lucid

After I saw Chris off to school, I went back to bed at about 7:30am. I was extra sleepy because thunder had woken me up around 5am. I wasn't sure I'd have any success with lucids, because I knew Danny was coming off his night shift late due to a meeting. Which means instead of him being home at 7:15am and going back to sleep with me with no interruptions, he'd be back by 9am or so. But it ended up working genius on my dreams:

I slept from 7:30am - 9am or so, and woke up because I heard Danny drive up. But I was sooo groggy, that I immediately fell back to sleep. But I had it in the back of my mind that he would come into the bedroom at any minute. This led to a few false awakenings. I heard to bedroom door open, Danny said something, and let Daisy the lab in and she jumped on the bed. Then I woke up, and opened my eyes.. it didn't happen. I could hear Danny in the kitchen so I closed my eyes again. This time I felt Danny come to the bed and lean over me, like he does when he's about to kiss me goodmorning. Then I woke up, and he was gone.. also didn't happen. I still hear Danny puttering around the house somewhere, so I closed my eyes again. This time Danny comes to the bed, leans in close to my face, says something..my name I think. I open my eyes and he vanished. Lol. I close my eyes again but didn't really fall back to sleep. I heard Danny come in the room, he leaned over me, and I could feel him look at me. Pretty sure this was real, I open my eyes, and he's there, looking at me with those big round blue eyes. He said "OH, wasn't sure if you were asleep or not." So we exchanged smooches and I-love-you's, and he said he was going to go take a shower. I figured that wasn't enough time to start a DEILD chain, since he'd be right back in the bed after his quick shower, interrupting things. But I felt the perfect amount of grogginess, so I went for it anyway.

I was lying on my stomach, and felt the first WILD vibrations wash over me. I was anticipating that sensation where the DEILD Demon gets on top of me, but it never happened. It was just kinda evenly spread over my whole body, accompanied by deep humming sounds. I felt the waves come and go a few times (and I could hear the shower going the whole time, at least I believe I could.. hard to tell sometimes), and each time there was mild paralysis, until finally I felt like I could slowly roll out of bed and do a RC. I stood up and skipped the RC, because I had the lucid high and knew it was a dream. It's funny how pretty much all my lucids start out with me in bed.. it's such a smooth transition. I like it better than DILDs, though it does lead to alot of FAs sometimes . Anyway, I left the room and went down the hall. I peeked in the bathroom and saw "Danny". He didn't look much like Danny and was wearing clothes I had never seen. He said something but I forgot it. So I just said "Bye I'm going to go do stuff." But everything was really dark, and I was feeling a bit sluggish. I looked at my hands, but I had double vision. That's new. So I went back to the bathroom mirror and scooted Dream Danny over (haha I do that IRL too), and looked at my reflection. Double vision again. It was morning-looking outside, so I thought if I went out, there would be more light and I could see and function better. It WAS better and a little brighter, but I was blind in my left eye again. So I walked down the sidewalk shouting "Ok, more lucidity and visibility now please." I could even hear my voice echo, it was cool. Vision got a bit better, I looked at my hands, also a bit better. Then I crawled on the sidewalk (yesterday, I read that trollmaster had done that and it worked). As I crawled I said "I wish there was more color and vividness." As soon as that happened, I saw a bunch of paints and a brush and paper on the sidewalk. Haha, you bastard. So I started making little purple dots, then lost interest. By then I could see just fine. So I went back into the house but it was different. There was a bedroom immediately behind the front door, and 2 guys from work were in there. One of them was Jeff (this petite little gay guy from the front end), and I forget the other guy. They were just chitchatting, and I thought, what the hell. I reached down my pants and felt the usual, fully functioning man parts. So I flipped Jeff on his back, and pulled down his pants. I started having sex with him, but parts of him kept disappearing and reappearing. Happens occasionally. Finally, I looked down, and his pants were back on and I was humping mid-air. Then I woke up.

