a hand-held mirror into my hands so I could see the earrings. Nothing happened. Then, for some reason, I tried to will fire to appear in my hands. All I got was smoke. In all my excitement of the LD, I had forgotten that verbal commands are what work best for me when I’m lucid, I suppose. I took off into the air again.

Then, I "woke up" in my mom’s car, and it was morning. We were driving, but I’m not sure where. I looked at the digital clock in the car, and it said it was 9:17. Crap! I had a 9:10 class, and I had missed it. I asked my mom what happened, and got no reply. All she told me was that I needed to take off my atrocious earrings.

Huh? I still had the earrings from my LD, only now they were bunches of blue, dangly bells. I started to get upset with myself for stealing them. Then, I thought about class again, and my brother asked me what I was going to do about that. I told him I didn’t know, and started recording my dream in my dream journal.

Then, I woke up for real, in plenty of time for class.

I'm usually excited to be LDing, but for some reason, the excitement this time was really intense. So intense that I couldn't remember any of my LD goals I have set.

I also seem to end up in a lot of giant warehouse-type places before I become lucid, or sometimes after. Hmm...very interesting.

21.01.2011

Anti-Bullying (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1. I was wearing my pajamas, and someone pointed out to me that they were ripped. I looked at my shirt and saw it was all torn up.

2. I was at my school, but the size of it was a lot smaller. Everything past the guidance office was no longer there. Anyway, I started to walk to Gym, and on the way, you pass the guidance office. The floor was grass, and there was a lot of mud. I quickly pushed through the "staircase crowd" and made it alive into the guidance office. I knew that if I wanted to make an appointment, I had to go through a door and write it down on a sign-up sheet. Instead, I waited in the small office and waited for the blonde secretary, wearing a black shirt, to ask me what I wanted. She was talking on her cell phone, and when she looked at me, I asked her if there were any jobs at the school for me, because I needed it for college. She told me about an Anti-Bullying program, and said she will sign me up and call me back down when I had the time. A girl with blue eye shadow walked in, and her hair was in a pony tail. She asked to be in the same club, and she was instantly signed up.
I left the guidance office and appeared outside my Uncle Matt's house. The houses looked the same, but the opposite side of the house, instead of being a forest, had more houses. I walked down the street a bit, until I came to a house with a decent sized hill. I started at the middle of the hill and slid down it. There were two bumps in the path. My cousin, wearing a puffy black jacket, had a sled with him and called to me. I looked up and walked to him. I was standing in the street with him at the top of the hill, which had 4 bumps in all. (If you didn't realize by now, my dream had snow). We went down the hill, and the dream ended.

Lots of insomnia and broken sleep recently, so most of my dreams are fragmented and unformed.
One image that sticks out was from a couple of nights ago. WhenI woke up I drew the image because it seemed significant somehow.

It was of 4 hands gripping each others arm in a square formation, like in the picture. The hands were gripping nearer the elbow, so the square was wider, but this is the closest image I could find.
Perhaps it has some kind of meaning?

14.01.11
I remember this phrase incredibly clearly: "You can explore it in the real world, or the Minecraft world", it's said as a joke, in a nonchalant way.I vaguely remember a city - Ackbar (sounds arabian?) and a valley.The valley was in classical minecraft block-ish manner, it was made of sand and stone, probably close to the city.

13.01.11
1: A very Zelda:Ocarina of Time setting.In a forest with giant trees.I'm trying to change the behavior of the local villagers, because they are bad and greedy.They don't follow words, so I use Deku sticks and Deku nuts, they're not fatal but are enough to discipline them.I feel righteous and proud in doing so (I'm not much of a violent person).
2: Again, a Zelda-ish setting, very faint recall, mostly peaceful.

