non-lucid

Snøchill, Drøm 1:
Sovnet i en slitt, rød klapp-strand-stol rett utenfor den nye hagen min <3
Bror var der, og to andre, en jente og en gutt. De var eldre enn meg, og jeg oppfattet dem som kule.
Jeg sovnet, og telte fingrene mine i en ganske gjennomsiktig og uklar drøm, hvor jeg var på en datamaskin (huffameg, lol). Jeg tenkte noe sånt som "Er det mulig, er dette en DRØM?" og det første jeg tenkte på var å gå på Dreamviews og sjekke hva folk skrev. Men PC'en brukte for lang tid på å loade. (Jeg var ikke egentil Bevisst, bare en illlusjon om det. Slik at jeg drømte i drømmen AT jeg var bevisst.)
Bror skulle ha meg med, for han skulle rense den gjørmete sekken min.
Jeg lurte på om jeg kunne gå i søvne etter ham, samtidig som jeg hadde en bevisst drøm (den ideale realiteten? Lol) Det virket noen meter, men jeg ga opp da jeg ikke klarte å se særlig bra da jeg gikk i søvne, og drømmen forsvant og ble gjennomsiktig.
Jeg ventet utenfor kvinnemuseet med Pia mens Bror renset sekken og alt som var inni. Jeg lurte på om det bare var for å snike i tingene mine, men det var ikke noe jeg kunne gjøre med det.
Imens hjalp jeg Pia å jage bort slemme, truende katter. En holdt på å fly på meg.
Og av en eller annen grunn tror jeg det lå en gigantisk linjal på garsplassen på kvinnemuseet.
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Etter det, hadde Bror sortert alle tingene mine, flunkende rene, langs et fortau. Men samtidig hadde han notert på dem og lagt det til som en dektektiv undersøkelses sak-ting.
På en mappe ved Trond, fra langeland, og Kari, var det et brettet ark notert noe sånt som "Videoen av Allie: Et iscenesatt mord, laget bare for å skremme dere?" Og jeg fikk en veldig mistenksom følelse.. -_-*

Drøm 2, overgang fra 1: Kunstnere
Vi hang ved en vegg, ved et rødt hus, nedenfor der Handu bor. Det er et ganske slitt strøk, synes jeg. Sola stekte, og himmelen var blå. Det var en fin sommerdag.
Jeg og vennene mine hang på hjørnet av det røde huset.
Liv, den gamle læreren fra 4.klasse var der. Hun satt i en trestol. Det var en del tre der. Vennene mine lente seg på et slags tre gjerde, 1,5 meter langt, ut fra veggen. Gjerdet var helt, med en blå topp tror jeg, som en disk.
Jeg drev og malte noen plastikkstoler, en gul, (en rød?) og en grønn, tror jeg. Og en blå også(?).
Alle hadde noe fargesplasha på seg. Noah hadde en fargerik thights, en hadde en sånn fargesplasha fransk alpelue-beree ting. Det var det jeg la merke til. En hadde kanskje hansker?
Og jeg hadde ingenting, bare de tre fargerike stolene. Med dem så jeg sikkert ut som om jeg hørte til dem.
Liv sa hei, med dem vanlige, blide stemmen sin, og lurte på om vi var en sånn "kunstner gjeng".
"Neei.." sa jeg "Ikke egentlig."
Så gikk jeg og satt stolene på plass på nord-siden av huset (en kort side, på motsatt side av den Liv satt på.)
Så gikk vi tilbake til Liv, hun så litt granskende på meg. Noen foreslo - kanskje Noah eller Gine, det var bare en stemme i hodet mitt liksom - at vi skulle gå å se på bildene på den andre langenden av huset.
Vi gikk dit. Over gata sto det trevogner, og selgere. På husveggen hang det masse malerier. (Ahh.. Igår sa jeg at jeg ville se på malerier i drømmene mine.. takk,.. ) De som solgte dem var reisende, kanskje Sigøynere. Har et lite inntrykk av det.Men det var som et lite marked. Trevognene var i akuratt samme farge som trebjelkene, og (gynge)stolen stolen til Liv.
Det var en del små portretter, og bilder med bregner, og farger malt utover på lerretet. Jeg synes det var ganske pent, mye av det var nesten vakkert. Jeg likte det ivertfall.
Jeg la spesielt merke til et lite portrett, på lommestørrelse. Men eikebrun, oval ramme, rammet inn av små treperler. Det var en dame, som så mot høyre. Hun var ganske blek, men mørkebrundt hår satt glatt opp i en enkel kule bak på hodet hennes. Hun smilte ikke, men hun så ikke sur ut, hun hadde det nøytrale ansiktet som var ganske normalt å ha på portretter på den tiden.
Jeg synes jeg kjenner henne igjen, men samtidig har jeg aldri sett henne. Eller isåfall, lurer jeg på hvor jeg har sett henne. Ansiktet hennes er vendt mot høyre, og bakgrunnen er eggeskall farvet.
Drømmeillustrasjoner.. - PhotoShack.com form og størrese på portrettet.
Andre mallerier var med bregner, blader og farger, og kanskje litt natur. Det var flere portretter, og en del bilder av folk.(Synes jeg kanskje husker et par, som går på en sti med utrolig flott utsikt. Skogen er på deres høyre side/bak dem og himmelen er blå. Han holder rundt henne, og hun holder rundt ham. Malleriet er i omtrent samme "tegnestil" som Brudeferd i Hardanger, men lysere.)

