non-lucid

Im at Hama the blood benders house, its full of antiques that she doesnt want us to touch, some one messes up a display. lamb in a drawer. I am walking down discovery drive, powering up like Goku whilst mass amounts of chewing gum bursts out of the ground, pink and brown ect, im lucid, i do clarity now and it gets a bit clearer, gum entwining i wish to send all the gum to my friend. Im kinda half awake at this point, im walking towards my house, where Hama is now located, three black water benders seek to kill her, im an air bender. i ask them to give up, she is to strong but they go on. i wake up.

Random TV Clip
I was in some studio or room that was quite small - everything was bright, modern and futuristic. I remember looking at the TV and seeing the intro animation for The National (news show on CBC Canada), but it was a very old version from the late 2000's. It was quite funny because it was so modern looking and the TV clip was so old. I should have realized and became lucid, but I wasn't focusing right.

Bullying
This one is weird. I was in my garage and I remember being approached by some weird boys (I'm guessing I was being like a little version of myself) and I remember them beating me up. I didn't get bullied when I was little (and even now for that matter) so I don't exactly know why I had this dream. The scene continued on my front yard - I remember hearing them say something like they were doing the 'track brace' or 'train' something to me. In the moment, I was actually pretty freaked out and felt helpless.

Non-dream Dream

Dream 1:

I am in New York during the terrorist attacks. I am in a raft in the ocean by the statue of liberty. I find a rocky shore and paddle to it. There is a hiking trail there which I follow up to a railing. Over this railing is a very long fall down into the ocean. Mac, Charlie (from Always Sunny in Philadelphia) and I take turns faking the jump.

Dream 2:

There is a crazy driver in my neighborhood driving on the sidewalks and on peoples lawns. It is a blue car. He almost hits two small children. I am the only one running after him trying to stop him. I yell at all of my neighbors for not helping me. A raccoon jumps out of the blue car and starts tormenting me. It knows how to manipulate / create electricity and it tries to shock me. I manage to lock it in the bedroom (which at this point is my parent's room on Pam Ln). Then I call 911 and wake up.

Dream 3:

Some chick, I think it is TE, is sitting at a bar with me. JG, my old boss, is there as well. TE is willing to do all kinds of sexual favors in exchange for chores. It was really really fun.

This dream is quite messy, cause it was all scrambled up in my head..and my DJ. Hmmkays.

[color="#483d8b"]I'm sitting in a dark classroom with some classmates when my old geography teacher steps in, late as always, and turns on the lights. Then she starts talking about something I did not pay attention to.
After a while the lights turn off again and we're outside, sneaking behind a house. Don't remember what happened then..
We're by a lake (i think?) and it's winter. We jump down into the water and laugh hysterically.
Then I stare into the distance, there is a forest and some clouds. I notice that a cloud is shaped exactly like a human and I point at the cloud and yell "Hey guys, look, a cloud like Jesus!" They only stare at me weirdly and ignore what I said.
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I lol'd

I was at an outdoor mall with my mom. We went in to a store that's like a combination of H&M, Abercrombie, and Hollister. My mom walked around the store while I followed. She tried on a jacket and liked it. There was a shelf with popcorns on it, above it was a sign that said "50% off with Red Tag". We went to the register with the popcorn and jacket. My friend, L.Z. was sitting on a set of foldable chair and table next to the line, counting money. The cashier said that we can't buy the popcorn for some reason that I don't remember. I asked them what do I tell my mom and they told me to lie about it. I said I can't do that and went out with the bag. I told my mom that if she's hungry, she can buy food in the food court. --- I was in a crowded hallway in school with a locked door in front of us. We were informed that there's zombies behind the door and we will need to save ourselves. None of us have any weapons. The door opened, and I ran with my friend, A.A. to the first door we see. It was a bathroom with yellow tile wall, and I then noticed a lady ran in with us. She decided to use the bathroom and so I did too. When I came out of the stall, my friend was gone. I went out of the bathroom and normal people were dragging themselves around like zombies. I guessed they pretended to be zombies so the real one won't notice. I thought it was a silly idea and continued on. A line of policeman marched down the hallway but I knew they were actual zombies. I quickly went in to a room on the left, by the time I locked the door I noticed an acquaintance of mine, A.B. went in with me. The room seems to be a science classroom. He started to panic and said how I'm one of his seven friends. I heard knocking on the door, so I looked out with the window on the door. My group of friends were standing outside, they looked fine so I let them in and locked the door. Moments later, I heard some more knocking and it was another acquaintance, M.L. I didn't let her in immediately, my friends panicked, I asked her a question through the side gap of the door. "What's my favorite color?", "Purple!" she answered and I let her in. We sat by the wall underneath the windows. Suddenly, I told them to bend down because I felt something moving outside the windows, I looked toward the door and noticed that it's not locked. I ran toward it and pressed the button on the handle to lock it.

