non-lucid

15.05.2012

Punch Up At A Concert (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm at a concert, in a venue similar to one near my uni. Me and my friend Luke go back inside for the second half of the show.

There's a huge crowd, however, which makes it hard to get through the door. I make my way through the hordes of pushing audience members towards a few more of my friends.

In front of me is someone from my old school whom I never really liked, and for some reason he's repeatedly jabbing his elbows behind him.

I start a fight with him when he refuses to stop, knocking him to the floor. I then stop out of fear of being thrown out of the concert, but he knocks me down while I'm looking away.

I shout at him to give him a chance to stop, but he doesn't, so I calmly stand up, hand my glasses to the gentleman behind me, and KO the elbow-jabber.

I try to escape the venue when I hear sirens, but a female member of staff tells me there's no point.

1: was in a car with me, a woman, a guy, and a kid we stopped at this trailer park next to a bunch of donkeys in a field and a pond. further from the pond was a mountain. we rented a trailer and this guy gave me a gold ring and told me to keep it. I just remembered, the ring was chained to two other rings and I thought "that's impossible" and then the gold ring turned into a watch with a bunch of white crystals on the underside of it. Not sure if it was a watch or a bracelet. The woman was talking to the owner of the trailer and I think she had an affair with the guy in the truck, not sure. There was also a dead body in the truck, it was another kid and he had a pink tu-tu on.

2: i then teleport to this snowy place on a broken down bridge. im with a girl and we play rock, paper, scizzors. I win. I throw her into the creek that has rapids flowing down it. I come across an old fort filled with people. some kind of cult where women have to marry and have children.In this dream I was a female in third person. I am a male in real life. Very odd.

3: This one is cool. I was on an alien planet with a bunch of tanks and soldiers and weaponry. Very futuristic. Some sort of alien aircraft is hovering over a frozenlake, (something else happened before I shot it down, I think we went closer to the lake or something. I remember one of the soldiers saying it was a scout.) I shoot it down I teleport again, same dream different landscape. Mountains and desert, alien city and I keep getting a sense something is following me. I run into an alien building that is fortified. An explosion happens outside, I have no weapons but I go outside. I teleport again to a cave, same dream. An alien sniper thing shows up and he can go invisible. I have thermal and I still don't see him. I make my way outside. Mountains with with greenery everywhere, ocean next to the mountain. I go to the ocean. A guy shows up in a monster truck that can float across water and some hovercraft, I begin to shoot them and the dream ends.

4: I find myself in a forklift in a quarry with a bunch of tanks. I flip on of the tanks with my forklift. We all get out and go to the side of the quarry where there are rocks and boulders I now have long pink and green hair that is very "poofy" this guy keeps saying it looks terrible, I keep trying to adjust it, he still doesn't like it. dream ends.The people in this dream were crazy. One of them was VERY small, like 4 feet tall or something. They kept trying to climb up the quarry mountainside.

5: I find myself at a talent show with a bunch of kids. a guy is playing some orchestra song whistling with his nose. he had one finger closing his other nostril. We all start trying to mess him up by playing our instruments real loud. Some guy thinks a tobacco pipe is an instrument. I wake up.

This is the most dreams I've had in one night and they were all extremely weird.

First, a couple fragments from yesterday.

Dream Fragment - "At a bookstore, attempting to find a small book that's apparently given to girls starting college that rarely contains a Winged Dragon of Ra (Sphere Mode) Yu-Gi-Oh! card. I was unsuccessful, basically just wandering through a large crowd of DCs the whole time."

Dream Fragment - "Talking about American Dad!, thinking about speed, and watching some star stuff song video but with women talking about speed and alcohol."



And now for last night.

Dream Fragment - "Smoking weed and browsing DV = bloated."