Drøm 3: Det er sånn leirskole tur ting på skolen igjen. Vi driver å pakker noen blå poser (og legger dem oppi en slags vogn etter en buss) jeg ikke helt vet hva er, kanskje soveposer og mar og sånn. Husker man måtte ta på seg uteklærene når man gikk ut, og jeg hadde den gamle blå, tynne "boble"jakka mi jeg brukte på skøyter for noen dager siden.
Jeg sklei i den seige, mørke, tjukke-trebjelke trappa. Kriss smilte til meg.
*Barndomsvenn* snakket masse med meg da vi gikk til klasserommet.
Noah var også grei mot meg tror jeg.
Så gikk vi en runde til, og inn i klasserommet igjen. Så ble vi delt opp i grupper. Alle ble delt opp i grupper, og jeg til sist.
Jeg satt igjen i rommet med Ole-M og Anne-L. Jeg krympet meg litt, ufrivillig. Jeg prøvde å ikke hørtes sur ut.
"Ja da var det oss da." Anne-L
Mhm. Jeg smilte. (Ikke noe vondt ment mot noen av dem altså, Anne-L lærte meg engang noe viktig , men,, jeg ville jo være med vennene mine.. :J )
Jeg husket at dette var en slags tradisjon, en vane. Det hadde skjedd før engang.
"Vi var på gruppe i 2.klasse også." SOM om hun hadde lest tankene mine. MEN hun var jo en DC (noe jeg burde visst der og da, ivertfall sjekka)så hun GJØR jo ikke annet enn å være i hodet mitt -_- ...
jaja.
Så ble det noe problemer med Ole-M, og jeg mptte hjelpe ham. Han jobbet med etteller annet, og klarte ikke fikse det. Jeg hjalp ham, og fikk ham til å begynne å smile og le etterhvert.
"Du klarer deg jammen bra," sa Anne-L "du burde jobbe i en barnehage."
Oky, nå har jeg jobbet i en barnehage 2 ganger, og Noen SIer at jeg burde jobbe i en barnehage.. Hmm.. lurer på hva jeg prøver å si til meg selv.. men jeg trodde ikke jeg vurderte det engang..

Edit: Ekstra
Det var noe med noe språk, og oversetting.
Det var visst noe utenlandsk. (!*)

I was a boy who had just been released from a type of punishment room in my house. My parents were the ones who put me in there, they'd beat me and test various gadgets to cause pain. The way they justified this treatment was by saying I was a bad son, and that I deserved to be punished! Even when I was released from that room they tried to keep me in the house. They didn't want anyone getting word of what they were doing, though to me they just said so I wouldn't be bad to anyone else. I slipped out though at the very next opportunity I found! I didn't want to just live in that house, and be punished all the time.

I stopped at the far end of the street, where this couple began to talk to me. They invited me inside their house where I spoke to them for a while. They were really nice, and seemed happy! Part of me wanted to tell them about my parents and what happens at my home, but another part of me had started to believe I did deserved it all. I also didn't want to involve them. When I slipped back home to grab a bite to eat from the fridge my Mum stood behind me. She tried to grab me, though I slipped under her arms, not wanting to go back that room so soon, knowing she'd be mad at me for going outside! I ran to the front door, and Mum just looked at me. There was a glint that let me know I wouldn't get very far.

Sure enough, when I was outside I was being pursued by some people. I'm guessing my parents had spoken to them! I put on a burst of speed, trying to get to that far house in the distance. But as I came close my legs were pulled out from under me, and I fell forward! I tried to cry out to that couple, but they didn't hear. In fact no one came out while I was being dragged back to where my punishment awaited me.

When I was brought back to the house my parents set these robots on me, who started hacking away viciously at my legs..! Mum said this was so I wouldn't be tempted to flee again!

I was lying in bed and lost awareness, a loud high-pitched sound made me snap back into awareness right before falling asleep, so I went with it and had my first WILD experience. As I suddenly woke up I was looking down from a red motorcycle (thoughts of awareness and lucidity unfortunately gone already), there was a car parked right beside me and in the rearview mirror I could see a camera team coming out of a van walking in the direction of a empty piece of land to my right, after the car. As I went over there I saw 2 cats, one which is actually the cat I have in my secondary home. She was being slowly tailgated by another cat which wasn't happy about my cat being in her territory but she immediatly turned around after my cat got picked up by me (which my real cat actually doesn't like). With her on my arms I walked a bit to the left where a block of houses began of which the first one looked like my secondary home, after I let my cat down the dream faded.

On the 21st I didn't manage any dreams

....but on the 22nd meanwhile I GOT LUCID!!! First things first though, the other dreams

DREAM 1:
I was on some kind of train and it was going into a train station. But there were no rails. I was with my family and we got off when it was parked which was in some kind of repair workshop. In the middle a large lifting claw was being built. When we left we entered a forest with loads of public walk ways and other people were there too. I'd been in the forest before but I can't remember where. The dream ended after walking round the forest for a bit.
1 point here!

