non-lucid

Notes
Non-Lucid
Lucid

I've had 8 LDs and my dream always ends by the door of any house i wake up in and i just couldn't go outside

I wake up in my bed and my grandmother comes into my room with a tuxedo and a plate which has food on it , she starts telling me something about the food , she picks a piece of the plate , it looks like a wrapped pasta with sauce(?).I suddenly think "My grandmother in a tuxedo, what the hell?" that tells me to do a reality check.
I look around the room and see sun shining outside the window .I won't do the same mistake again , so i open the window.I touch the window glass ,its cold , really realistic.i jump out and start walking towards the exit to the street, it's quite chilly outside.I wake up

Non-lucid

I'm just sitting on the grass near my house , looking at the pictures in an album , when suddenly my ex girlfriend comes and joins , she puts her head on my shoulder , so i put my arm around her waist, she does the same.The dream ends.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]On this Wake Back to bed I were only up to go to the bathroom and I did put on socks to keep my feet warm, then I fell asleep with the timer on. A great tip that helped me fall asleep, focus on your breathing, if you are really good at meditation you might keep awake, but if your not you will black out.
I counted up to 5 alarms before I started to have a dream[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I were on a school and was going to park my bike, but I just couldn't lock it. So I stood there for a long time and raged over my bike.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then the sixth alarm woke me up, and I blacked out again.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was watching Tom and Jerry, but not from a TV perspective I was there and I was transformed into a cartoon bear. Some of my friends thought it was a game and I chased them. Then I couldn't find them anyway, so I looked out through the window and saw that they were out on the garden. I climbed out to the high roof[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]and the phantom beep from the alarm made me aware I guess, because it came from nowhere. I looked down on my worried friends and I thought that I really should try to fly down from here. But how? If I don't believe it I will fall straight down. I thought "I will do it I am AWESOME!" So I took a leap of faith, but it was a bumpy fly attempt, because I didn't really had control over it. And because of that I lost my lucidity immediately...[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]The dream continued and I crash landed on a hill and started to roll down in pain. Then my friends just stopped playing and looked at me with sad faces. I asked what's going on? And then I saw a newpaper with a picture of my mom and the headline said (I don't remember) but for some reason I realised that she was dead. So I started crying, but then the dream morhped into a tv-serie I can't even explain it because nothing maked sense. It was wierd.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I then woke up in my bed.. When I wrote this DJ entry I knew what alarm I were on, but while I was doing this I had no idea, so when I woke up I thought I had missed the 20 minute intervalls, so I tried to go back to sleep, but I just couldn't. And I gave up and looked at the timer and saw that I had slept through all the alarms, and the reason to that I became lucid was the phantom beep.
But in the future I have to be more aware of what alarm I am on, and every time I get lucid I have to remember to stabilize.[/COLOR]

Im in a giant tank of water but im not scared. it was quiet and lifeless. then I saw a light gleaming off of a beautiful girls body. After seeing her something in me just clicked. I was captivated and felt a very lucid surge of emotion and purpose(to swim to her). the closer I get the brighter everything gets. I wake up when I get close to her.

notes: very stoned when I went to sleep.

Failed incubation all this weekend. Was taking me too long to fall asleep to keep anything up. Last night I was trying to picture myself at the pyramid beating a drum to attract other dreamers. Just mentioning that in case it had any effect, however unlikely.

School Trip
Recall: 7/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

I'm in class in high school, and my english teacher announces a class trip to somewhere tropical. Cool! They trip is in a couple of days. I later realize I don't have the money to go. I show up at school when everyone is leaving for the trip, and chew out my teachers for now giving us enough notice to raise the money, yelling at them. I don't like that they have a special event just for the rich kids.

I see many other people can't afford to go either. Then I see Beaudoin, who hands me a couple of LSD tabs, which I take. I leave school and end up at a party. The party is hosted by some kid who's father is Iggy Pop. Iggy hand hands me nice chunk of weed after spreading honey oil all over it. I smoke it and it's really good. Plus my LSD is starting to kick in.

