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Dream Fragment
Tay was angry but I forget why. I think I made a mean comment to her in the dream. Shana was walking and I said, "Oh, there's Tay!" But my friend whispered next to me, "That's Shana, dressed as Tay." So, I went to tay and told her and she got mad. Then, I ran away from the school.
Vividness: 3/5

- Real life and comments.
- Non-Lucid Dreams
- Lucid Dreams
* Special feelings and other things *

Mewtwo in an abandoned mall.
Today I dreamed about how i met Mewtwo (yeah, the pokemon) in an abandoned mall, at night, very apocalyptical enviroment.

I was exploring the abandoned mall, with 1-2 persons, that i don't remember, with a apocaliptycal feeling (fear, anxiety, being able to be attacked at any moment), when suddenly, in a corridor for the workers, I saw Mewtwo. When he saw me, he approached to me and he started to talk.
I don't remember exactly the words, but he told me how is the life of an inmortal entity, always seeing the world, how it changes, misfortunes, wars... Sentenced to exist until the end. While he was talking to me, I got the feeling of talking with someone infinitely wise...Then I said:
- If you have to life until the end of the world, join us and help us in this adventure...
He asserted.

False awakening

I opened my eyes and check the time (11:00), then I started to think about the dream... When i wake up of the bed, shit.

It was a FA!, now, i check the time and it was 10:30... Other easy LD lost... :S

NOTE: I have to get used to do RC while I wake up!

Non Lucid, or is it?
This dream breaks my heart, because I KNOW it was pure awesomeness! *Everytime I have an awesome dream, Allison H (my friend) is always there. I was at school, and ran away from something in it. I went to a field outside of it, and it had dirt and fall leaves there. It had alot of trees. I either flew around them or climed on them. A teacher with a light purple shirt with a boy cut short curly hair told me I wasn't in trouble and she is going to sort everything out.
The importance of the dream?
A: I am beggining to think Allison is my dream guide. She got me into lucid dreaming, with the vivid fly dream. (It wasn't lucid, but I got into it, because of how fun flying is. Vividness: Memory Fail.
NON LUCID-McSpensive
I was at McDonald's. I don't go there often nor did I go yesterday, but whatever. I went to go buy something with frys. (I forget what it was, even.) The guy brought up the price. It was $25.25. (There was only, like three things in the bag o.O) The thing is, I could read the price, no problem. In the dream, I thought it was $25.00 and five dollars. So, I paid him $25.00 and then, I said, "Let me get the change." I got the five dollars out, thinking it was 5 cents. For some reason, he knew I wanted honey mustard, and asked me. I nodded. The McDonalds I have never been there before. Vividness: 3.9/5
NON LUCID-ROACH AND JOEL
Joel found a roach, and it looked like a toy. Big eyes, kinda cute. But it represented one in the dream, so I was grossed out. I ran away from it, because he kept pestering me! "You want it!" I got big-eyed. "AHHHH NO!" As I ran away in fear. Vividness: 3.5/5
NON LUCID-SEMESTER HIDING
It was the beggining of the second semester, and I decided not to go into Mr.Stinky's class. Thank goodness it was an A day. I walked into Mrs. S's room and everything looked different. I am surprised I knew where I was. I needed a copy of my scheduel, so I asked her for it.
Dream Fragment: Dream Journal
I dreamt I was writing in my DJ (my real one) and although it didn't make sense, it was related to my dreams and was legible. I had this dream, because I didn't write my dreams when I woke up, twice! So, my sub-c must be telling me if I want to remember my dreams, better write them now. Vividness: 3.5/5
NON LUCID-Cutie!
There was this HOT guy at McDonald's and asked me for help with his looks to impress the ladies, lol. He had black hair, a red hat (dark red) and a black striped shirt. Plain red pants, too. Kara, my other friend, was there. We were trying to make him look better. The first attempt, he went over to a girl and she walked away, laughing. Then, we took his hat off and gave him a better makeover. Then, he was semi-cute but had acne, so we left. At least he got a girl, though. One walked over to him afterward and they went on a date.
What's wierd? I didn't even think about McDonalds today or even this week. Something's weird. Vividness: 4/5

I was playing Pokémon for some reason (WTF!!! I never play Pokémon!!) together with someone (I only remember her being female) and thought this was kinda strange, so I decided to do a reality check, so I pinched my nose and tried to breathe, and I could. I did some Passive Dream Control on the game, I made the characters do stuff they couldn't do in the real game. I did some other stuff but I can't really remember what. Now I'm in the back of the car with my crush, she has non-alcoholic wine (and I don't even like wine!! must be because I talked about wine before I went to bed..). It started to get kinda romantic (dude, I wished I would never wake up at that point) and the drive disappears!! My crush takes over the car and puts it an the side. Now my mom is here, and she sais something about the wine not really being wine or something. There was something with a rocket too, because I tried to summon zero-gravity, but didn't succeed. And there was something with some sort of a fair-trade shop and an old lady.....

