non-lucid

4/26/2011
I woke up laying in my bed and Jordan walks into my room and stops at the foot of my bed. Then I ask her, "Jordan, can I have a hug?" She kind of laughed unexpectedly, and said "Sure." So I got up, took off the blanket, and gave her a hug. Then I ended up picking her up and falling into my lounge chair, and she started laughing and telling me to stop, playfully. But I let go of her waist and she still acted as if I was holding on. She didn't get up until I told her to. And then someone, it must have been an administrator from my school because Kourtney(I didn't see her face and she disappeared right after)gave him something for the school. And then I got a little book to give to him too, and he rejected it and told me to keep it. After that there's a gap in the dream, but I must have asked Jordan something bad, because she said, "How could you ruin this house of God?" And then it got blurry and started to fade, I think she said, " We'll see" sometime after that." It trails off from there.

4/25/2011
My first attempt to enter a LD/Sleep Paralysis
I laid down and relaxed, started to meditate, keeping my mind awake but letting my body fall apart from my mind. After about 30-35 minutes, I started hearing weird thumping noises. Then I had an OBE, and my "body" sank a foot into the bed, while my head remained on the pillow. After an excitement awakening, I must have drifted off and woken up 2 hours later. Then sporadic dreams throughout the night that I couldn't recall.

M I R A G E

Me And My Family Are In A Car.(In A City,Maybe New Orleans) My Parents Mention Something About Cousins And A Picture Of Their House Is Flashed Several Times(Except,Their House Seems Abandoned,Rustic,And Run Down.)The City Scene Shifts To An Indoor Rollerskating/Wrestling Arena/ Paintball Store.There Are Gym Mats Everywhere.I Am Then Taking Rollerskating Lessons From A Black Male.(I Actually Met This Guy In Real Life At A Local Skatepark ) After Awhile He Says '"Let's Take A Break." The Scene Shifts,The Black Male Is Trying To Sell Me Paintball Gear Or Maybe Rollerskates.Later, We Watch A Wrestling Match Between A Very Buff Woman And 2 Buff Men.Someone Screams And I Look Behind Me.The Wall Is Completely Gone And A Stormy Ocean Has Appeared.Very Gloomy.Lightning Strikes And Then A Huge Tsunami Hits .It Crashes And I'm Blind For A Few Seconds.When I Regain Vision,A King Figure Comes Out Of The Water With Followers.They're Carrying Candles And Chanting.Everyone,Including Myself,Start To Huddle.The Scene Shifts As Were Walking Into A Hilly Forest Area. My Deceased Grandfather Appears And Is Connected To Me By A Harness And Rope .As Everyone Continues To Travel Uphill, My Grandfather Disappears And We All Arrive At A House From One Of My Earlier Dreams.As We Arrive I Begin To Here Very Loud Noises.(Like Chainsaws And Lawnmowers). I See A Truck With Lawncare Equipment.(I Later Discover Once I Wake Up That The Loud Noises I Heard Are From My Mom Using The Blender In The Kitchen)When I Look At The House I See My Grandfather Sitting On The Front Porch Steps ,Smiling.

-End Of Dream-

I was in the kitchen that I know think might have been the kitchen or some room from a ranch I visited some time ago. Me and my mom were there and on the table was a huge Disc Jokey(DJ) thing. It had two giant record type things and I think some ports and stuff for iPod and discs and stuff. I remember my mom leaving and I stayed there to try and figure out the system and I remember getting annoyed that I needed two iPods when I only had one so I couldn't mix songs. Soon after that is when I woke up I think but It was annoying because it was my alarm.

Date: ?? -Zombie Invasion- Semi -Lucid


Me And A Group Of People(That I'd Never Seen Before) Rush Out Of A Dark Courtyard(Filled With Zombies),Into A Dark Rustic Building.Once Inside, We Barricade The Entrance.Someone Passes Guns Out.We Travel Up Stairs In Effort To Find An Escape.We Don't Ever Find One.In Panic,(I Knew I Was Dreaming Here) I Jump Of The Huge Stair Case And Die.I Then Kind Of ,"Spawn" In A Beautiful Scenery On A Top Of A Mountain.I'm Riding Down The Mountain On A Type Sled With Wheels.I Then Force Myself Awake.
-End Of Dream-

Sleep
Sleep: 12:30am-1:00am
Wake: 10:00am
(Time: ~8, 8.5hrs | 5.5cycles)

Dreamsigns collected:
1. work-related dream

1. At my job in the stockroom. They're cracking down on the drugs in the factory. There are giant columns of products against a black shelf, and it's the only one I can see – and as my attention goes to the top of them, I am at the top of one, holding on and looking down. I realize I need to hide the drug(s), and think about hiding it in a lotion bottle near the bottom. The columns were now lotion bottles. As I try to remember the spot of where the lotion bottle would be if I hid it there, I realize it's too hard and decide against it. There is an intercom above us.

