lucid

14.05.2010

94: 5.14.10; 9:15AM Part 2: Flying Consciously Again. (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I go back to sleep from the previous lucid and I find myself in the same place through using the DEILD method. I'm in a dark area of space that seems to have a black floor/ground and a charcoal-coloured ceiling with a texture like the surface of the moon. I start walking and jump up, consciously trying to fly. I start a slow descent when I hit the peak of my hop, and don't get results by flapping my wings, so I shoot my arms straight up above me, making me soar straight for the ceiling. I plant my hands on the ceiling firmly, observing the clearly crater-covered surface, and push off to fly around somemore through space.

14.05.2010

94: 5.14.10; 9:15AM Part 1: Flying Consciously. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I become lucid in a dream and am flying through space, past beautiful magenta and indigo nebulae, each surrounded by floating, glowing words. I go in for a landing, and come out of the dream.

04.05.2010

86: 5.4.10; 9:56AM Part 2: Outta My Vehicle! (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am in a red SUV that doesn't belong to me, and a bald young man gets into the back seat, requesting I drive him to his home. He's clearly a leech, looking to bum rides off people, so I politely try to get him to leave. After trying to reason with him, I lose my cool and turn around in my seat, shouting "You have 10 seconds to get out." He continues to talk and stall. I say "5 seconds!" He threatens to call his posse and pulls out his phone to call them.

I figure this is my chance - I wrestle his phone away from him and hold it out my window, threatening to throw it and start driving off. He leans against the window behind mine, where he is sitting, and tries to reach for it. I hit the button to roll down his window and he tumbles out. Rolling up all my windows and locking the doors, I drive off.

However, the window on my passenger side wasn't all the way rolled up, allowing him to latch on and try to pull himself inside the vehicle again. I grabbed him by the neck and forced him (very roughly) back out, watching him take a seriously painful-looking roll down the tall hill from the road I was on, heading straight into a park bench while clenching his throat and fighting for breath.

I turn my focus back to the road, celebrating by spouting profanities and laughing my rear end off from what I did to that guy. I see ahead of me some familiar signs and realize I'm in Las Vegas, which I had mentioned in an earlier dream (one I haven't logged from this night). I'm still excited and laughing about recent events and start shouting that I'm in Vegas. I realize I'm in a dream, and start shouting, "This is a lucid dream!" I keep driving, and driving well I might add, while I try to remember the tasks of the month. I remember to give someone a flower, and look around for someone to give it to.

Slowly but surely, people appear on sidewalks and benches, including an old lady in a light blue sweatshirt who's out for a walk. I figure she's a nice enough person to deliver a flower to, and I park the vehicle to hop out and hand her a flower. While I'm trying to summon a flower in my hand, the dream goes fuzzy and I slip into a false awakening in which I'm trying to DEILD, and find myself explaining it to someone who'd asked me what I was doing. I woke up thereafter from an external sound.

I work on my lucid goals and try to ignore my interfering parents.

I'm wandering through a house, and I stop at a piano. There's sheet music open, and it looks interesting, so I sit down and start to play it. I play the song through entirely, and listen to the notes hum and fade away as the song ends. Then I start from the beginning, trying to memorize it.

Still in the house, which I think might belong to a relative. My dad stops me and asks for my help with something, but something feels off. I realize that I'm dreaming and take in my surroundings, surprised by how stable the dream is, and how real everything looks. My dad still wants help, but I tell him that I can't get caught up in the dream-plot.

It was hard to tell, I say to my mom, that this was a dream. Our surroundings have been very stable, and the only part of the house that's changed has been the twin beds that appeared in the living room.

I try to remember my dream goals. Right, I wanted to open a portal. I stretch out my hand and will a circle to form, growing outward from the spot where my hand is. I start to see blue rings form, but the dream fades.

I see title credits. That's it: a black background with words on it. I don't even have a body, though I'm still lucid. My entire awareness is focused within this little black box I've made for myself.

Frustrated, I post the journal entry on the forums, in my old DJ thread. The Cusp (who I don't think I've ever interacted with) makes a few suffestions. He says that if portals don't work for me, I shouldn't force it, and should try another method.

Scare Factor: 2.