Dream Signs: A rocket, I didn't feel my muscles while moving my body, changing of scene, people appearing.

REMINDER: This is just a personal DJ that helps me with remembering my dreams. So it's just a normal, non interesting, boring dream meant just for documentation.

Fragment 1:

I remember being on a kind of pedestal above a door which leads to the gym in my school. There was this audition and I needed to lift and lower a guitar/ukulele (it was changing from time to time) that was on a rope. I also had a switch for the volume of the background music. After I was done with this job I went down to see what is happening and it gets quite blurry here. I remember getting violently pushed twice by a singer for whom i lowered the ukulele into the table with the judges. There was some kind of corruption going on with the votes and I realized later that everyone voted, not just the judges. A few moments later, I went first person view to the bassist of the next band, which I disliked. We started playing, but I didnt know what to play, and if that wasn't enough, the guy was left handed and so i had to play with my right hand and pick with my left. Well I actually just played 2 notes throughout the song and sang some backing vocals, all crappy as was my opinion of the band. When we were playing, there was no one left in the gym, so when the band went out they said, theyre gonna be there tomorrow. I was like: no...

Fragment 2:

Between Ši. and Kos. next to the motorway they built this broad sidewalk with a blue stripe for bikes. I remember going there with my friend Mi. and others, which I don't remember. Because I was the only one without a bike, Mi. asked me if I wanted to hop on his handlebars but I said no, because I thought I saw some cops ahead. Instead, I started sprinting my ass off and kinda went 60km/h + and then at the end of the path I jumped on the grass, which was on the right side of the motorway and started sliding while not standing (dont remember if I was sitting or lying), but I wasnt losing speed or anything. I was thrown to the motorway twice while I was speeding through the distance. Some time later I met/called some people to pick me up (don't know why, I thought I was chased or smthn). Because they couldn't pick me up while driving (it was the initial plan), we drove somewhere ahead to the right, where there was a mini airfield. Now I don't remember much, but they seemed to be in a plane at some point when he was parking it, but later it was a car, that my grandma and grandpa use. In the front right seat there was my friend Sa. and on the left side it was Fr., who was driving. I remember this because I was filming them with a camera to say thanks.

Fragment 3:

We are in the 46 classroom in our school and its biology. My schoolmates Jo. and Po. are solving some crosswords. The teacher Če. comes and firstly ignores them, but then jokingly comes back in a "ha, you thought I wouldn't do this" way and takes their crosswords. I sit where I was sitting at biology last year, and a schoolmate Ma. is sitting to the diagonaly left. When Če. comes to her because she got Če's attention (mobile phone/crossword, I don't remember) she takes it and looks into her bag aswell. What she finds is a big bag of pure heroin, which she surprisingly calmly takes and puts it on her desk, telling Ma. something like "you will be punished for this" (no one is actually as serious as they would be) and then she put it out of the bag on her desk. It became a large pile, bigger than what it was in the bag. Me and my schoolmates Fr. and Bo. are joking around it and saying "you don't dare take it" and reminding each other how much its worth (the teacher was out calling the other teachers and chemists). When I looked at it closer it looked like sugar actually, with tiny crystals. So after a while Če. comes back with like a dozen other people, mainly random generated people I dont know, which were all amazed by the pile. It ends there.

I had work today and afterwords I went up to the 5th floor and crashed on the couch.Once I was out I saw some cloudy snap shots of red soil, wire fences, and trees, I think...maybe bushes? I heard some whispers, tears, and laughter. Vague outlines of shapes, human and otherwise. A gray light/fog rolled into the scene, and all the voices and surroundings disappeared. I was walking in an empty cove momentarily when the well defined silhouette of someone I know came into view. As he walked a voice say, 'walk with wolves in darkness.' Then I woke up.

I don't know what else to say, it was a really short dream, but it startled me. Weird.

