non-lucid

April 22, 12. 1:30am-7:40am

I was playing Halo Anniversary and I had a setting where I could play as an Elite all the way through the game. I was standing in front of the Kinects customizing my Elite. I looked so cool! There was a music thing on the game where you pick a song and dance, but not like the dancing games, it was free style dancing. I was having a blast, i was lifting my Elite feet and putting my Elite hands out to look at them. My sis in-law came over and looked at me funny, "what are you doing," she asked. "playing Halo Anniversary", I said, and explained the game to her.-end dream-

Thoughts-I played Halo Anniversary last night for the first time last night, i am amazed by the graphics. I also played some pretty fun kinects games last night too. I had a blast last night as well as in my dreams.

April 21, 12. 11:24pm-7am

Another night, I don't remember anything. I am tired and going back to sleep.

7:34am-same morning

I played tennis, I was in a white skirt and it was so foggy I couldn't see anything. I hit the ball and it was hit back to me, so I hit it again. -End Dream-

Thoughts-

I didn't know a person could dream in such a short time...

I was in a tree house like room with a lot of stuffed animals. I think two other people were there.

Flash to another dream.

There was a guy and a girl, the girl I didn't know but the guy was my best male friend Jarrett. He had dyed and cut his hair. We were in a car, mom was driving, we were driving down a snowy road. I was drawing the girl in a comic. I showed it to her and she pretended to like it. In the end of the dream, when the car stopped, he ditched me for the girl.

In the parking lot of where we stopped, people were leaving their purses everywhere. I decided to take this opportunity to steal everything I wanted. I got caught once but they said nothing. I stole a pair of steampunk glasses and case. When I went inside I saw a sweet old couple checking out (it was a grocery store) and I realized that the glasses and case were his. I gave him back the glasses, but kept the case that had a toy skeleton in it.

In the treehouse type room, a few guys brought their wolves with them. A few girls brought their bats. The bats were being a nuisance so the guys formed a group called "Murder the Bats". The girls formed a group called "Get Rid of (Kick out?) the Wolves." I took the side of no one, and told the guys to leave because murdering was a terrible thing to do. I let the girls stay, even though I didn't like the bats. I learned how to train the wolves and they were soon very sweet, though I was always on my toes in case they went wild. The girls showed me how to hold a bat on my arm. I woke up feeling scared of bats.

I did a little research in my dream book. I normally don't care for what a book says about symbols, I believe you yourself make up your own symbols, but I really felt this. The bats represent being "batty" or crazy... mental... mad. I am currently in the process of being diagnosed with bipolar disorder and psychotic features. Though I defended the bats, or 'crazy', I was still afraid of it. The other dream was easy to interpret. I am scared my friend will leave me for a girl. He gets obsessed with girls quickly and I have a feeling he would ditch me in a second for a girl. I guess its a legit fear, but maybe this dream is telling me I need to find another best guy friend, and that I can't fully rely on this one.

I began my dream as a transgendered African-American lady. I believe I had been biologically male at birth, but had gotten surgery in order to make me female. I had a child, and initially I thought it was biologically mine. Then I realized that even with a surgery to give me lady parts, that didn't mean I'd be able to give birth. I became confused and wondered if maybe the child was birthed by my sister, who was also African-American in this dream. I asked my sister to watch my/her(?) child while I traveled. All I remember from traveling is seeing traffic lights.

Then I remember being at my family's house, but they didn't feel very familiar to me initially--none of them were my waking life family. I spent some time with my mother and sister, and then became drawn to a closet. Without asking, I determined that my brother had gotten trapped in there recently. My brother had dressed up as a girl, stepped into the closet and closed the door. Once the door was closed and he was inside, the closet refused to let him out. The closet had detained him because he was crossdressing. Someone else had to open the closet door from the outside to let him out.

While my father (he looked like my real dad) was watching TV, I went into the closet and shut the door. I felt that the transgender closet was a trial I had to overcome, and that it would lead to an epiphany. As expected, the closet door would not open once I was inside. I pried my fingers beneath the door and pulled. I quickly panicked, and for an hour I yelled, screamed and cried until my father heard me and opened the door. The transgender closed helped me realize and accept my gender, not sure how. Once I was freed from the closet, my brother entered the house. He has just finished mowing the lawn. I was very happy to see him, but he didn't want to talk to me out of nervousness and shyness. He was probably uncomfortable because I knew about his crossdressing and his experience with the closet.

