non-lucid

12/5/2011
Something about a 2D video game.

I'm travelling along roads/highways with only a backpack. I was with a guy, but I stayed at the political talk when he left. He kept taking pictures of everything, including a group of veiled Muslim women who didn't want to be identified as having been there. I deleted that one. After he left, I moved to a different seat (I was going to ask the Muslim women something, but then it was time for the next talk to start, so I sat where I was). Then I won something. A choice of trip to Hawaii or other places. I wanted Hawaii, but we went somewhere else.

On the trip, a convenience store person sells me a fake ID, and I get in a fight with the guy in the line.

12/4/2011
I'm playing Sonic the Hedgehog II. I know I used to be able to do the first level in about 15 seconds, but its taking forever.

I'm working for this guy. There's a baby I'm trying to protect. The government would kill it if they found it. There are two others working for the guy, one male, one female. The room(s) we're in is quite crowded. I am male, dressed in black, and I think I have a sword. The setting is medieval.

I go out looking for a new place. I find someone who tells me there's a good, hidden room above the gate, but for some reason its not available. Then he shows me a small house that has a secret basement. There are three hidden entrances: a grate just outside the house, a hidden trapdoor in the bedroom, and a secret panel in the back of the freezer (problematic, as we have a hard time keeping the freezer clear). Behind the freezer there's a netting thing, which when moved goes to a narrow opening and then down. I take the house.

We move in and spend some time trying to make the house part look lived in, and distract from the secret room. In the bedroom, there's a bed and couch. The bedsheets are blue, so I put blue pillows on the couch to match.

Later, I'm Vaarsuvius (from The Order of the Stick), and I'm fighting Xykon, who's just decided to move into the house. I inevitably lose and run away. I'm in bad shape and collapse on the couch. Xykon follows. The secret room is discovered. The man in black comes out and attacks Xykon with a sword, but, of course, swords don't do much against a skeleton. I tell him to try smashing, rather than cutting, the skeleton. That damn goblin is there, too.

12/3/2011
I'm trying to figure out how to climb onto the ship. It's not easy. I do a lot of climbing on ladders and lifeboats. It's a big wooden ship with sails.

I do the ritual to become clan leader. Now I have fur all over my face, like the other cat people. The other guy says he'd been planning to become clan leader and is disappointed, but he never did anything about it.

There's a funeral. I'm sitting at a table with half a dozen people. M is missing. I go look for him. It's a university. I saw him a minute ago, but I can't find him, just the crowd of students going by. I'm in the library or a computer lounge. I do an assignment for M, involving finding pictures of things online, but I can't figure out how to save it or turn it in, so I just log out and lose the work. My music has been playing loudly. I just now realize it probably is bothering others. It's Japanese pop.

I'm in a greenhouse sort of building. There's not a bunch of plants, but it's all glass and curves at the top. There are other students here. A guy comes in and tells us its the soap that's been causing the itching thing. He talks about something by gender, including trans as a category.

This night was just crazy...

1. The dream was starting with me in 3rd person watching one dude (I think older than 20) and one girl (about 16 I guess) in their home and a lot of idiots invaded their home and threatened the dude to cut off his member (because those 2 were their enemies in some way). But the girl (about 16 I guess) started slowly taking her red clothes off and danced to diver their attention (didn't remove her bottom though), she was able to somehow just make them go away without anything bad happening. The next morning I was watching a bunch of other people going with a very questionable scientist (instead of having skin and hairs on his head you could directly see his brain, one side green and the other red, slightly glowing ), and with some indescribable details one of them stole something from his lab.

2. I was driving per train through Germany searching for a specific strange beach (not actually existent, it was a beach I once dreamed about, with a lot of strange small islands and unnatural rock formations a few meters away from the beach).
We had some short irrelevant argument how to continue after we didn't found it, so I used Google earth to use the zoom in function to find it, and in fact I found it in the south of Germany (Germany was actually connected to water in the north and the south as opposed to the reality where it's only north). When I zoomed in closer the map also changed from satellite picture to a map where the currents where noted.