2. -At some weird building. It's sunny outside and has bright lighting. Looks like a school building. One girl comes out of a room in a wheelchair, her mom pushing her around, and she says "I don't hurt." I shake her foot and move on.

-Looks like a continuation of the last dream memory. I'm at the outside of a building, same setting as the school, but the route I took looks familiar (and I remember dreaming about taking a path that I saw in the dream, so this is just a remembered fragment). I start moving around oddly, jumping up and spinning like a top, and bouncing on the ground and moving faster.

-Go up to the front of a building, two people walk out among the others. Two guys come forward, one in a wheelchair. The first guy's eyes poke out, he hands out his right hand for me to shake, and I shake it with my left hand upside down. They ask if I'm going to join in something, I say "no, I was, but I'm just more interested in hockey." (I don't like hockey).

3. At my house. It's nighttime and dark, and I have to walk through my parents room and wake them up to talk to them for a minute, something that makes me uncomfortable.

4. I'm at the mall, and I'm standing outside of a store. It's my job to try on different soaps. I'm rubbing it all on me, mostly shameless. Some army guys come up and ask how they can try it. I say they can't basically. It's just me. Then an older friend, Lucky, looking super gothic/'hardcore' with tattoos and frizzy hair, and her friend walk past me. Then Scrappy walks past, and laughs and shakes his head "no." He walks away, I smile and wave him off.

I was walking through a large city with a female companion. Perhaps it was someone I have met in a previous dream, I cannot say. we were looking for a voodoo shop, because I was curious about the possible energy differences. We found one quickly enough. we entered without making a sound, we didn't want to disturb the shaman if they were in the middle of a ritual or something. "And you are sure it was a demon who possessed you? It wasn't a fox?" I heard. the shaman, who was female, was talking to a Japanese woman. I could sense the Japanese woman's uncertainty, but she replied with a yes. the shaman also sensed this uncertainty, but did not comment on it. Instead, she said something about my companions texting. we waited outside for a few minutes until the shaman was done with her patient. when we entered, the shaman asked me to follow her to the corner of the room. The entire room was covered with strange trinkets on every wall. she took me to a painting of a woman with four breasts, two above the other two, and told me not to look at the vagina (even though the painting was of her midsection upward). I tried staring at the eyes, but this proved incredibly difficult. my eyes would move downward no matter how many times I corrected them, and before long, I coudn't control my eyes at all, they would go every direction possible, as if I were having a seizure.

I was overcome with a strange, powerful energy. I couldn't stand, I stumbled over to the chair and laid down. The energy felt different than my normal energy, I could only think of voodoo as a possible solution. It was incredibly potent, and I could do nothing but lay on the couch. I made a comment to the shaman, about it being different than my normal energy. this piqued her interest, she wanted to learn about my energy. I said it was subtile, nothing like this. I started slipping in and out of consciousness. from what I can gather, I stayed on the couch for perhaps several hours, then I traveled out of the city with my companion before I awoke.

after I awoke, I felt saturated with energy, neither positive nor negative energy, but it felt just as potent as the dream. I laid there for a few minutes until it dissipated enough for me to think straight, then I got up.

[U]Dream 1[/U]
Megan Fox was in a pool and she kept diving in. She was wearing a black bikini (she looked HOT) and after that she was interviewed so everyone could find out why she kept jumping in.

Dream 2
I was on the bus with some friends I can't remember how many but we were going down to East Ham and we went into a tunnel (that isnt usually there) and we saw some girls getting r*** we got off the bus some how (we didn't even walk out the door) we beat up up the r****s (I think) and then we went to a train station and as we walked up the stairs of the station we saw about 40 guys who were friends of the guys we beat up.