Then I somehow obtained the ability to travel back in time, I believe my brother taught me. I drew two squares in the air with my hand, and that was the key to time travel. I traveled back in time to a couple of places that my dream claimed that I had visited. I time traveled back to the time I was in the closet. Now, when a person time travels, he/she left a sort of square water mark at the places and times that they departed from. Upon time traveling into the closet again, I saw a square water mark not left by me. My brother had arrived and left the closet via time travel. He had traveled to every single place I had visited myself. He appeared to have followed me via time travel, and had showed me the way.

Then I had a computer screen in front of me. It inquired whether I wanted to borrow books about time travel, and if I had already had experience with it. I declined the screen's offer to borrow books due to my new knowledge and experience with it.

Regular Dream 4/23/12

The first thing that I can remember is that I was walking with some other person around my age. We were talking but, I don't know what we were saying. Eventually, we got to a basketball court and one team was losing badly. The guy next to me walked up to the losing team and asked if they needed any help. They said they'd never play with us(I get that a lot sense I'm Center Base Gifted aka CBG). Somehow we changed their minds. The first time I got the ball I ran down the court and did a layup. Everyone was impressed with it so they were glad they picked me. The game continued like that until I coughed and woke my self up. Before, going to sleep that night I watched a basketball movie call Rebound so I'm guessing it influenced my dream.

Back to sleep. I'm sitting in the second or third row in a packed theater. I am not sure if I am me or somebody else but I'm a guy. I am wearing a light blue business suit and my associate is sitting next to me, also wearing a business suit. There is a guy playing the piano on stage. I didn't recognize the music but it sounded like the type of music upper class people listened to. When he was done, he got up, bowed and the audience applauded.

Then he started talking about how he was getting sick and tired of people coming to him and telling him why they do bad things. Apparently, this guy is a musician and a psychologist. He was saying that a lot of people blame their actions on childhood abuse, primarily by their mothers and fathers. He was basically talking crap about his patients and patients of other psychologists. After he was done venting, he promptly sat down and began playing a new selection. The other suited guy and I are standing up now and I say to my partner "I can't believe he just said all that." And some other stuff I don't remember.

Then I walked up to the stage and calmly told this guy that he was fired from both of his jobs, lol. And I remember police officers being on the stage and then I woke up.

Well, I didn't go lucid but I did get to see a new UFO. So, I'm this girl again (I think this is my second body on another world or something, lol) and I'm standing outside. There's a blonde woman (been getting a lot of these lately) standing a few yards in front of me. I am trying to make out her face and what she's wearing but I just can't. It's funny, lol. I'm looking at this lady but I can't see her features. She was saying something about not enough people attending some event and asked me if I wanted to go next Sunday, Monday, or Tuesday--I forgot which day but it was one of them. I agreed. There were other people hanging around us but I couldn't make them out either. One guy was sitting up on something and there was a cake that looked like an oversized pink muffin. I eventually gave up trying to make these people out and looked up at the blue sky. I saw this all-white boomerang-shaped UFO suddenly appear out of thin air.

Apparently, it was invisible. I was watching it as it just sat there way up in the air. It wasn't swaying side-to-side or nothing--it was totally motionless and friggin' huge. It looked like a hybrid of human and alien technology. I looked at the woman and said "Look! There's a UFO!" She turned around and briefly glanced at it, then she said "That's the biggest one I've seen yet." So, I'm still looking up at this thing when I see a fighter jet zip right by it with the smoke trails flowing behind it. Then I looked over to the right of the boomerang UFO and saw a disc-shaped UFO flying towards us. Then it made a full u-turn, zipped off in the direction it came from, then instantly changed directions and went another way. The fighter jet was the only craft that made any noise and left behind a smoke trail. And it didn't seem to care that there were UFO's up in the air with it. Perhaps I was at some Air Force base in this dream.