07/19/2012
1AM-10:30AM

Reality/Non-lucid/Lucid

Hrs. Slept: 7

This dream is very muddled and I wrote it down hours later so I've forgotten a lot. Clarity was not so good.

First I think the whole dream took place at a summer camp I worked at last summer. Or the one I went to growing up. Or a mixture of both. Anyway I think I was working there and staying with Libby W., we were roommates or she was a big part of it. Next thing I remember I’m with Lauren and we are on a mission to defeat some evil person… like the director of the camp was evil? So in order to get to the evil director you had to do a series of tasks, and I only remember 2. The first was swimming through this underwater tunnel in the side of a huge rock. The tunnel was in the shape of a small square, and Lauren is leading me and when we get to the square I push my video camera (don’t know where that came from, I just remember that it was necessary to have with me. And it’s one of those huge chunky 90’s style cameras that sit on your shoulder) through first then squeeze myself through (and this is still all underwater). The second task is the last one before you get to evil camp director and it was an old style arcade game and Lauren had to play it constantly and not die while I went and fought the evil person, and if Lauren died then our mission would fail.

Switch - I’m still at the camp and there’s a library there, and Lauren has fainted or something so there’s a small group of us around her including Saralyn. Then someone points out the window and I look up out the windows to see a church group (mostly amish) arriving at the camp. They come in the library and there's a guy who I knew a yr ago with the group. He comes up to talk to us and I feel like he’s giving me the chance to talk to him so I try and say something witty and interesting but whatever I say comes out completely lame and I’m embarrassed. He seems mad so he starts to walk away and I call “Wait!” so he comes back and next thing I know he starts asking all these personal questions and is mean about them and also falsely accuses me of following him around when I knew him. And at some point we switched from being in the library to an outside playground where the Amish kids from his church are swinging and hanging out and it's bright and sunny. Then I woke up.

Just posting some older dreams at the moment that ive previously recorded.

The atmosphere of the dream was quite different than any other I have experienced at the time I thought it was a premonition of sorts.

I was in this apartment parking lot. it seemed it was in south florida, the buildings were three stories high and off white. I'm standing in the parking lot with another person, I believe it is my boyfriend but I never look directly at him in the dream.

A black lady in a cop uniform holding a bag of groceries comes up to us we start having a conversation with her.
Suddenly we hear someone screaming and theres a guy on the top story dragging this woman out of a room by her hair, he's holding a gun.
He now is holding her by the hair over the railing of the balcony, then he drops her and shes dead.
Then he is downstairs suddenly in the parking lot with us and pointing the gun at us. the cop is doing the same at him, then he starts shooting he shoots the cop first then she shoots him as he shoots me.

I'm unsure if my boyfriend was shot in the dream. I fade out, then I'm looking in a mirror at the holes in my belly there are 9 shots exactly. Then I wake up and I have this pain in my stomach.
This was about 3 months ago. I told my boyfriend about this and he said He had the same dream ( at this time we were separated by about 4 hours) but the cop was male, the person with the gun was female and had thrown a baby over the railing instead.

Still unsure of what this meant.. I'm currently living with the person I shared this dream with all has been well in our relationship.

07.19.2012

Airport Sushi (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside preparing myself to go inside one of the planes in an Airport area. There are a few people going on the plane as well. The sky is light gray, feels like it's either going to rain, or maybe it's early morning.

I follow along with the group of dream characters, just to make I don't miss my flight that's right there in front of me. An elderly man that looks a lot like a tennis coach I used to have is here to direct us inside the plane I believe.

He had gray hair, wore one of those safety vests on top of his long-sleeved shirt, wore long pants, and was Caucasian. He didn't really talk much, and I can only recall him using hand gestures. Before we follow his instructions, a gust of wind hits me and everyone else all over, and I realized that this must be generated by the plane that's actually being operated at the moment.

I ignored how dangerous that was, and then finally went inside some small building to get ready to go on the plane. I go inside, and the building feels empty. The building's composition is glass all over, even for most of the doors. There are escalators both going down and up, and I follow the dream character instead of waiting for the others to respond.