DREAM 2:
I was at R.Ds house and his dad answered the door. The it was as if the dream went "let's try that again" and I was back to where I was a few minutes ago. I did the same thing, knocked on his door, but I was with friends and my brother this time. His dad answered the door and the dog ran out to greet me, closely followed by R.D himself. We said hey to each other and then the dream ended.
1 point here!

THE LUCID!!!
I was in my room and I went to bed and then to sleep, little did I know I was already dreaming. So I fell asleep in a dream and entered another dream. (INCEPTION!?)

I was laid in the gravel on a driveway close to my target. The other members of my team were close by. Suddenly I saw something move on the property we were watching. I asked my team mates what it was and the said the enemy, 3 of them. We went onto the property and I suddenly had a gun in my hand, happily gunning down the enemy. Then more and more enemies arrived and I defeated them all. Then the ground turned soft beneath me and turned into a bouncy castle. I thought "hey this isn't normal" I BECAME LUCID. my first point of call was to stabilize because I knew time was running out. I touched the bouncy castle, felt the breeze on my face. The dream became so vivid and clear. It was amazing. As I walked across the bouncy castle I started to feel it fade. I let it go because my subconscious didn't seem to like the idea of me overdoing it in one go!

I woke up from my dream (but I was still in my first dream!) I looked outside and my mum asked if it was snowing, I said no it was raining heavily. Then the water steered to leak through my windows! I went to fetch something to catch the water with. I returned with some kind of bucket full of sand, the minute the water hit the sand it started playing music. Weirdly enough I didn't think it was strange and carried on as normal. I tried to get the music to stop, or at least turn down but I couldn't.

Lucid = 5 points
Stabilise = 2 points

All in all 9 points!

#1 - This Is What Pikachu Is! [Non-Lucid]

There was something going on in the dream up to this point, but this is where my memory picks up. I was standing outside and there was a kid disguised as Yugi from Yu-Gi-Oh! standing high up on a tree branch. I started talking to him and he asked me if I liked Yu-Gi-Oh! and I was saying I've been a fan before, and he transformed me into Kaiba and gave me a duel disk. I think part of me didn't believe this was actually happening, but I wanted to draw my hand so I closed my eyes to imagine the duel disk being there and did it, and I felt the cards between my fingers. I think closing my eyes is where things went wrong here. When I opened them again, I was myself and I was sitting on the ground dueling this kid with our cards just on the floor and no duel disks. This kid seemed so normal when I talked to him before, but now he was acting really childish and unstable, and he seemed to have an obsession with Pichu (the Pokémon). >.> He had a big Pichu doll and picked it up and ran into the corner of the room and embraced it in the fetal position. He started repeatedly yelling "This is what Pikachu is! This is what Pikachu is!!" I looked down and noticed that both his deck and the deck he gave me consisted almost entirely of Pokémon cards with a few Yu-Gi-Oh! cards here and there. I looked at my hand specifically, six cards. The first two were Yu-Gi-Oh! cards, of Pichu. And the last four were Pokémon cards, also of Pichu. -_- A guy, J, I used to know shows up to watch the duel and tells me that we're apparently at some after school event, and a girl I recognize but I can't remember where from goes over and tries to calm the kid down. And that was it.

Fragment - There was something about Phantasy Star Online somewhere in here (third-person control as if I was the character), but I can't remember anything else about it.

#2 - Did The Dream Change For You Too? [DILD]

Outside some diner, my friends D, O, and I are getting into my car and it's being robbed by two men (and maybe a woman?) and we stop them, but they end up coming after me with knives but I kill them in self-defense... or at least, one of them. If there was a woman then I killed her too, but one of the men survived and got away. This part of the dream is really hazy and hard to remember. We get warped to some huge department store (it looks kind of like a Sam's Club) fused with a library (I interpret it as the library from a University close to where I live that some of my friends go to). An old friend, N, is there so O and I go sit down by him after noticing some really shady looking guys working at the store that I think may be connected to the robber who got away. Suddenly, a voice comes on on the overhead speakers calling me out specifically by reading a letter, but I didn't listen to it. I noticed that the call was coming from one of the shady guys using a walkie-talkie-like thing, and I went jumping up and down (like several feet ) around the isles to taunt him and make it really obvious that I know it's him. I go and sit down next to D (where O and N were a minute ago) and ask him what the letter said, but then a girl walks out from behind the shady guy and says it was her letter, and reads it again. She says that the robbers I killed (the man and woman) were her parents and now she's challenging me so she can get revenge. I say that it's them who attacked me and it's their own fault, but I won't deny her a fight. I walk up to the back wall with D and everyone vanishes on the way, and I stop to look at a bunch of purple posters on the back wall. There's a very strange perspective change, the posters vanish and suddenly things get really vivid. I had an unbelievably brief moment of lucidity here, and said "The dream just changed...." Then things got a little fuzzier and I turned to D and said "Did the dream change for you, too?" He stares at me with a really creepy smile, and I blast off toward the ceiling. I'm bouncing off all the walls at extreme speeds and there's a black line being drawn behind me to follow my path. I remember feeling like this line being drawn was expanding my consciousness to infinity and I assume that I'm on some drug now, but then I woke up.