I keep dreaming about this guy, who I've never met before. And in the dream, we were just hanging out, and i can't remember what happens next, but he's gone, and then I wake up. In my dream I was really happy with him, but when I wake up, I have a feeling of longing. But I've never even met the guy. Weird?

i Had 2 lucid dreams today.

i can't remember a lot about them, i had no paper so i didn't write any key words.

the first one started at my place:

My grandma was looking at the sky, there was full moon and the whole sky was purple
i realized i was dreaming, i moved a chair with telekinesis.
I said something like "change location: school" everything went black... i said "lumus" like in HP so i could see where i was. It was some kind of school.


the second one:

I woke up from the first lucid dream, i saw the sky through the window and it was purple. i heard a voice saying "you know this place and something is not right" then i saw a gas station in front of the house (it is not there in real life) so i realized i was dreaming again. ( false awakening )
I started rubbing my hands, i saw a men walking to the gas station and the voice said "he is going to start a fire!"
i created a shield made of ice, the gas station exploted and the shield melted but we were all right.

i went to where the gas station was, there was the dude...
the dream started to collapse so i tried with a voice command "increase lucity".
it worked and i got closer, the dude now looked a lot like catherine tate and she started to attack me... i made "the sylar move" and extracted her brain, turned it into a burger and ate it.

a silent hill like creature appeared and ate the corpse and it was going to attack me but then i woke up.







that's it

Non-Dream Dream Lucid

These are fragments of a dream that I remembered over breakfast - I remember all of them happening but not how they all fit together. The entire dream was a confusing mix of two places - my old school and my current high school. Despite being many miles apart in the real world, in my dream elements of both existed in the same place. Here are the fragments:

• I was in hockey training on my old school grass pitch
• I walk to my current school's pavilion where two boys from another school are sitting
• They don't have enough people to play a match
• They are wearing shirts similar to a certain house shirt at my current school
• They are from their school's first XI
• I am in my school's last team
• We decide to play them two against my our entire team
• CUTSCENE: What I understand to be a dormintory from the boys school. There are two columns of six or seven bunk beds stacked on top of each other. There is about 2m in between each level. There are boys jumping and swinging from rafters. One boy jumps on the matteress of the top level bed, and plummets through all seven mattresses below him, only to grab a beam just before he hits the floor. I remember thinking "you could only jump that high in a dream"
• SCENE 2: I am in my room at my high school.
• My mum calls me and asks me to meet me half way to the carpark of my last school, a five minute walk.
• I am in my room again, with a friend from my old school. He smells faintly of smoke.
• I am in my room again, a teacher from my old school has come to visit. He comments on an elecric photo-frame showing pictures of me and my old-school friends.
• I am in my room again, with a the parents of a friend from my high school.
• SCENE 3, different dream? :Looking at what an internet game called ArmorQuest with a friend from my high school.
• Despite being an internet game, it is a real book resting on a table.
• Me and my friend establish that the game used to be RuneScape, but had a name change.
• We open it to have a look, it looks quite like 'Warhammer 40k: Dawn of War' computer game
• We decide it must be like Warhammer Online, and resolve to try it out when we get home.

I feel I should point out that I have not played RuneScape or Dawn of War since I was about 12. I last saw the teacher from my old school over a year ago.

01/08/2011
(Still been playing a lot of Modern Warfare 2, so I've been having quite a few dreams involving firefights, but my recall has been pretty shoddy and I haven't been remembering very much lately.)

"Blades and Bullets"

This dream was like a massive round of Team Deathmatch, and it was absolute chaos. It was night out, and the match was soldiers vs. ninjas. Everywhere, people were just running around, taking each other out. The ninjas were using every nook and cranny that could, to launch surprise attacks, whenever possible. We were on some sort of compound, that really didn't have very many walls, but had lets of wooden beams and banisters. It kind of looked like it might have been a Japanese compound, but I can't be sure. The battle was just fast and intense, there wasn't much time to seek cover or anything, just run and gun, whether down on the ground or running over the conjoined rooftops of the compound. Sometimes, either time would get intel on enemy meetings, waiting for large numbers to show up in one place before launching an ambush and taking out as many people as possible.

The last thing I remember is a huge swinging log trap coming down at me. When I dove out of the way, it flew passed and smashed into the base of another enormous tree, causing it to topple over...right toward me. I got up and ran like hell just as the tree crashed to the ground.



01/10/2011
Fragment
Another Call of Duty type of dream. I was in the city street at night, fighting waves and waves and waves of opposing soldiers, which were coming in from all angles. It was a lot like the "Body Count" Spec Ops mission on Modern Warfare 2. I took a lot of bullets, and this dream was actually very painful (though I believe I was wearing armor, so I was able to keep fighting). I also had a partner in this dream (I had played this mission with Todd, recently.), but I'm not exactly sure who it was.

