non-lucid

So I went to sleep with my headphones playing an mp3 of a youtube video they were talking about here. Tonight was my second night trying to lucid dream... Anyway I'm having a dream and I'm pretty sure it took place in my dorm room... There's this guy and girl and they're spinning me around on this... spin-ey thing because one part of outside was night and one part was day and we were looking at it through the windows. Well, I must have gotten frustrated or something because the dream guy goes "are you dreaming?." I then do the holding nose RC, which of course I can breathe through. I then yell "it's a dream!" at that point my dream promptly shatters. So I wake up and find myself in bed listening to the mp3. I take the headphones out but still hear the words from it. I also realize that it's 7 which makes me way late for work. Combine these two things and it's very annoying and I'm frantically run around trying to get the sound to stop and get ready for work. Then I really wake up. >.>

I appeared in a tropical environment on a beach and saw a long beach house out on the horizon near the sand, i start running towards it. it feels amazing, just like running on the shrooms. i arrive at the house, its empty but made specifically to my liking, a huge bed lays on the floor and a TV with a screen saver of the ocean playing. i lay down on the bed and feel immense happiness. in doing so izra enters and lays down on this big bed beside me. He turns on the ps3 and we begin playing some racing game, we are laughing our asses off and i notice that allen and stefay are laying on an opposite big bed on the other side of the room smoking and looking towards the beach and ocean having a great time. leo brings in some food he cooked and gives it to us luna being full size following him everywhere. i tell izra i want to go out and play in the sun since its peircing its way through the entire room making the tv look insignificant. izra takes a frisbee and follows me outside, he tells me he learned to throw it miles away and tells me to run a mile across the beach. i do so in a split second with a big leap forward. this junks me back to an understanding, i cud not leap like this in real life, i am lucid. i wait paitiently and see izra as a small dot in the distance, and see a miniscule object approaching me at light speed. i jump 50 feet in the air but miss the frisbee in slow mow, and hear izra laughing in the distance. i leap after the frisbee but the scene changes and the frisbee lands in a field far away. i enter the feild but the frisbee is gone, blue roses surround the entire landscape and i am fully bewildered by their beauty, intricately designed and symbolic forces of power they stare me down and force enregy inside my body. they are speaking through vibration. being lucid is extremely important when nature feeds u energy as they can only channel it to you, and you must harness them inside you in order to progress. the blue roses teach me this in an indirect way and feel my understanding, therefore intensify the amount of energy them inside me. i feel utter gratitude from this energy and feel my entire body lift as if on the DMT experience. with a jolt i awake and realize i have only slept 5 hours and now need to go to school, but am not tired. it seems dreams never tire of their creativity and teaching, hence the reason why they are so important and the waking life.
gherman

I totally did it in an elevator last night with Hyde from That 70's Show, unfortunately, I didn't get to see it happen... =/

Lot of sex dreams lately.

I was outside a building of sorts. We were lining up for something. It was morning. The setting seems foreign. Then Bhebs arrived, although she's far too small. I made a comment about her height and she did something like a shoulder throw on me.

Fifth DJ entry! However, I still havent had a lucid experience yet. I'm not sure what it could be, I've been trying so hard lately to do a DILD however I can't get my mind to recognise I'm in a dream. MILD next, we'll see how that goes.

Anyway, my insomnia has been gone for the past month because of routine and consistency with my sleep schedule. Its totally awesome just being able to sleep normally again and fall asleep within a half-hour.

Also I'm thinking of drawing some sketches on paper and uploading them here so you guys can sort of have a visual element when you read this journal. Just trying to make it a bit more interesting.

That's it for news today!

-Cheers!

September 16 - 17, 2011 - Train Crash.

Vividness: 8.5/10
Lucid: No
# of Dreams Recalled: 1

Guide:

[-] Lucid
[-] Non - Lucid
[-] DC talk
[-] Notes

Had a weird dream last night but I loved it because it was like an action packed movie. Anyway, not much which I wrote down because I couldn't force myself to do a full DJ entry at 4:00am.