Hacked

I dreamed my Google account was hacked and I couldn't get into it. Then it turned into my OS that was hacked and I had messages from the Russians basically taunting me. Fuckers.

02.22.2012

DV Members IRL, OpheliaBlue, Redhead Female on Laptop, Nina, Father, Rain & Building (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I forgot what time I woke up, but it was probably around 3-4 AM. I tried to do a WBTB, and I basically was trying to induce a WILD, but I thought I was failing because I just stayed still trying to create a dream environment. But I started to have a lot of dreams after I dozed off, but no lucids.

Dream 1: Dream Views Members All Meet in Real Life

I'm not too sure on this dream, but I see several people that look that they would be members of DV in real life. Maybe Kaomea and Alyzarin were there, but there were so many of them in a line for me to check. We were all at some barren grassland, and we were looking at something.



Dream 2: Meeting Opheliablue?

I was sitting down somewhere, and I think Opheliablue is sitting to the right of me. I have my Zune HD with me apparently, and she takes the Zune to see what's in it (oh god, don't look at the videos!). I asked her if she knew how to use, and I think before I gave her or had my Zune taken for her to use, I was moving my thumb in a circle around the Zune HD, and I could feel some kind of surface that caught the grip of my thumb for a little while.



It felt kind of grainy in the middle when I circled it for a while.She already knows how to use the Zune, and she was looking at a video and then put the Zune to rest somewhere while she was listening to it.

I just chill sitting next to her, and I'm hoping she doesn't see the other videos :x

Dream 3: Seeing Redhead female on laptop

Not to sure on the rest of the details of this dream, but I'm in some kind of secret base or laboratory or something. It's like being inside of a spaceship even, like Metroid Prime type of spaceship interior design.



I see this redhead female in a gray skin tight latex suit. She looked familiar to me, I thought she was a DV member similar to Dead, but it was more of me glancing at her for a few seconds, and her face was turned to the side looking at some laptop.



She was doing some weird poses on the chair and looking at the computer. I think she even has a black gun in her hand, it looked like it had a silencer attached as well, but I'm not sure, I just know she was holding something since her hands were formed weird like they were holding something.

Dream 4: Nina & Spammers in IRC chat

I log on to IRC, Nina says hi to me, I respond back, but there's so many bloody spammers on the IRC for her to scroll up and see who pinged her. They're posting so much random crap and some of them do some weird syncing with pictures with words on them.

I couldn't interpret what they said, but they were just going crazy with the spamming. I think one user linked a DV thread where some user went on some server (probably the fake one during the time this entry was written) and changed their name to Nipples.

I was surprised Nina didn't kick the spammers, but oh well.

Dream 5: Walking with Father and Random Stuff

I'm walking with my father at night, and there's a white microwave half buried in grass, and he turns around to see if it's good enough, but he doesn't actually go to it. I keep moving forward with him. Then I think the dream shifts to where I'm in a car with him.



He said something about how we had to take some test, but I didn't take it too seriously, I just said something about that I already know what to do for this test. I think it was just memorizing the Constitution and probably the Bill of Rights (which is funny since I have a Political Science Exam this Friday).

Dream 6: Walking in the Rain and Going into a Building

It's raining, and the dream is vivid, and I think I'm in College Station, (which is probably why I probably didn't feel like RCing since I am in College Station right now) and I'm walking down the street, probably near the hill going up to Northgate. I meet at an intersection, wait for a lady in a car to pass.

She looks at me for a while, probably to signal that I can go ahead and walk, but I just stand there and she just makes that awkward "Oh" face and drives off. I think it was a silver or white car she was driving. Then I cross the small street, and then turn left.

I go into some building and see two DCs. I can't remember what they wore or their visages, I just go up the stairs with them. I think one DC asked the one who was going up first what he's in the building for, and I think he said something about College Architecture or Structure.



I think he trips on stairs, and I think the DC asking him laughs a little bit, but I didn't pay too much attention to that.

2012-02-21
I remembered a lot of details about my dream, and I wrote them down when I woke up a couple hours earlier than usual. Then I went back to sleep, but when I woke up later, my journal was blank (it's kind of ridiculous how often this happens- I'd have so many lucids if I could just remember to RC while I'm 'journaling' in the morning). I remembered the dream I had just before I woke, though, even if don't remember anything about the one I thought I wrote down.

This area seems to have several groups in conflict. I am not sure which side, if any, we are on. Mostly just trying to survive, I guess.

She's not really human, although she can talk and stuff. She's... a pet. She killed someone. She wasn't supposed to. Then she tried to hide it, but I found out. She killed him in his bed, and now she doesn't want to go near any bed, so she won't sleep. She does some dangerous stuff with the microwave, almost starting a fire. She set the microwave timer for way too long, and she doesn't know to keep certain materials, like metal, out of microwaves. I catch it in time though, and take the stuff out of the microwave.

