lucid

In a dream a few days ago, I was with some DCs from work. The hourly employees, us, were being lectured by management. But then it turned personal when the boss starts singling people out and critiquing them, including me. This made me so angry in my dream I wanted to kill my DC boss. But instead I somehow refrained.

My DC boss made me realizs he was only a DC, so I ignored the jerk. However I was still angry and realized I could do anything I wished. There was a nearby electrical outlet, I grasped it, tore it from the wall with my bare hands and kept ripping the wall apart using the metal electrical conduit that ran inside the wall. I didn't care even to look behind me to see if my DCs were staring at me from my incredible strength.

Half the wall was gone by the time I woke up.

An old one I had is one where I was near this river, needing to cross. Suddenly it became obvious to me that I could fly across, so I did. But as I crossed and in the air now, lucid, I stopped in mid flight, levitating there.

Near me there was a very large tree, I floated over to it, and grabbing it ripped it out of the ground, roots and all. I did this all while still levitating. Flying with my new tree, I used it as a club, smashing a few structures, buildings, roadways before flinging the tree a long distance down the river making a big splash.

I really wasn't paying attention to my DCs at this point, but I supposed they were wondering how in the hell am I doing this. Well I landed in an ally where I met a DC who actually question how. I told him it was easy for me and demonstrated by grabing a nearby telephone pole and ripping it from the ground. It impressed him but I still could tell he just didn't get it. Thats pretty much were it ended.

I had a dream that I fell in love with this really cute woman before, and after meeting her I started to go lucid. That is I was actively talking & flirting with her. It was so real and felt so real I didn't want it to end. When I woke up I actually felt heartbroken that I would never see her again, since it was just a dream. She had black hair that came down to about the middle of her neck. Just like a girl I used to know in real life that I had a major crush on. Although the DC had her hairstyle, she didn't look like my real life crush.

Maybe 5 or so years ago I had this dream. I was sharing my faith with some DCs. Basically I was telling them that Jesus Christ is Lord. The first few didn't mind being witnessed to, but then there was this one guy who came over to me. Seems he was listening as I was telling my other DCs. Although he didn't seem too pleased, I witnessed to him too. At this he became enraged, and his form started to change. I could tell this guy was possessed by some kind of demon. Although he didn't change into a demon, it was more like he grew into a large shadowy figure. He launched some kind of psi-attack at me, seeking to engulf me.

I actually became afraid, and lucid. As I became lucid I realized this was no ordinary DC, but an actual demonic attack on me while I slept. The only way I fought back was I kept telling this entity "Jesus Christ is Lord". I said it probably a dozen times, and actually woke myself up saying it. I awakened quickly, and I thought I actually heard myself saying it out loud, like I was talking in my sleep.

It took me awhile to get back to sleep after this of course.

Operation "Access Memories" Attempt #1 - PHAILED!

Had this dream last night. I remember it starting out with me and two other guys running from a person dressed in a wizard's costume and they're firing magic at us and we at them. I also recall grabbing this person and tossing them aside, lol. Now, why were we running from them? This person was obviously a lightweight.

I broke off from the gang and ran into a building. I came to a hallway with three soda machines lined up against the wall and as I took two or three steps past them, I became lucid. The very second I became lucid and blinked, that same girl with the short blonde hair appeared right in front of me--believe it or not---but she didn't say anything right then. She's definitely my Dream Guide.

I found it odd that she would appear the very second I went lucid. Right then, I'm thinking, "Oh, shit! I'm lucid! I've got to get to work on my Things to Do List". Facing the hallway, I said "Access all memories." This surprised my Dream Guide and she said "Oh!" The part of the hallway that I was facing instantly became a dark void! Then I said "Exclude all fake memories!" Then my Dream Guide goes "OOOOOHHHHHHH!" *shocked and wide-eyed*

This is the first time I've ever gotten such a reaction from a dream character.... I could still hear the rumblings of the vending machines behind me, so I turned around and said "Shutdown Machines" two times. After I turned back towards the dark void, the rumblings of the vending machines ceased. It was totally quiet. My Dream Guide is standing like right beside me but she's not saying anything.

As I peered into the void, I said "Playback memories." I said it several times and waited--nothing happened. I guess I wasn't specific enough. So, I'm standing there trying to figure out what to say when my dream starts to fade and I wake up. I think I did pretty good for a first attempt.

I suppose I should've said something like "Access all memories of my current incarnation." Looking into the void was like looking out into space. Perhaps I had access to all of my memories from all my past lives?