Mn oudste zus & ik waren op terugweg van Disneyland Resort Paris. De droom daarvoor ging erover dat we er waren. Op een landelijke weg kregen we ruzie, op deze weg waren geen andere wagens of personen. Mn zus zei dat ik uit de wagen in mn rolstoel moest. Toen ik uit de wagen stapte om naar mn rolstoel te gaan besefte ik dat ik droomde. Ik ging dan maar snel bij mn zus vandaan & liep een veld in. Vanaf daar besliste ik dat ik opnieuw wou proberen te vliegen. Ik begon te zweven & vloog heel snel naar boven. Het was donker maar ik kon erg ver kijken, ik zag de lichtjes van verschillende steden. Toen wou ik snel een grote afstand vliegen. Toen ik aan het vliegen was dacht ik eraan om naar de maan te vliegen. Helaas verminderde mn snelheid & verloor ik hoogte. Ik vloog over een gebouw met Egyptische spullen & verloor nog meer hoogte. Om verder te kunnen zou ik door een muur moeten vliegen. Ik wist dat dit kon, probeerde dit ook & het lukte me. Door de muur vliegen gaf een lichte druk op mijn lichaam waar ik de muur passeerde. Daarna verloor ik nog meer snelheid & hoogte, toen werd het helemaal zwart voor mn ogen waarna ik nog twee keer vals wakker werd.

My oldest sister & me were coming back from Disneyland Resort Paris. In the dream before that we were there. On a country road my sister & I argued, on this road there were no other cars or people. She told me to get out of the car in my wheelchair. When I stepped out the car to walk to my wheelchair, I realized I was dreaming. I went away from my sister & I walked into a field. Then I decided I wanted to fly. I started to float in the air & flew very fast higher and higher. It was dark but I could see very far, I saw the lights of several cities. When I was flying I decided to fly to the moon. Unfortunately my speed reduced & I lost height. I flew towards a building with Egyptian stuff & lost even more height. To continue flying I had to fly through I wall. I knew this would be possible & I did it. Flying through that wall gave me a feeling of a soft pressure on my body where it passed the wall. I lost more height & speed. All became black before my eyes, after that I had 2 FA's.

Sometimes, my dream guide really irks me. But yay, lucidity!

1- Scary Lucidity
I am listening to a song on my mp3 player that was written by someone on MM. It's very creepy... Makes me think of Alice in Wonderland. Eventually I get tired and turn it off, intending to go to bed. As soon as I lay down, the song starts playing. Ugh, not THIS song again. Wait, didn't I take my earbuds out already? I sit up and RC. Lucid!

Suddenly it is very dark in my room. I vaguely think about lights, but I cannot focus enough to make the darkness go away. An aura of fear, of pure terror, weighs down the air, making it somewhat difficult to breathe.

Annoyed, I walk to the center of my room and stand perfectly still. I picture what I will do to any attacker, even Leroy (who I know is behind this), for coming to me in such darkness with the obvious intent to scare me. But it's just so freaking dark, I can't hold the dream together.FA

((Note: I know it was Leroy, because fear is his "energy signature." Why he has to be so anti-social, I don't know.))

2- A Dream of Wakefulness
I am in MM chat, telling everyone about the lucid dream I just had. Moonbeam tells me that the person who wrote that song is banned from MM, because he stole our "void game." I am appalled. How dare he!?

Later, I am a guy wandering around a college campus. I hear a "Hey, you," behind me and turn around. A girl is standing in the doorway, looking at me. "The manager told me to look for a Junior, and you're the only Junior around here. Even though you look more like 17 than 20. If you want to join our ranks, go meet Nelson by the band house." ((This is pretty much an exact quote of what she said, as I woke up afterwards and wrote it down as quickly as possible.))

3- Alice in Dreamland
I am cleaning out my grandmother's house; apparently she's moving. We fight all sorts of strange things in there, my favorite being some type of primitive war machine. It is a cart, with a catapult attached to one side, a removable spiky club attached to the other side, and spikes in the front. Useful for both long ranged attacks and ramming into enemies.

Later, I am no longer myself, but a girl named Alice. I am standing in a graveyard with friends, sanctifying the grave of our deceased friend, Whisper. I say a spell which animates the concrete Angel used as her gravemarker. It now has her spirit. She thanks me, and offers to help in times of need.

