lucid

Awake Non-Lucid Dream Lucid Dream

Went to sleep at 0200. No dreams remembered.

Woke up at 0700. Stayed up for an hour, and went back to sleep at 0800.

When I went to sleep, it was pretty easy to become lucid, although the first few times I tried to get out of bed, I lost lucidity. Eventually I was successful. I felt as if I already knew I was dreaming, but I had to make sure. I didn't feel entirely lucid, but I felt aware, which was enough. I tried a few RCs with my hand, and nothing worked, so I got up (wit difficulty) and looked in the mirror. I imagined my face had a giant crater surrounding my right eye, and that's what I saw. I observed my face, feeling not as freaked out as I thought I would be. Then I imagined myself normal, and that's what happened. I went next to the mirror, trying to put my hand through it, but it didn't work. I then possibly levitated, and lifted the mirror to reveal a darker mirror underneath it. This one I could put my hand through. I went through this portal mirror to the halo world. It looked like Halo 3, and I ended up shooting some grunts with a BR. I was able to control how many bullets I could shoot at once, and at the end, I was able to change the color of the reticule just by thinking its color would change. I then started screaming for its color to change from blue to red several times, and it did. Then, knowing I could control the dream by screaming in it, I screamed "clarity!" for more clarity in the dream. I felt myself more aware of the dream, but not much. I then screamed it louder, and the dream started to collapse.

I then woke up, realizing all of this only took 33 minutes.

-Hanging out with about five people in a room in my house. One of them is M and he's the only one standing up, right across from me, playing guitar with a somber expression. I can't remember where the conversation was, but after some guy to my left says something, M chimes in by saying that he regrets "making (girls?women?) wait for hours," then he leans forward, stops playing, gives me a pained, meaningful look and says, "Do you think that was a mistake, too?" I almost cry looking into those eyes, so I turn mine down and think before being honest and saying, "Sometimes.." M looks conflicted between hope and despair, then I say in a lower tone, "But this is another life.. y'know?" M just sadly nods, gets his things together and leaves. I feel terrible, like I've torn out his heart, and the extreme emotion makes me semi-lucid. I start floating, phase out of the house, then fly after M, who's just turning the corner. It's sunset and warm light is streaming down from the left. I swoop around to get a good look at M and I see that he's as close to crying as a guy can be without actually shedding tears. I feel awful, but something about all this makes my lucidity rise up and I realize I don't care. I start flying back towards the house and see a female DC with short black hair walking towards the neighbor's house like she lives there. There are a few more DCs waiting for her on the porch. I fly rapidly up to her face and point at her, screeching. I just feel like scaring the crap out of something. At first, her eyes widen in surprise, then she settles into aloofness, giving me a look like, Ha! you can't do anything to me. I then "remember" that she used to be a powerful, evil witch, but her soul was taken out and put into this new body so that she would no longer have powers. At first I'm a little uneasy, then I get cocky because of her having no powers. I buzz around her head like a giant, annoying fly for a bit, having fun teasing her, before fading into some vague non-lucidity then waking up.

-DEILD into a low-awareness lucid in my bedroom. I realize I'm in a dream state, but that's about where my lucidity ends. I just sit there on the edge of my bed and think about the previous dream, which brings me to M. I start imagining myself being very forward with him and asking for sex, but I think that he'd be afraid for some reason. Then something clicks in my head and I think, no of course he wouldn't be. I get up and try to summon him for a second, but decide to stop so I don't end up ending the dream. Instead I go to the window. Outside is the front yard of my Dad's house. I "remember" that C has already left for work, but I see the car parked part-way in the shed. It looks different though. I look around some more and see a more accurate representation of it parked under the trees with C inside. He seems to be on the phone. I phase outside and into the passenger seat of the car. C ignores me and continues talking on the phone. I FINALLY think about the totms and remember the music one first. I turn on the car stereo and the repetitive music from one of my daughter's toys starts playing. I'll have to make a recording of that later.. Only other thing I remember is phasing out of the car and flying off.

i´m in the kitchen and cutting something. i move some steps and step into my slippers. the right one is kind of to small and uncomfortable. i realize that i´m dreaming. i stop cooking and open the window and jump out of it and land on a little stoneplateau. i remember the challange task and jump over the fence to the next house. i phase thru the balconydoor and find myself in the kitchen. the lights are out and on the ground are a lot of leaves like noone be here for some time.
i rush up the stairs and while running up rubbing my hands. in the first floor i go to a room and want to open the door but loose vision. i try to come out of the void but cant manage it.
a false awakening is following that i dont recognize as such.

