lucid

I had a nice large house, it is different from my real home though. I went out of my house by the backdoor, it was a screened in porch. I went out the porch door out and seen the metal fence around my backyard. It all seemed quite nice. The dimensions of my yard seemed huge, as opposed to my yard in real life. As I approached the back there was this tree which seemed to grow into the fence but not any further into my yard. This tree was huge, maybe a maple or oak, it was 50 foot across at the base. The tree was lopsided masswise, since it was not round at the base. It made half a circle, flattened where it grew up against the fence. I walked underneath the tree, half expecting it to fall on me.

Somehow I found an entrance to the tree and entered it. It had rooms inside the tree! I was in the halls of the tree, where I stored gold coins for using as currency. There were DCs in the tree as well, some of them dwarfish looking fellows. They went about there business, they dealt in gold and regular currency as well. I used regular money too. I knew I was rich in the gold coins I had, but could not cash them in as it were in my dream. In other words I was becoming lucid and realized I could not take the gold with me out of my dream.

When I woke up I started looking for the gold coins I was holding in my hands during the dream, but it wasn't there in my hands anymore.

This is another dream from this morning, I may have woken up briefly, or falsely, then went back to dreaming.

In my dream before I thought I awoke, I was lucid, and this continued. I was able to summon a DC woman who was good looking and wished to have sex with me. We started and she took her shirt off, letting me caress her breasts.

Then I had another false awakening, but I knew I wasn't awake yet. So I repeated the process of summoning a good looking DC woman.

This time she had long black hair and very sexy looking, before it was a blond. She too, was willing and let me touch her breasts. As I did, she started sticking her fingers in my ears, and she had long fingernails. Sure she had her fingernails all done up nice with red polish, but they were scraping inside my ear. I had to grasp her wrists and tell her to stop. She was like but I have to do this, and I'm like, "but I don't like it, stop". I removed my hands to continue but she kept poking her fingernails at and around my ears. I figured this just isn't going to work out, so I just kind of willed her away. Then I woke up.

Earlier this morning, I was dreaming I was in this building, kinda wandering around. I went down some hallways, I could tell many doors were closed & locked. Checking a few of the doors, I wanted to get out of the building. Finally I made my way down the right hall, down a staircase, and found an unlocked door leading outside.

Once outside I could tell the building was more like 5 buildings joined together forming one immense structure. Four formed a square, then there was one in the center, and massive arches spanned in between them. I walked around for a minute taking this all in, I ended up near another set of doors on the inner courtyard. I decided to open it, locked. I forced it, the lock broke easily and the door came open to reveal another door. What was strange is the door in my hands flipped downwards to open, but I just wedged it back into place, not caring to venture into a series of idiotic door opening.

I wanted to try something, across the courtyard on the kittycorner building, I remotely and telekinetically blew off the lock on the door and flipped it down, open postion. It was the same style I stood next to.

At this point I walked around to the front. Into my view came an immense metal tower, sort of a cross between a large radio tower and the space needle. I focused my energy on moving it, at first it bent slowly, then came crashing to the ground in a giant heap of metal.

After this I noticed some people standing near me, they must have seen the commotion going on. Then the two guys there started forcing a girl to her knees, and I imagined as if what they were doing was a sexual experience for her. They didn't do anything to her besides forcing her down and letting go. But then they all got up again and came over to me. The girl tells me privately that my willing it caused her to have a sexual experience before her time. She was looking all attachy & clingy, making me uncomfortable. I faced away from her but she hugged me from behind. Well this next lucid dream thing I did was a first for me. As she was on my back, I made her grow up into a woman, along with her psyche. Her breasts felt so good against my back, as she was still hugging me. I remember turning around to face her, but I awoke right then.

One time I found a hot DC woman, and as we were getting passionate, I held her as I flew up into the air and we continued to have sex, levitation style.

In a dream a few days ago, I was with some DCs from work. The hourly employees, us, were being lectured by management. But then it turned personal when the boss starts singling people out and critiquing them, including me. This made me so angry in my dream I wanted to kill my DC boss. But instead I somehow refrained.