I am following some weird storyline as I wander further into the graveyard, away from my friends. A narrator says I will get attacked by the thugs who are after me, and my friends won't be able to hear my cries for help. The rational part of me realizes that I could leave now before the thugs find me, but this Alice part of me isn't aware of my future predicament.

I see my (Alice's) father walk around the side of the church.

Rational me: *gasp* My father has something to do with those thugs!

Alice: Hm, I wonder where he's going?

As I sneak closer, I spot the thugs loading some things into a car. Too late to hide: the short fat one has spotted me! I run, and he give chase. How can he run so fast!? I see my friends over the hill, leaving the cemetery. As predicted, they cannot hear me calling to them.

Suddenly another of the thugs is standing in my path. This one, however, I know to be friendly. "Alice!" he cries out as I collide into him. He catches me and holds me with my back against his chest.

"Being... chased..." I pant. Shorty walks up to us.

"Neil! Good, you got 'er! Let's take 'er to the boss!"

Neil doesn't move; I can tell he's debating with himself about what to do. Set me free, or follow orders? Right now, I don't really care which one he decides. I know that he'll save me eventually, if not now. Besides, I'm feeling very comfortable in his arms... "Neil, what are you waiting for?" Shorty growls impatiently.

Neil suddenly lets me go and puts himself between me and the other thug. "Go! Run!" I don't want to leave him, but I must follow the storyline.

"Thank you," I say, taking off down the sidewalk. I think I am going to get away, but at the intersection I am intercepted by another thug, who looks like Fabio. Damn it! Neil got in trouble for nothing! ((At this point, my mom's phone goes off, waking me. No fair... I was going to end up having a romance with Neil...))

For the past 4 nights I've been keeping a dream journal and improving my dream recall and reading up on all this lucidity info in hopes I'd eventually obtain it.

So last night before I went to bed I was sure to check a digital clock 3 or 4 times as a 'reality check'. My dream started out normal (as normal as they get :/ ) and after dreaming for about 30 minutes (it's kinda hard to keep track of time..) it transitioned so that I was in my kitchen. Remembering the whole reality check, I looked at the clock on the microwave. '8:46'. I look away, and look again: '8:47'. Looked away then immediately back: '8:48'. One more time: '8:49'.

To my surprise I didn't really start freaking out about going lucid and realizing I was in a dream. It felt somewhat natural. I read on here that people often instantly start trying to do stuff like flying and get excited and waking up. When reading stories on here I always told myself first time I got lucid I would play it cool, and not try anything. So with this discovery that I was sleeping I was up on my feet and walking around outside. It felt as if there was absolutely no air resistance around me, and I could move so freely. It felt amazing.!!

Perhaps I need more practice with dream recall, or more practice being lucid, but my memory started drifting away on what happened once being lucid. I felt myself started to wake up, so I started rubbing my hands and spinning. It worked, but I think that was the end of my dream. Afterwards I think I just sort of dream-lessly slept. I don't even remember waking up, but I did do like 5 reality checks to make sure it wasn't an FA. lol

So hopefully I'll be able to become lucid again, and next time I'll do something cool like flying, telekinesis, or banging someone. :]

I started off as a Sith leader. We were outside a huge city. I was leading a whole platoon of Stormtroopers into the city to take it over. We waited in silence for my command(let the record show, I was taking this city over in a non-lucid dream fragment once, but failed).
"NOW!" I commanded. We all started the invasion. A large mass of Rebels were waiting in the city. The battle had begun. Man by man, one after another, each Rebel fell. We were totally owning them. We gunned them down one by one. We had hardly lost anyone. Then, there was a large explosion, and I dropped my lightsaber. So, I picked up a blaster pistol from one of my fallen soldiers. I blasted my way through tons of Rebels. Finally, I found my lightsaber, and it was go time. I started to chop down Rebels like a lawn mower against grass.

