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    1. 06.07.2012 - non lucids, fragments and a brief moment of lucidity.

      by , 07-07-2012 at 12:56 PM
      Date: 06/07/2012
      Place: My own bed
      Time of getting into bed: 11.09pm


      For some reason, I woke up several times in the night without remembering any dreams. However judging by my clock, it was too early for my REM cycle. I tried to WILD, but got too hot and fidgety so just slept. Upon waking after each dream later on, I was wide awake and could have got up even though it was too early. This is very rare for me! I stayed in bed and managed to slip in / out of dreams easily, remaining lucid. Several times I would catch myself in a dream as it started forming, knowing I was dreaming, but each time I wasn't asleep enough to be fully in a dream. It was very relaxing, and good practice.

      Dream 1 - non lucid

      I am at my friend's house (R) R tells me he just bought another cat, and I laugh because he already has 2 cats. It is a beautiful cat, with fur coloured like a leopard. I can instantly see why he had to have it. I tell him his house smells of catfood, and he gets a little offended although I didn't intend to be mean. His living room has only 3 walls, and where the other wall should be it opens up straight into the outside, and it is snowing out so all the snow is being walked into the house. It's beautiful, as it's dimly lit, maybe evening time. I am stroking his leopard cat, it seems to like it. I don't see his other cats anywhere. We are watching TV, and I decide to go and do something else, I put my coat on (a black, biker jacket) and as I walk out I see the room next to us is filled with older people (40's / 50's) and although I can't see them all (maybe 4 or 5 of them?) I see the nearest to me is a nice looking lady, well presented, a bit motherly. She is smiling happily and enjoying the TV they are all watching. I decide it is best not to disturb them as she looks so content. I try to be quiet. A woman with a clipboard comes in, looking a bit annoyed. She starts telling me to turn the TV off as I am annoying my neighbours because it is so loud, she is kind of rude so I snap back at her, telling her I have turned it off ages ago so she must be mistaken. She starts to argue but I dismiss her and walk out, a little annoyed.

      Dream 2 - non lucid

      I am starting my own business and looking through designs for my shop. The business is centered around lucid dreaming, but it looks like I am designing some sort of cafe with a dreaming theme.

      Dream 3 - non lucid

      I am shopping with my mum, in America. We are shopping in a big mall type thing, which is so big we have to drive to other parts of it. ***I HAVE VISITED THIS MALL IN ANOTHER DREAM YEARS AGO I am sure of it!!!!*** On our way into the first shop, there are small pens containing animals for sale, kids are playing with the animals, I look in and they are ferrets, crossed with little dogs. One pen is ferrets crossed with dashunds, and they look happy and calm, very pretty. The next pen is ferrets crossed with Jack Russels, they are a lot more fiesty and some roll around play fighting each other. I want one but know I can't have one. We enter the first shop, and my mum is looking for a shirt for my dad. We look through shirts that are shiny, colourful material, with badges or flowers on the breast. They give me an Indian Sari feel to them, but we know my dad would never wear anything like that. Mum finds some clothes (a shirt and jacket - plain black and white) for herself, she tries them on and they look great, so she decides to buy them. She doesn't find anything for my dad. I find some cool Pokemon badges that are only 99p. I choose a Pikachu and Raichu, my mum starts telling me I'm too old to be interested in them, but then gives up. When we go to pay, there is no cashier, so we just walk out. We get in the car to go to the next set of shops, and my mum says she will return to pay later. I tell her don't bother, it's their fault they had no-one to take the money, but she insists we will go back. In the end, we return to the shop to pay.

      Dream 4 - non lucid

      I am in a bathroom, or very small room with an extremely attractive young man. He is fair haired, and has piercing blue eyes. We are making out, and he asks me if I want to have sex, I say yes. We start touching each other up, while kissing and undress each other while still stood up. Suddenly my mum walks in and disturbs us, I am really pissed, but I am nice to my mum who is just asking me a stupid question. She leaves, and we start making out again, this time a little more desperately and I'm gagging for it. I wake up.

      Dream 5 - non lucid - moments of lucidity.