Really good recall for my last dream of the night, but should have written my second down as soon as I woke up as it's only in fragments:

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22/4/12

All I remember is having to sing a Coldplay song with some uni friends to a large crowd on a beach. At some point during our performance, the song changes to a horribly cheesy 80s song, at which point I decided to wake myself up.

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I'm driving around to various places, picking up things to pack in my suitcase for going away. At a particular friend's house I walk in on a house party, and I remember seeing a large table with Gameboys belonging to everyone there. I see mine, next to Pokemon Crystal, and pack both.

Later, while driving to the station with my mum, I invite a hitch hiker into the car. Only once we arrive does my mum notice, despite not being hidden, and worries that he could be dangerous. I assure her he's harmless, but he has to leave nonetheless.

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The dream began as a transition from showing someone a Cannibal Corpse video on YouTube, to magically appearing in the middle of the mosh pit. Despite not liking Cannibal Corpse that much, I join in with the moshing, but see a girl get hit square in the face. I offer to take her to the toilet as she's got a nose bleed.

She explains that her nose ring has fallen out [something which happened to a flatmate of mine recently] but is eager to get back into the pit [my kind of girl!]. Just as we arrive at the edge of the crowd, however, I see a dodgy-looking man injecting people in the back without them noticing.

Outraged, I run up to him and smash his last syringe on my hand [thinking I can use the contents as evidence later].

"You're gonna get shanked!"

he shouts as I run to find a security guard. When I do, he walks past in a guards uniform, trying to look inconspicuous. It doesn't work and he gets carted off to jail.

However, I'm told I need to go as well to fill out paperwork or whatever. This wouldn't be a problem if I wasn't made to be escorted by a friend of the jailed man.

In the car I am practically shitting myself, as the driver is twice as menacing as his friend that I just incarcerated. I almost apologise but suddenly feel a pain in my lower back, and wonder if I had been injected as well.

I'm later on a train, still with the driver, which turns into a holocaust simulation. We arrive at a stage, where a 15 year old starts a presentation about it. The rest of the dream continues as me being at school, but is rather mundane, so I won't write it here.

Scenario 1

I don´t remember how it began but I was chased by big squishy, purple peas just outside some egyptian temple.
Then the peas were switched for zombies.
Before I went to bed I watched the movie "Outpost", a zombie horror movie and I was standing behind the whole cast while they opened an old iron door of some kind.
First they hesitated and someone was holding a cross but then they went in and I was left outside.
I hurried after them but wasn´t quick enough and lost them.
Inside the door there seemed to be just a long narrow corridor which wasn´t lit up at all.
Sometimes when I dream I lose control over movement and start running in slow-motion and/or starts to lean to one side and eventually fall.
This happened here and I saw a few ghost-like figures flying past me.

Scenario 2

I also saw a documentary on wolves attacking people before I slept so that probably inspired this part.
I spoke to a friend first, not sure who, then we were attacked by a lone wolf but somehow we defeated it and tamed it.
Then there´s a blank space until I meet some kind of boss wolf with a long neck and a kindof smushed together face.
I (I was alone now) tamed that one too and now rode on it.
Then there was this HUGE one that I came across but seemed pretty calm and relaxed even in my pressence.
However, after another blank space I took this one too and unleashed the most gut wrenching roar I could´ve possibly imagine and I saw me sitting on it from an epic angle.
Then There´s no more.

Note that this dream contains incerdibly little lucidity and I wasn´t really lucid enough to know that i were.

I was going to walk over to a neighbors house in the middle of the night so it was very dark and the lights were out on the sides of the walk way.
Suddenly it struck me how scary it would be if one of the monsters from the Amnesia game appeared here and saw me!
Since I´m in my head of course one does and here I was lucid for a few seconds before being distracted by the fact that some kind of human abomination wanted to kill me.
Luckily though the basic mechanics of the actual game worked so when it came close I just looked the other way and he walked off.
At my neighbors door he actually spotted me somehow and chased me around in their front yard and I managed to dodge him long enough to get indside.
Then all of a sudden I´m in school and there´s a test in some subject that I don´t have to do and I´m like: "Yes!".