NLD LD Comment

Yesterday (morning of 2015-08-18 comp #1):

+ pool party for cool guy, girl jumping across pool stream, girl drowning in pool stream (T daughter), pull her our and administer CPR, she's a barbie doll, coughs our brown/yellow water eventually

WBTB

+ teaching S2 to drive, thugs in the intersection (there goes the neighborhood!), at first I'm nice with them "I'm teaching my son to drive!" then I get angry and chase them off, throwing swiss cheese at them, I get concerned that they're Danny Glover's kids. A black man starts walking following us in the (now toy) car, I'm concerned this is Danny Glover and I try to ignore this and take several short turns, I decide I should turn and face him, then I see he is not Danny Glover. He says "You told my kinds you'd make our lives hell if we moved here?", then he jumps head first into the ground up to half of his body and only his legs are sticking up and one of them sort of folds over flapping there.

+ work meeting at N, there's a mole from R; girl talking about how many day's I've been working

+ at DD's dad's restaurant, they specialize the sauce for each individual customer's preferences

+(f) climbing a large structure of rough rocks

+ early investors complaining complaining that later investors got a much better deal

+(f) decorating a very large room


Today (morning of 2015-08-19, comp #2):

+ talking to guy who gets scary, flying (backwards?) over pine trees and little flying (bullets?), strange procession including the "King of the University" who approves my request (thanks to dad)

+(f) sexy-time

Spoiler for sexy time:

I'm finger-blasting a girl

+(f) a guy and a TV, trying to get it to tune in

+ bowling 2 frames, floating over the lanes, tripping the foul line

+ reading music, playing my instrument, the notes are mostly low, including an F#

+ major renovation at childhood park, basketball level extended far forwards adding two more rows of courts, they've cut down most of the trees in order to make space for this, scary guys, look underneath the ground to see massive (water?) storage tank area

WBTB

+ CD wants to move to "Heh-ward", I think this is a bad move, but I decide it's poor form to say anything

+ standing at counter, trying to figure out CG model, sexy-time a model?, girl at counter chastises me for confusing things; son screwing a girl on the side of highway, "they'll see what you're doing!"; pretty girl calibrating sensitive speech-recognition device, see counter girl again and joke about earlier antics

+ (LD #137) strange stars/lights, massive crowd laser-pointer effects show, climb hill, people sleeping on blankets among the crowd, cat walks and sits on guy's face, evading assassin with Kyle Chandler, assassin captured and put in irons, enter store, give guy my second soda, stop by pretty girl sitting at a table with another girl. She's sitting with her legs up on the bench, I'm on her right side. She is leaning up against the back of the bench.

Spoiler for Sexy-time content, LD#137 inside:

I come up to her and reach out my right hand and rub her stomach, I'm a bit concerned about a reaction from her or the other girl. I look at her crotch and she's wearing a very thin covering like a bikini bottom and nothing on her legs, I can clearly see the shape of her (ahem) through the thin outfit, a very clear camel toe. I look at her face, and I tell her "You're really pretty!", she answers in a really sweet voice, "Thank you!". Then I realize I'm dreaming and say "I'm dreaming" as a confirmation. I look back down at her (ahem), and lightly reach out a finger towards where her skin is poking out a bit from under her covering, think about reaching in under but the clothing is too tight. There are a few small whips of hair poking out. She peels off her bottom and her (ahem) is fully exposed. I lean down and lick around for a while, then sit up and look at her, wonder about the dream stability, and

I wake up.

Morning of August 18, 2015. Tuesday.