It seemed the path we're going to would lead to boarding on the plane. I knew who the person was that I'm following. I only saw the back of his body, but his hair alone was enough for me to know.

He had blonde hair, slightly dirty blonde hair, wore a fancy black polo shirt, and khaki or a really light gray long pants. He probably wore a light brown or black dress shoe. Oh, and let's call him Con.

As I'm waiting for the escalator to send me all the way up, Con wastes no time to start skipping, even when there's no rush to reach the boarding area. I start to do the same, and then we have to walk a little before going down on an escalator.

I didn't wait for this one to carry me down either, I just started skipping the steps and finally reached the bottom.

I hear two females talking to each other, and I believe they're wondering how they are going to find their seats or something, I just assumed they were completely clueless based on the tone of their voices.

I think the dream shifts to where I'm finally on the plane, but for me, this feels like I'm in a mini-hotel or something. Instead of analyzing the environment around me, I just take advantage of the bed or chair I'm sitting on and just relax.

There's a female asking us if we would like something to eat, because they have a lot of food to offer. I didn't want to go at first, but I finally got up and followed the lady to the right on my right. The flooring is mostly dark red carpet, and maybe dark blue at some other rooms as well.

Things felt luxurious for me when I saw all of the food on the table. The foods that caught my attention the most were various Sushi and chopped up chicken breasts. I get a bowl, and I believe it's a red ceramic bowl.

I guess it makes sense for me that it's red, especially since I used a red ceramic bowl for eating cereal yesterday.

I don't hesitate at all while I'm adding stuff to the bowl, I took a lot of what looks like the Sushi and the chopped up (and cooked) chicken breasts. The chicken breasts had a very light brown color.

I most likely went back to my fancy room, still not cognizant on whether it's a hotel, airplane, or even both at the time.

I think I'm called again if I would like more food, and I think I follow another lady for more to eat.

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07.19.2012

Sinoblak (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm talking to Sinoblak on the Dream Views forums, something related to our dreams. All I was paying attention was her avatar and name, everything else went out of focus for me.

Except when she posted about shifts or something in our dreams or something like that.

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07.19.2012

Cookieh and Oblivious Searching (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I did a WBTB before I recalled these sets of dreams, which is why my recall for everything right now is okay.


I'm waiting for a train to come, and while I'm being passive in paying attention for it to come, the train is already halfway through. I still have a little distance to make one final dash.

I tried doing a curved dash, like moving away from the plane while running, and then turning to the right to leap and hopefully get a grip on the bar on the back of the train, but I failed.

I had some feeling that I shouldn't be on the tracks, but I saw at least one person walking near the tracks to go up the stairs somewhere. And the actual tracks themselves, I thought it would be dangerous to step on them because I thought it would be an electrical hazard.

I step over the tracks, nothing bad happens. I get out of the train station, and randomly walk around, trying to find some place to go. I don't know why I wanted to take the train I just missed, but now that I'm in a huge conflict with not knowing where it was going in the first place, it's very hard to find any kind of guidance in the dream.

I think I run a little bit, looking over to my right at the skies. I think I see some huge city skyscrapers, and decided that I should find a way to head over there. While I'm running, or just power walking, I think I'm going into a section with various warehouses and storage garages.

There are a few teenagers, maybe around the ages of 16-18, and they look like Skater posers or something, based on how they dressed themselves, and how most of them are practically skinny.

But this was a rushed rationalization based on what I saw from my peripheral vision, or at least when taking a 1 second glance at them approaching my direction, but not necessarily to talk to me or anything.

I started to develop a fear that they were coming after me though, since I'm all alone in a random section with warehouses and storage garages outside, I just couldn't help it. I ran a little bit faster, and then the feelings of fear eventually faded away.

I don't know where I ran, but now it seemed I'm finally in an area with some people to start asking questionings too. The first person I talk to is red-headed. Her hair is somewhat long, almost reaching her shoulders.

I assume this person is Cookieh, just because of other features I've noticed that matched the real one. (And I mean that in a non-creepy way).

I asked the Cookieh look-a-like a question, most likely relating to where the hell I am at the moment. She looked a little depressed for some reason, and I asked her if she can give me a ride to somewhere that I can't remember. She's still looking down, and I guess I just take that as a "no."

I don't think she wanted to talk to anyone with the state she was in. I open a glass door to go into a building, and I get some kind of mental flash that someone posted a picture of a nipple on the Dream Views forum.

And because of that, I had some reflex that basically made me think, "YOU CAN'T POST NIPPLES ON DREAM VIEWS!!!!!"