My DC boss made me realizs he was only a DC, so I ignored the jerk. However I was still angry and realized I could do anything I wished. There was a nearby electrical outlet, I grasped it, tore it from the wall with my bare hands and kept ripping the wall apart using the metal electrical conduit that ran inside the wall. I didn't care even to look behind me to see if my DCs were staring at me from my incredible strength.

Half the wall was gone by the time I woke up.

An old one I had is one where I was near this river, needing to cross. Suddenly it became obvious to me that I could fly across, so I did. But as I crossed and in the air now, lucid, I stopped in mid flight, levitating there.

Near me there was a very large tree, I floated over to it, and grabbing it ripped it out of the ground, roots and all. I did this all while still levitating. Flying with my new tree, I used it as a club, smashing a few structures, buildings, roadways before flinging the tree a long distance down the river making a big splash.

I really wasn't paying attention to my DCs at this point, but I supposed they were wondering how in the hell am I doing this. Well I landed in an ally where I met a DC who actually question how. I told him it was easy for me and demonstrated by grabing a nearby telephone pole and ripping it from the ground. It impressed him but I still could tell he just didn't get it. Thats pretty much were it ended.

I had a dream that I fell in love with this really cute woman before, and after meeting her I started to go lucid. That is I was actively talking & flirting with her. It was so real and felt so real I didn't want it to end. When I woke up I actually felt heartbroken that I would never see her again, since it was just a dream. She had black hair that came down to about the middle of her neck. Just like a girl I used to know in real life that I had a major crush on. Although the DC had her hairstyle, she didn't look like my real life crush.

Maybe 5 or so years ago I had this dream. I was sharing my faith with some DCs. Basically I was telling them that Jesus Christ is Lord. The first few didn't mind being witnessed to, but then there was this one guy who came over to me. Seems he was listening as I was telling my other DCs. Although he didn't seem too pleased, I witnessed to him too. At this he became enraged, and his form started to change. I could tell this guy was possessed by some kind of demon. Although he didn't change into a demon, it was more like he grew into a large shadowy figure. He launched some kind of psi-attack at me, seeking to engulf me.

I actually became afraid, and lucid. As I became lucid I realized this was no ordinary DC, but an actual demonic attack on me while I slept. The only way I fought back was I kept telling this entity "Jesus Christ is Lord". I said it probably a dozen times, and actually woke myself up saying it. I awakened quickly, and I thought I actually heard myself saying it out loud, like I was talking in my sleep.

It took me awhile to get back to sleep after this of course.

Operation "Access Memories" Attempt #1 - PHAILED!

Had this dream last night. I remember it starting out with me and two other guys running from a person dressed in a wizard's costume and they're firing magic at us and we at them. I also recall grabbing this person and tossing them aside, lol. Now, why were we running from them? This person was obviously a lightweight.

I broke off from the gang and ran into a building. I came to a hallway with three soda machines lined up against the wall and as I took two or three steps past them, I became lucid. The very second I became lucid and blinked, that same girl with the short blonde hair appeared right in front of me--believe it or not---but she didn't say anything right then. She's definitely my Dream Guide.

I found it odd that she would appear the very second I went lucid. Right then, I'm thinking, "Oh, shit! I'm lucid! I've got to get to work on my Things to Do List". Facing the hallway, I said "Access all memories." This surprised my Dream Guide and she said "Oh!" The part of the hallway that I was facing instantly became a dark void! Then I said "Exclude all fake memories!" Then my Dream Guide goes "OOOOOHHHHHHH!" *shocked and wide-eyed*

This is the first time I've ever gotten such a reaction from a dream character.... I could still hear the rumblings of the vending machines behind me, so I turned around and said "Shutdown Machines" two times. After I turned back towards the dark void, the rumblings of the vending machines ceased. It was totally quiet. My Dream Guide is standing like right beside me but she's not saying anything.

As I peered into the void, I said "Playback memories." I said it several times and waited--nothing happened. I guess I wasn't specific enough. So, I'm standing there trying to figure out what to say when my dream starts to fade and I wake up. I think I did pretty good for a first attempt.

I suppose I should've said something like "Access all memories of my current incarnation." Looking into the void was like looking out into space. Perhaps I had access to all of my memories from all my past lives?