I went back down to talk tactics "There's about 80 guys up there, I'll have to stab all of them."We walked up the stairs and I threw the knife at somebody and then I started kicking the biggest guy there, I know him but in the dream I wasn't lucid so I couldn't control what I was doing.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I were in a skyskrape and in some way I realised that I was dreaming. I wasn't completely sure, but my awareness felt different so I took a chance. I was working for a booring boss, so I opened a window and told him to watch, then I ran against it and jumped out and I flew![/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I became lucid and the clearity was incredible and, well let's just say that I was relieved that I was dreaming. Then my biggest lucidity enemy appeared - a hot girl... I thought to myself and also told her to get away. But I couldn't control it. I imagined just for a small second what I was able to do with her, and I was teleported to that thought and I lost my lucidity. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I also had nightmare! Wohoo first in very many years. But it wasn't fun to experience it though.
I was sitting with my family and eating dinner, when suddenly a man crush our window and step in, my parents ran, but I thought that if he i in our kitchen he can grab a knife and I can't let that happen. But it was too late...
He chased my mom and he was about to kill her when I grabbed one of the small knifes and pointed it in his back and said "Stop right there, let her go!" He did as I said, my mom got away, but he grabbed my arm and took my knife and pointed both of them to my throat. I managed to run, but now he was chasing me, eventually het got me, but I grabbed is arm and pointed the knife to him and this time I didn't hesitated. I stabbed him it was selfdefence I thought.
To big cuts in his stomach and I was still holding the knife. I told my dad to call the police.
I was in shock, and suddenly the man pulls out his knife and he stab me in the chest.
I feel a sensation of dizziness, and then I faint.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Which means that i woke up .. puh[/COLOR]

I was living in a big house with lots of Tvs. There was a video game in form of a big machine gun or a tank in a middle of a room. I was playing with it and accidentally sot up the tv screens. TVs still worked, though, but the holes on the screens looked so real and cool.

I finally had a dream not involving college. Hooray!

I dreamed that members of my dad's church had put him "on trial" for some reason, and were holding the "trial" at the church where I grew up. I sat next to my dad, who was seated in front of the congregation, to show my support.

My uncle who died last year made a surprise appearance in the front pew, and he started yelling at the pastor who was leading the "trial", and calling him out on a lot of crap. This led to a bit of an uproar, and Dad and I just sat uncomfortably. Eventually the chaos died down. Dad was found guilty of...something, and led away to holy jail or whatever. I have no idea. I tried to voice my anger, but my voice wasn't working.

What was really interesting about this dream was that I would wake up in real life, drift back to sleep, and be back in the same dream. One minute I'm awake, and the next minute I'm talking with my dead uncle. It was really interesting. I think I can use this to help induce lucidity.

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I was in McDonalds with my sis. We were eating. Then suddenly, we have to escape. Some people want to kill or take us. We ran outside. Or rather, I ran outside while carrying her (she was small). They were shooting guns, and I shoot them with magical force. I ran on the street and shot them.

We were walking. I was with sis and... someone else. I think it was mom, but not sure now. We were walking, and I saw a huge tree from afar. It was sparkling, like early dawn with dews still fresh. It was beautiful and magical. We were going to that tree.

We arrived at the root, me and sis and mom, I think. We were talking. We crossed over an obstacle, and I found books. I looked for books that are interesting. One is a book about Sen. Mirriam Santiago, but co-authored by a few others. We climbed.

We climbed up the tree. But then it was no longer a tree. It was a dormitory of sorts. I walked, but couldn't find them. Then I heard a "door" close, and I saw that the wall is actually a door. I opened it, and saw stairs going up. I saw them up the stairs. I followed.

We put our stuff in our respective rooms. I was in the room with Cat. An old friend and classmate, JJ, was also there. Then Cat received a call from his mom. We all heard it. She was looking for him, and when he said we're on the third floor, she told him to move to the first/ground floor. I wanted to say it's "safer" up in the third floor, but everybody's packing their stuff already.

The place looked (or felt) like Cebu.

So these are just some old dreams from my notebook along with some lucid ones I never recorded and therefore I have forgotten when I had them.

Bathroom Wars - 12/31/08
I was at a restaurant of some kind and I need to pee. I tried to find a bathroom yet one didn't seem to exist. I walked down this long red hallway for miles and miles or at least it felt like it. After some time I noticed a DC was walking next to me so I tried talking to him but he would not respond. Soon after a bathroom popped up and suddenly the DC seamed worried as if something bad was about to happen. Then I saw that it was a one person bathroom which seemed to be why the DC was worried. Next thing I remembered was me and the DC getting an an intense fight throwing stuff at each other such as tables and I believe part of it was even a sword fight. I woke up somewhere in the middle of the fight.