This was after my most interesting dream of this date. In this case, it seems Zsuzsanna and I are within an “invisible” geodesic dome (one of the main settings for higher levels of communication, it seems) which is quite large. It would have to be to contain an entire carnival within. The carnival is apparently “closed”. It is late at night. There are blue lights here and there that provide minimal illumination.

My wife and I walk along, half walking, half dancing, so cheerful, not caring that no one is operating this rather odd carnival. At one point, I see a “roller coaster” moving about (though eventually actually more like a monorail) that is actually seemingly alive, glowing a sort of lighter green in contrast to the lights. A giant robotic spider “ride” walks around on its own for a short time, but is no threat in any way. (I even think I hear a human-like groan from it.) Still, there are no signs of any other people (yet).

The fortune-teller booth (from “Batman Forever”) sits in one area. We acknowledge it humorously but minimally as we go around in a somewhat circular path. We puzzle at it as being everyman. It cannot seem to make up its mind about where it wants to “go”. It laughs eerily and artificially but cannot move out of the booth as only its fake arm sways back and forth randomly. It seems “stuck” in its one sad little “role”.

The song “Bad Days” (by the Flaming Lips) plays over and over eventually and our dance-walk seems even more cheerful.

“You’re sorta stuck where you are, But in your dreams you can buy expensive cars, Or live on Mars, And have it your way…”

The watermelon scene in the music video reminds me so much of home…

“In your dreams, Show no mercy…”

Oh sure, it is an awful, terrible song, with awful, terrible music, but it is such a charming novelty and reminds me of the first couple of years I spent with Zsuzsanna.

The “fortune teller” comes out of the booth, now a real man for the first time ever, somewhat chubby and gray-haired, it seems, and dressed normally, informally. He snaps his fingers, kicks his heels, and walks up an elevated path over a hill (seemingly westward). I know that we will never see him again and I never see his face, and he never turns to look back at us.

“And all your bad days will end, You have to sleep late when you can, And all your bad days will end”…

Someone is knocking on 104. Knocking. Knocking. Knocking on the door (just like in the music video at that part of the song). Someone is knocking on our door at 104. (In real life, same number, exact time - synchronized with my dream’s residual rhythm.) It is a parcel delivery for our oldest daughter, which she soon gets.

I have slept later than usual as the real knocking on 104 wakes me.

Oh, Source, you so funny.

I watch the magician enter a building. Unusually, he's dressed in modern clothing and wearing round glasses with very thick lenses, and I make a point of remembering to write that detail down after I wake up. As I'm thinking about it, I wonder what dream interpretation would make of those glasses. The assumption here is that interpretation is the wrong way to go about it and will lead to mistaken conclusions.

When he returns, he's ridiculously tall and wearing armor I associate with the temple of Mythal - less about Mythal, more about the temple - which is also unusual but in the opposite direction from before; the mental association is that he's dropped a disguise I'm used to seeing, though this one isn't exactly not a disguise. He asks me about various things I don't remember, and I answer as if I'm providing a status report. He's troubled by my responses.

He tells me to wait for the sparrow. There's a sense that this is a reference to folklore or a fairy tale.

DILD #1-I wake up and see text in my close eyelids which I perceive as HH. I try to play with the text in hope it will intensify and form a dream. I end up playing with it for a bit before I hear what sounds like talking on a tv. I try to see through my close eyelids and I see my bedroom. I walk down a dark hall, slightly unbalanced, which leads to my grandma's kitchen. I hold the counter with one hand and attempt to fling myself underground into a void, which I do. There's now nothing but darkness so I imagine the ocean. Instead, though, an underground room appears. There's two young ladies standing on a small platform and below there's a man on a fancy chair eating. I wake up.

DILD #2-I wake up in my bedroom to see a billboard on the wall. As I'm observing it, a couple of large, creepy rabbits come hopping into view. I try to get up but I can't move. Thinking about what to do, I try to move the bed through telekenisis which works. I imagine my hand is on a control which can move the bed. I drive the bed though a dark hallway for a bit before I wake up.

Snakes[Fragment]

I was with a group of people in a library and had a gotten a guitar from my dad that would allow me make my own special music. But than a group of anime girls came into the picture and i started mentioning how i was a fan of the girl with the black hair because of her voice acting. Than the anime boy with the snake costume got jealous and mentioned how he was going to throw himself to the mouth of a snake beast so he could transform. He kicked another guy that was going to do it and jumped into the mouth and said something about how unusual it was for someone to want to do something such as that.