Total Duration: Several Hours

Tought keeping a dream journal like this might be fun, so here goes.

5. april 2012

Lucid count of tonight; 3 In journal: 1

I have trouble sleeping, i decide after about 5 minutes of this that i should do a RC is a good idea, considering how my body isnt really all that tired, it is, im dreaming, i look around my room, unfortunately i dont pay enough focus to the details in my room, everything is a little bit foggy and blurry, my vision has this magical glow in the corners, i look down, into my bed and say, 2+2=4 4+4=8 8+8=16 16+16=32 32+32=64 64+64=128. I rub my hands together till i feel heat, for the first time in a lucid dream, i experience trouble walking, i also experience trouble flying (not the first time) i decide i am going to teleport to a friend/DC...... It doesnt work..... Alright ill have to leave my room through my window then, i cant even go directly through my window, i have to open it manually, ok, outside, trying to fly using a invicible force (usually a fast way to fly and also quite easy really) its hard... i try to swim through the air, i get a little bit further but its not even nearly enough, how fun... Ok ill try to summon a bag wich has everything in it. (yes everything i can possibly think of) i cant summon it... i try to summon a key wich is supposed to be able to open a door anywhere and then bring me to anywhere, from anywhere... i cant do that either.... i try to manipulate the things around me, surely i can do that? NAY! and then, i yell, i wanna speak to my dream guide! Nothing, i try to yell, I DEMAND TO SPEAK TO MY DREAM GUIDE! what happens? Well, everything shakes, and i see thunder in the distance, then bats appear, attacking me, i cant do anything back, i try to throw snowballs at them, i miss, i can barely throw things, damn you mind! i feel no pain tough, because i know its a dream, the bats bite me two times, they also slash me with their razor sharp wings, i die, but, i respawn, im in this armory like thing where im buying equipment, i wanna buy this really awesome armor, but i cannot, because i lack the gold required! i end up buying one sword, the problem is, the DC recives the sword... What can be worse? The sword is made out of wood! i take the sword and break it in half, at this point i think i forget that its a dream, then there is this nonsense storyline, wich i do not have time to write down, and i will never, in my lifespan, have time to write it down..... Dreamworld... i will be back, and i, will, CONQUER YOU!

Dream 1
I was in my bedroom and I rc'd, my Dad told me I had to get ready for school.[COLOR="red"] I knew I was dreaming but somehow ended up in school with my friend asking me if I wanted to go to a cinema. I said yes. The classroom was very weird but I can't remember much. Then the dream restarted and I was back in my house I rc'dthe nose pinch was weird like I could partly breath. As soon as I became Lucid I took off my clothes and went outside. I started to think it was real everything was very realistic but ultimately it was a dream.[The dream ended after that I guess./COLOR]

Dream 2
I think this was an LD too. I was playing for Manchester United, I remember being on the pitch and running into the box. Someone shot (probably Rooney) and the ball was deflected to Scholes who was wearing the number 14 (dream sign) he scored. I also remember being in one of the stands of Old Trafford.

4/5/2012 5-6 a.m.
This was a very long LD so i can't remember the start and if it was a WILD or DILD, anyway i become lucid in my house and go down the stairs. i stabilize my self looking at my hands ( in reality i always varnish my nails, in this dream i was without). Than I go out and I reach the newsagent, there I look at the newspaper and I try to remember something that now I can't remember... My task was to have a premonition from the dream about the guy i like i if we will ever pair off... So i go out from the newsagent and i see 3 DC very tall talking about something. I reach them and ask them if they know how my crush will finish... They are very rude and tell me to go away and not to bug. I can't remember what happened from here i think a fly somewhere for while... Suddenly i find my self in a road and at my right i see a wizard accademy (ok i play Skyrim and i was right there in the game) i entered looking for a fortune teller and i find my aunt who actually tells the fortune with tarot cards... I go there and ask her about my love... I saw she seems like drunk and strange so i tell her that this is a dream and she have to get lucid, and so she does. She tells me that she will tell my parents about this and that i can't know my future. I answer her that she can't know if i am a DC and that this could be just an her LD, she agree with me and started playing the tarot cards. She says that everything will go fine in a month and that this guy would have equal intellect with me (ok he's an idiot the description return)... Than i started crying i can't remember why but it was a long and heartbreaking weeping. After that i go out and i try to transport someone flying ( i can't remember who and why because i was losing my lucidity) he/she is very heavy and she fall down something exits from her/his stomach (just like alien) and she died, here i wake up...