      I am at a festival, but I am alone. I decide to try and get backstage, and do this by jumping fences when no-one is looking, some guards (in suits with sunglasses on) spot me, but don't seem to do anything, I think they're on a break. I keep going, feeling mischievous and daring, and suddenly I think 'I am dreaming, so I can do whatever I want.' however I lose this lucidity as an older man stops me. He is maybe late 50s, mardy looking and a little out of shape. He might be tan coloured, or maybe indian? I can't remember. He tells me to follow him into a trailer for an exam. I don't really want to, but for some reason I feel I have no choice and follow him into the red, metal, old trailer. Inside there is nothing, and I know this is not authentic. He lays me down, saying he has to start the exam, but then starts touching my penis. I get annoyed, and try to stop him, but he insists, after a few more minutes of him trying and me resisting, I wake up.

      Dream 6 - non lucid

      My phone had run out of battery so I couldn't record the time, however the sun was shining through my curtains so it was pretty late, maybe 10.30, 11?

      For some reason, someone I don't know, has decided that certain people (myself included) have to be put on a motorbike, given a gun and sent away. None of my friends are sent, just me so I wave goodbye sadly to them. On our bikes, the ones of us that have been chosen drive in a line through a door, and into a big hall. In here, we have to ride around, pull wheelies and shoot each other, until the time is up. Those who survive go on to the next round (a bit like battle royal) and those who die....die. I survive with ease, and the next round is we have to get rid of all the food in our little plastic cups that we each have. The food is like party food, or buffet food. For me it is salt and vinegar chip-sticks. I have loads of them and worry I will not get rid of them. As the clock starts, my friends turn up to help me, I have the idea of eating them all to get rid of them, and my friends say this is crazy, but as I start eating they disappear (obviously) so they all start doing this. The time is ticking down and I still have a few left, so I sneakily pour some into the other contestant's cups. This works, and I win. Because I did so well, I am entered for free into a horse race, I find out my horse won, and get £20 reward. I first I think it is £20,000, but no, it's £20. A guy I fancy tells me he is hungry, I'm annoyed because we just ate all those chipsticks and he's still hungry? But as I fancy him I agree to spend my £20 on getting him some food. We go to a stall, (suddenly we're in a festival field, with food stalls lined up, but we don't seem to notice or think it's weird) he browses the menu then gets 'Steak chips' This is like chips, all connected together, dipped in steak juice, with melted cheese on top. It looks amazing and I want some, but he doesn't share. This annoys me too! But because I fancy him... I let it slide. He wants to heat it up, he's starting to become a real pain, but I take him to a microwave to heat it up, he starts complaining that he can't figure it out, and I get angry and decide to do it for him. He wants to put 30 minutes on the microwave, but can't do it, I type 30 in, and it puts on an hour. He starts shouting that it is wrong, but I tell him harshly that he should just stop it after 30 minutes, and that will do. Some polish girl behind me in the queue for the microwave starts complaining that we are taking too long, and tries to reach over to cook her own food. Already pissed off, I shout at her and slap her hand away. She goes quiet but mumbles something under her breath. A man does the same further down the queue and I think of confronting him, but I'm not sure exactly what he said. Me and they guy I'm with decide to leave this place as I'm getting angry. So we get a taxi and go to a shopping centre. We pass my old college on the way, and I point it out but the guy is not interested. I start to think he's a dick and no longer fancy him. We get to the shopping centre and most, if not all the shops are shut. Now the guy complains again, saying there's no point in being here if the shops are shut. I can see lots of people sat around drinking outside the shops on tables, and suggest we go join them and just have fun, but he is having none of it. The driver asks us if we are ok, and neither of us reply as we are both in a mood. The guy I'm with tells the driver, that clearly we are not ok, and the driver says he will take us someplace else. The guy then complains that he can't afford the fayre after already being brought out here, and the taxi driver says he can just pay it when he has the money, like an IOU. This seems to work, and we drive away. I remember the taxi driver had a geordie accent, and so I concluded we must be on holiday in Newcastle.

      Dream 7 - non lucid dream fragment

      I am t with a bunch of friends, we are deciding what to watch on tv. One guy suggests this certain channel, because it has The Big Bang theory on 3 times, with another program on in between each BBT. I agree with him, as I like BBT. Everyone else is indifferent.


      ***NOTEWORTHY***
      My friend R has 2 cats, but his house doesn't smell of catfood
      I like Pokemon, and probably would have bought those badges in RL
      I had a conversation about ferrets making good pets during the day
      I recently bet on a horse, I also drive a motorbike, I've never shot a gun though!
      I love chipsticks.
    2. Unfair Hunger Games

      by , 07-07-2012 at 08:13 AM
      Non-dream Dream Lucid Dream

      I was able to recall many fragments and one dream where I was in and out of lucidity.