I'm microwaving a pot pie. There's another one, already cooked. After it's done in the microwave, I'm fiddling with the crust. There are slight burnt spots and undercooked spots, so I'm trying to take those bits out. My friend's dog is on the counter. I tell him not to eat the pies, not that it's going to do any good. It's really awkward for me to try to keep the dog out of the pies while I've got my hand full of gooey crust bits that I picked off the pie. I pick up the dog and put him on the ground.

'She' has to be taught so many basic things. I'm looking at some cookware to get her for her own place, but I'm not sure what to get because she is so bad with microwaves. I find some socks at the store like a special pair my friend has, that look like monster feet. They're sized small. I try them on. They feel like they'll fall off at any moment. Some crafty person at the store adds beads to something I had. She talks about how she does this simple modification with inexpensive beads, but people find it impressive, so it sells really well.

We're trying to get on the bus. We almost miss it, and it's moving as we get on and try to find seats. We show something to the other passengers... books? The guy I'm with... it feels like we are 'her' parents or something similar.

Someone says they've never seen "Let the Right One In". We put it on the tv. I explain how it is an awesome movie, but they'll have to put up with the subtitles because it's in Swedish. The first scene is very vivid. In fact, it's more like I'm in the scene than watching it on a screen. Some kids are running around in the village.

2x a dMemberN my bed

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I saw different colored block letters on my ceiling--all capital letters. I want to say I knew I was dreaming, but I was not lucid; I thought about the fact that I was dreaming though. At this time I also saw a screen showing an x and y axis of basically a single white pixels width. I was trying to figure out how to make a game.

My idea was that a point would show up in a quadrant, and you had to shoot it. Points would continue showing up in all the quadrants for you to shoot.

I thought this would be a little hard to keep up with as a player, so I thought I would design it so that the points would appear in the quadrants in order, quadrant 1 then 2 etc... This would allow them to appear at an increasingly fast pace, but the player could anticipate their appearance and get into a rhythm shooting them.

I didn't like the idea that much in my dream, nor when I woke up. Maybe that's why I didn't put more energy into it.

Welp, I had two lucids last night! My recall was kind of crappy because of smoking weed during the day, which I'm definitely taking a break from again because it's negatively effecting my dreaming. :T But I did smoke calea too right before bed and that increased the vividness of what I do remember, so at least there's that. Before falling asleep, I started off the night with some meditation, and I tried to push the idea into my head that I would be lucid and that I was looking for Link, preferably at school. I'm not sure how much progress I made on the latter since there are a few dreams I can't remember at least. :\ But at least the former worked!

#1 - Return Of The Mall School [Non-Lucid]

This one starts out at a mall school, a thing I usually often get in dreams where gigantic malls are interpreted as schools (with individual stores as classrooms and stuff like that), but actually haven't had in quite a while now. I see this one annoying kid from high school walking around and want to avoid him so I go into the bathroom. While I'm there I think I have to pee, but I decide not to. I remember that I'm supposed to be leaving school with M so I walk out and see this girl L and another girl who's hazy in my memory talking about me. I suddenly start sliding on the floor, something which I've noticed I've been doing a lot lately in dreams, like I'll purposefully slide myself on the ground and ride the slide over some really long distance as if it's just some normal thing to do, and I even have good steering during it. So I do that and end up over at Barney from How I Met Your Mother, and I think I became Robin at this point. (And I just realized that we're in a mall, which is funny if you watch the show. ) We just start making jokes and walk out of the mall school and end up at my car, and we get in to drive off but then the dream starts fading and I wake up.

#2 - Hunted Down [DILD]

This one is rather bizarre. Though some of it seems almost first-person at times, I'm pretty sure the whole thing was actually third-person. So there are these two guys on a plane, and the plane crashes into a cloud (yes, a cloud) that turns out to actually be a mirror that was just floating and reflecting other clouds. Both guys jump out of the plane trying to hit the water below (they're flying over the ocean or something, but there are also lots of glaciers and the like, so maybe around Antarctica?). One of the guys hits the ice too hard though and doesn't make it. The other guy is swimming around in the freezing water and then someone comes down and is scouting for them, which makes the guy think that this was no accident and they were being hunted. So the guy starts acting like he's dead and just floating in the water, and he almost gets away with it but then the scout figures him out, so he jumps out of the water and starts running forward with the guy chasing after him with a gatling gun. Suddenly the scene changes back the mall school's food court, and the scout is firing like crazy but the guy easily dodges it all and people standing around are stunned. Then I think the dream started falling apart because I'm back at home, but still third-person but without anyone to see, my perspective is just quickly bouncing around my living room. I became lucid during this part, which was very odd. I remember thinking something about games in relation to what was going on... but unfortunately that's the least vivid part of the dream in my memory because after that I had a false awakening where I managed to write down every single part leading up to that, then woke up for real and had to write the first part down again out of fear I would forget it so the lucid part became really hazy.

Must. Start. Doing. RCs.

#3 - Reconnecting With Old Friends [DILD]

This one is practically a fragment, but I did become lucid for it. I remember watching people playing video games in my house, and then I noticed that our old cat Karma was there. She disappeared (died most likely, she was really old) when I was in like second grade I think, and I really missed her. She also seemed younger than I ever saw her and maybe meshed with some properties of Miu, our most recent cat but who also disappeared around a year and a half ago. They really were similar in some ways and my mom frequently accidentally called her Karma. I really felt like they were both there again in this one dream cat and I became lucid when I felt their presence, so I just pet her for a minute and played around with her until something else grabbed my attention and I lost lucidity. I don't really remember what happened after that, but I really enjoyed this dream anyway.