Chips

I went into my old room where three girls around my age were. I got the impression they had just moved in with us too. I looked around for my bag of Doritos and found it on a chair but than i thought about forgetting it and coming back later for it and was about to leave. But than i changed my mind and turned around to see a girl sitting on it. " Can I have my bag of Doritos? Your sitting on it" I told the girl. She said yeah and got up. I took it but when i looked at it it was a bag of lays. "Sorry, this isn't my Doritos. I made a mistake" I said than held it out to her. "Keep it." She said eating a bag of her own chips. " Okay, thanks." I said than ate some of it as i was leaving.


Beansssss

I was outside walking around in the city looking for a place to get lunch. I thought i would settle for Mcdonalds even though i didn't want to go and only had a few change in my pocket. When I was in there though I felt like using the bathroom but i needed a receipt so i went to the front and waited second in line. "Mmm...This is so good. Did you try this girl?" said the teenage cashier girl to another. The taller one turned and walked to her and responded with a "No, but it looks really good."
I walked closer to see what they were talking about and it was green peas mushed inside a plastic container. "Here try some" said the girl as she was letting the other girl try some."MMMMMMM......."said the girl eating the beans again. "OK! We get it! Now give us our meat! I know vegetables are good with a side of meat but come on! We wanna eat what we order!" I shouted to the cashier girls. They gave me a attitude face and one of them replied to me saying how I didn't have to rush her. I than decided to leave because i didn't want them spitting in my food with anger because i shouted at them.

A older woman at the shop left too because of bad service and we ended up talking to each other about where might be a good place to have lunch. The lady mentioned i hop i think but i said i wasn't sure. Than she grew afraid of me following her and told me not to follow her and left.


Next Thing I recall

The next thing i remember is I was walking down a long black stair way inside a huge mall. You could see through the holes of the stairs that if you fell you would fall a long way and we were all evacuating the place so we had to be extra careful. But as we were going down i decided to try sliding down the stairs with both my hands. I put my hands at each side of the bars and slid down happily. Gravity was much lighter so things weren't bad about it and i felt confident. But when we went around and onto the other stairs and i ran a bit there was a older guy walking down the other stairs next to me. So when i jumped it rattled the stairs and his side began to look as if it was about to fall fast. We both ran onto the platform and suddenly the whole building began to shake. I slipped and covered my head as thousands of blue baskets rose to the air and were about to fall on me.


They fell and i protected myself from it but than i decided to leave as fast as i could out the building as some sort of competition for myself. I ran down a secret like stair way and than crawled out of a rectangular place like link from Zelda. What i crawled out of was a rectangular hole in the wall. Than I ended up outside where a villain had supposedly captured a cartoon man that was supposed to be my father. I was than grabbed by the man and thrown over the edge of a hill covered by trees so i could escape and go find help. I found the place beautiful and fun for exploration. Many flowers and many trees. I flew up after i fell down as if i was blown by the wind and used a vine from a branch to go around the facility that was there.

After flying around I ended up looking at a yard of a school and saw giant basketball players helping little kids. Than I got the falling feeling and started singing hoping a tree would catch me." I forgot how scary it felt to fall from such a high height in a dream" i thought. "No wonder i use to call Dawn to catch me." Than I started singing in Japanese calmly but a gust of wind blew me hard and i woke up.

Notes: I'm mad at my cat because he woke me up. I was chaining those challenges like woah.

My three-step goal for the Sensei Comp is to Reality Check, use Elemental Manipulation and Teleport. I shortened that to "Check, Fire, Port" so I could memorize it yesterday, or I never would have been able to carry that list into a dream.

Onto the dreams.

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I'm driving through, across, around a series of nicely winding roads. There are some problems with traffic, but it happens. I'm just enjoying the ability to slalom through the roads and enjoy the drive.

There's something about me dating a woman.