I have a feeling I went lucid last night, but I can't remember.
NON LUCID-WONDER
I listen to my album, Wonder. The song was called Save Me From Myself. Vividness: 4/5
NON LUCID-Fragments
Spongebob (the show) was on my iPod. Then something about a baby. That's related to it, because I was watching a movie on my iPod about it yesterday. It was sad, I remember that much. Vividness: 3.5/5

Fragments are all I have left of the whole, but still enough to tell a short story.

First fragment was my teeth. I don't remember if I've ever had a dream with teeth falling out, though it seems common in dream dictionaries. My teeth were coming out in bonded multiples, with blood and yet no pain. I could taste it though, reminded me of the unpleasant smell when filing fingernails.

Next fragment had far more detail. I don't remember who I was, may have been just along for the ride as that happens often. Sometimes a part of the person's consciousness, in varying degrees of course. This was a woman in a lawless time...could very well be Vietnam, though along the coast. Very warm water but muddy and stagnant. It was an estuary of sorts, ravaged by war and choked thick with jungle. Everybody traveled by shallow boats, no bigger than five people per dingy. It was a terrible time, so much that gender no longer played a role in daily life. It was past the typical genocide you see in Africa, as in past that event in the timeline.

Groups of soldiers with tattered and incomplete uniforms would patrol the rivers and coast with poorly maintained weapons in small, laughable boats that were no different than any other. The woman I was attached to in consciousness was a broker, making a living on dumping bodies up river. She was tired and numb to her beauty, though I was not. Dark hair, a bit curly, not entirely from this area. I don't remember seeing her eyes, though I would imagine them dull and empty reflections of her mind. It was survival and fear, tinged with a bit of hope.

She was the person to seek for discrete operations. Her boat was different. It was a huge buoy, something that may have been once used in the deep sea, modified heavily into a slow boat with the capacity to carry at least ten bodies.

I joined her just as she was starting the day. She lived in an industrial area, widely vacant and broken from constant war. It was part of a harbor of sorts, as the lower portion of this warehouse had some enclosed docks. To the side of the docks was an open area, fenced in with no view. This was the junkyard, a combination of fresh bodies and miscellaneous vehicles they arrived in. I'm not sure but I get the feeling they arrived without her assistance, anonymous almost.

She was the broker alright, but still retained some sort of anonymity. I don't remember the smell, perhaps because she no longer noticed it. As she came down from her living area, to which I know little more than it existing on the second floor of the warehouse, she walked to the junkyard to find her daily chore waiting. Indifference was her mood, not casual mind you, but a mind numb with casualties.
---break in the dream---
She loaded the buoy and set out into the sea, keeping close to the shoreline. As she slowly made her way towards the inlet of a river, her buoy caught on something. It was a common net trap of sorts, weighed down by makeshift anchors to hide just beneath the surface and entangle the propeller of a boat. The trap wasn't much of a concern to her, it was the soldier patrols that kept her on edge. She liked to keep her exposure to those dogs at a minimum distance. Her boat pulled free of the net trap begrudgingly and stopped short of the river mouth.
---break in the dream---
She had another boat, small, though I don't know where it came from. She also had some friends with her one woman and two dolphins. The dolphins were playful and didn't seem to even be bothered by the bodies. The two women made their way up a small muddy river and finally came to the supposed place where they had planned to dump the bodies.

Her friend (woman) was also not from this area, with blond hair that was unkempt from the horrid work they did. She had a lighter mood though, and much concern for her/me. As we were laboriously moving the bodies into the reeds a dolphin came up to me, a friend with no name. He/she chirped at me as the dull sound of a motor came from*upriver. I get the feeling it was a friendly warning, as ridiculous as it sounds. It was a patrol. Quickly I told the dolphin to submerge her/himself through a few facial expressions and a gentle tap between the fluke and the dome. The dolphin almost seemed to smile...(it made sense in the dream) and submerged, just as the patrol boat passed by. Soldiers did not like dolphins, and shot them on sight without hesitation. I don't know exactly what it was that we did but it drew no attention from the patrol and they soon disappeared down the river. [end]

There are more fragments, unrelated, but too personal to share.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Slept for a long time as usual, and ended up having more fragments than dreams.