      Fragment 1: Trying to take time off of work but my boss wont let me.

      Fragment 2: Staring at a huge shelf of new processed food in black boxes with pink writing. There are pink pretzels.

      Fragment 3: I am at my bowling league and I realize we always win when my dad rolls a 755 series.

      Fragment 4: I am grocery shopping with my dad and we are having trouble with our shopping cart.

      Dream:

      I am watching a movie when all of a sudden I am one of the characters. I am in sort of a Hunger Games setting with tons of people fighting in an arena. People are trying to kill me and were throwing things at me and it is getting difficult to survive. Then all of a sudden I can fly and I become semi-lucid. A few other people can fly and have other powers but I am the strongest. I am trying to help everybody. I become super witty and everyone loves me. I said "you have to follow the teachings of Buddha to be able to do this" to the people who are flying. I am finally able to stop all of the fighting. I quickly develop other powers just by thinking them (moving fast, slowing time). Some girl is talking about how she needs "sex money." I want to show off so I challenge "I can get your 'sex money' in 3 seconds" (I say this because I can fly, slow time and move extremely fast). The dream ends when I have to put in disc 2 to continue the movie.
    3. Alex Mercer (me) vs Iron Man (Robert Downey Jr)- LONG READ

      by , 07-07-2012 at 05:06 AM (TheSpiderSilva's Dream Journal)
      Okay, this is the story of one of my 6 or 7 lucid dreams. This happened about a year ago, but I remember it quite clearly since it is the most amazing non-sexual thing that has ever happened to me.

      A little about me first, I love to fight. It's in my nature. I train in boxing, and I LOVE IT. My username "TheSpiderSilva", is actually a reference to Anderson "The Spider" Silva, the greatest mixed martial artists of all time. I could go on all day about my passion for fighting, but I'd rather just tell you about my dream, because the latter might be interesting to someone other than myself.

      Since I mentioned Anderson Silva, here's a picture of him doing the matrix on Forrest Griffin:


      He's currently 14-0 in the UFC (longest winning streak in UFC history), and hopefully he'll extend that UFC winning streak to 15 tomorrow after his fight with Chael Sonnen (which I'm nervous about).

      Another thing about me, in all of my lucid dreams (all 6 or 7 of them), I have given myself the powers of Alex Mercer. He's the main protagonist in the video game "PROTOTYPE". He's an anti-hero, fighting for the good of the world, even if that means killing a few people.

      Here is a picture of Alex:


      He has a lot of insane powers.

      Read about Alex's powers here under "Powers and Abilities", this page also contains his biography in case you want to know about him (I strongly recommend that you read it, because otherwise you might not understand my story):
      http://prototype.wikia.com/wiki/Alex_Mercer

      There are a few problems that I have with what they say about his powers. For one thing, he can easily lift tanks, throw them, or carry them up skyscrapers. The game won't let you do it, but that's not because he isn't strong enough. In Prototype 2, he easily flings a tank a mile with one arm, and that's without muscle mass (a power he has that increases his strength by a factor of two).

      He also doesn't get hurt by bullets and missiles. They tone down his powers during gameplay severely, to give the game balance and make it challenging. He survived a nuke 5x the size of the Hiroshima bomb at the end of the first game.

      Now, on to the dream.

      I don't really remember what happened at first, but all of a sudden, I realized I was dreaming. Everything got incredibly vivid. The first thing I did was give myself Alex Mercer's powers, and then I went to Manhattan.

      It was the Manhattan from Prototype though. There were a bunch of infected zombies, mutants, and the military was also there. I was actually fighting them for a while, having fun, getting the hang of my powers. One cool thing I did was leap off of a building, down towards the front of the tank, grabbed it by the barrel, jumped into the air with it, flipped over, and slammed the tank into a hunter.

      In case you don't know what a hunter is, here's a picture:


      I killed an infected mutant, and destroyed a tank. Two birds one stone.

      I also gave myself a nice little weapon too. I tore the barrel off of the tank and started using it as a baseball bat. I was destroying everybody with it, and having a crazy amount of fun doing it.

      I eventually got tired of the tank barrel, so I flung it at an apache (caused it to crash).

      Eventually it had gotten to where I was the only man standing. Everyone and everything around me was destroyed (everything was trying to kill me so don't call me a psycho lol, I'm actually a nice guy).

      Suddenly, I see something fly over me at a very high speed. It flew over a bunch of times. After a while, I started jumping upwards, trying to grab onto it. I missed the first several times. I eventually timed it right and grabbed onto it.