Then I'm Tony Stark, and I've just managed to get the arc reactor removed. Apparently I was dying immediately beforehand, because I get a phone call that goes immediately to voicemail, and I hear my voicemail playing morosely -

I rush to to the old-style landline and pick it up like a hot potato. "Pepper!" I say, "I was just going to call you!"

So Pepper's here, along with the other woman I was dating. At this point, I'm no longer Tony Stark, but I am some rich guy who needs to have kids to... um... leave things to. (It made sense at the time; let's just say that if I was playing as myself, this idea would really freak me out.)

Neither of the two women that I am now dating want to have kids, so I'm talking to a third woman who my family had an arranged marriage thing going on with. All four of us are sitting in a guest bedroom, hashing out legal details. The arranged marriage woman thinks that I should actually get married to one of the other two women because I'm romantically involved with them, but Pepper points out that marriage is actually a protection for the kids.

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(I wake up briefly and attempt to WILD. It doesn't work, but the dream goes lucid later on.)

My point of view is following a sky train car suspended from cables over a vast forest. Inside the train car are dozens of sloths, and they're crawling all over the inside and outside of the suspended car.

Now I'm inside a building in a downtown area, stone and brick and lots of windows. My hands are sore because I've been climbing the indoor jungle gym using only my index fingers... because that's what sloths do?

There are fireworks outside and I hurry over to a window to watch them with the three people I'm here with: my mom, a girl from my childhood who died a few years ago, and her mom as well. The fireworks aren't super extravagant, but they're inside the city over the square, so it's pretty cool to see.

Back inside the building on the lower floor, there's a grocery store. A villain—possessed Harry Dresden?—is threatening the people there.

I've wandered back inside, and while the grocery store is on the ground floor, I'm on the second floor despite having just walked in from the square. I remember the Sensei Comp, and think about how I've always had trouble phasing through a floor, even though walls aren't that hard.

I drop to all fours and focus on pushing my hands through the hardwood floor. Three inches down, four inches down.

I remember that in order to earn points, we do have to be lucid. OK, I think. I know I'm dreaming, I'm lucid, I'm lucid. I chant it as a mantra as I start to feel my knees sinking through the floor. I'm lucid, I'm lucid.

The floor has almost enveloped my torso and I blink -

I fly through the air and land on the floor below, coming face to face with Not Dresden. He turns from threatening the people in the store and looks at me with a wide grin. I ignore him.

Fire, fire is definitely a thing, I think to myself. Ah, reality check first. Then fire, then teleport.

"One, two three four five six," I count on my fingers. "Reality check done."

Then I throw a wall of fire at Not Dresden. He jerks back and dissipates the flame, but it's a close thing. The look on his face is something.

Also, apparently sending flames at your enemies counts as flirting.

Eating

Lucidity: 6/10
Control: unsure
Vivacity: 4/10

I'm new in a high school, I'm in an art class in which I somehow know everyone. I check reality for no apparent reason; I have six fingers. At this point the dream is very close to the state of a daydream. I can feel my real body much too easily to feel comfortable doing anything in the dream world, so I mentally rub my hands together until the dream becomes more stable and I can actually rub my "real" dream hands together. Even so, I know that I can't allow myself to get excited at all. I open up my bag, to find a whole lot of chocolate bars and a cake still in its glass mold. I take a bite of one bar and a girl next to me asks if she can get some of it. I give her the cake which she eats whole. FA moments later.


Telekinetic rampage

Lucidity: 5/10
Control: 7/10
Vivacity: 5/10

I'm in a small alleyway, where I'm speaking to a dude about something I can't remember. I spontaneously check reality, counting different numbers of fingers each time. I breath through my plugged nose even though I'm pretty sure I'm dreaming. I rub my hands together; the dream feels quite unstable. The guy I was talking to became a black haired girl, almost looking emo.