Fragment - Waiting to hang out with J but at my house, though I remember walking up the staircases at his apartment complex....

So that's it for this night. I'm not going to smoke any weed today, so hopefully I'll remember more tonight!

I was in a forest with my language arts class, and everyone was hiding. I believe we were playing some kind of hide and seek game. I couldn't find any place to hide, so I lifted up a tree trunk to see that it was made of plastic, and hollow on the inside. I jumped in and closed the top. Then I fell over, and my teacher came over and found me.

02.21.2012

Stamping images on Lady's Ass, Riding Bicycle and Finding Kaomea?, In Car, Alyzarin's Garden?

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm still looking for Kaomea, but I'm also looking for Alyzarin. Funny thing is....I had a dream where I SWEAR she was there (Kaomea).

The other dream on the other hand....I don't know if it was Alyzarin or not, but damn did I wake up with an erection. O.O

Dream 1: Stamping images on Lady's Ass

Note: I just say it was a threesome because it seemed like I was recalling what happened AFTER we did whatever we did. Kind of like just cuddling and admiring this random woman's ass

I was in bed with some lady, I couldn't get her facial features, all I saw was her ass, I think she was standing up wanting to get her butt stamped with some kind of logos (Like wtf lol, this doesn't make sense, it looked like a pedobear logo, but it's too small to assume about that lol). There was some other random dude, but I don't know what he was doing, he was probably just there to look or something.



I'm wondering why the hell she wants that, but I see stamp somewhere near the bed, and I think me or the guy joining in on the fun just start stamping, but the logos weren't showing up (thank goodness it wasn't a pedobear logo ).

Then someone comes in the room, and when I look quickly to see how it was, I saw that we were doing this weird scene near some place that looked like it was going to be a garden!



There was this DC that looks like he's in his 30's, and he comes in and sees what we're doing I think. I quickly try to hide my naked body (I think it's naked) with a blanket. I'm not too sure on what happened next, except that the same person who came was apparently going to be interviewed or asked a few questions.

I'm wondering why would he be asked questions after the questionable stamping of me putting barely noticeable logos of the something....or maybe it was the other guy who did the stamping....yeah I think it was the guy stamping the girls ass.

Even though we were inside a room, looking beyond the glass structure of the entrance (glass door and everything), the ground was brown with stone and everything. The leaves of the trees were very green and lively.

To be honest, I think I may have been closer to finding Alyzarin in this dream if I was lucid, but these are dreams from NON-REM most likely since I woke up around 4:45 AM (slept around 12:45 AM, but probably went into deep sleep around 1:30 AM I bet).

Dream 2: Riding my Bicycle in Circles and Finding Kaomea again?

I was riding my bicycle in circles. This dream, like the one above, is vivid (I'm wondering the reason why it's vivid is because Alyzarin smoked some stuff to help her make them clearer ....probably just me entering the deeper stages of REM, but I'll still be open-minded to that possibility).

The environment represented the University I'm in, and I believe I'm at a dead end when I'm riding the bicycle. I turn around and see a figure that might look like Kaomea, but my memory of the facial features was hazy (but with shared dreaming attempts, I think it's better to feel their energy signature rather than speculating on what they look like).



I don't know what I did after, but apparently I saw a glance of some meeting of random people asking how much of their time they spend working or going to class.

I think most said they did 75% college work and 25% in having a job (but I'm not too sure on those percentages, I just believe it could've been related to Kaomea).

Dream 3: Study Hall in High SChool

I'm in a school setting again, and it feels just like the Study Hall class I took as a Senior my first semester in Mayde Creek High School. I'm near the entrance of the room, and it looks almost exactly like the class room structure. I'm talking with random DCs that I can't really pick up on facial features, but they were trying to tell me how to find someone.

(Now that I think about it, they were probably showing me how to find Alyzarin....since this is the first time in a while since I had a school related dream....but I'll still be open to the possibility that this dream was just an association with waking life....but again...I feel it was created by my intention to find Alyzarin).

I'm trying to pay attention to where they were pointing and explaining, but they were pretty much gave useless information, or maybe it was me not paying attention. I turn my back to see the small window on the classroom door to see if anyone was there, but I don't think I saw anyone.

Then I turn back to the classroom again, and I try to move my head and neck to see who's in front of the class (the seating arrangement was where the desks where facing opposite of the classroom door).

I know I saw random DCs, but it was too bland and simple for me to really know they're faces.

Dream 4: Mother is Driving (DILD)

I'm inside a car with my mother, and she's driving. Eventually, I know that I'm dreaming after we argue over trivial things (couldn't remember them, probably wasn't even an argument in the first place), and I tried to move, but I wanted to just looks at the traffic ahead of us. I saw the sign that signals people to walk or stop, but the dream starts to fade away because I stared too much at the view for too long.