I see myself in the mirror, and the LSD has caused my eyes to shrink. They are just tiny, way out of proportion to the size of my head. I wonder about them taking that LSD and going on the plane for the school trip. People must notice the tiny eyes!




Fragment: Windy Swim
I go swimming on the river. It;s a windy day, and the water is all choppy, but it's a cool spot with nice beaches and various rapids.


Fragment: Exploring
I'm exploring a little village by bike, looking for the river. I come to the area I think it should be, where someone points out a map on the wall to me. I can see the rivers I was looking for, 2 of them, just ahead on the map.

School Trip
Recall: 7/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

I'm in class in high school, and my english teacher announces a class trip to somewhere tropical. Cool! They trip is in a couple of days. I later realize I don't have the money to go. I show up at school when everyone is leaving for the trip, and chew out my teachers for now giving us enough notice to raise the money, yelling at them. I don't like that they have a special event just for the rich kids.

I see many other people can't afford to go either. Then I see Beaudoin, who hands me a couple of LSD tabs, which I take. I leave school and end up at a party. The party is hosted by some kid who's father is Iggy Pop. Iggy hand hands me nice chunk of weed after spreading honey oil all over it. I smoke it and it's really good. Plus my LSD is starting to kick in.

I see myself in the mirror, and the LSD has caused my eyes to shrink. They are just tiny, way out of proportion to the size of my head. I wonder about them taking that LSD and going on the plane for the school trip. People must notice the tiny eyes!




Fragment: Windy Swim
I go swimming on the river. It;s a windy day, and the water is all choppy, but it's a cool spot with nice beaches and various rapids.


Fragment: Exploring
I'm exploring a little village by bike, looking for the river. I come to the area I think it should be, where someone points out a map on the wall to me. I can see the rivers I was looking for, 2 of them, just ahead on the map.

I am in the house with the girls ((J & S)) Agirl they know called Amber comes and calls for them..after a few minutes S comes in and says "Ambers hurting J, you've got to come quickly!" I rush outside and get to the park where they have been playing. I walk over to J, she is by the swings, I ask "whats Amber been doing to you?" she says "it's ok, I hurt myself", it seems like she is covering it all up, S then says "Amber grabbed her and smashed her into the wall" I see that everything is ok and leave. ((Dream Skip)) I'm back in the house and again S runs in and tells me about Amber being nasty, I've now had enough and go back to the park. I see Amber, I go over to her and speak to her. As I am speaking to J and Amber..Ambers mom and nan comes over, Ambers nan was on a push bike and pulled up beside us. Ambers nan looks at Ambers mom and says "I've only just got here and she's talking to her" ((lol)), I decide to bring my kids in because they aren't safe with kids like that!!

Dream 2

I wake up in real life, I feel my head bang and hear the "swooshing" noise of SP, I decide to move my arm because I'm not atall comfortable, the noise goes for a few seconds but then comes back, Unfortunatley it only lasted for about a minute this time, it just slowly went again, ahh well, it'll be back lol!!

I go back to sleep, I am in bed in my old street ((i am actually on the street in bed)) My Dad is sitting next to me in a chair. A girl called Leah is walking down the street, I see her and say to my Dad "That girls vulgar, you should hear the language from her, she's disgusting", she walks past my bed and I pretend to be asleep, I move my arm to my face so she can't see that i'm awake, I don't want her to speak to me. All of a sudden she walks past and quite loudly she is saying "Angie bastard, horrible cow, fuck her" , I look to my Dad and say "see what I mean" She then comes back up the street ((I used to live on this street when I was a kid)) She passes me as I'm talking about her and she keeps looking at me, I say something and Dad says "say that again, you sounded just like someone famous" I do and he says "you didn't sound much like him then"