Then, Luke Skywalker had joined the battle. I caught up to him, and it was a duel to the death. We bashed our lightsabers for a long time. Then, I finally hit Luke. I jumped high in the air, then came down thrusting my lightsaber right through Luke's chest. He collapsed to the ground dead. We had taken the main part of the city. The Rebels were surrendering, so we rounded them up. And we cleaned our way through the city. I went onto a platform. It was actually a battling platform. Then, a spirit came down from the sky. It was a woman. A burning woman. She summoned a fire snake, and disappeared.
"Holy s***..." I said. The fire snake attacked, and I defended myself. It took a crap load of dodges and stabs to win, but I finally killed the fire snake.
"D***, can't believe I beat that thing." I said. Then, I noticed something about this place. I RCed, and became lucid. Then, I decided to check out how the mission was going. I went into a theater. I saw my friend Isaiah. Well, I was already lucid, but I RCed again anyway. I pinched my nose shut, and I could still breathe! Now I was even more lucid! I did the hand check too. I had no pinky, but I had another thumb in place of my pinky. So, I decided to do the spinning method. I did, then I opened my eyes, and I was in my bed...awake. Aw...so close. But I'm just happy I even had an LD. One more MILD to the list!

First post in my new DJ. God, I hope I'm using this right.

16.06.2010

Flying Broomsticks. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Wow. I need to start writing my DJ as soon as I wake up. No matter.

After doing something inside of a house, I leave to go outside. There is something about Harry Potter going on. I grab my broom and try to fly away. I fail. Soon somebody comes to watch me. They doubt I can actually fly. I jump up, and land on top of a fence. "Watch this" I say. I jump off the fence, I don''t quite fly but I manage to glide down slowly. The person is amazed. Suddenly I remember how to fly. The same way I fly in most of my flying dreams, including the ones from my childhood. I get a nice fast running start and jump up. I go soaring into a gray-white sky. Behind my the house shrinks very rapidly, the areas around it are misty and vague. I try to turn around but I can't. I become lucid for a reason I have yet to find out. Without RCing I turn my broom around and head back towards the house. I land, and think of a dream goal to accomplish. I decide to try to go through an object. I go up to the car parked at the house and try to put my hand through it. Bump. I remind myself that this is a dream, and that I can do anything. I concentrate and push my hand against the metal. I get woken up by thunder. Darn, because I was thinking pretty nicely in that dream. Oh well.

And another more personal dream I wont be sharing

15/06/2010 & 16/06/2010

I am walking around a city at dusk. I go between a cluster of big old apartment building and go into a small shack. It turns out to be a big building and a dance party inside. There are flashing lights everywhere.
There are some DDR machines on the side, and after doing one dance I realize I am better than some of the "professionals" here.

***

I am in my room. As usual I climb out of my window and while climbing down try to make a hidden blade appear on my left hand. It works only half. The bracer is too see-through and the blade itself is too short. The scene changes to one that slightly reminds me of Jerusalem streets in AC.

Sorry for the size
I go out testing my hidden blade on random DCs and am a bit surprised that it actually works.

***

A fragment of me ripping off a huge poster and crumpling it into a ball. I throw it to the ground and now there is a huge crumpled paper on the ground. I think that I should try setting it on fire. I snap my fingers near the ball and see with unusual vividness (and slowness too, actually) how sparks from my snap fly, how a fire forms and catches on the ball quickly enveloping the whole paper in flames. Imagine this in slow-motion, cause that's how I saw it and see it before my eyes now. I think while looking at the ball of fire, that this just maybe could count as the task of the month, since I remembered about it straight after performing pyrokinesis.

***

I am in my grandma's garden. I am chasing someone with the intention of killing. (Goddess knows why...) Anyways...
So I'm running down to the forest part, materializing the hidden blade on the way. I see the guy and now that I'm closing up on him. He is now over the fence. I jump on the fence and from there, jump on the guy and push the blade through his neck from behind.

***

Some more fragments involving trying to materialize the hidden blade.

Kill them! Kill them all! BWAHAHAHA! Ooh, pretty flowers.

My partner and I are divvying up guns and ammunition from a trunk he brought with him. The pistols are old-style revolvers that take forever to load, so I grab two, stuffing one each down the front and back of my jeans. Which is probably a bad idea, but hey, we're in a hurry.

Our team is comprised of settlers - space explorers even. I think we've decided that we want the planet, and we're going to kill all the people in the compound ten feet away. I don't know; I haven't been paying much attention. I just want to fight.