After that I either woke up or just don´t remember anything more.
The Amnesia game part of the dream might have occurred because I had recently discussed it.

Black means non lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Green means notes

Notes: Did not remember much of anything. But i guess its because my body is getting use to going back to sleep alot more earlier.

Dream 1# The mountain song.

Im helping this elderly man up from the sidewalk, and he seems to love singing about the mountains. I just remember him telling me that he would love to go to the mountains and sit a the top of one and sing how big he feels to be on top of one.

Dream #2 Why are we doing this?

Im now playing throw the bottles into the garbage can with this drunk dude.

Dream #3 Drunk antics.

Im telling this drunk man not to walk outside with no coat on, because it is freezing out there. He insist that it is good to do so, because it will give him some sort of special powers.

Final dream: Who wants to suck my pinky toe?

Im now a security guard for Kim Kardashian, And we walk into this clothing store and she yells..
"Who wants to suck my pinky toe?"
All of a sudden, a man runs up to her, peels off her leather pumps..and gives her a tongue job all across her toes.

Notes: Mmkay...not much to say except...WTF!? I went to sleep early, and i still got frags! And why so many drunk dreams? I don't even drink anymore. Ha ha...very funny subconscious. Overall, i guess my body just needs to get used to goin back to sleep alot more earlier.

I'm in a large church during the service. We start singing a piece that I don't know. I recognize the tune, it's some folk song, and sing along. It's a bit dark, hard to see the text. After the song candles light up all around the church and it gets as bright as if there were electric lights.

I don't really know how to describe this, but all night I had some really strange sleep paralysis. I took a 5 HTP before bed. Then at some point I woke up and thought Danny had said something to me. i seriously heard like, a whole sentence. He said he didn't say anything, so it may have been a FA. Then several times in the night, I thought I could see tiny slivers of red laser light on my bed stand. Kind of like a thorny mass of little thin red lights. And this was accompanied by fear for some reason. I tried to tap Danny on his arm, but I was frozen. It took everything I had to move just enough to lightly give his arm a tap. But I couldn't do anything strong enough to wake him up. This happened a few times more, until I finally woke up completely, staring at my nightstand, at those lights. I blinked, and they vanished, until all that was left was one normal looking red light. I just stared at this light in horror, because there's NOTHING on my nightstand except for a teddy bear, a picture of Danny, and a vase of dead roses. It must have been a bunch of FAs with SP, but that was the most REAL FA I had ever had. WTF were those lights?!?!!?!

Anyway I asked Danny about it this morning at breakfast and he doesn't remember anything about me poking him or before when I asked him if he said anything. Must have all been dreams. But these were different than anything ever before. Me no likey

Also later a dream about me getting my front teeth knocked out partially in a car accident.

04.23.2012

Looking for a Pillow cover (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a store, and I'm talking to this female employee, she looks like she's an employee, and she's being fairly annoying towards me.

I don't know if she's doing it to mask what she really feels for me, but it starts to irritate me a little bit. I don't know what she was doing with me, but my father comes in and assumes that I was flirting with her.

He starts smiling at me, and leaves me with the girl. I try to convince him that I'm not flirting with her, but he's still smiling and presuming I am. After that, I look around the store a little bit more, and there's quite a few people in it looking around.

The store overall is kind of weird, I think you could use a washer somewhere on the sides, because I do remember someone trying to take their clothes out of some kind of machine. Then I realized that one of those shirts had to be mine.

It was a maroon shirt with logo of the university's name I go to on it. It takes a while, but the man moves the shirt a little bit out of the pile, and I see a ripped hole near the top right chest region on the shirt.

I told the man that is my shirt because I know there was a hole on one of mine in waking life, but he quickly responds back to me that he had a hole in his as well. That leaves me in an awkward position, and I have to let it go.

(I believe the hole was actually on the left side in waking life instead of the right, kind of a minor thing, but still, if I was that serious with all day awareness, that could've made me lucid instantly!)

Then I tried pumping my pillow I think?? It was no use, the pillow, or whatever it was I was pumping was constantly deflating, then I decided I should buy a new pillow and cover. I believe my mother was walking with me on the right when we got out of the store.