Dream 3

I am living with my Mom and Dad in my old house. I get a phone call from ASDA, they want me to go in and work on the self scans ((I dont work at ASDA)) lol....I say to my Mom "can you please call them for me and tell them I can't go in?" she says "yes ok" and she gets straight on the phone, she says "they still want you to go in", I say "I can't go in like this", I then pull down my trousers and show my Mom my ass ((LMAO)) I have stiches in both ass cheeks, I have a cross of stiches on each cheek, I also have stiches going from 1 cheek to another, they are very tight and bleeding and weeping quite alot, the pain I can feel is immense!!!!!!!. My Mom says "those stiches are far too tight, they are bleeding really bad". As I have my ass out showing my Mom my stiches my Dad happens to walk past and I'm really, really embarrassed ((lol))

I forgot to write down my dreams this morning, but I do remember my last one very clearly.

Dream: I rarely have dreams about fighting but this one was pretty cool. I am in a huge arena covered in sand and in front of me is a grey haired man. We fist fight for a long time until he pulls out a bunch of small throwing knives. They are double-sided, small and blue. He throws one, two, three and a jump like a ninja avoiding them all. Them one of them scratches my face and does a small cut, movie-style. I feel actual pain for a second, then turn back to fight. I pick one of the knives and throw it back to him but he avoids it. He pulls out a sharp boomerang and I make a swift move to barely evade it. I start retreating by walking backwards while I watch him futilely throwing his boomerang in the air. Then the man starts doing an attack and now has a white aura around him while keyboard keys appear under him. I am tricked into thinking that by pressing the keyboard keys, I would counter attack. But just as I am getting very close to him he strikes me in the stomach. Pause. I am now playing a computer game with Sasuke on the screen (lol). i turn around to do something unrelevant then unpause the game. Sasuke does the exact same attack from the screen and kills the grey-haired man. The dream ends as the cartoon sasuke jumps in the air.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
I'm surprised that I didn't become lucid in this one; I'm usually aware in dreams involving my room, or house for that matter...

I was in my bedroom; however, a common theme in many of my dreams is the lack of furniture, and this one was no exception. The only thing in my room was my queen-sized bed which in which the head was right up against the wall; the bed's frame was very modern and square, all made of dark stained wood. There were two short, slightly curved rectangular pieces at the end of the bed that collectively made a headboard. The room itself was dark (there were no windows but I could somehow tell that it was nighttime), but there was light coming from a doorway behind me, slightly illuminating the bedroom with pale yellow. As for myself, I was waiting in front of my bed for my dad to come into my room. He was leaving for a business trip (I'm unsure of the duration or any details of the matter) and he was coming to my room to give me something to eat for the night. Dinner, or something. I stood there for a minute, and then he walked into the room, but I didn't turn around to greet him. He just appeared at my side, and handed me a rectangular block of cheddar cheese, which looked incredibly realistic. It was one of those larger, plastic-sealed blocks that go for fifteen bucks or so at the supermarket.

I looked at it and my dad said, "I'm not sure if this is fresh still, but try it anyways. I'm going now, see you later."

He left the room. At this point, I saw that the package of cheese was open at one end, although it had been completely sealed before, and there was a price sticker containing the price and barcode in the corner. I peeled back the plastic a bit, and took a tiny piece from the corner, no bigger than my pinkie finger. I ate it and it tasted like sour cheese, or cheese mixed with sour milk (except it didn't have that very strong 'tang' to it, which would've been real disgusting).

It was no good to eat, obviously.

Evolventity's Dream

August 15, 2011

(Regular Dream, Fragment) | Fell asleep by 4:30AM, woke up at 7:20AM, back to sleep ~10AM, woke up at 11:30AM.
-I'm sitting on Michael's laptop talking to peeps on WEB DV IRC about lucid dreaming. I may have done an RC.