Vicki hangs a flare gun over one of my shoulders, and I'm smoking a cigarette, for some reason. There's a fuse on the end of the flare, and I accidentally light it with my cigarette, which is now a lit match. Hurriedly, I aim over the wall of the compound and fire, starting off the battle.



A man inside the compound aims some kind of explosive firework at the rest of the team, but I'm not concerned, since I'm not part of the big group standing together like bowling pins. Morons. Things explode, and we rush the compound.

I'm behind the rest of my team, so I don't get to shoot many people. I'm a little nervous about it actually. By the time we've cleared most of the place out, most of my team members are down.

We're only shooting the people with guns, which happens to be the men, mostly. Men and women and children are all standing together, and if you would take cover, I wouldn't be shooting you! I'm holding dual pistols, sending twin shots into the chest of a man that just. won't. die. Never mind, he's down.

I get a message over the radio, saying that some kind of failsafe has been activated. Plant life is withering around the ship, and it's going to kill us, too. The ship is about to evacuate the planet, and I have to run if I don't want to be left behind.

I take off down a grassy path, trying to run as fast as I can. Quickly, I realize that I can pull in more speed, and my surroundings simultaneously blur and come into sharper focus. I was just talking about running really fast in dreams, with Puffin, and it really is the best feeling - wait a minute.

I'm lucid. I stop and look around, urgency of the Run Away task starting to dissipate. I look around at my surroundings, which are very green and very floral. It's beautiful, really.

I wander back to the landing site just because I can. The plants are dead all around the ship, and nothing's left but mud. Most of the crew are off to the side, away from the ship and avoiding whatever deadly contagion plagues the soil.

I walk right through, calling up plant life as I go. I want to talk to one of the DCs, but I'm being pulled back into the dream plot.

Suddenly, we're all peaceful and getting along with the inhabitants of the planet. I'm talking to Johanna, who's playing one of these people. I'm given a tour of the compound, and I make ivy spring up along the walls, which starts flowering immediately. It should start growing fruit within a few days (you know, since we destroyed their supplies and all).



***

Wandering around an RV, which seems to fit an entire house in it. Linkara's giving me a tour, and I'm still making flowering ivy grow along the walls. I wonder what it's feeding on.

***

My brother is driving the same car we crashed into the harbour last night. We're driving along a road that's made entirely of ice, and he's going way too fast. We're driving into an underground castle-like structure where his music lessons take place. There's a steep downward slope, and PEDESTRIANS! LOOK OUT! SLOW DOWN! And a sharp turn right after a quick ramp THAT SENDS US FLYING into the air and we're going to crash and I telekinetically shove the car back onto the road.

We come to a stop.

"Okay," says Ben, catching his breath. "Maybe I'll go a little slower next time."

Border Skirmishes. Scare Factor: 3.

New rule: DCs aren't allowed to drive. Ever.

01/04/2010

This is one of those days when I just can't pull myself together to write down ALL of my dreams. So some of the least interesting and fragmented one are not going to be mentioned :/ Sorry guys. But on another note I'm going to try both the TOTM and the BD TOTM. If my WILD tonight is 100% successful. Because the island resort is just too awesome to not try to go there. XD

But now, for the dreams...

Non-dream Dream Semi-lucid Lucid

The witches and the monster-wolves

I am in a field with a forest on my left and a steep rock wall further down on my right. The whole dream is dark. There are witches there. How I know that they are witches I do not know. They slightly remind me of the witches from the movie "Golden Compass". I have a longbow in my left hand and an arrow bag over my shoulder. (Fun fact: I started to train in archery from this years January.) We need to fight the monster wolves that are coming out from the forest. I'm trying to kill them with precise shots but somehow I always miss. The other witches are starting to get annoyed. I somehow know that I am knew here.

Time-skip.

It is now raining. No, pouring. We are preparing for another attack. We go forward and the wolves start attacking us. I and another witch am backed against the rock wall. I see other witches behind the wolves. The wolves are upon us, and another one is attacking me in particular. The wolf the size of a huge dog, and looks normal, except for it's face. It has an evil look and red, glowing eyes. I try shooting him, but he is too close. The other witch - she has long, dark hair and a long flowing dark dress - says that I need to hit him. I do a couple of times, but then the wolf start biting my arm, practically chewing on it.