I could still hear the shower going, so that couldn't have been but a 2-3 minute dream. Cool, it felt way longer. I felt more vibrations and immediately awoke into another lucid dream. I was in my bed as usual, and everything was bright and crystal clear. I got up, felt lucid, no RC necessary (I should do them anyway though, huh. Might bite me in the ass later). I went straight outside and felt like flying. I don't like to usually, because it I get vertigo. But I remembered the Pegasus one wasn't bad, so I just kinda ran and jumped into the air. I bobbed up and down a bit until I found a good currant. Felt pretty good! I was quite low to the ground though and I think that helped. I landed and just kinda grabbed my crotch. Man parts again. I went back into the house and I saw Jeff and that guy again. So this time I flipped him over on the bed, pulled down his pants and went from behind. I thought that would help for some reason. It did. I finished in like 10 seconds, and Jeff and the other guy never stopped chitchatting lol. I left the room and tried to think of something cool to do. I couldn't remember the basic task.. I knew it was something about an idol but couldn't think of the rest. Then I remembered I wanted to try food. I went back inside and this time, I entered the kitchen of the house where I grew up. I held out my hand and said "Bagel." It took 3 tries but then it appeared. Then I said "Slice in half." And it turned into 2 halves. Then I said "Toasted." And it turned golden brown. Damn I was having fun. "Cream Cheese Please." So I had a little toasted bagel sandwich, and I took a bite. It felt exactly like it does in real life: crunchy at first, then soft, warm and chewy, then the creaminess of the cheese..... but there was no flavor. I took another bite, and I got the faintest hint of sour cream, but overall nothing. Hehe oh well. Then I woke up. Danny had finished his shower and came back to bed. I felt like I wanted to try for another LD, but it was gone. Still had a blast though!

I was in the dining room when I got lucid. I remembered hearing that crawling on the floor works for a stabilization technique. I did it and the dream became really clear and detailed. I walked outside onto the deck, and jumped up to fly. I couldn't get up high, so I landed on a low tree branch, and tried to take off again. It didn't work and I fell. Then the dream ended.
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I was in a huge hotel-like place, well, it was more like a mall that looked like a hotel. I was looking for my family, since I was on a different floor. The elevator had the floors labeled with a letter and a number, and I was on floor J1 I believe. I went to a random floor above mine, and when I got out of the elevator I saw my little cousin and my aunt. My cousin talked with me for a bit, and after I said goodbye and walked away. There was a huge pop'n music machine in the corner of the big room. The buttons were removable, and since the colors were all wrong, I rearranged them. But the buttons were really big and the back few were hard to reach. There were also 3 rows instead of two.*

Dreams
I am pursuing enlightenment and different states of consciousness with Spock from Star Trek. There is a scene I incubate and it would appear and I would know I was making some kindof progress. I was very scared and I was at a table with a Spock action figure talking about it with him. I could feel changes happening to me, and I tried to snap out of whatever change I thought was going on.

I am at Albert Einsteins house and I look up at the ceiling. It is made of wood and the upper floor is filled with water. It is buckling the roof above me and there is a huge bulge where the water is about to leak out. For some reason it feels very significant. It has something to do with the secrets of Einstein. I am sitting down somewhere in a different building and I look to the right, there is a glass window and some art exhibit below outside. In front of me is more glass with some of my profs sitting behind it. I start talking to one of them but the glass prevents any sound from travelling so we try and read eachothers lips. Another prof beside this one thinks that I am talking to her, so she starts speaking as well. They both seem really into me. I think the profs are part of another exhibit and some of the ppl behind the glass might have been dolls.

I was in some building not a prisoner but I couldn't really leave. There was a cute girl on the phone and she was asking me directions about the streets around the area. My sister? is outside the doorway and I ask her these questions and relay them to the cute girl but she hears the answers directly from my sis. The girl is ordering french food and I ask her how much it is, I'd like to have some french ood too. My sister comes over and is like "really? you just ate -blank- and pie as well and are still hungry?" "I didn't have any pie." I say.

Earlier I was at an art Gallery and Tristan was sitting on a bench sleeping so I woke him up. He denied that he was sleeping. I went and looked at some jewelry that was part of some art on the floor. I'm on a bus at night with KZ and I am very disturbed about the whole Spock thing. We are going far past my house so I ask kz if he wants to get out and start walking now, but he says we should wait. Somebody takes a picture of me with a really bright flash. It was Leslie, kz says. I take a picture of him with a flash but its not leslie anymore its conner. Am I dreaming? I look around and seriously consider it and get a little creeped out at the possibility. Kz goes "woohoo!" or something and I wake up.