I take a look at the animated nipple in my mind, and it's oozing out so much breast milk, and the fact that it's not attached to anyone's body freaks me out a bit. After that random episode, I think I ask someone else for directions.

I can't remember if it was a male or female, but they pointed to the sky. I look up, and they mentioned about how I could go to some big company to get more information on what to do next. The same finger that was pointing up was geared towards some huge building being held by some large machine crane, ready to drop it at its new location.

Seeing a building lifted up like that was pretty cool, but also scary because with dream logic and all, it could end up pretty bad if it fell somewhere else.

The dream shifts to where my perspective changes to where I see myself walking to someone.

While I'm in this spectator first person view, I see gray hair to my left, and then realize it's an old lady, and apparently, she's the owner of whatever section I'm in. I shift my perspective back to the dream body of myself that I was previous contained in, and the lady continues to declare that I could go anywhere but near her and her daughter.

I don't know what she thought I was going to do to her daughter, but I think I remember seeing the daughter at some point in the dream. She was hot, but it's not like I was going to sexually assault her or something.

After the old lady gave me the freedom to walk around this city, and by the looks of where I am, either the city is just naturally dark, or maybe it's night time in the city.

I don't remember what I do next though.

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07.19.2012

One-Fifth Monster (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much, but I think I'm fighting, or getting close to fighting a random monster. I don't know its name, but someone declares that it gives 1/5 Retribution or something like that.

Guess it was some kind of RPG-esque kind of dream.

#1
Non-lucid.

I'm in a bus with A,B,C,D. B is a new friend I 'just met'. C is acting real high, while D just looks out the window. Suddenly B and A start getting it on, C sits beside me. For some reason it seems the funniest thing that could have happened, I'm laughing so hard along with D The act looks real weird.

I try to be decent and turn out towards the window, and the dream fades.

#2

Again, non-lucid.
I see four pairs of feet in a circle and a kitten. The kitty seems to be licking each foot. For some reason I don't want that to happen with me, but the furball goes ahead. Sensation seems authentic. I wake

Supplement Dose: 2 York Peppermint Patties

#1 - Too Distracted [Non-Lucid]

The main thing I remember about this dream is that my dad accidentally chopped off his fingertip. (Though there was no blood throughout the entire dream.... Definitely didn't notice that until I woke up.) I ran all around the house looking for band-aids for him so we could graft it back on. But strangely, almost all of the lights in the house were off, and I tried four or five switches in a row and they wouldn't work! How odd! () Getting frustrated, I ran back out to the kitchen where the light was already on so we could see what we were doing. During all of this, including before my dad had injured himself, I was also trying to hide bunch of OxyContin that R had left on the living room table, easily at least if not more than a hundred pills. I ended up shoving most of them into a Ziploc bag and stashing it in a drawer in my room before I could be noticed though, but honestly I don't think my dad would have really noticed at the time. Not long after we got to the kitchen, I woke up.

After this dream, until I finally got out of bed, I was getting very vivid hypnagogia very easily, just accompanying all of my random in-bed thoughts. One that I remember clearly is walking down a random street considering that previous dream, half knowing that I was really in bed but not really caring. I never sank into a WILD or anything because of them, though. I also remember something about Dexter's Laboratory... which I only remember right this second while typing it, and have no idea what it was connected to.

#2 - Broken Structures [Non-Lucid]

During this dream there was some kind of party going on at my house, and my house also seemed to be fused with a forest at... incomprehensible angles. That's really the best description I'm going to be able to give it. I remember that I was trying to find someone, but then I got distracted when I noticed that the door to my bathroom was busted and wouldn't close properly, but there were tons of people over and I had a very strong urge to masturbate. >.> I got fed up with it for a little bit and sat in the foresty part of my house, and some trees started turning sideways and then multiplying and drawing strange circle patterns with their copies, it was a very bizarre visual. Soon I decided to give the bathroom another shot, and I realized that I could get the door to stay closed but I just couldn't lock it. I decided it was worth the risk. X) I got in there and stripped naked, then I looked at my reflection in the mirror. First of all my reflection wasn't naked, but again I appeared to have taken on the form of a supermodel, and... well, as I stared into the mirror my vision was fractured into sort of a collage of seeing myself from different angles and apparently different situations, and it all had sort of a shattered-glass look to it. It's hard to put into words exactly, but it was very psychedelic... I've had it happen while tripping before. All of the different supermodel 'me's were writhing around in pleasure and making various sexy faces and positions, and there was sort of an overwhelming feeling of dissociation or being pulled into this. I was able to snap out of it and my libido was shooting up through the roof, so I tried getting ready to masturbate but the bathroom was arranged in a really ridiculous way that made it practically impossible, and the frustration of trying to figure it out made me wake up. :c

Oh menthol, I missed you.