My dream started when I was told I was gonna DJ at this huge event, so I took all my own gear. When I got there, I went up to Scott (the manager of a club I work at) and told him that I had my own stuff and he cut me off telling me I had to use some old CDJ-100s or something. I told him I needed my Denons because I use flash drives and only they have that function. He told me it was either I use his stuff or I wouldn't play at all. I was thinking about walking away from this opportunity to acquire $150 dollars, and walked away. After a moment, I went back and said fine. He then told me I wouldn't event need my electronic music, and that I could just play hip-hop. Now, what's funny about this dream is that I'm getting around everywhere doing parkour and my tiger walk thing.

At one point in it some people realized I was doing it and started making fun of me, imitating me. I hid behind a tree and then continued on my way. Somewhere along this dreamscape, it turned from a concrete type place to a suburban looking neighborhood, with a bright sun overhead and similarly colored homes. Bright green grass. I was doing the tiger walk (I'm gonna trademark that term) and suddenly realized I was dreaming and exclaimed it. The dreamscape suddenly became extremely vivid and seemed mind-blowingly life like, and I was conscious in waking life.

I'm in some random dream with my family...it almost seemed like i was at a back alley of the world that never was. Anyway....I head down the hall and i start drinking. Nothing regular....just laying it out there on something that said it was about 40%. I downed it and I started wondering why I didn't feel any effects. I headed back farther into this place and ran across J's kids. One of them wearing an outfit kinda like Sora's and when I looked even more, I realized two of them were wearing outfits like Sora. At this point I knew I was probably dreaming, but it ended.

I was in the void, concentrating on getting into the next dream. All of a sudden I either saw, or felt a bar by my hands. I grabbed it, and it carried me off through the void into the following dream.

I arrived in my room, and my vision was crazy! My room was super dark, but every where I looked was lit up like flashlights. I headed out of my room, and the other two rooms in my house were blocked off by a closet. I grabbed two hangers off if it, and continued on. Once I got down there, I saw a heartless. It was super small and I killed it, but I was wondering wtf happened to my kingdom key. I headed outside, and there was a vicious tiger out there.

Shit, I was looking for a fight, but at the same time, I wanted to have my Kingdom Key available. I rushed me, and i dodged it and slapped it a couple of time with my hangers I was comically dual wielding. Then it tried it again. After that time, it hesitated on it's next action, and the oh shit factor went up. Eventually I ended up killing it, but i wanted to hang it with one of the hangers...just cause it would have been more fitting. Just when I tried to do something else, people in RL were talking.

I had another dream earlier that night where I became lucid, but it was the usual "come at me bro" in the bathroom type dream.

Tuesday 4/3/12 5-HTP 10:10pm Bed 11:15pm
DR 2:30? about LDing
3:38 woke up from DILD 7min long (CAT - cycle adjustment technique) - my usual WBTB time
First time - saying 'show me something important for me to see'
DILD
During some HH swirls, I thought I heard something and opened one eye. The amazing thing was, that I continued seeing the HH with eye opened.
I don't remember, where did I become lucid.
I'm so happy to be making loops over my backyard RD10. It's at night. I think what to do and decide to try for the moon again. As I start to ascend, I realize I'm loosing details from the height and decide to abort, so I don't wake up.

I visit someplace in professional capacity. More things happened here, which I don't remember. I'm supposed to be shown something. Older lady is hooked up to a machine wirelessly by her female master. Something about DV academy.

Towards the end, I'm over my yard again, hovering and thinking, what should I do. I shout out 'show me something important for me to see'. Immediately, a small point of white lite starts to shine high up in the sky, at about 70 degree angle. I know it only looks small because it's far away. I feel it to be a portal. I become so overcome with joy that it worked, I start jumping up and down while hovering in the air, clapping my hands and squealing like a little girl. Of course, this wakes me up.

April 3rd 2012

2nd time I have taken GalantaMind 48 hrs after the 1st failed attempt. I WBTB about 4hrs (maybe 3) and take the 4mg/100mg dose (1 pill) to break myself in for what the experience will feel like and to try to fall asleep. The 1st time I did this I had trouble falling back to sleep and failed becuz of it. This time was almost no different, but a small success did happen many hours into my laying and waiting.