The visible wings

A little info: when I want to fly in my dreams, I imagine myself with wings. That is also my reality check. These are just random fragments. From a dream.

I'm going to visit my grandma. I ring at the door, and I'm let in. I go into the living room. My grandma is sitting on the couch. There is a little girl there with a nice dog. The girl gasps.
"Oh my god..."
"Yeah, those are my wings.."
"Is that why you never let me touch your back?"
"Yeah."

At the same place, I feel someone touching my wings and gently pressing them against my back. The feeling of soft feathers touching my back feels weird.

At the same place. I am sitting at the chair next to the couch. I am scratching the dogs head. At first he's enjoying it and is really happy, but then he starts growling at me, barking at me and even tries to bite my hand. I pull my hand back from him and hiss like a cat. (Yeah... Another thing I may tell you about sometimes... )

I am hiding from someone on a roof of a shop not far from my home. I know for a fact that my wings are still visible.

A vague memory of running down the street to my apartment building.

20/03/2010

Non-dream Dream Semi-lucid Lucid Shared?

The fire

The memory starts with me being in a abandoned part of the city. I see a fire burning in a metal box and think, hmm, I need to put that out. I start making the water rise up from the puddle with mere movements of my hand, but then think, oh, this is a great chance to see if I can control fire.
I diverted my attention from the water to the fire. The water fell back into the puddle with a splash. I raised the hand above the small fire and the repeated the movements that let me control water. The fire started raising together with my hand. And after a while there was a separate fire burning in the air. I made the fire grow bigger, then smaller again. I made it hover in my palm, just a few millimeters from the skin then made it bigger and threw it at the wall, where it left a burning circle. I had just thrown another fireball at the wall when the dream ended and I woke up.
Fun fact: I remember waking up after this dream and thinking - ooh, I need to remember this. But I only remembered the dream after an about of hour of fussing in the morning that I remember the thought when I woke up between the phases, but didn't remember a single dream. XD


The empty classroom ***

I guess I need to give you a little background before I tell you about this dream and why I deem it so important.
Last year (note - by year I mean school grades) I started noticing a guy from parallel class. Not that I hadn't noticed him before, it's just that I started to notice that he was quite handsome, though quite obnoxious too. After a couple of times when I noticed him, I had a dream with him in it. We were paired up for basketball practice at school. We were standing lined up, and he was holding a basketball in his hands. He made a snide remark about me, and I answered with an equally snide remark and a smirk on my face. He looked down upon me (he was taller than me) with an amused and slightly bewildered look.
The next times when I saw him at school, I was met with two greyish-blue orbs - he was looking back at me.
Since that time I had had many dreams with him. And always when we saw each other at school he would look at me with this weird expression.
But it had been a long time since we had had a supposedly shared dream. The last time we had something like that, was the night after the school's Christmas ball, and before that dream, there too was a long period without a dream with him. So this dream made me think again...
Let's see what will happen at school tomorrow...

I was sitting in an empty classroom with my back pressed against the wall - now that I think about it, that's the way I usually sit in that classroom, that reminds me of one of my Latvian language classrooms. If I was sitting at the first table, he was sitting at the third table in the row, in the other seat line. I was the first one to speak.
"Where have you disappeared?"
"Should I've been anywhere?" he answered with a bit of a sneer.
"I don't know, shouldn't you have?"
He didn't answer, just stared at the table.
Th next moment he was sitting at the second table, though still across from me.
"Why aren't you doing anything at school?" he asked.
I think I smiled. "You should know by now that I'm waiting for you to act."
He looked at me with this weird look. Like he was a bit surprised... And maybe even considering it...
The dream ended. Although he probably ended it.