#1 - Huffing Gasoline [DILD]

I was at some building/junkyard or something with my dad, and I had the strangest feeling that I was a little kid again, even though I still felt like I was in my normal-sized body. I started to think that my life had completely started over and I was living it as a kid again. My dad distracted me with something about some jug of gasoline or something that a woman he was talking to was holding, and without really thinking about it I took a big whiff of it. My head immediately went very fuzzy and I stood up, but was very disoriented. I started getting some intense Alice in Wonderland syndrome, everything around me shrunk to at least less than half of its original size, generally more, except for my dad who was still at his normal height relative to me. Around this time I became mildly lucid, but not enough to really appreciate it, I just sort of knew this wasn't really happening. I wandered off into another room and opened up a file cabinet, and I don't really remember what happened next. My memory is clearest again when I became fully lucid, but I could tell the dream was ending anyway so I didn't really try to save it.

#2 - DH's Shenanigans [Non-Lucid]

I was in a huge mall parking lot or something somewhere with DH and a few other people, as well as several other people hanging out in cars around us. I was standing behind my own car while DH and the others were sitting in the back. Suddenly the car started backing up all on its own and almost rammed us into the car behind us. Thankfully it stopped though, and the other people were a bit freaked out and left. DH climbed into the driver's seat and I went up to the passenger seat and asked him what he was doing and he said he was going to go drift in the empty part of the parking lot where there was a lot of rain, in my SUV. I told him he was just going to get us killed or something, but he laughed and did it anyway. It was fun, I must say. >w< Somehow this transitioned to me being in a classroom with lots of kids I knew in school, particularly high school. I was sitting at a computer up against a wall next to lots of other people, but I can't really remember what I was trying to do. This girl SS (the friend of the other SS who we smoked with, for my own self-reference so I know who the hell I'm talking about) comes up to me and grabs my legs and holds them up in the air between her own legs. She's being friendly but I can't remember what she was saying, and then this guy CW walks up to me and starts talking about how DH really likes some rehab center that I went to (that I never actually went to) because you still get to do drugs there. Suddenly I think to start looking through my phone for DH's phone number, partially to text him and partially to look busy to get rid of SS and CW, but they just stick around. CW starts smashing his face into mine and on to the keyboard, which in addition to the legs thing with SS made this all a very awkward situation. In the end I finally found his number, but they still wouldn't leave me alone. That's about where it ended.

#3 - Unusual Druggie Group [Non-Lucid]

I was hanging out with my cousins P and G and some random little girl and older guy. We were in a hotel room of some kind I believe, and G and the little girl were both tripping on something while I was on ecstasy. I had little more than a pleasant body high, and P seemed concerned that I wasn't really feeling much. He tried to convince me to take another tab that he had, but I pointed out that it was different than the one I had taken and told him that I don't mix tabs. Apparently my cousin K had also been there but left and G couldn't understand why, and the older guy was telling him that he was just oblivious to her emotions and she was clearly upset about something, and he said what that was but I can't remember it now. I told P we should smoke some weed if he wants me to be more fucked up, so he got up and loaded a joint but didn't roll it yet. When he walked away, some other guy that we were apparently hanging out with now stole just a tiny amount of weed out of the joint and I called him on it. We got into an argument and suddenly the dream fell apart and got sort of confusing, and I fell on my back and felt paralyzed, but wasn't overly concerned about it. The little girl ran up to me and as she did she turned into a dog, and I was afraid that she was going to lick my armpit and it'd be insanely ticklish while I'd just be stuck there not being able to move or do anything about it. However shortly afterward everything I was seeing melted into my room, and I was fully awake.

I have a hundred year old great grandmother and in this dream I was at her house. She is very difficult to be around. Extremely difficult. It was extremely vague, otherwise.

the only fragment i seem to be able to remember is me trying to "stop the tree" another person telling me they couldn't stop that tree, and the image of a bushy Aspen or Burch tree.
curiously enough I fell asleep thinking about what tree grows fast and can handle sea-water.

My friends and I were playing some sort of MMO. I remember having a choice of being a quick character or a strong character so I picked quickness. It let me start out with Boots of Mobility (from LoL) and some sort of grappling hook.

We worked pretty hard getting certain places. It was sort of Minecraft-y, and I remember we got to the area where the rest of my dream took place through a staircase that went down into a cavern. The staircase stopped like 7 feet down and we had to drop the rest of the way (and therefore couldn't get back up). There was a bunch of lava. And bats.

My backpack was perfectly full, and I was some sort of very important person. A Time Lord, too, I think. (Cause I could regenerate) I think I was an assassin. I was also a girl.