I turn over to just go to sleep and stop trying to WILD, as i was getting no HI whatsoever and only heard 1 freak buzzing noise in the corner of my room, which actually just ended making my heart race again and keep me up again. It must have been going on 2hrs after taking the pill but i am not sure. Then suddenly I thought I could hear my husband clapping loudly next to me and I jumped out of my skin and said something to him and apologised for waking up like that explaining it was just the pills. Whether this actually happened I havent verified yet but will ask him if I actually did startle and apologize to him in the night while he was holding me. I reckon this was the begining of the LD (or a FA) because as soon as I "went back to sleep" again on my side I could feel the intense buzzing throughout my body and I could see my bedside lamp on. i realised I was hanging over the edge of my bed, as if I was going to slither right out onto the floor and I could see some clothes at the side on the floor alongside a open small cardboard box (?) it was then that I said to myself, "ah!!! you are trying to slip out of your body, go with it!!" and I slid right out of my sleeping body onto the floor!!! It felt so nice. I then went on to go and float into the upright position. I said to myself, "WOAH!!!! Im doing it!!!!!!!! Im out of my body!!! It worked!! this is so cool!!!" Instead of flying like I normally do, i was floating ethereally. I floated in my room over to the wall and since I knew I was in my astral body I thought nothing of going through the wall, and did so with ease. I went through the wall into a closet. I then floated up and up and went out of the house and floated around outside and this is where I became blind a bit. I floated to another yellow house and into it floating toward the back door. i could only see pointing my eyeballs in the down position. I remembered how I read how other people had this problem so will need to fix this on my next attempt. Then the next thing I remember was being back at my bed feeling all different types of vibrations and especially on the tip of my tongue! I think I crawled back into my body at this point because I wanted to turn over onto my back (I like trying to leave my body better this way and for some reason tend to have my natural lucids more on my back than my side) Sadly waking up was the end of the GalantaMind because I wasted so much of its precious time by being awake through most of it and when i woke up it took some time for me to go to sleep again and then i just natural dreamed (although I was flying loads in it!! yippee!!)

This was a very short experience but most definately very different than natural lucids. I never experienced something like this before. The floating was very different, i usually fly. I think I was still quite aware of my sleeping body and could not totally disattach or something. Also, the astral world was completely void of people! I have ordered some Piracetam and L-theanine yesterday, so will not attempt to do this for about a week while I wait for them to come in. I reckon I really need the L-theanine to get to sleep for this to even have a chance of working properly for me. But deffo instant lucid as soon as I fell asleep!! It was more like an OBE than a dream really.

I walk into something like Willy Wonka's chocolate factory. There are many adults standing at the entrance and I immediately get an eerie feeling. I feel that I have been here before and that there is a menacing overtone. The colors are bright and vivid, but there is a slight sickly hue to them. I look up, and there are ominous grey, swirling clouds above. I get the feeling that this place is designed to lure kids in and kill them.
I pull a small, yellow gumdrop from a bush to eat it. As I am about to eat it, I realize I am concentrating on imagining what a gumdrop taste like. I realize it is a dream and become lucid. I eat the gumdrop anyway and it tastes like nothing. Even though I am lucid, I cannot remember my stabilization techniques or any goals, so I stay in the dream.
Next, I am in a dark room, a secret backroom of the candy factory. Lauren and another girl are there. We have guns and are setting traps to free the kids. There is a door with a glass window on the back of the room. At some point this morphs into another landscape and turns into another dream.

Now, I am standing outside a large building with a group of people. I realized I had fallen back into the dream, but become lucid again. I look at my hands to stabilize,, then shoot up into the sky. I hover for a secon high in the air and look down at the clouds below me. They are turbulent and breathtakingly beautiful. Rolls of grey merge flecks of rainbow.
I find the dream hard to stabilize doing this, so I return to the ground and tell everyone there this is a dream. I attempt to prove it by hovering in lotus position, but everyone seems unimpressed. I then remember I want to find my DG, and go flying around, yelling for him.
I fly through an airport and up an escalator. I hear someone saying "guide" and ask fi they know about my dream guide. They are only talking about tour guides, though

Italics are side comments I've made, blue text is lucid dreaming, and normal black text is non-lucid. Also note that I refer to my family as my 'real' family because a lot of times, I will have a separate family in the dream


Day 1
Posting on Ponychan
Had Pinkie Pie temporary tattoo
Girl recognized it (at Steak n Shake?)

Zombies?

Went to Kangaroo Express store and bought sunflower seeds and ice cream


Day 2
Ezreal does super cool Lux ult across the map (a map I’ve never seen before)
Family is going to see The Great and Powerful Trixie, my real grandmother tells me that if she flies that I should leave, etc
Amusement park?