Dream 1
I remember being in Portugal riding on a newly built transit infrastructure project which they had just implemented. I was on this single track line of what seemed to be an above ground subway train. This train would take you all over the city that you were in.

I boarded the train with my family and it was going pretty smoothly for a while until the driver jumped out the window while the train was still going at really high speeds.

I remember hearing all this screaming as the train needed to go through this tight corner. Finally, someone opened the door and and he said, "Quick! Jump off!" And we jumped off as fast as we could while we pushing to get off the train and we had just made it. The train then derailed itself and crashed into a glass pane before catching on fire.

...And that was really all I remember because I didn't write much down.

Evolventity's Dream

September 17, 2011

(Lucid Dream or OBE) Fell asleep by 6AM, woke up at 10AM, and back to sleep until 2PM.
-I'm laying on my bed. I swiftly exit my body to my right, chest facing downward and arms to my side. As I pass through a wall I fall into a hypnppompic state: There may have been colors or scenes in front of me but I don't recall any specifics. I feel like I'm blinking my physical bodies' eyes in a very deep state of mind, but I can't see anything. After each blink I can only see the blackness and colors that have already been here. I later see a dream in the distance. I try pulling myself into the dream like I would usually try to do. However; I'm stopped at the borderline, the edge of merging. I'm set back by a thought and sense of my physical body. I stay relaxed and attempt again. When trying to pick and hold a dream I want to enter, I feel M* moving in bed with a sensation on top of my body which wakes me up. I stay relaxed to DEILD but enter a regular dream instead:

(Regular Dream, Fragment)
-I'm sitting in a public bathroom stall. The doors are white. I pull M* into the stall with me an have him sit on my lap. I see and hear footsteps outside the door. They're black polished shoes. (Skip) I've opened the door to another man in a uniform. He's in front of us with his pants down. He's uncut and we're about to BJ. I can tell M* was uneasy about the decision. (Skip) The stall doors and walls are very short, about 3 feet. The other guy is gone. A middle aged woman walks buy giving M* and I dirty looks. (Two men in a bathroom stall together, OH NO.)

First dream:

I wrote some key points. down, but when I woke up I couldn't remember much more than what I'd written.

I am at school buying lunch with C (from jr. high/currnet) and 2 (?) other friends who I don't remember. S walks by with a friend and casts me a scathing glance. I feel satisfied.

Second dream:

I am in band, but band is taught by Mr. Kn (my teacher from media in high school). M is in band with me (and she was in my media class for a while!). M offers to drive me to our competition. I am in her car - it has a dark red roof that is "pressed velvet". I suggest she gets a chandelier for her car, and feel please with myself for making this funny suggestion. We go somewhere and I buy new shoes. Throughout the dream I struggle to hold all the things I am carrying - my new shoes and old ones, my ipod, other things.

We get to the gym for the band competition, but we are there almost as a prank. We perform, but are obviously not trying, and are just making fun of the other bands. We have no instruments. Someone says "get into groups of three!", and we line up in threes. A police man comes and starts to talk to Mr. Kn - we are in trouble for making light of the competition. I walk away.

Mayatara's Dream

Thai guy
Even before falling asleep, an hipnagogic experience: some guy is talking to me in thai. After a while of listening to him, I realized I was starting to dream and got back to waking state and wondered: 1) how the hell I knew he was speaking thai? 2) why the hell I seemed to be understanding perfectly well what he was saying to me?