Out of nowhere, all those goals, both for Sensei's competition and for myself, pop into my head. I'm basically overwhelmed with Ideas. I think about talking to the girl about stuff, specifically her take on my current situation IWL, her advice to me, stuff like that... but I realize that "Asking for advice" is the second step to my 3 step task. The first one is mass telekinesis.
Ok, I think, Let's do that first. I want to be as efficient as possible so I can earn points while still accomplishing my own goals.
Mass telekinesis it is. As I thought IWL, I want to get the TOTM at the same time, two birds one stone kinda thing. My plan was to crash the moon into the earth with telekinesis and eat a rock of it (I've been to the moon in normal dreams already. I want something different ). Without really thinking, I lift my hand up and concentrate just a bit on the moon. I give up waaaaaaay prematurely thinking I'm wasting time (This dream was a mess... I was so "drunk" ). Instead, I blast a wall to my left with telekinesis, which leaves a whole to someone's garden. Stupidly, I take no time to pause in order to think about what I'm doing and what I want to do.

All that's on my mind is the competition... So much that I mix my tasks up and go straight to teleportation. I look at my feet and lift my right one up a bit. When I put it back on the ground I've teleported a few meters forward. I'm not sure what happened to me then, perhaps it's because I was rushing everything so much, I Iost quite a bit of my lucidity and went absolutely bezerk on everything I saw. There are three cars in front of me parked behind some kind of a supermarket.
Right, there's that one dream power I wanted to try.
I feign a punch towards the wall creating a small burning crater in it, 30 centimeters or so in diameter. My attention switches onto the cars. I throw my right hand forward and blast the left car away. I then swing my arm to the right to send the right car flying. Then I point my open palm on the middle car and close my hand, crushing the car with telekinesis. I enter the imploded car and find a girl who looks a lot like the Swedish princess from the movie Kingsman. Naturally, after this whole craze, I engage some intimate stuff... And then have a false awakening again in which I write both of those dreams down.

Going to have to plan a bit better in the future XD

WILD #1:

I had been lying in bed, trying to WILD for the last 3 hours. I finally started to get tired and I felt my whole body vibrating. I had almost lost consciousness and gone into a non-lucid dream when H-Dog moved in the bed slightly, waking me up just enough to do an easy WILD transition.
I felt my dream hands moving and did an epiglottis block to make sure I was dreaming, and then I got out of bed. I was at my parents’ house, in my dad’s office. I walked out to the backyard, onto their patio. It was winter time and the trees were all barren, strange since it is actually beginning of Autumn there at the moment and the leaves are probably plentiful, orange, and golden.

I remembered what I wanted to do, tasks of the month. The first one that came to my head was to eat a moon rock. I raised my hands to the sky and made the moon come closer to the earth, it wasn’t happening very quickly though. Instead, I decided to make a single rock come to earth from the moon. It shot towards me at super speed and landed on the ground. I picked up what looked like a miniature model of the moon, or maybe what the moon would look like if it had been shrunk down to the size of a basketball. I took a bite out of it and tasted cold, watery ice. I looked at the moon rock and it had some Autumn leaves poking out of the space where I had just bitten into it. I remembered that I wanted to try to combine the fishing task with the ride a dino task so I flew over to a river and held out my hands, pretending that there was a fishing rod in them. A rod with line attached to it appeared and I imagined a dark shadow coming up from out of the river. I saw the dark shadow, but instead of a dinosaur, dozens of crocodiles appeared. Coincidentally, I think those are supposed to technically be dinosaurs. I caught one but I wanted to catch the dark dinosaur that was going to appear so I made it vanish. Another crocodile took the first one's place and a couple others started to rush at me. I started to wrestle the one that I caught and jumped on top of him. I was scared he was going to bite me so I let him bite my arm to be sure that I couldn’t be hurt. Then I tied the string around his snout and tamed him.

Woke up to a F.A. where B-Dog was sniffing around my head. Dreamer was awake, but I quickly wrote down some notes about the previous dream in my phone then told her about it. We got out of bed and we were in my Dad’s office. She was showing me something gross that Jenkees left on a table, I think it was his jockstrap that he supposedly wore to play golf. I thought that was a weird thing to wear golfing, but I suppose I would be wishing I had one on if a golf ball came flying at my balls. We went downstairs and into the backyard where we were talking about going to the doctor and dreams. Dreamer said something to me that I didn’t have to go see a G.P., because I could just wait a couple years and she could become a naturopath so that she could treat me. Her face suddenly changed and she looked a bit older. I still thought she was the most beautiful person I had ever seen.