Total Duration: Several Hours

Tought keeping a dream journal like this might be fun, so here goes.

5. april 2012

Lucid count of tonight; 3 In journal: 1

I have trouble sleeping, i decide after about 5 minutes of this that i should do a RC is a good idea, considering how my body isnt really all that tired, it is, im dreaming, i look around my room, unfortunately i dont pay enough focus to the details in my room, everything is a little bit foggy and blurry, my vision has this magical glow in the corners, i look down, into my bed and say, 2+2=4 4+4=8 8+8=16 16+16=32 32+32=64 64+64=128. I rub my hands together till i feel heat, for the first time in a lucid dream, i experience trouble walking, i also experience trouble flying (not the first time) i decide i am going to teleport to a friend/DC...... It doesnt work..... Alright ill have to leave my room through my window then, i cant even go directly through my window, i have to open it manually, ok, outside, trying to fly using a invicible force (usually a fast way to fly and also quite easy really) its hard... i try to swim through the air, i get a little bit further but its not even nearly enough, how fun... Ok ill try to summon a bag wich has everything in it. (yes everything i can possibly think of) i cant summon it... i try to summon a key wich is supposed to be able to open a door anywhere and then bring me to anywhere, from anywhere... i cant do that either.... i try to manipulate the things around me, surely i can do that? NAY! and then, i yell, i wanna speak to my dream guide! Nothing, i try to yell, I DEMAND TO SPEAK TO MY DREAM GUIDE! what happens? Well, everything shakes, and i see thunder in the distance, then bats appear, attacking me, i cant do anything back, i try to throw snowballs at them, i miss, i can barely throw things, damn you mind! i feel no pain tough, because i know its a dream, the bats bite me two times, they also slash me with their razor sharp wings, i die, but, i respawn, im in this armory like thing where im buying equipment, i wanna buy this really awesome armor, but i cannot, because i lack the gold required! i end up buying one sword, the problem is, the DC recives the sword... What can be worse? The sword is made out of wood! i take the sword and break it in half, at this point i think i forget that its a dream, then there is this nonsense storyline, wich i do not have time to write down, and i will never, in my lifespan, have time to write it down..... Dreamworld... i will be back, and i, will, CONQUER YOU!

Dream 1
I was in my bedroom and I rc'd, my Dad told me I had to get ready for school.[COLOR="red"] I knew I was dreaming but somehow ended up in school with my friend asking me if I wanted to go to a cinema. I said yes. The classroom was very weird but I can't remember much. Then the dream restarted and I was back in my house I rc'dthe nose pinch was weird like I could partly breath. As soon as I became Lucid I took off my clothes and went outside. I started to think it was real everything was very realistic but ultimately it was a dream.[The dream ended after that I guess./COLOR]

Dream 2
I think this was an LD too. I was playing for Manchester United, I remember being on the pitch and running into the box. Someone shot (probably Rooney) and the ball was deflected to Scholes who was wearing the number 14 (dream sign) he scored. I also remember being in one of the stands of Old Trafford.

4/5/2012 5-6 a.m.
This was a very long LD so i can't remember the start and if it was a WILD or DILD, anyway i become lucid in my house and go down the stairs. i stabilize my self looking at my hands ( in reality i always varnish my nails, in this dream i was without). Than I go out and I reach the newsagent, there I look at the newspaper and I try to remember something that now I can't remember... My task was to have a premonition from the dream about the guy i like i if we will ever pair off... So i go out from the newsagent and i see 3 DC very tall talking about something. I reach them and ask them if they know how my crush will finish... They are very rude and tell me to go away and not to bug. I can't remember what happened from here i think a fly somewhere for while... Suddenly i find my self in a road and at my right i see a wizard accademy (ok i play Skyrim and i was right there in the game) i entered looking for a fortune teller and i find my aunt who actually tells the fortune with tarot cards... I go there and ask her about my love... I saw she seems like drunk and strange so i tell her that this is a dream and she have to get lucid, and so she does. She tells me that she will tell my parents about this and that i can't know my future. I answer her that she can't know if i am a DC and that this could be just an her LD, she agree with me and started playing the tarot cards. She says that everything will go fine in a month and that this guy would have equal intellect with me (ok he's an idiot the description return)... Than i started crying i can't remember why but it was a long and heartbreaking weeping. After that i go out and i try to transport someone flying ( i can't remember who and why because i was losing my lucidity) he/she is very heavy and she fall down something exits from her/his stomach (just like alien) and she died, here i wake up...