I burn something down


Day 3
Given loan by my real aunt and I’m expected to pay it off immediately.
Play game (LoL?) with MaximumRevolver and some others, have to avoid a lot of Galios
Playing as Mitsuki (An OC of mine I was using in a roleplay at the time), I’m super strong

Cuddling

Twilight Sparkle survives a thingy

I am in a grocery store trying to catch a shoplifter


Day 4 (Hehehe I love this one :3)
I am a prince. My brother wishes to wage war on a dragon, but I won’t let him. I was on a ship at one point, either looking for a shark or worried about one coming. There was only one small accessible room on the ship, but there were no other doors on the ship. I said that there might be another room we haven’t found yet, and we all have a good laugh about it.
My brother ignores my order, waging war on the dragon. I have to ‘redeem’ myself. My sister has to stay near me, but she wants to go off by herself. She locks me in my room with silk rope. I get out and go to find her.

I am holding a pillow, can’t see very well, and there are kids near me. A DC says “Don’t you remember them?’ and I respond that I can’t see them because they were behind the pillow.

This one guy is voting, and I have to disguise myself as him to change the vote (we were voting using urinals?)
One of his look-alikes beat me to it and I am relieved.

Day 5
Girlfriend mad at me for not getting Gameboy. I have to prove myself by playing a minigame. I’m at a convention.

I am in Walmart or Kroger. People are singing and dancing.

There is a katana in a convenience store. I compare it to a really crappy katana and have to throw the crappy one away.

I don’t know where I am.
I’ve lost my sense of direction.

My friend promised he’d draw a picture of Rainbow Dash for me


Day 6 (Listening to 3.5hz binaural beats)
Something about LoL


Day 7 (same as above)
Someone prophecizes to one of my real stepmother’s brothers about a lot of stuff: like his cellphone being destroyed.
Get a new dog (to make a total of like...6)


Day 8 (OBE Music)
Had a lot of dreams but didn’t write them down when I woke up :<

Playing as Poppy on Twisted Treeline


Day 9 (OBE Music)
(Shizune is going to start showing up in a few of my dreams. I'll go ahead and let you guys know that I'm talking about the deaf girl from Katawa Shoujo)
deadmau5 hangs out with me, Shizune’s dad was complaining about his age and I have a FA. ‘Shizune’ (as in, I think, my body pillow) made my dream into a game before I woke up. (I didn't become lucid even after Shizune pointed out the fact that I was dreaming. Fail... ;_;)
Driving to my hometown.


Day 10
Had a car that (Note: Read following text in the heaviest redneck accent possible) “even John Deere would be proud of” and ended up having to dodge through a crowd of deer before finally crashing into one.


Day 11
Found new energy source - 8x the power of the sun. Compressed that power.
Very hectic, tiny robots, carrying an egg around and transporting it.
Compression complete.
Egg hatches
Solar system is blown out of existence.


Day 12
Building a house like in Sims 3

Tryndamere
Minecraft crafting: Fish + Paper = Fish Paper?
Someone’s mad at Tryndie.

I don’t remember it, but I have a feeling that Shizune was indeed in my dream. (At this point in time, I was actively trying to have Shizune show up in my dreams)

Driving in town, stop at ALL the Burger Kings. Co-worker from WalMart shows up. Something about a puppy. We are driving in circles.

Girl is trying to join army
Suddenly it’s me (or rather, I’m the girl)
Talking to my real dad about Doctor Who, 9 seasons or summat
Picking out pants, but I find something in it from “last year”
Assigned many things, fails.

Princess receives message, travels through what appears to be a Kirby stage.
I’m assigned to protect her, but Kenji (From Katawa Shoujo) finds us. Back to girl’s POV. She says that she thought that he’d shoot her, but he doesn’t.

False Awakening.
I’m cuddling with Shizune. (Body pillow again probably)
I wake up after a while of just enjoying cuddle time


Day 13
Altair and Ezio upside down from each other in some sort of meditative state.
In WalMart, my real sister's boyfriend is supposed to sing but he doesn’t want to so I do but I have to vs. two of my friends from high school

On a mission to chase/destroy a carriage
Assassin’s Creed style carriage chase, but with a boat-carriage
We took a shortcut over water and took a rest
I was going to check to see if some sort of slug was poisonous but my mentor told me they were.


Day 14
My real sister gets married, my real mom is with her boyfriend, but I’m suspicious of him
We were at my grandmother's old house, but then at a con
Tried to make a nest for ducks but the egg wasn’t...incubated?
My real mom gave us(?) lessons on nests and Christmas trees.