DILD #1:

I woke up and was trying to fall back asleep again. I stayed there for awhile, just watching the darkness while waiting to enter a dream. I eventually had the thought that I might be dreaming still, so I did an epiglottis block reality check, air went through. I did a nose plug RC just to be sure, same thing. I got out of bed, still in my Dad’s office, and then started to walk down the stairs. Dream ended.

DILD #2:

I was trying really hard to fall asleep again, but I didn’t feel like it was going to happen. I remembered that the last time I had this I was actually already asleep, so I did an epiglottis block, still asleep! I got out of bed, still in my Dad’s office. I walked downstairs and out the front door then started to fly. I remembered that I wanted to do my three step task, I didn't realize that I had already done some of them in a previous dream.
I made 5 or 6 giant neighborhood bushes fly into the air and then revolve around each other in a circle. I then tried the next step, unsummoning, on another bush. First I tried to make it simply disappear, didn’t work, then I tried making it get absorbed into the ground to become one with the earth again, didn’t work. Then I tried to make it get thinner and thinner until it disappeared, that started to work but it just got really thin and never fully disappeared. I finally tried to yell, “POOF!” at it and make it disappear, still didn’t work so I gave up on that for now. Next time I’ll do better!
I decided to fly to town and look for something to do. I started flying extremely fast and everything was zooming by me, but I wasn’t content with that. So I made time speed up as well so that the people and the scenery were moving quickly and I was moving at RIDICULOUS SPEED. I have no idea why the town was so far away when it is normally just a 3 minute drive.
I eventually got to town and landed on black pavement. I was surrounded by brick buildings but that’s pretty much all about the scenery that I can remember. I looked into one building and there were people in there with a cat. I thought to myself, “How great, I’ll turn the cat into that giant cat and do the task of the year!”
I made the cat get larger and larger until it was significantly bigger than me, then I made its’ coat turn golden-orange. It came over to me, licked me, and then started bumping its head against my face. Very cute!

I remembered that I still had to take it to a beauty contest, so I made a door appear in the solid brick wall and opened it with my mind powers. I walked through with the giant kitty and we were at a cat beauty contest. There were a couple dozen other pretty kitties sitting patiently, but I knew that mine was the best by far. I walked up to the registration and the clerk was calling out, “Number 25, Vera? Vera?”
Some chubby, blonde lady started to stand up and say something but I made her stop and sit down. I then quickly said, “Yep, that’s me!”
The clerk handed me some tag to put on my giant kitty friend.
Now I was just waiting for them to announce that I was the winner, and I felt like they had implied that I was the winner at about this point. I asked the main announcer guy to officially announce that I had won, but instead he said into a microphone, “Okay now, before we announce the winner, a couple questions from the audience please”.
I started to wake up, the picture of the dream faded to darkness. I stayed still and waited for the dream to continue. I made the announcer guy keep talking until the dream started again. I successfully got back to the beauty contest and the announcer was rambling on. I asked the announcer politely, "Excuse me, who won?"
He ignored me and two audience members asked some weird, random questions that I can’t remember. The announcer guy was answering them while I was taking sips out of about 6 different soda cans, but they were all mostly empty. I was trying to juggle the cans and make them stand on top of each other, but I was super clumsy and they kept falling all over the place. The audience laughed at my antics. At this point the announcer was still jabbering on and I had gotten a bit sick of waiting for him, so I rudely interrupted him, “Excuse me mister, who won? Who Won? WHO Won?? WHO THE FUCK WON?!”
He just stared at me with a bewildered look on his face and blank eyes, then announced in a dull, monotonous voice, “There will be one more question we will ask, because we care about the quality of our contestants.”

I woke up, tried to DEILD, couldn’t fall back asleep. I was kicking myself at that point for not summoning a black hole and sucking that announcer guy up into it.

After another dream scene ended. I began waking up, I got out of bed and tried turning on the lights. It wouldn't work so I immediately began thinking I was in a dream. I tried a couple of more times before seeing if the bathroom lights would work. Finally one of the lights in the bathroom before going out as well. That's when I began feeling someone poking me before it soon became a push. I landed on the ground unable to see what it was and could only feel myself being wrap by my blankets. The scene then changes. Lucidity Time: 6 seconds.