...but I haven't even played the game!

sitting on a bus. first talking to a friend. two-three of his friends joins us. one of them, a girl which he calls a friendstealer, starts flirting with me and we get private. my niece in front of the bus is sad and lacks money, solaced by my sister, running towards the back of the bus. Though being pleased with my own situation I feel sympathetic and approach them and give my niece money. she looks greedy and ungreatful. I go back to my new girlfriend, but she has now started flirting with my brother. i wake up

20.01.2011

The Fat Lady at Fright Fest and my Friends? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Due to school, I honestly had no time for LDing. But, I finally decided to try again. I went from remembering no dreams to remember two dreams, a mini fragment, and a dream from weeks ago!

1. Upon waking up, I could only think about strange music, a father, a room that was possibly closing in. This was my minifragment. I was disappointed that I couldn't remember the rest, but I remembered something.

2. I was outside my house, and I had a strange desire to go to my friends house (LotF). After standing outside near the street, I noticed two cars that were stopped in front of me. One car had tinted windows, or no driver, and it drove away. The other car was a black car, with the windows opened, and my friend Madison was in it. He was wearing a tank top and waved to me as he drove away. Although I don't know how, I arrived at my friends' house. Upon arriving, I saw my cousin, Kyle, playing on their computer. Madison was in the shower at the time, so my cousin took me on Youtube and we were going to watch some videos. Madison came out of the shower, in clothes, and said hi to me. I didn't want to see him, so I went home instantly. My dog was outside, along with the neighbor's dog. They were in front of my house, so I put my neighbor's dog on a leash and had my dog follow along. I brought them both inside, although my dog was reluctant at first.

3. I was at some weirdly designed house. There were three floors to this house; the bottom floor had one room, the second floor had one room, and the top floor had two rooms. I was in the room on the bottom floor, and it seemed like it may have been a college dorm room. There was a small green bed close to the floor, along with a green carpet and green walls. There was also an extremely fat woman in the room, but she was going to bed. She went on the second floor and closed the door to her room. I decided I would be quiet.
Somehow, I ended up at Six Flags Great Adventure during the October season. I saw a man in a costume on stilts (or he had a really flexible spine), with a child sitting on his head to see everything. The man who was holding the child looked a bit like Jack Skellington, as he had a black and white shirt on, along with matching pants. Although I knew the area was Six Flags, it was very different. The area was wide open, and there were no rides in sight. Everyone was on a large gray path that was in a dark green field. All of the trees around us were dead. All of a sudden, the Halloween parade started, and children in costumes, the most prominent being a tiger, ran after me. I woke up.

NON LUCID- WOAH, YEAH!
A "kid" with an avatar that looks like a brown dog started a thread here. He said he had unlocked a channel on his TV that his parents blocked. He kept spamming, telling everyone to not freak out. I was like, you're the only one freaking out. He gets nervous if he watches that certian shows. The he wrote: Status UPDATE: I saw _____s get freaky! (I'm not typing it, because it might be considered for a ban.) It was a funny dream but I was enjoying it, lol. Vividness: 3/5 looking just at a computer screen.
NON LUCID- I DO IT LUCID
I told my friends about lucid dreaming, and why it's fun. (Fragment) Vividness: 2/5
NON LUCID- MANA BEING BAD
My grandma was being extra mean. (Fragment) Vividness: 2/5
NON LUCID-DEMONS
Something about demons in a dark room. (Fragment) Vividness: It can't be vivid if I don't really remember it. .99/5.

Generic, unmemorable sex dream with my husband. I think it was a threesome with another woman (which I have considered IRL, but never done).
Out of nowhere, I am playing Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood. I am doing the mission when you storm the Castel Sant'Angelo to rescue Caterina Sforza. Ezio is detected by guards, and I restart the memory, frustrated. My son comes in and I give him the controller, then I realize I am late for work.