-I wake up kindof disturbed and fall asleep a little later. Just fragments of the next dreams.-

Dreams
I wanted to go study in Paris but somebody didn't want me to go. King Joffrey from A game of thrones is at the front of a lecture theatre and some game is going on. He tells his guards to bring him my head, but some people object. I am afraid. There is some gunfight in a hallway related to going to Paris. I remember running into my grandfather and having a brief conversation with him.

Yay ! Lucid!
I was running away from something, or for something, I don't remember which. I was in a parking lot I can not remember from real life, but suddenly I stopped and realized;
Hey. I thought it felt a bit like.. air. Why am I doing this? This is ..a. dream. I shouldn't have to run.
I got the satisfactory feeling of realizing this just like that, but started feeling my body in bed. I resisted, trying float back into the dream, and luckily managed.
I then set running after what had been chasing me, and I generally remember having fun before I lost my lucidity again. No big deal, I'll make it stay longer next time

Um okay, I'll just note here that I had been focusing on living in the present, and I had been drawing a lot, the day before. Drawing sometimes work a little bit like meditation. So I think that daily focus is key. Notice your surroundings.

"You can't live on a breath in the future, nor from the past. You have to breathe now." I just love that quote. A man on TV said it yesterday. (Yesterday was a really great day, and this is starting to look like a blog post. I better shut my trap. Have fun )

1) Dont remember how i got lucid but it just kind of happened.I was in a blue room. I was like cool im lucid and told myself I had to stabalize the dream. So I started breathing slower and rubbing my hands on the ground. I can't remember much after that I just know I was kind of scared.

20 April 2012

Dream 1: DaytimeI was asleep and i awoke(in the dream) to find this boy trying to take my keyboard from me and when he couldn't get it he tried to take my cricket ball. i kept swatting him away. All of a sudden i was underwater and i said to my self," this isn't real ". i then looked at my hand and did a reality check, my hand shimmered like a hologram and then i knew for sure it was a dream. My view seemed to widen considerably, i looked left and right then i woke up. i seemed to have gotten excited and woken up. I was bummed out but excited as well.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dream person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now, as always take a seat and enjoy!

Dream #1 Place your bets.

Im in some arena watching two Thai women kick box and spar with eachother. One has half her hair dyed red and has a mohawk, and the other has a couple of tattoos all around her body with her hair tied back in a ponytail. I placed my bet on the chic with her hair dyed red with mohawk, because she looks bad ass! Unfortuntely she loses the fight and i curse an scream and walk out the arena broke.

Dream #2 Felicia.

Im in a carnival with a lovely looking young lady. She looks mixed, or could possibly be native american or a latin woman. She has her arm wrapped around my arm, and her head rested on my shoulder. "You want to head home or you want to walk around for a bit"?
"Na its cool babe, i love spending time with you."
I smile its nighttime and you can hear all the game sounds and people interacting with one another. After some hours of spending time with one another, we finally head back to her place.
"You want to come in"?
Uh, sure long as its ok with you.
(She laughs)
"Of course I want you to come in silly"!
We enter her home. Its very nicely decorated, and smells like jasmine and vanilla. She turns her lights on. The home was medium big, and was decorated white with nice tiger print, and snow leopard rugs on the floor.

"Sit down and make yourself comfortably".
Mkay. I have a seat on the couch, and she walks over with two glasses of wine. She is wearing a very nicely fitted dress, it was dark purple colour to compliment her lovely pair of dark polished toes. she slipped off her heels and bending her knees on the couch facing towards me.
"So, tell me. Why have you waited this long to come and see me hm?"
Uh..to be honest, im always being pulled away, and can never seem to find a way to see you.
"There are ways, you know how to find me". If i did something to cause you to go away, then please tell me!
No no noo, its not you! Don't ever think that ok!? I love you Felicia, and will ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!
(This causes her to tear up)
"I love you too Q"!
We hug and kiss, and i tell her i will see her again soon. (dream fades and i wake up)

WBTB-5:30 am -Did plenty of subconscious training and reality checks with my totem-5:50 am