07/03/2010

Non-dream Dream Lucid Semi-lucid Dream comment

The leeches (Lucid)

This was just before I woke up for the WILD attempt.
I was in an old abandoned building. You could see that vandals had fun there. The hallways were dark and gloomy and the illuminated rooms, that had windows were with tiles on the floors and walls, and the walls had mirrors – I think they were supposed to be bathrooms...
I remember walking into on of those rooms (everything was very vivid). There was a guy there, a DC. I think we were talking about something when two giant leech-like creatures entered. They looked something like the worms from Stephen King's “Dreamcatcher”, only almost the size of a human. They both entered the guy's body through his mouth and went out of each through the legs. The guy was left a bloody mess. The leeches ignored me and crawled out of the room. (At this point I was slightly flabbergasted, but not really afraid) I walked out of the room and went out in to the hallway. I walked further down the hallway and entered another room to the left. It looked the same as the room before, but in it there were two guys – one standing by the window and looking at me, and another one slumped against the wall with the leeches still in him. I felt that I needed to get to the brown-haired guy standing at the window so I started going past the leech infested body to my left and the mirrors to the right.
One of the leeched rose out of the body and turned in my direction. I knew that it would attack so I squished it with telekinesis. The other one rose up too and tried jumping at me, but I ducked to the side, and the leech crashed into the glass – the glass was jutting out of its head – the other leech was dead too.
I went up to the guy, looked out of the window. It was night outside. There was a field stretching ahead, ending with a wall, and beyond the wall there were dark red brick houses lined up. I turned to the guy(I think he was a DC) and asked whether that wall was guarded. (I had a feeling this building was “contaminated” and so closed off from the rest of the world.) He just smirked in response, with his hands in his pockets. I said that this kind of dream wasn't the first for me, as in when I needed to escape a facility, and that I hated running from DC's, so why didn't he just answer me. So he looked up and said that yes, that wall was unguarded.
I thanked him and flew out of the window, over the field and the wall and to the other side of the houses. I sticked myself to the wall and started climbing down, but there was only darkness underneath me, and I ad he feeling that the wall will never end.
I tried teleporting, but everything went dark and I woke up.


Dreams after having my first successful (and serious) WILD

Note: I'm not sure about the order of these dreams – I'm only certain about the first one.
I woke up at 6:30am, having slept for six hours. I did as I planned – stayed up for an hour. Before slipping in the WILD I stretched my muscles a bit and lied down in my usual sleeping position. I started hearing and seeing HH and I think I felt myself having SP. But I got uncomfortable, and decided to turn over to the other side.
The HH started again and after awhile I found myself standing in the middle of my room. Everything was hazy so I yelled out “skaidrība” - “clarity” in Latvian, and the dream started to become clearer. I remembered my main goal – I wanted to make a door that lead to the Moon (I had wanted to try going there for this whole week), and maybe speak to someone from the shared dreaming team. I found a white chalk in my hand. I drew a form of a door on the wall, a door handle and wrote “THE MOON” in big letters on the “door”. I tried to materialize the door, but it didn't work in the beginning. (Meanwhile, I didn't notice as the dream around me grew hazier and hazier.) Then the door I had drawn materialized – I was able to clutch at the door handle. I opened the door that had the looked like the fragment of the wall only with the handle, and found myself looking at another door – a white wooden door with a normal handle. I opened that door with the intention of the surface of the Moon being on the other side. By now the dream was very hazy, but I think I got through – the sky was black and the surface was gray. I think I started to shout something like “Is anybody from DV here?” but then everything went black.


My mom and the office

I found myself in an office. In one of the separate offices (there were glass walls) I saw my mom. She was talking with a Korean (my mom works at Samsung's branch) and another one, smaller it seemed, was standing behind the boss. The smaller Korean had something in his hands – a folder maybe? Anyway, I opened the door and walked into the office. The boss already started to look quite angry when he saw me. I presented myself as the daughter of his employee, Ginta Šulce, and said that I was glad to meet him (insert tiny sarcasm). I started saying something along the lines of “I'm very sorry, but I really need to talk to my mother,” and ushered both of them out of the room. Before the boss had realized what was happening I was already trying to lock the door, but unfortunately, I didn't make it in time, so we had a little struggle – he was trying to pry the door open while I was trying to close it and lock it. I was kinda successful, and since I was pretty sure that my mom there wasn't a DC but a real person, I wanted o show her the Moon. I said that she should still hold the door in case the lock wouldn't. In the meantime I had a white chalk in my hand again, and started hurriedly drawing the door, just as I did in the previous dream. The time I could open the first door sooner and behind the drawn door there was a brown wooden door. I was pretty sure I would be able to go to the Moon now, and take my mom with me, so I turned around and called for my mother.
She was standing with with her left arm lifted, held by her right arm. She said “I broke it again.” (Just recently my mom had her cast removed from her left arm – she broke it while ice-skating – and she was still very unsure about the arm) I half lost the lucidness of the dream – that was how shocked I was. I completely forgot about the door to he Moon, and instead went up to the glass and started shouting at the Korean who was still trying to get into the office. I started shouting something like “You idiots, can't you see her arm's broken!!!”
Everything wen black.