3. I just arrived at some subconscious world (only my guess, might've been something different, the arrival was also connected with a red glowing computer mouse) and I watched Dumbledore die after being attacked (with some sort of lightning I think). Later I was in some pseudo-desert (there was sand on the ground but it was rather cold and didn’t feel right) and Naruto and Sasuke were starting a fight. Naruto was saying something about Sasukes complexes and created a symbolic pyramid, and then Sasuke smashed it to pieces and threw another pyramid after him.
Then I saw the scene from Sasukes perspective a moment as they were telling Naruto that Dumbledore was gone for good. There was someone (rather something) standing behind Naruto, it had 2 heads and then started to cut off the one which was on his left side, that head looked in a strange manner for a moment and suddenly grew cat ears and a tail coming out from the neck. He then progressed to put the severed head onto the one which was still (more or less) in place and then got closer to Naruto (to attack I guess). It was also at that point I got to see my first long awaited space panorama as the ground was suddenly gone and I was seeing a vast space with a huge red-orange nebula and some asteroids.
In the dream though I didn’t particularly care about anything I’ve seen and suddenly I was somewhere else, myself again (more or less I think, not totally sure). First I’ve seen a blue glowing computer mouse (obviously the counterpart to the red one at the start) so I picked it up and pressed the left button (which should have brought me out of there). As nothing happened I looked at the screen of the PC and noticed a problem with the energy dispersion throughout the complex I currently was in. Everything was in Japanese though so I could only experiment a little to see if I get it to work. Somehow I came to the conclusion I had to do something elsewhere first (probably due to the few numbers I saw) so I was getting ready to move around but since I noticed some enemies coming closer, I first of all picked the heavy as class to defend with, through which I became the Heavy myself, equipped with the brass beast. I had to fight of other classes from TF2 (explicitly I remember 1 Demoman, 2 Heavys and 2 medics). Unfortunately I woke up before I could finish my quest.

Yeah this is my first DJ in a long time XD


Last night's dream is little more than a fragment.

I was in my backyard, I know that... Sometime during the dream I saw either Sephiroth or Vincent Valentine, I can't remember which. All I know is that in the end I got kissed by one of those guys. Then I woke up.

Fail XDDD

I think to date, the scariest dreams I have had were the one's where I'm swimming around at or near the bottom of an ocean, sea, lake, etc. I have had many dreams like that and let me tall ya, it's scary as hell. Sometimes I'm able to see; other times it's near pitch black down under and I sometimes feel fish and other creatures brush up against me. Scary stuff! I get the shivers just thinking about it.

I've actually tried to hold my breath while I was on or near the sea floor and then I realized that I was able to breathe just fine but I was still scared as hell.

Dream Fragment Non-lucid

I was, for some reason, a turtle, and I wanted to learn karate. I was standing in a line to sign up for it. There was also other animals there that was signing up. I eventually signed up, and was very happy. I remember sitting down in a desk and thinking, "WTF?! I don't think that you learn karate by sitting in a desk!"

#7

I was inside the game counter strike.. In a boxing/capture the flag mod. It felt like forever but it was a two minute game of capture the flag and I actually did get in there and fight one guy. The fight looked a lot more realistic than counterstrike, but I felt nothing even though I was hit down to 13 health.

I've just recently gotten back into Lucid dreaming and decide to put my dream journals up here. This entry is actually from a while ago (about a year) and is the only actually DJ entry I made until this week but I felt I should include. Note: Names Of actual people are changed I feel its much easier to read with a name than just a letter. I taking it pretty much verbatim out of my Journal including my record keeping notes something may only make sense to me sorry