Dream #3 Mirrors and my subconscious experiments

I wake up in my 2nd home from my bed. I head in the bathroom I look in the mirror and dive thru it. I end up somewhere in possibly Paris? I now walk around observing all of my projections. I find the most interesting subject. A french woman wearing navy blue shorts and is roller blading. She was average height and wore a white tank top and had sandy brown hair. She was listening to some music on her headphones, I stop her. "Excuse me, you mind if i have a little bit of your time?
"Sure whats up?"
We have a seat at a local cafe. I sit and talk with her about dreams and different projections here.
"I would love for you to come with me to my place of work, so we can conduct experiments together". do you think this is something you would be interested in?
"Um, sure i guess".
"Now i need you to be all the way in on this type of thing if your interested ok"?
"Ok".

(Dream switches here)

Im not real???

We end up at my basement where im taking out different files and records.
"What are those"?
"My dream records. They help me to keep track of where i been, or to let me know in advanced where i will be headed.
"Oh i see." Can you track down people with those records?
Depends on who im sharing the dream with.
"I see". So is it possible to share dreams with people you never met before?
"Yes it is".
"How long hve you been doing this"?
"For quite some time". In fact, your not real.
"Im not"? No, no no way...you are not REAL!!!
"Relax"! relax please ok?
(My memory gets a bit foggy here as i believe she stormed out of my 2nd home and i woke up)

Final dream the usage of totems.

Im in a school in a hallway waiting on a someone. This little girl who looked arab or indian.
She runs up to me and gives me a hug. She looked to be 7 or 8 and wore a pink short sleeve shirt, blue jeans, pink and white converse shoes, and she had two long black ponytails, and had a pink dora the explorer book bag.
"Im so glad that you came to see me"! Look what i got!
She shows me one of my hawk coin totems. Ah, i see you kept it.
"Mmhm". Come, i want to show you something!
We get to the back of the school yard on the playground. She sets her book bag down, and sits down cross legged on the grass. All of a sudden she starts glowing purple and she started floated in mid air and doin all kinds of flips and holding both her hands out shooting out purple and blue projectile beams at the ground. I sat there amazed nodding my head, holding my totem rubbing it stabilizing the dream more. She landed back on the ground and bowed her head to me and was smiling.
"Aww, Samina (I called her) that was really good im really proud of you!

"Thank you Dreamprofesser". You taught me those things and i kept practicing, until i became really good".
"Well you know what"?
"Hm"?
"I am goin to grade you a A+. I take out my dream records and begin grading her.
"Wow really?" Awesome!
Yea. Now remember Samina, i want you to keep doin those reality checks with your totem like i showed you ok?
"Ok Dreamprofesser".
She waves to me as she heads for a neon coloured car. I wave bye to her one final time, and i wakeup to record the dream.

Notes: I was very pleased with my results from this older dream. As i conducted experiments to become lucid, and find a dream character and check their status and ranking in my dream.
This dream, character Samina showed very great potential, I am hoping to train many more of my dream characters in the future.

I sat with my mother in the street. desided to make RC - made 4 times and every time it was more then 5 fingers. but only on fourth time i belived that it's LD. I decided to fly - flew about 5 meters high and landed. Decided to wait when nightspy 2 appeared - there was appeared something, but don't think that it looked like a boy about 16. It looked like a dwarf with long purpl hair and with the face of my sister (i think its because i saw kid's moovy about dwarf and dragons in the evening) I went with this creature, which didn't speak at all some time. we went to the supermarket and i began to make levitation for two bottles of ketchup. then I saw wall outlet, destroyed it and want to touch the bare wire, but afraid. Decided - may be with the lamp would be easyer,break the glass, but afraid again. desided, that may be with the lighting would be easyer and went to the street, but awoke.

I was in a massive football stadium with a few girls. We were going inside and started climbing the stairs but they were too steep and giant like for the girls to climb. So Marne grabs my butt to hang on and Amie grabs my leg as I'm trying to make my way up these giant steps. Its like I'm hauling the girls up with me. As we get to a particularly large step, I grab Marne from my posterior and swing her around up onto the step. I do the same for Amie, but almost lose my balance in the process. We turn and head into the row of seats. There is some confusion as to where we are supposed to sit. Even though the stadium is crowded with people, we climb back down over several rows of seats. We stop there briefly, then we move over along the row and climb back up over the seats again. This time Marne was in front of me, her butt in my face. I grab her back pocket to give myself and her stability, among other reasons.