      I noticed I was holding onto a leg, and also noticed that it was fucking IRON MAN.

      "What are you doing here?" I asked.

      No reply.

      All of a sudden, he stopped in mid flight (for a quick second), placed his legs on my shoulders, and pretty much kicked me down, which sent me flying towards the ground. We were a few thousand feet up. I landed on the street, laying in a crater caused by the impact of me hitting the pavement.

      "What the hell was that for?" I asked myself.

      -TO BE CONTINUED-
      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    4. My First FILD

      by , 07-06-2012 at 06:02 PM (eMCLucid's Dream Journal)
      Last night, I was successful in having my first FILD (finger induced lucid dream). After doing the finger movements, I plugged my nose to reality check, and I could breath!

      Everything was dark at first, but I remained calm, and a beautiful scene materialized around me. The scene formed a long, bleach white path way, with symmetrical white streetlights on each side. My brother was also there from the start. I told him I was lucid, and he did not seem to realize he was a dream character. We started walking down the path, and I saw a shiny, box shaped white house on the left of the path. I told him, "Hold on, I'll be back in five minutes." He voiced his disapproval, but nonetheless, I opened the door into the house. The hallway, like the rest of the dream scene, was very glossy and white. To my left was yet another door, and I opened it and walked through. It looked to be a bedroom from the short glance that I got at it. As soon as I entered, the dream destabilized. I felt overwhelming frustration with myself at this point, knowing this is how my lucids typically end, yet not having done anything supernatural within the dream yet. Next thing I knew, I was awake.
      Categories
      lucid
    5. Not sure if Lucid

      by , 07-06-2012 at 05:59 PM
      Well in this dream, I remember saying Im dreaming like I was excited and I looked at my hands, tried to put my finger through my hand, can't remmber what happened tho, but I done a nose pinch and can breathe through, I walked off but just remember to stabilized my dream, I looked at my hands and said Stabilize Lucidity Now, i think the dream ended or I just cant remember the rest

      Also Before this I can remember fragments that felt different, and I have no idea how to explain it.

      Updated 07-08-2012 at 07:45 PM by 55198

      Tags: non-lucid
      Categories
      lucid
    6. Batman Bros

      by , 07-06-2012 at 05:56 PM
      7/5/12

      DILD

      I was lucid with my brother, and I was showing him the ropes. However I was struggling to fly. We were traveling over a forest where I would glide to a stop at various places. He was flying much better. Eventually we got to a warehouse where the mission was taking place. We had to take out a group of bad guys using stealth. We are both in batman suits.

      We landed on the roof and I told him to enter from a different area. He would drop into the office, and I would enter the main warehouse room. I use my finger to cut a hole in the skylight window. I drop down and start stalking a guy wearing all black across the room. The boss showed up, so I had to hide before making my move. I hand by my finger tips over a ledge. The group comes right up to me but doesnt see me.

      I see Jonah making his move so I jump up and attack. After like 4 punches to the boss's face, he goes down. My bro and I are walking back and we meet up with the Olsen twins, who we get to "have" for saving the day. We are talking and flirting when the dream ends.
      Categories
      lucid
    7. Couple off low attentioned dreams

      by , 07-06-2012 at 04:16 PM
      I had 2 short dreams, first on im on the couch with a girl and I get up a second and she puts her hand on my ass, so I do the same to her and she said im not supposed to do that so I was trying to get on her good side so I said ok and stopped, Second dream im carrying something for family and im getting mad because I didn't want to.
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
    8. A Robot? SOS from Maniacs

      by , 07-06-2012 at 04:15 PM (Sleep as a Hobby)

      One night,
      I was all alone in a dark room
      Dad’s outside searching; I sigh in relief.

      If he sees me,
      He will torture me with his unreasonable, nasty talk
      For sure.

      I cross my fingers and twitted to my friends.


      S.O.S.
      Top of the Mt. too sick to get down


      They must hurry, or
      I WILL be… … doomed forever.

      As the clock ticks to every seconds
      Dark shadows; unspoken fear and a ‘black thing,’
      Eats away my existence.

      My soul, my body, my life, and my mentality,
      Drifts away with closing eyelids

      ---------------------------------------------------------
      Am I… running…?

      My identical twin almost flying at an inhuman speed,
      Carrying me on her back,
      She gives an enormous leap.
      Like a robot…

      Mental demolition

      As she turns her head towards me,
      Her long ponytail slaps me across my cheek,
      Leaving a red mark.