Sequence of absurdities
I'm looking for Nighthawk and while I'm at it, I go through a sequence of bizarre dreams.
At some point I enter a building looking for the WC and someone guides me to the elevator, which doubles as WC. Once I get inside and sit on the toilet, the elevator goes up and once I'm done and flush the toilet, the elevator goes down again. I find that bizarre, but don't become lucid.
Once I open the door of the elevator, I watch some aliens coming out from a secret door across the corridor. They have a strange shape, like elongated bells, with no clear head. They move slowly and don't emit any sound. I wasn't supposed to have seen them. Some men in black appear out of nowhere with a needle to stick on my neck and in a millisecond I realize I'll be unconscious and probably dead if I don't act fast. So I offer all my resistance. The needle guy is able to stick it 1 or 2 millimeters in my skin, but I fight back, steal the needle and stick it on him. Then I run as fast as I can. I find a door to the outside but unfortunately it leads me to a dead end, an internal patio with high walls around that don't seem to end.
I fly upwards and find a kind of balcony where I land. The problem now is that there is a creature, half-dog half-bear, growling at me, ready to bite me. I just have time to fly again upwards, narrowly escaping its teeth. The walls continue, but finally I find another balcony. This one seems nice, with pots with plants, no wild animals in sight. Then I hear some voices... On the pots are talking carrots, with faces! They are commenting about my strange appearance and I think to myself "I am strange??? You're carrots and you talk!!" Stupidly, again, I don't become lucid.
I keep going through the dream world and finally arrive at the place I think I was heading to from the beginning. It kinda looks like a school. I see Zilla and Gil and a few other familiar faces and they seem busy preparing Xmas cards and decorations. I wonder why. I ask Zilla if she saw Nighthawk and she says no, but asks me to stay and help them. I stay for a while just because I'm curious about what they are doing. They have little plastic reindeer's figurines and they are adding some props to the figurines. I decide this is so damn boring and keep on moving.
A couple of bullies blocks my path for no apparent reason and I "kung-fu" them, throwing them down some stairs. One of them gets really hurt, with a broken leg or something and I feel sorry for him, but I show no remorse, or they might think I'm soft.
Then I meet some guy I supposedly know and I ask him if he saw Nighthawk. He tells me he did see him on some wedding of a friend, where he had also been a guest. But that had been hours ago and he didn't know his current location.
I'm about to give up. It's getting late and it's becoming dark. I see a bunch of people going to some nearby viewpoint over a valley and I decide to go see what's the reason for their excitement. That's when it starts the most amazing firework and I just stay there alone in the crowd, watching it melancholic.

[comment: I should have been looking for Whiterain and WakingNomad instead, but I fucked it up]

non-dream dream lucid false awakening

1:00

Thai guy
Even before falling asleep, an hipnagogic experience: some guy is talking to me in thai. After a while of listening to him, I realized I was starting to dream and got back to waking state and wondered: 1) how the hell I knew he was speaking thai? 2) why the hell I seemed to be understanding perfectly well what he was saying to me?

1:20

[private]