Finally we reach some empty seats where we can sit down. Marne seems into me, so I put my arm around her. Then she puts her left leg over my right leg and leans in towards me. Although she is eating a sandwitch at this point, I give her a kiss. She ends up giving me some of her sandwitch.

I had an awesome lucid dream last night. at first it wasnt lucid and i had a prom date with someone ive never even talked to. But, i have noticed his amazing smile before. A girl was cussing at me because she liked him too. I just taunted her and left the room we were in. I then became lucid and started flying. I flew out of the building and started going through the clouds. It was so much fun! I then landed in a court yard and poofed Jamie next to me. I kisses him and we started dancing in the streets.

So last night i had a dream i was a lucid master. i spawned in this area i remember being very rocky and the sky was dimmed. i remember what someone told me on this site to mantra in my head "i will have a long lucid dream" and i did and fortunantally it worked. so i remember wanting to do a rasengan so i put my palm out focused hard. and then it happened i was walking around with it and smashed it into things. i cant really recall much but i remember trying to chidori. id get really short burst of lightning so instead i tryed a "Raikiri" the louder i yelled this the more powerful the strike was. when i yelled it a giant amount of lightning came around me and shot out as if a short ranged explosive attack. so then i used raikiri to focus into my palm by not yelling it and i did a chidori! i was happy so i started running. i saw this piece of yellowish glass and i used my chidori on it. a straight hole went through it and i cheered knowing i was lucid. sooner or later n the dream i ended up in this brown village city kind of thing except it looked like the sand village from naruto. people were in there i remember calling a girl hot and her telling me i already did once so then i was talking to this girl because we ended up somewhere and i remember closing my eyes and i woke up! i was sad but quickly tried to sleep again and i did. i could see reality on the bottom half of my vision and the dream in the next and then sooner or later it went back into the dream. this time when i went it i wasnt lucid at first and then i said. "this is a dream" so i walked around to find a dream character and i told him this was a dream and he said "no way!" i continued on and i found my friend devyn he was in a really black robe with red eyes and a coat. i think we challenged eachother to a duel i remember us both going back and he spreaded apart his coat and it expanded like 30x covering almost all the land in the battle field. He started charging at me and also not to mention he had a puppet in front of him like kankuro in naruto. i charged up my rasengan and ran towards him before he could wrap me in the coat i rasenganed his puppet. using this in another lucid dream i had i learned to use it or become comfortable with it. his puppet flew backwards along with him but he was still standing coming at me at a faster rate this time. i knew i couldent run because the coat was just to long so i stood there while he was charging at me and yelled "RAIKIRI!" lighting shot out everywhere hitting him the coat the puppet. after that i ethier cant recall anything or woke up. But that was one awesome lucid

I Am Speed [DILD]

This was a very long dream. I remember vaguely playing this game before this happened, but not much of the content. I was playing some new Pokémon ROM based on Red and Blue that I was apparently making, and was amazed at how good it was. (Even in the dream, I didn't actually remember making it.) I was showing D how crazy it was, but I only remember that from hearing it in the background; the screen took up my entire vision. I was in a Cinnabar Island-like area, and I laughed that at one point the whole map went from black and white to color, then back again almost instantly. I went inside the Pokémon center and the scene totally changed. It was some big panoramic view of a bar scene, with the healing station up in the front with an animated background playing behind it. I can't remember much of what happened there at the bar, but I got sucked into it and started experiencing it in first-person perspective. I met this girl there who I've known since elementary school, and I've been calling her M but for the sake of not mixing her up with my more current friend, I'll stick to ML from now on. I think she said something about some people being injected with some drug or virus, but they may have been inserted later by my false awakening.... Anyway, this dream was REALLY long, even from this point on, it had to have been at least another 20 or 30 minutes. Unfortunately a lot of my memory of this point is lost, but I'm pretty sure I became at least somewhat lucid somewhere in here.