      FIGHT! What? FIGHT!
      I am still dumbfounded with this whole situation,
      But as I slowly look around
      Twelve maniacs run like bunch of zombies;
      Trying to exterminate my existence.

      Identify weapons, processing… …
      Two axes, six guns, one fire hose, five grenades, eight knifes.
      Condition; extremely dangerous.
      Need to evacuate imme… …


      Stop talking!

      … … Did I just say… …

      Push escape! Escape! Escape!

      A monster with no pupil roars and…
      Are they trying to eat me alive?

      Threat of life automatically allow my finger to push
      The ESC button from my computerize vision.

      Like a gust of wind dispersing a cloud of dust,
      That ‘thing’ disappears from its feet.

      The rest of them flinch back a little with growl and
      Share some eye contacts with each other.

      Capable of making rational decisions
      Danger level increase by 0.87 perce…n
      Wake UP!

      Alright,
      I can all see their blue website links
      They gradually encircle us into a corner.
      But I know how to erase them.

      Click, click, click
      The more I press the super, ultimate keyboard,
      The more their blue link turns black and
      Gone.

      Bye ~

      Updated 07-11-2012 at 04:13 AM by 54881

      Categories
      memorable , dream fragment , lucid , non-lucid , nightmare
    9. Quick Entry #1

      by , 07-06-2012 at 02:40 AM (The D-Log)
      I will label entries as Quick Entry when I'm feeling too lazy to write a full entry or I missed a couple nights.


      July 4th, 2012


      I was non-lucid for the majority of the dream but towards the end I became lucid.

      I was in my junior high. Some kid was being a bully so I said I would fight him. He said to meet him after school. Wandered around the school and peeked in classes. Went outside and ended up on a roof with some other students somehow. We were falling off when I realized I was dreaming. Looked over at a girl and said don't worry, this is only a dream. Began flying around. Landed in front of the trailer I used to live in. Bully kid was there beat the crap out of him. Woke up.


      July 5th, 2012

      Completely non-lucid dream.

      Was in my old trailer. Hanging out with lesbian couple on a couch. They keep tickling me to the point that it makes us all uncomfortable. Walk into hallway. Dream scene shifts. Hanging out outside. Suddenly alien spaceship is in the sky. Everyone freaks out. Ship starts sucking up the entire Earth. Bits and pieces of Earth left. Ask aliens why they'd do this. They say the same thing happened to them so they go from planet to planet hoping to destroy the world of whoever did it to their planet. Tell them that it's unfair of them to do that and they've become what they hate. They realize their mistakes. Tell me to find the last survivors and board them on ht e ship. Do so. Ship finds a runway and blasts into the sky. Wake up.
    10. luicd #3

      by , 07-06-2012 at 01:05 AM
      I woke up in my bed and I was completely aware once I got up I got full control of my body but it was kinda hard to see I walked out of my room once I hit the hallway I just teleported to the back room went outside and my dad was grilling on a big silver gas grill I asked him if I was dreaming he said ya then I woke up
      Categories
      lucid , false awakening
    11. And Another DEILD Demon Gets Promoted to Ophelia's Subconscious

      by , 07-05-2012 at 05:09 PM (Ophelia's Book O' Fun II)
      I haven't had 5-htp in a while, but last night, I confess, I took 2. I also went to bed earlier at 11pm, don't know if that helped me or not. Anyway, Danny got up at 5 to go to work, and I got up to pee. I went right back to sleep and woke up maybe around 6 or so and went back to sleep again. Then woke up at around 7 and felt a little spooked for some unknown reason. I think it was because I briefly heard some voices, like you do in SP. I was lying on my back, really relaxed and comfortable, and felt some WILD vibrations coming, but I tried to resist them. If I'm feeling scared like that sometimes, I am suddenly not in the mood to LD. Stupid, I know. I rationally knew there was nothing real to be afraid of, but I couldn't shake it. I wanted to go back to sleep though, but every time I tried, the vibrations came. So I just said fuck it and let them come.