First, we had to defeat Donkey Kong and Bowser by dropping stuff on their head. I took Bowser's aviator sunglasses. Then I tied Waluigi up and used him as a flail to break a ceiling. Wario didn't like this much. Later, I had to sneak into a girl's closet and wait. Soon, she brought a dead Poppy (the character) into the closet and her father came into her room. They argued for a while, and I soon realized the bad thing that was supposed to happen was not Poppy's death, but instead the girl's death herself. I was supposed to kill the father. I jump out of the closet and grab her father (which was a fat, realistic version of Mario) and got him in a choke hold. He gives up and I let him go. He is mad at me, and police soon arrive to arrest him (apparently while I was in the closet I was able to contact them), but the girl is thankful. She asked me how she could get in contact with God so she could get Poppy resurrected. I told her maybe the device I used to contact the police would work. It takes a long time to get started up, but its range always increases. Maybe she'd be able to eventually reach God with it?

Jump to a dream fragment:
I'm driving home from my grandmother's house. I'm like "Oh, this was one of those times where I just spaced out and didn't notice where I was driving. Since I wasn't paying attention, I'll do a reality check. I'm dreaming." Then I did a reality check and wasn't able to stay in the dream since I was already like half-awake.

I was driving my car while it was snowy and slick out. Many other drivers were spinning out in the icy conditions and crashing. Although I didn't have good manuverability, I wasn't spinning out or crashing. But other cars eventually ran into me because they were going too fast. Although I got hit, I just kept driving my car with the dents. Later on in the dream though the dents seemed to work themselves out and they weren't there anymore.

Two Dream Fragments:

1. Visiting my friend Crystal at her childhood home. She was worried about something and I was helping her.
2. Teaching kids to cook.

Managed to slip into deep relaxation after the alarm sounded this morning. But really need more time to complete a WILD.

A few different things happened, but I forgot some things. I'm very tired throughout the dream, falling into SP when I try to go to sleep. I'm at my oldest brother's house with Dave Turnbull (the guy known as Nintendo3DS on YouTube). Somehow he is related to me (I think this is because he was the owner of a forum I used to go to long ago. While he wasn't around all that often, we were all a very close community *sniff*). Anyway, I follow him around and somehow find myself at this woman's house. She's showing us her many plants in her front yard. The vast majority of them are different types of Cacti. Then something about an iPhone app...

This dream had a few awakenings, many of which were probably false. I also awoke in SP (false awakening I believe it to be). It wasn't bad. Nothing really scary happened, but I decided to try to snap myself out of it just to see if I could. But yeah. Hopefully I can get somewhere if I keep up this Dream Journal stuff, eh? Maybe learn not be so afraid of SP too.