When I told her I'm going to buy a pillow and cover, she complains about something, but I try to ignore it.

Then as I'm going to the other store, I see my father in a vehicle, but he's looking at something else from another angle, he's sitting parallel from our view, and I quickly go inside of the store before he gets the chance to see the other side.

I don't know why I'm worried about him finding us though. I go inside the store, and I think me or someone said "Howdy!"

(Wait.....I would only say that at the university....not a store...unless it was a store within the area...).

There was an Asian man as a cash register along with a black female as well. They looked cheerful overall, but probably because the store didn't have many people, so they just appreciated whoever came.

Then there's a female employee who is headed her way to me and asks me if I needed any help. I told her that I'm looking for a decent pillow cover. She acknowledges my response, and turns around for me to follow her. She shows me one that's black, but it's too girly because it was some weird stickers or some kind of girly girly stuff on it, no thank you, next item please.

She goes to the front of the store, and tries to pick some random pillow cover, but I can't remember anything after that.

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04.23.2012

What's Cooking (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a random house with my father......and even my mother. The house is fairly wide, and the walls I believe had a slightly darker due of canary yellow.

Both of them are cooking something in the kitchen, and I go over to see what it was.

Kind of a boring dream...

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04.23.2012

Playing with a Black and White Cat (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember resting on the floor, and some random image of a transparent and empty water bottle appears in the air.

Things get pitch-black for a moment, and I can see all the edges and curves from the water bottle. I think I was moving it around, either with my mind or with some kind of device.

Some cat was attracted to it, and I basically spent the entire dream trying to make the cat do random things while it was trying to catch an invisible water bottle.

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04.23.2012

Climbing Rooftops (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember a lot from this, but I believe it starts out with me hanging on the edge of a rooftop and getting on top of it. Once I'm there, the rooftop is pretty big, and it's slanted as well.

There are some random people throwing water down the rooftop to prevent me from getting inside the house. I had to do a bit of dodging, and I honestly don't know how I'm doing it, but I'm just going with what happened.

I think I finally get inside the house, and I see some random people inside, forgot what I did after that.

The following dream is rated DV-MA. It contains strong sexual content, and is intended for mature readers only.