But there was NO way in hell I was going to fail this time....I woke up, but I believe my eyes were closed....I was sort of dissapointed that I actually knew I was dreaming, but I didn't want to move. It was one of those moments where you just sit and wonder....and you're like...holy $$$$. But I wasn't excited from this dream inside the car with my mother, I just had a realization

Dream 5: Appering Inside Alyzarin's House? (WILD or DEILD)

Again, this could be a WILD, but it was most likely a DEILD since I don't remember waking up again after Dream 4 to do a successful WILD. I apologize for the rambling, but I'm just PUMPED UP and excited from this!

(I think the reason why I rarely became lucid in my dreams, it wasn't the fact that I just sucked, it's just that I didn't stay up long enough for the WBTB...I stayed about for about an hour and 45 minutes before going back to sleep....well....at least I know the rough estimate to be aware of my dreams quickly now!)

And I know this dream wasn't pretentious since it's still lingering in my mind, and I sure as hell knew I was lucid because of the nose plug RC.

I remain still, seeing the black of my eyes, still in the state of being half awake/sleep from the previous dream.

I see images rushing through my head, and I swore I saw an image from a character from the avatar, and I heard music playing as well, and it sounded familiar like the video below. (The guy at 18 seconds to 19 seconds....and 38 seconds until the end of the video is part of what I experience (not exact, but it's a pretty accurate experience I had)...




As I'm seeing more images flash before my eyes, I see this yellow background, and it turns into this wormhole kind of structure, and I'm just sliding along for the ride to enter the dream state.

But before I'm literally being pulled into this wormhole/blackhole/whatever...for some reason, I said to myself "Alyzarin's Garden....Alyzarin's Garden....Alyzarin's Garden..."

(We had the intention of meeting each other in a school related dream, but something just came over me that time, but I just went with whatever thought was in my mind to just go with the Garden thing...sorry about that Alyzarin!)

Anyway, I'm being grabbed into the dream state, and then I wake up...but it's a False Awakening. I'm pretty sure I know I'm dreaming, but I just wanted to make sure since my eyes immediately opened (I wasn't able to gradually open them).

I let myself linger a little bit while in bed to speculate, and then I decided to get up. I do a nose plug RC, and I'm breathing through. Definitely dreaming! YES!

I stay calm surprisingly (since I'm long overdue for a lucid dream), and I'm looking around my bed a little bit in the dark, trying to take in th environment and stabilize the dream (but I knew I should've done more stabilization) I'm floating a little bit, and then I reach the ground (I wonder if this was an OBE/AP...since I'm usually always on the ground when lucid).

I open the door in my bedroom, and I'm in this area that is very unfamiliar to me. The wooden floors had that shiny wooden polish to it, there were several windows to my right that helped me realize it's still night time or just early morning for me being inside this house.

I think I even see a fancy white fireplace to the left of me as well, but I didn't pay too much attention to this.


I had a hunch that I was inside of a house where there was a garden outside. I saw one of those fancy marble statues of some figure that I can't depict too well. I'm still wondering where the heck I am, and I just look around for a little while.



Then I decided to open the door in front of me to see to verify that I'm dreaming and am in someone's house. I open the door slowly, and I see the backyard of someone's house.

The grass is really green and clean, but I didn't pay too much attention because the moment I opened the door, the alarm initiated, and it sounds just like the one in the other house I use to live in for vacation before heading to college.



I quickly go towards the alarm, trying not to panic too much, so I thought that since this sound is familiar, obviously the code I use to deactivate it would work.

Nothing works, I even tried switching the last two entries in deactivating the alarm, but NOTHING works!

That's when I started to panic.....I'm definitely in someone's house. It feels quiet too, like no one is in the house. I didn't feel afraid or anything, it's just this alarm, and me wondering what I'm going to do in order to deactivate it that woke me up slowly.

I think when I was thinking about going to Alyzarin' Garden, my mind honestly wanted me to be transported there, but just inside of her house (possibly)...I guess it's up to Alyzarin to see if she had a similar experience.

But the backyard garden itself would've been a pretty nice environment to look at. I felt as if I was the only person in this setting, which would've been perfect for a potential shared dreaming with Alyzarin....oh well. Next time!

Hopefully I can have another success with the WBTB by staying up for a while. Just have to sleep earlier.

#9

Me and a few others all travel across the world, not to see the world but because we are stealing basically goody bags from the planes. The planes would for some reason land outside the airport and we would sneak out of the plane, attach a bomb to a compartment, and blow the inside black backpack out. This happened three times with us not even pausing in the country we were in. Then the fourth time something went wrong I think Noah lost his backpack outside, and we all got super spooked and had to lay low. I remember going back to my seat on the plane and frantically searching through everything I had sure that something was going to set off the alarms at the airport, but the actual airport was a breeze. So we stayed in a hotel room and we all were having a good time like it was a vacation. Me and Ryan met this girl and I was flirting with her and it was working but the girl wanted me to go spend a day with her and her mom, and I wanted to chill at her house and watch movies (if you know what I mean). But she seemed to guess my intentions and said she wasn't ready for that. I think I just left after that (I'm a dick in my dreams) and went back to the hotel. We met some people at the hotel and went somewhere to party with them. One guy and girl were trying to talk to me but it was entirely drunk/high mumbo jumbo. Everybody was getting drunk and high, but for some reason I wasn't. I remember walking back to the hotel and Drew was yelling at his girlfriend because she was accusing him of something. The next day we all took a run around the city we were in (Was not america, but I don't think it ever was dubbed anything in the dream) I met a man while I was running who was also running and we began to freestyle while we ran (haha). This lasted until I woke up.