I don't remember the realization, but I do remember the clarity of thought, knowing I had control, and remembering that it was lucid in my false awakening. For most of the dream, ML and I were trying to get away from this guy I used to hang out with named JB, who had been chasing us ever since the bar. He ended up following us around some huge building which I don't recognize as anywhere real, but it contained all types of strange rooms and structures. We were flying to get away from him, and my memory starts coming back in when we were in a movie theater room. We were just trying to watch the movie, but we sensed that he was there again, and ML slowly whispered to me to fly backwards into him. I did that and it totally caught him off guard, and then we both zoomed off. My memory gets a little hazy for a second, but then I'm standing a hallway somewhere in the building. I started flying forward again, and this time I started thinking to myself that "I am the fastest I could ever be, no one is faster than I am." My speed started increasing faster and faster and faster, and everything in my vision was moving so quickly that it looked like it was just bouncing all around my line of sight. Then finally, reality broke. My perception of my speed passed some kind of barrier, and it was no longer that I was feeling how fast I was going as much as it was that I just was speed... like there was no "normal" speed to compare it to. Very hard to describe. I was hit with the sudden feeling that the entire building map was open to me simultaneously, like I could see around all walls at once. I was still moving, so I was just warping all around the building. I was moving so quickly that my environment was just flashing and warping from one scene to the next. I felt like I was bursting with power but also pushing myself out of control, and then it suddenly faded. I guess I made it too unstable.

False Awakening - I woke up and tried sooo hard to get all of this dream typed up. N and D were both there and they wouldn't shut the fuck up. I kept telling them "Seriously guys, this dream was so amazing, please just let me type it." They would agree for half a second and then continue trying to distract me with stuff, and N wouldn't stop talking about how whenever he sings the lyrics to "Brown Eyed Girl" he gets it wrong and says either "blonde eyed" or "green eyed". (I can't remember which he said, I think it was the former, though.) D kept trying to hand me some keyboard, which I claimed was "memory foam" and told him to go put it in my parents' bedroom. Of course, if I'd looked around for even a second I would have realized that the environment I was in looked NOTHING like my house, and was in fact actually more similar to the building from the dream, but... oh well. When I finally woke up so much memory of the dream had escaped me. But I least I got what I did.

Two lucid dreams in one night! It was awesome! First one was a false awakening, and the second was a false awakening WILD. (DEILD?)

When I successfully succeeded in the WILD, though, it was really dark. I said very loudly "STABILIZE NOW," but nothing really happened. Everything was all wibbly-wobbly. Since it was dark, I decided to make it light, so I said "LIGHT NOW." A bright light showed up, out of my mouth I think, and my vision went black. I tried to think of what to do, so I tried to do the spin-teleport to the meadow, but I ended up just waking up.

4/17/12
I had my recurring dream. This time, I was in some sort of old school or hotel with some friends from high school, and under a staircase we found a collection of old pianos. We were playing them, but I also remember feeling like we didn't have much time, and I think everyone was evacuating for a fire.

4/18/12
I was really mad about something and I was throwing shit, and my mom was like, "Are you mad because of ****" (I'll keep him anonymous) and I was like, "YES HAVEN'T YOU BEEN LISTENING?!?!?!"

4/19/12
The only part I remember from this dream is when I became lucid. I think I just somehow realized I was dreaming. I was in my kitchen, and my family was with me, and all of a sudden I realized it was a dream, so I said "I'm lucid dreaming" and I just kept repeating it so that I wouldn't lose the dream. And I remember laughing cuz I was so happy that for no reason at all I just realized it. But I think I drifted back off into the dream because I don't remember anything else.

There was going to be some sort of party at my friend Jesse's house, but I couldn't find my car, so I asked my other friend DJ to drive me there.

In the Anime Club room, my ex-girlfriend was there, but she was deaf. She started singing, but would pause every now and then as if she were trying to remember how to hit certain notes. It sounded pretty good, but wasn't the best thing ever. Class started so I wasn't able to give her advice.

I had a false awakening. I walked into my living room and started looking for a sticky note to write my DJ entry on, but then I remembered to do my reality check. Lo and behold, I was dreaming. It was dark, so I couldn't look at my hands to stabilize myself, and when I tried to speak, I woke up. I could hear my sister being reeeeeeally loud in the other room so I probably couldn't stabilize because of that.