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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Dream 3- (fragment)[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]I’m in downtown Austin, heading west on what appears to be 7[/SIZE][SIZE=2]th[/SIZE][SIZE=3]Street. I’m driving my vehicle with some friends in the back seat, and everyoneis talking.[/SIZE][/FONT]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Ahead of me is a female jogger wearing bright green shorts.She has a companion but my eye is drawn to the bright green shorts and her nicelegs. I find myself wishing to be her. She’s clearly in great shape, and Ihaven’t been able to run with endurance like hers since high school. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The jogger turns south onto a cross-street. I think aboutfollowing her but I don’t want anyone else in the car to know I’m payingattention to her. She passes a pedi-cab and this gives me a good reason to lookat her. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Look!” I say, “It’s a pedi-cab!” I point out the vehiclebut then realize I could have looked at her and simply not said anything atall. I feel more conspicuous than ever.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]As we pass the cross-street my vehicle changes into a rickshaw.It feels weird pulling the weight of three people up a hill, and I’m surprisedI can make it. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Somehow we end up in an area of downtown that looks like the1880’s, and all the buildings are made of wood. I have the impression we aresomewhere near Joe’s Crab Shack though it isn’t visible. Perhaps it was theappearance of the buildings that made me think of shacks. I don’t really know.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]And I wake up.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3]Dream 4-[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri](Oddly, despite the vivid detail in this dream I don’tbelieve I was lucid, unusual for a dream where I examine carpet and grass indetail)[/FONT][/SIZE][FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3] [/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m holding a party at my house. I know this because thereare tons of people around, inside and outside, and all seem to be carrying theplastic Solo cups with their drinks in them. Some people look a bit inebriated,despite the early hour.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Walking down a set of stairs I am doing my best to allay thefears of one of my friends. Apparently the party is being held for a reason,though my friend is expressing concerns about something important. “Relax”, Itell them,” look around. All these people paid admission to be here.”[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Indeed there are plenty of people around, and raising themoney necessary should be no problem. Sadly, I never find out what the problemis.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]One of my friends came up behind me at some point and placeda headband on me with pointed cat ears sticking up from it. I smiled andthanked them when it happened but then promptly forgot about their placement onmy head, much like I forgot about the important reason for having a party.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Downstairs I walk into what appears to be the cafeteria, andalmost immediately I freak out. I know my hair is pulled back and I wanted itto be down. I hate walking around with my hair pulled back unless it’s a hotday and hat weather. I reach up to feel my hair and find the cat ears stickingup from my head. This calms me down and I relax. I look good in them, and theymake me feel like being in a party mood.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I walk around the room and talk to various people, playingthe role of a good MC. I pat people on the back, check to make sure they arehaving a fun time. Oddly the triplet daughters of my friend are at the party,and I say hi to them like they were any other party-goer. I think one of themgave me the cat ears.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The party continued on outside and I headed out to the poolhouse. I could see people roaming around in the sun on the lawn between thepool house and the main house but I was more interested in the carpeting justinside the doorway. It was shaggy, an orange-brown color, and seemed out ofplace in a pool house. My view zoomed in and I examined the loops and swirls ofthe fabric that made up the carpet, in much the same way I would examine an oldcoin. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]From this view I shifted to examining the blades of grassjust outside the sliding glass door. They were excessively bright, andrealistically vivid, and I couldn’t take my eyes off of them. I wanted to liedown in them and just feel them, but I never did. I could smell them, adistinct smell that was accompanied by a hint of chlorine and suntan lotionfrom the nearby pool. I never saw the pool but I knew it had to be aroundsomewhere. The grass was apparently more interesting.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]And then I woke up.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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First

I'm coming from the airport, now at the train station. I'm thinking about which train to take. I haven't decided on a destination yet. My brother and a couple of other people are there, and they are also thinking. We choose different destinations. I need to take a couple of train routes.

I end up in a small city or a town. It's pretty late, not many people around. There is a grocery store, but it's closed. Someone enters, I think he's a guard, but he lets me in. I'm happy since I don't carry much food.

Second

It's daytime and I'm at the center square at the town. There are people there and I'm talking with some of them. We go inside and there is a seminar hall there. I pick a seat and look at the stage. There are two people there, dressed in a weird way, I have a vague memory but cannot really describe it. They are talking about biology and they have a fish in a tank as an example. It's weird enough to be interesting even though I know nothing about the field.

As I leave I'm thinking about the fastest route back home.

Notes Dream Lucid

Fragment 1: I was in this hotel, talking to some ladies. It seems that they got their style from 1940 or something.We were talking about hypnosis and some animals, I think :S

Dream 1:I was in a forest, with a group of people. We were returning home after, we had accomplished a goal/objective. "Home" was the place that we spent the time waiting for objectives.It actually kind of looked like my classroom :S There was a vote on who would get killed, and it happend to be my Patrik, my classmate . He was the "Captain" of our team, wich means that he was the leader of the group.

The fact that he got killed meant, that we had to get a new leader. Our techer would choose one while we was asleep, and then get the news ay dawn. Guess who became the captain?

When I got the news, I actually got kind of shocked. I said: "I can't be a leader, I'm bad at leading people!" but my teacher said that it was to late to switch captain.

We got our objective, wich was running throu the forest, and past all obsticals. We started to run the designated path. It's around here were I wake up.

Dream 2: I had missed the buss, so I was walking to the next busstop. When I finally reached the busstop, I saw Sofia and Sara. One of them is my neighbour, and one of them is my classmate. They were waiting on the buss, but debated if they would take the buss that goes in 5 minutes, or the next one.