I spontaneously become lucid within the dream state while walking around in a apartment complex at night. I remember some advice I got from the dream use Form about using all five of the senses to stabilize the dream so I began to focus intently on all of my senses. as I begin to circulate through all of my senses I noticed that everything became much clearer and extremely vivid. Still at this point the dream felt unstable as if I would wake up at any moment so I took out a pair of keys and following the advice decided to focus all of my senses on this one particular object.

I realize that I am dreaming while I'm at a daycare center after watching a group of kids. I tell the crowd of parents that I am going to fly out this window and they should watch me do so. As I told them that they all begin to smile at the same time and fly out the window first, then I followed. I am flying out the window now and the day is very clear bright and sunny. I am enjoying myself then I end up at a very nice park. I walk up to a group of three girls and tell them that they should watch me and my girlfriend fly together in the sky. the reason I do this is because I am taking the advice of a dream reviews forum member saying that if you proclaim what you want to do to a dream character then it will be easier to do so. So I tell them what I'm going to do then I look around expecting my girlfriend to be at the location. To my disappointment she is nowhere to be found in nowhere to be seen. One of the girls in the group invite me to have sex with them, Then I wake up.

Morning of August 17, 2015. Monday.



This is my first stable dream of this time period on this date, a type which is always lucid - every first dream I have had since early childhood has been of this nature, every single night, with no attempt to make it so, and always in the first stage of light sleep paralysis which I enjoy - I do not attempt to control it in anyway during the first stage - I just flow with it and enjoy it even if the imagery should be grotesque beyond imagination. The imagery, I suppose, this time, is somewhat nightmarish (in regards to how others might see it), but not a nightmare at all to me. There is no emotion other than a sense of peace and acceptance. In this state, even being fully in-body, there is no way a lucid dream could integrate or interfere with my real-life state. I mostly just watch. I am not even regarded by the entity that is “making” this domain - even though I sense and know that he is not “of” me in any way.

Some sort of larger-than-life human-like form, fairly pale, somewhat sickly looking (yet still seemingly stronger than any human form), holds an egg. It looks like a typical white chicken egg, though perhaps bigger. Over time, thorns (of about three different sizes) sprout from all areas of its surface, though leaving the egg’s surface fully intact otherwise. At times, the implications “reset”. The being stands as, slightly hunched over, at one point, the thorns growing from the egg seem to become endless briars in a large ominous but colorful landscape of mostly greens, oranges, yellows, and browns. Certainly this place is not for human beings, though I have certainly seen far worse realms. The thorny briars are in various patterns and sizes that sometimes cross over each other and form “gates” and purely organic trellises. Everything is made of briars, including possibly “nests” assuming there are creatures or human-like forms that live here. I realize this realm is probably a human world that relates to frustration or possibly a lack of focus. It is beautiful, but not a place I particularly would want to spend much time in.

I do not challenge the being with the egg (which sits on the palm of his right hand), even though he seems puzzled that nothing emerges from the egg (upon each “reset”) but thorns. If he wants to keep creating infinite briars into his world from it, who am I to stop him. This is his world, not mine.

today I got another accidental LD.
I woke up at 7 and stayed awake til 8:30, then I decided to go to sleep again
I fell asleep in an uncomfortable position because my gf took up all the space

As I was falling asleep, I opened my dream body eyes. It felt like opening my real eyes but it turned out to be a dream. I looked at my hand and thought I was dreaming. I didn't count the fingers, the vision was just so weird and blurry that I KNEW it was a dream. my dream world was crumbling so I looked at my hand again and counted 6 fingers. Then I tried to rotate. I ended up somewhere else with slightly less blurry vision. I had a headache in my dream and at some point it was all black
in any case, I knew I was dreaming, it was a shitty LD though coz my recall and control and everything wasn't good at all.
Eventually I woke up and did it again. had another more or less LD, kinda like DEILD technique, but this one was just black so I wasn't interested in it and lost control