      Then I felt it almost immediately. Without ever losing awareness, I slipped into a lucid, but I was still on my bed. As normal when I DEILD, it's seamless because I always start out in my bed, rarely ever losing consciousness or even blacking out for a second. What I immediately felt was a body climb on top of me. not an overly heavy one, but definitely male. I reached my hands up slowly to touch him, since for some reason I wasn't using my dream eyes. He instantly grabbed them, and held them down. I knew right away that this wasn't Julio (my previous DEILD Demon), because this one's hands were smoother and mush less forceful. They were also quite cold. I said "You hands are really cold!" He said "Sorry." Yeah, this was definitely a new guy. <WARNING - Rated R I slowly freed my right hand, without a struggle, and managed to lower his drawers. Then I just pushed my undies to the side. It's amazing how dream sex feels as real as real life, even though at the time, I rationally know there's no one really there. I freed my left hand and grabbed his hips to make him go faster, </Rated R>
      then I woke up of course haha.

      I was awake with my eyes closed for maybe 2 seconds, rolled over to my left side, and without skipping a beat, went right back into another lucid. I felt the same guy snuggle up right behind me. This time I opened my eyes briefly, and saw a mirror on the wall, just opposite the foot of the bed. I couldn't see myself, just the left side of the bed and some of the bunched up blankets. I moved my right hand up to try and touch him again, and he grabbed it and held it down again. But I SAW IT in the mirror! Just his arm though, grabbing my hand. He had shiny black skin, not black like the race, I mean pitch black skin. It was shiny, like vinyl, with decent muscularity. I almost EEKED at the sight of it, because it was so creepy but cool at the same time. I just closed my eyes. I had this irresistible urge to turn over and see him face, but chickened out halfway, and just kept my eyes closed. So I decided to have a conversation instead. I said "Hello." He said Hello back. To get it right out of the way, I asked him "Are you Julio?" He said "No." I knew it haha! So I asked him his name, and he said "Menatus." I repeated it to him, to make sure I remembered right and could carry the memory over into waking life, but I said it wrong a couple times. "No," he said, always in a soft voice, "Men-AH-tus." I said it right then remarked on how it sounded like a Latin name.

      I went straight into a non-lucid where I googled his name to find out more about him, but I kept getting the spelling wrong. I finally got it right, then woke up super happy.
      Categories
      memorable , lucid
    12. Kyo-Mu for My Life

      by , 07-05-2012 at 03:46 PM (Sleep as a Hobby)

      An impudent princess stands imposingly with a long thorny whip.
      “Give me your ring or I’ll kill you.”

      Basement with no exit, everywhere except where the princess poses is covered with somber grey cement.
      But most of all… I will die with one flick of that horrifying whip.
      Ok, got the circumstance.

      I give a servile tradesman’s smile,
      “Of course your highness.”
      I’m not shooting the Lord of the Rings, so I will give as much of this damn ring as she wants to escape from this extremely frustrating moment of my life.

      But still... …
      With much tender love and care…
      I’ve been keeping this for a long time…
      Well… farewell my friend.

      Before her whimsical mind devours her,
      I nimbly and cautiously hand her the green glowing ring.

      “Don’t need it ~★”
      Such an indiscreet princess! Pitches it to the rock hard surface.
      She expects a vexed expression, but only gets my stunning look of blank dismay.
      The capricious princess sigh in disappointment and continues,

      “I’ll give you Kyo-Mu instead.”
      I can feel a sudden burst of anger right up to my throat, flaring.
      But I quickly hide them with a poker face from her Sadistic hobby.

      By that way what’s a Kyo-Mu, she’s carelessly throwing away?
      As if to answer my question, the princess adds,

      “It’s yours now.”

      Selfish brat! You think I don’t know that? <-- Communicating with eyes of course

      Trying to detect any monkey business,
      I give her a full of suspicion look, only to get
      ‘My hand hurt, hurry up,’
      Unconcerned, ignorant look.

      I quietly receive some black ash looking stuff from her.
      It’s the form of a black chick, eating a star candy from Spirited Away
      So small~ it fills my right palm with satisfaction; Blacky is so cute~ ♡

      It plainly stares at me with a round, moist filled eyes

      “Your name is Kyo, Kyo from Kyo-Mu.”

      It seems to stimulate my pea-size
      Motherly love.