My dream started when I was told I was gonna DJ at this huge event, so I took all my own gear. When I got there, I went up to Scott (the manager of a club I work at) and told him that I had my own stuff and he cut me off telling me I had to use some old CDJ-100s or something. I told him I needed my Denons because I use flash drives and only they have that function. He told me it was either I use his stuff or I wouldn't play at all. I was thinking about walking away from this opportunity to acquire $150 dollars, and walked away. After a moment, I went back and said fine. He then told me I wouldn't event need my electronic music, and that I could just play hip-hop. Now, what's funny about this dream is that I'm getting around everywhere doing parkour and my tiger walk thing.

At one point in it some people realized I was doing it and started making fun of me, imitating me. I hid behind a tree and then continued on my way. Somewhere along this dreamscape, it turned from a concrete type place to a suburban looking neighborhood, with a bright sun overhead and similarly colored homes. Bright green grass. I was doing the tiger walk (I'm gonna trademark that term) and suddenly realized I was dreaming and exclaimed it. The dreamscape suddenly became extremely vivid and seemed mind-blowingly life like, and I was conscious in waking life.

I'm in some random dream with my family...it almost seemed like i was at a back alley of the world that never was. Anyway....I head down the hall and i start drinking. Nothing regular....just laying it out there on something that said it was about 40%. I downed it and I started wondering why I didn't feel any effects. I headed back farther into this place and ran across J's kids. One of them wearing an outfit kinda like Sora's and when I looked even more, I realized two of them were wearing outfits like Sora. At this point I knew I was probably dreaming, but it ended.

I was in the void, concentrating on getting into the next dream. All of a sudden I either saw, or felt a bar by my hands. I grabbed it, and it carried me off through the void into the following dream.

I arrived in my room, and my vision was crazy! My room was super dark, but every where I looked was lit up like flashlights. I headed out of my room, and the other two rooms in my house were blocked off by a closet. I grabbed two hangers off if it, and continued on. Once I got down there, I saw a heartless. It was super small and I killed it, but I was wondering wtf happened to my kingdom key. I headed outside, and there was a vicious tiger out there.

Shit, I was looking for a fight, but at the same time, I wanted to have my Kingdom Key available. I rushed me, and i dodged it and slapped it a couple of time with my hangers I was comically dual wielding. Then it tried it again. After that time, it hesitated on it's next action, and the oh shit factor went up. Eventually I ended up killing it, but i wanted to hang it with one of the hangers...just cause it would have been more fitting. Just when I tried to do something else, people in RL were talking.

I had another dream earlier that night where I became lucid, but it was the usual "come at me bro" in the bathroom type dream.

Tuesday 4/3/12 5-HTP 10:10pm Bed 11:15pm
DR 2:30? about LDing
3:38 woke up from DILD 7min long (CAT - cycle adjustment technique) - my usual WBTB time
First time - saying 'show me something important for me to see'
DILD
During some HH swirls, I thought I heard something and opened one eye. The amazing thing was, that I continued seeing the HH with eye opened.
I don't remember, where did I become lucid.
I'm so happy to be making loops over my backyard RD10. It's at night. I think what to do and decide to try for the moon again. As I start to ascend, I realize I'm loosing details from the height and decide to abort, so I don't wake up.

I visit someplace in professional capacity. More things happened here, which I don't remember. I'm supposed to be shown something. Older lady is hooked up to a machine wirelessly by her female master. Something about DV academy.

Towards the end, I'm over my yard again, hovering and thinking, what should I do. I shout out 'show me something important for me to see'. Immediately, a small point of white lite starts to shine high up in the sky, at about 70 degree angle. I know it only looks small because it's far away. I feel it to be a portal. I become so overcome with joy that it worked, I start jumping up and down while hovering in the air, clapping my hands and squealing like a little girl. Of course, this wakes me up.