Finally me and them got on to the buss, that were coming in 5 minutes. The thing is tho that they kind of dissapeard. Now I saw Patrik and a 5 years old on the buss. He was telling the kid that it was childish to eat bananaskidz( a type of candy) This is where the dream ends.

I had 3 dreams and a couple fragments but I'm not going to type it all, just one fragment.

I was in a square room or was outside, not sure. But I was playing soccer and then I went to my clothes basket and somebody took some of my clothes and I was like "wtf" where the hell are my corduroys.

So bad about keeping up lately. Last 4 days or so:

1. My usual 7:30am WBTB this morning. I had a DILD where I was experimenting with a DC (Sign Bob) but lost lucidity when we kissed and I closed my eyes! Bad ophelia.. closing eyes in a lucid is the kiss of death for me. But I had fun looking in mirrors, touching things, making things brighter. All in all not bad.

Prior to the random DILD, I was attempting DEILD like I usually do. I felt the usual vibrations, then the sensation of something coming up behind me, lying on top of me, sliding his arms around me and grabbing my hands. At one point we were kissing, and I could feel sharp teeth on top and below my tongue. I knew it was the DEILD Demon, and I was so sure he was about to bite my tongue off lol. Even though I know it isn't real at the time, the sensations are still strong enough that it feels real. And having my tongue bit off would hurt, and I don't want it setting up my subsequent lucid experiment badly. Anyway, he didn't bite my tongue off. But I broke the kiss and looked at him, and he looked just like a vampire, teeth and all. Kinda hot actually. But when I reached to touch his face, he bit my finger. I just.. never learn. So I said, Nooooo, noooooo, no biting, and he let go. Danny was in bed with me asleep in real life, and one time that DD lay on me, we were both on top of Danny's arm, which was kinda weird hehe.. the 3 of us in the same bed. Then another time, I had a FA where I saw a creepy doll on Danny's pillow. I suspected it was DD, so I flopped over on Danny and knocked the doll onto the floor. I thought I really woke myself and Danny up in the process, and I apologized. Forgot to ask Danny this morning if I actually flopped on him or not lol. Well next time I'm going to try the less is more approach that oreoboy and I discussed. Whatever DD does, I'm not going to try to manipulate the transition in anyway, and maybe it will go alot smoother next time.

2. Not much of an LD, there was a short one but I didn't write it down so I forgot it. But I had some nasty SP where some creep was going to turn me into segment 2 of the next human centipede. He had already picked the one to be the front: a young fat kid that he just kept feeding french fries to, to keep him from being scared and calling for help. I partially awoke right as I heard whispering in my room, and amongst the many voices I heard the creep tell me that it was time for my butt surgery. I could tell I was in my room when I heard this, and in some pretty bad SP. I knew I was lucid, so I forced myself in an upright position, and yelled back "No it's NOT!!!!" and woke up. I started to drift off again, and felt the vibrations come on, only there were more of those whispering voices accompanying it. Couldn't make out anything they said, but at least there was no more talk of sewing me, ass to mouth, to anyone. The rest of the night was really uncomfortable. Hard to sleep again, and I had to get up for work at 6:30. That was the most weird thing, I had this experience at around 4am, but I had gone to bed at around midnight. I never have WBTBs lead to lucid experiences after only 4 hours of sleep.

3. Was having an odd sort of relationship with OldSparta and limitless. I just kept on kinda, going back and forth between the 2. And the scenery kept going back and forth between the beach and the dining bar at work. I was talking to OldSparta at the dining area, and that triggered lucidity (because I realized I had never met him or seen him in real life.) The scene immediately went back to the beach, and I grabbed his hand and pulled him down the beach a bit. I had plans but I woke up.

4. I'm pretty sure Dark_Merlin and I went to prom together. Nice tux. Bad hair.

New Dream Sign: sitting at the bar in the dining area at work. That's where I had both DILDs.

Dream; Semi-Lucid; Lucid; Memorable; 1-4 My Recollection;

3; I was drifting sleepily though a few dream fragments. Nat seemed to take focus and narrate a few skits, as they passed I was more awake giggling at her humor.