Date: 18/07/2012
Place: My bed
Time of getting into bed: 00.30am
100mg B6 before bed, also 60mg Ginkgo & 160mg Ginseng

Waking thoughts in black
Non lucid dreams in blue
Lucid dreams in red

Last night, I woke after each dream as usual to write in the DJ, but was so tired for some reason I didn't record anything. This is not like me AT ALL. I was ill during the day, and had a lot of painkillers so I blame this. However when waking for the day (11.30am) I was sooo tired I kept falling back to sleep, and as I did I had short, very unstable lucid dreams. I experimented with them a bit, I could fall asleep instantly and control the dream, the dream stemmed from whatever I was thinking about as I was falling asleep. It was quite fun.

Dream 1 - non lucid
3 Indian guys on a motorbike come and pick me up. As I can't fit on the bike with them, 2 of them hop off and get a bus. We drive to a small, shack-like place, where I am taken upstairs and sit at a table watching a TV. The man who rode with me sits with me, and gives me an Orange to eat. I lived in India for some time, and often visited places like this to chill out. the locals would give me lifts on their bikes. I feel a hot breath on my knee under the table, and looking under I see a big bull sniffing me. He's not meaning any harm, so I ignore him and he walks away. Later he comes back, sniffing around for food. I throw my Orange peel to him and he gobbles it up, clearly very hungry. He then realised I have segments of Oranges, and comes towards me. I throw a few to distract him, and he runs after them, gobbles them up again and runs towards me, eager for more. I panic, thinking he will accidentally hurt me, my hands smell of Oranges and I'm scared he'll charge or bite me. He does charge, but I jump out of the way and escape.
I fed cows in India when they wandered in the restaurants hungry. I also saw an anti bull-fighting poster before going to bed.

Dream 2 - non lucid
I have trained a cute kitten to do magic tricks with custard creams. People are watching and think it is amazing, but I have a secret trick that makes it easy. I make the kitten count out piles of biscuits, and everyone is impressed.

Dream 3 - lucid fragments

I wake up for the day, but I'm so tired I drift off to sleep, then wake up again after 5 minutes, and drift off again. I do this for about an hour, soon, as I drift off I have lucid dreams. They are short and very unstable and not vivid at all. More like thoughts or daydreams that move into lucid dreams. The following fragments were broken up by waking and conversations with RL people.
I am sat on a bed, talking to a hot guy. I have full control, and know I am dreaming but the dream is not stable or vivid, I just imagine things happening, and they do. I have conversations with DCs mostly, the dreams revolve around trying to get laid as I am pretty horny. I start a sexual scenario and convince a DC to engage in it because I just 'believe he will' because he is part of my own mind. In which turns out to increase the vividness and surprises me because it is so realistic. I wake up before I finish.

July the 17th
I insist on this day being a special day at school, some lessons would not take place.

July the 16th

I started practicing my dream recall this day. This is the first dream since years now.
I am in school as some friend tries to convince me to create a facebook account.

I was playing a basketball game. I was on the worst team, so whenever I stole the ball and tried to shoot, everyone would discourage me, saying he's on team 5, he can't make it! This happened like 3 times and I missed each shot. Well after that game I followed my friend Evan to biology class, but I forgot my textbooks, so I had to go to my locker and get them real quick.

There was some circular roof of a building, which was surrounded mostly by hills so it wasn't dangerous, where me and a bunch of friends would hang out after school and play games. From this spot I could see my brother Adam flying around in an Iron Man suit.

I also saw these 2 pretty sisters with lots of makeup on, but I realized they used to be conjoined, so they would be kind of gross looking without makeup. I decided not to talk too much with them.

I was in high school, first hour, and really tired. I was in Mrs. Trimble's class (which I had sophomore year), except the room was on the far side of the second floor instead of on the opposite side on the ground floor. A few normal boring things happened, then I went back to my locker (also in the wrong spot) and got ready to leave early for a dentist appointment. My mom picked me up (after this point everything seemed normal, including her car and the street) and as we drove, I told her I was craving a Sprite because my throat was sore.

IRL, I do have a dentist appointment today. My mom woke me up about 8:30, then I fell back asleep and had this dream. When I woke, my throat WAS kinda sore, although not as bad as in the dream.