Day 15
Takes place at my grandmother's old house.
Snake on front porch, reeeeeeeeally long.

Secret agent taser?
The Doctor. I toss his sonic screwdriver down from the floor above.

I have a girlfriend (or ex-gf that I make up with) and we have a famous trio of friends.
Roll a Natural 20 on our check to look awesome with the trio.
Some sort of event, taking lots of pictures.
Go on date with aforementioned girlfriend (ruins?)
We spend the night at gf’s house. We watch Disney movies and ask if we can sing along
Watch Powerpuff Girls.

I sit down beside the rest of the trio at the event the next 'day' and some guy thinks that I’m just a random dude, rather than a part of the trio

*Before all this, I woke up in the middle of the night and was afraid of something. I thought about putting my headphones back on but decided against it because if I did, I’d never be able to get over my fear
I tried to block it out of my mind. Why...? (After studying up more on lucid dreaming, I now know it was probably a FA. I didn't do a RC.)

Was an assassin

League of Legends

Hiding in clothes


Day 16
League of Legends hack, gives a metric crapton of AP. I played as Amumu and solo defended the Nexus, but went to the bathroom (cause I was getting real cocky) and lost the game because of it.
Next game, we forgot to put the hack on so we lost...or maybe I quit. I don’t remember.

Telling a story, maybe a Visual Novel?
Rabbit pet, Martha Speaks

Girl (Akira? (My DnD character)) wearing an apron with a camera and some boxes, working on an alarm.

Storms, went over to my real little cousin’s house for some reason.

On public computers

Fighting monsters? One was weak to water I think.

Visual Novel/Anime that I made, showing it in Anime Club

Rock fighter! (I have no idea what this means.)

Solving mystery. Coal and smoke and fuel. There was an old guy there driving a car. Crazy driver; I’m pretty sure he ran through some walls.


Day 17
My Little Pony plushie conspiracy
Subliminal message pictures by my real stepmother.
Zombies?
Was a ping pong ball inside the Twilight plushie with a quarter inside.
Real stepmom was arguing with her mom and I stood up for her


Day 18 – Incomplete WILD transition
Noises all around, spinning, felt like I was being picked up by my arms
School? Teacher was giving out work to non-existent student?


Day 19 – Incomplete WILD transition
“Englaand” language, real sister asking about dreams, talking about how she was reading a book but it “tried to eated" her, old house’s land and pond. Transition stops. I go to sleep normally.

Sewing leather guy, bald
Soda cap hits him in the face

Asking for extra pair of socks, complicated

Before: 6-month long League game


Day 20
Hanako (From Katawa Shoujo) doing speech/signing in Japanese (Like Wakfu ep?) <- No idea what I meant by this
Could understand

Saving some sort of hippogriff?

M&M contest/snowball


Day 21
In front of house, did reality check (nose plug), rubbed hands together to stabilize. There was a cat there. I made a Kit Kat bar appear. I tried to fly and it worked, but I lost control of my dream. I need to stabilize better.

Tonight, I will have a dream about Kurisu. For the record, I didn't.


Day 22



Day 23
Dystopia - guys can’t physically touch each other
No one/girls can’t give opinion on someone else’s work unless it’s a compliment.
Can’t make suggestions.
Main character (girl) falls in love with another girl and decides to get rid of the dystopia.

My irl friends spend the night at my old house - time travel to a point where we didn’t own it.

DBZ characters seeing themselves in the past with time travel?


Day 24 – 3/30/2012
At Highlands. Usual Vent people are there. Crossdressing. A lot of people compliment my dress. Something’s after us, but someone says they’ll protect me.

Batman, no one can beat him in the shadows

Meadow. Very green. Perhaps a distortion of my old back yard?

Wakfu clan member star on dock

Vegetable farming


Day 25 Nap – 3/31/2012
Ozen (my right-hand man in my guild) tells me that Cassidy (Our in-game nation's governor) needs copper and iron, so we try to gather some for her.

My irl cousin is wearing an orange and black jacket, tries to explain orange and black so he points to something to the side, game show host points out that he is wearing an orange and black jacket.
Orange power ranger and black power ranger? I wake up.

I am some sort of royalty, maybe? Or from a wealthy family at least. My sister is an assassin. She looks older than me, but I still have the feeling that she is my younger sister. She makes a comfortable pile of pillows or something. Trying to seduce me? I wake up.