      Writing down your dreams... in your dream.-.jpg

      Updated 07-11-2012 at 02:15 PM by 54881

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , memorable , dream fragment
    13. Facing fear in a dream

      by , 07-05-2012 at 03:41 PM (Sleep as a Hobby)
      I saw my fear of going to university... Not making any friends OTL.
      It is for the first year students. For the first two weeks, we were familiarize ourself to university by
      routinely doing things as a group (eating luch, going around classes like a pre school student)
      (chicks following a duck)
      As I pass a classroom, I spoted one of my best friend. She was focused on her studying.
      At a lunch time. 1st year student had to eat lunch in this very dark and deep pit-hole looking tower
      (That seems to have no end to it) I didn't realize it was a prank, so me and my other friends
      sat in one of the brightest looking spot... As I was eating rice... I got scared of the pit hole ...
      It looked like a hell's gate... warm, moist filled air swooped with some disgusting smell of garbages...
      It was just ... unpleasant.
      I kept on shaking on my chopstick and end of spreading all my rice on everywhere, including on my friends' lap...
      They got sick of it... and try not to talk to me afterward... (made me feel abandoned... behind a group)

      As I reflecting on my dream, I realize it was a fear I have, going to university... where I do no know anyone.
      That fear allows me to avoid anything involving the university (making a timetable... keeping a deadline)
      It's also one of my biggest stress... which makes me even hard to LD.

      "You need to be awake in a real life, to be awake in your sleep."

      I need to face this fear for my sake to have a nice LD.
    14. A taste of dream drugs

      by , 07-05-2012 at 03:03 PM
      This dream was mainly about trying new dream drugs. And the great place I started the search was at the school. (obvious)

      05.07.2012
      Dream drugs
      I am walking down the road with some girl on a blue bike. I don't know where we are going, but she wants to show me something.
      Since I take the time to notice my surroundings; a road, grass and a perfect blue heaven, I also take the time to wonder if I'm dreaming.
      With a practiced hand I plug my nose. I can breath trough it.
      Yes! Finally! I am filled with content. I finally caught a dream in the act. It was hard to believe first that I actually was dreaming, but in the end I didn't wanna deny it either. I had missed to many shots at being lucid.
      Since I have no specific plan, I leave the girl and take another way. She follows me, so I decide to use the technique I found at Dreamviews.com: simply turn my back to the dream character and forget about their presence. And she disappeared - both from my focus and my dream.

      The next thing I recall is being at my school, in the wardrobe. People are changing their outfits for a play they're having. I'm in it, so I write a note behind my ear to remember to change my clothes before the show; it might be fun. In the meantime, the drug issue returns. I try to figure out which person that is more likely be a drug dealer at my school. I suspected Ludde would know, but he would deny me it. I still went over to him, to ask for drugs.
      He laughed at me. And this is the first time; I mean my very first time; I have used mind control in a dream character (DC). And it worked. He froze in his laughter, with a blank stare directed towards nothing. His mind felt empty, like a puppet I had stuck my hand into. He was under mine control.
      Not to be mean, but he is not the most interesting person out there. And now that he was mentally handicapped, there was no way he could direct me to the dealer. So I let go and went out of the wardrobe. (strange - Ludde was in the girls' wardrobe..)
      Outside, there is a hall with two large windows and gray walls. On a bench in the hall, flocked by students, sitting by a table was a guy in a cap. He seemed larger than the rest, and handed out things to certain people. I had found my drug dealer.
      With victory in my lead, I went over to him and talked to him. I remember we said something about dope, and pills. Then I tried fishing out a 100 dollar bill from my pockey, but all I found was 2bucks. And I gave it to him.
      He opened up a board, slipped the top lock aside and opened a set with many white round pills. He fingered out a large one, and gave it to me. Besides me, somebody else handed him 2 bucks, and he gave them another large white pill. Lucky me. Now I went out of the crowd, and took a look at the pill. It looked like nothing special. Almost a little like a pain killer. I also considered if it would do any damage on my rl pain, but quickly vanished the thought away. This was a dream, with no connection to my real life body. I lifted to pill to my mouth, and tipped it over to swallow it. I instantly felt comfortable, and a bit happier. As I walked towards the wardrobe, I also acted a bit goofier, and more open towards other (talking more).
      I thought it was a shame though, that I hadn't taken LCD. I will never ever insert illegal drugs into my body in my real life. It ill ruin your brain. But in dreams drugs aren't real, but you get the effect. Or some of it. LCD would have been interesting to try.
      In the wardrobe, people nagged about me having to hurry and blablah-. I barely got in to the show in time. At the show, I met a cool guy/ or became a cool guy. I still ain't sure. I think both; that I suddenly got a multiple personality disorder of some kind. I don't know his name, but being him was nice.
      At the show we goofed and laughed around together, and thus the show was a failure.