1/17/11
Not lucid, seemed extremely real no control

I was in Jimmy's car not sure how I got there but we were driving around. Some where along the line we ended up with Grant but I don't really remember how. We decided to grab some food at McDonald's but of course I was in my Dream Town so everything was a little weird. The McDonald's we went to was along a highway not really sure why it was so far away but I had definitive seen this place in another dream (at the time I didn't know I was dreaming so I assumed I had been there in reality this is quite common in my dreams). It was a large lot along a highway in the middle of no where and next to the McDonald's was a huge hotel. The inside of the restaurant didn't look like a McDonald's at all, but some other fast food joint (I can't seem to recall which one though). I only got a Mountain Dew and I don't remember eating but I'm pretty sure my friends got some food. When we walked out the scene changed, the hotel was across the street and the McDonald's look like a gas station. I was in a heated debate with grant on weather or not McDonald's drinks and Burger King drinks taste the same, and eventually we ditch Grant (not really sure why). We started driving along the highway and somehow ended up on a continuous loop of highway which at the tie didn't seem weird (I've also seen this highway in another dream). It suddenly became night and we drove around the loop for a while. Some how we ended up back in down town Dream Town and it was day again. We stopped at a small burger shack, which was also from another dream, and ran into Maggie. Apparently Jimmy and Maggie were very close friends which for some reason made me jealous. We started talking and she kept talking about some joke someone had made in class the other day (Neither me nor jimmy had a class with her) and kept telling us how close we parked to her. I asked jimmy if we had picked up Grant or just ran into him earlier but he didn't respond. Maggie said she wanted to go to a sit down restaurant and I suggested a place down the block which I was apparently a huge fan of. Suddenly it became night again and the burger shack unfolded into a stage and a band came out and started playing metal. We decided to just go back to Jimmy's house, which bared no resemblance to his real house. We went up to his parents room and Maggie started playing Mario Kart while me and Jimmy talked. For some reason I walked out into the hallway to see if there was any mistletoe (it was spring time in the dream) and kept thinking about these bells my grandma had in her kitchen. when I walked back into the room I opened up the nightstand and found a metal box labeled extreme dark chocolate with M&M's in it and ate some of them (I hate dark chocolate). Jimmy's dad came home and asked us if were where hungry because he was making ham. Jimmy and I both told him we had already eaten but when Maggie didn't say anything I got extremely worried that she hadn't heard him. Jimmy's dad saw the M&M's and warned jimmy to be careful to to stain the bed sheets and mentioned a previous incident involving an union. I burst into laughter and asked Jimmy what he was doing with an union and how he managed to stain something with it but before he responded his dad said we should eat some real food and not just junk (something that my parents say not his) and then I woke up.

Well, my recall was practically destroyed last night since I smoked too much weed too close to when I went to bed. :T I did wake up and fall asleep early in the morning though, so I managed to get something from that. Other than that, all I really have is this note I wrote down, I don't remember the dream connected to it.

Fragment - Checking DV in the morning, later afraid to ask someone out.

#1 - Deliriant Relapse

This dream had a very surreal feel to it. I remember that my cousin G was in it, and somehow he and I came to the conclusion that we were having a shared dream (though I wasn't even lucid, kind of disappointing ) and then we started getting ready to go to McDonald's. Then my cousin K, G's little sister, shows up and gives me some really cryptic warning which I don't remember but it tipped me off even more to the surreal feeling. Unfortunately I STILL didn't realize I was dreaming () but I noticed how everything was shifting and inconsistent and incredibly trippy - much more so even than regular dreams - and I started to fear that I was on a deliriant trip. I got really pissed at and disappointed in myself because I thought I had successfully kicked deliriants for good and it started making me really depressed. Fortunately, I woke up not long after that and realized I was just dreaming.

:\ I talked about being in a dream AND explicitly noticed how dreamy and non-reality-like everything was, and I still didn't realize I was in a dreaming. Damn you, subconscious! I mean, I know I've had like three lucids in the past couple days so I don't have a ton of room to complain, but still... I want more. D:

*sigh*

10/2/12
I am in a tattoo shop, about to get my second tattoo [which I plan on getting soon IRL]: the words 'Start Something', potentially on my chest. [This is a nice motto I have about being proactive and doing something productive instead of just thinking about it, as well as the name of the first album I ever bought, which I listened to everyday for 2 years walking to and from school during a not-so-good time of my life]

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I'm at the edge of a lecture theatre, watching a hot DC lecturer give a talk while lying down. Later, at home, I find some sort of oral hygiene kit behind a sofa, which unfortunately has a dog excrement on. This then means we have to either give up or put down the dog, who is sometimes an old man.
I am then in the perspective of Modern Family's Phil as he explains how he burned all his not-so-masculine clothes [his femininity/childishness being a recurring theme in the show] in order to impress his father-in-law. Like previous dreams, telling the story transports me into it, and the clothes become mine. I manage to salvage some of my favourite clothes but the rest are incinerated.

I was in a car as a passenger. I was talking to the guy driving about a combination of a song and "lucid." I was referring to lucid as a drug or something. It could have even been lucid dreaming, but I referred to it a just "lucid"; furthermore, I referred to it based on a false memory, or an earlier part of my dream that I don't remember, where I was talking to a girl about the same thing, or she had mentioned it to me, and I just remembered it.