She finds out that she needs to travel back in time to save someone (a little kid, maybe?) She comes to spend time with me in the past. I don’t know who she is. I take her shopping, and I find a tie-dye shirt with the Mane 6 on it. We go into a shop that is laid out like GameStop, but isn’t GameStop. It might be a bit bigger. She wants something, and after a bit, I reluctantly get it for her.

There’s a kid that is going to be blown up by some dude. I’m on my way to save him. There’s a cat guarding, but my mouse friend beats the living hell out of him with a monocle, finishing by putting the monocle on and striking a pose. I wake up.
Most badass mouse ever? I think so.


Day 26 – 4/1/2012
Last night was hell. I kept randomly waking up in the middle of the night and it was hard for me to fall back asleep (probably because I have never tried DEILDing before.) I don’t think it was the alarm, but it could have been. I hardly remember any of the dreams I had last night.

My friend Jacob is Akizuki Ryou (the irony of this is just too good. He's made it a point to express just how much he disapproved of crossdressing/traps/homosexuality) in the woods, attached to a ball of yarn. He starts to run down a hill, but I pull on the yarn and he comes back.
Random girl in same woods, someone important like a princess or something. She runs away, but comes back so people think she’s lying about running away.

Some sort of apocalypse going on? We are a group sent to Brakmar to help keep everything under control. There is some sort of demon wolf thing who gets mad at us and starts attacking us. It keeps getting hit by these swinging pendulum things, and eventually falls into an abyss.
In a tavern, really noisy, someone shouts "____ has been defeated!" (the wolf, I don't remember his name) and the tavern is instantly quiet.
The Brakmarian governor is worried about the wool economy.

Some guy is in a guild, and as a joke he leaves the guild and waits in the guild bank with a hat and a ring, waiting for someone to come and check it.


Day 27 Nap – 4/2/2012
Planning on DEILDing tonight, going to sleep at midnight. Also, since I didn’t get much sleep last night and Codey didn’t get any, we’re going to take a nap as well.
No luck. Didn’t fall asleep.


Day 27 – 4/2/2012
Last night was ALSO hell. I’m not sure DEILDing is for me, but Imma keep at it for a while.