Jan. 19-20
The first dream of the night had day residue in it from the day before. (day before i was riding with my buddy in his new nissan titan...thinking about how nice it would be to have one) I was at my old church in Mississippi...it was a really gloomy day an there was mist in the air. I had a black truck that was larger than a normal truck. It had bright red taillights and had chrome in a few places but wasn't extremely flashy...I remember getting in to drive it and going down the road to get a championship football ring from someones home...the landscape was so different from my actual home town (false rememberance) but to me looked completely normal...I was on my way to this house when I woke up.*
2nd dream I only remember a fragment. I was looking thru a drawer and found multiple hackysacks that look just like my favorite one...I picked up one that was in the drawer and felt it...it was a very ruff feeling jacket sak...I could feel ever texture...it was full of beads where it hadn't been bleed...it was heavy...I kept examining it and that's all I can remember

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Recalled a few dreams this morning. Nothing special really.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm talking to an old friend on the phone. I'm once again in my friend G's mother's house.

05.10: Sauna
I'm in some random house. I decide to go into the sauna and walk into my bedroom with my friends sleeping on beds in it. I take off my pants and grab a towel. I walk into the sauna room and accidentaly step on a gamecube, resetting the game. "What the fuck dude?!" A young teenage boy asks me. "Oh shit, I'm sorry" I say and feel ashamed. "How long did you play without saving?". "Like 8 hours" the second boy tells me and brings up the screen. I can tell it has only been set back like an hour and I leave the place. "I thought that was the sauna" I think as I walk around the place, trying to find another one. I walk in a saunadoor and find my cousin's father doing something on a grill. There's ash in the air and we talk for a while.

05.10: Disappointed
I'm at school with my old class. I'm joking around with a few friends and I behave just the way I used to behave when I was a kid. The teacher tells us to be quiet. "I have your test results here, Matte, you disappoint me" she tells me and hands me a paper. "Wtf, 52 points out of 64?" I think as I check the test. Matilda apparently did much better and I'm mad with myself. I can see I've accidentaly skipped a few questions.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 200 ml applejuice

That's it! I'm ready for another lucid! Will try to stay in the dream this time and activate all my senses. Read WakingNomad's tutorial on it, sounds good.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

20th of january 2011

This night i had one long detailed dream and a dreamfragment in the morning.

The castle that kills
The dream begang with me being in some of classroom in the sourthrend part of Denmark new Germany (Dunno why?). I cant recall 100% what the teacher told us but i just remember she was very mad at us. Anywho. The dream skips and we are infront of this very big castle like house that we had to go into. It was me and two good friends i know IRL who had to go inside. The big main doors opens automatically with the usual squeaky noise and we entered the first big room. At the end of this hall there was two other big doors and we moved on. The next room was full of old war armour, weapons and that kind of stuff. There was a door on the right and we entered that. That room was empty / no recall what was in there but on another door on the left was leading to a very VERY strange room where the fucked part kicks in: This HUUUUGE room had a whole fuckin' river inside! The dream skips a little bit and one of my friends have to go down this big river for some strange river. i think he had to retrive something for our teacher. He got into the river and had to get over this big log of wood. After he went over to the other side a vortex kinda think sucked him down and he didnt come back. After that i told my second friend that when it was his turn we use the rope we got with us so that wont happen again. He refused of course.

After discussing for some time everything went silent. The doors slowly startet to close and we got this feeling we REALLY have to get out of here and we had this strange feeling that if we didnt get out in time we would not survive. We ran as fast as we could. First out of the river room, throug the empty room and into the armour room. The doors were about 50 cm open and i almost jumped all the way to get out in time. My second friend did not make it...

I stood.. Outside the castle.. Alone.. in the pouring rain.. Just starring at the two big doors..
I herd a terrifying scream...

19th birthday (A fragment of a dream ruined by my alarmclock)

The dream starts at a house in a forrest. I was my friends 19th birthday and the party was awesome! We stood outside in the good summer weather when a big black 4x4 drives up to the house. Out comes the italobrothers! Apperently my friend knew their lead singer very well..

Dream - Lucid

I can only remember a fragment...

A girl I know, Abby, was upset with me for something I did to Austin. I think she was texting me to let me know this.

Lame. I know that dream was a lot longer too. Stress does a number on my recall.