The rainbow and the horses

I found myself in my room again. It was sunny now outside. I pondered on things I could do now. I remembered the basic task of the month – to taste the rainbow. So I flew out from my window, landed, went around the house and saw a faint rainbow forming. I went up and let it flow into my mouth – the rainbow tasted like Skittles! The taste was so rich, I had a hard time pulling myself away from it.
But I did, after a while. I mused about what to do next, and then I remembered my dream horses – I wanted to try out their names. I went out onto the street and summoned both of them. They galloped over so fast, that I had to catch and hold hem by their reins to make them stop. When they did, I asked them “What are your names?” They didn't answer so I asked first the black one “Can I call you Brecon?” and I could feel that the horse approved. Then I asked the white one “Can I call you Llmarei?” and the other horse too approved. (These names are actually taken from one of my favorite fan-fictions) Once again I thought – what could I do for the reminder of the dream? And decided to try to get to my school in the dream world, like I have done before. I ran to the main street and held up a red car. I got in the car and the driver, a fat middle-aged man, asked me where to. (I'm sure that he was a DC.) I said the name of the school, and after answering his next question – why did I choose this car (because I liked the color) – everything went black.


The money garden

I found myself on a path in my grandma's garden. Everything was in bleak colors, all of the flower beds were dug up, the same with all of the grass patches. It was as if the garden was turned into a vegetable garden, just to make money. There was a DC that looked like my grandma, working at one of the beds. Then another DC, who slightly reminded me of my grandpa, walked up to me from the forest part of the garden. I knew he was behind this, so I asked him, why did he do this. He didn't answer, just smiled evilly. That's when I knew, that even if it's a waste of a lucid, I needed to make the garden the way it was. So I made flowers grow everywhere, ruined the already grown vegetables, and smashed the two cars standing by the gate using telekinesis. I knew the DC would soon find out what I did. So I ran off to one of the neighboring houses that always had been like a dream safe-house to me. I went in, locked the door and went deeper into the house. There was a room with a lot of beds there, and there were a lot of DCs there too – all girls, having conversations about nothing. I sat down on one of the beds. And soon after that, everything faded to black.

06/03/2010

Non dream Dream Dream comment Semi-lucid

The Masquarade

I was in my room when my mum came in and told me that the masked party is going to start soon, and that I should better get ready. I was excited , and started to make my own costume, as in, like I usually do in my dreams. I wanted to try to make a catwoman costume, but started failing at it at the beginning. Can't decide whether it's a wasted lucid or not...


The canyon

It was the middle of summer and I was walking down a dirt road with some unfamiliar DC (I can't even remember it's gender). There was a grassy field on the left and a huge canyon on the right. And the DC was telling me that the canyon was made by some sausage company that had been working here a while ago.


The bamboo forest and the battle

This is the part of the dream I remember
I was walking down a dirt road with 3 or 4 other people. There is a curve of road ahead of us, a shallow river is flowing by the road to the right, there is a bamboo undergrowth to our right with a normal forest seen further ahead and the rooftops of small houses sticking out of the bamboos further down the road. Everything was in vibrant colours.
We were on a some kind of quest... Some guy from the group said that we should retreat to the forest or the guards will see us.
We went through the undergrowth, following some kind of old path, and settled ourselves at the old tree-house just after the tree-line.
Suddenly one of the guys, a young boy, dark-skinned, with brown eyes and black hair, said something about practising. Everybody said that that was a good idea, so I agreed. Then we were both on platforms and the first battle was like practise (we threw far-ranged weapons at each other and did spells too) and it ended with a tie. The next battle already was more like for life or death - the boy had an evil look in his eyes and an evil smile on his face. I wounded him a lot of times, but his magic attacks were poisonous so I lost - I think I died - and everything went black.