23.30: Sleep

09.00: Fragments
*I'm playing CoD. I'm on a beach in some jungle country and there are wooden houses everywhere. There are several "support" classes to choose from and I choose one with a slim rocket launcher. I try to use it on a helicopter but it doesn't work. Walking down the street, I spot an enemy up ahead. I jump and crouch and fire off a few bursts. He dies and the game ends. I can see my kill in replay.

*I'm at my own appartment and Monica is there with me. I walk into the kitchen and look at some kind of calendar with sexy girls on it. I find a dildo looking thing, with a small hole in it. Apparently it's a thin plastic vagina.

09.00: Ice
I'm standing next to a frozen lake. An ambulance zooms across it and I'm afraid it's going to break through the ice. Long tracks are made in the snow and it makes it to the other side without falling through. I walk out on the ice and walk to the shore on the other side. A wave suddenly rips through the ice and I brace myself for the impact as a large chunk of ice heads towards me. There's a woman ontop and she's screaming. She hits the water but I don't. I drag her out of the water and tell her to take her clothes off. She thinks I'm a pervert and I have to tell her it's so that she won't freeze to death. I take my pants off and tell her to put them on instead. "What about you?" she asks me. "I didn't fall in, so I'm not wet, I'll be alright" I tell her.

09.17: Money and snowboarding
I'm in a small pool with another guy inside. There are two other people next to us in another pool and there is money everywhere in the water. The pools are slowly filling with water and it's like I'm in a big game of some kind. I grab all 100 bills I can find and after a minute or two, an alarm sounds. Game over. I compare my amount of money to the other people. My sister's ex boyfriend is there and he shows me a receipt of some kind. "I got snowboarding stuff" he tells me. I find a receipt myself and it's just on some candy. We walk down a road and talk for a while. Suddenly I notice that my pile of bills is very small.

"Oh shit, I must have dropped them" I say and head back. My friend Felix calls me and we talk for a while. I realise that he has no idea what I'm doing or where I am, but I just left him. "Are you some kind of doppelganger or what?" I ask him. I hang up and find some of my receipts. I head back and I spot people skiing. There's a big slope with different lifts. My friend G takes off in a motor driven lift, where you have to race uphill to catch the anchor. I don't feel like going on that one, so I strap on my snowboard and head down. I walk up to the two seated lift and Monica is suddenly next to me. We go on it and talk on the way up. "I dreamt this once" I tell her.

12.00: Pissed brother
I'm on my balcony with my brother just chilling. It's night out and my neighbours above are having a party. My brother gets pissed off at them and I try to calm him down. Some guys lean out of the balcony and talk to us. Martin keeps yelling and I tell them I'm sorry. "You've been doing great these past months" I tell them. "No partying and nothing, it's great, just don't party all night". A very fat guy starts talking. "Hey, what did you do yesterday? You started talking about your own computer problems when I was talking about mine, and you cut in line with hotdogs, what's up with that? It's like G when he's drunk, not OK dude, not OK" I remember being very drunk the other night and I apologize to him for being an ass.

12.00: Fragments
*Playing wow.

*I'm gambling on a machine and it's going good. I get some kind of bonusgame as always.

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 200 ml applejuice

That's it! Was kinda close to getting lucid, but I haven't put in any effort at all this week due to being sick. Have a minor cold atm and it's making me lazy. Oh well.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

saturday the 22th of january 2011
So this night went pretty crappy regarding dreams. Still had no lucid dreams yet :/
Anywho i recall very few fragments from 2 dreams:

Dream fragment 1
i remember my danish teacher from school admitting he is a little hard on us sometimes and he will try to be more human and stuff like that.

Dream 2
I were having math on the school. Of some reason we were calculationg something with a orange juice box and we had to devide that by 4 and it would always give 1 - WTF?
It made no sense to me in the dream or IRL

Nothing much to report unfortunately, I'd like to blame my drunken state but that usually makes my dreams more vivid. Hopefully now I'm doing a dj my recall will improve though!

Only one thing to report - when I awoke I heard an alarm going off which definitely wasn't mine, not sure how to explain this!!

Oh and I just remembered that I MAY have had a dream about improving my grammar but it's a very hazy fragment.

EDIT: Just had a slight recall of a dream where somebody was trying to intimidate me with loads of psychobabble. The person next to me was shocked at how deep he was cutting but I came back with an incredible argument about how he was only using pop psychology and actually understood nothing about the subject so he backed down. I think he may have been the "Grint" out of the programme teachers. I could tell that the person next to me found this very impressive.