[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3]The following dream has been rated DV-MA, and is intended for mature audiences. It contains strong sexual content, and is not intended for those who might be offended by such material.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The time is mid-afternoon, and though it doesn’t appear tobe a school day my children are not at home. I’m standing in what is normallymy laundry room, but somehow it extends about 10 feet further out to the west,and my view is in line with the sidewalk which normally borders that side of myhouse.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]As I look out my window, four people walk right through myyard, conversing as they do so that walking through my yard is okay. The firstthree people are young black girls, two younger ones, and perhaps their oldersister. The older one is decently attractive, and has her hair pulled backtightly. She is wearing a white t-shirt, shorts, sandals, and has a dog on aleash. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]As she approaches my window, the younger two having alreadypassed, I place my hands on my face and my elbows on the top of washing machineand just stare at her. I wonder what she will do and I’m semi-lucid at thispoint. She walks right up to me, staring into my face at window level, and Ismile at her. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The fourth person walking through my yard is a white woman,following a few feet behind the other three. As the young black womandisappears around the corner and out of view, the white woman starts to pass mycactus garden, and then also moves out of my sight.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Not two seconds later the white woman is in my back yard,and I am not sure if she has climbed the fence or if she came through the frontdoor. This never becomes clear but she does seem friendly, and is looking forcompany. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My laundry room is more a smoking lounge now, similar to howit is in real life. The deck which is attached to it and the structure of myhouse are not the way they appear when I’m awake, and I really enoy theredesign. Wood plank decking and a further extension to the house look nice,and I sit down comfortably.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Don’t worry, you can smoke in here.” I tell the woman. Sherelaxes and lights up a cigarette but it looks like a pipe. We are sitting infolding chairs, like the kind we normally use for outdoor concerts and campingtrips. The room is also more spacious.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Outside the room the wind has picked up and is gustingstrong. Leaves are swirling on the breeze and my hair is blowing about my face.This gets me slightly excited, knowing what such a wind must mean.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“I think a storm is coming!” I say excitedly, and I lean outover a railing which previously did not exist. Below me is highway 290 east andI can see a storm cloud a few miles to the east of the house, which is startingto rise over the distant hill.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Oh, I love storms! My new apartment is over there!” thewoman says this in a coy way, knowing my love of storms. She now seems muchmore familiar than she did when she first appeared, and has taken on theappearance of someone I used to know years ago.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The storm cloud is quite ominous looking. The undersideappears to be rolling, like an angry sea, and is the most unusual shade oforange mixed with dark cloud. It almost looks as if the fading light of sunsetis shining on the underside of the cloud, and images from several sci-fi moviesrun quickly through my head. This is often the sign of a strong storm, oftenaccompanied by hail and strong winds. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Now I’m truly excited.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The woman leaves and tells me to catch up to her. I runaround the house, hurriedly get in my vehicle, and follow as fast as I can. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]It doesn’t take long to drive the two or three miles to thehills that appeared on the horizon from my home. The side of the hill facing meis well developed, with several shopping strips, a pizza place, and severalapartment buildings. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m looking forward to taking some pictures of the storms,and I’m almost giddy from being closer to them. The woman, who now seems likemy friend Carla from years ago, has driven behind the pizza place to herapartment building, so I follow. I never park or even exit my vehicle, yetsomehow I am no longer driving and have in fact entered the apartment. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]At first, I don’t realize I have arrived at the locationbecause I am standing on a concrete balcony, or slight hill which is paved andhas a railing to prevent someone falling to the grassy retention area below. AsI turn around I finally realize I am in the apartment, and I begin to lookaround.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The apartment is not atypical, though probably a little morespacious than most, and has high ceilings which slant towards the center wall.A fireplace is on the west wall, surrounded on either side by windows. The deckI was on is behind me, and I am facing the middle of the living room and thefront door beyond. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]In the center of the room, “Carla” is comfortably loungingon the sofa. I start looking around and even peek out the front door, thoughthe only thing I see is a walkway and another apartment building. Some childrenare playing a ways down the sidewalk.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I close the door and walk back towards the sofa. As I do so,“Carla” jumps up and does a little spin, throwing her hands in the air as shedoes. I become aware that I am aroused by this, and even more unusual, I ammale. Looking down I can clearly see an erection making a bulge in my pants.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I stride forward and “Carla” lies down on her stomach on thefloor. Her body is incredible, and her tight jeans accentuate her ass and hug it in a way that makes me want to bury my face between her legs. I contemplate lying down on top of her, and even imagine the act ofpulling down her pants and entering her from behind, but I decide I shouldapproach her from the other side. I circle around her and approach her head,the open patio door and deck now behind me.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Looking over my shoulder I realize that anyone on the roadoutside would easily be able to see us, should they look in our direction, yetthis doesn’t bother me. In fact, I think it arouses me more, and I lie downwhere she was, as she gets up and takes off her clothes.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]She is more beautiful than I remember her being.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]In this moment I become fully lucid, and I want this dreamto go all the way. Too often my sex dreams fizzle at the key moment, and I donot want this to happen, so I tell myself that this time it will work out.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m lying on the floor and very erect (remember that I’mmale in this dream) and I reach for her as she straddles me. It’s a wonderfulsensation as she slides down on top of me, and I notice the feel of her skin onher back, the light sheen of moisture clinging to her body as her excitementrises. My hands go to her hips and I thrust deep into her, feeling my dickthrob as she squeezes me. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I can see out the open patio door and a bolt of lightning appears as I thrust hard, a bright flash that lingers as the air cools following the passage of thousands of volts. This imagery seems to complement my mood and as I stare up at her waves of desire and pleasure wash over me. Her breasts are nice and full, thrusting forward as she arches her back, her eyes closed and mouth agape, begging the sky for air as she gasps in time to my thrusts.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My perspective changes, like a movie camera panning around,and I can see the two of us on the floor as if I was standing near the sofa. Ican see the sliding glass door and deck behind us, and I really like this newview. I think I see a tattoo on her back, but I can’t make it out. She isriding me, head thrown back, and I am too involved in the sensations as she slides up and down onme, wonderful feelings that I still experience even though I no longer seem tobe occupying my body.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The view swirls around again and now I’m staring at her faceand chest, as though a camera is slightly over my left shoulder. She is reachingover her head, pulling her hair off her neck to vent some heat, and like me,she too is caught up in the pleasure of this impromptu union. I love the feel of her hands on me, the tickle of her hair, and her scent is intoxicating.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Sadly, and regrettably, I wake up, and the words,“Carnivorous sex,” echo through my mind, as if they had some special meaning towhat I was experiencing. I am very aroused, and a little bit sad that I didn’tget to finish. Still, the imagery and experience was memorable, and I lookforward to more. [/SPOILER][/FONT][/SIZE]
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