ANYway, I was talking to the driver about it. He was dressed kind of weird, and he was kind of weird. He took my comment of the song and "lucid" and decided to act it out. He rolled down the window and hung himself out the window hanging on by his legs on the inside of the door. His feet were kind of touching the steering wheel.

I told him "No, stop" or "No, don't do that!" as there was now nobody holding the wheel. Before we crashed, I took the wheel.

Dream Skip

I'm in a room with a bunch of people. It is some weird kind of police training or something, but not very formal. It is also not entirely a police academy. It's like friends or something. I also mentioned to one of them about lucid.

Dream Skip

I'm in a room with a bunch of women exchanging gifts in bags because of something nice someone had done. I wasn't going to get a gift and I knew it. I was kind of hoping someone would think of me, but at the same time, I don't like to be the center of attention. I don't really like getting gifts, so I was OK with it.

Somehow, lucid was also part of this scenario...I think.

Longest one was Toronto again, looking for a movie to watch...then something about starting a new unit in some school...and one about watching the next ep of Gurren Lagann and it was really intense. Didn't get a very good sleep on the floor, lol.

February 11, 2012
Finally! An actual dream (not lucid, however). It was much more vivid than the dreams I have been having the past couple of days, so I hope this is a good sign. Here it is:

It starts out in school, me and someone else are talking (it could be my friend, I'm not sure). We are chatting about the buses- something about a problem with them, I am not exactly certain what that problem was. We walk out of the school (I noticed that the school I was in wasn't my actual school, but my middle school). There is one bus in the parking lot, the one we are supposed to go on. I believe at one point one of us points out the weather is bad and that a hurricane is coming.

My dream skips to my house, and this is where things start to get a little strange. It is dark outside, like night. I am talking to someone else, but it is no longer my friend- I actually don't know what it was. It looked something like a cross between a person (both genders ) and a goat... It has no clothes on. We take notice to the weather, and how it is about to start thundering any second. You can sense the lightning in the air. I tell her to come inside because of the lightning, and she starts freaking out- running in circles. I am standing in my doorway trying to coax her in, when all of a sudden she lays one the ground, trembling and crying, like she's trying to hide herself. I wonder what is wrong and look out towards the driveway, where a family is just standing next to their car, staring at her. I realize that she was probably embarrassed (whether it be because of the fact she had no clothes on or was a duel gender goat thing, I have no clue). I finally step out and carry her inside.

The dream then changes to me in side a room upstairs, one that is not actually there in RL. The goat thing isn't there anymore, replaced with a miniaturized version of some guy at my school (with clothes on, thank god). I think we are being filmed, which leads me to think that this whole scene is fake- just part of some school project. I pick up the guy and put him on a dresser, and we start talking. It's a little fuzzy what the topic of our discussion is, but at one point I think I start to notice that I have a very weird family. The scene moves to quickly to a car to show my 'dad' who I say has a question mark face- which is true (not in RL). The guy's facial hair is all twisted and shaved to form a bunch of question marks. It then shows my 'mom' who has these weird bracelets with birds on them, and when she holds her arms out, they fly off. Then I wake up.

I have to say this was a pretty strange dream. I tried to WILD after that, but I ended up just falling back to sleep

EDIT: I think I had another dream too, not very vivid but it's something. I know I have been very interested in Personality Types lately, and I am always wondering what personality types my friends are. I can remember that, in my dream, a guy friend of mine said he was something like an ESTJ, or ENTJ. It was very short and that's basically all I can remember...

I was just outside my school and I saw some woman who works there talking to a student abot the Playstation Vita, and I said several times that I have played on one, because I have. She ignored me everytime however, so I called her a bitch, and then the dream suddenly changed, she said "what?" in an angry tone and everything just seemed darker. The next thing I knew I was walking down this road which looks like one on one of my routes to school, but it seemed to go on forever, I stopped and rested a couple of times. When I finally reached the end I heard this man and woman talking about some kind of parade.
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After some time of not being able to recall I'm at my house, and there's a parade going on. There was mention of some kind of terrorism tied to this parade, and I wanted to stop it.
After this the dream is severely fragmented and I can not easily write down what happened.