      The next thing I remember must be when we walked down the street. It was later in the day, and some girl had joined us. This time I think I were the guy, and a "friend" of "me-guy" had joined me, together with some girl. The girl seemed a bit like Andy, only more innocent and more "into" thing. She was cool.
      I now remembered that this guy might carry some drugs, and popped the question.
      "Sure" he said. He had understood I wanted LCD, and fished something out of his jacket pocket. I decided that I wouldn't take it if it was a needle attached to it, but luckily it was some orange fluid in a tiny bottle. I popped it open, and drank the contents. Instantly, I became a lot more goofy. A tingling sensation took place in my upper stomach area and I wondered if I'd feel this good and happy with my life as I woke up. (This is not the real life effects of LCD. Scary/happy hallucinations are the general effect. And off course a destroyed brain and empty wallet.)
      I looked at life in such a bright perspective, as we went over to a grassy hill. The girl sat on top of something that felt and looked like a gigantic mushroom. The boy popped an idea. I was into it, but not the girl. She jumped off the mush and left us alone. I returned to the feminine form, and my friend went away, chasing the girl.
      This time, I think I decided to give the whole drug thing a time-out. I could barely hear a mower in the distance and knew that the sound came from the real world. Some guys were cutting my meadow again. (turns out I was right: the guys were back when I woke up. They left the field of white flowers alone though, I am grateful they did.). Due to the drugs, I didn't care much more about it and continued down a path leading to a swimming pool. I tried to return to my guy form, without success. I felt that I might be waking up.
      The next thing is a bit personal, so I'll leave that part to the blanks..

      Other than that - there was a part of my dream where I was at a house. Erlends little brother showed up. At first I had thought it was Erlend, but I was wrong. He had hockey hair and liked to play Zelda with Erlends little sister. (E has no little brother. That is all from my imagination..)

      Then I woke up! Glad because of my success ^^
    15. Another bulk update :P

      by , 07-05-2012 at 01:00 PM (Adventures in Dreamland)
      I'm lying in bed and my mom opens my door, asking me to do something silly. I don't want to wake up so I start complaining, but she's really persistent. I'm like "There's no way she'd ask me to do this," so I did a reality check and realized that I was dreaming. It didn't last long, though, and I woke up very quickly.

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      I'm making a Minecraft adventure map for my friends. I meet another one of my friends there and find out he's making an adventure map as well. He asks me where the mist is, so I show him. Since he mentioned it, I decided I'd put some mist in my map as well. Some more decorations that I put up included a doll and a chair, in the corners.

      I put in 2 elevators, one on each side, and the dream takes an odd turn. I think I was escaping from something at another point in the dream, but I was in the same elevator. I was riding on a motorcycle and I was running from something. I was doing wheelies but I didn't mean to and someone was getting mad at me for it.

      There was some sort of stuffed animal trying to solve a dispute, and he showed that there was a gem under a rock the entire time.(?)


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      I had a LOT of lucid dreams, but I'm not sure if it was one big dream or if they were separate ones that I woke up from and re-entered. I was dream-training with my sister, but I wasn't really controlling myself. It was like I knew I was dreaming and thought I was controlling it but wasn't fully aware. There was this teacher guy there, teaching me how to do stuff, but I don't remember much about it. My recall for this entire night was horrible.


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      I'm a girl, and I'm in jail for something. I'm in a contest to get out, but I'm not sure how it went. I was standing next to a human-sized pile of poker chips at one point, with the days counting down. There was a talent show which I'm guessing was part of the contest. There were these clowns singing but they were missing a member so I dressed up like a clown and joined in so they wouldn't take a hit from one person ditching them. At one point, I was standing in front of this crowd talking, and this (I'm guessing mentally retarded) fat black guy kept asking questions and getting up and walking up to me.

      I'm on a truck and we're driving real fast. Was there a prison break? We're trying to race someone, I think. Another criminal or something. We're given these rings that cause whatever they touch to decay and die. As long as we keep changing the flavors, though, then we would be fine.
      (I liked grape) I remember someone ran our jeep into the lake, but I got off in time. There was this guy who was vomiting while he was underwater, but I could hear it as if he were beside me.

      There was this little boy and a girl that was probably mid-late teens. The little boy was holding on to the girl's arm, but all of a sudden her arm was transparent and you could see the bone. She quickly decayed into nothing, and suddenly there was nothing left but her hair. The leader of my group found a pen cap in her hair and told us it was poison and that she decayed from it. He found a whole magazine of them stuck in her hair too, somehow, and said that the other guy was getting better technology. Then I woke up.