(Regular Dream)
-Forsaken and I are in my bedroom laying down. He's shy about homosexuality but tries sex with me anyway, in my bedroom closet which is a shower. I was going to be the top. He had a thick cock and it was kind of difficult putting inside of me, though it didn't hurt. After finishing I felt like I cheated on zebrah, especially because he wasn't home. He later changed into the form of Michael

8/15


I am downtown sitting on a curb with my friends just talking, there is a fair going on. Then charlie from lost come and sits with us, he is my friend and im excited to see him i say charlieeeeeeee! He has a beard but other than that he looks normal. He is with some girl. He asks me if I have a "pizza cutter" I say I do at home then tell him the name of my street. He says he knows where it is. I ask him if he lives above the stores infront of us he says yes. I say I will have it later, he asks me when. I say I dont know.

8/14 9:00 AM

I am in jail like prison break I get out some how then all the sudden im in the mall with my mom and nick, i go into a store and see myth clothing sweatshirt. Nick sees some guy in all blue and says look that guy cliff dives all the time. I say I wouldnt do that. (he could tell because of his clothing) We leave the store and I tell my mom I wanted to go back to get a shirt, we run into a different store go into the backroom see a jugalo thing on the ground I ask some girl in the room why jugalo she said something about facepaint I say really weird kids in my school are jugalos . Then i go into the parking lot and run with some other random guys. I chase down some kid (in a car) kill him and then I am back in the prison. Then a guard brings me to the parking lot I get into a car with some guy. I still have handcuffs on. He wants to transfer me to his prison, I say no.

Thebeastofold's Dream


try to steal some guys cool staff?


i was walking around this weird old west type town, saw a guy walk into a bar with a cool looking staff, i decided to try to steal it......i walked inot th ebar behind him and noticed the staff was leaning on the edge of the bar, he was standing with his back turned onthe other edge of the bar...i snuck over and grabbed the staff and instead of running out with it like i had planned, i stood there admiring it, then i started walking slowly out of the bar...this big cowboy guy with a gravely voice grabbed me and said "that aint yers, kinda means court time all about" eh???? um..ok...so all of a sudden i'm standing in court with 7 or 8 younger kids...like 9 or 10 year olds all in handcuffs, the cowboy guy said something like "hope ya planned right, you're goin away for some time" all of a sudden the handcuffs fell off all our arms and the kids took off running out the door, i shoved the cowboy guy but he didnt budge an inch, so i grabbed the staff out of his hands and ran out the door after the kids....when i got outside, there was a huge dirt lot outside the courthouse that led to a train sitting on a track facing away from the large town down the highway that ws also there to my right, i caught up to one kid and said the train will distract him so i can get away and itll take you home, i added after he started crying, he smiled and ran to the train. i got to the highway and looked behind me...the cowboy guy was standing there..he shrugged his shoulders and went back inside the courthouse....i was relieved...i started walking towards the large town.....i had just enetered the town when i came across to guys getting ready to have an old west type shootout....they were facing each other from about 50 yards ro so ready to draw..the guy down the raod said something and he pulled a bow and arrow out of his holster and drew and fired..the arrow instantly turned to rubber and flew and twisted and bounced everywhere finally coming to rest at my feet...the guy i was standing behind said grab that up you earned it....he walked over to the other guy and they walked with arms across each others shoulders into a saloon across the street....i started walking down the street and went in to the saloon they went in,....there was some sort of celebration going on...a lady dressed in old west long dress walked over to me and put her hand on my shoulder, she said something, but it was garbled, all of a sudden i'm dancing back and forth with her and whatever song was being sung at that time i tried singing along......we finally parted ways and i started heading to the bar in the other room, i went behind the bar to find a drink and there was a pile of video game cases stiing on a chairnd the bar, i picked up the top one and it was tron: the video game....woke up....