4:00

Sequence of absurdities
I'm looking for Nighthawk and while I'm at it, I go through a sequence of bizarre dreams.
At some point I enter a building looking for the WC and someone guides me to the elevator, which doubles as WC. Once I get inside and sit on the toilet, the elevator goes up and once I'm done and flush the toilet, the elevator goes down again. I find that bizarre, but don't become lucid.
Once I open the door of the elevator, I watch some aliens coming out from a secret door across the corridor. They have a strange shape, like elongated bells, with no clear head. They move slowly and don't emit any sound. I wasn't supposed to have seen them. Some men in black appear out of nowhere with a needle to stick on my neck and in a millisecond I realize I'll be unconscious and probably dead if I don't act fast. So I offer all my resistance. The needle guy is able to stick it 1 or 2 millimeters in my skin, but I fight back, steal the needle and stick it on him. Then I run as fast as I can. I find a door to the outside but unfortunately it leads me to a dead end, an internal patio with high walls around that don't seem to end.
I fly upwards and find a kind of balcony where I land. The problem now is that there is a creature, half-dog half-bear, growling at me, ready to bite me. I just have time to fly again upwards, narrowly escaping its teeth. The walls continue, but finally I find another balcony. This one seems nice, with pots with plants, no wild animals in sight. Then I hear some voices... On the pots are talking carrots, with faces! They are commenting about my strange appearance and I think to myself "I am strange??? You're carrots and you talk!!" Stupidly, again, I don't become lucid.
I keep going through the dream world and finally arrive at the place I think I was heading to from the beginning. It kinda looks like a school. I see Zilla and Gil and a few other familiar faces and they seem busy preparing Xmas cards and decorations. I wonder why. I ask Zilla if she saw Nighthawk and she says no, but asks me to stay and help them. I stay for a while just because I'm curious about what they are doing. They have little plastic reindeer's figurines and they are adding some props to the figurines. I decide this is so damn boring and keep on moving.
A couple of bullies blocks my path for no apparent reason and I "kung-fu" them, throwing them down some stairs. One of them gets really hurt, with a broken leg or something and I feel sorry for him, but I show no remorse, or they might think I'm soft.
Then I meet some guy I supposedly know and I ask him if he saw Nighthawk. He tells me he did see him on some wedding of a friend, where he had also been a guest. But that had been hours ago and he didn't know his current location.
I'm about to give up. It's getting late and it's becoming dark. I see a bunch of people going to some nearby viewpoint over a valley and I decide to go see what's the reason for their excitement. That's when it starts the most amazing firework and I just stay there alone in the crowd, watching it melancholic.

7:00

The first thing i remember is being in walmart looking at video games and then i see a friend of mine trying to do some sort of magic trick involving a bubble . I then notice some girls from my old schools' cheer team. I then follow them planning to sneek up behind them and scare em'. (i never got around to scaring them though) I said hi and we exchanged greetings. then i came to a door that was supposed to be the border to mexico. i was about to walk through but i found my current Robotics teacher blocking it. (I don't know why but, I Really think that if i walked through that door i would have become lucid) I asked him why he was blocking my way and he said that i should wait for him to use the bathroom before i go. I needed to pee too so i said ok. the scene changes and i walk through a hallway towards my school bathroom (apearantly im not in walmart anymore) i enter the bathroom and i begin to pee. after i was done peeing i still felt like i needed to pee. so i ignored it and left the bathroom as after exiting i look back at the building and and see my dad fixing the roof of my house. i say hello to him and he asks me to get something for him in the house. on my way back in i wake up.

Funny thing is that i still needed to pee in real life.

Thebeastofold's Dream


Balloon Car?

I was driving down a street somewhere, felt like i was on my way to work...I pulled up infront of a large building with a big proch with pillars on either side of the door, i got out of my car and a guy ran out and said, you can bring those here..and he pointed over my shoulder, i turned around and my car was absolutely covered with multi colorored balloons, couldnt even see the car...so i went back to the car and start pulling balloons off and releasing them...they would disappeasr and reappeasr under the porch roof....when i was done, i went up on the porch and started grabbing the balloons and releasing them..some would float away like normal, some would bounce away, a couple fell to the ground like they were made of lead... some turned into clouds of littel birds as i released them...the guy started handing me balloons and i would turn around and release them... all of a sudden he handed me a vw beetle body..full sized! it was floating in his hand like a balloon..i grabbed it and noticed there were no seats or engine or anything..just body and doors..he said "see if you can make something of that!" and i responded, "cool! i was hopig it would come back!"


dream shifted


department store in field, dressed up poodle?


i was in my kitchen and heard a commotion in the back yard, so i went outside and walked to the back fence...there was a miniature gate in the fence that i dont seem to rmemeber being there...i saw peope either running and jumping or dancing in the field ont he other side of the fence..my neighbors house was no longer there...why i didnt become lucid at this point i dont know...i opened the small gate and had to crawl through it...when i stood up, there was racks of clothing, and counters, and a place they measure and cut fabric spread out allover the field..i started walking towards a driveway on the other sideof the field and when i got there, a lady walking a standard poodle was walking in..the dog was wearing the exact same clothing and hairdo..or wig i guess as the lady.. a way out of proportion cleopatra type wig..poor dog ..she said something to me as shew walked by, she had a gravely southern accent, kind of like the chick on the closer......i didnt catch what she said so i turned around to ask her to repeat, but she was gone...i walked over to a counter where a lady was measuring and cutting and folding and rolling fabric..she said to me, wheni apporached.."its never what you expect! bolts! bolts! bolts! bolts!" woke up.....