[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri][SPOILER="The Stucco Tee-Pee"] I begin in my former home, the one I lived in until I was19. It’s a school day and several high school friends are over, hanging out andmaking noise, prior to school time. Outside, I can see lots of traffic, peopleand cars, and it seems like the school is right next door, similar to mycurrent house in real life. The time approaches for everyone to leave, and Ifind I am eager for them all to go so I can have some alone time. I don’t wantto go to school today, and on the spot I decided not to.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My “friends” all filed out of my house, talking andlaughing, their backpacks slung over their shoulders. Thank God, I thought, asthe last one left the house.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The windows outside were unlike any I have ever had in ahome. There were horizontal bars across the windows, though it seemed like theymight be a couple feet from the house itself, some kind of art-deco design thatI wasn’t sure I liked. Below the windows on the outside were xeriscaped cactusgardens and ground covered with white stone.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I thought that I might enjoy hanging out at home naked, andthe thought was pleasant, but all the windows in the house were open and un-shaded.Cars were still going by outside related to the school traffic and I didn’twant anyone to see me just hanging out in the nude, so I figured I would wait.To make the time more stressful I felt as though someone were still in thehouse, possibly my mom, the last person I wanted to see me wandering around thehouse nude.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I walked towards the east side of the house, still indoors,and then walked to a side window. I could see the front yard towards the street,and immediately I became concerned. There was a space of land between my houseand the neighbor’s house, land that wasn’t fully used or developed. Towards thefront of the land three fir trees had been erected, each about 15 feet inheight, along with a sign which I presumed denoted the formation of some kindof parkland. I became angry, bothered that the city and the neighborhood dogwalkers had somehow managed to create a dog park between our two houses, anunwelcome use for this tiny piece of land. It would mean strange people walkingright outside my house at all hours leaving little piles behind to indicatetheir recent visit. Ugh, I shook.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I made my way a little farther towards the rear of the houseand somehow managed to exit to the outdoors, though there is not a door on thatside of the house. I strolled towards the front of the unused strip of land,hoping to get a little more detail on what was going on. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]A noise caught my attention and I looked back to my house, lookingup to where I had heard the noise. The house was now grey, very long, and threestories tall. At the very back of the home was a high lookout, or upper deck,perched on the back of the house and covered by a roof. A set of stairs ledbetween this outlook and a rear entrance to the home on the third floor, and itwas here that I spied one of my close friends. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“What are you doing?” she asked.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Nothing, “I said. “I’m just looking around and gettingready to take a pee.”[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]To this she did not reply, and I tugged at the zipper on mypants. I abandoned any desires that may lie towards the front of the house andinstead walked along the strip between my house and my neighbor’s home. I haddecided to use his outdoor bathroom, and it was close in front of me.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My neighbor has constructed a very elaborate outdoorbathroom. Picture a wide and tall stucco tee-pee, almost the color of curryspice, open on one whole side. The opening faced the back of the house, a clearview into the windows of the home’s dining room. At the back of the tee-pee isa large, raised structure, like a cartoon volcanic crater, except the sides arewide and smooth, and also made of stucco. This is the toilet, a wide perch tosit on while doing one’s business. The view from this ‘pot’ is expansive, andalmost feels like it is designed to be the center of attention. Around thewalls of the tee-pee a low bench is constructed which blends into the stuccowalls. Everything about this “toilet” seems designed for people to come andwatch whoever is using it.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Indeed I can see the silhouette of my neighbor inside hishouse. At first I’m not sure it’s him but then I see him moving about and it’seasy to tell the shape is that of a masculine head. He is seated at his diningtable, and doesn’t seem bothered that I am using his toilet. In the dream it wasapparently a normal occurrence for me to use his toilet.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I perch myself on the top of the (basin) and take down mypants. I am suddenly male in this dream, and I pull out my penis, which seems alittle larger than normal. I wonder to myself if I could reach it and I find Ican indeed, placing the tip between my lips and licking my own member. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Hey, check out what I can do!” I shout to some unknownfriend passing by. “Hey.” He just ignores me, either not interested in what Ican do or too polite to look. I shrug it off as they disappear from sight, notdisturbed in the least.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Realizing my ability to control elements in my dream I makemy penis bigger, longer, allowing me to enjoy more of it in my mouth. I cantake in a large portion of the length now, and the sensations are likewisestronger. My results are satisfying.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I look up and see that a dinner party is going on in myneighbor’s house, and a woman is setting the table. Her dress is black withwhite polka-dots and her hair reminds me of an early 60’s housewife, short andblack with some nice curls and waves to it. The windows which previouslyallowed me to see in have been replaced by double-doors, which are open, andthis is how I am able to see her so well.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Should I stop? I thought to myself. No, they don’t mind, andI’m enjoying this. I want to go all the way. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I have two hands on my shaft as I continue to suck myself,the thickness and fullness feeling good to my hands. Additionally I am able toenjoy the sensations I experience through my penis, and my arousal couldn’t be muchhigher.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I look up and again I see more people, guests of the dinnerparty, and I think they are aware of my presence because they move to close thedouble-doors, an attempt to prevent the children in attendance from seeing myactions. The doors close, and I am left alone to enjoy my pleasures.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I continue mouth-stroking my penis, and the sensations arebeginning to build. I really want to have this orgasm, and though I’m notalways super keen on taking a load I find that this time I want to feel it inmy mouth. I want the taste, the feeling of shooting into my own mouth, thedouble-sensations I experience as a giver and receiver of extreme oralpleasure. I want it all.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m almost to the point of orgasm, and I can feel theswelling of my member as it gets ready to give up its seed. I nearly achievethe over-the-edge moment but it passes without release, and the tension easesup for a few seconds. I don’t want to lose this so I strengthen my efforts,tightening my grip and squeezing myself with my lips a bit tighter. I canimagine how it will happen, and I’m so ready for this experience. I am soclose, and again the feeling is building to near the point of true release![/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]And I wake up. :([/FONT][/SIZE]
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