Yesterday, I played BF3 all day up until I went to bed - about 14 hours. Nearly all of that day consisted of me playing on Metro, leveling up my Support class as well as Medic.


The dream started by the stairs, and apparently I was on RU team because I was gunning down the US with my M429. Below is a picture of the weapon for refrence (except I have the extended mag, foregrip, and the Holographic optics on it):

It seemed like I had unlimited ammo, and that the trigger was stuck on because I never stopped shooting at the seemingly infinite supply of US troops. I probably killed like 200 people. After awhile, I kept seeing these red things in the corners of my vision, and ran like hell to avoid them, because of course they're grenade warnings.

After awhile, the dream seemed to alter itself after almost fading away. Instead of looking down the stairway on the level, I was looking up (thus I was on the US team), and must have been a medic because I saw tons of revive symbols. Being the good Medic I am (), I decided to whip out my defibrillators and start going revive-happy on my teammates. Keep in mind I am still running like hell every few seconds from the red circular grenade warnings.

Anyway, after awhile, must have decided I was invincible, because I whipped out my MK3A1 (aka Jackhammer) and charged up the stairs. Below is a picture of the weapon for reference:

I have the extended mag and the same scope I have on the M429 on this gun; the Holographic one. In the dream, it seemed like I had infinite ammo once more, because as I ran up the stairs with my explosive frag rounds people started blowing up like I was playing Unreal Tournament 3. Bullets kept hitting me and bouncing off. The feeling would be comparable to being hit with a paintball through a pillow.

I just kept pushing what seemed like a hundred of the RU team back with explosions until we got like... I'd say 3/4 of the way to base A, then my Dad woke me up to go to the Dentist.

I am in my room sitting down on the floor looking at something (I forgot what exactly). My friends are with me two. We are sitting in 2 rows and singing the songs of Little Shop of Horrors. Our music instructor is on her knees in front of us. I am not singing and just sat there admiring this thing in my hands. I also think I am upset and don't feel like singing. We go through all the songs, and finally get up hoping we will get a break. The music instructor goes one by one, telling us if we individually did good or bad and whether we deserve a break. She gets to me and says I could take a break. She then comes back to me and goes off telling me that I did not sing at all and I was just looking down at the thing in my hands, and that I am really lazy and do not deserve a break, but she was going to give me one anyway. I am totally ignoring her at this point cause I am sick of her and the director telling us we are terrible when obviously we've got talent. (They are like that in RL) So my friends and I plan on going out into Skyrim and meeting in the plain in front of Whiterun as werewolves. We are planning for an awesome time, and I am wondering whether to bring a really detailed map or a general map of the province. We go outside and instead of going to Whiterun, we are in front of my house playing hide and seek. There is an extension to my house that is not there in RL. I noticed that that was weird because it was never there before!!!.....but did not do a reality check!..so I brushed it off. I believe the dream jumps here and I am this house meeting with this woman. She is very formal and I don't want to offend her, so I try to act as stiff and quiet as possible lol. I take a seat and she does, too. She turns out to be really nice, however. Her husband comes in and we greet each other, but they have a weird way of doing this. He greets me and his wife, but because he was the last to greet, he had to go to the door, open it, and stick his hand outside... I think that that is a really strange custom and I also think it weird that he went all the way across the room to open a door when there was another door right next to us ...but AGAIN I forget to do a RC because I thought that it was just a custom of theirs (I am apparently in another country), and brush it off once again!! . (Writing this I am realizing how aware I actually was in this dream I'm so proud lol). So i go over to the fireplace and talk with the wife. I ask her if she has any tea hiding in her house somewhere. (For some reason I think we are in Britian). She gives me an awkward smile and says she hates tea. I flip becuase I really don't like tea either! I think this is strange also. I stereotypicaly remembered that British people like tea..But she tells me that she is Italian haha. The dream skips again and I am on a train! I am looking out the window. The sky is cloudy and we pass by this open field. In the field I see about 4 people crucified on huge scrap metal put together in the shape of a cross. I stare at them because 1) I have never witnessed someone crucified in person, so I thought it was horrific, and 2) I was curious why the cross was made of junk metal when it should have been wood. But I forget to do a RC once again and the train continues on. The next thing I remember is that that man's son I had met earlier was missing and I needed to find him. I stop in this town square and go to this random house. I believe Selena Gomez was with me for some reason! We enter and this random couple tells us something I don't remember. They go on to tell us that the man's son had joined this group that performed dark magic and betrayed them or just quit, and now he was fleeing from them because they were going to kill him. I walked outside into the square and looked up. In the sky I saw a boy riding a broomstick and behind him were thousands of knives flying after him! He keeps flying and eventually one by one the knives drop to the floor, thank goodness. I go back into the room and the couple tells me something else. I remember that I had dreamt of this before, but did not put two and two together and realize I was dreaming!