I´m in a Victorian mansion.

The floor is made of black and white tiles. I´m in the lobby, and the sunlight in a shy way enters the lobby, but i cant see where
the light comes from.

The lobby leads to 2 sets of stairs. I don´t go through any of them.
I see a dark red door in the middle of the lobby,it stands on its own, with no walls attached to it.

I opened the door, and i was sucked in.

I´m inside of some sort of catacombs with arcades of gothic arquitecture.

The catacumbs have water that reaches my waiste. The ceiling columns and the floor are brown.

Behind me are 3 or 4 persons, and i´m trying to protect them from 3 water-green beings...they look like tritons. They are coming frow below the waterline.

We are getting trappend between the tritons and the walls of the catcombs and the tritons.
I don´t fear them, but the people behind me are in pure terror.

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Comments: This dream is part of dateless dreams series.

I am in a meeting, in a spiritual work center. The center is made of a white tent, and the ground is made of dirt.

After speaking to the audience, i returned to my seat. A person next to me said that M, an old University colleague, had died, but
her spirit comunicated with a medium from the centre. She told through the medium that she would come back as Red King.

I thought: "But i´m Red King". And i got confused.

The girlfriend of the Spiritual Work Center coordinator explained to me that M would come back in a diferent body, but with ways (of speaking, of moving) like mine, because M always loved the way i was.

I put both of my hands in my head and and furiously, started to curse and shout out loud...none of those things pleased me at all.

The Spiritual Work Center Coordinator noticed my behaviour and didn´t liked it a bit.

I ran from the tent, and i got inside a white volkswagen and i left.

Suddenly i was in my father´s house...but i cant remember what it went down there.
The dream scene moved to a bar, full of shelfs, and those shelfs where full of books.
The shelfs where white, with golden reflections.
One of the books was inside a plastic cover, it was a collector´s edition.

The dreamscene changed once more, and i´m in my grandmother´s house.

As i was going upstairs (my old grandmother house had 3 floors) i was looking to every single room and division, and i started to think that me and my wife could put shelfs with lots and lots of books, where it used to be the office room.
I started making plans in order to buy wood and build the shelfs myself.

The dreamscene changed one last time, and i saw myself in a wheelchair...but i can´t remember why i was in it.

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Comments: This dream is part of dateless dreams series.

http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/atra...s-dream-24103/

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Dream
Lucid

I haven't had a lucid dream in months last night I got home from a cross country meet because I'm on the cross country team in my school. I was exhausted so I just took a shower watched t.v. for about 10 minutes and then i just T.K.O'd. I can't remember the first half of the dream but the second half I can.

My mom and I were driving down a road, and she kept asking me what type of game do I want a Funny or Scary game. I was confused and kept asking what are you talking about. She just kept repeating the question so i just ignored her and looked looked out the window. We were passing this wall about 6 high and at intervals of about 10 feet there were like mid-evil towers behind the walls that were split down the middle. I didn't question it much we finally took a right and were behind the wall. Behind the was was a massive store and we parked in the parking lot at the moment I plugged my nose closed my mouth and tried breathing it worked. "So I'm dreaming hmm it sort of feels like I'm dreaming but I doesn't." We get to the store entrance where the owner opens the door and as I walk in iI wake up.

I didn't put anything as lucid because I'm not sure I was really lucid