I was myself but in some way I was Lisbeth salander from my book "girl with the dragon tattoo". I decided that I needed to flee Sweden. I managed to hope on a plane with no ticket. I wasn't sure where I was going but I knew it was going to be the farthest location possible. The plane was sooooooo strange. First class was in back. Their large comfy seats made up most the plane. Then there was just a small bunch of cheaper seats up front, about 10 per row. The isle way was the best part, it was huge. No bumping into other people. I casually walked down the isle. I realized that they may want to see my ticket so I decided to hide in the bathroom. The bathroom was gorgeous! Tan leather seats. The toilets were regular seats with little holes in them. It was a spacious shared bathroom so multiple people had to use it at once. Lucky for me no one else came in. There was a huge window in the bathroom. I sat on a comfy over stuffed seat and I relaxed as I took in the view. Next thing I know we are landing. It is somewhere so beautiful and warm. Some type of tropical island. I land and I am united with allen. Im so happy to see him. We walk around and then get a room at a hotel. The room has white walls and floors and is a little shitty but we don't care because were happy. Two cleaners are in there cleaning. We notice a giant spider and a cleaner smashed it against the wall. We become nervous about the bug situation at the hotel. We decided to tip the maid a $10 bill. The money was not US, KRONOR, EURO, or PESO. I am not sure exactly how all my money was like this. We go explore. The water is crystal blue, the land is beautiful, and tourist are everywhere. I snap photos of allen and I as I walk. We still don't know where we are. I hear a man say that we are in Aruba! I was excited because I've never been there before
I was wearing jeans and I felt a little warm. Suddenly the air gets to a more comfortable temperature.
(Dream signs in this dream that I unfortunately overlooked: white walls, taking pictures with my phone of scenery, having weather change as I will it to)

Fragment: me and allen are talking to Stephanie over the phone. She says that her, g, Izra, leo, and someone else are at a rave. They begged us to go. We don't really feel like it but we say okay. We walk there and were tired. We walk in, its nothing like a rave, more like a bar with white sheets splitting up rooms. We realize that the place is huge with many rooms. Potentially it gets more rave like but allen wants to leave. We walk outside. The outside is a pier. Stephanie calls and says 3oh3 is there and other popular bands. I tell allen we can go back but he says no. I say okay and we walk home.

Hanging out with allen and leo in my room. We all are talking about our dream books that we are keeping. They are regular not pads with hand written dreams. Then it gets to obvious that its a dream and I don't realize it. I begin to fly around the bedroom. From corner to corner, over the boys who are sitting on the bed. Instead of them being impressed, they are annoyed by my flying antics. Allen decides to play a trick on me. I sit on the bed and he is going to scare me and grab me. I somehow now have super strength too and when he reaches for me I hold leo up as a shield. I start laughing and calling them noobs.
*memory laps*
Then were at our yoga studio. Its pitch black outside. I am standing in the doorway writing down a dream I had. A guy walks in and im in his way so he says something rude to me. I retaliate with something clever. He tells me that he iz going to tell gary the owner of the studio and kick me out. I call him a jackass and I don't believe that he can. Then Nancy walks in. She is pissed at me for some reason and I have no clue why. I become super upset. Ray walks in and I try to explain to him that Nancy shouldn't be mad at me. I explain to him that I have a dream journal for no reason. I start to wake up here. I can feel my real body. I am aware of the dream and yet I don't become lucid at all. In the dream I rub my hands together to try and get back into the dream. When it started to work and I just continued with the dream as though I wasn't aware of the dream. It continues for a while with me just walking the yoga studio for a bit. I wake up.

Yet another apocalyptic dream from the mid of me. This is number, 12 or something. This time instead of being in the apocalypse though, it's before it. I'm thinking about what's to come of the up and coming 2012 date, I can't remember much, but I was sure that it was in fact going to happen, but not how. I started thinking about these giant, goo things, shaped like people almost. I decide that instead of letting them kill me I'll just move into the middle of nowhere so they can't find me! Then I think about a natural destruction of the Earth that just kills everyone, but dismiss the idea pretty quickly. Now a little skip to when it's actually happening, and the weird things are actually attacking. I go to a train station, and take an elevator down, but the elevator is very scary, and creaky, and I'm constantly afraid it will break down but I get off safely. I know I shouldn't have left my bags back in the city I was in(an NYC type city) but don't let it bother me. I don't see my dad and step mom and start to worry that I'm on the wrong floor but I finally do see them and walk over. My dream basically ends right there and I wake up.