Weird Movie Theater stuff - 1/1/09
I am with my dad and today is some special day for the movie theater we are at. The staff want to take a picture with all their customers yet my dad refuses and wants to watch the movie. Skip to half way through the movie and the staff pull the fire alarm to get us out. I woke up as we were going out of the theater.

Google Is Everywhere! - 1/19/09
This dream seemed to be all about google. I am guessing it is from seeing some "what if" thing about companies advertising in our dreams. I pretty much just saw google absolutely everywhere. I saw thousands of books in a bookstore about google, digital clocks that read GOOG where the time should be and even some google stores. It ended with me going to google and several of their websites and that was when the dream was most vivid.

FIRST LUCID DREAM!
I was in Akonsons (a store in a small town in Idaho where I used to live) with my mom and my brother. I randomly became lucid at the realization that there is no akonsons in California where I live now and that I must be dreaming. I decided to do what I always wanted to in an LD which was to fly. I had heard that jumping as high as you can is a good start so I tried it. Unfortunately I doubted myself to much and fell to the floor after jumping about 15 feet in the air. When this happened though, I realised how realistic a dream can be since when I fell it hurt just like it would in real life. The dream abruptly ended here with a false awakening.

First LD cont (False awakening)
I woke up and found myself in the exact same place I was when I fell to sleep. I decided to get up and go to my computer where I browsed some lucid dream sites and then woke up for real. Of course when I actually woke up I felt enraged that I had the idea of lucidity right in front of me in the dream yet did not think to try a reality check where I could have had a second lucid dream right then.

For the past two days, I haven't gotten lazy. I simply didn't have any dreams, I swear. It's not that I didn't even remember the dreams, I didn't remember having any feelings associated with dreams, like how you can usually remember the feeling that the dream evoked. Not this time.

This night, I had only a few dreams. I don't remember the first half of the night because I woke up startled because I thought something smacked my bed. I figured it was my friend who was staying over, because he was sleeping on the floor next to the bed. I sat up and felt that sleep paralysis was about to take effect, but didn't because I freaked out. My arms felt all wobbly and wavy, like they weren't there, my whole body felt weird. I did a reality check and I wasn't dreaming, and it just occurred to me that I may have been OOB, but I doubt it. Anyway...

The dream that I remember (vaguely) was that I was with this person, and we came from some building or something. We walked into the street in this city at night time, and this car stopped in front of us. Then I was in some other car with Alec's dad, and we were driving on this very dream-like road and I saw a man in a pig costume on the highway. It was DE that there were a bunch of creepy people in animal costumes running around the neighborhood. We thought we got them all, but this guy was standing there in a pig costume, threatening Alec. Alec's dad got mad and started cursing at the pig man. The next thing I know I'm at the old house, although it is very different looking. Alec's dad is there and we are the kitchen and he mentions that, "Boy, Chris, I think she takes a liking to you. You outta make a move." He was referring to this very evil and dangerous woman that was putting on this act in front of everyone. I knew her true motives. Everyone thought she was the kindest person, and she was the life of the party (there were a lot of people and family at my house). There was a lot more to this dream, and it was very good, but I don't remember much. All I remember is that she was after these stars. There were seven of them, and they belonged to me and my family. They kept balance in the world, and they were hidden throughout the world in places we own. She is very powerful and I can do almost nothing to stop her and she has like 5 out of the 7 stars. This one part of the dream had me in this large room where we kept one of the stars. The room looked like it could be the lower-deck storage room of a pirate ship. The walls and floor were wooden and slanted in that manner. There were a lot of cube-like cabinets throughout the room. They unlocked at the top via a latch and a lock. I opened one to make sure the star was still there. Just then, I hear the woman coming into the room. Ashley is with her. I know she is after the star, but there is nothing I can do right now because Ashley is with her, and this woman will act like a kind person, and as far as Ashley is concerned, I would be attacking an innocent person. I see them come in, and I hide behind the cabinet I opened, panicking to get it closed before she noticed. It's too late and she saw me, and knew where the star was.

I think I'm having a dry spell or something on these dreams, because I've been pretty bad at it lately.